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I am with my dad, at a bookstore in Thailand. My dad picks a large volume, "I was looking to buy this one for you" he says. I do not remember the title or the topic of the tome.

There are vague interactions between me and a boy who looks like one of those kids from Mr. Osomatsu. I haven't seen that anime. He is drawn in anime style, but nobody seems to notice or care. He is cute, as in my dream has decided that I should find him cute. His behavior is endearing. He holds my hand a lot. I am a big sucker for that, I admit.

My dream transitions to me being on Facebook, which I don't go on that much in real life. I add the boy (who I'm going to refer to as "Osomatsu") on Facebook. Then I invite him toe Hentai Group. I'm serious. I don't recall much interactions with him about the Hentai Group, but I recall the Hentai Group discussing everything except Hentai, and that's why this dream's title doesn't have an NSFW warning.

We interact somehow, I don't rememebr what it is that we do together, but we do them in my boarding school's "Gala Day" event. He is very small. He is in a MEKA (from Overwatch) and he reminds me of gremlin D.va (it's an Overwatch meme)

I play a game similar to Dark Souls or Bloodborne, with another person who is likely not Osomatsu. An enemy warrior chases me. I don't recall much, except that they are female, and her face is covered with her helmet. She reminds me of a valkyrie, maybe. Or a harlequin. I think she wields two curved blades, or they might be fused into her. She is unkillable, her health regenerates rapidly and I can't kill her. I ran to find my friend working on an incredibly cryptic but engaging puzzle (some colored tiles on the floor). I ask him to help me pool together damage to kill the Valkyrie.

Just a short fragment recalled. I know I had more.

I'm standing on one side of a playground, maybe a tennis or basketball court. Two others are playing there. I yell at someone on the other side that "I would rather be flying". I don't know how those 2 will respond, because at the same time I know it's normal to be flying and that it's not.

Next thing I know, I am in the middle of a palm tree, up in the air, pushing aside dried leaves wanting to fly through it. When I back up exclaiming "whoa that's a lot of spiders". I don't see them, but I assume dried leaves are a haven for spiers and dust and stuff like that. Next thing, that other person is brushing some leaf debris from my shirt and I'm doing the same.

My eye dust is really 'organised now' I see a purple dream entrance so jump into a dream. WILD



I'm lucid in the dream.

First is a white castle/ school I'm only one there and it's being bombed.. with 'REALITY BOMBS' lol
The moon crone dream. The reality bombs started here.


So the bombs are dropping, they are cluster bombs with invisibility... my family's there it's really unstable, we are at a brink. We are in this school 'now' for a reason. I get bombed...

New reality.

This one is a real mess, houses are blowing up and people are vanishing as the buildings explode. War-zone style.
We are split, lots of us 'know' but some are still really scared of their shadow. There are lots of people confused and in fear... (It's amphibian reptilian) We all know it's something to do with 'GOD' but some are still scared of the judgement. This is causing the instability.

We are split, some are sending energy supporting the scared and anchoring them... some are trying to stabilise reality. I 'know' I'm building up my power...... I get hit and get zapped again into another reality 'Dead' ... the bombs are a dead like in the other games.

Connect with other's we are such a bunch of weirdos!! This time it's a space ship type place, but with a reality inside too, we can still see the players from the reality's below.

Wizards, Mystics, Time lords, religious people We look like a crazy bunch of nerds the conversations we are having are amazing, they are doing same as me..... time hopping, or tracking soul shards - messages. I understand them and them me!!
Some are having to wear dark glasses as the light and flicker rate is to high for them, I can still see (this is like screen refresh rate)
Ian and the kids are there too... I'm trying to juggle both.. no 'TIME' to meditate so I've been dragging the universe down here inside of me. (OOps ( I'm a singularity?? )

The reality's are flashing fast, one is tunnel... me and the others brace (OHHHH the Braclet??)

More reality Bombs.. We all brace together (me and the weirdos)
They don't go off again... lol or do they??? Heheh

I zap again into a 3rd reality. It's bright white light room, there are a group at a table only (9 - 12) We are from all over the world, we talk in riddles, we are laughing! 'WE DID IT'
They don't recognise me or me them, (But I know I've been with them in astral for ages)
They ask 'Who AM I' I laugh and tell them, 'I am YOU' We all laugh

We ask what we have been tracking... Some people a Lizard, Frog.... mine was the gold holographic frog in the 'Nephalim Elohim' Dream. We got back threw the separation... I came from the Nephilim / Elohim branch. (The Giants dreams... the Lucifer angel from my child hood)

A red hair woman comes up to me ( I think she's the fire element I sometimes meet) She takes my hand and crosses my palm with hers.

On my hand ancient writing appears in amber raised writing (It's my name but I can't read it) I see my picture though it's a Dragon
I gasp! She laughs, as she looks up at my face it fades, She is surprised I can see it too.... but I'm connected to over soul. I can only see it when she's looking... that is her gift <3 She tells me my soul name, but I can't 're'member' lol

First dream

With my mother and some another woman we were deep underground in some cavern system. There was water flowing rapidly on the ground and dripping from the ceiling. It was dark, but the water was strangely illuminated. It was also in a deep blue colour, contrasting highly with dark surroundings. We were climbing up some rope, but mother said that it won't lead us far and jumped down into water. I jumped after her and stream of water took me to another cavern. We landed on a small rock from which a rope led to exit from cavern. We were climbing, and when we were halfway there my mother said to that woman "We won't get out of here. It's prohpecised that we'll die here!". They disappeared, I still climbed but when I reached exit, it was blocked by a black and soft substance that I couldn't break through. I moved back to the cavern and jumped down to water on the bottom of it, then get out of water. There were some chests and barrels scattered around, I checked what was inside them and then I saw a dark elf with his vegetables stand. A dialogue window appeared with his name and why he was in the cavern.

Second dream

It was a really hot day. I was outside neighbor's house, standing with mother on the roadside. Neighbors left their house and relaxed with us on the road, then a truck appeared. It drove right through neighbors, but haven't hurt them. It just passed through them.

10.10.2016

(MILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I woke up about 5 hours into my sleep and stayed up for 30 minutes. I went back to bed, lied on my back, and repeated I would become lucid in my dreams. I tried paying attention to HIs but fell asleep rather quickly.

I was in my grandma's apartment in Venezuela. I walked into the kitchen and noticed the stove was on; I turned it off. I walked towards the living room and saw the windows were open. I took a peek and looked down; there was a tiny waterfall just a few feet away from her window and I noticed a pile of ashes sitting on top of it, getting slightly washed away by the falling water. I looked inside and saw her ash urn was open. I assumed those were her ashes on the waterfall and grabbed as much of it as I could. I ran to the kitchen to wrap them on paper towel and suddenly remembered to become lucid. I walked towards the living room but it all started to fade. I thought I would have a FA but instead I was in the void.
I focused on making my dream brighter and found myself in my bedroom. I did a RC and got out of bed. I walked towards the window, phased through it and started flying. I landed across the street. It was night time and chilly; a single street lamp was illuminating the street. I became a little uneasy for some reason but told myself it was my dream. I walked around wondering if I should try to teleport or fly to Kami's Lookout. I wanted to check how real my hearing sense was during lucid dreams, as I never pay much attention to it. I spoke, it sounded loud and clear.
I decided to fly there, so I took off. I found myself flying between tall buildings and assumed it was downtown. I saw my dad shouting at me from a window, he pointed somewhere, I turned my head and saw Kami's Lookout up in the sky, Korin's tower underneath. I flew towards it but for some reason I couldn't get enough air, so I just started climbing Korin's tower. Korin wasn't there as per usual. I got on the roof and jumped towards the ladder of Kami's lookout, but woke up abruptly.
I was lying in my bed, I did a RC and I was awake indeed.

I'm in a hotel, checking in. Go to the front desk to pick up my keys and they tell me I'm in room 135. There's not a lot of people in the lobby. I get into an elevator for the first floor. Why I needed to get on an elevator, no idea. So I'm in a hallway looking at all the plaques on the walls in front of all the doors for my room number. The numbers aren't in any sort of order, but they do all start with one. Then I realize, there's way too many people hanging out in the hall. I finally get to my door, use the actual key, not a key card, open the door, and something just doesn't feel right. The lights are on, I barely peek my head in and I just have a bad feeling. The coat rack is knocked over. So I decide to go back to the front desk. I turn around and there's still a lot of people in the hallway, just sort of milling about. In all my time in hotels, there's never been this many people in the hotel hallway, not even on Spring Break. Then I'm taking a closer look at the people... and they're definitely zombies. But they're not attacking me, like zombies are traditionally known to do. So I wonder... am I a zombie? And then I realize that if I'm having any cognizant thoughts at all, I must not be a zombie. But why aren't they attacking me? ::shrug:: So I get to the elevator, and someone else is in there with me, not a zombie. I look for the button for the 8th floor and realize that it's already lit. A bunch of numbers are lit. Then the elevator doors close, and I'm on the Tower of Terror at Disney. We're flying up and down and I notice there's someone in the corner operating the elevator. Looks evil. But smiles? Anyway. I realize that this is a ride at a theme park, thank the operator, and get out of the elevator.

I think I'm in my bedroom at my parents; house. Or the guest room. Anyway, I've been watching a lot of Charmed recently. Piper is in my room. I'm super attracted to her in my dream. We're all smiley and giggly. I lean in to her and say, "I really, really like you!" And I remember thinking, girl is totally straight, what the fuck am I even doing? But what the hell, I'll tell her anyway, what's the worst that can happen? So we start kissing and everything's cool. Then she's not there anymore, I'm still in the room and in my hands is a magazine open to an article about Japanese sex dolls, and what they all do, and rating them 1-10 and giving a description, etc. I am perplexed and sort of disgusted by this. Then I throw the magazine down and walk out of the room, and someone comes out of the other room. I look at the wall and make a comment about how the decals look good there. There were some tribal sort of decals on the wall, and they really didn't look good there at all come to think of it. ANYWAY!

#1- CAN AM I was riding on long winding roads which seemed like it was the Pacific coast. There were only guardrails and I was high up from the ocean. I was riding a Can Am (two wheels in front) and all alone and really enjoying it. I love seeing the water and I could hear the waves even though they seems pretty far down. I was having so much fun and thinking hmmmm I may need to get one of these, I can shift it easy with paddle shifter. My hands are small so I have a hard time with a clutch on a motorcycle and the three wheels seemed safer to me. I was wearing full leather gloves and immediately thought of the TOTM with the pockets. I reached with my left hand and I didn't feel any pockets. Then I noticed I was wearing rain gear with the letters BRP on them, the pants were elastic waisted and without any pockets? It was sunny out....I started thinking my mind is testing me, so I tried changing my pants with my mind but had no success. I did manage to pull my elastic waistband back and feel with my NOW half gloves with fingers exposed (never actually thought of that one, it just happened) I could feel I was wearing jeans under the raingear so I pulled over. I was going to take off the rain gear since it was beautiful out. I started pulling off the pants when they got stuck on my boots and I fell to the ground. I took my boots off and could only imagine what a fool I looked like. People were slowing down because they probably thought I was stripping. I finally stood up, when I hear my husband jump out of bed. He said he had a crazy dream. Great!!!! Now I missed my challenge lol. I did want him to share his dreams with me and it was a strange one.

#My Husbands Crazy Dream:
He had a dream he was at a co workers house. I will be nice and just say this is a woman he would never be at her house. She probably lives in a really bad neighborhood, we give her items for her house that we no longer need. He was sitting on her couch looking at her tv in a wall unit when everything in the house started flickering and tv was going off and on. He said the house got dim. Then a repair guy came to fix the tv and while he was there fixing it, my husband saw a bunch of ghosts come out and one big one was giving him dirty looks. He could tell he was not friendly like the others seemed. He said the ghost sat down on the arm rest of the couch and said I am real and if you don't believe me touch the back of my neck. My husband reached over and touched the back of his neck and felt sharp whiskers and cold. He said that he was an indoor spirit and he never leaves the house. He told my husband that he is real and he can hurt him and suggested he leave right away. Oh my goodness.

#2 TOTM- My goal was for Basic II because it looked like fun to me. I was at the graveyard to visit my Grandson to bring him the little pumpkin I got him. It was so tiny but adorable. No idea where I got it. I was alone (I never go alone). It was sad to see so many children there but I didn't feel extremely stressed. I had this peaceful sensation, which I have had a lot these days. I was admiring the sounds of the birds and watching the pairs of birds flying together and listening to the wind chimes in the tree, when I felt a flutter feeling in my right pocket. Oh yeah, that made me think of the pocket task! I was a little hesitant to see what it was so I went for the left pocket. I pulled out a little green matchbox car and a tiny spiderman figurine. That seemed very logical to me. I almost expected something else. I placed them down next to the little pumpkin on his marker/stone. Then for the fluttering pocket. I was extremely careful as I pulled out a white triangular box. I could feel it moving, at this point it was really shaking. I opened it carefully and out came about 3 large orange a black butterflies which were flying around me. Then out came the most beautiful green butterfly. Green was my grandson's favorite color :-). He sat on the edge of the box for what seemed like minutes. Then they all flew off together. These kinds of dreams have a lot of meaning for me and it gave me a sense of happiness in a place where I probably should have been sad. I completed my first task which also made me feel excited!

D1 - I was at my parents house, everything was really white (as usual in my dreams). I threw some rubbish out of the window and was spyed by a neighbour so I scooted out of there. Apparently I was running late for work (a lot) and ran down the road to the only bus stop in thre little village.
Got to work late wearing black jeans and there was some kind of function going on (reminded me of old work place). I then am climbing across a semi circular structure made of giant metal hoops, it is not easy at all but the other employees are trying to use the stairs? as well a man and a woman in evening dress. The man is particularly annoying, criticising my method of climbing. I am practically falling off by this point.

D2 - The are two kinds of bees, blue and green. Although they look fairly alien, nothing like bees at all.
The blue ones make a clicking noise and clip together?
Next Billy is trying to carry a load of gold and bees? precariously on the top of a car that is being driven slowly around a sloping road. He is on top. Somebody tries to stop us and I get fed up and cut his head off with some kind of wire. We then have to run for it. We are in a posh edwardian building wearing black tailored tailcoats. We have metal trays to protect against the impending barrage of bullets heading our way. One of us has green on and one blue.

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The blue and green seemed to represent the two people I contacted, yesterday or two possible routes for me to take in life.
Blue for the blues, green for go I guess.

+ tahoe, water, crayfish (toe), around to back, talk more about Tahoe, crayfish (bucket means a meal), "you can't take them out because this is a national park". I see back behind me in the sun on a volleyball park my mother (old) and another woman playing old-person volleyball, but my mom does an impressive overhead smash serve. More and more old people playing volleyball. Some young people throwing net/blankets over the net and I keep trying to pull it out of the way. I enter a room there's an old many there. I go to a toilet in the corner and lift up the lid, there are drops of urine there. I notice in a room through a door right there an old woman peeking at me as I prepare to pee, I move around to put my back to her to block the view as I start to pee, I notice there's a ribbon on white along with the yellow that leaves a pattern in the bowl.

+ Outdoors, physical education teachers/coaches are laying out devices for a training session. I think it will involve running laps. I start a methodical/plodding jog, I notice I'm wearing a bright yellow college (C) sweatshirt and I think I will probably sweat alot in it. I'm running counter-clockwise on the track. There is a group of "cool" thugs/bullies who mock my running style and laugh at me. Around the far corner of the track they accost me and I push one of them aside and make to fight him. I try to keep going but they bother me again. I yell at them "are we here to do sports or do stupid things?"

+ LUCIDD 210 LD#210
I "wake" on my back in bed and suspect I'm dreaming, do a nose pinch and get lucid. I have no visuals, and it's really hard to get up out of bed. I move slowly not wanting to lose the dream. I somehow know that I am in my CH living room. I finally stand up and make an effort to open my eyes, expecting to see a Christmas tree in its traditional location in the corner. I get really hazy visuals and sort of think I see a Christmas tree there but not decorated and I move on to the dining room. I think of TOTM and recall "walk with your head" and think how I'd do that but don't think more of it. Then I remember bring a person from 200 years ago, I recall my planned person, Mark Twain, and I think I will find him behind a door somewhere. I think I should go open the front door to see him.I spent the rest of the time fading in and out of lucidity. I go out on the deck and have an amazing high-def view of the city below, so much detail that I think I can't possibly be dreaming, and if I tried to fly it wouldn't work. I keep walking around the house not really noticing where I'm going and with no particular objective except to keep doing nose pinch. It seems I can't breathe, but there is a small bit of air escaping each time. I keep doing it for a while trying to determine what the result means. Then I find myself lying on my side back in the living room and lookin at a bright orange shoe box on a bedside table. I decide that if the box moves/levitates to my mental command that I'm still dreaming, but it doesn't move. Later on there's a long non-lucid sequence involving a tiny puppy/miniature dog that my old [deceased] dog L tries to pick up and throw over the side of the deck, the puppy leaves puddles around the house and I yell at my wife for buying another dog without asking me first.

Time is about 6 hours. Work on recall. Remember the LD which I'd forgotten at first. Lots of noise, wife movements, hard to get back to sleep. I do a full-body relaxing scan starting at my feet and frequently lose my place, that's good, I'm probably close to sleep.

Collection of brief fragments over the next couple of hours. Moments very vivid and present but short, and don't recall all of them.

+ many moments, a lot forgotten

dog, then dog in car

on the playground trying with a group to get a girl to do something, I show her that the little objects are (not scary?). They are very strange little shaped things, I look at them and poke them with my finger

Making a milkshake for my son at a counter. There are odd deep ice freezers which create cylinders of ice which are used to make the shake and the freeze the milkshake contents. I have my arm deep in these freezing containers and feel how the ingredients have frozen solid. I think that we're using a lot of this ice and we may run out of it, I see that the women who work here have several cyilinders of ice pre-frozen but I think that if there are a lot of orders that they can run out. I'm asking them "is that there the place where you make the ice?".

I had some bizarre dream about me & 2 other women being told we were going to be hired to watch some snooty rich women's children. She was really insane. She wanted us to let her little & by little I mean little adolescents do whatever the hell they wanted & we would have to keep the shits alive. Her house was a serious rich person house & those kids had everything & only wanted more. By the end I called her a fucking Bitch which totally appalled her & told her to go fuck herself. I promptly left. I don't really talk to ppl like that much in my dreams but man she was a real piece of work. No amount of money would be enough to deal w/ that kind of job. I also don't take too well to ppl "telling me I will be doing something in a demanding demeaning way. If she were a real person, I positive she would have got that message, lol.

I was watching the new Magyver tv show & it had this rich guy who obviously bled over into my dream but it woman form.