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1. I was at a aquatic wildlife park with some amusement rides. I was a part of the tour group and then all the 'fish' started attacking and killing the humans. I remember running up the wooden walkway and the path went up the side of a mountain. Suddenly I was near the main walkway and a female employee of the park survived as well. I somehow managed to survive by myself and when I got back to the main area I saw the employees all alive and giving a presentation to another group of people. I went in and made my presence known to the employees and they realised that I survived (when I should have died).
The 'fish' started killing again and I ran, I got to the end of a jetty and just missed the last ferry. I managed to run over water and walls to dry land and I was running across a park when the leader of the wildlife park pulled up in a car. I hid behind a bus stop and the guy was right in front of me but did not see me. I then hid behind a tree for more safety when another member of the park came up beside me, opened up the tree and I fell in. This was a trapdoor back to the park.

Was lost in some town. Tried to find my way to the theater. The guy gave me some random directions. I walked off to where I wanted to...ended up going to some old antique shop...wondering why they were selling random stuff that shouldn't have had any value (like pictures of family members). Expected porn to be in the back as a RC, and it was, became lucid, but didn't get to do anything.


Had another frag about talking to MSN with Limitless...but I don't know where the hell I was. I was on this long awful looking dark green couch and the computer was on the coffee table I think, or maybe I had a laptop.

Today I was so tired that I started to Rem with opened eyes while sitting in course. OMG, my eyes just kept closing all the time. I was never so exhausted

Police Car Chase (non-lucid)



Kenan & Kel (or should I say Kel & Kenan) and I rob a convenience store for drug money. I was more or less just along for the ride. They pulled a gun and things got real. "Let's go!" I yell. "Someone call the cops!" a customer said.

We jump in our car and take off. The cops in hot pursuit. We lose them at an intersection. They had to stop to avoid crashing. I get dropped off at my house with my share.

Bush's Starcraft Challenge (non-lucid)

I win a contest. Bush writes a check for $85, 000. Next a SC2 tourney for money. I face an unknown. Everyone plays random. PvP. Early base race. I win. Then I fight QXC. T(me)vZ. A long, close match but he won with some mutas. I used a BC, a tank, seigeable hellion, and a squad of marines but its wasn't enough. He had weird cloaked, worm units that forced my units to burrow.

Disorder (non-lucid)

People crashing cars into other cars, people getting pinned by cars. Store owners with guns. Rape and murder. I was with a group of people being ushered up into a parking garage. I was in shock. I didn't know what was going on.

[Fragment] I'm in dream!Las Vegas, passing behind the back sides of several of the large casinos. There is a wide strip of empty desert between me and the buildings.

[Longer dream] I'm in a sort of club with dark-brown wood on all the walls, being followed around by a cartoony-looking blonde girl with pigtails, close to my own age. While I'm there, I get a phone call from the coordinator of our tour group (yes, I'm on a tour as part of a tour group) saying that they're offering me the opportunity to extend the tour for a couple of hours, and if I want to take them up on it, I should meet them at the nearest [some kind of store whose name I can't recall].

So I head for the exit of the club. There are steps leading down from the door of the club onto a large, open space of concrete, which is on a street corner. As I leave the club, I realize that I'm surrounded by several of my favorite actors, who are leaving it at the same time as I am. Liam Neeson and Ewan McGregor are there, and I hear Patrick Stewart's voice. I don't speak to them, though, because I don't want to bother them with my fangirling while they're trying to hang out and have fun. I know that I'm in Barcelona, and that the club I'm just leaving is known for being a popular hangout for famous people.

Out on the street corner, I see the aforementioned some-kind-of-store directly across the street from the entrance to the club. It has a green awning with white letters on it. I decide not to go there, though, because I see all the other people from my tour group walking along the street and turning the corner to go up a side street. I decide to stick with the group. The cartoony-looking blonde girl is part of the group, too, but she hasn't come out of the club yet. “She'll catch up,” I say, and start walking up the street with the group. The street goes uphill. We walk several blocks, turn at least one more corner, and end up on an open-air elevated light rail car. I sit in the corner seat on the end of the car that points in the direction it's traveling. It starts moving and goes really fast along the track. It's quite thrilling when it turns a corner, and I cheer and whoop in exhilaration, as if I were on a roller coaster.

Eventually, the track for the vehicle we're in ends abruptly, high above a river that has broad beaches along its banks. Somehow, the vehicle has morphed into one of those circular whitewater rafts, like the ones they have on Grizzly River Run at Disney California Adventure. Our raft shoots off the end of the track and starts falling toward the river. I know that we're not actually falling all that distance, because we're inside a simulator ride. The raft starts tumbling and turning end over end as it falls through the air, but I don't feel the sensation of being turned upside down, and I know that that's because I'm not actually being turned upside down, it's just the video in the simulator ride making it look like I am. Just before our raft hits the water, I realize that it's going to hit with enough force to plunge pretty deeply into the water before floating back to the surface again. I hold my breath just to play along with the simulation, even though I know it is one, and, indeed, there is no real water; I don't feel wet, but I see the deep-green-tinted underwater video all around me. [LOL! Maybe this is what happens when MILDing is only partially successful? ]

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Woke up with barely anything, then BAM! Three dreams recalled. Pretty sweet since I only slept for seven hours. The dreams were pretty cool aswell!

05.15: Survival in dinosaur land
I'm with my two sisters and we're trying to survive in some kind of forest. "I'll go look for fresh water" I tell them and starts walking on a path leading into a swamp. As I enter the swamp I notice something behind the trees about a hundred meters in. It's a huge dinosaur, the one from Jurassic Park 3. I quickly run to the side and plunge into the muddy waters between a few bamboo trees. I try to lay as low as possible as the dinosaur starts walking towards the path I was just on, searching for food.

I realise he's smelling the ground and I know I have to try to hide my smell by with mud. I barely dare to breathe though as I'm lying there with mud up to my upper lip. And decide to just try to sink down as much as possible. The dinosaur isn't more than a few meters away and is just about to pass me when I think "Perhaps he will notice me anyways" Good thinking you idiot! The dinosaur stops and looks straight at me.

He slowly walk towards me and I know I will die any second, just a few meters away, when I can see his big, yellow/red eyes. I decide I cba to get eaten alive. "That would be horrible!" I think and press escape. I load the previous save. Suddenly I'm standing next to my sisters again. This time I decide to check out what's behind the wall of rock behind us. I spot a path leading upwards and we walk it. Suddenly we're inside a cave, with rugs on the floor, a wall with fresh water running down it, and a TV.

"This place is perfect!" I say. A window is opened next to me and a chubby guy hands me a cup of coffee and tells me to put milk in it. I look at him defiantly and take a sip. "I ain't helping you out with anything" I tell him. We start arguing and he's a real asshole. He asks me if I want to play a game of chess, and I notice a chess board on the window panel. "No thanks, I hate losing and I would probably lose to you. And I don't want to get mad at a relative" Apparently we were relatives. He is ok with it and starts talking trash about my boss. I defend my boss and tell the asshole he's a good guy.



05.15: Xbox competition
I'm with my friend G and we're standing next to like ten awesome looking xbox consoles. "Please can I have one?" I ask. "No you can't... These are for the other contestants" he tells me. "But come on, they never even showed up" G agrees with me and hands me a console. Sweet.

05.15: Heinreich
I'm walking on a path with my friend Heinreich. I'm trying to smoke matches, and it's actually working. The sun is shining high above and we're joking around. His friend is also with us. We all arrive at a gas station and has to wait there for his mom. "She's got puppies now, so it's hard for her" he tells me. I find this a bit strange since the one who just got puppies, is my mom's dog. I don't think more about it. As we're standing there I decide to fool around a bit, and draw back my arm to fake a punch in his stomach. I hit something solid with my elbow. An old lady walks by me and I realise I've just hit her. "Oh shit, I'm so sorry!" I say and feel embarrassed. She doesn't seem to be affected at all.

Amount of sleep: 7 hours

Food before bed: 2 x Omega-3

That's it! Pretty sweet dreams imo. Could have turned into a very scary nightmare. Luckily it didn't!

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

I woke up in my room but everything looked strange, the desk was different, and things were kind of wavy.
I thought maybe I was having a false awakening. I thought about it, and realized it even felt unstable and felt like
I was dreaming or thinking really hard rather than having just woke up. I looked down at my hands, and they were really blurry and weird looking.
Practiced moving objects 'with my mind' once I realized I was dreaming, lifed my entire to a sitting position using just my mind, but mainly because I was
afraid to try to move my 'dream limbs' and wake up. Anyways I ended up waking up after a short while I lost concentration.

answered my phone that was buzzing, fixed this thing on my wall, went back to sleep...

first thing I remember I was biking downtown on a bmx. random.

went to a party - climbing through ropes and stuff to get downstairs because, according to the DCs, there were loose bricks above the arch way and they didn't want them to fall? - really random..

-fragment-

I was in my res room - using my laptop and checking my email - I got an odd virus that would only let me use IE, which I hate. Dream sign - things not working properly - ended up waking up (after this fragment) and being like thank god fuck ie, etc. Kept getting weird text messages (phone not working right) in this fragment.. I remember I had actual mail on my bed (weird) and after opening it there was two leather passport-shaped leather things. One of them was addressed to me, one to s___ bow__. The passport like things had our marks for our courses on them- i remember mine was a 90 xD - and had some kind of military markings on it - sergeant I remember but with weird markings - i came to the conclusion that it said master sergeant. I realized there was a problem with them and they must've been addressed to the wrong person - after all s___ bow___'s was there which was really random. I remember wondering how the hell I was going to get them back to the mysterious sender. Later on, a____ came in, looking kinda like a player or something with his collar popped and a cigar in his mouth. he also had some kind of glasses on that made him look like eminem or something. xD He asked me if I got my marks and I said yeah (the pasport things?), he said yeah man its sick or something and lit his cigar. I told him not to smoke because the wind was blowing inside the direction of my room and I didn't want the fire alarm to go off. I looked at the wall as I pointed to the fire alarm and it was kind of like a leftover fragment of the backing of the alarm- like someone had torn it off the wall.
-fragment-

next thing i remember i was talking to a guy about the party, how the chicks there were all filthies - i showed him a text from my friend that said a couple of the chicks were squirting.. xD the text in the message kind of kept changing when i was trying to figure out who sent it to me, but i didn't really notice it consciously.
semi-lucid here - i was at what looked like res but i knew it was different - i got lost walking around after argument with two people being in my room when i didn't want them in there
weird-cartoon-looking cop showed up and asked if we needed help. i told him i was alright and kept going, should have known i was dreaming - he looked fucked and i was pretty much far away from my room at this point so I don't know how he knew about the argument.
I ended up walking out of res (getting lost) and ended up in something similar to Walmart somehow.
on my way back ran into s____ and she said she would help me find my room cause i was lost but then ditched when she ran into her friends.
I think maybe after she ditched me I ran into my friend that I talked to about the party, but that doesn't make sense because I know I got lost in res/had the argument with those people that were in my room after talking to him.. But I remember finding him as the first person when I got lost and finally found my room so I don't know..

-fragment/dream memory-
I remember that the strange version of the school is a fragment of another dream where I was riding a BMX through the different levels of res during the summer,
but the building was all torn down and destroyed and in this dream the res looked similar colours to my res rather than the abandoned building.
so the res was basically made up of the abandoned building from a different dream but painted, and with a walmart. xD
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-fragment-

I remember at one point h___ kissing me then pulling away and shaking nervously, folding into a ball on the bed saying, "its the drugs im so sorry its the drugs" etc. while i tried to comfort her.
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-fragment-
i was at the end of a hallway type thing and there was glass, on the other side of the glass was a bank.
I remember looking and seeing there was a red switch type button at the bottom, and an emergency exit button at the top..
a cop saw me looking at the glass and she pulled out her firearm and shot at me by accident because i was standing by this glass? soon as she fired she put her hands up as if to say - oh shit no
all the sudden i was at a bus stop, and she had shot me through the side of it. no more hallway or bank.. :S
she ran over to see if i was okay.. i remember after she shot at me asking myself - am i shot? and coming up with the answer, no i feel no pain - but I lay down anyways because i had a plan - i told her when she made it over to me that if she didn't want to get sued she had better get me a prescription to some pharms.
then she told the paramedics i was fine, and to leave - and then she tazed me. (maybe this was my phone vibrating?)
pretty much woke up from there - no more dreams after that - my phone's alarm went off

I remember talking to Limitless on MSN. She copied/pasted something I said earlier, and we were laughing about it.

I know I had another dream after that, but I just can't seem to recall anything.

I dreamt that my cousins had come back from a trip and my uncle bought me and my youngest brother a large carton of cigarettes. My brother lit his with a lighter while I commented that lighting it with a match was cooler, and did so with a carton of my matches. While my brother's remained lit and he finished his in due course, my cigarette was periodically going out, and I had pinched the middle of the stick so that drawing smoke from it was hard.
A storm was also brewing in the sky, and I watched as the clouds came together. Then I sped up time and watched the clouds connect into a ceiling of gray.

Then we were on an old street I used to live on (18th street) and Shaun was walking towards our house. For some reason, I knew he was only coming part of the way, and then he'd be going back, so I thought I should offer to drive him back. But he got to the last corner on our block and turned back for his home. I can't remember what happened next, I think I walked with him a ways, but I can't be sure.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID FALSE AWAKENING PRECOG

1:00 GMT

Train station
Outside the door of some public toilet where for some reason it is only allowed to go one person at a time, although it’s big and several people could use it at the same time. I give my turn to some lady and decide to wait until I get back home. Then I’m in a train station which doesn’t seem to be functional, but more like a museum. There are some tablets with Japanese writing on them. I’m sitting with some guy on the end of the tracks on this station very relaxed when we spot a train coming in our direction. I didn't know there were still trains coming here. But then the tracks don’t go in straight line and instead twist and turn and the train ends up going a totally different direction, so we’re cool.

3:00 GMT

Rejected
I meet Nighthawk but there’s more people around, like we’re on some event with people we know. He puts his arms around my shoulders and takes me to a more isolated place and we sit on a table. He tells me that about my proposal to go out for a coffee or something, he can’t. I ask why and he doesn’t come up with a better answer than it’s a matter of money. I’m like “what da hell of excuse is that? I can pay for the damn coffee if that’s the only obstacle.” But then he keeps saying he really can’t but not coming up with any decent reason, so I tell him he is being a jerk and he doesn’t say any other word and avoids answering my questions.

Gekko eats turtles
I’m at my mother’s room and there’s a huge gecko near the ceiling. As long as he stays there I don’t mind, but then when I’m starting to fall asleep on the bed, the gecko comes down and walks on my pillow. I grab him, he’s huge and very strong and I don’t manage to hold him for a long time, so he eventually escapes through both my hands and hides in a wardrobe. Then I realise there’s a lady and her son also staying at my mom’s home and the lady is particularly freaking out with the huge lizard, so I promise I will catch it. As I search the wardrobe and drawers, I find three small turtles and I put them in the bathroom sink with water. Later, the lady spots the gecko going to the bathroom and I close the door, to think about what to do with the animals. Then I come back with a box to take them outside, but there’s only the gecko near the sink, two turtles disappeared and the third has no head. I also see some entrails of some of the turtle. I feel disgusted and I scream at the gecko “How could you eat the turtles!”. I was really pissed with this fella.

Unable to meditate on water
With a group of people, led by the Philosopher (a guy I know). He takes us all into some swimming pool. It’s a freezing cold outside but the pool is warmed up. It is also full of people but there’s an area reserved for us. I think the Philosopher is leading people into meditating inside the water, but I get totally distracted by two fat guys, one of which is dressed as a girl, like with a ballerina skirt or something. I LMAO and disturb everybody, as I watch these guys swimming around. We then go meditate sitting on chairs with snuggies on to keep us warm. Then the Philosopher goes from person to person to make sure we’re sitting quietly but also to hand us over something. He leans towards each person, but on my turn he leans and gets really close and takes a lot of time. He is clearly enjoying body heat exchange and I think that I was right about his crush on me.
[The next day I received an email from this guy – we had only briefly spoke 3 times before - inviting me over a conference where he was speaking, about a peace in the world meditation. I went, he kissed me on the cheek and I could see he had some pleasure doing that, so... dream hunch correct.]

Conference and pic-nic
Then I get up, I talk to a lady sitting on a café table about what she’s eating, I take a few cookies she offers and I sit on another table near the window. My BF is now with me. He is distracted talking about something, but through the window I see a couple lying on a bed, that is outside just by the side of the window. The girl is obese but at the same time very cute and she is wearing sexy lingerie, in black lace. As she makes a movement to get on top of her BF, I see too much of her body and I tell my BF “Can you believe this?”. Bizarrely he hadn’t noticed them yet and when he sees the girl he’s like “No way! Have you seen her boobs? They are huge!” and then he goes outside and last thing I see is he approaching her, on the bed with her BF, and touching her boobs. The girl freaks out and runs away, but he chases her and I’m shocked. I go after them and get a hold of my BF and tell the girl I’m very sorry for this and we leave.
Then I remember we should be going to some conference. I can now clearly see we’re on school grounds and there’s a main building (it’s number 13) where this should be taking place. We pass other buildings and a sportsfield and finally we get to the building. There’s three main amphitheatres side by side with different speakers and we can go through a hallway and choose which one we prefer. We stay for a while on the one in the middle, some American guy which was an astronaut or space engineer or something like that. He is playing a film in background and telling his story and then he says something that everybody laughs about. Because there are no seats available, I stand by the door that leads to the next amphitheatre and someone there asks me why re people laughing so amused in there. I say it was some kind of joke but I didn’t really get it. Then I see on this other room they are also having a good time. No laughing, but people are sitting on the floor, instead of chairs and there’s “islands” of baskets with food and drink for the participants and people are pic-nicking. [Clearly I have an issue with hunger in dreams] I join one of the “islands”, I fill a glass with cranberry juice and then I look for something that I wish to eat, without meat. I see what seems to be vegetables “tempura” but some guy tells me it has sausage. I don’t think so, so I try but he keeps insisting. I conclude he is wrong and eat one. Then my BF also decided to join us and I give “tempura” to him to. The guy keeps insisting it has sausage in it but I assure him it’s not the case, so I end the dream enjoying my improvised meal.

8:10 GMT

This LD was pretty short, but worthy of mentioning nonetheless.

The first thing I remember is standing in an elevator. I started to feel a weird presence, followed by a floating sensation. As I looked around, I noticed that I was floating up and down in the elevator. At this point I realised that I must be dreaming. I took a moment to take in the vividness of the dream. It's the first time I have actually realised how real LDs can feel.

Pumped to get out into the dream world and explore, I exited the elevator.. but all I saw was blackness. Amongst this nothingness - in front of me, however, was an old market stand occupied by an elderly African-American woman. Strangely, I asked her where the beach was (why didn't I ask about the moon instead?!). She said nothing; just simply pointed back towards the elevator I had just exited.

A little confused, I decided to follow her directions and headed back to the elevator. It went up a few levels, and as the sliding doors opened, I saw a park right next to a beach. Excited, I ran onto the sand like a lunatic, randomly talking to groups of people on the beach. Unfortunately, I don't remember any details after this, as I must have lost lucidity.

Non Lucid - Lucid

I'm in my grandmas backyard and i see her golden retriever jump into the sky and starts soaring. I thought to myself all i can ever do is jump really high, so I aimed for a spot and jumped but this time i felt some kind of propulsion helping me. (that's the last i remember. shortest LD yet.)

I'm walking around some video game-like building that has locked doors, these electrical boxes that had lightning like electricity bouncing all over it, and i had a gun. After searching around and not being able to find a way out these zombies starting spawning one by one, using a gun to kill them was really easy but nothing happened.. just more zombie spawning. however, i then tried grabbing one and i threw him into the electrical box. He fried and a door opened. One distinct memory i have of this building is one of the walls had a glitchy texture. Sometimes when i would look at it the wallpaper turned to small tiled 7-eleven logos. except when i closely examined it the "eleven" was changed to "seven." I guess at this point i had a FA. I remember waking up feeling like i was sorta in SP but for some reason i just couldn't get up, I eventually forced myself out of bed and tried to plug my nose, i could still breathe! I couldn't think of anything to do in my house except for finally try breathing underwater, there was no close area of water so i filled my sink with water. As soon as my lips touched the water I had another FA. It was difficult to get out of my bed again but as soon as i did i started rushing downstairs to try and get to my pool. then i woke up...

Blah i gotta remember to try more rc's then just plugging my nose, definitely depriving myself of some lucid activities by doing that

Shadow Demons
Clarity: 3/10
Importance:3/10
Sleep: Poor
Sleep Position: Unknown

I forget how, but I come into possession of a comic book that details the lore of a certain race of demons that call themselves the Shadow People. The comic lists their abilities, what they want, how to fight them. Oneironaut is there as I'm reading it, and I tell him he has to check his out.

And then the demons attack. They are invisible, and begin to smack and knock us around. But all of a sudden, the demon attacking us becomes visible. It has yellow dehydrated looking skin. According to the comic, these demons draw their strength from humidity or water, and we're in the middle of drought, which is why he lost his invisibility. (Was very thirsty and dehydrated when I woke up) I stab it through the chest with a piece of wood, but the demon frees it's self and flees into the nearest public washroom.

I kill a couple of other demons with blue skin, then chase after the one with the yellow skin in the washroom. It picks up a chair from the ground, and I pick up a lifeguard chair as my weapon. I manage to force my bigger chair through the hole in his chest I had made earlier, then twist it around, widening the hole until I tear the demon apart. I wonder why his skin was yellow when all the other ones had blue skin.

I've been having difficulties in finding the time to post my dreams, so I have a bunch of them waiting in line. I will post recent and old ones, interspersed, or I'll never catch up with the date.


01:30 GMT

Volunteering late night
I'm in what seems to be a mall, doing some voluntary work for some people. But they are quite snobish. I even spend a lot of money in a coat because of them and in the end they just couldn't care less about my efforts or my dedication. It's late night and my boyfriend drives us home through some roads we don't know and he feels lost, but I follow my intuition and we're on the right track.
[in RL we'd just been doing that: on a mall, getting food for the homeless people and then got back through a new road but our intuition guided us right home. No snobs involved, though.]

05:05 GMT

Guru on a librabry on a mall
Again in a mall. Shop visiting. Remember picking up some bras, but didn't buy them. There was some guy's presence - guy who had a crush on me or vice-versa, but can't recall what happened. Then I am at cash register and there's beautiful fairy dolls on the counter for only 1 EUR. I want to take one for my mother, but as I try to choose which one is cuter, the dolls inside don't match the picture outside. On one of the boxes, there's a cute fairy in red on the box's outside but inside it's military toys. I give up on that.
Then I move on to a library and remember looking at the books, but soon I spotted a staircase leading to a second floor and because I see many familiar faces, I decide to climb upstairs. On the second floor I find many buddhist practicioners sitting on cushions and some monks and lamas. They are waiting for the beginning of some teachings but I see the teacher and I don't recognize him. It is a young boy, with an indian look, more hindu-like than buddhist, but I'm curious to hear what he has to teach, so I also look for a place to sit. There are seats right in front of his trone,but they are reserved and I am sent to another room where people have to follow the teachings through a TV screen. I loose a bit of interest and I am trying to decide to stay or not, when..

Plane crash
I am instantly transported to inside an airplane. It's a big one and it's making a long trip. It's coming from Sweden, or going to Sweden or of a swedish company or at least I think so. I'm sitting on one of the seats and the airplane suddendly plunges almost vertically. I feel that rollercoaster stomach feeling very clearly as if it was real, but I think "It will be just fine." And the plane recovers for a while. Then I have a vision of a road full of ups and downs and bathed by the moonlight when the plane starts to sink again. I turn back on my seat and put my knees on the seat and grab the back of the chair with both arms. It helps reducing the feeling on the stomach, but now I'm concerned that I'm going to die, so that sensation is the least of my problems. Then I have another vision, I'm hovering above the plane and I see it crashing against some huge glass wall. Then I am floating above the earth and see the beautiful oceans, green land and fluffy clouds. Then I feel I am transported back again to inside the airplane and I can sense that the crashing on the ground is about to happen, but then I have another vision of kids playing on the street, laughing and chatting and then... I go into nothingness and in slow motion I start to wake up. I feel like I really died and this is my after-life dream.

Meditating
After a while I fell asleep again and I went back to a dream I immediately knew I had already dreamed before the plane crash, but hadn't been able to recall. So now I have an opportunity to remember it again, although it's not so interesting.
I was in my old office in Brussels and in front of me is my ex-boss who had a big crush on me and vice-versa. I look at him, knowing that I am dreaming, and trying to figure out if he is just a DC or if this is a shared dream. He looks quite real to me, but we never know for sure. I am pushed by my office colleagues to the elevator and we all descend to the -2 level. We're preparing to go somewhere but we wait for a second group (that didn't fit on the elevator with us) and which includes my boss. I wat to see him again, because a shared dream with him would be worthwile exploring. But then someone comes and says he got out on -1 level with the others and I decide it's not worth my time to go look for him.
I decide to check this floor and to think about next lucid step. I remember that my guru told me to just sit and meditate but once again the usula problem: too many people around who will distract me. Then I see a door that leads to a huge warehouse-type of place and there's people there too, but I spot a kind of pedestal and I fly to sit on top of it. I'm sure nobody will disturb me up there. I cross my legs, I can distinctively see the floor and my legs and the veins in my legs. I feel confortable and because I totally focus my eyes on the floor, all the rest of the dream scenario fades around me. I forgot the vizualisations I was supposed to do, but I just breathe in and out without loosing focus and feel happy that it is working. Then I experience total loss of weight, I feel floating myself in space and then I get a sensation that I am plunging backwards with my head into a black-hole. I don't allow it to scare me. It actually feels very blissful. I let myself go with this falling sensation and then I feel sort of vibrations in my temples, then forehead and then eyes. In the end it feels more like someone is tapping on my head, but I stay relaxed. Then I feel I am close to wake, because I can hear the street noise, the kids going to school, car engines strating, etc. But I hold on and then I wake up to realise I'm still in a dream. I'm back in the warehouse but now there's a mirror in front of me. I look at it and I don't know now what to do. Should have went back to meditation but instead I plunged in the mirror and went to the black void again. More vibrations, more falling sensation. Almost waking up, hearing the street noises again and then waking up again in a dream. This happened maybe 3 or 4 times through different ways and led me to think I was again in a loop not managing to wake up - but this time I didn't really want to anyway.
Last time I wake up in front of the mirror, I am dressed in a green barely covering the skin, outfit, with a kind of corselet with ties across my chest and stomach with lots of skin showing and hot pants. I felt hot. I wanted to see my boobies. I opened the corselet but was disappointed to see that my boobies were actually smaller than in RL. Oh well... I could try to make them bigger, but what was the point. I am still admiring my dream body so I get all naked. Then some guy comes and says they need to close the warehouse so I need to go away - nevermind he has a hot naked girl in front of him. So I flew away to the exit and now my lucidity was dropping fast. Just remember entering a bar where lots of guys were having a drink but none of them seemed to care about the hot naked lady who just came in. I didn't know anymore what was the point of this dream, so I gave up and woke up.

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I was near my father and he was very angry about something he seemed depressive and out of his mind, and started venting at me for something.

I was near some statues and I pushed one to the floor by accident, I picked it up and put it in the same place then I noticed I damaged it somewhere and had to restore it.

I was in an alley walking fast and I see some dogs running at me. I jumped on a fence to avoid them from reaching me, one of them would jump high to reach me and would snap his teeth.