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    1. watching an exotic animal hatch from an egg

      by , 10-31-2016 at 10:10 PM
      I was watching an egg hatch at first I thought it was a chicken then it became clear to me that it was some kind of exotic bird almost like a dinosaur. The edible looked extremely frail as if it was dying so I tried to pick it up and put it into water witch was its natural habitat. In the process of doing that I accidentally kill the animal and I feel extremely horrified.

      I was hanging out with this girl that like me but I realized that she invited another guy to come hang out with us. she like this guy and I was like oh well whatever I don't really care. The guy that she invited was a famous Pick Up Artist by the name of Mystery. when he arrived there he said that he was mixed with black and white but in real life this is not the case. I was like well you don't look half black. and then we left on how we both pulled the same girl but we both didn't care because we both had many other girls.
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      non-lucid
    2. 10/31/16 - Spooky Comp Night 17

      by , 10-31-2016 at 10:06 PM
      I’m at a high school reunion, where the entire class is in some quiz competition for a prize. One of the challenges is to guess the total height of the two shortest guys in the class, and ironically, both of those two get it wrong.

      I get up for WBTB, but for circumstances beyond my control, I stay up too long and don’t have enough time to sleep before my alarm goes off. Being the genius I am, I hit the snooze button about 3 times. After pressing it the third time, I start drifting back to sleep, when I suddenly find myself standing up beside my bed. My room looks weird, as one of the walls is at an angle. I plug my nose and find that I’m dreaming. I do my usual routine that I do when I start a lucid from my bedroom - I leave through the window. I take a running start and jump, phasing through the window until I start flying outside. I look down and notice that I’m incredibly high up above a castle, having just jumped out of one of the towers on the outer edge. I decide to fly to the top of the tower, where I see a stone gargoyle perched on the roof. I fly up to it and try to start a conversation, but it just starts shouting Bible verses about sexual immorality and then flies off. Weird.

      I slide down the roof, hopping from slope to slope until I finally reach the ground. I’m in this huge open field, and a ton of people in colonial outfits are walking around. It has a very Assassin’s Creed feel to it, which makes me remember (erroneously) that one of my personal goals was to assassinate someone with a hidden blade. I quietly sneak up behind one of the people and shove my hand into their back, and a blade appears that pierces through them. I look down and see that I’ve stabbed a young child - apparently this large field is a playground, as I realize everyone around me is under the age of 10. All of them stop moving and stare at me with a look of shock. I run off before the police arrive and/or the guilt sets in.

      I see a marker in front of me directing me towards my actual target, which is inside this large wooden house. I sense that my target is being interrogated in a room off to the right, and I have to rescue him by sneaking around the back, where there’s a guard sitting on the stairs. Luckily, there’s a nice little space under the stairs where I can hide, but I get kinda stuck trying to crawl into it on my stomach. While I’m doing this, the guard gets up and walks towards the hallway where my legs are still sticking out. I think my cover’s blown, but instead he just says “Legs up, love.” I bend my knees and lift my feet up. “Cheers, mate.” He continues down the hall completely unconcerned. I exit and head around to the stairs, where there’s a computer screen and mouse on a desk. It obviously seems strangely out of place, but I use it anyway. When I click the mouse, a large GlaDoS-like robot comes out of the wall in the next room and tazes the guard. I come around the corner and open the door to find my target is… Claptrap from Borderlands. Except he explains to me that his name is “Gary Gary Gary”. I tell him to follow me.

      I exit the room and find that I’m in a futuristic-looking train station of sorts. Everything looks white and pristine, and large electronic billboards light up the night sky. Just then, an announcement comes over the PA:
      “Attention, do not be alarmed. Police are on the scene searching for a white-cloaked criminal, last seen murdering a security guard and kidnapping a service droid, Gary Gary Gary. If you have any information as to their whereabouts, please notify a police officer.”
      I see a ton of police swarming the scene. “Gary!”
      “Uh, it’s ‘Gary Gary Gary’…”
      “Whatever! Shut up and act natural!”
      I stand with my back to the officers, hoping to not draw any attention and blend in. Instead, I hear an officer shout, and a bullet whizzes past my head. “Change of plans, RUN!”

      I take off towards the train tracks and cross to the other side, followed closely by Gary and my pursuers. I pull a white handgun out of my pocket and start firing back at the officers, managing to only take down one in the process. I turn down a small hallway and burst through a door here. Inside is a dark passageway with a long staircase down. I jump onto the rail and grind my way down on my feet. Once I reach the bottom, I cross another set of train tracks and reach a long staircase going back up. I turn around to see Gary has managed to keep up rather well, and behind him are fewer police officers. However, I start to hear the bark of police dogs, and I know that they’ll soon catch me. I pick up Gary and throw him under my arm. “Hold on tight!” I lean forward and put all my effort into picking up speed. It’s difficult at first, since I’m going upstairs, but I soon notice I’m taking the stairs 4 at a time at an incredible rate. I look around long enough to see the last of my pursuers disappearing into the darkness behind me. I slow back down as I reach the top of the stairs, which lead to an exit in a bright, hilly area. To the right of the exit is what looks like a street gang, but on closer inspection, I see that it’s the members of Pentatonix, singing “Zero to Hero” from Hercules.
      I soon wake up from my alarm going off. Not bad for a 10-minute snooze cycle.

      1 NLD - 1
      WBTB - 2
      DILD - 10
      RC - 1
      Fully phase through big solid object - 10
      Fly - 5
      Interact with a DC - 2
      Basic summoning (hidden blade) - 5
      2nd step (basic summoning) - 10
      Super speed - 5

      Night Total - 51 pts
      Tags: competition
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      lucid
    3. [31-10-2016: Nothing]

      by , 10-31-2016 at 07:26 PM (Snehk's Dreamlands)
      Nothing recalled this night.
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      side notes
    4. Trick-Or-Treating / Taking my pills / Long bridge / Flying computer

      by , 10-31-2016 at 05:34 PM
      Bed @ 2230 /w water
      Woke @ 0110 /w full bladder


      Trick-Or-Treating
      It's the day of Halloween, and I'm working on some kind of project. My wife receives a call from her parents, and from what I can hear it sounds like they're on their way over. I get stressed out - they're coming hours earlier than expected, and I'm not going to get to finish my project, so some of my plans may have to be swapped around. I decide I should probably take a quick shower now, but I don't want to do it without checking with my wife to see if she needs anything else from me, and she's still on the phone.

      Now I'm walking up a guy's driveway with the kids. He's got a transparent plastic sheet, which has been painted to look like a spider web, strung across the middle of the driveway. As we're walking around it, I note that it's barely flapping at all and realize that it's somehow attached to the driveway. I take a closer look and see that something like large nails has been driven directly into the concrete. I'm surprised that something so permanent-looking would be used to hold up something that's so temporary.

      Now I'm standing in front of the house. A couple of guys are sitting there, greeting people and inviting them inside. It looks like they're throwing a party and inviting everyone who comes by. I overhear him talking with my father-in-law, and they're talking something about mirrors. For the first time, I notice the entire garage door is covered by mirrors, and - looking through the front door - I can see that the interior back wall is mirrored. Going inside, I find that every wall is mirrored. The visual distortion (though not hall-of-mirrors) really messes with me, and I have trouble keeping my balance as I walk. I'm carrying my toddler and have to step very carefully so I don't fall over. I hope no one looks at me and thinks I'm drunk. As I'm trying to get back my balance, I see a couple of bookshelves on opposite sides of the room. One has new and used movies, and the other has books. Neither one is very full, and most of the movies and books are lying on their sides. I assume that the owner's real reason for inviting us to his "party" was to get us to see his "store" and encourage us to buy something. I glance over the movies and don't see anything that even remotely interests me. I glance over the books and see "Adam of the Road" and remember it fondly; then I remember that it was my daughter who read it, not me, and that the book I'm thinking of is actually "Dark Rising."

      BTB @ 0125 /w water
      Woke @ 0230


      Taking my pills
      I'm in my bathroom. I look at the clock on my nightstand and see that it's exactly 3:00, which puts me only 5 minutes off from having had exactly 3 90 minute sleep cycles - perfect! Tonight I used water as my "alarm" since I wasn't sure when to set a real one for, but next time I'll just set my Fitbit's silent alarm. I take my galantamines, but I knock over the bottle as I'm trying to put the cap back on. Pills have gone everywhere, and I start to clean them up. My wife groggily sticks her head in and asks what I'm doing.

      The dream was so real and so accurate that I was really confused when I saw the clock showing 2:30. It took me a couple of minutes to convince myself that it really was a dream and that I hadn't already taken it, but since I keep each dose in a separate compartment in a pill container, it was easy enough to prove that it really was a dream.

      For the rest of the night, I didn't record wakings or dreams, so the dreams are less detailed and have no timestamp.


      Long bridge
      I'm watching a group of people driving across a long bridge to get to a city. As I look out to the sea behind them, I see many enormous waves. I wonder if the bridge is in danger from them, but I see that, despite how enormous the waves are, the bridge is tall enough to remain untouched.

      Now I see the group reaching the bottom of stairwell in a parking deck. They're somehow in peril.


      Flying computer
      I'm in what looks like a large room in an office building. Tables with short stacks of rack-mount servers are scattered around the edges of the room. The man who's running this event - a late-twenty's man wearing a dark suit - tells us to each sit on one of the stacks of servers. I don't move for a moment, feeling like this is some kind of practical joke, but everyone else heads towards a stack and sits straddling it. Feeling a little foolish, I do the same.

      Now I'm still sitting on my server, but I'm flying around the room about head-height. The main guy is congratulating me, and everyone else is looking on in a combination of amazement and jealousy.


      No lucids from the galantamine tonight ...
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      non-lucid
    5. Two Lucids but No Dice

      by , 10-31-2016 at 04:28 PM
      One was a DILD involving me using my super powers to shoot a tornado out of the sky. Yes, strange. Second was a WILD induced via the greatest method of all time, SSILD.

      The second lucid dream was interesting, to say the least. The transition happened with me losing awareness of the outside world. I knew I was in transition when I could vividly imagine myself in motion - spinning with my arms out on the same axis as a rotisserie. The spinning began to materialize a dream, my backyard. I immediately attempted to find Naomi, the dream character, but when I was at the entrance of the park, the dream began to fade out and end. Was this the fourth time I have failed after being so close?

      The Elusive Naomi.

      On a side note, looking at the dates of my previous entries, I have had 5 lucid dreams in a 7 day period. Still more work to do on the path of mastery.
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      lucid , side notes
    6. spooky comp catch up post

      by , 10-31-2016 at 02:12 PM
      Had a few normal dreams involving police - wrongfully accused, escaping from prison, trying to avoid the cops after an accident. Hence the last lucid was me getting my own back on the dream police, kinda

      30/10/2016
      Short LD "Trapped"
      I am in a small room that is both bedroom and kitchen. JR is making breakfast and talking about there being special beds for the FBI. Why are the FBI here? Well to sleep. They get the more comfortable beds. Lucky sods.

      One of the double beds, identified as mine, has a woman sleeping in it. She is unfamiliar to me. Probable false memory of us being intimate earlier. I ask her if she wants a cup of tea but she smiles at me and shakes her head sleepily. I put some trousers on and go to get breakfast.

      Back at the breakfast table the discussion turns to plans: We will go to a seaside town and build great wooden ships, and sell the experience to people (boatbuilding experience?) It will be called Newmark? Also, we discuss how it will be a free place where people can sing whatever they like without comment.

      To get to Newmark there is a bus. We end up on the bus but get stopped at a checkpoint. An inspector raises the bus on a giant hydraulic lift. We stand at the side of the road. Ducking down I can see right under the bus. A lorry filled with huge silver containers drives past. I try to move around the bus as the inspector then says they need to repeat the lift on the other side.

      The bus falls back down and then metal barriers form around me. I am trapped under the bus. If the driver leaves now, I will be crushed under the wheels. Intense fear fills me but then I become lucid. I try to phase through the metal but terror seems to be holding me back. Smashing the metal has no effect and my shouts are muffled. I lash out and break sleep paralysis, waking with a jolt.

      31/10/2016
      4-5.30am
      Long LD "Doctor Strange"
      I am back at my first job. Just been hired. One of the employees shows me around. They take me to the locker room. He tells me that the keys to the lockers must be left next to the light switch. There is a guy standing near the lockers getting changed.
      "Should I put on my uniform now?" I ask.
      "No not yet."
      I put on my trainers though, as we are about to head outside.

      The guy leads me to a station where we jump onto a moving train. The door is small and I have to duck down to get through. This makes me lucid. Scenery is flashing past - countryside, at high speed. I jump off the moving train.

      Superhero time! And, based on the last Marvel film I watched, decide to become Dr Stephen Strange. My current clothes are jeans and a T-shirt. I change them into blue robes and red cape. Then it's time for some magic. The first few attempts do not work very well. Thin whisps of magical energy appear in the air. Meh.

      I do a complicated tai-chi style gesture and yell "Crimson Bands of Cyttorak!" Streaks of red magic fly out of my hands and towards the closest DC, who gets wrapped up in magic restraints and knocked over. He struggles on the floor.

      Okay now to test the cloak of levitation. I jump and sit cross-legged in the air, then start to float along the street above the heads of everyone else. Up ahead there are small spaceships being attacked by beings made entirely from magical energy. I attempt to bind them but my spell merely knocks the being to the ground. It shrivels though, from human sized down to a small ball of glowing light. The miniature space ship is falling so I grab it out of the air and put it down. Tiny people climb out of it.

      The glowing ball transforms into a small spaceship as well, trying to mimic the other one in the hopes I will free it. You don't fool me. I bite down on the tiny craft and start smashing it up with my teeth. Meanwhile about twenty robed monks have surrounded me. Instinctively I start casting more spells, creating orange glowing glyphs in the air by doing more tai-chi like gestures.

      The monks are armed with wooden quarterstaves. I use the glyphs to clear a path and run for it. A castle with 30 foot walls is ahead. I attempt a invent a teleportation spell on the move. It doesn't work, but the cloak has my back, literally - dragging me up into the air.

      From up on the castle walls I can see trains shooting past below. The monks have not followed me. Dropping down on the inside of the castle wall I then move inside the building. The roof is a restaurant with people and tables and chairs, all upside down. I begin to wonder which way is up.

      On the wall is a picture of a city in a desert. Hmm, I could try to open a portal using the picture. Raising my left hand I notice two magical rings on my first and middle fingers. I start to make a circle in the air with my right hand to open a portal. A spinning red portal of ringed fire opens. I run through it.

      There is sand underfoot. In the distance, the city sprawls in the shadow of a collossal sphinx. This must be Egypt. A huge celebration is taking place in the central square. The roads are lined with small merchant stalls. I grab something off one of them but the merchant doesn't even notice.

      I recall the need to find an oasis, and head back out into the desert. It looks like a battlefield - there are aged metal objects in the sand - a helmet. A set of angel wings carved from copper, which has turned green with age. The battlefield seems to be haunted. Ghosts rise around me. I wake up.


      7-7.50
      Long LD "Taunting the Dream Police"
      I am squeezing out a tube of toothpaste - it globs out all over the pavement. Bit of a waste... so I start scraping it onto a toothbrush. After getting a massive blob of toothpaste onto the brush, I try to clean my teeth, only to find a rock in my mouth.

      This must be a dream. After spitting the rock and toothpaste out, I run forwards and find myself in the centre of a town. People are walking around. Things seem quiet. A tall guy with white hair shouts out to me. He is wearing bike leathers and holding a helmet. He seems familiar.

      "Hey. You got a bike?"
      "Yeah! Wanna see?" He replies.
      The tall guy turns and walks into an alley. A police officer steps in front of me and blocks my path. He is shorter than me and dressed in the full stab vest and uniform. He puts a hand on my chest to stop me moving past.
      "...the fuck? This is bullshit." Why are the cops on my case these last few nights? What did I do?

      ... and I find myself lying in bed. AB enters, talking about buying a DVD. There are a stack of DVDs next to the bed. "Wait... I heard you leave. Why aren't you at work?"
      AB makes some excuse and then goes into another room.

      Then I lie down and try to go back to sleep. Immediately a scene forms and I realise it was a false awakening and become lucid again.

      I summon a motorcycle in the normal way by faking it, moving down the street until the bike forms under me. It doesn't steer very well and briefly changes into a bicycle before getting under control again. A left turn comes up and I run wide. A car revs its' engine impatiently behind me.

      Up ahead is a police motorbike. Heh. Time for revenge. I pull up alongside him, beeping the horn to get his attention. Then I raise the middle finger salute and grab a fistful of throttle. The sirens start and the police bike dutifully starts chasing me. We get stuck in a crowd of people who are crossing the road. I push the bike through and ride up to a rock concert.

      The road has ended at a railing, so I grab the bike and vault over it. Then slow the descent of the bike and get back on it. I pull some burnouts before riding through an empty restaurant. I phase the bike and myself through a solid door and into a classroom. There are doors. I struggle to phase through them and wake up.

      ...but not fully awake. Sleep paralysis. Can't move. Even my tongue is paralysed. Three guys lean over me. One has a baseball bat resting on his shoulder. I can't yell out or defend myself. They start beating me with the bats. I dissasociate with my body to block out the pain. Despite being unable to move I am able to move the visuals away, as if watching a TV.

      The dream tries to freak me out by playing creepy music and having disembodied heads fly out of the 'screen' towards me. I still cannot move. 'It won't work, you're just hallucinations.' I think. Then I finally wake up.
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      lucid
    7. 10/31/16- Fly Like a Bird into a Truck, Visit Candyland/Bar?

      by , 10-31-2016 at 10:46 AM
      1. I was trying to visualize what it would be like to visit Candyland and how fun that could be, eating lots of candy when I wasn't even fully asleep and was flying like a bird, extremely fast and right near the edge of a mountain road that was near the water, I was impressed at how fast I was going but really couldn't soak in the beauty I was enjoying the breeze and the feeling of the wind when I went around the mountain side and immediately in front of me was a road with a small red convertible on the left and a big huge military truck on the right (the kind with the canvas covering the back) and swoosh I went right into the front grill of the truck and could feel myself being sucked in but it wasn't painful. It was extremely fast.

      2. Took me a little time to fall asleep from that but woke up in Candyland....Ummm this totally disappointed me! I wasn't in a beautiful Candyland I was literally in a 3D cardboard game where even the colors weren't very bright and it was way out of the normal characteristics of my dreams which are usually more real. I felt like I was tiny and I was feeling all of the cardboard and I was so bummed out that I tried to change the scene.
      Well that certainly didn't work, I was now in some old bar or more like a pub with cobblestone floors and full of cigarette smoke yet not a single person was around. I actually thought of sticking my head through the ground but I never did that before and I sure wasn't going to do it on cobblestone. Time to go potty and try again later.


      Note: I was riding bikes with my husband yesterday and we stopped at a little rest area with a bench and water fountain. I was looking around when I saw about 1000 buzzards in a line heading our way, some were already past us and as far as the eye could see. That was a freaky sight and I actually thought for a moment, am I dreaming? haha. That is probably why I was flying and seeing from a birds view.
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    8. Boring

      by , 10-31-2016 at 08:57 AM
      Such a boring LD. I WILD onto some city and resolve to keep the thought that I am dreaming in my mind. Needless to say, I soon forget all about that. I try and fly, but it doesn't work. I hold up a car (GTA style) and consider stealing it. Then I reconsider and ask a pedestrian if she can 'teach me to fly' or know anyone who can.

      Some blonde woman replies brightly "Sure!"

      Then she pisses me off by telling me the names of actual flying instructors (i.e. plane). I consider slaying her, but in the end let her go.
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      lucid
    9. bat-fu

      by , 10-31-2016 at 08:53 AM
      I WILD onto a night scene. Everything is unsteady as usual, and I hold onto a iron barrier to steady myself. I try to fly up but it doesn't work. I just end up jumping. I pause for a second wondering what happened. I try again, but nothing. I then try to phase through a fence but end up just hurting my head. Everything looks so real that I force myself to do several RC's. It's extremely hard to remember that this is a dream. Like all WILD's its exactly like real life. I admit I sulk a little bit and skulk around for a bit.

      I see an interesting looking car, from what looks like the 50's, in someone's driveway. I steal it. The sound of the car is glorious, like the purr of a tiger high on potatoes. It is an earthy roar, and I soon forget about flying. Then I run over a schoolgirl. Well shit, I think as I see a puddle of torn flesh and bone in my rear mirror. She couldn't be more than 6. I feel guilty for a few seconds. Then, my bloodlust rises, as I see a mob behind me. I summon a baseball bat and rush to do battle.

      The mob is fighting each other, but I soon join in. Unfortunately my bloodlust is not sated as my bat bounces off everyone. Luckily their bat does the same.
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      lucid
    10. Kitten!

      by , 10-31-2016 at 07:16 AM (Cinder's Dreams Gallery)
      The people from my university and my parents were traveling together in what was either a big long-haul plane, a train, or Howl's Moving Castle. We made our stop somewhere and I didn't remember most of the trip, just that I picked up a tiny stray kitten. It was a bengal, I think.i manage to convince the supervisors that I can keep it, and later I also convinced my parents.

      The kitten explored the plane-train for a bit, which had the architecture of my parents' house but with longer hallways. It made its way to the kitchen and my parents' cats were also there. The three seemed to get along.
      Tags: cat, parents, plane, train, trip
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      non-lucid
    11. Spellbee's Spooky comp night 15

      by , 10-31-2016 at 02:59 AM
      I'm not getting much sleep. A lot of Halloween stuff going on. I've got to get up at 4:30 am to make it to the kids school on time. My clown make up will take forever! Last night I just kept waking up cuz of all the stress of things. I did have a GREAT birthday!
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      side notes
    12. Baby

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      gab
      , 10-31-2016 at 02:55 AM (Turquoise Dreams)
      Last night bed 8am - 4am

      Such a miserable sleep last 2 nights. We have a bunch of new neighbors with kids and lack of boundaries and sense of "maybe not all neghbors want to hear me sing, whistle, listen to TV, talk on my phone, talk outside her window, dribble a basketball, run around the complex screaming, slamming the front doors repeatedly..." Next time I'm moving, it's gonna be to a retirement community.

      Oh yeah, I JUST fell asleep when super loud song started playing. I woke up startled for a moment thinking I'm having a nightmare and posessed radio turned on in my room. It took me few seconds to realize it's from outside but by then I was heartattacking hard. fuuuuuu

      I miss the times when the loudest thing was a neighbor spitting lugies outside my window : (

      Not surprised I had a weird dream.

      DR 1 am:

      Someone's newborn is in my apartment. Then his mom takes him with her when she leaves. I'm outside on the sidewalk cleaning up when I get a hunch and decide to look in a trash bag. At first I don't see it, but another woman says "there he is". Now I see the newborn discarded by mom. He has blue patches all over him from being cold. I feel so bad for him, I pick him up and hold him so gently in my arms trying to get him warm. I tell the other person to get some blankets on him and she starts covering him up with bunch of tiny t-shirts.

      I go to neighboring school to report this and I find 2 undercover cops. I tell them about the baby and go back home to wait for them. But they don't come.
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      non-lucid
    13. Doomsday?

      by , 10-31-2016 at 02:15 AM
      i had a dream and when i woke up i started typing this so that i cant forget and I dont know what it means..sorry for my bad english
      Im in somewhat old/modern place (i dont really know but i saw some buildings made of stone / bricks) then a giant wave(tsunami?)started to appear eating the people...there are so many people and they are trying to run then I saw myself with my friends going to a forest but I think it is in the mountain we go there thinking it is a safe place then my dream shift to a big boat a ship then a light glowing on the sea appeared then a woman suddenly tyring to touch it but it cant be touch my mind telling me that it is dangerous then my dream shift back to where my friends and me in the mountain then the ground shaked for about 5-10 seconds then i was giving warning to my one of my friend but she keeps ignoring me then she trip and fall in water (bukal-from mountain) and I dont know if she survived but I her going down at deep..then after that someone or maybe god announce that "the one who ses the truth will come to this place"the people who heard it started running I started running to then i saw familiar face it is an artist(actor)so i followed him then i saw the place it is like a park and it has a fountain then after arriving at that place so many people gathered then I saw my family but one of the member of my family died and i was crying then people started to shout and scream that the wave is coming again and then I woke up crying...


      I just want to know what this dream means.
    14. Trying Direct Method

      by , 10-31-2016 at 01:15 AM (Crusader's Journal)
      July 2013

      In those days I was trying to get out of body by direct way before sleep, it is successful one. About 12 evening I went to bed with intention of direct way, and relax on the back without moving and calm the mind. Attempting to not fall asleep and catch slumber. Had a condition of semi-sleep, then was short dip in consciousness, one episode of dream, where I go on the field, after I was in the body with phantom sensations. Understood what was happening, awareness come back to me, and I try to get out. Crawl from my body, strong resistance pulls me back, and no vision. It is impossible to break away, and thinking "Motivation is not enough, there is no desire to fight". I ceased to apply effort and probably I was back into body. Then I think "if I can't, I just wish to appear in the room" and next moment I was standing in my room.

      I immediately knew that came out, remember these feeling and happy. At once was stable space, no gaps in perception. I came to the window and look at it, see the yard. Decide to go through glass, but could not to pass through it. Then I try to go through the wall, put my hands into it, made an effort, and it does not work too. Look outside and see that there is not even beautiful, the yard is not like in real life and not embellished, landscape such as an location in some old computer game, got bored, and changed my mind to get off.

      I think what can be done and remember one thing I wanted to do - look at my physical body. Turned back at room, see walls with a little gray lines and dashes, on bed I saw someone under a blanket. There was a slight feeling of anxiety, something like: I do it for the first time, it is important moment but gained confidence, going closer and knelt before him. I look and see my face, I was lying on right side, and at that moment my body head rises, opens his eyes, looking at me and starts to do some grimaces, in the eyes is seen that there seems to be no consciousness now, an unpleasant sight, but I decided to endure it and look at it for a while.

      Having seen enough, I got up and thought what to do next. I decide to leave the room, open a door, handle is opened as in real life even with same sound.
      Walk in the hallway, and wanted to enter into next room, door was open. As soon I come some one said "who is here?" I'm afraid that I will seen as a ghost and ran back to my room. Then I thought that is a good result, and decided to return into body at will, close to my body and wished to return, immediately open eyes and I was lying in same position how I saw myself from outside.
      (Now I think that was a ghost of the physical body.)
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      lucid
    15. 4 LDs on vacation

      by , 10-30-2016 at 09:01 PM (Cities in the Astral)
      1) I came to a stream and needed to cross. I was worried about my feet getting wet. I realized that the scene had very little detail and must be a dream. I crossed the stream and my feet were soaking wet. I decided as this is a dream I did not need to accept wet feet. I focused on making the water disappear and it evaporates into nothing.

      2) I am in a vague state of unclear reality. I realize this is likely a dream. I do a reality check by examining my hands. Definitely a dream. I stabilize by using mudras. I do not remember what else happened as I have noit been paying attention to lucid dreaming while on vacation.

      3) I am suddenly looking at a white background and see structures forming on it. They are kind of like long narrow crystals. Where am I? I do not have a body. This is a dream. What a weird dream, what is up with the disembodied white backgrounds lately. My wife is up and about in the hotel room and somehow causes me to wake up.

      4) I am doing something when I go through a door to the outside and I notice the structure of the house seems wrong. It is sort of crystalline. I do a RC by attempting to levitate. It works. I am dreaming. I fly up into the sky. I decide to try and go to a certain place from my childhood and find a certain DC. I flew around and saw what could be the place. When I got down there it was not the right place. It was a pub or something. I went in and there were DCs. I was able to control how they looked and exactly what they did. I would merely think that one now is a pretty woman, and suddenly the DC was. I would think come dance with me, and she did.
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