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Not bad. I can't quite remember everything that happened in this dream, and sadly it's the only one I remember.

Fell into the influence of heroin

This dream probably happened because we recently finished the drug unit in health.

I was in school and I think they were teaching us about drugs. But for some reason, it was my teacher last year. I forget what I was thinking about it, but the scene changed and I was and I was in the hallway. There was a group of people and I think they were drug dealers of some sort. They were trying to give me a cookie, but I knew it was injected with heroin. I very easily refused, and tried to walk away. But they persevered and threw the cookie at my mouth. It hit some other part of my face but missed my mouth. Though, a small piece fell in my mouth and I ate it. I instantly panicked. But after a few moments I realized that there was no effect, so I thought that it wasn't enough to get me drunk or more importantly addicted. The scene changed again back to my classroom, but the wall with the chalk board continued into this large room bigger than the class room. Though it was really dark and had a large television screen close to the wall that had the chalk board. We were playing some interactive activity on the screen. I was feeling an addictive effect from the heroin but was able to suppress it. I was then scared because I may become addicted. The scene changed again to the lobby of my current school. I went up to last year's teacher and asked him what he thinks about drug addicts. and what a strange question to ask out of all the possible more useful ones. He said that he doesn't like them, disrespects them, and would definitely not ever teach one. The scene then changed to the room of a house I don't recognize. There were strange spheres floating in the air of varying colours. The addiction came back again and I finally fell victim. I consumed a bunch of heroin, which was apparently those spheres, then I looked up at the sky. It was night and there was a full moon. That's when I woke up.

Wasted Earth

I was inside a crypt. I was working with an expedition to discover secrets of a forgotten civilisation. I was searching for rock slabs that covered knowledge about it's past. I've found one, and took it to one of the researchers - an old man with long, grey beard and grey hair. He told me that they received an information about placement of one of the slabs, and gave me electronical device similar to PDA.

I went out of a crypt I was inside before, and looked around. The world was highly devastated. Toxic gases filled the air, I could see green clouds on the seeimngly dark brown sky. I could breathe normally though. The soil was barren, and there were only a few oasis where any vegetation could survive. I could see distortions over the horizon, and then I've received a message from researchers that I should move quick, as a huge heat wave was coming.

I had no weapon or protective suit. My only chance was to get quickly to the place where slab was seen, and get back as quickly as I can. I moved on. The air became more dry over the time, and distortions over the horizon were getting stronger.

Going through dry river valleys and entering a plateau of barren land I looked at all the skeletons scattered around. They must've died in one sudden event. Suddenly I spotted an oasis in the distance. It covered a hill and a valley. It wasn't too big area. Seeing that heat wave was getting much stronger, I ran towards it.

I got into the oasis just in time. I saw that heat wave gathered enough strenght that soil started to burn. The anomalous heat wave haven't had any effect on the oasis though. I looked at the sky. Dark brown colour transisted smoothly with red and orange.

I sat on the ground. Looking on the PDA-like device I saw that the slab is Then I heard someone cursing at the sudden heat wave. I went there, and saw a man in blue protective suit. It was reinforced, and some mechanisms were added to make it more of a protective exoskeleton. The man wasn't wearing helmet. He had dark hair and brown eyes. I started the conversation.

- What's going on?

- Man!? Where have you been for past few months?

*silence*

- Alright then. Any other questions?

- Where did you get that protective suit?

- Found a few kilometres away from this oasis. It belonged to a dead mercenary.

- Who killed the mercenary?

- You should ask what killed him. Beasts. Horrible creatures adapted to live in this hostile environment.

- What can you tell me about those beasts?

- Probably there are many species of them, but we know about only a few. Example of them can be sliders. They have strong exoskeleton, and razor-sharp teeth. When chasing their prey, they slide on the ground. They are dangerous alone, and if you can meet group of them - good luck. The second beast you need to know about are bone breakers. They don't attack you, and their meat seems to be edible. You must be carefull when hunting them, as they have muscular limbs, able to break femur without using their full capabillities.

- How can they survive in the heat?

- Sliders dig holes and hide deep in the ground. When heat waves are over they wait for a prey to walk over the hole. Bastards can feel you coming from long distance. Bone breakers live close to caves, but they also visit oasis from time to time. Deep in the cavernous lakes they are safe from heat. You must also know about more dangerous species. Two most dangerous beasts are predators and wild horns.

- I guess predators are the most dangerous?

- Nope. Predators are weak, and live only in upland regions, where they can find suitable for them conditions. Their only strenght is their speed and powerful limbs. They can tear your limbs apart. Wild horns are the most dangerous beast you'll ever encounter. The mercenary belonged to a group that was attacked by one wild horn. The beast's exoskeleton is stronger than any other substance found in the Wastelands. Eyelids of the beast are protected by transparent layer of this substance when eyes need protection. Bastards can survive strongest of heat waves. When they see their prey, they shoot horns out of their backs. The rain of high speed horns made of strong, sharp substance can go through any armor. This was the only armor that was in quite good state. I had to throw away the helmet, as one of the horns hit the mercenary in the head. I have a helmet in my stuff, ready to be put on when going out of the oasis. Anyway, what are you doing here?

- I was sent to recover a slab.

- You mean this? I took it from dead mercenaries. Why do you need it?

- I help researchers of forgotten civilisation. I need to give it back to them.

- And they've sent you on suicidal mission for a slab? Nevermind, take it.

I take the slab in my hand, and put it in a backpack. I ask.

- Why did you cursed at the heat?

- I wanted to move on, when it stopped me from getting out of this place.

- Why do you want to leave the oasis?

- It's too peaeful in here, people just can't live without their problems.

*I'm surprised that I could recall such amount of dialogue. All I remembered in the morning were brief moments. By trying to recall more of the dream a few times this day, I was able to recover some lost information about the dream.*

I wasn't really interested in my dreams tonight but I'm just going to write a bit about the last dream.

I was with a group of people in an unknown room. Maybe it was a classroom. I took a look at my hands and the tips of my fingers were turning a bit blue. A guy who I considered to be a close friend and older than me told me that he would heal it for me. When I looked at my hands they were turning purple now but than the guy put some weird tiny sea creatures that looked like eels on the tips of my fingers. He told me he had finished healing me and than someone announced that we had to hurry up or we wold be late for the wedding. A girl who I know was present and mentioned that we were lucky to go to Las Vegas to be married and that she wanted to go with us. I said she could and on our way to the plane I saw a box filled with delicious candy. I stuffed my mouth with sour gummy worms but it was so chewy so i spit t back out.

Than we entered the air plane which was a private plane. "Do I really want to go to Las Vegas now?" I thought to myself while looking around. Someone had asked if the plane was safe to the pilot and he said " Of course its safe! Haven't you ever heard of time dilation!? I do it all time." This scared us so we decided not to take the plane with the pilot. We left and were now at a strange tunnel with stone tiles and people walking around. I couldn't find the guy I was suppose to marry than realized that i couldn't because it was just a dream. I ended up seeing a old friend around and just for fun told her it was a dream. She looked at me unsure than just kept walking away. After that I decided to go to a different scene. A tropical island scene. So I went through the walls and imagined myself jumping into a tropical island.

The island appeared and i could see what looked like water rides all around the island. Cartoon people that looked like they were from "The Wild Thornberrys" show were sliding on the rides. I wanted to go inside the water but my butt was stuck in the other part of the dream scene. I did my best to let my mind go and managed to free myself and was swimming inside the water really fast. I ended up in a huge undersea stone building with some modern technology in it though. To make matters worse a red shark appeared out of now where. It looked so real in form that i didn't want to get near it. So I kept swimming away from it and ended up in a really tall tower where I kept swimming around and up. Than I appeared back inside the room where a gray shark was. But it disappeared quickly as soon as i thought about how I already dealt with the other shark. I than noticed a guy who looked Indian cowering beside a computer down below. I felt sorry for him than swam for a bit and woke up.

BTW I took the google Earth Day quiz today and it turns out i'm a cuttlefish. xD Who knew.

Ritual: WTB 2:30am, woke up to work from 5:30 to 6:30am, realized I'd drunk too much coffee before bedtime and have trouble going back to sleep. I figure as long as I'm insomniac, might as well try for LD and take some L-theanine and alpha-GPC. I try counting but have trouble focusing, realize I need more motivation so resolve on a task. I had been thinking earlier about the use of mantras for getting lucid, and I've had trouble deciding on one so I thought I should ask a DC.

WILD, "Balloon and Mantra": Since it seemed to initiate directly from the waking state, I guess this was a WILD though there was no distinct experience of transition, at least in the way I usually experience it (shifting into dream while continuing to perceive that I am lying in bed). At the beginning it felt more like hypnagogic imagery that I was playing around with, but gradually acquired more solidity and focus. (Or maybe that's the "normal" way people do it, haha.)

I'm on top of a building, playing catch with two other girls. We're throwing a ball around between us counter-clockwise. The girl to my left spikes the ball to make it hard for me to catch, so I retaliate by throwing it right back at her when she's not expecting it, instead of continuing to pass to the other girl. She says it's not fair because she wasn't paying attention. I retort that I did it because of the way she was playing.

The game becomes more leisurely and the ball becomes a balloon. I sit down and I'm practicing moving it telekinetically. The balloon is making the kind of strange echoing sounds that you hear when handling real balloons, only strongly magnified. I'm impressed with the way my mind can conjure that unusual but distinctive sound which I probably haven't heard in years. Although the sound component of the dream is impressively vivid, the visuals are terrible. The whole scene is in grainy black and white, and the balloon is white too, which makes it very hard to see against the sky when I bounce it up into the air. At one point I launch it away from me and lose sight of it altogether. When I go to summon it back, instead of the balloon returning to my hand, my right hand is contorted with a strange sensation, like it's being squeezed.

Around this time, everything switches over to bright color, brilliant blues and pinks. It happens as suddenly as turning on a light, and makes everything look much more vivid and cheerful. I figure this is REM switching on more fully, and comment to one of the DCs, "Hey, color just kicked in!" I notice that instead of the two girls, there are now at least a dozen of them, and they seem to be having a dance party. I hear a bouncy pop song playing in the background.

I get up and wander through the group, then suddenly I remember the task I had designated as I went to sleep. I approach a girl at random. She's dressed very unusually and elaborately, probably day residue from a Chinese painting I was looking at in WBTB, and I'm doubtful about whether she will be able to help, but figure it can't hurt to ask.



"I'm looking for a lucid dream mantra," I begin, then think I should explain more clearly what I mean. "Something that—"

"Who is your mantra?" she interrupts. It's such an odd question that I stop and look more closely at her. Her face is pretty but blank.

"That was my question," I reply, then wait to see if she'll have anything more helpful to offer.

"Who is your mantra?" she repeats, in exactly the same tone and words, like a broken record.

"That's what I'm trying to figure out," I insist. This is going nowhere. Reaching back with two hands I grasp the edges of a cloth, as though it were a scarf I were wearing around my neck, and draw it over both our heads. Now the two of us are alone in the dark, face to face, with just a bit of the background peeping through under the edges of the cloth behind her. Although I had performed the gesture instinctively, my intention was to blot out the distractions so I could try to communicate with the girl more effectively. A more rational course would have been to find someone else to ask, or ask the dream directly, but I got too caught up in my determination to try to make her understand. My approach was not helpful, however, as this deconstruction of most of the dream environment makes me lose traction and wake up.

FAs: I had gotten up and was nearly ready for work. I went to use the bathroom before leaving and stood there dumbfounded: everything else looked normal, but the toilet was gone! I recognized immediately what this must mean. "You've got to be freakin' kidding me," I said aloud. Usually I would be delighted to realize I was still dreaming, but this time I already felt like I'd invested a lot of time in getting ready for my day, and now I would have to do it all over again, so I was actually annoyed.

My lucid awareness must have been pathetically low, because instead of doing something cool with the dream or thinking of one of my many fallback tasks, I stood there until I had successfully conjured the toilet back into place, because I still wanted to use it! Then I noticed that the clarity of the dream was waning and in an attempt to restore focus, told myself: "Open your eyes." But I accidentally opened my real eyes, waking up! It was a fail on so many levels.

I wanted to get back to the dream state so again I tried to play along with hypnagogic visuals. I had an image of a three medieval-looking riders in a wooded hillside. There was a male, a female, and one other. I was loping after them in the form of a wolf. The scene felt stronger and more stable than the usual hypnagogic imagery, but less tangible than a fully manifested dream. I realized that I instinctively knew the names of the man and the woman. (I suspect the indistinct third was their servant or page.)

After I had nearly caught up with the riders, I worried that if they noticed me in wolf form they might shoot me with an arrow, so I transformed into a woman (nude, I noticed) and caught their attention. They turned around one exclaimed, "A forest sprite!"

I "woke up" (I might have even had a vague sense at the time that it was not a real waking, since it still felt too "thin" for a proper dream) and tried to write down their names on my computer. The man's came so easily that it left no trace in memory, but the woman's name took me a lot of effort to type correctly, and I kept making mistakes and having to fix them. On the bright side, this meant that I still remembered it clearly when I woke up for real later. Her name was "Gwynrse," which I took to be Welsh.

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I flew last night over trees with my sister, Maria, and it was exhilarating. I saw someone walking far below, and flew behind leaves so they wouldn’t see because I thought they might wonder how someone is flying, unless the person was Maria. At that, Maria was flying with me, and I said “Flying in dreams is such an important life skill which I had lost. You have no idea how hard it has been.” Then I came to a golden pillar, as of a temple, and held it as if the substance of the temple understood.

Later, I was walking under a tree that was full of lights. Someone pointed under the tree and said “Your bulb is there.” I hadn’t seen it, but there was indeed a large bulb, which I picked up.

That last part of the dream reminds me of what Jesus said, “I am the Vine and you are the branches.” The feeling of having fallen from the vine is an anxiousness sensation that I have had at other times in life, but then I remember the other parable, of falling, “Unless a kernel of wheat falls to the ground and dies, it remains only a single seed. But if it dies, it produces many seeds.”

When I awoke, I set the dream in verse:

My bulb had fallen from the vine of lights,
but I recovered it beneath a tree,
within a dream realm, after joyful flights,
when someone pointed out the bulb to me.
The bulb will do no good, though, in my pocket.
For it to shine, I have to find the socket.

I thought of the candlelit mass on the night of Easter vigil, where everyone lit their candle with someone else’s flame, and I recalled the words of a hymn we sang that had made me think of Maria and brought me to tears…

I will hold the Christ light for you
in the night-time of your fear;
I will hold my hand out to you,
speak the peace you long to hear.

Her Name Was Ramsey
It's been a while since I got on here .

Been busy if a lot of things and had a dry spell recently. However, I have been having vivid dreams of a girl that kept popping up in every dream I had whenever I slept or nap. Slowly I got close to her as if she was a person. Not obsessive or anything crazy, just a very close bond. We did many things such as jump on houses made of moon bounces and have a giant water park where roofs of houses were water slides. This whole time with her, and many nights of fun...I never knew her name. Every time I asked, she will shoot a playful smile and say "you'll see." This particular dream I had last night, finally, was lucid and many things happened...which led to her unfortunate end.

How it all ended.

It started with me waking up on a boardwalk. Instantly I became lucid and was very excited but I calmed myself before losing control and clarity. I walked around and it had a pirates of the Caribbean feel to it. Everything was a dark blue hue with orange-lit lanterns all over the boardwalk and was relatively foggy, but nonetheless you can still see far. there was also old looking houses made of what look liked marble and cobblestone. I began to take in the nightly feel and all of a sudden, copious amounts of people began running pass me screaming and shouting excitingly for some reason. Next thing you know I see the dream girl. She runs pass me smiling saying "what ya doing slow poke? come on." I run alongside her towards this big stone mansion everyone was running inside.

The place was literally a giant wine cellar full of butt loads of wine and kegs of rum (butt load is actually a measurement of rum and wine, who knew? lol)...at least that is what I thought. the dream girl throws it a large wine bottle at me, "drink up" she says. she chugs down hers and I do the same, however the taste was off. It tasted very fruity but powerful at the same time. I put the bottle under a very bright lantern...the liquid inside was iridescent green...the hell did I drink I thought. I asked the dream girl and she responds with a chuckle and walks outside. I follow her for I know she usually shows with actions more than words.

Next thing you know, she shoots a fiery lightning bolt in the sky. I'm thinking that I just gargled down some elixir. She says, "whatever you think of, it will be your power, that is the power of this wonderful drink." I began to think of lasers and out comes a blue laser out of my finger into the sky. "Cool, isn't it?" she retorts. As cute as she was, I asked what was going on and immediately afterwards an explosion happens in the cellar and rocks the ground. it makes a crevice underneath the girl but I catch her before she falls. she then looks at me and says, "A battle royale is about to ensue to see who will be god."

We look around us to see powers and fists flying all over the place. I decided to jump in it cause why the hell not. I start taking out many people and soon later becomes me vs the people. The girl then begins to help and zaps people whoever tries to flank me. It was a long and very exciting rush as this was very vivid almost liking waking life, so you can imagine the adrenaline I was getting.

lasers, pulse beams, gamma rays, you name it, I was doing them all the while the girl conjures up any lightning type there was. we were practically unstoppable. "Nice work, master." she says in a joking manner, which sort caught me off guard. suddenly, this big guy who was strong like Broly from DBZ comes and snatches the girl in my face and flies up in the sky. Immediately I began chase with all the people below me following up as well. I come to face to face with this hulk of a dude and figure out his name was Amarok, who is indeed a god.

I try to get the girl but he was so quick I could not even get within a few inches before he dashes in all directions. He then punches the girl down to the ground, knocking her out. Amarok charges, at me and me, now enraged, does the same and this big epic battle wages as at the same, we are dealing with the people coming at us. it was extremely chaotic. slowly after, extreme music-Invincible starts playing in the background as I fight this godly man. the girl wakes up and fight's his daughter, who was named Yonah. I finally knock Amarok back to the surface and kick Yonah, before she stabs the girl....Now I have 2 very powerful after me...great.

After long battles, I crush Amarok's head on the ground, finally defeating him all the while Yonah, tragically, kills the girl right behind me. I literally just watched her stab in the chest with her hands before throwing her at me. I catch her, and the only the girl does, is look at me and smile and says "say you love me, Cause I always did." I say the words, and then black.

I am now over Yonah's body and still holding the girl. To which I began to cry. Even though this was a dream girl, I had a strong bond with her. she kept popping in my dreams whatever they me, even randoms, and this has been going on for a few weeks up until that point. I wake up and thought the dream was over. Until I saw the door open by itself...false awakening. I walk into my kitchen lit with the lanterns and I see a small piece of paper. "I will never forget your company, and your warm heart ~Ramsey." I then woke up for real.

It was an awesome but extremely personal dream. I wish I could have save her so she can apart of more of my dreams but I guess it had to happen. When I'm lucid, I usually go along with the dreams as they go and react to everything around me, even though I can for surely control it if I want, but it won't be fun that way. I felt though I should have controlled that part so she wouldn't have died. I went back to sleep to see if I can bring her back but for some reason I couldn't. So sadly, I'm just letting her go. I crazy as this was (and sounds lol) it was the most vivid and insane dream I had yet and I'm pleased to be out of my dry spell.

Non-lucid
I watched an overweight teenage girl have an eating contest with a young boy while I was on a cruise ship.

I found myself inside a forest trying to escape these huge giant humans that kept making attempts to eat me. The scene then changes to father room, however the giants were still there, this also made it even more difficult for me to flee. There were 3 giants, 2 were male though 1 of them were much older, then 1 female. The male giant quickly swayed his arm to my direction for an attempt to snatch me.

I manage to dodge his grip but his arm brush across my side. I ran out to the living room and unlock the back door to begin running. The female giant came after me first, I could not believe the giants have caught up to me so easily. She then slash my arm with her long finger nails. At this point I notice she was at a human height. That's when the older giant who also appeared shorter but still big enough to be a problem, makes an attempt to grab me while I am on the ground struggling to get up.

However something stop him from continuing. I didn't knew why but I didn't care, I took the chance to drag myself up the road as quickly as possible. I could tell there was one more coming after me. I could hear the former female giant voice yell for the other male giant to stop. He continues as I turn around to face his direction. At first I place my hands up in a panic for protection. But then it felt like all the feelings I had swap from fear in to a very calm sensation. When this happen the man grabs my hands in a gentle way.

I then said it work, all of them stop and decided to wlak up the hill. I then realize that I was lucid dreaming and observe where they were going. Before I could follow them I lost lucidity.

During my non-lucid experience I realize I am in a car tha twas driving on a random road that was not familar to me. I could see from the car window that the sky was going a thunder storm. My family were also inside the vehicle. We then drop my brother off at the middle of the road. As the car then continue to drive I decided to check the sky once again and notice the color was drastically different from before. It had a yellow, red magenetic look almost as if it were pulsing.

There was also a huge colorful splash drawing somewhere in the sky. I then become lucid and say that none of this is real to my parents. I then lose lucidity. Lucidity Time: 28 seconds.

I think I might be back here on dreamviews lol. It's really annoying how I just zone in and out of lucid dreaming like that; I suppose it's because the ability to lucid dream is something that is so easy to loose, unlike most other skills. I'm working on that though.
Anyways not a very lucid lucid dream, nor did I have much control; I'm sharing it because of its awesome storyline. Also I've already had a dream about the guy who recruited me being recruited by assassins himself which makes me want to meet him again in the future.

L: 4/10
C: 4/10
V: 8/10

I'm in an underground train with my family. Just a few seconds after the dream starts, a squad of superpowered guys flip the train over and in the darkness of the tunnel, massacre its passengers. As I find a somber corner hide in, I notice two killers who stand out: a Gothic looking guy (almost like the monster guy from Death Note)with very long claws (similar to the ones with which I got stabbed in the neck in "that one lucid dream") and another metis guy who looks a lot like a dude who has been recruited as an assassin in a previous dream, except that he now has crack in his skin, with a magma-looking substance peeking through them (symbolizing the fact that he's "deteriorated" since the last dream; he's become evil). From my hideout, I helplessly watch the guys murder every single passenger of the train. The death note guy notices me and calls the lava dude over (seems like the lava dude is their commander). He, the lava guy, notices something about me: I'm a lucid dreamer. I understand that I'm in a dream, and that in those guys are (supposedly) a real life organization of assassins who operate in shared dreams. They recruit me as a member of their organization. With my low lucidity level, I forget that I could very well refuse and reluctantly accept, planning to become stronger among them and eventually overthrow their leader.
(...)
Lucidity goes down a lot here.
We're in my real life gym with the organization and my friend and real life parkour training partner (lol). I have to cover my friend cuz he's not a lucid dreamer and they might kill him. He does, however, have a pretty great ability: he's a very fast runner and a great jumper (he is in real life ). Until he gets his first lucid dream, we will act as though this is his in-dream specialty. I show my telekinetic skills to the leader, levitating small objects and eventually himself. I tell him that if I were to truly put effort into it, I could destroy the whole building like nothing. I think about telling him about my "sage modes" but I realize that I should keep that secret from him. I wake up around there.

In the earliest part I can remember, I was lucid and walking across a bridge with Dreamer. I remembered the two dares that I wanted to try, so I started by asking her what she wanted me to do. As I waited for her response I hurriedly tore my clothes off so that I could get naked before she finished answering. While I was working on taking my socks off, hopping beside her, she told me that she wanted me to go to the store (probably incubated from her usual waking life request ). At that point I was completely naked and she didn't seem to even notice.

I took off flying at super speed to get into town, I was really excited because I was able to fly so quickly over mountains and such. I got to a small town, slowly flew down to it, and then landed on pavement. I was in the middle of a marketplace, there were asian restaurants all around me and this gas station right in front of me. I walked into the gas station and there was nobody there, so I just looked around at their merchandise. They had this huge wall that was lined with deeeeeelicious green chili burritos that were all hot and steamy. I grabbed one and completely devoured it. The store owners came out from the back and looked at me, a naked stranger that was eating one of their burritos like a feral animal, and they acted like they didn't see anything out of the ordinary. I guess I would probably do the same thing if I saw such a scene. They creeped me out so I left the store with my newly found burrito treasure and continued to munch on it while I wandered the streets, still stark naked. I think that I went into a restaurant after that but I don't really remember this part very much.

In the next part that I can remember, I was flying back to Dreamer to tell her that I had completed her task. I remember finding her but I don't remember what happened, the next part that I can remember after that was flying to Neverland because I couldn't think of anything else to do.

When I got to Neverland, it was made of blocks like in minecraft. I got involved in some story line and played along as a super hero that was playing both sides in some kind of robbery that had gone wrong. I didn't want anybody to get hurt so I was trying to get the criminals out of there safely. I don't remember that part very well, I just remember that it was fun being able to abuse my powers and show dream characters just how cool I am.

I'm a little bit worried about how awful my recall is lately, I think I'm going to start writing more of my lucid dreams in my DJ. Maybe if I'm lucky, Dreamer will teach me some of her tricks to have ridiculously awesome recall like she has.

I was walking down the street that my school was on. The first house on the block had some strange sort of noisy contraption which was supposedly put there just to annoy the neighbors who were family to those people. I kept on walking and fuehrer down there were several trees close together. I hooked my jacked on the head of a nail at the top of a tree and used it to swing across the sidewalk. When I landed I was unable to remove my jacket off the hook. Eventually it came off and I kept walking. I soon passed the junior school which had the younger people standing on the field with huge winter jackets. I kept walking and saw my school on the right. As I was walking inside I heard a girl talking to her friends about how she should become head girl. I thought to myself about how I wasn't voting for her since I didn't really know her. I waited outside the hall for my friends. A few people walked into me. I was woken up.

I was in some sort of village where I was staying with a bunch of people I know and a few esports personalities. We were camping there and we has defenses against mythical creatures which I thought were vampires. The personalities and people from my school Played some games such as rugby in the park. I was running around with them when one guy got angry and tried to prove himself by hurting everyone else. He kicked the ball really far and I went to fetch it by the tents. Only after I was in the camp did I realize I needed a torch of some sort to prevent the vampires from going for me. I decided to leave the ball but as I went back to the park I noticed that everyone was being attacked and most people were dead. This dream links with the dream above since the pro esport guys were streaming the game but they went offline in the first dream and posted a so called state of emergency on Twitch.

I was at a lecture where the lecturer was talking about Ian and lip from shameless. At the end of the lecture she told us that she gave us the wrong worksheet for the next lecture and I was angry because I had already completed it. I looked around for R but only saw M. I left the venue and it wS raining outside when I saw Ian. He was using a payphone which wasn't working so I allowed him to use my phone. I walked with him as he phoned his brother. After he phoned his brother we walked towards these old people who he knew. They had heard some story and were pissed at Ian. Somehow I ended up in a fight with the brother and I managed to pin him down. Ian and I went to his house after. His house was a huge farm with a building on the high ground and a smaller house at the bottom where his dad (frank) lived. I met lip but he was always angry at someone. There was a huge storm and the dogs were running across the field in the rain. The next morning I went inside his dad's part of the house and I noted how neatly their wireless router was connected. I confronted lip about his anger but didn't seem to make much progress.

mostly short moments:

+ my niece & sister have left my childhood home, but the priest is coming; my dad's sliced open all the very sugary looking muffins (there's a pumpkin pie one) on the platter and sampled some, they look good; Stalin comes for tea(?)

+(f) the long-barrel shotgun with laser sighting is mounted to the ceiling, it's used to keep (students?) under control?

+ at work (B, Inc.), I'm leaving, but I'm trying to make sure the code will compile for when I archive it and take it to my new company, the build environment may be different there, I wonder about the Alpha processor code.

+ sampling ice cream with wife in the "Just Coffee" store arrive with family in car to outside the "Just Coffee" place [they only have coffee there], I say "yeah I could use a boost", look through the windows trying to see the insides of the store, I see napkins and condiments like a ketchup bottle on a counter, inside we see they have snacks and ice-cream, my son S2 voices his disappointment at the selection, in the ice cream aisle my wife wants me to take a sample but I won't since it's not right to do that, I see a chunk of circular ice-cream sandwich where wedge (for samples) was taken out, maybe it's OK to sample, I take a bite from a medium-sized unwrapped/open chunk of green (mint?) ice cream and it tastes severely of freezer-burn, the cookies-n-cream open sample chunk is much better, I point out to my wife repeatedly that the phone number of the clerk is written on the ice cream, then the clerk is there and I tell him that the cookies-n-cream is much better than the green one.

Morning of April 22, 2015. Wednesday.



This is a recurring theme but usually with different events and different settings. I have had this type of dream since early childhood. It typically involves little else than finding things loosely buried in the ground or sometimes picking up and examining things that were on the ground in supposedly less accessed areas of a residence (though sometimes things are found under tiles or loose floorboards). Commonly, such “treasures” are Hot Wheels cars and in some cases, baby toys, board game tokens, or things I have made myself (even out of cardboard). They generally have a slightly different mood and awareness level as my recurring coin-finding dreams.

My family and I are living at our present address on W Street though the layout of the backyard is different. The tall wooden fence that divides our backyard from the neighbor’s backyard only goes out from within the middle area so that there is open space both near our house and farther back towards the perpendicular back fence, each open space about four feet across.

The first thing I find is a small wooden box (with smaller compartments) that first contains only letters written by people of a dream journal site (to each other) that I used to post at. It is almost like looking at the continuity of forum activity but with physical elements (sparsely recurring concept - sometimes forum activity is expressed in dreams as personal notebooks by which the usually ink handwriting of different people somehow “teleports” from different pages in other notebooks to appear in each person’s notebook - this idea was originally precognitive as now there are types of computers called “notebooks”, though in this dream the “posts” are seen as separate letters implying postal mail).

Over time, there are thicker envelopes that I notice in the compartmentalized box (though actually they were not there previously). Two of the envelopes become thicker and turn out to contain clocks of the type that you need to wind up every now and then - they were somehow referenced by a member of the dream journal site being from a particular company and somehow materialized in the box just from the mention of it (I am not lucid at any point). However, I end up breaking both of them by winding them too tight, but which only takes a couple of turns to do this with one and the other already seems wound too tight, so that just turning it slightly breaks it. The sense of touch and motion in feeling the gears slip and spin within each clock is very vivid. I feel a bit frustrated, though, as I thought it would be interesting to have one on a book shelf. One of them starts ticking again, but stops in a short time.

Over time, many other items are found; mostly small plastic toys of different colors suitable for our youngest son. A lot of them are ball-like and sphere-shaped, some with a hole or notch to suggest they fit onto something else (perhaps a soccer player figure), a few with different crosshatch textures. Meanwhile, a menacing dog apparently emerges from a car and jumps over the neighbor’s back fence but is not seen by us and there is no actual threat. There are two men in their backyard contemplating the event. There are also several unfamiliar children next door. They sometimes come into our yard. It seems late at night at this point though my dream remains semi-dark during much of it; the time changing inconsistently from scene to scene (as in many of my dreams).

At one point, an elongated bird cage is lifted out from being buried near the fence and then somehow elevated near the fence at about head level. (During this scene, my dream’s implied time temporarily changes to late morning before illogically shifting back to nighttime again in the scenes that follow). It turns out to contain a small aardvark (which I or my wife perhaps had as a pet at one time but somehow forgot about) which is “obviously dead” at first. However, it comes to life and begins to walk around, apparently very hungry after all this time - its head nodding expectantly, and it moves like an animal theoretically becoming more “unfrozen” as time progresses. It supposedly is of the type that eats only soft seeds. We have various plant seeds around, but not soft ones and I think about what we could feed it; perhaps grass seed for now if enough taller stalks are around by the fence. (This seemingly has something to do with once reading in an encyclopedia years ago in real life that aardvarks can only eat soft-bodied insects such as termites and cannot eat ants due to their acidity and harder exoskeleton. However, most of the information on the Internet now conflicts with this.)

Later on, I become somewhat annoyed by two of the neighbor’s sons (of around thirteen), who sit in the far side of our backyard near the fence - seemingly on our washing machine (which seems ill-placed and is in the house in reality), though facing away from our house and in an area to my right. I do not want to seem rude or aggressive so I do not pursue this impression of imposition and accept it as the neighborhood norm. My youngest daughter seems just a bit older and close to being able to communicate coherently and sits near me on my left. We are sitting on some sort of long bench or elevated wooden plank. The neighbor children give her a couple items, including candy. My youngest son is also nearby. There are other scenes where I find mostly board game tokens on the ground, including a chess pawn which I study for a time. It has some ambiguity as I am trying to work out if it is meant to be a person instead (possibly a Lego figure), as it seemingly has a “head” and a “body” but does look more like a pawn. (This is based on a real-life event where something similar happened. I even called it a “man” and placed it near a toy plastic tree for my youngest daughter.)

I was in a school of sorts, but outside. We were practicing parkour. There's a yellowish building/clock tower, with a blue sky as a backdrop. The kind of blue that seems unnatural though. Jem was there. I was training with beginners but I moved to the advanced training.

Notes:

- Slept at around 2 am, woke up at around 8:30 due to alarm, slept again till 10:46 a.m.

1. I was inside of school, walking to get to my next class. On my way to class, I decided to cut through the cafeteria and use it as a shortcut. As I walked down the cafeteria, I looked through the glass curtain wall and saw that it was raining heavily and that the ground was extremely wet and muddy. I continued walking anyway to get to class but before I got to the doors to leave a big, tall old man walked in front of me and blocked my path. "Hey could you please get out of the way?" I asked him. "You're not going anywhere" he tells me.
I turn around and sit down at an empty lunch table a few feet behind me. The entire cafeteria is empty besides me and the old man. I look through the glass curtain wall and this time I can see through the window of a nearby portable. In the window I see my friends Patrick and Alex. They both see me and Patrick makes a funny face at me while waving his middle finger at the same time. Alex looks at me from behind Patrick and is laughing because of it. I smile because of how dumb they act sometimes, it cracks me up. I try to tell them that I will be in class soon using hand gestures and mouthing my words since they can't hear me over the rain and also considering they are in a portable.
I look back at the old man. I analyze his outfit. He is wearing a light yellow polo shirt and light gray jeans. He also has a lanyard on his chest and a backpack on for some reason. I look up at the clock and it reads something like 1:20. I realize that I am now 20 minutes late. "Seriously man, come on. I need to get to class now" I tell the old man. He then gives me a stern look and then walks away. I walk out the door and as I do, Patrick and Alex walk out of the portable and meet me on the sidewalk. It has stopped raining now, but the ground is flooded with water. I get out my phone and point it at the water surrounding the sidewalk so I can see how deep it is. My phone tells me that the water is 5.8 meters deep.
The water is slightly brown and really murky. Patrick kneels down next to me and pushes me, but as he does he grabs me so I don't actually fall into the water. "Holy crap Patrick get me up" I say. My body is literally an inch away from touching the water. Patrick laughs. "Dude seriously, this water is 5.8 meters deep!". He then pulls me back to my feet and I stand up.

2. I am at lunch in the cafeteria at school. Sitting next to me are 2 of my good friends, Trey and Lucas. Alot of other dudes are sitting around us, but I'm not sure if I know them or not. We start socializing and I take off my backpack off of my back and open it to get my lunch out. I pull out a Swiss roll. Lucas looks over and sees it. "Dude I'll trade you something for that" he says. "Nah man, I don't do trading haha" I tell him. "Dude come on, I really need one of those right now" he replies.(I know this makes Lucas sound really fat). I open up the swiss roll out of its packaging and suddenly I hear a voice yell, "Hey come here! Stop right now!".
I look up and I see an Assistant principle chasing a student. The student is a big dude with short black hair and a really loose red t-shirt. This dude is walking really fast away from the Assistant Principle and constantly ignores his calls for him to stop running. Me, Trey, and Lucas start laughing.

3. I am inside of school(wow, for the 3rd fucking time) and I am waiting outside of a class with my dad. We are waiting for a group of little kids because we are supposed to take them somewhere. The hallways of this school are dead and there seems to be no one else around. I tell my dad that I am going to go to the restroom and with that I walk around the corner and go to the restroom. The odd thing is, I notice that there is only one restroom in this school, there isn't a boys and a girls restroom, just one all together one. A push the blue door in front of me open and walk inside.
The floor is blue as well and is covered with a soft pad. I look in front of me and notice that this restroom is massive. It looks like its the size of a classroom. Everything in this restroom is either blue or white, but mostly blue. Suddenly someone walks out of one of the stalls, and it's my friend Treon. He is wearing a gray cape on his back. "Bro, what's up with the cape?" I ask him. "Ah you know man, just trying to get that superhero look going on" he says. "Ah yeah that's right I gotchu" I say. Suddenly a few more dudes that we don't know walk out of the stalls next to us. It is at this point that I turn to look to my left and notice that girls are also using this same restroom as well. In fact, I see at least 5 girls using the restroom.
Oddly enough, I am shocked enough by the situation that I forget to do a reality check(I won't miss it next time). I walk down the restroom to find a stall to use. I quickly find one and I walk in. As I do so, I look at the toilet seat by habit and see that there is piss all over the seat, how disgusting. I walk out of the stall and look for another one. I then notice how low the walls are for each stall. I can see over every stall that I go inside and I am only 5'10. I end up going to the stall next to the one I was just in.