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I was out of reach for ten days, without internet connection to update my dream journal. Now that I'm back I'll update it frequently.

01-07-2015

I was a terrorist in a port town. With another terrorist we tried to escape special forces. I went holding white flag in my hand, and we jumped onto a boat. After a while of sailing, rocket engines started to work. We flewn high in the sky, turning a few times in the air. I watched sky - it was beautiful, clowds leaving only a trail of clear sky, resembling my way to the top.

02-07-2015

Nothing recalled.

03-07-2015

Nothing in particular.

04-07-2015

1. FA - water splash

I was lying in my bed. It was dark, but I managed to see a huge water splash coming at me from the corridor.

2. Porn star convent.

I was sitting in my room and watching porn. After a while I heard people talking downstairs. I went to check what was going on, and saw that there was a porn star convent. Lots of film directors and stars were talking. I wandered there for a while, talking with people and tasting random dishes. I went to the street, and saw my brother driving this way, so I stopped him and entered his car. We drove to home of one of the girls I know, and after a while of sitting we droe back. I thought about that girl, lots of situations appeared in my mind. Then I saw her in bed with another girl. I wanted to film that, but they spotted me. I went back to porn star convent, thinking about that.

05-07-2015

I was in a city. With another dude we were trying to get a transportation to home. I even saw a bus coming. When I got to home I ate grapes, blueberries and other fruits. They were really sweet. Family told me to leave leftovers in a barn. I had a toothache later.

06-07-2015

I was in school cloakroom. There was my sister and her friends. I said "Hi", but another girl replied, as they really weren't there. I drove back home, and saw my old teacher, planting trees on my frontyard. After a while of wandering home, I saw that she lives with us. I used laptop for a while later. When night came I drove to a shop. I parked the car, entered the shop and realised that I don't remember what I have to buy. I called my mother after a while.

07-07-2015

I was in an old mansion. There was kitchen, bedroom, living room and bathroom. It was furnished with old, decaying furniture. There were cobwebs in corners. I was searching for clues of a murder, or tracking paranormal. People on place gave me only vague clues, and after a while of searching I found out that demons want to destroy the world. I even had a vision of an invasion. To stop that I needed money, so I called Demon of expensive buying to sell it some stuff. Next I recall that I was on a holiday camp, and one of guys was telling how his younger brother is always first. He said "My younger brother, even in shirt in long sleeve and stupid hat, was quicker on place than me, despite the fact that I started my journey first!"

08-07-2015

-First dream-

I was in some kind of basement. My master told me to make a sandwich. I did it and ate it. Then I went to the upper floor. The corridor was devoid of people, but it had christmas ornaments. I checked kitchen and went back to corridor, to pee on a carpet. I felt that someone was coming, so I jumped through the window, and ran around front yard. Someone was watching me, and when he stopped I jumped back to pee again.

-Second dream-

I was inside a library connected with a national museum. I was an occult investigator, looking for tomes of knowledge. I searched through shelves of manuscripts, books and other stuff from all the ages. I was looking for stuff from 18th age, but I couldn't read age marks, so I went to exhibitions. There were knights stuff, medicine bags, and a fully working car automate. It was a black volkswagen car. I wanted to leave a book in antique shelf, but it was not accepted.

-Third dream-

I was watching a HoMM playthrough. Someone was exploring enemy territory with army of devils.

09-07-2015

I was in a city with rest of class. We were driving around to pick up random objects. We stopped in a house of one of the girls from class. We moved from a bus to the back yard of unfinished construction. We climbed up to the rooftop and looked for entrance. We found it, but instead entering a house, we broke into a government building. Walls were white and clean. We started on a platform of some kind. First it was quiet, but after a while of wandering the alarm started, and we had to escape shots of security. We ran around, trying to reach rooftop, but we had to jump over a huge pit. On the other side of pit, there were shops and restaurants. We tried a few times, and failed. We split up, and I ran to elevator shaft.

I waited for a good moment to jump down, and did it. Then I waited for elevator to move down, and jumped inside it, killed mechanic and moved on, to basement. It was built with rock blocks and reinforced with wood. It was old, and corridors were tight. I had to run away from enemies, and reach surface. I did it and saw guys that were with me drugger.

There was a boss of the site, which was my teacher. We were in a burning ghost town. The buildings behind us were destroyed. There was a barrel of burning liquid giving warmth and light. There was also a sofa, table and chairs. We talked about some kind of fish, and a research programme. When other guys wanted to go, I said that they were too drugged.

^^ That's great news, Patience, thanks for sharing! Given your focus and enthusiasm, I'm not surprised at all, either; sometimes that sort of perseverance is all you need!

From what you wrote, I'm not totally sure if your first entry into the LD was WILD: because you seemed to have just found yourself there, it could have been a DILD. The noise experienced during a WILD can certainly be minimal (I often get none at all), but that feeling of going "seamlessly from bed to dream" might indicate that you drifted off somewhere along the way and -- thanks to all that prep work and enthusiasm -- became lucid through DILD (but in the end who cares, right? Lucid is lucid!). However:

That you indicate that there was no feeling of a dream going on as you "awoke," though, might also indicate that a WILD transition did occur... so maybe it's okay to check this off as a WILD. But the sketchy nature of your entry into the dream does not matter today, though, because after that you then proceeded to do not one but two DEILD's; so, since DEILD is a form of WILD, we can definitely say that successful WILDs happened here regardless of how things began.

Nice work!

Got a super good nights sleep the night before so I was reving myself up a bit yesterday that it could be "THE " night - so I planned a wbtb - did lots of mantras yesterday and before bed too - I started to imagine all sorts of extra bits during my time before bed too like - writing this successful email to you ! Also adding to my mantra that my DC"s let me know I am dreaming and I that notice the signs etc ( coz I have been getting a lot of close encounters with DC"s almost pointing out that i am dreaming but me not getting it - missed DILDS)

Went to bed 9pm and sat for about 20 mins thinking about these things and saying Mantra - Building intention + expectation.

Slept well till 12,00 - woke and recorded dream and went to sleep with Mantra.
Woke at 2.30 am Wide awake I lay in bed eyes closed and super awake - I started doing Mantra but for about 15 mins then got up for wbtb. Turned a low light on and sat in a chair - relaxing, saying Mantra with some visualisation ; unpolished but non the less with some clarity - and keeping momentum going knowing I was going to succeed and write email today

Laid down at 4am - earplugs, cushions, fan - darkness. Did 61 points slowly a couple of times.

First time in the dream i was speaking with someone and started noticing i felt funny- my face was super weird feeling and I couldn't carry on the conversation for feeling totally strange - it wasn't till I started waking up that I realised I had gotten to the dream and the strange feelings were part of it ... I felt confident tho that if I laid still I could still be in - so did just that and found my self Lucid in a wonderful room full of all sorts of things - busy with colours and fancyfull things- I wondered around and then remembered I had wanted to shout something out - but when i tried to open my mouth I woke up feeling my actual mouth trying to speak... I laid still once more ... then a little while later I was in the dream again -

Yes! I was in what seemed to be a similar place, I went around feeling great and felt myself rising into the air "wow " I felt myself sitting on the shoulders of a giant rabbit/cat all fury we walked around - I saw a mirror and remember it was something I wanted to do so I said to the creature below me - "lets go through the mirror "and we did but when we arrived through we stood in black space - I woke and felt my body clearly again and the fan, I was in bed - I held still again and bounced into the dream once more - a similar place but not the same. I went outside and saw a wild version of my mother hanging up clothes on a line. I asked her if she could tell me something important about myself ; something I very much need to understand. She began talking about an apple and its core , going into great detail about the significance of each - I asked if she could make it more simple for me. She said its about a Tibetan Saint and his disciple - Oh I said as I was trying to make sense of what she was saying - I woke up again. This time I knew it was late in the morning so I checked the time - it was 6.50 my wake up time

I am on a beach and it's night time. I am by one of the walk ways that go into the beach. Sorry I can't think of what they are called...

Earlier:
+ At a gym counter, there are several guys standing there, they turn to look at me?

In a racquetball court playing, mostly normal except for the referee in the court. I'm making some great low shots off the front left corner. My opponent makes a shot that goes by me off the back wall to my right, and I can't catch up with it and swing and miss it.

Later:

+ (semi-lucid) flying over seaside development. I see buildings below me. I turn and fly superman style with my arms out in front of me towards the 5th/6th floor of a large/tall apartment building, I see my hands. I intend to enter into a room there. I approach a window and keep on flying phase through it inside, but lose visuals. I keep imagining a room appearing but I lose lucidity.

I'm in a room with ex-GF SB. A phone rings (I think it's my wife?) I don't want to answer it.

+ Bunch of little scenes, no coherent transitions recalled:

I'm outside in daylight walking up a suburban street in hills, I see a car that reminds me of my first new car, I look at the license plate to see if it is my car or not, I think it's not. I ask to my friends if they've ever seen their own license plates appear on a car on TV

I enter home of a friend (I think he's Asian?), his mother has laid out a meal for him (sushi?) on a table, there's not much room to walk by the table up the (spiral?) staircase.

I'm walking down a hill on a country road that bends to the left. I'm walking behind son's gf, she's with her gf, she doesn't know I'm there, I want to say hi but not startle her, at the bottom of the hill I get her attention, she's very surprised / shocked to see me, she gives me a hug, her eyes are brown/green (one each? [wrong color]), she (cries?) wondering where my son is

I leave my car, I've left (a pizza ?) inside, I lock it with the remote from 50 feet away and watch the lights blink. In another place I'm thinking about getting into a car with other people, I walk by a street pole.

Walking by outside on street a baseball stadium (?), some guy set up outside baseball stadium charging for parking/entrance, I think he's a con man and the parking is really free.

At some point I think I've returned to spot of earlier semi-lucid in the distance

+ (semi-lucid)

Spoiler for explicit sexual situations:

I'm in a large open area, a girl is sitting to my right at a desk, I go over to her and whip out my (ahem), she sort of slips down/phases through the desk, I pull her back up, and offer it up for oral attention, she starts, the dream fades, I continue to hold on to the dream and it comes back (yay!), there are others in the room who disapprove, so I take the girl with me through a door to another area. This is a large open area like a park (amusement park?) and I move to sit on a bench. I look and see a stunning blonde girl walking 50 feet away from me, I forget the girl I brought and make a finger hooking "come here" gesture to the blonde and she starts heading in my direction. I think of sitting down on the bench naked with my erection standing up and watching her face as she approaches. As she gets closer I'm standing and she has a dark male companion, and another black guy in robes is approaching me aggressively between me and her, I use a gesture of the hand and imagine throwing them away with telekinesis. (I don't see them fly away but they're gone from the dream). I sit down and the girl begins oral, I'm thinking about intercourse but BJ is easier, she's wrapped up in layers of clothes/a long scarf around her head and I spend some time unwrapping it, eventually the dream fades.

I'm fully non-lucid standing outside in a place with tall iron bar fence. There are attack dogs there. I'm asking their handler/a guard how to avoid them. Some are normal dogs and they're not scary. Then the handler brings in some vicious/weird-looking slavering/barking attack dogs. He says basically you need to find some way to avoid them and I don't think this is very helpful.

Same as you, I didn't know about lucid dreams until (today) I searched on Google:"I control my dreams." From there I learned it was hard to accomplish this, while for me, it's naturally and never knew I had been doing this more than three times a week if not, every day. Then I stumbled upon all these posts and learned the thing about layers. I don't know what layer I've found myself in, I know I'm dreaming, I can say what I want, I can think what I want to think, I can go where I want to, do what I want to. In my lucid dreams I have flown at least 2 different times and still remember the feeling and the amazing experience. Sometimes I open my eyes without falling into another layer and go back to my dream like nothing happened. The thing is—they're a always good dreams, nightmares are so rare but in those cases I can wake up when I feel it's getting too much. When I wake up from those nightmares, my breathing is quick and my heart is beating rapidly. I'm young, no older than 16. I read a lot about moving from layer 4-5 to layer 3, but then realizing it's just another dream, while you thought you had already woken up.But I have control of going from my all-control to being awake and aware. What layer would you consider I've been? I searched them up, but it's a little hard to understand, and since all of you have experienced lucid dreaming I decided to share my experience.