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I don't recall much of my dream. I think I was semi lucid in them.
(First dream)I was at a school with a old friend from highschool and I was racing and competing against cheerleaders. The place appeared to be a lunchroom with ropes and a track i think.My old friend started passing out pieces of rice and sprinkles that looked like it was in the form of cake. I was upset with it and she asked me if I was too good for her cake. I said no. I just thought it would be fuller. After that I left the room and appeared in a room where a blond lady was sitting with her family. She said she invited me to watch a movie about her life. On the screen she said that something was troubling her. I walked across the screen projector and the movie stopped. Everyone started conversating and I asked the lady and a guy something but they ignored me. After talking to another girl there for a bit the dcs changed and a boy was choosing girls for his team. He chose me and a another girl. I was wondering why(Thought it was going to be a karate or cheer leading battle) but than I got distracted by a lizard attacking a turtle. I hurt the turtle by mistake though after I tried to save it from a little boy trying to kill it. After I saved it I appeared in a room with my cousin and she was fighting with her ex boyfriend about a box he threw away in the toilet without asking. I asked her what they were arguing about but she just started talking about how dum boys were with another girl there. That's when I noticed there was something invisible that was throwing stuff at people. I looked around and pointed out to my dad there was someone invisible behind a toaster above us. My dad threw the toaster and the invisible person got mad and everyone tried fighting it. I threw something at it but i missed and it was going to hit me with a table,a chandelier and a candle that had 7 candles on it. I apologized before it could hit me though and it stopped. I asked why it was here and it turned out to be a swordsman from the olden days. He said I looked like someone he knew and showed me a movie picture. In it he was eating at a table and a man asked him what kind of man he was. He said he was a protective man who fought to keep the ones he loved safe but he didn't like to hurt people. He was a man of peace. That's when I thought to myself that he was my kind of guy. I dropped the picture and turned to see him talking to a man about how he was going to sell things and work hard to save up for the wedding. I left to look at myself in the mirror and I saw I had poofy hair, a purple formal dress from the old times and a bit of hair like a mustache.Woke up after that.
(Second dream)
Something happened than i was in a room and out of no where my brother came up to me and told me my cousin was having it with her ex boyfriend when they were dating.(They didnt date long so I doubt that happened. My cousin is also is a marriage first girl so yeah...) Than my dad kept telling me to clean the counters to distract me. I was wiping the dirty water away surrounded by so many sinks and counters.After that girls with painted faces poped up and started saying random things like tiger and tree branch. My first thought was this is too stupid to be a dream.woke up after that.
(Third dream)
I recall being in a city where I saw the spirit of a man or boy. Idk didn't pay much attention. I think I was running away from him or playing with him. That's when I saw a old lady and a lady walking across the street. They didn't notice me but the lady was talking about her life. How first her friend died than something else happened. The old lady was comforting the lady agreeing that it was a hard situation but that she could get through it. After that I walked to a huge crowd where my dad pulled me. A man asked the crowd to help bring a sick man or boy up the tall stairs. We agreed to help and the crowd squished together hugging each other to help bring the guy in the wheel chair to his destination. At first it worked but people felt uncomfortable so my dad or another man strapped the guy in the wheelchair to another guy and he went up the stairs with him. After that the crowd dispersed and I was at a big,formal school prom where a guy was complaining that his date left him for some other guy who was lame. I walked past them and saw the Disney channel star from Jesse finish her singing act in front of a crowd. I went and grabbed the mic and guitar from her and started singing. The crowd enjoyed it till I got stuck on what to sing and Selena Gomez just stepped up singing a song of hers. The crowd cheered loud and I became Katy perry\Lady Gaga out of no where. I ran away and ended up in another school for little kids after it happened though. At the end I left the room with kids and walked to a room where two neighbors were discussing how firecrackers sounded like gun shots. I stared at a mousetrap with moving ants and a metal piece until I woke up.

So I had a dream and in there I showed my uncle what I did in my last lucid dream I had, I wasn't aware that I was jumping high in the air, and he didn't care either. I was reinacting what I did in my other lucid dream in my normal dream Still a cool feeling though, jumping, lucid or non-lucid

Usually in my dreams I can breathe underwater as if it were air, and nothing ever seems strange about that. Well, this morning, after waking up around 4:15 AM, I fell back asleep around 4:30 AM and had a dream in which I was underwater, fighting (kicking) some sort of jellyfish with a horn on its head. But, at some point, I realized that it should be impossible to breathe underwater, and so I began to drown. I became completely paralyzed, numb, and limp, and slowly floated up toward the bright surface. Before I reached the top, though, all had faded to black, and I woke up, just ten minutes after I had fallen asleep, holding my breath.

The last time I remember having trouble breathing in my dream I woke up face down on my pillow.

Do you ever have trouble breathing in your dreams?

WILD
So, I awoke at 4:00 AM, I didn't move for a bit and found SP kicking in quickly, I entered the dream and found myself at my home lying in my bed, I opened my door and expected there to be a desert, I stepped into the desert and felt the sand between my toes and the heat from the sun. I quickly remembered that I wanted to try out this persona thing I've been thinking about, I wanted to take on the from of Vulture, the 17 year old bountyhunter girl. I morphed and felt my body change, my legs becoming more slender and the hair on them dissapearing, my hips becoming wider and my 'man thing' changing into a 'woman thing' (felt wierd actually) my stomach changing and my waist becoming a bit more slender. my breasts forming and my shoulders becoming more womanlike. I liked this body, it felt very graceful, now my face began to change, becoming more womanly and my hair growing and turning to black. I also already had my 'goku clothes' on. I became accustomed to my new look and tried to control the sand, I lifted my hand and the sand moved, I played around with that power a bit, then I thought about how I actually look, you know, to other DCs, I began to spin and teleported to a very crowded street, I went into the nearest starbucks and ordered my favourite vanilla latte. I sat down and looked around, I saw a woman and I wanted to talk with her, I got up, went to the woman and she said "hey", I smiled and answered "Hey, so this may be a wierd question, but how do I look?" (my voice sounded very womanly, something I hadn't thought of.) She just responded "You look like a cute girl, however I would not wear that outfit, every man is going to stare at you" I laughed and said "thanks, however I'm not into me, ok, I'll go now, bye" I went outside and thought about turning super saiyan, I ran to the middle of the street and began to shout like Goku does in the anime DBZ, I suddenly felt a surge of energy as I got a golden, blazing aura, my hair, though still long, it turned gold and became spiky, i just played around a bit and then I woke up.


I didn't want to do a DEILD, as I had to wake up early anyway.

So I would like to introduce the original 'Vulture'
this is a character that I'm planning on making a true 'persona'.
But, I haven't even explained what a persona is have I?
A persona is the form I take on in a Lucid Dream, these are to give me a goal to do in a Lucid Dream when I'm not just having fun.
I take on that persona's personality and appearance, also powers but I'll get to that in a tiny bit

this is how I fill in the main personality of a persona (thanks to Ash for his guide on how to create a character)

PERSONA

Personality(the characters personality)
Primary Motivator:(what motivates the character)
Emotional Disposition:(his/her normal mood)
Core Traits:
Outlook:(his/her sight on the future)
Impulsiveness:(is the character impulsive)
Boldness:(is the character brave?)
Flexibility:(how he/she handles situations)
Sexuality(the characters sexual behaviour [as I'm a heterosexual male in real life, I probably won't be anything male oriented, do not take me for homophobic, I have some homosexual friends, but just as I said, I don't roll that way, hehe])
Orientation:(the sexual orientation of the character)
Libido:(the libido of a character)
Other Things
Habits or Quirks:(the characters hobbies)
Hobbies and enjoyments:(the characetrs hobbies)
Backstory(the characters backstory)
Appearance(the characters appearance)
Powers(the characters powers)
Strengths level:(the characters SL)

So without further adue, here is the first ever persona!

VULTURE

Personality
Primary Motivator: Achievement
Emotional Disposition: Calm
Core Traits
Outlook: Optimistic
Impulsiveness: Controlled
Boldness: Daring
Flexibility: Stubborn
Sexuality
Orientation: Lesbian
Libido: Healthy
Other Things
Habits or Quirks: Toying with her enemies
Hobbies and enjoyments: Travelling, Fighting, Training
Backstory
'Vulture' is a young female human. having grown up without parents, the only thing keeping her up is fighting. However, her whole life changed when she discovered her powers, she has a great affinity for the Earth and Wind elements, she can even combine them into the Sand element. After she discovered this, she started her carreer in bounty-hunting, this is where our story begins.
Appearance
(please do not think of me as a pervert, these are just descriptions of her)
She's a young, beautiful woman of around 17 years of age. She has long, black hair, blue eyes. She has a fit physique, C-cup sized breasts, she's not that ripped however you can see a slight six-pack.
she mostly wears a suit that looks like goku's suit (see image)
However, she wears a black coat with a hoodie on top of that (think of the red coat sage naruto wears, however black and with a hoodie) She only removes that coat to fight.
Powers
She can control 2 elements: Wind and Earth and she can combine those into the Sand element.
She also has the capability to go Super Saiyan (do not question why a human can go super saiyan, I don't understand my own logic myself ) she can go each level of super saiyan, however it tires her out very quickly, so she does not use it often.
Strength level:
base: 70.165,5
SSJ: 3.508.275
SSJ2: 7.016.550
SSJ3: 28.066.200
SSJ4: 280.662.000


Pretty good character, no?
So, now I'll explain strength levels:
This is a way to describe how powerfull a character is however, this is just an estimate, say, a character with a SL of 10.000 could potentially beat a character with 12.000, because armor, weapons, training and of course emotion are not counted as a factor here, this system is just to give a rough idea how strong a character could be.

Also a quick introduction how they are calculated:

Also, here are the elements that I think are the best to describe the powers i use in LDs


I know it's wierd for my first persona to be female, I created this character years ago when I found out the concept of lucid dreaming, I've been having lucid dreams like once every 2-3 weeks without even trying, the last few months, I've been able to lucid dream every day by using the techniques. I have created this character but never actually tried to take on the form of this character.

So, I hope I haven't bored you guys too much, I'll now post my dream journal about trying out this character, stay tuned

Date: 03 July

Pre bed: 300 mg valerian

Wbtb: 1/2 latte (other, around 40 mg caffeine)

In this ld series, counted at least 3 DEILDs, memory not at best, many locations

I get lots of HI, some are very clear and I am able to hold a few for a while but not enter them, also some fake hand movements etc.

Mini dream: On a balcony, they are constructing a bridge over it, I have some awareness that this is a dream but soon wake up.

Mini-ld: We are in the middle of having a dinner and I find myself chewing on tasty lettuce. Bf tells me about people having these phantom limb sensations, I reply that this is because they were dreaming, it's the dream body moving. I move my dream hands to check if they fit comparing them to previous HI attempts. All in.

I'm sitting next to bf and see this glow around his head. Could this be real bf? No, I don't think it's him. I say something to him I can't recall and watch for the reaction. The scene devolves into a mildly creepy one where my voice turns into a dry ghostly whispering independent of my command. I also feel some part of my real body (like back or hands supposedly) as I'm about to consciously exist any moment. There are other disturbing noises and I'm so not in the mood to deal with this and wake up.

I take a mini toilet break then back to bed.

LD pack: My recall is bad on this one, I think I deilded at the end. Once again I find myself with bf in a dark room and this time it develops into a full blown Xanous like scenario, bf is quick to disappear and this eerie invisible entity comes instead.

This whole thing is probably just my imagination but I feel I can't control the entity. What it does is lift me upside down at the level of the ceiling and keeps me spinning and spinning in the air. Continuous spacial rotation is not pleasant and you get dizzy just like irl (without expecting it). I'm hoping that this would stop but it doesn't so I decide to attack the thing. I do my best trying to take it apart, it looks like some movie type of dark creature. Since nothing helps, I let go and leave it spin me around to see what happens.

Memory gap so not sure what happened next.

I appear in a dark modern apartment. Do I know this place, have I been here before? The arrangement is somewhat similar to a few old non-lds but not exactly. I'm a bit suspicious that the dark entity drove me here and the confrontation will continue. Just remain calm and continue exploring around, and there is indeed nothing out of the ordinary. I remember the basic task of the month. In what looks like the kitchen are two DCs male and female involved in some sort of activity/experiment and photographing barbie legs or whatever.

I tell them to help me undress and they do. I think they managed to get all clothes but there was a reappearing underwear top thing that I had to take off. Memory gap.

Most likely this is where I went for another deild.

Fragment. I can't recall in which room I appeared but now am at our old place, pass through my room, talk to mom, tell her to open the door to the balcony. She tells me the door is open, I think just like in the dreams of (Sensei?) the doors are always open. I go on the balcony.

The scene is extremely beautiful and vivid though a bit unstable. It's a magical late afternoon and and there are hues of orange in the sky and some buildings etc. I make a mental note about that and cautiously proceed to examine it in a bit more detail before rushing off for totm. I take the time to examine the colorful flowers on the balcony and the surroundings, can feel the wind gently blowing. Ok, enough as I start worrying that I don't have that much time in the dream after all.

The idea is to get down and continue with the naked task with some random DC audience on the street. Time to make that jump again. I feel a bit bolder this time, go to the side where I often decent in my non-lds and take a look at the street, yard etc. The amount of detail is simply amazing - it's as if every piece of the memory falls into place. How am I able to reproduce all that, I have absolutely no idea. The thing that strikes me the most is the grass. There are a few longer types of grass next to the fence with long grass florets that casually and continuously sway with the wind. The scene is perfect.

I am preparing to jump down or get down using any means. I think at this point I might have lost the dream though. There were some DCs on the street I wanted to interact with. Memory gap.

The next scene I recall is a place similar to my school and I head for the window again. Think there was more between those scenes. Feeling bold again at this point, I don't care if I will be able to open the window or get through - the frames change so it is hard to get out but I am determined to get out. In the end it changes so I am able to open it and look down. It's high again. This is so tiresome. I worry that if I jump and fall too drastically this may destabilize the dream and make it go away altogether. What to do?

I decide to slide down the building or do the usual non-ld climbing down so scan the building for any frames, rails and similar items to hold on to. There aren't many of these on this building though, but I give it a try nevertheless. I start to slide down and immediately use the sticky fingers technique where my hands adhere to the surface. To my surpise it works really well and immediately slows down the sliding to almost a halt. This is great, so I will use this now to slowly slide down, but before I move too much, the building gets much shorter and it's as if I just teleported to the ground. Unfortunately, at this point the dream thins out and I'm back in bed

I hold still for a deild again while a bit worried about recall and whether I will be able to go back to the same scene.

DEILD:Back in the same scene! Ok, I decide to help stability a bit, there is a jar full of colorful sand and stones on a table near the building so I take it and pour some of the stones on my feet. They are gentle enough not to hurt but provide nice tactile sensations to hold on to. I also recall that other ld where I drank a glass of cold water and felt so much better. There is a glass and a bottle/bottles of cold water and I pour some on my head and (did I drink any?) and body and on my head again. The water is cold and absolutely refreshing. I think I will recommend this technique on DV.

I continue down the street and spot three possible locations to go to. It's nice and sunny with a feel for some exotic dream city. I stare at the three spots trying to feel which one is most inviting. In one of the places is an Asian guy dressed with cool clothes and a motor helmet. Looks like they are having fun there and I head in that direction but the guy is no longer there. Nearby is a huge head statue made of sandstone, it looks ancient and a booth where this lady is handing out free tickets for some event. I briefly wonder about this place. Then recall the basic totm, queue for a short while, grab the entry tickets undress fully and follow the crowd to whatever place they are going. People stare at me as I explain this is for the totm.

The place turns into some sort of a train/disco. I go further down the carriages of this crowded place. My best friend from school is now tagging along and I become really happy because she is the best companion to have in dreams. I feel a bit conscientious about my previous behavior and once again repeat that this was for the totm. "We just did the totm", I say. Let me see if this is correct. I try to remember what the tasks were, reaching for my memory while being cautious not to concentrate too much like that one time. Yes, that was one of the tasks. I also recall I wanted to look for Sensei. My idea was to teleport to him, but don't want to push my luck too far with that.

There are lots of DCs walking around and I scan them trying to see if Sensei might be among them. Nope. Ok, any of you guys good with teleportation? No reply. Ok, I guess I'll summon him then. *Thinking* There is a tall DC just round the corner. There!

A tall guy walks from round the corner and I begin to question him "Are you BrandonBoss?" He: "Huh? Brandonboss - you?" Points at me. Then points at himself. Me? No. He's got blue eyes and dark blonde hair. I decide to probe him again. He denies being BB and says something else I can't recall. Oh well. I leave him and continue down the carriages which is now more like I'm exiting a disco or bar.

There's a stand where they sell cigars and some of them are actually candy. I spot a really nice package of dream lollipops (under transformation) and feeling mischievous grab them. Yes, it's a dream so I can take this. Oh, wait, the other totm! I wonder if this counts, the lollipops turn into other appealing types of candy and chocolate before I start stuffing them in my mouth. They taste really good like a really pleasant chocolate and other fantastic sweets. I can't believe it but this time I chew all of them.

I'm wondering what else to do here when the dream comes to an end.

So I was on a road trip and abduction. Being kept in with fear, my freinds were too. There wasn't even a ransom or anything. So after one failed attempt my father who showed upout of nowhere told me my really old grandma neededed to enter the building I was being held at. I of course failed to help and snuck nback into the place. They'd notice I left. So I went back and made this totally epic speech about instead of one good plan. Do 100 mediocre ones. Swarm roll down the hill now

06-03-14 I decided to try for the Bonus TOTM and got up after 6 hours to do WILD. I set it up with the mantra "Take Ophelia and Gab to another planet." I successfully transitioned into an LD but forgot my goal. I was in a colonial style village. Some terrorists were trying to blow up the court house. A crowd started chasing them. I noticed a long fuse burning going up to the court house. It is a flash back to my last DJ post where I ignored everything the dream set up for me, so I decide this time I will play along and try to stop the explosion. I run up and pull the fuse. I turn to see what the crowd is doing and some woman has lit another fuse. I run towards her and she flees. I go to pull that fuse, but suddenly see that she has lit many fuses that cross all over the place, and looking back I see one reach the balcony of the court house. She looks thrilled and runs off. I chase her and in the next scene the crowd has caught her and two guys.
This next scene is the disturbing part. I am still lucid, but waking logic is very thin here. I push my way to the middle of the crowd, and decide to execute the terrorists myself. ???!!!??? WOW! Ok, the dream is kind of in control now (I recently decided to let it control more sometimes and see what happens, but why does it need to be disturbing?). My weird dream logic is that these are bad guys, this is just a dream, and it may be interesting to experience. I snap the neck of the two men using a martial arts technique. The woman I begin to choke to death (???!!!???). She suddenly has the head of an otter, and it is turning blue and dead looking. Wait, WTF? I let go. Is the crap that will happen if I let my dreams go random? I do not think I like that. She is now on her knees in front of me and seems to feel she should offer sex to save herself. She grabs me and disturbingly I become aroused???!!!??? The men in the crowd obviously intend on taking part. NO NO NO!!! This is total BS. F-YOU dream! I am seizing control again. I allow some free form elements and some part of my brain goes this route. NO!
I erase the entire scene as far as people and colonial style elements, leaving just me and a basic city. I am disturbed. I walk up to a house that reminds me of an old girlfriends house. I go inside and go to the liquor cabinet, and mix myself a drink. Someone is knocking on the door and I wonder if it is Ophelia or Gab (finally some recall of TOTM), but it is the old girl friend. I wake up at this point.

After leaving a hardware store and messing around with a bunch of colleagues (or acquaintances?), we walk back to our workshop. In the way there, I get a familiar cat to follow us home for my own entertainment. The warehouse was scattered with boxes and equipment, and once we got through a door next to an office, my director was awfully mad at me. After he calls me over, I observe a couple of large 6-foot white tanks. Apparently a while ago I must have let something slip out of my hands while goofing off, and ended up breaking a pipe/valve. He's pressuring me to fix it with the crew, otherwise it'll blow up. I keep getting the sense it'll kill all of us, but he's blaming it on me, persisting I fix the problem. I give him a worried look, and he says, "the explosion will only stay in this area. But I still don't want that to happen." I look at the tanks, hearing gas leak, and my heart rate goes up from the time constraint.

Part of the dream I had this morning:

I am at the barn with my dad and my friend D. I walk outside with my dad, as if to leave. We get in his truck, and he starts to back out of the parking spot. He backs the truck up so that it's facing the opposite direction we need to go. I don't pay any attention to him, assuming he's just going to circle around the end of the parking lot. We drive past another car, and we see the driver fall out of the car onto the pavement.

The man is thrashing strangely, his face blank. I get a bad feeling about it, and look around at my dad, expectant. He says something about getting out of there fast, and then he swings the truck around to face the curb of the parking lot. Before us is the steep hill that leads down and away from the barn, to a two-lane road at the bottom, and a forest beyond the road.

"Don't tell anyone," my dad says, and then he drives over the curb and down the steep hill. We reach the road, and the truck is bouncing and jerking around.

"I've had enough roller coaster dreams!" I say, but I am grinning, and my dad laughs. (I evidently realized I was dreaming, but it lasted for about 5 seconds, and I was maybe a 2 on the lucidity scale.)

We continue driving along the road, but it's no longer the road I thought it was. It takes on a very roller coaster-esque look; there is nothing but blackness surrounding the road, and the road itself looks worn and broken in places. I watch it flash by under us, fascinated. (I must've retained at least some lucidity, because I was under the vague impression that nothing could go wrong.)

July 4th, 2014

I started out the main part of this dream in a mustang next to some other car on an indoor race track. My car was white. The race track looked like tunnel you would see on the interstate except it had red and yellow panels or barriers. The floor was concrete and the roof was low. We took off racing up this track. It started with a wide curve turning right then led to a long straight away where we both just kept increasing speed until about a quarter of a mine the track went up, then flat then up again, but i slowed down quick because of a quick right turn, then went upwards again. Instead of following this track to the left i went straight into a open area on the track and so did the other racer and transformed into soldiers from battlefield 4, had a knife fight and i was swinging first a couple times and missed then all until he swung at me but i grabbed his arm and counter stabbed him with his blade. We then both were at the starting line again but i was the mustang again and drove off early down the track before he got ready and before he could catch up i turned to the left during the first wide curve i mentioned before into a smaller passage/tunnel that had been there, i had turned into a soldier again to fit through because the car wouldn't, into a maze of side paths that went in many directions and had green arrows on the floor, to avoid the other person and wound up in a small room with a high ceiling and viewing windows on the too left of the room. It had a miniature race track with mini plastic barriers around the track. All still red and yellow with walls and floor made of concrete. It was a cool discovery mostly because i was not expecting it. I was tempted to drive a lap around the mini track but it was pretty small so i did not. I noticed on a mini map that he kept going down the main path and i was safely hidden where i was. I viewed all of this in third person until i got to the mini track then it went back to first person.

I can tell there is another dream floating around my head i just cant remember at the moment.--think it may have involved my old house on pioneer street and jessica and jed were there.

Last night was horrible, I couldn't fall asleep and the longer I waited the more my neck and back began to hurt, eventually I woke up with 5 pillows around me and my sheet partially on the ground.
Because of this the dreams of tonight were quiet vague and not vivid at all!

1. Mammals not allowed

I'm in a field somewhere infront of a large forest, I have a gun and there are some people around me, we're hunting for fun or something. I remember seeing a bird fly up from the trees and someone aims his gun at it, suddenly I look through the scope of the rifle and I see it being fired, the bird is shredded apart from the shot and falls on the ground just infront of a girl who's standing next to a tree. I think the bird was a seagull from what I can remember. Then we talked about how some animals are allowed to live while others aren't, the rule was: No mammals. Then I responded "Does that include that panda?", suddenly I see a panda sitting in the forest.

2. Google earth

I'm looking at google earth and the places keep switching between Brazil, Spain, Germany, Africa, Antartica and more. I'm talking with my mother about the WK and then she shows me were Artica is, I respond "There's also Antirica... no it's called Antrica... how can I forget the name?!", "Atricia, oh whatever, I mean the south pole." (Weird that I wasn't able to speak out Antarctica.) Suddenly Google earth zooms in somewhere in Spain and somehow I'm teleported to my livingroom.

I think this evening I will not eat anything nor drink anything before going to bed, I think that's what is keeping me awake.

Getting up frustrated about no LDs. i realize that I am lethargic and can barely see. I keep trying to fix this, but can't. I wake up

DEILD back. I get frustrated that I couldn't get back in the dream and get up. Something attacks and I can't even move. It drops me to the floor. I want to get up, but it wakes me.

DEILD back. NyxCC
I get up. I fly outside really fast and calm down. Dream goals... NyxCC I think, and look around the street, I see a figure getting into their car. I fly there quickly before she has a chance to drive off. I grab her hand before she gets out of the car. She is inches shorter than last time, and wider.
"Come with me, got somewhere to explore" I say, since she seems to be losing interest.
"Ok, I know where we are going, I have a way to get there. Just got to grab something fist." She walks around the car and disappears. Dang it. wake up.

DEILD back. Enemy attacks again.

DEILD back. NyxCC
I try to make it out of the house, but my dream body isn't working very well. I lay down and teleport out of the house. I see a lot of cars wrecked in the road. I notice that it is probably my fault, since I am standing right in the middle of the road. I realize that there is no one in any of the cars. Touché dream. I slow down... I try to think of a creative way to find her. I see a body in the wreckage and walk to it and see that it is just legs, not what you normally think of when you think "legs in wreckage", but more like a pair of legs that were made to be that way. On to option number 2, I turn to the sky and don't see what I am looking for, but there are plenty of clouds to conceal it. I decide to just head there. I send out a message to NyxCC on my phone to where I am going (I just touch the phone to send it). I think of where I am wanting to go and direct the wind that way. I start floating over there and realize that I need to fly faster and higher. I walk up a few steps and it sends me from about 5 mph (8 kilo/hour) to about 100 (160 kilo/hour) and about 100 meters up. I notice that I am not alone and I turn around to see NyxCC behind me flying along. She is flying like a DBZ character and looks back to her normal self (normal from what I have seen of her in dreams).


"Try and keep up!" I yell and speed up to double my speed. She flies above me and I turn around and fly upside down. She pushes me down and I start falling. I can see the water coming at me, smell the ocean. I keep going at that speed and pull myself up at the last second before I hit the water. I can feel the water splashing on my back and I lift my head up to the sky. NyxCC is a few inches away from me and smiling. She shoves me down again, but this time I fall into the water. I go down a bit and then float back up. NyxCC is laughing and I start laughing too. I imagine a small island behind me and start swimming towards it. It is a small floating child's playground. I climb on shore and step up to the playground. I try to imagine a ladder to the place I want to go in the sky, but can't seem to find one. I find a small place under a slide and try to imagine that it is a teleportation device. I make some buttons on the bottom of the slide and hit them. Nothing happens. I decide to just apparate and get there. I can see the place in my mind. I grab NyxCC's hand and turn, nothing happens. I imagine it in my head more and more and am in a limbo between both places. NyxCC's hand makes it more real back on the play-island. I try to do this about six times and it wakes me up on the sixth time.

Morning of July 4, 2014. Friday.



I am with my wife Zsuzsanna in the garage on Duffy Street where we lived when we first came to Bundaberg. There is a (fictional) large aquarium aligned along the wall on the opposite side from our main door. There are a few interesting plants and about four or five main types of creatures.

The water is very clean and clear. Two giant mole crickets, a little longer than my hand (and my veiw of them seemingly magnified), are swimming near the bottom. The detail is amazing and vivid though I am not lucid. Zsuzsanna comes out and actually grabs one and lifts it from the tank but puts it back a little later. It is almost like a lobster (or at least reminiscent of one). There is no concern or uneasiness of any kind.

Our garage door is open and several unknown neighbors walk by outside, a couple seemingly living where we would be living relative to the direction they came from, though they are visiting the other apartment in front.

Eventually however, one unfamiliar male neighbor comes in and soon shuts our garage door behind him which I feel is a bit imposing but I do not say or do anything regarding this act. He reminds me of a celebrity in my dream but I do not now recall who it would be, possibly Sam Neill as he appeared in “Jurassic Park” but I am not certain.

He gives a warning about one type of life-form in our aquarium, claiming it is very venomous. I look down and see that he is pointing to and talking about a cluster of brownish to rust-colored and kite-shaped fuzzy plant-like creatures that seem to open and close near the “top” of the kite shape (the kite shape having slight inward arcs on all sides). I am not that concerned and I am not sure if he is correct. I do not remember what he calls them. I say something absentmindedly about “Little Fuzzies” in relevance to the 1962 science-fiction novel “Little Fuzzy” by H. Beam Piper. I am not sure what the connection is; it seems mostly that I am just forcing conversation to lighten the situation.

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Update: I am documenting this as postcognitive (precognitive in light of my own perspective) on my main journal only, as I actually brought up a cover in Google which I had never seen before that features a large lobster-like creature with a “Little Fuzzy”. Seeing something directly from a recent dream in quite precise patterns (relative to in-dream context and associations, often ridiculously trivial or impersonal) has happened on a day to day basis all my life, so often that I often do not even mention it, but decided to here because of the higher unlikelihood.

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Non-lucid, semi lucid, lucid, false awakening

.../It's night and I'm standing on the roof of a building, seeing the ruins of another one in front of me, it's around 10 floors higher than this, or perhaps it's on the top of a hill. I'm not sure about it. It looks very familiar to me, although I cannot define where have it seen it before. I turn on the bed while I'm still staring at this building, there's something I cannot remember about all of this, I feel it's getting late and I must fall asleep first, perhaps have I seen it in a dream? I lay on the bed while thinking about it. After a while and a couple of turns on the bed, I'm standing again on the roof of this building, I think perhaps I might be already dreaming, so I decide to test it trying to fly to the ruins in front of me. I have no problems in flying there, I turn and see the roof of the building where I was previously standing on. Now I remember! It's a recurrent place from previous dreams. Once again I have a flash of some other dreams that took place on the ruins. I see a door on the roof of the first building and I go flying there. When I'm standing in front of it, I remember some creepy scenes from previous dreams, including some sort of crypt where a funeral took place in the basement of this building. I don't mind about it because of my sex drive is starting to take over and all I want to do now is finding her having sex with somebody else. I get inside the building and go downstairs. I find a room where one of my kids sleeps. Nothing of my interest. I leave it being careful to not wake her up. Then I go to another room. I feel she's there, and I could catch her once more. The door is slightly open, and I can see part of her body. It looks like Yes! She's having fun with somebody else, I see some movements but cannot distinguish if there's another person besides her. I get pretty excited about it. I have to push the door and it takes some time until it's wide open, I feel I'm making to much noise with it. When I get into the room, I see she's just changing her clothes, apparently to wear her sleep clothing. She's alone, I'm little bit disappointed although I'm still on, so I take her and start having some fun/...

* Wake up because of the excitement, I make some mental notes before going back to sleep, I don't want to forget about it

.../A fly is disturbing the peace of the room. I catch it and remember there's a spider web under the bed. I go there and throw the bug into the web. It gets trapped although moves too fast and is about to fly again. I try to push it against the web when I see a medium spider coming out. Then a second one although bigger which walks on my hand to take the fly. It's disgusting but I don't want to get bitten so I don't move and wait until it takes the fly and runs back to its place. I see some fights take place with the little one/...