non-dream - non-lucid - lucid 03/11/10 I am playing battlefield with a couple of friends, but we are more than usual and the difference is that we are actually there. I manage to find a good spot and snipe a couple of my friends before I run out of ammo. I throw a grenade or two, jump into the river and swim across, I have been spotted by one, but I throw my last grenade at him and keep running. I get him. I run back behind a building and find them at the same spot, but now I have the high grounds behind the wall above them. I get compliments from the guys. ... Something about having to change hotels because my mum, me and Ĺse (friedn of the family) still had traces of Salmonella so we had been booked into a different hotel. The logic baffled me we had already come home from holiday why do we need to switch hotels in fact I am lying in my bed right now ah she must mean a different trip and I am actually not in my bed I can see that now (Nominates himself for lucid miss of the year! ^^) Something about cooking some food, although we were in a hotel, running around the rooms like mad. (skip) We were back at an old house my father built and there were loads of signs of him extending the house thoroughly. Marie was there and I was pointing out that now she could see for herself how much he was improving the house. ... I was with a girl in a city setting that reminded me of Amsterdam. There were a lot of canals and we were heading back to my place. In the mean time the girl was contemplating if she really wanted to come as I had chickenpox and she hadn't had them yet. We were chatting a bit and our lips touched, not quite in a kiss as she was still a bit unsure, but she purred with excitement. She really wanted to come and in the end she sort of justified it with a “well they might be airborne within 10 years anyway”. We were on a really weird route back, a route that involved climbing across windows that where adjacent to the canal. At a certain point she tried to push me in, but I managed to grab hold of a rail, but I quickly realised that the rail I was holding on to was too high for her to reach, she quickly decided to just jump into the canal and follow that way. She had a ball that she threw at me while I was hanging up there and I laughed saying “I knew you were gonna do that”. I was looking forward to getting back with her, but I noticed the dream starting to fade (even though I never became lucid, even at this point) and I was a bit disappointed.
02/11/2010 wow well i had another holiday based dream, largely centred around me and about 50-100 mates from all different areas of my life together arriving at a resort. the main things that stick in my mind are speaking in complete clarity to craig and cj. one guy who looked like super hans seemed to be struggling with some acid so i looked at him and calmed him down, which made him calm and happy and started to make me feel like i was tripping after looking into his eyes. then i was going to go on some funfair ride but said i was afraid and this girl just pressed herself against me and all the fear went. the best part came later though. i was lying on top of a trolley pushing myself along the motorway when someone on a superbike came up behind me and asked if i wanted a push. they grabbed onto my feet and pushed me along at about 100 miles an hour on the frickin trolley. awesome. may remember more later..
I remember playing some game that slayer let me borrow some kind of way. It was a first person shooter. I think the title was like M8A2, and the graphics looked kinda like time crises. I remember Mark75 saying he hated it. The first stage was like your typical light gun rail set up, but the gun was kinda cool. I had to eject the clip and put it back in to reload (opposed to shooting off screen). Then the second stage was more interactive. The gun controlled the camera movement, and I had to literally move my legs to make the guy walk.
02.11.2010Driving on income traffic!!! (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I did not sleep many hours and went to bed tired. I still managed to recall one. I was driving down the freeway. It was day and there were a decent amount of cars. When I was at the end of the ramp, I realized I was driving on income traffic. I also saw two cop cars and I freaked out. I tried to do a hard U turn and I hoped I was not going to be spotted by the police. I completed the U turn and I was again on the ramp, exiting the freeway. I felt happy for a second until I saw a cop's bike approaching at me and ordered to stop, so I did. I got down from my car and I shook the cop's hand. I said, "Hi Sir, I am really sorry, I do not know what happened." The cop told me, "You just committed three moving violations on the spot. I will need to remoke your Driver's License and someone will town away your car. I begged him to forgive me. I told him I was confused and I really needed to drive for my work. He told me there was no way I was going to drive for a while. I felt pissed. I had a FA in my room. It was very dark and I was glad I just dreamed that. I was going to write my dreams down and I turned on the lamp from my table. The lamp did not worked right. I tried to change the lightbulb, but still not working. I decided to go to the kitchen's table were I used to write down my dreams. I had another FA in my room. It was daylight and I wrote down my dreams. When I was done, I woke up for real. Missed dream signs: - Income traffic driving. - FA - FA What I would have done if lucid: - Astral Projection.
November 2, 2010 Second pass I got some bad news today... almost didn't bother journalling my notes from this morning, but I'm here, so I will. Just kick me when I'm down (NLD) I'm inside a field house. I remember trying to protect it in this war-game. It was really tiring me out, though, the lengths, I had to go to. Two kids (about 13-14 maybe) got in and I threw my arms in the air with frustration, saying, "Fine, take the god-damned house!" I went outside and crept towards some bushes. The two will be coming out to hunt me, and I wanted to hide. I was on a hill, and there's about 2 feet of powdery snow on the ground. I saw a nice thick bush and proceeded to duck behind it. Someone came down the hill on skis, cutting a wide S pattern across the snow. It was one of the kids, and they didn't care about the game anymore. I left that area and found Julia. We hung out for a bit. Private bit. There was an false awakening last night that I didn't catch. I thought I was awake through this event until I asked Jack about it in the morning.
October 30, 2010 Not much to report. I remember some co-workers being present, and there being a bright room, possibly a cafeteria. October 31, 2010 Dangling Spiders (DILD) There was some kind of event going on the 4th floor of my building.I helped the kitchen staff set up. We were then all in the basement, and one of the guys asked me to get something across the room. It was then, that I noticed little spiders dangling from the ceiling. I didn't want to walk through them, and complained, and started freaking out. The other guy was all like, "Whatever, it's fine! I like spiders!" Well... I don't. There was some other bit in the dream where I stood there, talking with one of the guys and I was doing something socially awkward (that's all I'm going to say!). I realized that it was something that I randomly do sometimes when dreaming, so I recognized it as a dream sign. I continued talking with the guy and woke up not too long, after. I'm a bit perturbed by my lucidity this month. It's probably down to the fact that I slept during the day and worked at night, most days... but I felt like I had no focus for goals, and even when I got lucid, the clarity of thought was really low for the majority of the month. Here's to a better November! November 1, 2010
Forgotten dream. Ghostly Vague dream of asuka floating up and down a staircase like a ghost. Must have been her halloween joke. House confusion Me and my dad are trying to drive to scott and Yves house. (which actually turned out to be my inner world house.) We wound up on a street where every house was looking the same. I remember the correct house was on the corner of the street, but my dad entered a different house. I walked in and knew right away it was the wrong house because a few rooms were out of place. We walked around in it for a bit and then went into the backyard when the family of the house was returning. They didn't mind us being there. Shawna was in boy form and entered the yard, telling us the the corect house was on th inner corner. We then followed her into the correct house. Almost lucid i'm in the house and sitting at my computer. I'm looking at the mortal mist forum. Asuka is an old woman and enters the room. Her face gets close to ine and startles me. I still see her as a ghost image. On seeing my reaction, she apologizes and teleports out of the room. I am looking at mortal mist and see vex kitten has writtena fairly long dream for once... something in the dream prompts me to RC. I do a nose pinch but it fails. I was going to try another RC but woke up. Yeah Vague sex dream... and the way i like it too. Poison plants I'm in my house and notice an extremely poisonous plant sitting on the counter. It's just left there and no one's around. I think whoever put it there was careless, and since it's a dream... I should get rid of it. I wasn't lucid and ate the plant knowing it was a dream. I can't die permenantly in dreams anyway...
Kept having dreams about seeing the sunrise. Also had some weird dream where I saw how Susanne Summers murdered someone. She threw scorpions on the guy, stabbed him in the neck with a stick several times, and then shot him in the head twice. Some other being came up and she started firing at it....turned out to be some kinda imagination she had in her head giving her the next mission. I turned the channel and there was this weird sport going on that was a combination of basketball soccer and tennis...depending on which balls came out of this machine. Some guy was wearing a spider costume with a suit over it....pretty much everyone was silly.
Ah, so I finally decided to get off my ass and start up a dream journal. I can't clearly remember a dream for today (last night?), so I thought I'd post my very first lucid, accomplished about 25 days after my first attempt via DILD. I am walking down a street, when suddenly I get the urge to reality check. Doing so proves to me that I am, in fact, asleep. I force myself calm and rub my hands, having heard that hand-rubbing is a nice way to increase clarity. At the time, I was really interested in the concept of Dream Guides, and decided to set off to find my own. I decide to head back home, to see if perhaps my guide was there, ya'know, chilling. So I pop open my door and, holy crap the place I emerge into is my house, but turned into one big party. Yeah, weird. Flashing colored lights, blaring music, tons of people. I look around and see the crazy variety of guests, from strange pumpkins to green cyclopses to regular people. I look up and see an odd pumpkin flying near a disco ball. Strange. I yell "DREAM GUIDE! ARE YOU HERE?!". I look back down and see a familiar looking man in a blue jumpsuit. Long brown hair, blue eyes. I realize in a strange joy; It's motherfucking Russel Brand There he was. My DG. A respected comedian. I was overjoyed. A bit of a blank here, but then it resumes. There we where. Me and Russel, walking down a road at night. I remember him talking about the cruelty of the world, and we exchanged opinions. Another blank. I seem to be back at my house, minus the party. However, it seems we're moving out, so me and Russel help out in the moving a bit. Carrying boxes, we're walking down a path that I recognized leads to my house in real life. I suddenly remember, hey I wanna fly. So I talk to my DG and he teaches me how to fly. He's very cooperative, I notice. So he gives me an odd pair of shoes, (that looked a lot like the hover boots from zelda) with some strange triangles tucked inward at the sole. The boxes seem to have vanished at this point. I kick them on, and do as Russell says and with a sound like an unseathing sword, two sharp triangles pop out of the bottom. He explains they are hover boots, and that they're great for begginers. It was such an odd feeling, like balancing on a skateboard while hovering high in the sky. It was an amazing feeling. Sadly, the dream began to fade at that point and I promptly found myself on my bed, which a few RCs proved real. The whole ordeal lasted around 15 minutes, and was a bit foggy, but passable. And THAT, my friends, was my very first Lucid Dream. THE END. Hopefully a decent dream for tomorrow.
nope no dream recall tonight
I'm hanging out with a computer club from a made up tv show. There are two guys, two girls, and me. We get involved in a game that involves sneaking around and killing people. While we're pursuing our first target, the guy who's leading our group informs me that one of the girls in our group likes me. We violently kill our first target and the blood spatters onto my command and conquer poster, which is on the ground for some reason. I find a towel to wipe it off. The leader and I hide under some stairs, and he tells me that another girl likes me, although this time he's aware that I'm not interested because I already like a girl. I wonder if the girl he refers to is the same as last time, and decide I'll check the show's wiki page later for the names. I leave them and run off to mcdonalds to see the girl I like in real life. I try to catch up to her on the way, but am aware that I'm always slightly behind due to frequent shifts of perspective from me running to her running. I call her cell phone and we try to arrange a meeting by the entrance. I notice some explosives being set by the drive through and get into a confrontation with a gang. They start chasing after me. She nearly runs into them as well but narrowly avoids them. The person setting up the explosives loses the detonator and starts running with me from the gang. I see the girl and tell her to run away because there are people chasing after her. She leaves while I turn to the person who set up the explosives. We're about to part ways, but I tell him that I'll only give him the detonator, which I somehow obtained, if he gives me keys. I need them to remove a single handcuff that's on my arm and something else that's affecting the girl. We make the trade and I pocket the three keys for later on. I find a newly made narrow, white tunnel in the direction the girl ran off. I start crawling through it. As I do so I have visions of her at the end of a corridor. Two people are wearing white clothes of the kind worn by patients at a hospital. One of them is bloodstained and is holding a knife, laughing while the other begs for their life. It's the same scene as when Hallelujah escaped from the research facility in Gundam 00 and went crazy. I'm aware that it's her memory and she's one of them, although I don't know which one. I reach the top and see her standing in front of a window crying. I apologize, telling her that I shouldn't have done/said whatever made her mad and shouldn't have been mean to her.
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