I have been using ssild for over a month now and I think it is true that it seems to drop off after a few weeks, but it's not because of the technique, it's because you are starting to do it differently.
Heres what I have found, ssild works when you are well rested, enough to actually pay attention to the technique, especially vision, which is where you will find yourself dosing off (also touch step may dose you off.) you will know when you have done it well because you will be sleepy, yet aware. Now, depending on how well you do the technique, some different things may happen. If you gave it "meh" effort, you may be lucky enough to find yourself in a dild, or, if you did it really well, it will almost be a wild, with only a small lapse in conciousness (about as short as the time it takes you to realize youve dosed off during the technique.) Either way, you may find that your dream starts to fade soon when you try to do something, but 100% of the time the first "awakening" a false awakening. Last night, I did it pretty well, and I quite litteraly fell out of my bed in my dream. I was disoriented and couldn't stand for a while, (for some reason moving around my dream house feels sluggish) So i thumbled my way out the window, once I was outside I felt I could move more freely. anyways what ended up happening was that as I was starting to try to stabilize, the dream completely failed on me and I woke up in an FA outside my house. I know now that this was my subconcious' attempt at restabilizing because I could see, hear, and move perfectly fine. Anyways, I thought I had sleepwalked my way outside, flipped out ran inside, and found that I had four dogs instead of three (probably my sub telling me I was still dreaming) but i ignored that.
Anyways, extreemly off topic now, heres what usually happens for me.
SSild to dild... leads to feeling yourself in bed... use deild
ssild to wildish dream... first awakening is always fake (convince yourself now, dont think just know.)
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