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    1. Tattler special

      by , 11-11-2015 at 11:29 PM (Here be dragons)
      I'm in a house that is a mix between my actual one and the one before. I'm trying to keep a new reporter, Fredrika Lounds to get inside. She first try to force the front door, then get increasingly unhinged as she try every windows of the house and I keep slaming them into her face and telling her no. I'm more and more afraid, and I jolt awake, forgetting the much nicer dream I had before.
    2. #156 - Lord of the Rings / Pope / I screwed up a lucid

      by , 11-11-2015 at 11:12 PM (The Oneironaut's Odyssey)
      Dream 1 - Lord of the Rings
      I'm with a group of about 7 warriors on a grass plain with a hill that rises up behind us and a couple other hills in front that are lower down. We had been fighting Uruk Hai and had won so far. I then looked at a member in our group scanning the hill behind us with binoculars. I look up too sensing that he had seen something. I saw a single outline atop the hill with a sword in hand. I instantly knew we were about to be attacked again, as slowly more figures began to line the edge of the hill. There must be a hundred or so Uruk Hai about to attack! I run back a little panicked, they started charging down the slope to engage in combat. I turn to the face the other direction, only to see more Uruk Hai pouring over the hills in that direction. We're surrounded. The dream has a game-like feeling as I approach a horse, I try and mount it but I can't! I open up a skill screen and look at my riding skill, it's level 0! Damn, I need at least level 1 to mount a horse. I think to myself how you have to be selective in choosing your stats in Mount & Blade as investing a small amount in some skills early will help.

      Dream fragment - pope
      I remember something about a pope in a very grand looking white stone courtyard.

      Note: I read Oreo's DJ last night (The Great Sphinx) and was really blown away. Such a cool dream. It affected my next dream a little ^_^

      Dream 2 - I screwed up a lucid
      I remember the house I was in was wooden with a white ceiling.. I somehow just remembered that I was dreaming and was like 'oh I should RC too'. I pulled the skin on my hand and it stretched out too far, bingo! I then kind of ran around happily thinking about what to do. The dream felt so stable and clear, I knew this dream would just last for ages and I felt like I could prolong it. I shouted 'Stabilize!' and the dream shook a little, losing clarity (oops) and then coming back into focus. I wasn't too bothered as I felt like the dream reaction was a positive one. I then wanted to travel to the desert and see the Sphinx like Oreo had done, so I decided to teleport. Hmm... How to do this? I ran outside, there was a small stream flowing and light green grass, it was night time. I willed myself to be transported to the desert, leaped into the air and fell backwards so that I would land on my back, then as I fell I closed my eyes and willed my body to be teleported. *Thud*. I collide on the ground, but it's warm and gritty. Sand?? I think to myself that it worked I try to open my eyes, but I can't. Oh ****... No, not again . I try and force my eyes open, and end up accidentally open my eyes in real life. My vision is all screwed up though and I see a skeletal-like head sitting next to my bed. Ugh what the hell? I can tell that I'm awake and having hallucinations, I try and reach up for it, but my real arm doesn't move and instead there's a pseudo arm that I feel reach out. I close my eyes again and I don't remember anything past that.

      I completely forgot that lucid dream until during my meditation I managed to rebuild it really slowly and in poor detail. I honestly feel like that would have been my longest lucid ever had I not screwed up that teleportation
    3. NLD: Breaking trees and elements incorporated into the dream

      by , 11-11-2015 at 11:11 PM
      I'm with a couple of friends, not sure who (maybe Mark M and Mark B). I have a big pickup I'm driving in with them. I'm behind the wheel. In one fragment I'm trying to leave a parking lot but the exit is very narrow. It is almost like a cement hallway I need to drive down, but I'm convinced I am going to scratch up the sides of the truck. But I manage to get out without any scratch marks.

      In another scene we're in the backyard of my parent's house. The truck is parked there. My glock is in the truck, locked in it's gun box in the back of the truck. The ground is covered with lizards. And there are a bunch of trees, but they are covered with insects, and are eaten away by termites. I'm worried that I need to get to a class I need to teach on time. I need to be there by 10:30am, and it is getting close. There's a gate I need to drive through. Somehow I need to simultaneously hold the gate open and drive the truck through. It is like a spring-closing gate. As I get into the truck, one of my other friends (MM?) is trying to get in, and we hear a big cracking noise. A huge vertical branch breaks off one of the trees and crashes down. It's like the size of half the tree. It becomes clear that there are termites or something eating away at the trees. I get them both in the truck and another tree breaks and cracks. We've got to drive out, and I'm trying to drive the truck out and hold the gate open at the same time.

      Then we have to make a detour back to my house, and I'm trying to get my stuff together and get ready so I can get to where I need to be by 10:30.

      [end]

      Interestingly, there are a couple of things in that sequence that are reflections of what happened before I went to bed.

      1. I had seen the movie Spectre and there was a scene with a lizard on the window, and at some point I remembered that scene before I went to bed. I think that might have been related to the lizards all over the ground.

      2. At one point when I was going to sleep I was thinking about trees and tree back. Not sure why -- it was like spontaneous hypnogogic imagery before I went to sleep. But it ended up playing a role in the dream, since the bark of the trees was very prominent since it was clearly being eaten away by insects.

      3. Also, I actually did have to be somewhere at 10:30 that morning, and was thinking of that before I went back to sleep, and that go incorporated into the dream.
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    4. Kundulini Energy In a Cow Field

      by , 11-11-2015 at 09:30 PM
      Dream Plots:

      #1 I was in a field with people and couldn't tell if was possessed, high, or a genius. I had been Carlos Castanenda's "Teachings of Don Juan" and he described a scene where he met a dog on Peyote. The dog went transparent and turned into an almost silvery blob that looked like a moving blob of clear water. In this field the person I was next to turned into exactly that except he retained his person figure. He spoke to me in sort of a slow motion gibberish and I wasn't sure if they were making fun of me or proud of me. Eventually I rolled my way into the middle of the field, it was night, and a single pointed like shone down from the sky. It penetrated the lower part of my back where they say the Kundilini energy resides. All I can remember is waking up in real life with that area extremely tingly.

      This portion of the dream was end result of #2

      #2

      A dog was lying down in a dirt patch protecting his wife who had just laid a puppy. The Dog's hind legs were sprawled out in front of him while his hind legs were spring loaded and ready to attack anyone that tried to mess with the puppy. My mom was there and the Dog trusted my mom and therefore let her help the puppy. At that time there were no potential intruders that were likely to overtake the dog. As soon as I thought that a massive Gorilla came and sat down right next to me, unsure of his own motives. At this point I realized the gorilla had an almost sharp coat of hair and unbelievably dry skin. It was unspoken but the Gorilla could have easily won over the Dog and we all knew it. Feeling bad for the Gorilla I brought him inside to show him a bottle of Vaseline in which he could heal his dry skin. This happened in my old house and the Gorilla became unbelievably grateful and eventually lathered all the Vaseline over his body, which transformed him into a young and radiant young boy.

      We then went to the boy's room where he had friends waiting for him. These friends were playing a game of airplane and trains. I was amazed at the simplicity in which these boys were playing. They had a train down below and one of the boys was "flying" an airplane in his hands. What was amazing was that the boy was able to calculate that if he flew his airplane higher in the air, the train would seem as if it would move slower below. He was talking the theory of relativity and it made we wonder if he was a genius or not. Then all the sudden a race-car came of the television and I noticed another boy had a Halloween costume on of one of the Race-car drivers that was on TV. The TV driver started talking to us through his cockpit and it was all very exciting. Soon the driver shifted and I became absorbed into the race. At this point it was no longer a Nascar Race but more of a Underground type of Road Race. I went into a dark Tunnel and this is where I started meeting the characters that were introduced in dream scene #1. The only way to describe the first Character was Legolas. I found him in what I'd call a mine shaft and he was mourning the loss of his Boyfriend. Now at that time he also had a female friend who was possessively in love with his rare surge of energy. It appeared that Legolas had little time for the women and was more concerned with pursuits of energy. That is when I cut to the field.

      Notes:

      #1 There is no question now that doing these two things helps my recall a lot

      - As soon as I wake up I ask the question; Am I dreaming?

      - As soon as I wake up after I reality check, I grab my notebook and write. I must be hard on myself to make sure I get steadily into the habit of writing down, at that time, every little detail I can possibly come up with. I must be stern on myself to keep an impeccable dream journal.
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    5. Yes give me more...more...more RECALL

      by , 11-11-2015 at 07:23 PM
      D1 - I am looking at a stretch of road that has the wall of a building running along it. Single storey, dark brown flat roof, bumpy.
      There is a pavement running along, it then goes off to the left.
      I am being persuaded to demolish the building as this is a good time, as the owner is away. I know it is wrong to do.
      but I agree anyway.
      The part of the building is demolished and I have a new property built on the land. The owner is unsurprisingly unhappy on his return.

      Tryed to DEILD but just ReEnter Dream

      D2 - In the same street a bit further down the road, there is a modern apartment block. The windows are double glazed, with dark brown frames.
      I am asked to go park the car, on returning from holiday. I go to park it on a parking spot owned by the apartment block.
      I am asked to move it. So I try the next spot.
      I am asked to move it. So I try the next spot.
      each time the spot I am offered is smaller.
      Eventually I am given a spot only big enough for a small piece of luggage to sit on.
      I put the luggage down under a seated bar area and it is immediately covered over with food for a party.
      So I remove it.

      Tryed to DEILD but just ReEnter Dream

      D3 - Back into the same street, it is a Saturday. We are tired from returning from holiday but my partner does not want to go to bed :/
      We are traipsing around the streets. We do some shopping then arrive at a Pub. Inside is pretty empty as it is early morning, there are strange posters on the wall of some creature, plant like. The owner won't give us a refund for tickets to the band that was on last night.
    6. Standing in a building that leaned

      by , 11-11-2015 at 06:59 PM
      *Standing in a bathroom naked and scared because I notice that the builded seems to lean as if it were about to tip over.
      *My teacher involved in a sex scandal in which he had to go to court for. (Woke up feeling horrible how I could dream about my guru this way.)
      *My dad named all of the swaminarayan lineage saints.
      *Davius died in a horrible accident.
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      non-lucid
    7. Veteran's day dream

      by , 11-11-2015 at 06:53 PM (The Nightly Dreamer)
      I am running through an office building hallway. I feel anxious, as if i'm trying to escape from something. I can feel a presence behind me, chasing me. Every time i turn around, it vanishes, only to reappear behind me. I know that if it catches me, it will kill me. As I keep running, i see a door marked EXIT. I quickly open it, as i feel that whatever is chasing me only has power on this office floor. I go through the exit, only to find myself back in the center of the office floor, still being chased by the creature. I continue to run, but i happen to glance at a digital clock on the wall. I stop when i realize that it makes no goddamn sense. Its seconds count seems all wrong, and the actual display seems to be malfunctioning. I plug my nose and try breathing. It works. I stabilize the dream and my lucidity, then turn around to face the creature. It is a strange, six-legged thing. It's disgusting. I ask it what it means. I t tries to attack me. I catch by the throat mid-jump, and yell in its face: "Don't you dare attack me! I created you! I could end you this instant(i start emitting fire from my hand, it writhes in pain)! Now answer my question, what do you mean?!" It telepathically responds that it will never help the "Creator". It says to me that "dark, dark things are coming. There will be great war between you and the parts of your mind you chose to forget. And I hope I will have the pleasure of ending you." I ask how it's possible for it to end me. It answers: "Don't you know, Maker? Your subconscious can override your control at any moment. If we take over, if we win the war, we can torture you until you wake up. And who knows? maybe we might be able to take control of your mind. I will enjoy seeing you suffer." In a flash of anger, i incinerate it. I teleport, trying to forget what the creature said. However, i have no destination in mind. I end up in a green plain with a single tree, with fast-moving clouds in the distance(exactly like my profile pic). Even though i've been lucid dreaming for 4 years, it still amazes me, the capabilities of the subconscious mind. The grass under my feet feels completely real, the colors are so much more vibrant in real life, and i can see every leaf on the tree from a distance of several hundred feet. I feel the sun of my skin, the smell of grass on the air, and i see every detail of the clouds in the sky. It still amazes me, how real it all feels. I teleport to a beach. The sun is setting. It is the most beautiful sunset i have ever seen. An amazing mix of orange, yellow, red, and pink. The clouds in the sky reflect and scatter the colors, and i can see crepuscular rays around them. It is so magnificently beautiful. I wake up.

      Updated 11-11-2015 at 07:06 PM by 85958

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    8. Nov. 11, 2015

      by , 11-11-2015 at 04:17 PM
      Date: Tuesday November 10 2015, 10:28 PM
      Important: No

      J at Church
      LD#

      Total sleep: 1:15
      Daytime Techniques: %Simple Lucid Dream Experiments to build up my Lucidity Level. %Experience this moment as NEW and UNKNOWN (through the 3 main senses). Know that it will never come again. So, enjoy it.
      Lucid Techniques: "I am already Lucid Dreaming NOW" and know it. WBTB (for 7 MINUTES ONLY!) + DEILD + no mental imagery + holding onto my consciousness WITH Dreams
      I put in 9 DJ templates and tell myself that for my next dream, I just need to focus on getting ONE Dream Experiment done because I have EIGHT more shots to get others done.
      Recall Techniques: "I wonder what Lucid Dreams I'll have tonight..."
      Asleep - Awake: 3:16 AM to 4:46 AM
      Vividness: (scale of 1-15, 10 is waking life vividness): 7
      Awareness: (1-10; or lucid): 6
      Length (how long it felt like! Because that matters): 8 mins
      Emotions: neutral
      Dream Signs: when talking or being around people




      -I'm in the basement of Bushwick church with J and I think other people.

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      Date: Tuesday November 10 2015, 10:28 PM
      Important: No

      Tai Lopez Talking about Lucid Dreaming
      LD# /Almost

      Total sleep: 1:15
      Daytime Techniques: %Simple Lucid Dream Experiments to build up my Lucidity Level. %Experience this moment as NEW and UNKNOWN (through the 3 main senses). Know that it will never come again. So, enjoy it.
      Lucid Techniques: "I am already Lucid Dreaming NOW" and know it. WBTB (for 7 MINUTES ONLY!) + DEILD + no mental imagery + holding onto my consciousness WITH Dreams
      I put in 9 DJ templates and tell myself that for my next dream, I just need to focus on getting ONE Dream Experiment done because I have EIGHT more shots to get others done.
      Recall Techniques: "I wonder what Lucid Dreams I'll have tonight..."
      Asleep - Awake: 3:31 AM to 4:46 AM
      Vividness: (scale of 1-15, 10 is waking life vividness): 9
      Awareness: (1-10; or lucid): 7
      Length (how long it felt like! Because that matters): 23 mins
      Emotions: happy, excited
      Dream Signs: when the topic of the lucid dreaming comes up being around people



      -I am in a classroom at my old high school. Tai Lopez is teaching it and he is talking about lucid dreaming. I'm sitting all the way to the left. You showing videos from a projector. We run out of time at 3:55 without him being able to get into the meat of his lesson. He says the F word to himself. I really want him to continue, though. I find out that the next class doesn't use our classroom until 1:30, which is really weird seeing as how it is already 3:55. So, I'm now sitting in the back right and the class decides to stay. Someone shows stuff. I laugh at one of the girls in the manga that was shown to me because I thing. Funny how she sounds. Some Asian girl makes a remark on it and pretty much drags out the point.

      Do from now on:
      -If you FEEL like doing an RC, DO IT!!!

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      Date: Tuesday November 10 2015, 10:20 PM
      Important: No

      Mom doesn't like the idea of my kind of dreams
      LD#

      Total sleep: 1:15
      Daytime Techniques: %Simple Lucid Dream Experiments to build up my Lucidity Level. %Experience this moment as NEW and UNKNOWN (through the 3 main senses). Know that it will never come again. So, enjoy it.
      Lucid Techniques: "I am already Lucid Dreaming NOW" and know it. WBTB (for 7 MINUTES ONLY!) + DEILD + no mental imagery + holding onto my consciousness WITH Dreams
      I put in 9 DJ templates and tell myself that for my next dream, I just need to focus on getting ONE Dream Experiment done because I have EIGHT more shots to get others done.
      Recall Techniques: "I wonder what Lucid Dreams I'll have tonight..."
      Asleep - Awake: 3:16 AM to 4:46 AM
      Vividness: (scale of 1-15, 10 is waking life vividness): 7
      Awareness: (1-10; or lucid): 6
      Length (how long it felt like! Because that matters): 5 mins
      Emotions: nonchalance
      Dream Signs: when talking to people, talking/hearing about lucid dreaming



      -I am at the front of my house and a car talking to dad about lucid dreaming. I get out of the car and see your mom by the front of the driveway and start talking to her about lucid dreaming. She seems really off put by the subject and really skeptical and annoying. We walked all the way towards the back of the house, go up the stairs, and go in through the door.

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      Date: Tuesday November 10 2015, 12:32 AM
      Important: No

      ---With DJ
      LD# /

      Total sleep: 4:01
      Daytime Techniques: %Simple Lucid Dream Experiments to build up my Lucidity Level. %Experience this moment as NEW and UNKNOWN (through the 3 main senses). Know that it will never come again. So, enjoy it.
      Lucid Techniques: "I am already Lucid Dreaming NOW" and know it. WBTB (for 7 MINUTES ONLY!) + DEILD + no mental imagery + holding onto my consciousness WITH Dreams
      I put in 9 DJ templates and tell myself that for my next dream, I just need to focus on getting ONE Dream Experiment done because I have EIGHT more shots to get others done.
      Recall Techniques: "I wonder what Lucid Dreams I'll have tonight..."
      Asleep - Awake: 11:21 PM to 3:22 AM
      Vividness: (scale of 1-15, 10 is waking life vividness): 6
      Awareness: (1-10; or lucid): 4
      Length (how long it felt like! Because that matters): 3 mins
      Emotions: neutral
      Dream Signs: when I am around DJ



      -I am with DJ and I forget the context
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      non-lucid , dream fragment
    9. Old dream friend reunited

      by , 11-11-2015 at 12:03 PM
      [COLOR="#FFD700"]In a dream a LONG time ago I met this little blonde kid about 9 or ten who was EPIC at skate boarding (One of my favourite hobbies) and his name was Zelbell. I am so curious as to why my conscious named him that. But I only ever met him once and I haven't seen him since. I actually forgot about him. He's not real in real life but I feel like I know him. Then last night he came back into my dream and didn't remember me! Back when I saw him before I had really long blonde hair and since then I got it cut so I presume that's why he didn't remember me. It was so weird. But anyways, here's what happened...
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      I was out with my mom, shopping or something and I decided to stay in the car when she went. Then I saw Zelbell fly past the car, on his skateboard, and I hop out the car eager to go find him. I rush down the hill and find him in the large alleyway covered in autumn trees and leaves, the same place I had met him before, and he suddenly stops and looks at me.

      There's dialog but I don't recall it. A pair of rollerblades suddenly appear on my feet and we ride around together, still talking. Then I suddenly get the feeling I left Moshi and M (Code names for two good friends In real life) back in the car, even though they weren't there before I left.

      I say to Zelbell that I have friends I want to introduce him to and he follows me back to the car. And sure enough when we get to the car Moshi and M are in there.

      So I open the door and I say to the guys "Yo guys, this is Zelbell. He is ACE at skateboarding" and Moshi puts his hand out to fist bump Zelbell and says "Oh sick dude" But Zell bell suddenly gets to his feet and rushes away. Did I mention he is unbelievably shy? M looks at me I shrug my shoulders, slamming the door and running after Zelbell.

      When I catch up I ask what's wrong and he says he doesn't remember me and I explain how my hairs been cut seriously short since the last time we met and he suddenly remembers me.
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      Then I suddenly wake up feeling really weird at how I met Zelbell again after all these years or how my brain even remembered him. It was so weird.

      Also, over the last few days Moshi had been appearing in ALOT of my dreams.
      Tags: nonlucid, wierd
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      non-lucid , memorable
    10. Teleporting is more difficult than I thought; amnesia-recall

      by , 11-11-2015 at 11:51 AM
      Bedtime: 11:30 pm; no meditation before bed; visualization ~15min; did sport; stomach not full/empty

      First time awake: 3 am

      F: practice something but not as a job

      should be micro WBTB but a little longer awake because sick and nose full so little problems breathing (~20min?)

      5:10 am
      Dont remember how the dream started or how i got lucid in the first place. its really bugging me because it was an interesting feeling and i would love to know what happend before.
      I am in a small group and (re)enter a house. i try to move something with TK and it works. i smile and say ah still lucid thats good. i look to my left site where a friend is walking and tell her: "I´m still lucid, nice right? Remember? Ah you´ve forgotten again?" and pet her back. [funny enough i dont remember neither :/] "Wow i´m already a long time lucid this is cool." We enter the house. i ask her if she can tell me how to get lucid more often. she answers that i´ve already asked the question before. i cant remember if i got an proper answer or thats it. i want to make her levitate and it wont work at the beginning even if i try hard so my body tense up. Hm wait this is not that hard i did this already with more than 3 people! i relax my body and zap she starts floating. i do so with another friend of mine because i think its funny
      I go into a garage? Its a garage for small boats (size of a normal garage but with water in the middle) i look at the wall and there is some text about a dude who now is handicapped and can´t swim anymore or something? after i´ve read that a guy jumps into the water. i want to make him levitate but he dives down under the garage door. there is a girl in a swimming ring. i swimm to her and kiss her and tell her something naughty. i sit down on the other side of the garage and
      Spoiler for explicit:

      I remember my goal that i want to teleport. i smile, enjoy, close my eyes and think why not. i lukewarm imagine where i want to go open my eyes and feel again a little like my eyes are squint but i can manage it to look straight again. more interesting is that i see through a grid of compound eyes like i would wear funny insect eye glasses. Pretty strange i think. i try to put the "glasses" of and actually put of some glasses but the visual stays. i concentrate on the other feeling i have or get and pretty soon my visual is normal again. the girl and i are now on the other side of the water again. i tell her what i would like her to do for me and she is doing. behind me a dude is standing around and talking to me it seems that it is his girl or atleast he did it with her. he says something like ah you like that? nice i like the movement the other way round. i think we then talk about something not sexrelated. something about vacation somewhere?


      F: i´m walking somewhere with L. i climb up a little wall and walk on the wall. there is a construct of wood. it looks pretty unprofessional. its like a tunnel. i think i shouldnt go up there and want to come down the wall because L will surely be like "Dude you cant do that thats dangerous" but instead he climbs up the wall too and i go into the woodconstruct. near the end tilt over like a weighting scale. we are a little scared if the whole thing blow up but we come to the ground or atleast near it and jump out.

      F: I seem to be in a hospital? or maybe school? i enter the local bakery and there is a lot of sweet stuff. i think its all vegan? i feel stoned (cant remember to smoke but the feeling) and think wow now munchies. i want to buy stuff but need to get money first. i go outside to ask L. for some money. he is on a very low wall behind some plants.

      should be micro WBTB but a little longer awake because sick and nose full so little problems breathing (~20min?)

      7:40
      and again i am missing the interesting "what happend before"-Part...
      I am in a shoe store. I "remember"(false memory?) that the saleswoman needed a break and go somewhere and i substitute her. two girl are coming and want to buy shoes. i look very critical because the shoes look bad and they get insecure and decide not to buy them and look around again. an older woman enters the store and asks if dogs are allowed in here. i dont know try to look on the entrance to see if there might be a symbol that tells me but i dont see anything. i thinking about to tell her its my first day but i dont say anything. i move to the entrance and start hoping that the girl comes back soon because i dont have that much time anymore. while i open the door i see her and some other people infront of the store. i ask more to her if dogs are allowed. but one guy of the group answers "Yes". i enter the store with the saleswoman and we sit at a table. i make a stupid joke about if she would like to know anything specific about a product (so one could believe i am really working there) but she dont get it and think about the money she may pay me for my effort. i tell her nevermind. i tell her i was daydreaming (actually it felt like i was sleeping for real?) during my shift. this makes me RC. I raise my hand and tell her to count my fingers because they look a little bit blurry to me. she answers "Five" i move it out of her sight and up again and ask her: "And now?" "Six" i smile because it worked and stand up and do a fast nosepinch. i clap her back and say something like "and thats the reason why you should regulary do a RC, i go now and try to teleport cya" i move some feet away close my eyes and imagine a meadow. my eyes seem not to be closed 100% like in meditation and i see my shadow like there is a bright lamp right behind me. i close them for good try to visualize (i see a little visuals like floating stars or something) nick with my head and open my eyes. i am in my bed. a little confused i stand up and still know i am dreaming but start to question. i want to go out of my room and notice my door is completely green. i smile because no RC is needed. i move out and remember for the first time that i never been in our bathroom and i might look into a mirror there. i enter it and want to switch on the light. it doesnt work and its to dark to see without. i shortly try to just make it glow in a corner but have no idea how. i try to make my hand burn for a second but again no real effort. i go out and see my roommate. "R can you please turn on the light in the bathroom?" "Yea sure" and he do. i enter and the light is on. i want to look into the mirror but its only a horizontal stripe pretty high so i need to put on my toes to see myself. i see him and me and one of us has different hair but i am distracted because i ask him why the mirror is so high and if L is bigger than me? (like in a different dimension) he answers: yea he is bigger than you. i gape because IWL he is a head smaller than me. i tell R that the light is not so good and IWL there is the light and i point to a position over the mirror. i leave the bathroom and go to L.´s room. the door is closed R. is following me. i start smiling and make a kamehameha at his door. instead of a unbelievably strong energyburst some water sprinkles against the door. the pressure is not that bad but the door just dont cares and gets wet. i try again with "more force" but again just water and this time even less pressure. i open the door like every normal human would do and enter the room. L. is sitting infront of his computer and playing something. he sits right infront of his monitor and has only his mouse in his hand and a book right next to him. i again do the watersprinkler and wet his monitor and book. he complaines a little but i just smile and tell him who cares this is a dream. i look around in his room and wake up

      9:00

      i am in the living room? there is a girl stting at a computer and one of my roomate on the other side of the room at his computer? i enter my room and sit on the ground. i notice some saltsticks in between my laundry on the clotheshorse. i wonder shortly. i do the crow (yoga asana) and somehow manage to be that flexible in my back that i am in perfect balance and nearly need no strength and can look up. it feels awesome and i have a moment of epiphany. i try aga but this time it wont work that good. the girl enters the room and steps over me to get something. i hold her leg and move it so that she drops on me. she smiles and i pet her head. i look into her face and recognise a girl i met some days ago IWL. i notice that she had boots on while i was holding her but now is barefoot. i give her a kiss and she stands up and puts on her shoes (now something smaller like ballerinas) and goes back to her computer.

      so conclusion? teleportation is not that easy as i thought. i think the next time when i close my eyes and visualize i also tell out loud where want to go and maybe let my eyes closed some time more. i am scared that if i close them to long i might wake up but i think that should not be that of a problem after all.
      dont know whats about with my dream recall. it was pretty bad. maybe because i am sick a little because i really was eager to recall alot this night. i even used another mantra for it.
      on the other hand the little longer WBTB´s might have been good for lucidity.
    11. #30: Switcheroo

      by , 11-11-2015 at 08:26 AM
      Switcheroo
      It's daytime, a sunny day. I'm in front of the train station in my mom's city. I'm on my mountain bike and I just arrived. The area isn't completely the same as it should be. There's a wooden wall on the left, something like what's put up to shield off a construction area. There's no bike anymore. I'm walking towards the bike rack together with my friend Abby to the left of me. For a brief moment our hands touch and we both don't seem to mind walking sort of hand in hand, but not fully committed to really doing so. It's kind of a shy version. I think it's Abby who eventually pulls her hand away.

      I'm standing in front of the bike rack, putting my bike away. Now I'm with Jacintha instead. She asks me if I remember how to say something in Indonesian. I think she asks for 'happy birthday'. She gives a suggestion and I react along the lines of 'what? Noo. It's [...]'. It was something very basic. I then start to tell her about the idea I had of meeting up with the whole Dutch - Indonesian group, but that the guy I talked it over with was too busy (this is pretty accurate from reality). We start walking towards the train station.

      I'm in front of the station now, on my bike. One of my best friends is there. He goes into the station first and I follow on my bike. Once I'm inside I have a big pc on wheels with me and no bike. I think Jacintha has been replaced with my ex girlfriend. My best friend and my ex are talking with an elderly woman who approached them. They are talking about Indonesia. Something about a stop-over in France [I automatically assume Paris] and how France is the stopover place for Asian destinations. The elderly woman says something which I can't recall so well. It has something to do with a girl and that girl wanting to go somewhere to a zoo or something alike at the airport. The woman pulls something out of her wallet to demonstrate. I feel like it should be a paper bill, but it didn't look like money, though I didn't get a good look. I don't remember who, but I told someone about my plans to visit my grandma, because she's going away for a few months. I think I told Abby. I made sure to add 'a few months', to not make it seem like she was dying.


      Fragments
      » Something about my mom..
      » I'm with my girlfriend. I think we're driving around the city on a moped during daytime

      Great fragments
    12. Two Parks

      by , 11-11-2015 at 07:55 AM (The Dream Magic Experiment)
      I was in a park with dinosaurs. Or mutants. We were able to escape to the neighboring park, which for some reason is free from all that. It was sunny. We talked with the owner how horrible it was in the other park. She's an old lady. She talked about how a company was trying to buy off her land/park.

      I was on a grassy field. A football/soccer field. There are some people I know there: Am and Jo(Sun). We laid down on the grass. I laid down between them, and I noticed how Jo moved a bit away. I thought that was strange, and maybe it's really just how guys don't like to be too close to one another, but then I noticed that Am didn't seem to mind that my leg was over his other leg. I ignored Jo. He might have sensed something, and shortly after moved his leg closer.

      I was in the house in our hometown. A door was being fixed. I told mom that thieves could get in. She said not to worry coz our neighbor will be bringing in the fix. It was night.

      I was watching a shredder of sorts. I saw someone put kittens into it. I didn't see the cats being shredded but they went down.
    13. November 10th 2015

      by , 11-11-2015 at 07:20 AM (Deep Inside The Lucid Dreamer's Subconscious)
      So today I had to wake up way earlier than usual to watch my friend's dog. I went back to sleep at around noon and set my alarm for 1:30PM. The first half of the sleep was very frustrating because I didn't think I had really slept at all but was thinking about a lot of things. Then, I was in sleep paralysis for a couple of seconds before waking up. Out of nowhere, I become determined to lucid dream. So, I lay on my back and start thinking 'Okay keep your mind awake.' My eyelids showed a light blue scene. My imagination brings me to this open field with green grass and an expansive light blue sky in the background. In the distance are rows of houses. I try to imagine my house and spin right to see it before me, but I don't see it and I fall a bit. I float down to the ground as two tall men dressed in flannels approach me. For some reason my mind thinks they might have a gun and sure enough they both do. One of them shoots me in the right hip and I fall back onto the ground. They come up and start talking to me before my mind is focused on something else, the moon. I've always wanted to go hangout on the moon in a lucid. My mind pushes the thought away before I decide I really want to do it. So, I tell myself I'm floating upwards to the sky where I can see the moon in the distance and sure enough I float away from the field. Now, I'm surrounded by black space as small star-like figures pass by me quickly, 100s around me. As I get closer to the moon, it turns out to be way different. The moon is a sphere but not solid. It has silver streaks coming from inside the core of the moon and around it. It was actually quite empty besides the 5 or 6 streams of silver making up a sphere shape. I float over it before falling into another scene.

      I start at the ceiling of a large middle school-like gym as I think to look at my hands. They are very real to me. I sort of spin down onto the floor so I see the entirety of the room. There are about 15 people in this pretty big gym. It's a school dance happening before me. Young kids are dressed up with their respective dates. It's weird because I've actually come to this gym before in another dream but didn't remember it until I was there again in this semi-lucid. So, that thought hits my mind as I look around the room. Red ribbons decorate the outer edges of the room, even going over the basketball hoop that is still down. For some reason, my mind thinks it knows the plot to this story. Suddenly, I'm next to these two middle school girls. One says to the other, "the only reason I'm going with my date is because he's cool." My mind knew she was going to say something mean before she said it. Then, I'm part of their conversation. The girls are different now. I get a good look at them to see one of them is holding close to her date on the right, while the other is very close looking at me. Turns out, I know this girl in real life. I have 4 classes with her and kinda have been crushing on her for the entire semester. I grab hold of her and we start to kiss.

      My mind turns to sexual things. Her and I are suddenly swept away into my bed. We continue to kiss as she's in my bed on top of me. We start to go into other things for about 20 seconds before we sit up and talk. I don't really remember what was said, or if anything was said, but then I go down on her. She starts to moan very loudly.

      I have a false awakening where my friend walks in and I realize the girl isn't there with me. Disappointment strikes me as I lay back down. Then, I hear the girl from the left of me go "phew, he didn't see me."

      Another false awakening happens where I hear zipping. Like someone zipping up a jacket but it was very loud right next to me and continuous. I sit up to see this older deformed man looking at me with a jacket on. He tells me "I live in your closet."

      Third false awakening, all I remember is there are bunk beds in my room and my friend and I are yelling about each other stealing things. I end up with a notebook in my hand walking in some park towards swings, before thinking that I'm too young to be there so I turn around and walk down these steps that have handrails and people laying on them.
    14. 2015-11-11 pool, dentist, table, guy shot

      by , 11-11-2015 at 06:26 AM
      + I'm walking along the edge of a large swimming pool to my left, outdoors & daylight. I'm walking with a girl who has an injured hand: a puncture wound or a bad insect bite on the back of her left hand. I'm holding her hand in mine as we walk and putting my right hand over the injured hand to make it feel better. I'm attracted to her and I'm trying to decide if I should kiss the back of her hand or not. We reach the end corner of the pool, and I decide I will kiss her hand, so I lean over and do so, and I think she likes it. But as I do, another, hotter & younger guy appears standing on her right side, and is even more bold than I am, and he kisses her at first on the right side of her neck, and then again on her front, around her collar bone. I think he's stolen my thunder.

      Just around the corner of the pool on the short side of the rectangular pool there is a typical public pool ground-level diving board. The guy gets up on the board and walks out about half-way, and is telling something to us, and then he falls off the right side of the board into the pool (on the side away from us). He does this either as an on-purpose goofing around or it was an accident, I don't know. It's now my turn to get up on the board, and I say "I haven't done this in years!" I take a few quick steps and make a small hop on the end of the board, and dive forwards into the pool doing a front flip. I hit the water on my back, and continue the front sommersault in the water. When I surface, I think that my rotation in the water took longer than it should have, and that something wasn't right about it.

      + sitting in some lobby/atrium with a guy at a table, he gets up and I notice he has no shirt on, he's a young guy in his 20's perhaps. He gets two plates of food from the bar (Hmm, I didn't know they had food available there), and brings them back and places them on the table. He may be offering me some.

      + view of a man standing still about 10 feet from me, twilight/partially dark, someone else is shining a flashlight up and down over his body. I notice that the flashlight beam has an image of a large bear's paw (Russian bear?) that shows faintly on the man's body. As I'm watching, someone shoots him, and I see an abdomen wound appear on him. The slowly sinks to his knees, hovers there a few seconds, and falls forwards, dead.

      + I'm in the lobby of a dentist's office [IWL I have a dentist appt in the morning!], waiting for my appointment. I think that this dentist has a "5/500" policy: if you're late to your appoint by over 5 minutes, you must pay "500." I wonder if that works both ways: if I'm here on time but the dentist doesn't take me on time, does he have to pay me?

      My son S2 is finishing an appointment. He may be late for school. I stand up, I hear his voice behind the door. I need to pee, I start walking towards the bathroom, I see the desktop computer on the table and I decide that I should log out of it so that nobody can read my emails. As I'm walking towards the bathroom a female staffer walks on my left and says something jokingly about the bathrooms being busy. I enter the bathroom and close the door, and notice that the door frame where the door meets the door jam is not straight: it is curved in an elongated "S" pattern. In places there are 1-2 inches of open space between the door and the door jam, so I can see out to the staffer's desk which is opposite the bathroom, and that means that she can also see in.
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    15. Attending a party

      by , 11-11-2015 at 02:34 AM
      * Attending a party with a lot of people.
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