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I went to bed about at 23:30. I was very tired. I would have liked to meditate but i relaxed lying in bed. I fell asleep at 3:40. Late but all the time i was relaxing the body, so i had a good night of rest. I woke up at 8:55 and i dreamt with:

I was on a field with some other people and there was a barn. Past the barn there was a field full of straw. It was probably like 10 miles like that... or more. However there was a sniper that would shoot us if we walked on that straw. So... as soon as we passed the barn we just jumped to the ground, and if he shooted us then ok, if he didn't very good. He didn't shoot, maybe he didn't saw us or wasn't quick enough. We were looking for a diamond in all that straw.
Then Joako, Fede and another guy approach me to mock how i played football. I get angry but i was powerless... Then i hear him spreading rumours about me with a taxi driver, and although i would let that pass because i don't really care i said the taxi driver that it wasn't true (actually i think this is better action than let it pass, but still not caring). I saw the transportist that took me from school to my house when i was at highschool so i decided to leave with him. I opened the front door, but there was Sofia and Lucia. So i went at the back. Then i saw that also Victoria L was also there. I wasn't going with Noel anymore so i worried about how i was going to pay to him (i recalled a lot of times he "saved me" in my dreams... so i would have to pay all that. I wanted to pay all that. Also i would like to be more self-reliable from now on, either walking or taking a bus, or being lucid). As we were going out of school i saw Fede standing in the street, so i take my arm out the window and slap him in the forehead. Nobody saw me, not even him probably. But immediately after i did that i regretted it. Victoria asked for internet password and although i didn't know it i gave it to them.

Then i had a false awakening. I was on the kitchen and saw a kg of flour, which actually i know there wasn't (in the dream apparently my sister bought it), and some scons. I ate the scons. Then i don't remember anything else.

Then i got up. Went to the bathroom (it was 9AM) and went to the kitchen. Right then i realized i have had a FA before. I checked if that was a dream but it wasn't. I ate some peanuts, drank some milk. Then drank some water and went to bed to try WILD. This lasted about 5 minutes.

So i lied in bed and started relaxing the body with the breaths. At first i just watched the breath, particularly how it felt in the head. Then i started counting as i was relaxing. Then i thought i was relaxed enough to sleep, that maybe i could fall asleep at any moment. I counted up to 30 and i felt that i could dive at any moment, but i reminded myself to still keep counting and forget of actively diving. Then i turned to my right side and started again, watching my breath and counting. I don't remember if i counted, and if i did i counted up to 20. I tried to remain aware the whole process but also knew i had to let sleeping occur. So i fell asleep and didn't experience any HI or sleep paralysis, vibrations, sounds... i just went straight to a dream. As soon i was in the dream i knew it was a dream, but also i didn't believe it so much because it could just collapse at any moment, because i was aware of my body lying at bed. So in the dream i was in my home city, Rio Cuarto, in front of Saint Francisco Church. It was at night. I thought of getting involved in the dream to let it unfold and so gain lucidity later when the dream was completely formed. BAD IDEA. I thought that if i didn't do anything the dream would just collapse, but getting involved in the dream as if it were a nonlucid it was just plainly a bad idea, at least do it lucidly! that's what WILDs are for! Well... i wasn't too logical at that moment. So i headed in front of the church, coming from a supermarket (that supermarket might be like 6 blocks away, but in the dream it seemed like 2 blocks). And i had 2 bags full of groseries and one bag with a box of shoes. The bag of groseries were so heavy that one of the bags was about to fall to the ground. So i grabbed it differently, and they were definitely lighter when i put them at the height of my chest. Then i just put the bags in the shoe bag. And at this moment a memory of awareness came again, that it was a dream, but i let that go... Then i start hearing canticles from the church saying "The inmortal is always with me/us. The inmortal won't let you go...". It was a christian church, and i just decided that it was time to leave. Then next to the church there was a bar, and my father was there drinking a beer or something in the street. He tells me "It would "good" (or interesting) to hear the song from a psychological point of view". I reacted like being angry because i wouldn't like to hear that song! I heard Christian songs before and they make no sense to me, so i wouldn't hear this one. I replied something like "why would i hear a song of another religion than mine?" although that question was vague, i could have had replied something better, wiser, more open. But i felt tired in the dream... like if i had duties... I was carrying 3 bags and i just have forgotten that it was a dream and that i could simply put the bags on the ground and forget about them, or donate the things of whatever... Well I think i need more resolve, and more practice. Then i woke up and recorded the canticle. Then i thought about it and i was sure that they referred to "god", but then i thought it from the point of view of Buddhism and the inmortal refers actually to nibbana, and some monks that share some of their experiences said that they experienced a happiness, a tranquility that hasn't left from the time they experienced it, be it 4 years, 40 years or whatever (Ajaan Liem and Ajaan Maha Boowa). So i felt relieved by this and felt glad having dreamt with this when i woke up. It was a christian church and i know their path doesn't aim nibbana, but since there aren't any buddhist temples in Argentina (just one Zen temple i think, and some Dojos of Tibetan Buddhism in BSAS) i interpret it that a message of Buddhism could have come from a church.

This dream lasted about 20 minutes, so i could have tried a DEILD or something like that. But i didn't felt like it. I also thought it would be ideal to wake up since i was rested. But i didn't. Maybe i would have a long dream in which i could become lucid. I slept for about 3 hours, almost 4 and lying in my chest.

I dream being in "casa tia" (a supermarket).
I don't have time for the act.
I am in a river and there are jaguars there. However i didn't get hurt. This was in alpacorral (and looked like Santa Rosa)
I am in a playhouse (pelotero) and there are some mattresses. We were at some height. If we fell we were going to get eaten by some animals and die. There were people thrown there.

Then i decide to go homeless. My family was together, and they were in a car. They were wealthy but i thought they might be fools for that, being blinded by money. So i left home. I went to a Buddhist temple in Alpacorral (there isn't any) and asked for a room there. They gave me a room, and it was completely empty. It was fine for me, since i like to sleep on the floor (although i usually put something not to feel cold. I dont mind hardness). They were doing chanting and i didn't want to get involved so i just went to this room. There was a small Buddha statue in the front wall however. I thought what to do now, i had no future at all... and i was free. I thought about meditating but maybe i just could not focus because of the chanting next door. So i knew i had with me a bag with medicine. I open it and saw many different pills and a small metal box. I open it and it had nails: a copper nail an iron nail and another nail (maybe silver). It was to put it on the bones of the fingers Then i woke up.

I awoke, well, that was what I thought in the first moment. The unknown surroundings and the friends in my room didn't bother me yet. Taking a look at the alarm clock got me puzzled though. It said "2:24" without specifying "am" or "pm". As it was totally bright outside it couldn't be 2:24 am but I would never wake up as late as 2:24 pm. So I thought back a bit to solve the puzzle. The last thing I remember is going to bed, the thing I wanted to do after that was staying up early to get to university. There was only one possibility to explain that circumstances: I was dreaming!

Now I wanted to do a small test just to be sure. I went outside on the streets and tried to simply jump once. With minimum effort I jumped multiple meters high. OK, definitely a dream!
A friend joined me and I said "Come on, I want to see you jumping up that house in one jump!". He prepared a bit and did without any hesitation. Not bad! Well, now it was time to try it myself: I made a few small test jumps and pushed upwards landing on the roof. I ended up doing nothing else, which is a shame but on the other side it was a lot of fun. That is what counts, right?

Bed @ 2210 /w green Sleepytime tea
Woke @ 0200

Fragment: Something about a bunch of pigs

Moses in the wilderness
I'm watching (and also somehow reading) about Moses as he guides the Israelites through the wilderness. Something important has just happened, and I've reached a chapter break. It's actually more than a chapter break - there's a notation in bold that I need to go to page five hundred something. I've not seen any thing like that before and wonder at it, but I can only assume it's setting up for something even more important..


BTB @ 0220 /w SSILD
Woke @ 0350

Visiting the G's
I'm running and jumping very long distances (I must have been playing too much Chameleon Run ...). If I miss my target platform, I have to start over - which happens a lot. Each time, I make it further in the course. Now I'm leaping around a lake that stretches as far as I can see. The water is perfectly smooth and mirror-like - it's beautiful. The only places for me to land are small metal "walkways" (which look like they belong in a factory) which have been placed for the purpose. Now I'm trying to land on one, turn ninety degrees, and jump again, but I'm having real trouble getting everything coordinated, and I keep messing it up.

Now I've landed on the water again; but this time my speed is enough that I'm staying on the surface instead of sinking. I try to keep it up, but I can feel myself slowing down; then I'm amazed as I find that I'm still not sinking. Now I'm merely walking quickly. I've reached the side of the lake, and a large bed is floating just beyond the reeds. I head for it. Now I'm climbing onto the bed - which is completely dry - and trying to keep my shoes from dripping onto it.

Now I'm still on the bed, but it's inside a cottage. Looking around, I can see that there's an inch or so of water on the floor. Now my wife is walking around unpacking a few things. I can see that the water has receded, and she's walking around on carpet that's only slightly squishy with water. Now I get out of bed and am surprised to find that the carpet is completely dry. I take a closer look at it and see that it's some kind of outdoor carpet that's designed to get wet without damage. It's got an odd texture and is an ugly shade of orange. Near my side of the bed is a cooler. I open it up to find a selection of good beer, and I take a bottle.

Now I realize that we still haven't announced our arrival to the Gs, the family who owns the cottage, but I see from a clock that it's 10:40 PM. I look over towards their house and see that many windows are still lit, so at least one person is still awake; but I don't want to keep us, or them, from bed. If we go over to say 'hi' we'll end up talking for hours, so we'll just greet them in the morning. Now Joel is coming towards us - he must have seen the lights on in the cottage. My wife comments that he'll miss the beer I've taken, but I'm not too worried about that - the cooler must be here for guests to use. For a moment, I worry that he'll be mad with us for not announcing ourselves, or worse yet think that we're intruders, but I realize that's silly - I'm sure they've been expecting us. I had nothing to worry about, since greets us warmly as he comes inside. He launches into what a crazy day he had, listing his family's whole itinerary, starting with going to bed at 6AM (which confuses me). After he finishes the itinerary, he says that <the second item on the list> was completed at noon, and it takes me a minute to remember that means it took hours longer than it should have. Now we're in their house. I'm pulling a tea bag out of a mug of tea that's steeped for too long. One of their girls comes over to see what I'm doing.


BTB @ 0405
Woke @ 0530

Translation documentary
I'm watching a documentary about the translation of a document. The man in charge walks into a hall with a couple of other men, and he's trailed by some children. There are boys everywhere - war orphans? He walks to a table covered with notes and has one of the boys read him something. As the boy is reading, the man is reading along on the translation making pleased "mmmm-hmmm" noises. I rewind the video and mute some of the audio trcaks to more clearly hear what's going on. This time , I can clearly hear the boy and the professor and nothing else. I rewind and tweak even more, trying to make the sounds even more distinct, but this time the scene plays out slightly differently, more heavily involving another man. I don't understand why it would have changed like that, but whatever.

BTB @ 0540
Woke around 0700

Fragment: A woman is being reprogrammed by aliens.

Fragment: I'm using a mobile device to look at a web page that's covered in iframes, sometimes even in nested iframes. Trying to scroll is an absolute nightmare.

My recall is vague and disjointed. This had been a thing for the past few days, but hopefully things will get better once I fix my sleep cycle.

I recall being in some sort of manor with walls of wood. There is a wall of concrete, which has a window on it leading to a room inside the manor. I try to open the window but the entire thing detached, leaving a square hole in the wall.

Going into the hole, I find myself in an underground slum, with the ceilings made out of metal and machinery, the walls made out of scrap, and the ground is made out of paved concrete. The hole had turned into a metal door. The place is a long, cramped hallway, with openings into various rooms. I go in a vacant room to rest. I hear the sound of flesh hitting ground and a person telling the people living here to eat the dead bodies. I hide.

I recall my dream transitioning, and Satan is hounding me while I ward off my bed. "Satan" in this case looks like Star Butterfly from Star Vs the Forces of Evil. At some point I am tricked to leaving my bed, and Satan says that my soul is hers. I am so annoyed by her underhanded tactics that I realize I am dreaming, but I am also too annoyed ot make any use of that fact apart from telling Satan that I'm not playing her game, and waking myself up.

Well! After years and years of training, and many nights of tiny lucid moments, I can confidently say that I have now had a pure, 100% conscious lucid moment.

I was on a golf course with chris, and we were sitting in a golf cart. We were about to start driving into the course when I noticed somethihng off about him. Suddenly, I was hit by lucidity. I got very excited, and was about to start ripping the golf cart, when I remembered how much I should just take a moment. I kept staring and chris and started taking long, deep breathes. I could feel the breath entering my lungs deeply. I could hear the birds and the wind of the golf course. And Chris' face began to morph in to some crazy version of his and mine combined, the veil of the dream no longer able to conceal how fucked he was. I turned forward and began to drive, taking in the moment, and quickyl lost my lucidity.

Although it was short lived, for a moment there my entire conscioussness was focused on "I am dreaming. This is a lucid dream." Meditating in your dreams is the way to go, and I will try to start every session like that from now on.

I think we were on an island, a barren, dry, and deserted island. There's three people in an RV, roaming around the island. I'm not a character in the dream, rather the "camera" - like I'm watching a movie. There are two males, one older man and a younger one, and a young woman. I expected the older man of being a traitor and wanting to kill the others. He had the younger man digging a hole (looked like a grave) and I thought he was digging his own grave. But then came the plot twist, the young woman showed up, pointing her pistol at him. Turns out both the woman and the older man were traitors!

I'm on a train in a foreign country. I realize I've taken so many trains, I'll never find my way home again. At some point, the train braked really hard, and I fell. There were others on the train I knew.

A some point we were still on the train I think, watching TV. In the movie we were watching, someone said they would have to kill the babysit, and some other guy. *REDACTED*

School outbreak

I was in school, it was nearing midnight. There were toxic gases filling the air, with group of classmates we were wearing some protective suits with closed air circulation. We were armed with many different weapons. There was a zombie outbreak due to some bombs shot on the school building. We were wandering around the school in darkness, the place was mostly empty. We entered one classroom and looked through window - there was a last stand of people in a building on the other side of zombie infested street. I told everyone that we have some bottles with air left, but they won't be enough to last a few hours in school, and that we should move on to streets as there's no gas there. Everyone hesitated, as we've seen zombies violently killing survivors on the streets.

WBTB attempt. Failed.

Fragment

I was driving my car, heading towards school. I was going to drive through a railway crossing. It was a cold but sunny morning.

this night my recall was way better. a lot of wakenings a lot of dreams and frags and way easier recalling.

again SSILD this time i fall asleep on my back while i tried halfhearted to WILD. woke up not so long later with a short dream i dont recall because i decided to turn on my side and try to fall asleep while doing some ssild again.

dont remember exactly how the dream started but it was fast-paced and hectic dream. but no nightmarish or scary.
i see (myself?) my brother in front of a bigger door. it is closed and he tries to enter. he knocks and smashes against it but the door is to heavy i realize i am dreaming but i have no body so i say to my brother to phase thru the door. after some seconds he does so and is inside of the medieval building. he is on the run because he/we get followed by some people. i see how he runs thru different corridors and makes himself invisible (so he gets transparent) and uses another dreamcontrol i cant remember.
i find myself next to him in a body and we run together. i instantly remember my three step task (finally!) but first we need to get away. we phase thru a lot of doors then walls into different rooms and thru darkness [probably because phasing thru several different thick walls without expectation] where we head to the light. we end up outside and jump into some bushes/woods. he tells me to make myself invisible but i cant [never could so far...]. we hide behind some bushes and we see the opponents down the hill. while i stay behind a tree he moves on and we get sighted. he runs away but i stay in my hide and think about how to attack them.
i remember my second three step and look around. i see some smaller campfires and i try to move the fire via TK. it wont work and the fire goes out. i try to move the firewood near me but i have some problems with it. when i manage to do it i get sighted and i jump up and run away. i jump out of the bushes on a yard and jump high up on some roofs. i jump from roof to roof till i feel save a little. i try to decelerate the dream and not think about the opponents. i sit there and again try to make some fire between my hands. i hold t hem together and while pulling them apart the skin sticks together for a short period of time. the flames that appear are very weak. i look down and see right under the roof where i am sitting a guard. i throw the "shadow of a ball of fire" down at him but miss him two times. i try it with some lightning but it doesnt work at all. i squeez some water out of my hand but that has obviously no function at all expect that i get noticed by the guard. i keep on moving on the roof and see the guard coming up a ladder. i kick him down but he comes up again. i take him with TK and smash him down on the ground and lift a car that stands around and park it on him and then throw a refrigerator on top of it but it wedge in the narrow alley [i incubated to stack up some cars and then adv. morph it into a building/tower but it didnt play out that way]
i rub my hands together, calm down and raise my awareness. i decide to change the scenery to get off this stupid theme of getting followed and attacked. i jump of the roof and approach and phase thru a wall. i find myself in darkness again [feels similar to the void but after a second thought it felt different because there was gravity and not nothingness] still running. while running i say to me "a calm nice place... a calm nice place.... a calm nice place..." and again i see a light at the end of the "room" after moving thru the light i see some palms and feel that i managed to change the dreamscene. sadly shortly after i wake up.


after a waking without journaling and a short non lucid
i find myself in same scenery like in previous lucid shortly after we phased thru all the walls and before we jumped into the woods. i pass by a door with three different writings on it. one says "exit" while still approach the woods again i get lucid and decide to not do this villain thing again so i turn around and approach the door with the exit sign. i do a nosepinch and remind myself that this is a dream again. trying not to think about the guards. but since it works the opposite i hear behind me:
"wait who there!!" i shout "your mama" start running and phase thru the door.
i turn left and jump high several plains. there are fields and houses. i look down and see that it is pretty high. to score some easy points i jump down alle the way to the ground just to turn around and jump up again. i sit on a roof and feel the dream fading. i try to stabilize but since i dont have a real plan for the lucid i let go and wake up... [lazy me...]

Legend: non-lucid lucid lucid false awakening

I with with my friend in a cafe in Mostar (town in my country I once visited with my friends). We are waiting for other people to join us. They are coming and we are going to sit at the bigger table. I have to go home, because I have classes (I teach English). I want to go, because I have classes. I stand up and I see big advertisement with contact information of Sogyal Rinpoche. There are also flyers about it. I am taking one. But as I am taking it, my pants fall down and some girl laughs. I laugh as well. It's time to go, so I ask my friend Bozo, to help me get out of Mostar, because I don't know how to go home by car. He will just help me until I get on the highway, and I will continue by myself. We go out, but I can't find my car. I know I have parked it right there. I realize I am dreaming My friend Goran is here as well. I see my car. i put my hands at their shoulders and teleport there. There is a high building nearby so I teleport with Bozo there. Then we come back to out previous position. I decide to fly, he is against it, but we take off either way on the closest building I see a lot of windows and on each of them there is one dog. The dream starts to blur so I land on one building and try stabilizing by snapping my fingers in front of my ears (that worked before) and by feeling the pressure in my feet. It starts to become clearer. Suddenly a burst of colors happen, saturation is maxed out. I just say WOW and loose lucidity. I am in a bakery with traditional Turkish dishes (which are not Turkish dishes at all, but in the dream, they are). I take ten pizzas with fish. I don't like my order, but I don't want other people to wait while I switch order, so I go with it. They serve the order in Styrofoam box, with some quinoa and some sauce.

Long LD ~7-7.40am
It's bath time. The bath water is slowly draining away though. On closer inspection the plug is blocked with paper. After fishing it out the water drains but then the bath refills itself. I get into the bath and then get the feeling things are wrong. Wait, we don't even have a bath in our house, just a shower. This must be a dream.

I climb, naked, out of the unfamiliar bath and do a nose pinch RC to convince myself. Outside the bathroom is a corridor, and down one end are a group of people. I get a momentary feeling of anxiety at being naked and do another RC to reassure myself that it's a dream and therefore doesn't matter. Yep can definitely breathe through a blocked nose.

Despite the confirmation, I walk the other way up the corridor to avoid the DCs. It leads to a bedroom.... and the first thing that crosses my mind is to summon some company. Looking back at the door to the room, which is now closed, I simply state, aloud: "You know what I like. Blonde. Pretty. C'mon."

A moment later the door handle turns and a short woman walks in. She's wearing a skirt and dark coloured tights. Her hair is indeed blonde and loose, falling to her shoulders. She smiles at me and lets me kiss her. I get my hand under her top to play with her breasts for a bit and then try to take her tights off. There is a bit of awkwardness as they won't disappear, but then we start to have sex. I make the fatal mistake of closing my eyes and lose the scene. After a few moments in the void a new room appears. I phase out through the wall and start flying over a city.

Up on one of the tall buildings a murder of crows are perched. Lazy birds. They should be flying. So I lift all of them into the air with telekinesis and start moving them around in the sky. They are resistant at first and refuse to flap their wings or even pretend, so it's just a bunch of black bird shapes rotating around in the air. Meh. Stupid birds.

I land down in the narrow alley between some skyscrapers and find a street market. There are a number of stalls and the closest one has a collection of small potted plants. I decide to reverse gravity and the pots rise into the air. This panics the stall owner who stares, wide eyed in horror, at his plants floating off to the sky. Then he seems angry, realising it is me.

Time to go! I fly away and leave the city. The scenery changes to a steep green hillside with a couple of trees. I recall my personal goal of becoming a toy green soldier. My usual method of size manipulation is to use my breath, inhaling to grow, exhaling to shrink. I start to exhale but instead of shrinking the ground beneath me starts to lower, until I am standing in a deep pit. The walls are still covered in green grass and my actual height hasn't changed.

I do some quick earth manipulation to reverse the pit back into the hillside, and try again. This time it works as expected, or at least the trees nearby grow to gargantuan proportions. I then imagine myself becoming a soldier and look down to find my arms are now green and my clothes are rigid plastic with few features.

Awesome. Time to summon my army. "Ten-Hut! Line up, soldiers!" I shout. From several small holes in the ground plastic green soldiers start running out and moving into formation. I walk to the front, pretending my legs are attached via a plank of plastic. Before I can order my new army to do anything, the dream ends. Re-entry unsuccessful.

I'm upset with a friend. I therefore walk in the village with two pillows that I want to throw in his face. The motivation I'm so upset: he never asks me how I am or invite me for activities. I find a friend of mine and stay for a drink, then i continue my quest. I find the house and I go inside, but I find another friend. He asks me why I am there, I explain what he's going on. Suddenly I feel that I no longer desire to be rude to the other friend, and that friend arrives. I let him know why I'm there and that I am no longer upset with him and glad to see him. I give him back a tool that he lent me and I stay for a drink.

This dream was dull as fuck. Next time I want alien invasions and sex underwater lol

1. I was at a school, but a rather large school at that. There were around 5 or 6 floors, and there was a campus-wide party going on. I don't remember if there was music, but there were tons of decorations, people socializing, and food and drinks. At the moment, I was standing outside of the school, but people were still partying outside as well. I noticed that on some of the pillars of the school building, there were poles sticking directly outwards that were level with the ground. On most of these poles were flags and no flag was the same. I walked up to one of these pillars, jumped, and grabbed onto the first pole that was closest to the ground. With both hands I began climbing upwards, grabbing each consecutive pole as I did so. In no time at all I made it all the way up to the 3rd/4th floor, and as I did so I saw a sign that said "Are you dreaming?" Immediately I became aware and looked around me. As I inspected my surroundings and were I was at I became lucid. Seconds later I lost lucidity as a naked blonde woman approached me as I was still hanging on one of the poles.
I got off of the pole and was now standing next to the naked blonde female. She started dancing in a heavily seductive way, and my animal side activated. In my head I remember thinking, "Wow, I want to smash this chick, but I'm not going to because that would be really disrespectful in front of this guy standing next to me." About 1 or 2 feet in front of the blonde female and I, was an asian man who was covered with tattoos and was shirtless. By the look on his face I could tell he was enjoying the show. For some reason I got the notion that this female was one of his workers or something, as if he was a pimp of some sort. In all honesty, I felt rather intimidated by him, and that was enough to stop me from making a move on this blonde woman that was dancing in front of us.

2. I was sitting in a classroom. While sitting sideways in a desk, I talked to a dude that I knew from one of the parties that my friend threw. His name was Jesse, and I remembered him because he had short dreads and wore a distinctive jacket. I don't remember what were talking about, but I noticed that he didn't have regular feet. Jesse's feet were the feet of a deer; they were deer hooves. On top of that there were white and seemed to be made out of metal. After a few minutes of talking, Jesse got up and said that he had to get some classwork from the table in the back of the classroom. Just then I remembered that I had left my water bottle at the back table, so I got up and we both went to the back table.
As we walked to the back table, I noticed that this classroom had a normal amount of desks, maybe even actually a few less than the normal amount that would be in a classroom. Everything was clean, as usual in my dreams, and I saw that the carpet was a mix of blue, gray, yellow, and black. Once we got to the back table, I saw that there were many sets of paper that I assumed to be classwork that we were supposed to do. The table that this classwork was sitting on was made of a medium-brown colored wood, and it sat on 4 metal stilts. Jesse quickly got his classwork and was already back to his seat when I had only just picked up my water bottle. I remember that the label on the water bottle was mostly blue and resembled a Nestle water bottle.
I picked the water bottle up and turned around. As I did, I saw A. She was wearing a white sweater with black stripes going all across it. "Oh my god she looks so beautiful" I thought to myself. At this moment a wave of emotions ran over me on top of the shock that I was experiencing discovering that she was in this class because I had not seen her earlier. She was sitting near the back of the class not far from where I was sitting so I was surprised.

I was sitting on a bed, and was making out with a girl. Which was fun. She laid on her back, and we started having sex in missionary, but not really. Oddly, we were still wearing underwear, and I was just kind of rubbing against her. I noticed some guys I used to know from school where around. Stig, one of them, looked at me with that "what do you know, he's finally done it" expression (I used to a pariah in school, and everybody knew I would never get laid - they were right).

I was in a room, and I think the curtains caught fire. We put it out (there were a few of us), but the fire kept burning inside the window frame (it has hollow?) making it impossible to put out. My grandfather was there (on mother's side), possibly grandmother as well.

I was flying a jet over ocean, but it didn't feel like I was inside the jet, it felt more like I was seeing the jet in third person, and I was desperately hanging onto it while still being in control. It was hard to stay in control, and at one point the altimeter went under zero, which should be impossible (a few meters under sea level). Regardless of my troubles, I engaged several airborne enemies using the jet's miniguns.

1 1/2 pts- non-lucid
2 pts- wbtb
= 3 1/2 pts + 102= 105 1/2 (should be 2 pts more but the mods said no but not sure why so I'd like to know the reason for this plz.)

3 Step Goal:
Fly
Element Manipulation
Practice a Waking Life Hobby

Personal New Goals:
Voyage through a crack I make in the earth
Find my dream house
Take a magical train to another country

Week 1 task for Team Vampires
Fully transform into your team's creature (Vampire)


D1: Went out to eat w/ Ellen Degeneres & Portia & later went to a bar. Nothing exciting.
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D2: Mike & I were spending the evening back at Ellen's place & they wanted to watch football & Mike wasn't excited about this. Their dogs, cats & weird other animal were there. They looked like some science experiment went a wry. I had to find the remote in the cushions & ended up finding a bunch of old dry dog shit & some other old food & crumbs so I had to go wash my hands. It also smelled which made me choke on the smell & grossness but we all just laughed it off. Mike wants to leave cuz he's bored to death & it's turning into more of a pajama party for girls. Us girls were laying on this great big couch & grand ottoman which makes it into what looks like a big bed. As we are leaving we have to go down a bunch of steps & there is a lot of foliage, a guy who looks like an alcoholic homeless person asks Mike if he is here to mow the lawn. I'm having to pull Mike along because he is pissed off at the guy. Next a bunch of trash whore like women are throwing stuff at us from the balconies of the apartment complex that we are at. I get up the woman's face & push her & threaten to kick her ass because she is assaulting us. I go back up to Ellen's apartment & now there are more of these trashy ppl who are suddenly there hanging out w/ her & Portia. My alarm went off & I get woke up.
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D3: I was w/ s guys & 1 woman. We are coming up the steps & into an apartment. The guy who goes in first is the brother of the other guy. Suddenly there is a sound & the guy who went in first & had gone into a closet. His brother says "He went out the back of the closet!" And we are like "what?" And he says I know he did cuz I heard him run into my guitar. Then the dream changes & they guy now w/ us is out w/ his pet shark out in a cove. All of this dream was so bizarre & made no sense to me so I just can't explain it.