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We went to an apartment building with my family to celebrate my cousin was expecting another baby. There were a lot of people at the party and i was a little uncomfortable with the lack of space.

I was in a cinema, my father and my sister were sitting 2 rows above me. I was pissed because i had to sit between a woman and her child.
It was an action movie, and my perspective shifted to the protagonist. One moment i was shooting a tank with a turret gun! Then some bad guys were attacking a village and taking hostages, they wanted to execute one of them, a young woman, and gave the rifle to a little girl, told her she would die if she refused. She was scared, so i told her to close her eyes and helped point the gun at the woman's heart.

A little girl was trapped in some sort of spinning-refrigerator machine, like something to store medication in. She started chanting for it to spin, and the machine started to spin faster and sent her flying through the room, luckily she landed on some towels and toilet paper.

09/10/2014
Fragment
"Parking Fee"
The only thing I remember is driving toward the beach, in the daytime, and then having to make a U-turn in order to find a free parking spot. The beachside parking was, apparently, too expensive.

(I did make another attempt at the totem experiment, but I only got about 5-6 hours of sleep and don't remember much of anything.)

I thought I had awaken in real life but little did I know it was only a false awakening. I can see my mother and father both sleeping, I got off from the floor and was approach by my brother. He told me he knew what I am doing and I quickly responded with yea and place my head down to get more sleep. But then a few more seconds later I realize this can't be right what are all of them doing here? So I check my fingers and confirm that I am dreaming. I got up and open my Father door and can see it's night. I started saying at least I'm lucid now thank you brother. I was about to unlock the back door but that's when I heard my Father shouting as he gets up. He heard me preparing to leave and told me what am I doing and where am I going? I told him I am dreaming and was planning on leaving. My Father becomes enrage and quickly runs back to his room slamming the door very loudly shouting he's going to slam my head in. I begin to run to the front door and I unlock it and began running on the front road. I check behind me and saw my Father chasing after me with a black metal bat in his hands. I kept trying to run as I turn to the next coming side, the sky was now foggy morning as my Father was catching up to me. I started yelling these nightmares have to end now. I turn around and aim my hand directly toward my Fathers direction and use my level of dream control on him. My Father began to stop running and seem quite lost. He starts saying who was I going after? I can't remember who it was. I couldn't believe it made him lose some of his current memories. I began walking in till I heard my Father says he remembers now and shouts it was a far guy in the distance as he runs pass me to a person home and enters in it. As I observe while walking seeing him terrorize other people in their homes. I then made it to the next up coming road and decided to walk on the grass instead of the side walk.

Trucks were falling from the sky in a very slow fashion. I look back and it resemble real life perfectly, that's when I saw these groups of kids walking on the road and decided I wanted to ask them a question. They wonder who I was but I wanted this encounter to be brief so I told the girl how would you feel if I told you everyone is dreaming right now? All of them laugh as the environment changes to a forest with a one way road. I ask them to be serious what if Reality is just an illusion, what's you answer? None of them seem to care and one said that would be impossible to know. I decided to think to myself well I know for a fact that this is a dream I am experiencing. I wonder if it's possible it can go the other way around where I know for a fact that Reality isn't real either. We all began walking inside a tunnel where this shining blue light was going to take us to a city. I decided to tell all of them as a spoiler that I was lucid so it didn't matter what they would say. One guy said I should've help him get lucid. Then we all laugh, I for some reason realize I was eating jolly ranchers that seem to appear out of no where in my mouth. It was very crunchy and I found it to be very uncomfortable due to it's unusual size. I quickly found a spot of bricks to spit it out and realize some of the kids just experience the same thing. I then continue walking till my vision rapidly faded to Reality, I was awake. Lucidity Time 6 minutes.

i tried that Sensory induced lucid dream where you lazily try and concentrate on the 5 senses for a few secons. sure enough i started going down the rabit hole. i remmeber being frightened when this started happening and i woke myself up. just gogta let go next time. its cool though watching myself fall asleep

I was in a factory and was lowered on a platform in till a lot of Japanese zombies in doctors attire came at me. I begin fighting all of them at once and killing as many as I could. However the number grew overwhelmingly high of how many machines were producing them. So I jump down to the ground and witness the sub leader. She wasn't a zombie but I could tell she orchestrated the entire plan so I become lucid and grab her by the throat in till she kick me in the chest. As I fell to the ground we continue to fight when suddenly the leader appears and joins in. Going against both of them was very difficult so I basically pull out a knife and quickly counter the sub leader attack and once again grab her by the neck. I place the knife carefully close to her neck and told the leader if he takes one more step it's over for her. The leader quickly took this as an opening and pulled out his trident and made several attempts to stop me. I slit the sub leader throat as she mumbles things in Japanese. That's when I see a trident coming right at me that wakes me up. Lucidity Time 1 minute.

10.09.2014

Sending love to a Spirit with a spell and wrapping old school TVs (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

This dream started at a apartment complex and I was aware that I was dreaming. I was outside and it was a pretty sunny day. There were a lot of 3-4 story buildings and several neighbors walking around. As I was checking out something in my cell phone, a girl who had a crush on me was looking at me from her door. I could hear she was telling someone that I was very cute.

I felt it was her Spirit (she passed due cancer recently, she came to me during my meditations as a Spirit in addition in showing up in some of my dreams.) I knew she needed love and light to cross over, so I imagined I was casting a spell on her called "Dark Pulse" from Secret of Mana videogame, but of course, instead of darkness I visualized love instead.

I was able to successfully cast the spell, and I could see small orbs hitting her, however, these instead of being made out of shadows, were made out of pink and red energy. After a while, huge hearts that were very luminous started to spawn around her (making the same noise as in the game.) After this, she vanished.

From here, I appeared in an electronics store, but it appeared to be a store from 50 years ago, so I decided to explore it. Apparently, based on the plot of the dream, I was working there, and there were a few employees asking me where I was. I wanted to explore the store and see what my subconscious had for me, so I just said I was sick and walked around the store.

I was asked to prepare five TVs for shipping for clients. I was amused in how old the TVs looked:







They were wrapped with tapes and only half boxes. I saw a bunch of the floor. The store was very dusty and had a ton of old school electronics.

As I wanted to explore more, one of my cats woke me up.

Morning of September 10, 2014. Wednesday.



My oldest son seems to be about five years younger than in real life (being eighteen in reality). It is very late at night, around midnight or after, and it starts to dawn on me that I should check on him, as he had been gone too long and should have been back at least a half hour ago. I think it has something to do with getting a textbook. I start to worry a bit and feel that I had better look for him now.

I go out on the porch and notice two people, possibly typical drunks, in some sort of pointless verbal confrontation in the street although they do not pay much attention to me as I leave the house. (This part of my dream seems to “reset” and repeat.)

Eventually, as I walk about three blocks due south from the west side of my house, I start to call his name fairly loudly, as the business building I had assumed him to be at is closed, dark, and locked up. I shout mostly to the west and there is an area that looks a bit like the dilapidated shed (including the missing walls) at our last address on Barolin Street. Soon, I see him emerge and approach me, but then collapse at about halfway the distance. He had a cellphone, oddly enough, and had already called for an ambulance. When the ambulance arrives (which is shortly after I am aware of the call having been made) I learn that a panther had supposedly attacked him, but the (unknown) female attendant reports that it is “just a scratch”. It seems he will be fine shortly.

(I was once attacked by a hybrid bobcat in real life and the injury seemed worse than it was at first - thus this also seems like a typical anniversary “replay” in one layer, but many years difference here. This is something I have noticed time and time again with dreams, but more obvious with recognized holidays such as Christmas, Halloween, Valentine’s Day, and so on.)

I was reading a girl's journal. I don't remember how I found it nor what it said. I was outside. Then a bunch of people came to a cottage that, in the dream, I was living in with my mom. The girl wanted to hurt me with a knife so I told her she could read my journal, and I gave it to her. The journal I gave her was black thick and leather, and wasn't a journal I have in real life.

The girl with my journal went to a sort of church. Later she thought I meant she could keep my journal and I asked for it back. Other things that I forget now and never wrote down happened.

Later I was running in the street with a bunch of kids. One or two looked like my two brothers and we were in a room inside and one was paralyzed and kind of looked like my brother Justin. A girl who looked kind of like my sister Jenny came in and we fought and then I helped the 3 of them when they were in a car by playing music that was on my real-life radio at the time.

9/10/14


Last night bed 1am - 7:45am

Had a pretty cool and long dream remembered upon awakening in the morning.

DR:

I work at some secret government agency. It's a large building with athmosphere more of a Googleplex, than serious government workplace. Everybody is friendly and relaxed, but I know security is tight and everybody is on alert and nobody will get fooled by anything.

It's the evening and most people went home. I'm there, finishing something up. So is another guy, younger, who may be my boss. I'm looking after 2 *kids? He brought bunch of things into another office room. There is his side arm in a holster hanging on a chair. It's a colt revolver in nice, light brown holster with open top. I get worried that kids might find it, so I go look for him. Someone tells me in a hallway, that he went to clean the floors. (haha, ophelia cleaning floors yesterday IWL). The building is huuuge. Huge rooms, halls, marble, dark corners, but clean and safe. Still lots of people walking around.

I see someone in the distance mopping. I realize that's his relaxing activity, during which he rests his mind and can brainstorm undisturbed at the same time.

I walk back to the large lobby. I'm talking to 2 females. Long and detailed convo. Some instructions and help. Back in the office.

Now I'm in a long room. A wall infront of me has at least 2 rows of computer screens hanging on it, at least 10 in each row. They are all showing something else. 2 guys there are some technicians. They are showing me tricks and how to do stuff and not do.

There is something about tracing someone on the internet, or rather how we leave electronic trail of our private things and how easily can it be discovered.

There is a website and they are showing me icons representing people that had visited it. One of the screens says OpheliaBlue. I ask them to tell me about it. They click something and find bunch of private stuff. Among others there is a black&white wedding photo of a female standing sideways, only head showing. Kinda grainy picture. They tell me that I should tell her to not put so much stuff on the internet. I ask them how can I avoid it, and they say "just don't click ctrl". I'm like "I don't remember clicking ctrl on websites". They just repeat the same thing. As if that did something, allowing a website to download stuff without my permisssion.



Next dreams is at the Airport. I'm going through lots of security checks. Talking to people. This was an earlier dream I think, because that's all I remember

Date: 3 Sept

Mini-wbtb: lecithin

Decided not to wbtb, no latte, but had a natural wake. Didn't quite concentrate on lding, but had some thoughts about it.

LD Frag: In a classroom and I see one of the classmates that greets me. At some point my awareness increases and I realize that I'm in the room with my class and dreaming. One of the long term goal experiments comes to mind (learn to recognize DS by experience from the dream). The room is full of classmates sitting behind the desks and I start my mantras despite there being some instability "I see classmate, I know that I am dreaming, etc." and make them all repeat this with me. I list a number of classmates and stress the dreaming part. One thing that strikes me is the synchronisation between my thoughts, my words, and the words that come out of all classmates - it all happens exactly at the same time, and it's as if I can feel this invisible causality connection.

After going through a number of names in alphabetical order, I decide that this amount of information is enough for now and that no more should be repeated. An unknown DC teacher wearing grey comes closer, not a very pleasant one. I decide to change him a bit and give him a hug. He seems so touched by this that he sheds a few tears that fall down his shirt, leaving realistic wet marks.

At this point, I recall the shoe task and start looking around for shoes. The are shoes scattered around but from different pairs and sizes. The room becomes someone's apartment. In addition, again, I become too picky trying to find a pair of shoes that I like. (And we know what this usually means). Finally, I find a pair of colorful moccasins, very nice ones and get on with the task. There are papers into the first one, so I have to take them out before putting the shoe on. I grab the second shoe and as am about to put it the dream ends.

FA: I have a task of the month thread FA where I read my current dream post and another dream that includes OpheliaBlue and Schmaven.

Another fragment/mini-dream: I appear somewhere more like outdoors and realize that am still dreaming, though I have the definite certainty that am going to lose lucidity (like feeling your mental sharpness going down) and I continue forward focusing on maintaining the alertness.

Frag: It's like the same apartment again as I figure out 'dreaming, same place'. These are like wildlets in reverse as I'm in the process of waking up.

Wake up, brief review.

Frag: Only remember the ld part. In an appartment again, this time I find a pair of slippers and put them on without any issues. Wondering what to do next, I exert a great deal of effort to recall the other tasks that I didn't plan on performing tonight. The fortune cookie task finally comes to mind and I head towards the kitchen. There's lots of stuff on the counter including pieces of cookies but for some reason I decide to have a DC do the work for me and skip the cookie altogether. I look to my left and see two DCs (think they were from the non-ld part), both of them holding a piece of paper in their hands. I take the one from the nearest DC and try to read it, the words change to something like 'crazy couple'. I consider the task complete and get distracted with the dream to lose lucidity.


Shoes & Cookies Part II

Date: Sept 10

Decided to skip wbtb due late bedtime. Woke up naturally and had trouble falling asleep until couple of mins before the alarm.

LD: I finally fall asleep and find myself starring at...myself. There is a doppelgänger DC right in front of me, seated near where the desk used to be in my old room. But she looks more like doll, an object rather than a real person even though she is looking at me. I decide to ignore her and turn to the other side where under pressure (due to alarm), I go to recall immediately my tasks. The ones I had planned to try don't fit the place and current time constraints so I decide to go with basic totm instead.

I recall the shoe task and have a look at my feet - bare, the next second my mind produces a pair of shoes exactly like the slippers I had when I lived in that room. I take them off and look for another pair of shoes next to me. There are a few actually and I'm conveniently facing the wardrobe. The ones that look from the same pair and right size are orange flip flops that I put on. My attention is briefly caught by another pair of rather fancy high heel shoes that I figure belong to my mom. I'm excited to try them but at this point my feet's motion translates into physical motion...Yet, the dream still holds together despite a brief wave of instability.

Since I'm still here, I decide to do the the fortune cookie task, moving on to the place of the old desk. There are lots of items on top of it and I scan for a fortune cookie while thinking about one. There is a misshaped fortune cookie and a piece of paper coming out of it. I notice at first that there are only black and white drawings of snoopy or a simialr character but the other side of the fortune reveals a conversation next to the character. The drawings disappear to leave an ever changing text. In its last version that I try to memorize it is an old German proverb that repeats the same word three times. It looks like an old Latin proverb (dream knowledge) translated into German.

After completing the task (though later forgot the saying), I get a surge of confidence and decide to try another pair of shoes this time with laces for the bonus wings. There is a pair of purple sports shoes on the floor and I grab and start to untie one of them. It feels pretty accurate and not messy at all. This excites me that once they are untied I will put them on and tie them, no problem. As I prepare to put one on, I notice that there are papers inside again. I take one piece out and decide not deal with the rest of the paper, but rather press my foot inside. My foot presses against the papers to make space and then my physical foot moves again and this time dream is gone for good.

Disappointed but after a while with closed eyes, sleep resumes.

DEILD: I'm back into the same room, but this time it's dark as if midnight. This is not welcome as I hope to find my shoes somewhere nearby. With a touch of sarcasm I decide to order more light, though I know it's rather difficult to turn on the lights either by a switch or by command. To my surprise the space in front gets lit up as if there is a screen behind me that casts bright light ahead.

Alas, the alarm rings at that very moment...

Morning of September 10, 2014. Wednesday.



I have titled this one “Frog Monkey” even though the animal primarily has the appearance of a chimpanzee (and people typically incorrectly associate monkeys and apes as being the “same”).

I am seated at a table (possibly round or oval as we are not directly linear in position from each other though not perpendicular either) and seem to be observing myself from outside my body at one point. It is possibly later at night as I am aware of one table lamp more to the right of center being on. Seated to my left is a chimpanzee. We seem to be writing something though I am not sure what. It may be related to invitations or some sort of bookkeeping or both although at one point the sheets look like A4-sized order forms. The chimpanzee eventually takes on the appearance of having a head that is about “half-frog” in various aspects - that is, it is still technically a chimpanzee head but becomes very frog-like in shape and certain characteristics of the nostrils and eyes somewhat plus with a somewhat greenish hue in areas with less fur. This does not seem unusual to me - it seems perfectly natural and “correct”.

It occurs to me that just as people often incorrectly interchange monkeys with apes (again, as I have done with the title though deliberately), they also do this with frogs and toads. I also think a play on “man key” may be here in the case with “monkey” as some sort of play on symbolically “evolving”.

I was in this dream the other day in which I was made a very strange proposal by an old schoolmate, who I haven't seen in ages. The situation was just too odd. As I was following her down a corridor, I was checking my hands and pinching my nose all the time, but I must have been doing the RCs too quickly and mindlessly, because they all showed me I was awake. A great chance to become lucid, lost.

Dream - Lucid

I was in college. It was the first day of the semester. I was in what looked like the break room at work putting things in a locker.

I was then in a theater in a theater class. Dallas was the teacher. He was showing us footage of a musical that he wanted us to do. It was about this group of people who just went around and shot people. I wanted to be in the chorus, not a main character, and I said so to Dallas/the class. I then thought about Dallas and this was his first time directing a musical. I knew he'd be nervous, especially on opening night.

We kept watching the footage. It was quite the bloody show. People would get shot, and there would be a lot of blood.

I then was in the locker/break room again. I was sitting at the table in there. A lady gave me a sheet back with grades on it. I was doing really well! Not all perfect scores, but lots of good scores. I thought about how this time around I was going to all my classes, as opposed to all the other times when I would neglect a class all semester and fail it or have to drop it (this never happened IWL, but has in my dreams many times).

I was then back in the class, but this time, I was on stage with some other girls. We were the shooters at some sort of outdoor party underneath a pavilion. I remember something about trying to load a silver gun for one of the other girls. I loaded it up alright, but was having trouble turning off the safety and getting it ready to shoot. Someone took it from me and did it themselves.

I then was in some sort of formation with the girls. It was a T shaped formation, with two in the front and the rest of us behind in a single file. There were maybe 5 of us total. I was second, being only behind the two in the front. It was then like we were very deep underwater, thought the pavilion was still there and everything, and we had to link our arms together in a special way while at the same time plugging our ears because of the water pressure change. It was weird. We were being directed how to do so by some people talking to us, I believe my mom was one of them. I was looking in front of me, and saw that my dad was one of the people in front of me. He had this tube coming out of the back of his head by his ear with a plastic bubble around it. There was pink liquid medicine in the bubble. I somehow got it to go in the tube, because that's how he was taking his medicine, but it came right back out again. Um...not sure what to do about this. He had no idea what was going on with the meds, and for some reason, I didn't tell him. I somehow got him to tilt his head forward, and the meds went back in the tube. Some came out again. Ugh.

Then, we were getting ready to go up to the surface. We linked arms in the weird way we were supposed to, but I couldn't get my hands up to my ears to plug them. It was too late though, we were racing up to the surface quite fast. I heard my mom's voice call out
"Protect your ears!"
I was trying really hard to get my hands to my ears. I got my left one, but my right one was still uncovered. I couldn't get my hand to it. My right ear started to ring and I felt a lot of pressure in it.

I then woke up before we hit the surface.

~

I was being taught how to fill a syringe with medication for shots. A woman was showing me how to do it. We filled this syringe with a medicine that looked like apple juice. She didn't have me tap it for air bubbles, and I thought back to seeing nurses doing that with syringes that had the glass shaped in such a way that it looked like bubbles connected together. I don't know how else to describe it, and I can't find a good picture on the internet to show you what I mean. I asked the woman about that. I don't remember her response, but for some reason, we didn't have to tap the type of syringe we were using for bubbles. I guess only the people with the bubble-shaped syringes had to do that. I assumed something about them also being amateurs.

Had a Dream where this boy took my Dollar coin and put it into a Arcade Machine I got sad, but Jesus came to me and gave me a Dollar Coin in my room.
In my room there was that guy from the simpsons (church guy) but he was white not yellow.
And had a dream where Bart was posing for art and he had a friend and he got sad becuase he didn't want his friend to pose.

I tried wild in the morning
multiple dream formed , I was aware . But there were no SP's.

And then this one started
I was walking out to the coast of the danube river
A girl and a boy was with me , we were talking about why are foreigners came here and sell stuff..
I realised that most of the foreigners are english speaking , suddenly I got a Billy Mays feeling.
So we go there and we see that the coast is full of foreigners selling stuff, it was some kind of festival
I got a feeling of being in a bazaar, we walked on and then I realised that we're in some kind of monk clothes, a bit weird but ok ...
Night approaches, then we still talk about the festival and we don't know why the heck they came here
then the guy says that probably because the olympics are gettind holded in this city.
then I watch down and I see theres a plus shore , we're the highest , down there are muslim people selling stuff ...
Night approaches
So we dismissed that we go home , but I stayed to look around, suddenly everyone's gone!
I run into the place where the festival was , now theres nobody,
I look around and now I see a big structure made of wood
and there are little houses, I guess this is where they gone
I look back at the ones with me , but they started going home
I scream "DONT LEAVE ME HERE"
I run up, but its too late, they're gone
I started to walk back
"This place is so weird, the city lights are beautiful hmm... This could be a dream? Everything is too smooth to be a dream"
I look at my hand , and yes

I became lucid

I look at everything, wonderfull
"This place... everything..."
The grass starts to grow extremely as I realized that I need to contact with the dream enviroment in order to stabilize
I touch them , seems real. Then I walk on, trying to shoot flames with my hands , but It fails.
As i walk on I meet with an old woman, y'know, the grandma type.
"Come , let me lead you on the way"
Idk why , but I followed her, I guess my lucidity dropped at this point
We start walking , I try to drop flames again, then she says "dont scare me, you look like a crazy person!"
we walk on ,and then suddenly teleporting happens
now we are in a suburb like place mixed up with a place near my workplace.
I see oldies talkin' , I check my hands and now I have about 10 fingers on one hand
"Damn, atleast, I could fly... YES! I should try fly"
I start to run , jump one, relaxing my hands and getting energy out of it
and unstable fly starts
and then the dream fall apart

It was awesome anway.