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Well, I missed a few days on here, but I did record them in my paper journal. :3

As for last night!

The Evil Bearded Man...

I don't remember the entire dream. But I do remember running and hiding inside of this small cottage in the middle of this field at the edge of a forest.

I was running from this evil bearded man. He had a dark complexion, glasses (they were rimmed with black on the outside), and a long gray beard. In retrospect, he actually looked kind of comical, but in the context of the dream I was scared out of my mind. I can't really remember why.

The guy cornered me and said that my dad wasn't here, and that there was nowhere to hide now. We were defeated, he said.

But then some lady showed up who in the context of the dream I thought was my mom. In terms of physical appearance, there is no way that woman was my mother. She was a fair-skinned, brown haired and blue eyed lady. My mom is Filipino and doesn't quite look like that. But yeah. She tried to fight this evil man.

I immediately decided to try and get out of the house (instead of helping my own supposed mother...???). So I hit behind a curtain in the windowsill, but the curtain was see-through. I was trying to pry open the window and get out before the guy saw me, but the window wouldn't budge!

And then I woke up. It was about 4:44 AM or so.

I probably would've realized that I was dreaming had I stayed awake! D: I took 3 mg. of melatonin the night before.

And that's the only dream I remember. :c Yep!

Non lucid odds...

Shop - arrrghhh - again?!!!! Standing with an ex employee. She said some stuff i'll no bore ye with. An auld man then came in moaning about his shirt being too long in the sleeves. He tried it on and it looked fine. He was insistent and I really wanted to give him a skelp in the face - but I didn't...

In a sort of classroom environment, sitting on wee school chairs with lots of other people. The man in charge (who had a microphone) said-

'We'll start with you' - he was pointing at me 'Whats your name?'
'Steven' said I
'Professor Steven everybody!!'
I laughed.
An old friend of mine was now sitting to my right, the man asked him if I was really a professor and my friend said no. He then said 'Edwin & John!' - which is very funny if you are from Forfar and know who Edwin and John are...

The end.

I went to take a nap in the afternoon last night and almost immediately started WILD. Seeing as I have gotten over my fear of the first part of WILD, I tried to sit up and separate myself from my body. The first time I tried was too soon and I actually ended up sitting up and waking myself up luckily I didn't mess it up so it started again immediately and I was more patient this time.

I ended up on a random street with some people around, and I remembered the task of the month where you have to throw a snowball at someone. There was no snow around, so I tried materializing one in my hand. It took a few tries, but it worked. There was some bald, fat man in a brown coat walking in the direction away from me, so I threw it at his back. He turned around for a second but just kept walking. Kind of disappointing. Weird thing about this LD, was that there were like golden glowing flakes/sparks falling from the sky, but they never reached the ground. I'm not sure what that was all about. I don't really want to disclose the rest of the LD, because I got bored and experimented with sex stuff, which always makes me wake up, I don't even know why I bother.

This was a very fun false awakening I had on Saturday morning, Dec 6 (2014). I woke in bed, beside my wife, to see our daughter standing between us, on the bed with her back to the headboard. She looked about 3 years old. I should of realized I was dreaming, because my daughter is now 15 (and in Heaven), but I didn’t figure it out. I really didn’t care, because what happened next was so much fun!

I stood up in bed to face her. My legs somehow went right through the bed and I was standing on the floor facing her. I reached my hands forward and we held hands. I carefully drew her closer to me. Her face lit up with happiness. When she smiled I noticed she had adult teeth, and that her eyes were full of life. Then, out of nowhere, a Billy Idol song started to play, ‘Dancing with Myself’! We started to dance while holding hands. The music was so loud! She was giggling and laughing. I tickled her belly button. This went on for about 1 minute, and it seemed soooo real, and was so much fun! I then woke up and quickly marked the awesome dream experience in my journal.

There was a guy having an argument with a group of people. He then became irritated and open the garage door while holding a folded up chair, telling everyone to enter in it. None of them but myself decided to follow of him inside. He then threw the folded up chair on to one of the blue walls. Then sat arrogantly on one of the blue chairs. I told him you must really want to get back at those guys. He made a smirk while nodding his head to confirm what I had said. I decided to step out of the garage for a minute. I went in the kitchen to randomly check on the refrigerator and notice a girl in a pink hoodie. I didn't know the person but didn't really care for why they were here.


I then was curious about what the guy in the garage was planning to do after I left. I then thought it was a good idea to return there. I open the door and I could see him saying something to me but I could not hear it. Soon after that I was in third person point of view. One woman in a green sweater and one guy in a white sweater began chasing him all around the garage. I attempted to chase him to, but got distracted when I notice the dream environment changing from a garage to a work office building with many computers. This made me become lucid.

The guy everyone was pursuing in the office suddenly vanish. I then observed the office and notice a few others working. I then walk over to one of the counters, but that's when things in the dream started breaking down and getting blurry. I started hearing my mother voice and my eyes began to open to only be in another false awakening. I however felt tired and close my eyes again to be back in the same work office environment as before. This help me get lucid again to where I now notice the guy in the white sweater was at the counter speaking to an employee.

That's when the dram started falling apart again and I heard my mother voice again. I was started to struggle to stay grounded in the dream in till I realize my tongue was outside my mouth. I got up and believe I was awake but I was still in a false awakening. Lucidity Time: 1 minute

Morning of December 11, 2014. Thursday.

Dream #: 17,524-02. Reading time: 1 min 45 sec.



I seem to be part of a crew that is making a documentary about wild animals. The jungle scenes occur locally, possibly at the park a block from where we presently live in real life. At one point there are two different species of spider monkeys side by side with other animals including two lion cubs on the top plank, to the right of the monkeys on the lowest plank. They are on a shelf-like structure (facing south) that resembles a three-dimensional duck shoot with three levels, though it is for filming purposes only - as the animals remain still. Even though the monkeys look mostly the same, the one on the left starts attacking the one on the right. Both of them take off to climb trees again with a lioness in pursuit. My viewpoint sometimes seems to be from mid-tree-level, but I never feel threatened by the lions even though the perspective is very close to my dream self’s “face.”

The lions climb straight up the tree, and even over small thin branches without breaking them. The monkeys still get away by jumping to another tree, yet they have to keep doing this, as the lions do not give up. I see both male and female lions climbing the tree in this manner.

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Ultimately, monkeys are just another form of vestibular system correlation due to their ability to climb trees and my subliminal association with that fact while in the dream state. Lions are a waking alert factor.

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In a separate section of my dream, Zsuzsanna and I are looking at an abandoned building from across the street. It seems to be a warehouse. There is a vague false recall of having been in the building earlier and reaching an area where one could see outside through a small hole, yet not be able to leave.

As we gaze at the building from a parking lot or section of sidewalk, I focus on the wall to deliberately (without lucidity) create more holes to allow me to see into the building. It seems empty, though there is concrete debris on the floor. I use a telekinetic force. I do not perceive my ability as being a result of being in the dream state. I continue to open the wall until my dream loses cohesion.

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Warehouses are typically the last setting to occur in the sleep cycle as a form of liminal space discernment. Wall mediation also occurs here as my emerging consciousness activates. As validated here, dream control and lucid dreaming are unrelated. Still, my dream self understands the dreaming processes even without my waking self realization.

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After a week long voyage from Kansas to Ontario my Dream Herb has arrived in the mail! I'm excited to make it tonight.. I heard the tea is gross but i'll go for it! Will update you all.



UPDATE (11/17/2015): I never ended up trying the dream herb, I threw it out. It didn't taste very good and my friends didn't trust the source enough to allow me to drink it. I probably would avoid dream herb and stick to something a little better regulated, like Valerian.

12.11.14

Last night bed 10pm - 6am

Had dreams all night. Everytime I woke up, I remembered some.

DR:
I'm in the mountains. Many people around me, all tourists. We are getting on a ride, that looks like Disneyride. But only the vehicle, the nature around us is real. It's a large open-top vehicle on rails. It seats about 10 people in a row and has about 8 rows. I see my frends sitting in the first row left, but somebody already sat next to them, so I sit in first one on the righ. I'm holding 2 seats for other friends. I wonder how it will be sitting in the first row.

Something to do with trench warfare in WW1, only it seemed as though they were wearing some kind of armor over their head and body that could deflect bullets. A rush started and the dream was following the narrative of one guy. He took a couple of hits in the armor, then someone started shooting him in the arm. Five or six bullets went in and he fell behind the cover of a tree stump and started bleeding out. He wished that he had never joined the army and stayed at home with his family on a farm.


Earth was now in orbit around Jupiter somehow all the moons of Jupiter were visible in the sky. (Mysteriously lacking the king of planets though.) I was pointing them out to someone that I was standing with in the parking lot of the supermarket in my town. I think that the moons were my doing.

"That's Europa, and That's Io, and That's Ganymede and that's- also Europa?"

There seemed to be slightly varied duplicates of each moon. I started to question why each moon was exactly the same size in the sky. They all orbit at different distances and are different sizes. Also why are there duplicates of some? How is earth surviving in the orbit of Jupiter?! Wouldn't everything freeze out this far from the sun?

*Wakes up*

Rats. Well I didn't fall asleep until pretty late last night, so I suppose that explains the sour recall.

1. I was in some sort of futuristic school classroom. I had just walked in and the bell had rang. The classroom had a dark carpet and was filled with alot of caramel colored desks. As I walked into the class I noticed that in the back where I usually sat, there was a new girl. She had black hair, and she was short. I walked over to the desk in front of her and sat down. Not caring if class had started I turned around and started talking to her.
"So I'm guessing you're the new girl right?" I asked. "Yeah" she replied. Immediately I noticed something different about her, she had amazing eyes. Her eyes constantly shifted colors. First they were pearl, then green, then red, then blue, then purple, and the list goes on and on. Her eyes were like a rainbow of colors. "Hey well its nice to have you in the class, and you have beautiful eyes by the way." I said. She said thanks and then we started talking more about her. She told me about how her brain was so messed up that she had to drink this certain type of purple liquid to fix her and keep her cool.
In fact while we were talking she got out this bag and took some of it. The bag was tinted purple, and the liquid inside of it looked more of an indigo color. As she took some of her liquid, I looked around the classroom. I looked out one of our classroom windows and I noticed that I was in no ordinary classroom. Outside I could see a huge futuristic city, and the sun was setting. The sky was a light orange and was completely clear. The new girl left to do something, so I just stayed in my seat and chilled. I had already thought about how weird her eyes were and the oddness of my classroom too. When the new girl came back she didn't come back to where I was but she instead started meeting other classmates.

2. I was inside of a mall with one of my friends, but I can't remember which one. As we were walking through the mall my friend pointed out a store that he really liked and told me that they were having a sale. We then walked inside of the store and looked around. Right as we walked into the store I noticed two people behind me, a girl that I used to like alot and her boyfriend. Immediately I was reminded of how I could've had her, and just how perfect she was. Things never worked out though, and I didn't think they would anytime soon so I took my mind off it and tried to ignore her.
As I got inside of the store I noticed that it was a pretty fancy clothing store. They had flannels and all types of other nice dress shirts. I looked at the price tag of a blue and white flannel and saw that it was 44 dollars just for the shirt. I only had less than 20 bucks on me, so I figured I wasn't going to be able to get any shirts. I walked over to the accessories section where all the hats, beanies, socks, and other smaller items were.
As I was looking in the section an old lady comes up to me. "Hey! It's been a long time!". I don't recognize her at all so I just pretend that I know her. "Oh yeah, wow has it been a long time indeed!" I say. We then get into an entire conversation and I learn that this lady turns out to be my grandma that I haven't seen in a while. She invites me to her birthday, or something like that. After that we split and I leave the store. On the way out I see the girl I used to like again, but I keep on going.

3. I had just gotten home from somewhere, and immediately I went upstairs to my room and stripped out of all of my clothes to get ready to take a nap. I look in the mirror and I look horrible. Suddenly my mom yells from downstairs, "Cory, are you going to the game with us?". "What time is it at?" I ask. "It starts at 12:00 p.m" she replies. Immediately I knew in my mind that there was no way in hell that I was going to that game. It was way too early and I was way to tired to do anything. I don't remember getting into bed, and I don't even know if I went to sleep for that matter because as soon as my parents left, an entire group of my friends came over without my invitation, and hung out.
When they came over they all wanted me to drive them to taco bell. I said I wasn't going to drive all of them and that I would just pick it up, so they all gave me their money and I told them that I would go to taco bell soon.


Later on somehow I end up at the game. I still look horrible and my hair is completely messed up. The best part about that is that me and my family are at the very front row of bleachers, so alot of people can see us.

I was going to the beach on a really sunny and hot day. There were a bounch of people so I found my self looking around for a place to put my belongings. Eventually I just went into the water. I didn't really notice that the water was cold or even had any feelings at all. Also I saw that the water and the waves were very systematic. What I mean by this is that waves would always come in a one giant one and it was completly strait. Then while I was getting to a deeper part a kid came up to me and started to play a game to get me under water. I told him to stop because it was getting annoying, but he wouldn't. Then I got pushed under the water and for some reason I couldn't swim up. When i swam up the water would just keep riseing. Then the the water formed into my room where a voice was telling me something, but I don't really remember. Also as the voice spoke writing would appear on my walls. However it was illegible and too blurry to read.

I found myself on a field with a big tree at the center where there was a beautiful girl in cyan underwear with blonde hair and we were practicing sword fighting. After some practicing we would stop, she would turn away from me lose her clothes and then she would start walking/running the other way.After she left i would have other short dreams but when they ended i would be in the same situation practicing sword fighting with her.This happened a lot of times until i felt tired just before we started to practice so she started to go away sooner than normal, i chased after her and said im sorry and asked her if she wants to do something else this time.She suggested that we could do some puzzles but i dont really like puzzles so i said there boring but if that would make her stay then sure, after that i asked her what her name is and she replied that her mother gave her the name Shyvan.
After that i either woke up or got into different dream.

+(f) (vague/unsure) cars? At LH(s)?

+ summary: (angband dream!) walking through a cave dwelling, stepping over a spiked pit trap, opening doors onto singing monsters who were frightened of me

I'm walking through a complex of underground dirt caverns, fairly dark but I can see. I'm looking for something, a way out, a way home, or just back to the "main" room of this place. At one point I enter a large spherical dirt room, near the top of the room is a little "window"/door thing that I think people above me can use to look down. At one point I open a door which is made of criss-crossed metal bands and there are monster-zombie looking things on the other side of the door, singing (it's a concert? ), they're frightened of me, I'm not supposed to open that door, I close it again. I walk up to a circle on the ground and step over it, the top falls away to reveal a spiked pit trap, I move carefully and don't fall into it, but I look down and see dozens of crudely sharpened wooden spikes pointing upwards.

+ standing outdoors at night next to bleachers where people are sitting, (DO?), a wife takes pictures of a husband and son against starry night sky, I "see" the photos

The photos are the profile of the man and boy, dark but visible, against a starry sky. The stars are superimposed on top of the faces, I look at several faces and think the photographer must be using a long exposure in order to get the stars visible in the night sky

+ competition in front of computers, faces of celebrities giving reviews of video games

The faces are talking without sound. The view sometimes zooms close so that only a portion of the face of the speaker can be seen.

+ chased by a guided missile, pull out its circuit board; closely examine the components and structure circuit board

I and something else are flying through the sky, the other thing is being chased by a guided missile thing. Then the missile thing starts homing in on *me* and I must fly for my life, twisting and turning and rolling away from it. It is a large blocky device with exposed circuit boards. I slap at them and one by one they close up into the housing of this "missile." At one point I decide to yank out an exposed circuit board in order to disable the missile, this seems to work.

I'm examining an intricate circuit board up close. There are chips and resistors and wires everywhere. I think about replacing the board (forgot about the missile at this point) and line up the pins of a connector with some socket and plug it in. I see that by handling the circuit board I've messed up a bunch of resistors, which used to be neat and orderly and now are loosely hanging off of the board on long, bent, metal leads, very sloppy. I'm looking at the joining place of two metal plates of the board, there is a welded connection but in order to connect the two halves there is a special think bundle of wires that runs from one plate to the other plate.

+ (lucid) get off freeway at off-ramp to "visit" a book(?), some kids are watching me, I take off flying to show off, realize I'm dreaming, and move around spider-man style shooting webs from wrist and pulling myself along with them

I'm on a freeway and see a sign in something I'm interested in (a book? book reading?), there is a white circular sign and a black circular sign, and they indicate (1 mile?) distance to the event/thing/place, I exit the freeway on a curved off-ramp and reach a stop at the end of the ramp. There is a car (or two?) of (kids?) people there, I'm being announced? I'm an important person/celebrity. I'm standing in pajamas and holding a huge pillow in front of me in both arms. I decide to give the observers a thrill and to show off. I take a few steps and take off flying, I think they'll think they've just seen superman! I'm flying up into the branches of trees of a tree-lined suburban street. I will myself to go faster in order to make a good show but I don't go faster. I stall among branches and houses nearby, and do a few "air swimming" strokes to get higher but am barely moving. I start pulling myself forwards along thin shoots of branches from the trees. I'm up fairly high and moving along this way and approach a long water spout from the roof of a house with a smallish trickle of water coming down, which I want to avoid. I move to the left and continue pulling myself forwards via these thin shoots/branches from the trees. My eyes reach the level of the roof of one of the houses, a sloping roof of a brown-shingled house, and I realize that I should affirm to myself that I'm dreaming. "I'm dreaming, this is a dream." "I should keep this in mind as I continue the dream." I'm thinking how I can move about better and decide to try shooting spider-man webs from my wrists and pull myself along with them. It works the first time! I shoot a web to a vertical portion of the house whose roof I'm on, and pull myself along. Then I do it again and again, and I'm still moving kind of slowly. I think to pull myself faster by yanking down really hard on the webs after they stick ahead of me and I do move a bit faster. I'm then on the top of a hill outside trees are gone, sort of a ranch-like area with rolling hills, there's a hill across from me. My two sons have appeared and are kind of teasing me "Ah, what are you doing, moving around like spider man?" I say "you can do it, too!" I shoot a web to the hill across from me and quickly pull myself across. I notice my older son is going to try it, I think he's going to aim for a wire fence and think that won't be a good connection (there's a cow on the other side of the fence?). He shoots a web and I see it expand in the air but it just stops without reaching a target. I notice that I must sort of pull my hand off of the web every time. I wonder who cleans up all those webs that spider-man leaves around the city.

A Messenger gave me a written message in an OBE, but I waited too long to read it, and then I woke up! Darn! Here’s what happened:

I was lying in bed, consciously awake, but my body was asleep. To do this you have to lie perfectly still, and wait for your limbs to go tingly, and eventually lose their feeling. After a while your hearing will also stop, and you’ll know you’re in the ‘twilight zone’. The trick is to stay like that for a long time without moving. I find my body gets sore after about an hour or so, and I have to change positions. You’ll find yourself entering and exiting dreams and LD’s during this state. Then, without any reason whatsoever, ‘the vibrations’ will start, or your body will feel like it’s lightly floating in bed. When you feel this happening, you can do an OBE, which is what I did! I jumped out of my body and landed on my feet beside my bed. You have to think in your mind that you’re doing this maneuver (as it happens), and be absolutely certain with your intent. I felt a lot of resistance as I walked away from my body. Once I opened the door, and walked out of guestroom, I was free! BTW my house was the same in the OBE as in waking. Very close anyway.

I was sleeping in the guestroom, and my first instinct was to go my bedroom, and see my wife. I wanted to see if I could interact with her in some way or another, but before I got to the door, a family picture floated off the wall and blocked me. Okay, maybe this wasn’t such a good idea to go and experiment with my wife! I said to the picture, “I understand,” and I headed down the stairs into the foyer area. By the time I got to the bottom of the stairs, the clarity was better than the real world, I mean it was perfect in every way! There were no lights on, but everything was somehow lit up.

Next, I walked into the living room, and looked out the bay window. It was nighttime. To my surprise, there was a balding man, with frizzy, long gray hair, and a matching beard. He was pushing an old fashion bike with a basket on the front, approaching from the right, and heading toward the steps. There was something in the basket, but I couldn’t make it out. I thought he was delivering flyers or something. He was carefully looking into the bay window as he walked by, and then he saw me and stopped. It was like he was looking for me. I waved at him, and said “Hi!” He approached the bay window, and then all the glass panes disappeared. The bike was alongside him, and he rested his left elbow on the window frame. I went to him and kneeled down to be close so we could talk. He reached into his bike basket and pulled out a couple of rolled up towels, with a traditional Norwegian pattern, and a note wrapped around them. There was a bowtie holding it all together. I asked him to come inside for a glass of milk. He immediately said, “Aren’t you going to read it?” I thought I’ll go inside and read it, but first I’ll go outside and then bring him into my house. When I entered the foyer, both front doors were wide open, and there was a strong wind blowing into the house carrying leaves and insects. I didn’t care, it was just so amazing (hard to describe) to feel the wind, leaves, and insects hitting my body. Also, I only have one front door in the physical world, but for some strange reason there were two here. All the houses across the street looked the same.

While standing on the front steps, I looked to the right for the messenger man, but he was gone. There was a medium sized black bear in my front yard. The rolled up towels and message were still in my hand. Black bears are often in my nightmares, and I wanted to face my fear, so I called the bear over. He came running right up to me, and I gave him a huge hug. I felt the OBE fading, so I figured I better read this message quickly. I laid the gift on the steps, removed the bowtie, and then unrolled the package. The wind blew one of the towels over the bear’s face! The bear started to jump around steps in an effort to get the towel off his face. He kept bumping into me making it difficult to read the message. I looked at the bear, tore the towel off his face, and said, “Why don’t you chase a beehive down the road or something?” The bear put his head down and walked away. My dog suddenly appeared on my lap, and started to bark at the bear, causing the bear looked back momentarily. A black cat (my dream sign) also appeared beside me. When the bear somberly walked a few steps away, he turned into the old, gray haired man, the messenger! I figured crap, I just shewed away the messenger man (he was the bear)! He went a couple of more steps and then disappeared into a bright white light. The bright light quickly faded to sparkles, and then it was gone. I looked down at the steps to frantically try and read the message, but everything fading fast, and I woke up. My heart was pounding, and I was breathing heavy.

If you get a message in an LD or OBE, read it immediately!!! Don’t wait!!!

December 10, 2015

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I was at home, and it was around Christmas time. I was about to go out with my little brother and my dad to get presents for people. I remember coming out to my dad's car and getting in, but realizing I had forgotten something. I went back inside to get it, where I got side tracked by another member of the family, and then suddenly realized my dad and brother were still waiting for me. I rushed outside and hopped in the car, but that's most of what I remember.