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OK, so, this dream is pretty interesting. Or rather, "dreams". I'd had several lucids in a week while not actively practicing which sparked me to start posting on DV a bit, see if I could get those back to a decent consistency. That was a couple weeks ago and I had nothing between then and now. Luckily, after snoozing my alarm for what seems like ages (I think I just turned it off, actually), I got lucid... somehow. I'm not 100% sure, but I think it was a weird DEILD/MILD combo thingy. Either way, enjoy:

I was in some sort of old town, early 1900s, similar to New York City. I was in a large courtyard with a small fountain in the middle and only a few DCs sitting against on of the buildings of the courtyard doing god knows what. I was with a girl of some sort running through the courtyard essentially dragging her by her hand (she was still running). IDK what we were running for or from, but we headed out of the courtyard and into an alley. This is were it gets a little hazy. I remember spinning around as if I was trying to save a lucid dream, but I don't remember being lucid. The spinning wasn't very effective, because I woke up, still motionless and eyes closed, mind you, but awake. The thing is, normally I'll spin if I can tell a dream is fading (basically a small spark of lucidity at the last second of a dream) and can then prepare myself for a DEILD, otherwise it's a bit sketchy whether I'll stay still/keep my eyes closed. In either case, I laid still, kept imagining myself spinning just like I was when I woke up. Same area, same person I was with, same dizziness from spinning. After a surprisingly short time, I found the dream to feel a bit more real, tentatively tried to move around, and continued on like normal.

So DEILD? DILD? MILD? (I did use a mantra when I went to bed) No matter, we're lucid but, being a bit brash, I didn't bother to stabilize or really do much of anything besides continue the dream. I wasn't 100% lucid, but I did have control over everything and could think, mostly. So continuing the dream, we ran into a random door that seemed good at the time and ended up in a large stage theater right by the stage. No one was in here so I figured this was a great place to run through because, hey, we were running from something... I think. Anyway, we head up and out the theater door, when the dream starts to fade again. I try spinning like before to salvage it, but end up waking up again. Damn, I just new remembered that I had to program something! Either way, the same thing earlier happened. I envisioned myself still spinning, and after what seemed like only 30 seconds, I was able to keep going in the dream.

At this point we had accomplices, apparently. I remember them, somehow, so they were probably from earlier in the dream (the non-lucid part of which I don't remember well); two guys, around age 20, and another, still around that age that I don't recognize. We were on a very wide street, probably 100 feet wide so I'm not sure where we were anymore, but we continued walking down it because hey, if I want to code something I have to find a computer... I think. It's a dream, anything goes. I walked into the next building that caught my eye, thinking there would be a computer of some sort in there. When I got in all I saw was a very large staircase, one out of a foyer of a castle, so obviously we went up it. We had to go up a couple floors but at the top I saw it: a random table with a laptop on it. Perfect! So, I rush over to it and start looking for something to code in. The thing itself had soooo many programs open. Multiple word, powerpoint, excel files, multiple internet tabs (can't remember which browser) and plenty of other random things, so much like my computer. I decide to head to codecademy, since that's where I started and knew they had an editor and some way to run it. Unfortunately I kept mistyping the name. Either I was pressing the wrong keys or my dream was playing a trick on me.

After several failed attempts I just said screw it, clicked through everything, closed almost everything (this laptop was surprisingly fast) and opened up powerpoint. I didn't really open it, just opened one file (which had 80 something slides in it) and began deleting slides to make room. Could've just started a new file, but like I said, the dream was a little unstable. A couple people sitting on a bench nearby (may have been those younger guys) call over and ask what I'm doing. "Gotta code in a dream!" I told them. They just scoffed at me, kind of annoying but hey, they aren't interfering so I don't care. So finally, I have an empty powerpoint and no idea what to code. Well, lets make something that tells me if I'm lucid because, hey, it should return true, right?... RIGHT? So I typed in (to my recall) the following code:

Code:

def lucdity():
      if lucidity == True:
            print "YES!"
      else:
            print "no"
print lucidity()

So yeah, that's how I remember it. It may have been worse, may have made no sense at all. That probably doesn't actually do anything and would just error, but either way it was a code in a dream. And, as is typical for this dream, right as I'm about to run it -- or rather, as I'm looking for a way to run it in powerpoint, the dream fades. Quickly, too. So I start to spin, but of course I end up waking up. Well shit, guess we gotta DEILD one more time so I can finish the damn thing. So we repeat what we did earlier, really focusing at this point since I don't want all this work to go to waste. After what seems like forever, though I'm sure it was no more than a minute or to, I feel like I'm back in that building (it reminded me of some of the older buildings at Syracuse University, if any of you have been there before). Tentatively, I try moving around a little, open my eyes, and yes! We made it. I look back at the laptop to run my code, but it's already run. A big "True" is sitting in the comments section of powerpoint. OK, well, that's good. The dream confirming you're lucid is definitely a good thing. So we did it

Well, now we should continue the dream, right? I very vaguely remember tidbits on the dream before I got lucid originally, but I know we were heading somewhere. So I start to walk off with the girl I was originally with (no idea where those two guys went) but the third one steps in front of us. He threatens us with a pen, for some reason, and tells us we're not going anywhere (cliche ). For some reason I remember the pen so vividly, it was weird. The tip of it, the ballpoint with ink on most of it, but not all of it. It was one of those thick, purple ones where you twist half of the pen to write with it. I focused so intently on it, of course it means I didn't catch the dream fading. Before I know it I'm feeling my body in my bed and barely have any grasp on the dream at all. I try to imagine my dream self spinning, seeing if I could get another DEILD. And then it happens. Those damn birds outside start singing and it's all I could focus on. It probably doesn't help that I had a pretty poor grasp on the dream at hand, but I always get annoyed whenever something external stops a DEILD train. But hey, we barely got a task done, had some fun (I think the dream beforehand involved me and the girl ) and broke a small dry spell.

05-02-16 Very weird, not too detailed, and all over the place. First I am just kind of driving around in fairly large vehicles, running into some driving problems, and especially having problems with backing up in these large, earth-mover types of vehicles. Soon it turns to a point where I am kind of standing there looking at a truck filled with dirt.

Somehow this truck has two levels. One level holds dirt, the other (underneath the dirt) is filled with water. There is a hose running from the underside of the truck, to above the section containing dirt, where it can spray water over the dirt. The weird thing is, the hose just seems to hang there, but doesn't seem to be attached to anything to hold it in place, so I am trying to figure out how it works. Unfortunately, however it works, it doesn't seem to work very well.

What it is supposed to do is add a lot of water, and then mix into the dirt to make mud, but there doesn't seem to be nearly enough water, and it is just kind of being absorbed into the dirt without making any mud at all. Others are standing around, complaining about how there isn't enough water. And, being a dream, things are starting to change.

It is soon like I am looking at a sort of light blue sticky topping being poured over popcorn to make popcorn balls, except there isn't enough, and it is only coating the outside top of the popcorn, and it needs to be mixed up enough to coat everything, so it can help hold things together. Except now it is a sauce (perhaps soy sauce) being poured on the top of one of three small mounds of rice, and I am quickly eating the rice (and it is pretty good.) Problem is, all the others are now complaining, and how dare I eat all that rice, and not be worrying about eating all kinds of vegetables, instead.

Now the amount I ate was not, in any way, unreasonable, and I just get tired of listening to these people yell at me, so I say I guess I'll just have to avoid meals at 'home' any more, and eat out all the time, from here on out. I walk out the door, and start to head a couple of blocks over, where I remember seeing a Chinese restaurant, and as I walk along, I find myself muttering to myself about how I wish I had joined another foreign exchange program to England, instead of the one to the Midwest that I am actually on.

The next thing I know, I am walking from Smith's Food King and dipping onto Tamarack, before I double-back onto Dale. It is late at night, and there are several tough looking guys wandering around, and I am trying to stay out of their way, while walking down the block. I am trying to fill out some sort of grid, but things aren't starting where they should, and columns are not lining up, and it is all very weird, and I find myself trying to turn in weird test papers to Dolores Umbridge, and things are just fragmenting into nonsense as I wake up.

04-28-2016 -- Starts out all over the place with bits I can only barely remember. There were bits of Harry Potter, and I know there were some chasing scenes. I think there were some bits with wild animals and stuff, but only the barest hints remain. Eventually, I think one friend (possibly Neville Longbottom) was holding some sort of concert with a mid-level star performing, and I just missed it. Steve Glance tells me that he's bringing in somebody else for another concert in a day or two, because he wants me to be able to make that one, and I ask about ticket prices, saying I have to be able to plan ahead. He has no idea what the cost is going to be, and that seems not good to me.

I think about how much money I might need to get together, and waiting in line, and standing around, and find myself thinking that I don't think I'm a concert goer, any more ... I just don't want to be bothered with the hassles involved in getting into a concert. Never mind. So I am kind of flying out of the area (just kind of floating along) leaving my friends behind, when I start finding more and more birds in the area, and they are turning into bigger and bigger birds, some large enough to see me as prey, so I start to slow down and fly more cautiously.

I am now flying in Anaheim. At first I am flying over the street at the intersection of Brookhurst and Crescent, heading for the junior high. There is a lot of traffic beneath me. More and more traffic, then signs of an accident. The accident is getting bigger and bigger, and I keep flying a little higher to try and stay out of things. Now there are full-scale disasters with collapsed buildings, and rescue work, and construction all going on, and I'm just trying to make it across the street. So as I mentioned, there is some construction going on, and there are lots of random people walking along girders up in the sky, and they are just walking off the ends and plummeting to their doom, and nobody seems to care.

And yet there are construction workers approaching me (still flying in the air), and they seem to think I am somehow trying to jump off the beams and commit suicide, because they cannot grasp the concept that I can fly. So they are trying to catch me in nets, or knock me down by swinging pipes at me to keep me from killing myself, while ignoring all the people who actually are killing themselves, and I am just trying to dodge out of the way and get past this blasted intersection!

By this point, the intersection has changed to Crescent and Magnolia, and I am heading for Marshall instead of Brookhurst, and I am just flying higher and higher into the air until I finally manage to leave the people chasing me behind, and I finally allow myself to drop the altitude a bit, until I manage to land on the roof of one of the houses on Crescent between Magnolia and La Reina. I'm kind of catching my breath there, when I glance over and see an old, slightly beat up Domino's Pizza box. Problem is, as I am watching it, it is starting to develop reddish-orange and black stripes, and I can see blades starting to stretch out of the box.

The pizza box is in the process of morphing into Freddy Krueger, and I'm not going to have that. I start concentrating on the pizza box only being a pizza box, and trying to force it to only be a pizza box with my mind. At the same time, I am also praying that it is only a pizza box, and grabbing the box and tearing it to pieces, until there is no longer any way that Freddy can form from it. I'm just starting to relax, having beat him, when I look down, and two pizza delivery drivers have both pulled up, stepping out of their cars with brand new pizza boxes for him to morph from.

I am trying to explain that I did not order a pizza, I do not want a pizza, and if they aren't careful, they are going to release a crazed mad-man on the world, but they just want to deliver their pizzas. So I jump in the air and try to start flying again, except I instead find myself on a bus that Paul Orsi is driving, except moments later it is a helicopter, and he is trying to take it high into the sky, except that I wrestle with him for the control, and try to force a landing on Hickory, because I'm just done with the whole thing. Just as we land, I wake up.

05-02-2016 -- I'm walking through the BPM parking lot, in the area between the May Company auto center, and May Company, itself. The parking lot is full of cars, and also full of people who are trying to survey people about their dreams. For some reason, it seems unlikely that they would want to talk to me about this, so I plan to just wander past until somebody specifically asks people for dreams that are horror-related. At that point, I stop to talk to them, and am going through and describing in great detail the Freddy Krueger portion of the dream I had on 04-28-16.

Soon after that, I walk home to the Hickory House, where I enter and am wandering back and forth between my original bedroom, and the bedroom I eventually took over from Keith. Oddly, though it is the HH, I seem to be renting a room from a cross between Rosemary and Bonnie. I find there are several somewhat scruffy tiny baby kittens in the house. They seem kind of ill and damaged, and it turns out they are part of an animal rescue type of thing.

I spend some time petting the kittens, and then also petting Tucker and Keffer, who are also here again, though Keffer has lost a lot of weight, and is now in much better shape. Several of Bonnie's clown friends are over, and seem to be involved in the rescue work. One of them makes some sort of comment about the benefits of a pair of narrow box springs as opposed to one large box spring for larger queen or king-size beds, because she says it lessens the amount of 'sliding' a mattress does. Bonnie doesn't get it, and I jump in to tell about how my queen sized mattress shifts around all the time, but my parents' king-sized mattress on a pair of box springs didn't.

So even more clowns are showing up, and talking about ways to help out, and things, and stuff just starts sort of changing, and we're soon in a large stadium-like venue, where several clowns (and others) are starting to give performances that are more than half sales pitches to sell various things, the proceeds to go to the animal rescue efforts. The place is getting more and more busy, the sales people are becoming more and more pushy, and suddenly I find myself watching Billie Piper, slightly slinkily dressed and acting kind of sexy, doing her own part to entertain and help out.

05-02-16 -- I'm playing some sort of Doctor Who video game, but the longer I play, the more it seems to be turning to real life. (I can still see myself pressing keys to try and move around, but I'm moving me around in a real-life situation.) I believe I am traveling around in a somewhat hospital-like building, when I find we're being attacked by Daleks. I take off running, and the Daleks are following fairly closely behind, and I can't seem to manage to get away from them.

Soon I find myself in a hallway with three elevators, and I dive into one of the elevators, and start pressing buttons, and instead of moving between floors, I am traveling through time. The problem is, the Daleks almost seem to have managed to link to me, somehow, so every time I try and go a few days further into the past, so I can have time to prepare for the Dalek invasion, they have somehow started their invasion a few days early, and are right there waiting for me, as the doors open again.

In addition, the elevators are also working as elevators, and moving to different floors of the building at the same time. The problem is, the middle elevator has no buttons, and if you enter into it, you are stuck going wherever it takes you, with no control over where you are going, and I am popping in and out of the various elevators like I was in a Scooby Doo chase scene. At one point, I dive into an elevator, and find it is the one with no controls, so I dive out again, almost getting caught in the closing doors. I try to dive into the next elevator over, but its doors slam in my face, so I throw myself at the third elevator, and only just manage to throw my arm in as the doors slam on it, then bounce back open again, so I can get in.

This seems to give me a tiny bit of breathing room, but only a tiny bit. I throw myself into an 'office' of the hospital, and explain to the other Time Lords what is going on, and how I am crossing my own timeline, trying to find a way to defeat the Daleks, but that they are somehow time traveling at the same time, and always beat me to it. And as I am explaining, we can hear the laser blasts and screams from other parts of the hospital, as the Daleks are here, but just haven't reached this room, yet. And though I think I am going to be in trouble with them for crossing my owns paths in the time stream, the situation is important enough that they don't seem to care. Unfortunately, the only advice they have for me is something along the lines of 'embrace death.'

The Daleks are getting ever closer, and I head off at a run, bursting into what appears to be a basketball court, and dodging some players who may be real-life friends of mine (one of them possibly Nick), before I run out another door and through more office-like areas. I finally make it to a corner office, where I run in and find myself facing the Grim Reaper, skeleton, black robes, and all. I launch myself at him, wrap my arms around him, and we both smash through the window, and find ourselves falling hundreds of feet.

Somehow this is supposed to allow Death to see multiple realities or time line possibilities or something, so that he can spot an action that I can take that will allow me to beat the Daleks, but instead he is just crying about how all paths now lead to the end of everything, and there is not a single hope left in the entire universe. Very depressing and horrifying. Except ... even though Death cannot see a way through it all, I suddenly know what to do, and how to fix it, even as we are still plunging to our deaths. And then I wake up.

I had dreams about dreams and a possessed doll. Ill write more about the next dream if I feel up to it

I kept going to Ken's shop, and he only worked on motorcycles. He fixed the Tomos and then I entered a star wars battle as a wingman for the Tie fighters.

#1. I was driving a black convertible down the road and playing loud music. I saw some cops and thought they were going to pull me over, but they didn't. Later I got my car stuck and the police came to help. I thought they were going to be mad and give me a ticket, but they didn't. They were really cool about it. I promised myself I would abide by the law closer and always be nice to police.

I then remember finding this house by the beach. (I was in an unusual location. While not very interesting, it wasn't the usual my-neighborhood-overlayed-with-some-cheap-props.) So credit for that. The woman who lived at it, a 50-something single woman who looked pretty good for her age. She was supposedly the worlds best angry birds player and something of a celebrity for it.

I don't remember why or even think there was a reason for it to begin with, but I was forced into interaction with her. I felt like this whole thing was a scam. Nobody should be a celebrity just for being good at a mobile game. But then again, she wasn't THAT famous. Her house was small, she lived alone and there was no paparazzi around. She probably just made enough money to live here comfortably for the rest of her life.

...

I remember leaving. She was following me and I was going back to my place, a condo a little closer to the ocean. To get there, we had to ride our bikes down a sand trail at night through this huge field. She stopped saying she was out of breath and we stopped for a minute. I RC'd and became lucid. I think I said something about being lucid to the woman.

WBABP: "In order to proceed, you must meditate on the meaning of Vishnu."

Me: "But I'm not hindu."

WBABP: "Be nike and just do it, like I did when I shot that bird at the last glass block ass. My ass." (Slaps her butt.) "And maybe you'll end up as well-off as me." (Smiles)

I don't know what came over me next. But for some reason I thought I wanted to change the look of the moon. I remember I could focus on making it lighter or darker and do so. I then discovered that I could turn the moon into molten magma and solid at will. It was pretty cool because I turned all of earth's moon into magma, then reformed it, and when I did, I cleared away all of the craters, and earth had a smooth moon now.

I then drew a pair of magic runes on the moon out of magma channels on the top and bottom. Then another pair on the sides. Then four more at a 45 degree angle. Then connected them to make an 8-pointed star. Some internal logic told me that when people draw a pentagram, it is a five dimensional shape, so they summon demons from the fifth dimension. But if you draw an 8 sided star (Octogram?) you summon very powerful beings from the 8th dimension.

Just because I was lucid didn't mean I had any idea what I was doing.

I remember an egg shape formed out of the moon magma, solidified into a smooth white egg and floated down. It hatched. It was some horrifying alien lizard creature. Something like a velociraptor but with a wider face, and it walked on all fours with really large, muscular front legs and small, thin back legs, and a tail with a spiked weapon on it. It wasn't that big, maybe the size of a horse. The thing that made it even more off-putting was that the creature didn't seem to have any skin. It looked like an anatomy diagram with just muscles and bones. (Huh maybe it really was a demon.) But because I was lucid, I wasn't at all bothered by its appearance.

It didn't act like a demon though. I for some reason snapped back into more proper lucidity, but falsely remembered that I had a dream goal of creating a gas giant that earth would now orbit. I remembered that this creature would become the core of the gas planet. It asked me to select some flowers from around the area to help provide it information about what the planet should look like.

I picked some random flowers. The field that the bike trail went through had seemingly endless variety and color of flowers. The dream seemed to skip that part, though, because the next thing I remember was handing the being (I think the monstrous looking planet maker had moose antlers now).

"Are you sure these are the colors you want?" (The creature had a gruff, gurgle voice like you might expect from a monster, but at the same time, I could tell it was nice.)

"Yeah"

The creature jumped off into the sky and exploded. It created an absolutely beautiful gas planet with sky-blue bands rotating one way and brownish orange bands rotating the other. I remember it had a huge blue storm like Jupiter's great red spot that I could see rotating.

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I was working with Spellbee2 on the next Lego video game. We went into the bathroom together to wash up since both of us lived at work because we had such long hours. I remember he was perplexed by how to get these lego parts to connect when they had 3 connector studs on bottom and four on top.

I remember I asked him to show me the parts and the moment he put the legos in my hands I became lucid, since I keep on dreaming about legos. I remember I used lucid magic to add a fourth connector stud on top and make it work. Spellbee was blown away by this.

I was back the old fashioned times, I'm in a black suit black car, people did not give a damn. Whoever was driving the car was driving it off high stumps of curbs on purpose and knowing me that hate any type of heights. It felt like I was kind of on a rollocoster , the feeling of butterflies really just doesn't suit me well. As we are on the last jump I see a police car expecting them to do something, but no they just carried on. The dream skipped and I remember driving I Around the old looking streets, it was rather quite and really scruffy. There was some game we was playing im not sure though and later on in the dream it involved the police.

I was back in this dream but this time receiving help, we done something wrong, I don't know what but this women was helping me.

It's a family party at my father's house, don't really want to go but ohwell, hanah says she's going to go up and have a drink. As we get there we sit right downstairs while dad and rest of eeryone prepare the food. The girls there all look sexy and had a few moments with them of laughter the it went all silent. Jack was there, he made a payment on the Xbox 360 and was on some transaction screen. I wanted money in my bank/PayPal but my bank account is locked IWL at the moment. Once of the girls suggest I download an app I think called fimbo, so I did and I didn't have a clue how to use it. My dad was making a slot of snidey comments, I don't know why but it sounds like him aswell IWL. My old passed away dog was there, I done something which made him want to bite, whenever he got close I had the feeling he was going to bite he kept following me so I took him outside and still the same, but its much worse this time, he has no eyes and can't see a damn thing and he's running away and doesn't know where he is going. He is right by a main road but I'm scared to pick him up incase he tries to bite me. I grow a pair and pick him up half way and drop him because I get scared, he's by the road again, I pick him up again and bring him all the way into the house. Once I get in, I sit down with tears in mt eyes, I felt emotional. The dinner was going and so they left. Hannah's mum came upto her and said that she should of went upstairs for a drink.

My dad was having a party, everyone was turning up, people I didn't know, wreslers/ famous people. He wanted me to go the shop to get some alcohol so I did, I sit actually remeber going to shop, but I remember finding 2 I phoned, I remember I was going To show my brother Neil until I saw a friend and his wife and kids. I started to walk back home with them and when I was talking his daughter was mimicking me and I wanted to say something but I didn't so I left it. We are comin up to my destination but I don't know where I am so I ask my friend he points to wherein needed to go. As I got in everyone was there, there are a few I seen from other dreams but I totally forgot, I was sitting there minding my own business until someone decides to start on me, I'm throwing punches at him and my dad and everyone are telling me to stop. The lad dissapears so I get a chair to sit at the table with family and everyone but when.I got to sit down it just collapsed and I'm wondering why! The lad comes over again and starys so I start throwing punches at him again, everyone tells me to stop once more time so I do and go and sit over with the wreslers, I say hi but they blanked me so I sit down.

I was visiting my family. I arrived and everything seemed normal, except that they were in the city where we all used to live before I moved to another state, it's a calm, sunny, tropical place.
We were all happy and excited to be together (I get to visit them every year or two). We spent the day doing normal family stuff, and later on my father told me to use his motorcycle to go on a ride, see some friends, or whatever. I got on the bike and thought of seeing some old friends in that town but I got too caught up on the road, going everywhere and nowhere at the same time. Later at night when I was on my way back, there was a sudden flash of brightness, it wasn't just in fron of me, it was everywhere, all around, so I had to slow down, and right after that, something happened to the motorcycle and it broke down in the middle of a big avenue. Since it was dark and I didn't have any tools, I wouldn't be able to fix it right away, so I just left it on the sidewalk and locked it then walked to my parent's house. I got there when everyone was asleep so I had to be quiet. I was tired from all that happened the night before, and I figured I could get up as soon as the sun started coming out, grab some of my father's tools and try to fix it myself, either way it must've been something really simple and with enough light and time I should be able to get it going with ease. I was getting there and I received a call from my father, asking where I was and etc, I explained and he said he'd go take a look at it himself, and that we could go get some food after. I agreed. And this is where things start to get weird. After a few minutes, again I got a call from him, saying that he was just around the corner, in the car and with the rest of my family, which is mom and my three sisters, and that the car had broken down too, then the call started fading away, cutting off. I saw him walking down the street and we took a look at the bike, but no luck, after a while, we noticed there was something very strange around, it was already at least about 8:00am and there were no other cars passing by, no people walking, no businesses opening, no noise whatsoever. We decided to leave the bike and walked a few blocks down to where the car and the rest of my family were. Everyone had noticed the unlikely calmness of the day, and the absenceof people. We tried calling anyone, friends, relatives, even the police, but the cellphone reception was getting worse little by little, first it would give you a dial tone and cut off out of nowhere, then it would just make this loud, high-pitched sound and turn off. We weren't talking much about the whole thing, trying to have faith in a rational explanation for whatever was going on. We kept on walking. It had been at least an hour and still no sign of anything around. We were around my grandparent's house and we decided to go check it out hoping they would be there or something. We got there and the whole house looked completely different, like it was turned into some big company's office, the windows were sealed, the garage door reinforced, we tried somehow looking inside but even the wall-fence around the house was taller now. We eventually gave up. We kept on walking. For hours straight. It wasn't funny or cool at all. I could see my parent's faces full of anguish, not knowing if we were safe, not knowing if we'd find anyone at some point, and when. !!! I had a lot on my mind too, I was stressing out about water and food, thinking about the possibility that the water would be contaminated, or not, and if it was going to be easy to get food, stuff like that. But we kept on walking. All day. The sun was starting to hide. And there, on a highway about 2-3 miles away from a set of the fancy type of houses, my phone started vibrating. All it said was 'keep going; you're almost there' and then it turned off again. We followed the road until one house became specifically noticeable. It was the only one with electricity in it. It had very dim yellow and soft purple lights on the inside. And between the silence, there was this noise gradually getting louder as we walked towards it (pause here, a few days ago I came across this, which describes the kind of noise pretty accurately: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JSASzFWEa84). It sounded and kinda seemed like a party. The house looked expensive, the kind of house with a huge swimming pool and a terrace outside. People started to come out to the upstairs terrace then eventually some gathered outside the house too. They all seemed to ignore us. Then this guy came out from upstairs, with a gun on his hand, and started yelling something about himself owning everyone in that place. He looked a little under 30 years old, white, with short hair and a tattoo on one of his arms. People seemed to ignore him too. Then he started shooting anyone that was around him. He eventually came outside. He seemed covered in pure rage. The people around were screaming, some would try to crouch but they wouldn't run away, and the man would eventually reach up to them. He killed everyone at his “party”, some of them with a clean shot through the head or the chest, and some others with a few shots, first the legs then the rest of them even though they had dropped dead already. After killing all his guests, which were around 15 people, he was outside of the house and he stared directly at me for a moment, then put the gun in his mouth and killed himself. I was more than shocked. Right after that, all the lights in the place started turning off and eventually we went back to the road. I could barely think of anything else but the guy's stare, and how he viciously killed everyone there. It was completely dark by then and the dream just faded as we kept on walking.

Bed: 23.45 ish
Wake up: at 05.00.. at 06.00... :/
Now: 08.30

Football
I'm watching a football match. Not a real, professional one, but a competition/tournament that seems to be for fun. The field is small, as are the goals. The dream shifts around a bit. At one point it's football, at another it's rugby with a full size playing field. From the rugby part, all I remember is a combination of the dream with memories from years ago. I'm playing touch rugby and taking it chill. I come up to someone one on one and start making speed, throw in some manoeuvres and I break through. There's another part where there's another object that's also used for playing. It's near the end zone and before it touches the ground, someone from my team manages to hit it spot on with the ball. Good throw! For some reason that's a very good thing.

From the football part I remember sitting on the grassfield, close to the goal together with a girl (my girlfriend?). We weren't the ones playing, we were just chilling there and watching the game. At some point in between games we're chilling further to the back. A girl who is on one of the teams is supposedly my friend. She asks us to please join her team because else she doesn't stand a chance. I tell her that I'm not allowed, because this competition is only for.. her school? Idk. Eventually she persuades me and I put on my beaten, white sneakers. I distinctly remember first putting on the right shoe, then the left. I walk into the field. Our team is just her and me. The other team consists out of 3 people. I tell her that no wonder she felt like she needed me.

Moving
I've arrived in the city that I'll be moving to in reality in 3 weeks time. I am together with someone in a dormitory. We're looking to find someone who has a key so I can get a room. One of my friends sends me a message telling me who I should find to get a key. She tells me I need to find Ryan or Yang. I don't know this Yang guy. I go down a flight of stairs, while holding my phone in my right hand. I can tell that the battery is nearly drained.

Dick!
I'm with my girlfriend in my room at my student home. My housemate comes into my room. I honestly do not feel like talking to him, so for the most part I just ignore him. My girlfriend does talk to him cause she doesn't realise I'm mad at him. Multiple things happen and also my room changes a bit I think. At one point I'm brushing my teeth, at another point we're eating noodles, I think all 3 of us. I'm talking to my girlfriend in Indonesian to update her on how I feel about the guy.

False awakening

I woke up on the floor in my toilet. The floor was somehow soft, I slept there to watch what happens when we're not renovating it.

First dream

I saw a group of boys that founded a huge corporation selling pizza. Their neighbors also made such move, with slightly different method - first Corp was selling delicious pizza that had to be cooked, while the other sent it pre cooked, without need to do it. They were sitting in their headquarters in a garage and listening to radio audition which praised their concurrence. Suddenly the second group visited them and tried to remove them from business by force, but they didn't managed to do it. The first group was escaping from them, but just as both groups left garages, they were stopped by a blond woman that claimed that they've ruined her life in the past and now it's time for revenge. But she couldn't do anything, as enormous swarm of wasps attacked her. And then I heard someone's voice saying "Evil people are losers, they always lose in the end!"

Second dream

I was a lone wanderer, traveling from places that I can't quite recall, to a huge canyon with a river running far down. I was thinking about what I can do next in VHE, and for which game map it. Then my sister called me to my house, I appeared there immediately. She said something about conspiracy and horror and told me to look through the key hole in doors. I did it, and saw nothing in particular, just our living room.

I’m driving to church, when I somehow take a wrong turn and end up at the church’s “old location” - apparently they moved and got replaced by a different church. This new church has a huge banner saying “Golf Church”, and the service is actually being held in the parking lot. I try to turn around, but the pastor and the congregation start heading over to my car and surround it. I definitely get a cult-like vibe coming from their actions, but I get out of the car anyway. The pastor shakes my hand and takes me over to the side of the parking lot, where some people are teeing up to play golf.

I end up having a DEILD of sorts (I’m still not entirely sure if it was a FA or not, but meh, a lucid is a lucid). I’m supposedly in my dorm room, even though the layout is all wrong. I’m in the top bunk, so I jump over the railing and float down to the ground. For some reason, I’m still in competition mode, and try to think of what to do to score the most points. There’s a dresser blocking the door out, but still try to pull the doorknob to open it (my arm kind of stretches to reach the doorknob, a bit like Mr. Fantastic). I yank on the doorknob, and the door hits the dresser, causing it to start to fall over on me. I make myself phase through it as it falls, and so I’m unhurt as it hits the ground.

I head out the door and end up in this back alley, where there’s a ton of construction going on. I try to fly, but it doesn’t work, and for some reason I remember that there’s a special hat I have to wear in order to fly. I see it on top of a traffic cone nearby, but there’s a construction worker standing near it, and I don’t want him to see me steal it. I walk up and start a conversation, hoping to distract him.

“Um, you’re the guy in charge, right? There’s a guy over there that did something that you should probably check out.” I point behind him to a guy standing by a door over 100 yards away.
“Oh? What did he do?” he says, obviously seeming a bit skeptical.
“Oh, you know, he was working without a hard hat. That’s against the rules, I’m pretty sure.” At this point, I’m positive my BS is showing. “You should probably go over there and yell at him for it.”
“Really? Because I’ve been with him all day, and he definitely had his hat on. Come to think of it, where’s your hat at?”
“Um, you know, it’s… uh… Aw, frick it, I’m lucid, I don’t need this.” I grab the hat off the traffic cone, throw it on my head, and fly away before he can even react.

I have another questionably-real DEILD, but the transition feels awesome, like my body is slowly lifting off of the bed and my hearing turns into like a weird tunnel hearing, like the focus shifted from external sounds to internal sounds. I continue to float off the bed, until I can manage to roll over and set my feet on the floor. I end up having some conversation with my roommate for a while, until I have an FA. I’m back in my bed, excited that I just had a pretty cool lucid. I get up and walk over to the whiteboard by my desk, where I am apparently keeping track of all my lucids this year. I realize that this is a terrible system, especially since my roommate would ask me about it, but then I realize that I’m still dreaming. My roommate walks in at about this time, and I’m about to tell him something I already told him in my previous conversation, but then it hits me. “Wait, I’m lucid. What am I doing standing around talking to you?” I start to fly upwards again, but this time I wake up for real.

1. I had just walked into an extremely large auditorium. The floor was covered in blueish-gray carpet and the walls were the same carpet material but were fully red in color. Lots of other students were walking in front of me as well as behind me. It seemed that we were going to some sort of presentation. As I continued walking down this hallway that led to the inside of the auditorium, I noticed that the walls were very reflective. It was like the walls were made of the red carpet but also had a transparent mirror all along them. A student in front of me looked at his reflection in the walls. This student had short black hair and looked to be of complete Hispanic descent. I decided to look at my reflection in the walls now as well. As I did so I noticed that my head looked a lot more wider and rounder, and my hair was slightly longer. I saw from my reflection that I was wearing a snapback that was barely on my head.
Finally, I made it into the auditorium. The place was huge for even a large waking life auditorium to say the least. From where I walked in, there were what looked to be at least 50 or so rows of seats, and the floor descended from where I was standing. All of the seats here were plain gray in color. I walked about half way down the 50 rows of seats and saw my friend Richard along with some of my other friends. The row they were sitting on was full already so Richard was sitting on the row right behind them. I walked onto Richards row and sat in the seat directly to the right of him. We all talked for a few minutes, and as we did so, all of the other students around us were finding seats and sitting down and socializing just like us. Suddenly Richard had to go to the restroom. "I'm going to the restroom guys. I'll be right back. And don't take my seat Cory" he said as he got up and walked away.
Immediately after he left I got into his seat. Upon doing so I noticed that his seat was partially wet. I decided to ignore the wetness and stayed sitting down anyways. At this point, everyone was now seated and had stopped talking. Suddenly I see a bright light on the wall in front of us. I turn around and see that there is a huge projector screen covering most of the large wall behind us. "Why the hell are all of the seats faced this way if the screen we're supposed to be looking at is behind us?" I thought to myself. Just then a slideshow popped up on the screen. On the title of this slideshow was the words "ExBang College" as well as pictures of the University of Texas logo and the A&M university logo side by side. A blonde girl suddenly walked up to the wall and was now standing on the side of the slideshow where the screen ended.
"Hello everyone, this is my presentation for ExBang college" she said. "ExBang college is a college formed of UT and A&M put together" she continued. Suddenly two girls sitting in the row in front of me started giggling. The rest of the auditorium was completely silent, so they're laughing seemed really loud. One of these girls was blonde, and the other was brunette. The blonde was wearing a vivid pink shirt. "Omg, ExBang college, what kind of name is that?" the blonde whispered to her friend as they both continued giggling. I then started laughing too realizing how odd of a name that was for a college. "These people are gonna think me and these girls are so immature" I thought to myself. I remember stopping for a second and just seeing how crowded this auditorium was. Every seat was filled and it just looked really crowded in general.
Suddenly I got out of my seat and walked to the opposite side of the part of the auditorium where I had walked in. I walked down a hallway. This hallway looked the same as the other hallway, but it was much longer and there was a door at the end of it that looked like it led to some sort of backstage area or something. There were about 5 or 6 other people just chilling or walking in this hallway. As I continue down the hallway, I notice a blonde chick at the other end approaching me and looking me right in the eyes. This chick was plus size and had medium length blonde hair with a few brown streaks in it. As she comes up to me she starts conversation and we talk about snapchat. "So do you want to fuck me?" she asks. "Yeah I'm down" I say. I'm not really sure why I say that I'm down because I don't really find her attractive. I assume we made some sort of connection and this made me want to fuck her. "Okay, well if we're going to fuck regularly then we have to both label our profile statuses as "Sex"".
"I pulled out my phone and added her on snapchat. As I went to my profile I noticed a big blue button that, when pressed, displayed that you were regularly having sex with someone. I pressed the button and so did the blonde chick. After this she started talking about us dating and all that stuff. "I have to go for now, but I'll snapchat you later" she says. She then walks down the hallway where I came from. I remember facepalming after she left and thinking, "I don't have feelings for this girl, and I don't want to just use her for sex cause I know she has feelings for me".

1/5/16
Dream 1: I was at high school where songs from my old playlist starting playing over the speakers. Everyone was confused for a bit until this one sorta punky sorta metal song came on and everyone started dancing and singing along. I got up and started belting out the lyrics, rousing everyone up.

Dream 2: I was at uni in a lecture theatre, but then a fire alarm went off and everyone had to leave down the escalators.

Dream 3: It was after school and I was walking out through the yard. I saw a few friends around and also some people warming up for a basketball team tryout. I considered joining in but decided against it to go home and study instead. Because I was a bit late though the door out was locked, luckily though a new teacher came and let me out.

Dream 4: Playing yugioh with some people.

Fragment: Eating camp style/army style rations