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DREAM

This dream is awesome, lucid.. It's a WILD (WakeintoLucidDream) It's soo real.

It's about putting bits back together, a future a past a game. A home! A game I play with friends...We are multidimensional ones were play hide and seek, have races to find stuff do stuff all across space and time.
We have finished a game I'm a tunnel running threw pages of a book the pages are worlds/times/possibility's/
A Grey tunnel with doors opens in front of me, I step in. It's got instructions and telepathic messages but I know the protocol I've done this lots. I step in close my eyes.
It's like superspeed elevator going up and down at the same time..... St-reaching then wooshhhh --- Then robotic telepathic voice says , 'Extracting consciousness now' ...... BLISS!!

I'm in a light body, on a space ship, it's grey with a red glow... There is a broadcast.... it's telepathic the vibration message goes to mind.
'Good game everyone, lots of reds this time, then goes of to read codes and download speeds'

We all have coloured lights in our hearts... many peoples are pure one colour but mine are mixed like a yin-yang.... I can see it reflected onto the wall rather than in me. It's Pinky/Red/Purple/Blue we are also given a DL speed.
We are discussing different creations and ways to create. I recall I'm a bit of a maverick 'here' I work alone,rather than with a team.... I believe in growth naturally for the sake of it.

I can see and remember 1000's of creations and reality's lives/games I've played.

The lucid dream I had with a robot and the VR robot demo for the vive are all reality's.
The dreams I've had that lasted years are all real too. We are all in a locker room waiting to de-brief, I can't wait to go again there is lots of humour and friendly competition.
It's like we've been DL'd from an MMOLRPG -- ( Oh, these are taken from 'inside' too O.o lol)
I come back.... This wasn't like waking up, it was like coming back

I'm back in bed lol and the time is 3.33!!



Sooo this felt so real, It's a concurrent life I think. Just wondering if anyone is familiar with this type of setting? My daughter told me when she was 3 years old she didn't want to die and have to go back to space ship and come back to a different mother.

Bed @ 2240
Wake @ 0140 /w full bladder

Call of Duty
I'm getting ready to play cooperative Call of Duty 4 with a friend. It's been a long time since I played, so I watch a video refresher. I get a reminder mainly about stealth, how to sneak, how to stay out of the light, and how it's pretty much impossible to hide when you're carrying something important, which glows like a beacon from y our back. Now I'm watching another video staring a couple of guys. It's much more colorful than the first, and at first I think it's something else, but eventually I realize it's still for this game. Now I'm watching as a couple of guys are sneaking across an area full of pressure plates (each of which has a special marking) to get to an artifact in the center. As they're getting close, a large man walks brazenly through the area, reaches over an unbroken ring of pressure plates, grabs the artifact, and starts to walk off. The first team sits stunned for a moment and then goes into action, trying to take down the newcomer and his team. They manage it, though some suppressing sniper fire makes it difficult.

Now I'm seeing the game as if I'm inside it. It's night, and I'm carrying the artifact. I see an enemy sniper off to my left, on the other side of a multilane road, though doesn't yet see me. I've got two teammates (one of whom is currently very stealthy while the other is slightly stealthy), and they manage to take him out so I can move. I can't see myself, but I know the artifact is making me glow. Now we've reached an elevator. One of my teammates wants to show me something, and he asks me to hand him the backpack. I do, and he immediately jumps into the elevator, pushes a button to close the doors, and laughs at me. I realize he's going to get credit for delivering the artifact instead of me! I bang on the doors of the elevator, then try to open them with my hands, but nothing happens (other than additional laughter from inside). I run for the stairs behind me, but it's many flights to get down to the mission objective, and I know he's going to beat me. I kick myself for forgetting about the artifact glow (huh?), and I wish I could play coop games with John again. We used to do it on a regular basis, but it's been a long time and he's just not interested any more.


Slippery cave
I'm in a cave with a friend. We've both got little sliding board. The cave is steep and fairly straight and covered with something slippery (snow? That doesn't seem right - we're not dressed for cold), and many people are sliding down a long way, going from the opening of the cave all the way to the other end. Now I'm about to go, but something's changed: there are large bare patches, and most of the crowd is gone. My mother-in-law apologizes: she thought everyone was done and has started cleaning up and putting away, though she says if I want to slide I can just put down <something>. I look around for it and see it (it looks like rolled up carpet); but I'm confused again because it looks like it's no more than twenty feet from the cave mouth to the far wall, and I could have sworn it was far longer than that before. Maybe I was thinking of a different cave. I walk deeper into the cave complex and find another room with sofa cushions on the floor. Maybe this is what I'm looking for. There are a variety of cushion designs, including some that look like they came from my own house! Initially, I think that all the cushions are of the same height, but looking again I see they're all sorts of shapes and sizes - some of them aren't even "box"-shaped. I see at least one or two foam blocks that look like cubes cut in half, triangular and sharp. I pull them out and go hunting for pillows of an appropriate size and thickness to fit in nicely with the pillows around the spots which held the weird "triangular" pieces.


Cleanup snafu
I'm helping clean up, including throwing a lot of stuff away. Something goes wrong, and I'm embarrassed. I end up throwing away a bunch of stuff and immediately running to get far away from the trashcan - I was trying to avoid some kind of threat.


BTB @ 0200.
Woke @ 0400 /w crying baby

Fragment: My second daughter is standing in a stark-white kitchen.


Woke @ 0545 /w noisy kids
Final Fantasy cheat codes
I'm playing Final Fantasy 7. I run to the top of some stairs, jump off, and land a long, long way down. As I land, I remember that, if I input the right code during the fall, I can get something really good. I go back up and try again, trying to remember the code, but it's just not coming to me. I send a quick message to John, asking if he remembers, but he doesn't. I try to look up the code another way, but something else comes up and I have to walk away from the game for a while.

I fell asleep at 3AM. Lot of noise from neighbors... upstairs at the right: the TV, and right above me: so... it was hard to fall asleep.

I woke up at 7:30. I had a weird dull dream (about some concepts of Buddhism: Avijja and Sankharas).

I decided that was a poor rest although i slept 4 hours and i could meditate the rest. I didn't feel sharp so i decided to sleep. I woke up at 11:20 (about 4 hours later) having dreamt with:

- Being in a party. It looked like a neighborhood of a town, like Marcos Juarez. There were people hanging on the street but they were from a different party. Some people i knew were hanging in a house, but i didn't want to go in, i didn't want to go to the party. So i just stayed otuside. Then the grandson of a sister of my grandmother, Maria, entered the house but before that he greeted me and invited me to go into the house. I said thanks but maybe later. I then didn't remain very aware, if i would have i would have remained outside, but as sheep do i followed him in. The house looked like a poor house... i didn't last long there since the dream scene changed into my appartment, at night. In there i was looking at the PC. I don't know how that happened but i was looking at some girls, who looked pretty. Then i woke up.

Side notes:

- I did a short WBTB, of 5 minutes. Then i saw half video of Dhamma on Air #40 or so. I meditated on the parts of the body right before i fell asleep. It was very calming, very nice, i recommend it. (But having done this i don't know why i saw the girl as a pretty girl. Maybe i need some more practice).
- The grandson of Maria looks like Christoph Waltz. I saw a photograph the day before that my father sent and he looked like that actor. Last week my father told me that he was a nice/gentle person.
- Yesterday my mother asked how was the party i went to. I said i actually didn't like it but i stayed there to greet Fran.
- Yesterday i began translating a video of Ajahn Brahm that talked about sheep.
- Yesterday i searched for Luangta Maha Boowa, and one video in which he didn't talk but another bhikkhu did came out. It was about Avijja. I actually didn't watch it or listen to it, maybe 2 minutes, but that was what i first dreamt about.

(the title comes from the second lucid dream)

LD 1: I was flying around in the parking lot/middle area of a place of appartments, with a building of apparatments to my left and right and I was flying up to a window and entering? I also had a part with going around a neighborhood entering houses or just walking around with friends. There was also something with a giant pokémon I summoned and it was fighting someone else's, it was video game like.

LD2: I'm in a gym's changing room, there are 2 or 3 girls there and I wonder if it's the right room, but it's the boy' room so I just assume they are in the wrong room. So I act cool and change. My nephew(s) and brother is also there with me, they flirt with the girl(s) or she/they flirt(s) with them. They fail xD I'm still acting cool, not interested in flirting with random girls. Then somehow I and a red-haired girl get a long and I don't remember what happened, but we are lovers suddenly. And in bed, not in a gym changing room. We are kissing and cuddling and all sweet and lovely = ) This goodness lasts at least 5 minutes She says she is 50 years old and at first I say or think it doesn't matter then I say that's ridiculous, the way you look, and we laugh together. Even now (at 4PM) I very vaguely remember what she looked like, she had a slightly prominent bone structure (face) and pale skin with slightly colored cheeks, blue + slightly green eyes of medium size. I dont remember the length of her hair but it was straight and not voluminous but at least slightly past shoulder length and the color was orangy red, not deep dark red. And she was beautiful.

(still LD2) And near the end I thought of telling her it is a dream and I was wondering how to say it and I also thought of this DJ and of the title "Red is her name" but it ended and I didn't get the chance. I don't remember at which point I became lucid, and I know I was only vaguely aware that I was dreaming. But I wouldn't have cared anyway because it was so nice with her it was worth losing awareness :)

When I woke up, I said the first dream was ~15 minutes and the second one 10-15, but I remembered only like a total of 30 seconds scattered over parts of the 1st one and the second one I remember about half I think. Actually the first one I didn't remember at all at first and after practicing mindfulness for a few minutes it came back to me slowly (pretty cool huh, this is how I remember dreams).

Notes to self: Now that my sleep schedule is somewhat solid, or solid enough, I can try sleeping a little earlier and occasionally sleep 30-60 minutes longer if I wake up earlier and this way get some cool extra lucid dreaming time. It would be cool to have better recall and for that I can do WBTBs, which doubled (possibly more) my recall, but it can mess up my rythm so I can do this later and for now I'll try to do it only by journaling and trying to remember details every morning (if I wake up in time).

I had a pretty hard time sleeping this night. I rolled on my bed for hours while my mind was going over all kinds of nonsensical toughts. Sometimes I'd get lost in these weird toughts and then snap back and realise I still hadn't fall asleep. There was a point were I couldn't tell if I had already fallen asleep and woken up from a dream, which was pretty frustrating because I wanted to do a WBTB. Despite all that I finally had a dream.

Dream 1:
I was in class back in school and the teacher was, for some reason, asking us videogame questions. Everyone else was struggling to answer and I was getting all of them right. I remember one question being about Kirby and the other one being about the Pokémon Mudkip.

Some old classmate that I don't like started saying something that annoyed me, I got angry and started talking back, but noticed I was getting too out of hand and tried to regain my composure and just go along with him, I don't think he was that intent on making me mad, he was mostly joking around.

A while after thst, people started getting up and packing up their stuff. I noticed everyone had their PE uniforms on and asked some guy if it was PE class next and he confirmed it. I was kinda annoyed because I don't like PE, but I started packing up anyway. I noticed someone left a bag and some videogame controllers behind and I was asking around to find out who left it behind. I also remember seeing a friend who I didn't see in a long time and being happy.

I woke up, happy that I got some sleep and decided to try WILD, but fell asleep.

Dream 2:
I was in my room at night and got up out of bed. I started looking like at the shelfs beside my bed and picked up my Wii U gamepad controller. I then realise there was another one, and began to get very confused. I checked it to see if it had the hylian markings just like mine, which is a limited edition one, and indeed they were identical. I started tried to remember if I accidentaly took someone else's gamepad home with me by mistake, but I was very sure I didn't. I took both of them to the window, hoping the light from outside could help me examine them better, but it was still too dark. I went outside my room and stood by the table outside the kitchen, trying to work out what was happening there. I got suspicious that it was a dream and nose plug RC and I could breathe!

I looked at my hands and tried the finger method to remember my goals. Stabilize, find my DG and fly. I could remember all of them. I was actually amazed by the lifelike lucidity of this dream. I had never had a dream so vivid and lucid before, I basically had waking-level lucidity. I looked outside and it was still dark. I don't like being in the dark in my dreams, so I said something like "Time to rise, sun!" and clapped. The sun slowly started rising and things started to get brighter. I went to my grandmother's room and directly to the window. I teared out the protective window net so I could jump out. As I was preparing to jump out and fly, I had second-toughts and decided to pick up a rope to lower myself down, afraid that I might fall down. I found a rope, tied it somewhere and began descending. I tought it was a bit slow for my liking, but then decided that wasn't such a big deal.

Once I could touch the floor, I ran inside a house where I found a big TV. I called out for it, and static began to appear, then forming the word "Yes" on the screen. I interpreted that as "Yes, what is it?" and told it I was ready to meet my dream guide. Some words appeared on screen, as if it was trying to load something and Kermit the frog appeared on screen. He was the conductor of a train and was frantically pulling the whistle and pointing to the right. I tought the TV could only communicate with TV shows and stuff like that. I looked right and there was a door leading outside. I asked the TV if that was where I would find my DG and Kermit kept pulling the whistle and pointing in that direction. I got really excited and ran outside.

As soon as I was outside, I saw some guys running around and wrecking havock. They were dressed like old-west bandits, or at least that's what I tought because the bright red masks got my attention. I was pondering if I should chase them and remembered I'm in the dream hero league and probably should do some hero work. I also tought this might be a "trial" from my DG. I began chasing them down the street and they ran. Along the way I got worried by the dream destabilizing and stopped to do some stabilizing. I tried to feel a glass door. I then tought that by going through the door, the sensation might stabilize the dream, so I pushed my hands through the glass like I usually do. I pulled back and decided I should stabilize properly after dealing with the bandits.

I caught up with them and lifted my right arm up, thinking I should use my hero powers. It began charging up with some static (my power basically powers up any part of my body) and I puched one of the bandits on the guts. I started doing some crazy moves, like punching a guy up in the air, jumping and slamming him on another guy. My words here simply can't do justice to this scene, the movement was so fluid and vivid. Despite being pretty one-sided, it was an awesome fight. After I dealt with them, I found myself in a shopping. I saw a bunch of people eating pizza, which gave me a craving for pizza. This is where, unfortunately, I completely forget about my DG. I instead go inside a restaurant and aks the clerk at the cash register for some free pizza. I looked in my pockets trying to find some money, but didn't find anything, so I had to come up with some way to get free pizza. I tell her I'm from the Dream Hero League and heroes have "hero credit" which allow them to get free stuf. She argued there was no such thing. This woman was pretty grumpy and clearly didn't enjoy her job, which was annoying me. I said that yes, there was something like that and I put my finger on some kind of fingerprint scanner (I guess to confirm that I was a hero). Nothing happened and the woman said "... aaand my hand has been forced.". She started rambling about hating her life or something and I told her to see a psychologist or something like that. I walked away and lost lucidity at this point. I saw an ad for cheddar pizza play out for some reason, then the dream shifted to another woman who was prancing around in a farm along two white fences. Instead of being pointy, the fences had orbs on then, with some weird blue-green thing that was put over then, kinda like a swimming cap. She passed by some children putting the blue-green thing on the fences and at the end there was a kid putting it on her own head. At this point I woke up, excited because of the dream I just had.

Morning of October 17, 2016. Monday.



The time seems to be early afternoon in all the outdoor scenes. In the first scene I am in our residence but I am not sure where it is implied to be. Our youngest son Oliver has a large terrarium that extends from floor to ceiling though it looks like an aviary. It is directly in the corner of the left side of the room, about two and a half feet square. He seems cheerful. Zsuzsanna is concerned about him seeing the turtle he had brought home the day before. I look in and notice that the turtle seems propped against the back of the cage on the right. It is on its right side and a bite had seemingly been taken out of it, shell and all, probably by another animal in the cage. I am not sure what to do with it but Oliver does not notice.

My attention falls on weird animals in the cage. There are a few spiders with black disk-like bodies, the bodies of which are almost as big as my fist, though their legs are nearly three feet long. The legs are thin and closely paired so that it looks like they have four legs instead of eight. One seems positioned head down, its legs on two different large branches so that I mostly view it from the top of its body. I look to the right side and notice that the cage, at least on that side, is designed more like the front of a jail cell with the bars sparse enough for any of the animals to easily leave the cage. The side facing me does not seem of this appearance. I comment on how they could get out, but it does not bother me that much.

In the second scene, the personified preconscious appears as an unknown male of about my age and is presently sitting in another area of the room, though does not yet attain a more dominant presence. I watch three mole crickets crawling about on a pillow. Two are their natural color but the smallest of the three, in the middle, is pure white. I reflect on the idea of them possibly crawling on a person in their sleep, but there is not that much concern. A mole cricket is a tertiary dream sign that symbolizes going deeper into sleep in real-time, two of them symbolizing Zsuzsanna and I but the white one in the middle representing moon induction (circadian rhythms factor) and shared dreaming on the spiritual level as analogous to the Blue Pearl event (inviolable telepathy between soulmates, specifically twin flames as Zsuzsanna and I are).

The personified preconscious points to an unrealistically large detached crab spider head facing us from the right side of a pillow across the room on a bed perpendicular to the bed I had been looking at near the center of the room. “Something should be done about that head on the pillow,” he says. Despite this incredibly obvious dream sign of him directly exposing his role as the personified preconscious, my dream self remains completely clueless and no lucidity is triggered.

In the next scene, we end up in a small dimly lit room which has the essence of liminal space (even though I am not near waking yet). He sits on a wooden chair while I seem to sit cross-legged on the floor. I am facing him as he talks about money but he seems sarcastic about a certain business I do not know the name of (although he had apparently said it a few times but my dream self remains unaware of some of what he says). He seems to mimic advertisements and promotional gimmicks. “Make lots of money,” he says, mocking the original supposed speaker and waving his arms around seemingly in frustration. “Have you heard of Amway?” I ask him after watching and listening to his routine for several minutes. He glares at me as if I am unbelievably stupid and had not heard a word he had said, as Amway is apparently what he had been talking about all that time. I feel embarrassed but try to explain that I had heard him, though my pretense is not very convincing.

In the next scene I find myself near an intersection having apparently mowed our front lawn recently. My (fictional) house is on the street that is perpendicular from where I am standing near a bus stop. I contemplate how I have to mow this whole area, but after a short time, I realize that it is not my responsibility and the city council will do it at a later date. Despite being near the bus stop, I am not interested in (subliminally) shifting consciousness. However, five young people get off. They do not regard me at this time.

Despite my cursory faux memory and brief acknowledgement of my dream house (which seems vaguely based on the Loomis Street house though the rest of the area is not as such), I soon go into the backyard of our present house, though the gate is on the wrong side; at the north end of the fence near the southwest corner of our house instead of the south end near the northwest corner of our shed. A young unfamiliar black woman, who seems to be a teacher, is there with Zsuzsanna. Zsuzsanna has seemingly been given something that was stealthily taken from the personified preconscious. It seems conspiratorial. There are apparently two batches of mail-order pills. I take the two packages from Zsuzsanna’s left hand. One of them is a C4 manila envelope (yellow) padded with bubble-wrap and the other is a white C8 envelope with lesser bubble wrap. I open the larger package to find that it contains several cylindrical prescription bottles of pills of some kind. (None of us take prescription pills in real life.) There is also a receipt. I look at it and read it closely. “These pills cost eighty-six dollars a fortnight,” I say, seeing the total price listed as $86.00 under $79.95 and the shipping and handling fee of $6.05. “It's eighty-six.”

I fail to recall that eighty-six is the number implemented when the personified preconscious gives up on my non-lucid dream self (having “eighty-sixed me”), thus no coalescence, implicit or not, at the waking stage. This is validated by the fact it comes in the mail, which represents communication between dream self and whole conscious self identity.

The preconscious essence flows into the five children (and I do not focus on the fact that we have five children although these children are unfamiliar) who had gotten off the bus earlier and so naturally they approach our home to impose upon us to try to get me to either wake or become lucid. Zsuzsanna and I are sitting on chairs outside of our fence, our backs to it, our youngest daughter and youngest son sitting between us (which is not something we had ever actually done). A boy somehow throws a large mattress fairly high into the air above our heads (probably subliminally associated with our youngest son now sleeping on the top bunk of a bunk bed), but it misses us in coming down, landing immediately to Zsuzsanna’s right. I get the impression that he had been trying to throw the mattress over our fence (beyond liminal space and out of the immediate level of consciousness). I still do not grasp such an obvious dream sign. “Are you trying to kill someone…such as a baby?” I yell angrily at the boy.

The entire orientation soon changes without a clue on my part. We are now all in our backyard on our side of the fence yet the five children (who must have teleported with us) are now leaving through the gate, the boy somehow carrying the mattress again (which does not at all resolve logically from a conscious viewpoint since he is seemingly carrying it on his right side as he would a textbook). I am so angry that I decide to follow them. As soon as I step outside of the gate, my consciousness shifts into the waking stage and I realize I had been had.

... I had an earlier dream in which I became lucid... involving Drax the destroyer and space ships and fighting and... can't remember any specific details. Dammit


4.50am- 6.20am Medium LD
Looks like a blue pen has exploded all over my white shirt. The droplets of ink are tiny and in a spray pattern down the right side. I am in an unusual office made of several rooms. An unfamiliar DC asks if a particular chair pays tax. What on Earth are you talking about? Why would a chair pay tax? I ignore the stupid question and get on with my work.

On the desk is a notebook filled with pictures and cut out lines of printed text. There are names and captions for some of the pictures. Also, I can overhear a meeting going on in the room above. I try to drown it out by putting my headphones in. Hip hop music starts playing. I try to change the disc and realise the headphones aren't even connected to the player, but the music is directly in my ears not coming from the device.

I start walking out of the office, down a long corridor piled with crates and boxes. The song lyrics mention Men in Black, and the whole place starts rocking like a moving train. At the end of the corridor there is a room with no doors or windows. In the roof is a closed hatch.

As I lift the hatch up to escape the train, it occurs to me that this is all rather ridiculous. Must be a dream.

I decide to do the task of the month and reach into the pockets of my trousers. Both hands emerge with some kind of wrapped spring roll type food. Neat. I eat both and find they are indeed duck spring rolls. Not really sure what to do next, I phase through the side of the train and find myself in a town centre.

The area is brick paved and pedestrainised. People are strolling around and the street contains several shops. The closest one contains running gear. I start leaping over benches and the brick bases surrounding decorative trees. After a short bit of parkour, I wake up.

(I missed the first night)

[Night 2]

Dream 1 : In a little touristic town in asia, probably bangkok, some people and I were having fun jumping in a pool, from various heights, from wooden structures where are bars... This dream is tinted with naive ignorance and happiness, like childrens in holidays... [Remember a Full Non-Lucid Dream - 1 point]

WBTB = sucess [WBTB (success or failure) - 2 points]
WILD = fail

Dream 2 : I got teleported on a steep roof, on a big house, at night.
I have the subtle intuition that this is a dream, so I perform a RC (finger in palm) and succeed [Reality Check / Stabilization - 1 poin][First DILD of the Night - 10 points]. But, I'm half-lucid, that mean I try to convince other people in my dream that we are dreaming (people I know in daily life).
They tend to act like "weirdo automated puppet" with low awareness, so that they talk simple language, and act in a previsible/automatic way.
One guy, that I don't know in real life, seems to be aware of the situation (being in a dream) and look at me. I also say to him "heeey, we are in a dream!" and he look like me, like "pfff.. ahaha, beginner mistake..."[Interact with a Dream Character - 2 points].
Then, I just contemplate the vividness of the dream, in every details.

Dream 3 : In a youth hostel in London where I gone in real life,
I'm at the underground floor, where there is a bar, music, billiard and random tables. I'm about to leave the room, but a girl look at me.
I feel ridiculous because I'm eating a banana, and it's a pain cause there are some sorts of :
http://www.xaltyq.com/photo/pl253689...6gsm_12gsm.jpg
The girl laught. I pretend to be confident, and assume the fact that I'm eating a banana, and talk to here.
[Remember a Full Non-Lucid Dream - 1 point]

[Night 3]

WBTB = fail [WBTB (success or failure) - 2 points]
WILD = fail

Dream 1 : In my grandparent house, the ex-president of my country is swimming in the pool. There is also a polynesian familly, I guess the stepfamilly of the president.
[Remember a Non-Lucid Fragment - ½ point]

Dream 2 : In my other grandparent house, I feel nostalgic and try to find objects that remind me my grand-father. I follow my intuition which bring me to this particular object. I can't remember what it is, but I know it would stand there in real life.
[Remember a Non-Lucid Fragment - ½ point]

had a lot of fragments with some wakings over the night but didnt write anything down till morning.
after GF left the house i did SSILD and felt asleep again even though it was already 8:30 and i had around 9h of sleep... cant do this every day but yea... earned a decent lucid with not too much access to memory..

i cross a street with my brother. i think about jumping up a pretty high wall, some lucidity streams in. i see two pretty ugly women, fat and with a stupid look in their face hearing music thru earphones. one of them has one in her ear and one in her nose. all this results in me being lucid.
i sing a song about how stupid those two are and continue to move with my bother. i dont do any RC... but i jump up the wall i saw. my brother continues to walk on the pavement. i jump down where a gap in the wall is and smash down pretty hart on something loose on the ground. i smile to my brother and repeat it one more time. i jump next to him and start using TK. with a simple hand gesture i let a parking truck behind me levitate. i wonder shortly that its so easy but i keep going and "throw" it some meters in front of me on the pavement on a cat/dog of an owner... i instantly feel a little bad. but we keep moving and the car and the "accident" disappeared. i let a older chubby man float around and turn him in air. but i dont want to do any harm so i try to let him down softly on his feet but he has problems to stop turning around and so it needs some more seconds and mange to set him down save. we continue walking and i think about how to make some points... for some reason i just dont remember my 3 step task or any of my incubated goals what so ever.
so i decide to make some fire in my hands. as some of you know this is not a specialty of mine. while walking i imagine energy flow into my right hand and visualize a fire but its not working. to concentrate better i stop moving. and use both my hands. i hold them like i would hide a ball in between them and slowly pull them apart. i have a small flame in my right hand but i cant expand it and it turns off fast. i repeat it and my palm is burning a litte but again cant do anything with it. i concenrate a little more and now i have a small ball of fire in between my hands and while i pull them apart the fire is expanding. i hear a background noise that says something similar like " Plz dont do any fire here (so nothing starts burning) and nevertheless the pro guy who do flames is in town so there is nothing to win here" ignoring the voice i feel satisfied so far with my fire bending and i continue walking with my brother.
i tell him i want to hear some set of Sigil. while we approach a house (of a previous dream i think) i ask him if he could ask out loud for some music by sigil. he asks and as we enter the house i hear some music. we approach a girl and i ask her if we can turn on sigil and she answers "this is sigil already" i am not sure but go with it and listen a little. i ask loud what to do now. i think about my personal goals thinking if i already did one by coincidence but i cant remember any and remember to summon my cat. i know cant say what was first. the idea of summon my cat or the black cat that sits next to the door. i see it now and think yea that is not my cat. i want to make mine appear right infront of me. i make a wipe around with my hand and blur the background a little and try to see my cat. i see some patterns but not really a cat. i stop and see my cat sitting right next to ne black one. nice i call him and he comes to me. i pet him a little and decide to wake up what i do


so far not so satisfied with my commitment and outcome of the competition but i will try do to some decent daywork and incubate some cooler stuff. tomorrow i have to get up early so probably no lucid again... :/

Night with long preparation. Tried the 'catch the butterfly' technique, I got up to vibration and hallucinations (I was seeing the face of my cat) and hypnagogia and semi paralysis, but didn't manage to fall asleep. Then I had an unintentional wake back to bed. and...

- dream (lucid): I was in a dark room, doing something at the computer. I hear my girlfriend crying in another room, I went there and she was in the bed, complaining that I was hiding something. I was cuddling her and assuring her that it was not the case. A weird thing is that I could hear her breathing very loud even when she was talking (probably I was hearing my girlfriend next to me in RL). After a while I notice that something was quite odd in that house... because it was not my house! I don't live there, I was in an unknown house! So the solution comes: it's a dream! I immediately go out to see how was the outside and I remain speechless: I was in Iceland!!! (or probably in Netherlands, but I was thinking that I was in Iceland, and expectation is reality in the dreamworld, so...)
I try to run and to fly but I don't succeed. I can walk, but pretty heavily. I find three chairs in the garden, I throw them in the air to test the gravity: the chair were moving very lightly and planing pretty slowly, like there were baloons. I arrive to a forest. The sky was beautiful full of clouds and the forest full of vegetation. I try to summon a woman, but this attempt make my dream vanish. (I think that I'm done with summoning for the moment). I wake up.

- dream (lucid): this time I'm in my bedroom but something was off: the mirror reflected my image slightly out of sync. Enough to me to understand that it was a dream. So I'm in front of a mirror, what is the best way to go outside? Easy: entering in the mirror! Funny thing: part of the mirror was solid and part was a portal. I was using the solid part to facilitate my movements inside the dream. I find myself in the same forest of before. This time I can run and even fly. I was flying pretty slowly, but always next to the street. I was feeling incredibly free and happy. At a certain point I stop flying and I put my shoes out because I wanted to feel the ground. I could feeling very clearly in a very accurate representation. At a certain point a man and a hot blond woman come on a jeep. The man looks at me threatening and wants to attack me. I desire that I could not do anything bad to me and as soon as I was approaching me I found that I was dead. I go close to the woman to approach her but the dream vanishes.

What a fantastic night!

bedtime, approx 00:30

final wake: ~ 08:30

no middle of night water wakings

+ "stop playing with the wires inside the computer, you'll short it out!"
Inside close up view flying through "forest" of wires and add-in cards. My son (?) is moving wires around willy-nilly, and I tell him to stop that because he could easily short out his motherboard.

+ playing ping pong
I come up to a game in progress and will impress them with my prowess. My first serve goes off the table. I go later for a smash and hit the net? My next smash just barely climbs over the net but does make it

+ [longest, vivid] family/church camp, initiation, clipping the salad plant
I'm a new member in a (family?) group participating in a daily family-oriented camp/compound. They have daily meal calls where everybody participates. My group is making the salad or this day, and I observe as they clip two different potted plants at amazingly high speed. One plant has light/white flowers and at one point is butterflies, not leaves? They perform intricate designs on the leaves using small clippers on these plants.

+ [long, vivid] computer / health camp, observing jogging group, in bike ride on loop, Leader tells of Obi-Wan Kenobi cleaning up garbage
I'm looking down to the grounds of the area, from a high balcony/window. I see a group of joggers lead by a leader coming up a trail and going from left to right and continuing on for another lap. I lean forwards with interest to check out the crowd. Then I'm among them and they're on bicycles. The handlebars are odd, sort of curly like old ten-speeds but not quite the same, and the cyclers lock their arms underneath the handles in a way that I think gives very little maneuverability. We're heading out for another lap around the compound. The leader calls out for everybody to keep up the pace, one speed, regardless of the terrain. The bikes are single gear and we're heading up a hill and I think this is going to be a long, hard bike trip, but I realize the path is not as long as I feared. The leader is talking about how Obi-Wan Kenobi is the best jedi because he always takes time from his day to clean up the garbage floating in a body of water.
Later I'm walking into a room, and I'm thinking about & talking about how I left one company where I worked after working for a short while, I felt a bit bad about that but was dedicated to moving on. There are guys & girls sitting around, one guy asks me about the chip from my old company, he's asking me for the details of its bugs "in the thing in my bedroom". I answer "well that depends, what thing is that?" His wife chastises him saying "what are you talking about?

+ the demo guys have a laugh, as the demo program comes up and "barfs" ("bleah!") on the user
Starting out DO over (water?) at dusk (outside a large sports stadium?) there are two groups of two guys, one group to my right and one to my left. The group on the left is the demo guys, the ones responsible for those little programs that come bundled with the OS. Combination of them and me are saying to the others how important they are: "What's the first thing a user does with a new computer? They run the demo programs and they have to be fast. They must run absolutely locked to the monitor's high refresh rate!" Then there's a demo of such a program running in the air in front of me, a little widget that runs in the tray in the lower-right hand corner of the screen: a little wireframe plane of some sort that "dips down" to the bottom of the screen and scoops up (water?). It flies closer and repeat, and then it comes up right to the front of the screen and says "bleah!" making a barfing imitation onto the user. Both groups of guys and I laugh at this.

+ kissing the oracle booth girl, she doesn't know where the guy I'm asking about is, her face changes after the first question
There's a girl (long curly hair?) in a booth, I ask her "where is <some guy's name>?", she answers "I don't know" and I lean in and kiss her, brief but nice. I pull back and she's changed to another girl. I ask her again and again she doesn't know, so I lean in and kiss her again. This time a bit longer, and I mumble that "I need to hold this a bit longer" and my and is on the back of her head gently, it's very nice!

I've had enough sleep today, but my recall is still vague. Go figure. I am in a village, and our community has to defend regularly against some kind of threat. I am seeing things in a side-scroller perspective, like Starbound. Someone is complaining that I find too many children on my expedition and leaving them at the village just put them at risk. I'm... not sure how that logic works.

First dream

I went to toilet and sat on the toilet seat, and got teleported to some tv studio. There was a woman and tv reporter, they were talking about a murder rampage of which I was a victim, being heavily wounded. I just stood there, listening to them.

Failed WBTB attempt

Second dream

I was in school on a PE lesson. I wasn't playing or training worth others, just sitting with a teacher and some other girl. I washed my hands and the lesson ended, we went out of the sports hall and I wandered around my old school.

1 Pt for a full non-lucid:

I was at a Lake House some where. There were many families there congregating. I wasn't familiar w/ most of the ppl. The cops came & took all of the children & escorted all of us in cars to a detention center of some kind. We were being processed there. We were all trying to keep custody of our children. It was some bizarre martial law type of scenario.

My grandkids wore me out! I'm exhausted. I even put up the Christmas tree so I am all too happy for sleep to come tonight, knowing that tomorrow will be quiet.


Side Notes for me personally

3 Step Goal:
Advanced Unsummoning/Banishing - 10 points
Super Speed - 5 points
Time Control - 10 points

Personal New Goals:
Voyage through a crack I make in the earth
Find my dream house
Take a magical train to another country



1st WEEKLY TASK:
Fully transform into your team's creature (Vampires)

10-16-16 DEILD Tried to get back into the last dream, but when I was asleep everything was white void. I had no dream body. I tried picturing something and lines of bright pastel neons crossed the white void. Interesting! I played around with using my intention to make line drawings. Suddenly the white void was my own giant etch a sketch. I drew a pair of hang-man drawings and a stair case. The dream did not last very long.