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    1. Quail Farming

      by , 05-08-2016 at 08:41 PM
      I dreamed my fiancé and I moved to the country to start quail farming. Then a friend of his (T) showed up and started accidentally stepping on all of the eggs. The eggs were in kind of a ditch area with a lot of hay-like underbrush, and he destroyed almost all of them and kept going "Oops, sorry".

      Then it started to storm, and I wanted to run back to the farmhouse, but there was a lot of lightning and my friends warned me not to do it because I'd get struck by lightning. Instead, they decided we should take cover in a forest that was near the quail ditch. The forest was extremely dense, and almost no rain reached us at all... then it formed into like, a 2-story kind of house-like structure, but was still a forest, and there was a loft area full of kumquats and some other small oblong orangish fruit, which the friend invited me to eat. There were also little lights that I thought were maybe fungi, but they also seemed like glowing eggs.

      Then I dreamed I worked retail at a Winco and decided to go hide in the bathroom, telling a coworker I'd be "at the clock". Except I didn't come out for a long time, so they came looking for me, and I got in some trouble. There was also another person in the bathroom, kind of a fat guy, who refused to enter his own stall until I had entered mine. I think I was a guy in that dream.
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      non-lucid
    2. The 3 girls

      by , 05-08-2016 at 07:45 PM
      I have made a few calls since dreaming so it's a bit fuzzy but let me go over this all. There was a group of girls that my friends and I bumped into. One was insanely beautiful, one was medium, and one was uggs. The one girl was my perfect type; dark hair, big eyes, innocent and kind face, cute personaity. But my friend (possibly luka) snagged her and I was left to court the medium chick. She liked me, but all I could think of was the girl with the dark hair. She consimed my thoughts. eventually we all did LSD, and I confessed my love. We then had to build the Steam machine from scratch and people kept coming to steal the parts so we moved the operation to a balcony. Then I awoke.

      Dream Signs:
      Girls
      Love
      Theft
      Steam Machine
      Jealousy
      Social Awkwardness
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      non-lucid
    3. 2016-05-08 long night of very vivid dreams

      by , 05-08-2016 at 07:18 PM
      + old friends #1
      In a group talking, I notice one of the guys there is CL [college friend WFP], and I say, "C!". He doesn't answer or acknowledge me. He looks quite old, but his face is somewhat recognizable. He is mostly bald with a sparse ring of hair running around his head. I try to get his attention but he is not responding to me, I realize this is because of the rift I had with his (now) wife before they were married. I start telling this story. I have some trouble with remembering events. After I left city-S, I returned to B in order to....go to graduate school [FALSE, finished it in S]. This goes on for a while

      + old friends #2
      (in CH living room), I turn around and see MR [boy scout PL], he also looks old and not quite how I remember him but I know it is him. I also see his young son with him. I call out "M!" and go to him and give him a single strong pound on the back (makes a thumping sound) with a big hug. I'm talking about some things, and towards the end I hear my sister say "I heard you say that there are no prostitutes or whores in Amsterdam"

      + Job interview #1
      I'm at SGI interviewing for a job. The people (young guys and girls) are quite pleasant, this would be a good place to work.

      + Job interview #2
      I've been brought to a competitor's company for an interview. I feel a bit funny about being here. I see the guy who I used to work with, he's the one who invited me here, he's sitting at a computer working. If I came to work here I could earn a lot of money, they're going to be very successful (lots of talk about their product), but I realize I'd have to work really hard here. While I'm looking around I see one guy's large computer screen and I'm fascinated with what I see there. I can't quite figure out what is going on on this guy's screen and I keep watching. Images and text move across the screen quickly in different directions. I eventually decide that it is some sort of animated map application. Later on there is a 3-D construction made of computer PCBs with little tickets of some sort that fall off and I'm trying to pick up the tickets, I can take them with me but I won't be taking the construction.

      + Job interview #3
      I'm interviewing for a job at Google. I have a female interviewer contact. There are other interview candidates and it is sort of a contest. We have to figure out a lot of things about Google products, all of which seem to be food items on refrigerator shelves. One guy is upset (he's Muslim?) at having to find out about non-Halal food items. I'm getting quite chummy with my interview contact girl. I'm sitting at a table with a row of computers and she is sitting on my left. I think she wants me to come on to her. I get bold and start rubbing her back. She blushes furiously and slouches down in her chair so I can't reach her back any more. I decide that this means that she does not like the contact. I notice her dress (red and white? Floral?) and her bare legs in this slouched position. OK, since she doesn't want my advances, I turn my attention to the job interview. I get a bit nervous that I've blown the interview by making a pass at her, and that this will ruin all my chances forever for a Google job since she'll tell everybody about what I did. I get up and say, "OK, tell me what I need to know and learn about these products." But there is now a guy next to the girl [RW the g v player sister friend] and he is looking at me severely, they've traded places so he is sitting next to me and the girl is standing at the end of the table so I can't reach her now. He (she?) says "you had your chance to go around earlier and talk to people, but instead you were focusing on Gina's (the girl) wardrobe."
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    4. 8 May 2016

      by , 05-08-2016 at 06:09 PM
      Dreamed I had long hair going to my shoulders.
      Tags: long hair
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      non-lucid
    5. Land of Color

      by , 05-08-2016 at 05:36 PM (Oneirin's Dreamworld)
      I have a FA following a void state from my previous dream. I head to [S] as she gets ready in the morning. Her face looks very real, but I just got up, and something doesn't feel right, so I hand RC. My hands look fine, but something still feels strange, so I nose plug and become lucid. I turn around and decide to head to a brighter environment. I look through the blinds and think "Marlboro...again". The colors are incredibly bright and vivid. The brilliant green and perfection of the grass fascinates me. I see the stone diving board on the edge of what resembles a body of water/simming pool. This area is right up against the grass. I jump out of the window and slowly glide out into the environment. I decide to shift focus to a dream goal. I try to conjure a 'lucidity orb'. No luck, and I'm on the ground at this point. I then try to conjure a stability orb to see if it could help stabilize the dream. No luck with this either. I decide to hold off on other dream goals as I feel teleporting/phasing may make the dream unstable. I want to see how long I can stay in the environment. I have the thought that it's amazing how natural LDers could experience this on many nights. I then think I can't wait to tell my brother about this one. I make my way back up into the air to get a more aerial view - the yard is very expansive. I make my way around a group of trees to the left. The yellows and pinks are simply amazing and appear as vivid as real life. I see a tall black light on the edge of the grass near the trees which is extremely realistic and similar to the one in WL. As I fly my way around these trees I repeat "You've got to be kidding me" as everything appears so super-real. In the moment I find it hard to believe this state exists. The dream feel very stable. I see a shed structure with two trees off in the distance, and I fly in this general direction. The shed structure is a light brown color. Around this point the dream feels as though it is beginning to fade. I quickly come back to WL and do a quick state check for gravity before adjusting anything. It feels like I'm truly awake so I open my eyes and hand RC. I turn to my dog, laughing, and say "You've got to be kidding me, Maya" .

      Updated 05-10-2016 at 01:48 AM by 50425

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      lucid
    6. Dark Expanse

      by , 05-08-2016 at 05:09 PM (Oneirin's Dreamworld)
      I have a FA and something feels strange. I can't see my hands well, so I nose plug and I'm lucid. The room is very dark, so I continue on to the next. I see that there is a small riffle in the covers of the bed in the next room, as though someone small may be lying there. I become curious to see who is there and pull the sheets back. I don't see a head, and see small clothing, but cannot tell if there is a body inside. I turn away from the bed and head to the window to change the scene. I jump through and fall into a void/blackness which leads to a period of simply holding awareness before the dream fades. There is a strange void transition period I vaguely remember before another FA occurs.
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      lucid
    7. Conversation in a run-down movie theater

      by , 05-08-2016 at 05:03 PM
      May 6, 2016: I lace up a pair of foul weather hiking boots. I need to use the bathroom inside the movie theater. It is disgusting and run down to the point where I don't even want to touch the entrance door. I use my booted left foot to push open the door and then approach a bare concrete cinder block wall where there is a trough. I start to pee against the wall and my urine runs down the wall into the trough.

      A man enters the bathroom, and is standing to my left while I pee. He has a thin catalog open to a page which has an illustration of a creepy looking doll which resembles a Tim Burton characterization of a popular or famous actress. The female doll is Frankenstein-like with surgical sutures on its face and is dressed like a pilgrim in black and white. The man seems concerned that the likeness of the doll's face to a famous actress will prompt a lawsuit. I advised him to simply make a small change to the appearance of the doll and that if he did so I didn't think he would get sued since the doll was not likely to have much sale volume potential. I finished peeing and we exit the bathroom.

      We are now outside the bathroom in the lobby area of the movie theater and the conversation switches to kites. I start pontificating on the Revolution kite, and give him the pros and cons of purchasing a less expensive model of Revolution kite first as a “beater" while he learns to fly. Afterwards, he can purchase a more expensive model. I tell him that if he flies the kite in his yard at a party, his guests will be very impressed. Apparently, I had previously promised to upload information on my Revolution kite online for his benefit, but hadn't done so as of this conversation. I find a black straw on the floor of the movie theater. It is very stiff and covered in part by a cellophane wrapper. I removed the remnant of the wrapper and show it to the man as an example of the carbon fiber frame inside the Revolution kite. I wake.

      Updated 05-08-2016 at 06:48 PM by 68799

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      non-lucid
    8. No Dreams Tonight.

      by , 05-08-2016 at 05:01 PM (My Dream Goals)
      I do not recall any dreams from last night.

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      Last night, I watched a series on the "Layers of Lucid Dreaming" per suggestion by Jadegreen. It's quite interesting, if you would like to watch it you can do so here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ywwlib29LgU
      Tags: no dreams
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      side notes
    9. Long lucid on life lesson?

      by , 05-08-2016 at 04:20 PM
      I have never had a dream so real before, i've had vivid dreams and lucid dreams but usually there are tell tale signs so I tell its a dream, the dream world doesn't usually seem or look right. This was all too real, I have never experienced anything like it.

      I woke up in the dream, like an obe I guess. I looked around it was morning and I was in bed. The room felt stuffy and I shifted on the cotton sheets slowly waking. I was not in my own room, I could make out the bed in the darkness and vague shapes, tiny slits of light were coming in from the shutters on a window.
      So I got out of bed and went over, I pulled the shutters open and was blinded for a second by the light from outside.
      As my eyes adjusted, I was taken aback as I looked around in wonder, wt..
      I was in a dream clearly, but everything was so real, I could feel the heat in the room, see dust in the air, the cold of the stone floor under my feet, and the view through the now open window.
      Outside I could see the wall of a house it was two storey and white, clearly not a modern house. I looked around the room, there was a table and a chair, I could not make out much else.
      I felt a strong urge to go out to find someone who kept appearing in my mind, I wasn't sure who it was but they felt like someone I was supposed to meet.
      Going out of the front door, I entered the street, and saw a street leading down between large white washed buildings. The sun was blinding, and I could already feel it was getting hot, although it seemed like early morning.
      I could hear the noise of people who were already up, and see an old woman of dark complexion.
      Feeling drawn I walked quickly down the dusty street, looking around as I walked. The houses had a strange architecture, with lots of balconies and chipped paintwork.
      following my instincts, I headed off down alleyway after alleyway until I reached a rough path with very thick vegetation on either side.
      Large palms and tall grasses where everywhere and there was a pleasant earthy smell in the air as I tramped along.
      As I came to the bottom of an incline my heart began to race, and as I reached the bottom a river came into view. I could hear the water running and stopped near the shore which was muddy.
      There by the river was a young woman, I was breathless as I approached, but seem to know her as I uttered her name.
      She turned and looked up from her washing at the sound of my voice, her smile radiant. My heart gave a little jump.
      We sat and talked I know not the exact details as the words that I uttered were not english. But I could tell
      the gist as I had images jumbling in my head of us and people I didn't know and then a church. I think it was maybe spanish , but accent so thick I couldn't tell. My mind might have created another language or made it sound like something similar idk.
      There was also a feeling of sorrow at one point. I could tell that the two or I and her were in love.
      I stole a kiss and my heart was singing as I left her and walked back up the slope.
      Returning to the house the way I came, I saw and met people again I didn't know but seemed clearly to know me and greet me warmly.
      I was overcome with the warmth of the people, it felt like everyone knew everyone and it was one big family of people.
      A few said my name, but the accent was so thick that I had trouble identifiying the word, it was musical and I felt I enjoyed the exchanges.
      People were filling the street now, and I felt an urgency again as I heard the loud clanging of church bells beginning to ring out.
      I felt my feet guide me be returning to the house again. When inside I looked down at my self for the first time, wondering what I was wearing and infact who I was.
      I looked quite presentable all my clothing was of a thin cotton and felt nice against my skin. I searched the room for more clothes and something to wash with.
      My stomach actually started to feel hungry but I had no idea were anything was in this house and did not want to leave the dream before I found out what would happen next.
      I flung on the clothers feeling my face and wondering what to do about the stubble I felt on my face. I felt a blade by a large bowl of water and proceeded to try and shave, suprisingly it seemed to come as second nature so I did not kill myself.
      Leaving the house at a trott and joined the throng heading for the church, again many people acosted me.
      I made it slowly up the steps of the church and imposing white building with twin towers and a cross.
      Inside was dark, filled with a pungent smell of incense, the pews were of a dark wood, and as people packed in I looked around for a moment and noticed stained glass windows and figuerines.
      I felt the presence of the young woman and looked and saw her wearing a beautiful white and red dress. She was at the other side of the church and I went to get up to go over to her but my arm was grabbed and I was forced down again.
      Anger flooded me, and I wanted to rage, images flooded my head of her with another man.
      Then as she looked over at me, and the vision of her face filled with a soft gentle love fixed on me.
      I stopped dead, her attention made me feel like we were the only two in the world and the sounds of the church became muffled and distant.
      It came to my mind that it was not destined to be and her family had arranged for her to marry another.
      At this moment the vision of someone I know became superimposed over the womans face, in my mind it was as though the two people were one and the same. And as I looked at her, my heart became steady and it didn't matter what was happening then, now or any place in time.
      She loved me in that moment and that was all that mattered, what happens in this life is not always in our control,
      sometimes there is happiness sometimes sorrow. We have to be happy for the blessings that we are given.

      I fell still, and awoke with the vision of her face still filling my mind.
      It took a while for me to come out of the reverie. I was back in my own room I could tell, it was still dark.
      I rested for a while filled with that peaceful feeling, smiling to myself.

      [Comment]
      I am still wondering if this was a past life memory or part of one, I have never been to that place but every detail was so real.
      Also the dream went on for what felt like an hour or so.
      The thing that most strongly makes me think it was something different was the feeling I had that I was in somebody else's body with someone else's thoughts.
      Although I realise that I have the same repeating patterns in my own life that are counterproductive.
      I know now that I must let go of those patterns, and this feeling of peace and unburdening I feel will help me do that.
      Letting go will also improve the chances of what I would like to happen, actually happening as higher vibrations should attract better things

      Oh it didn't seem relevant when I was dreaming, but there were no signs of modern living, no cars or electric lighting.

      I had a non-lucid dream before this where I was being controlled by someone I was fearful of . I had to beg and do whatever they said. A nightmare.
      I am quite clear this relates to a very controlling person in my life, and the need for me to get back my independence.

      Updated 05-08-2016 at 09:32 PM by 89275

      Categories
      lucid , memorable
    10. Rainbow Window

      by , 05-08-2016 at 02:02 PM (Oneirin's Dreamworld)
      I have a feeling of being bummed that I'm not lucid while looking at statistics from a Dream Views monthly competition . I look at the screen and see line graphs in green corresponding to the time Sensei is lucid within dreams throughout each night.
      I get the thought that I may actually be dreaming. Nose pinch lucid. I immediately leave the room and enter the main area of the structure. It resembles the main entryway at my childhood home. Beautiful rainbow light spills in the main area of the building through the arched window on the second story. I float down to the first floor, turn around and head down the hallway. As I walk down the hall, I look back to my first dream goal, and try to conjure a lucidity orb. My right hand comes out in front, but nothing appears. I then ask it to come to me in future dreams and make me lucid. I then ask for a dream character to appear in order to find me in future dreams and make me lucid. No response. I am in the kitchen area of the house at this point, but turn from this area, head back through the hall to the main area. I phase through the white front door and into the outdoor environment. The colors remain very bright and vivid. I gaze around at all the colorful bushes and trees and down the street, and wonder how long the dream will remain stable for. I move toward the street, and the dream fades a bit. I feel that I might be feeling my physical body. I begin to feel for gravity as my initial state test. I wake up.
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      lucid
    11. Mind of Light

      by , 05-08-2016 at 01:45 PM (Oneirin's Dreamworld)
      I am in a dark room resembling my bedroom following a transition from a dream of driving a truck through corridors at a military base. I stand up but something feels strange. I go to look at my hands, but it's too dark to see anything. I decide to go with a nose-plug and breathe - success! I try to brighten things up so I shout out lantern, hoping to get a strong light effect from a lantern appearing in the room. I do this a few times, but don't get any results. I am still int he near pitch black room, and see a small bit of light coming through a door very far down a hallway. Instead of changing the dream scene, I decide to sit and meditate. Whin seconds, I get an incredible transcending experience with my mind, as though its being pulled up through my dream head and, and I begin to expereince a mild state of euphoria within a surrounding of dim golden light. After a few seconds, I return back to my meditating body and consider looking around the room. As I begin to open my eyes, I'm concerned it will be WL and become cautious. The dream begins to fade.
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      lucid
    12. Hey Dreamviews Loves. Been Awhile.

      by , 05-08-2016 at 01:29 PM (Krista's Dream Journal)
      Hey loves. If any of you are still here anyway, ha.

      I do apologize for a long, long absence. When I left last time, I had just found out that I was pregnant, and I was over-analyzing my dreams, so I had to stop recording them. It was stressing me out. I was picking them apart trying to figure out if they were trying to tell me my baby was dead (anxiety!). The baby ended up being fine and I gave birth to a baby girl by emergency c-section on July 7 of last year. She is happy and healthy...such a joy. <3

      I am now pregnant again, but going through some really tough issues in my life. We don't have a place to go when our lease ends on the 31st. We were going to move to Oregon, but with the pregnancy catching us by surprise, we decided to wait since the move itself could be stressful enough to harm the pregnancy. We are very poor, barely making ends meet (my parents were going to help us move out there). Things are not going well. And I honestly wasn't even thinking about DV, but I had a friend request in my email, so I came back.

      I would like to start journaling again, but my recall is suffering pretty badly right now, though my dreams are very, very vivid. I'd like to find some insight into all the craziness happening in my life lately. It's been a long time since I had a LD that I can remember, but hopefully this will fix it.

      On a similar note, some of the pregnancy/post-partum dreams I had I wish I would have written down. The hormones REALLY drive up the vividness. But I had other things to tend to at the time, severe post-partum depression being one, something that I am still struggling with, especially now that I am off my antidepressants.

      So anyway, KittenSquirrel (I think that's your name), thanks for friend requesting me. Maybe dream journaling again is going to help me find some insight into the craziness in my life/the world.

      -Krista

      Updated 05-08-2016 at 02:04 PM by 32059

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    13. Driving,healing,running and enjoying 🎇🎆🌠

      by , 05-08-2016 at 01:14 PM
      Watched moovies for a few hours yesterday afternoon up until bed with G and remember regularly that " I am dreaming " and that " I recognise I am waking up and stay still..listen and pay attention - keeping my eyes closed"
      After last mornings vision of waves with glistening sunlight ..looking so perfect - I know this was achieved through waking with silent soft purpose and willingness to bend myself through time and space to the next dimension ✨

      I go to bed around 10 and listen to a compilation of songs I gathered together today on iTunes about Lucid Dreaming - they are a beautiful mix of alternative,hip hop, rock and lovely female Irish vocals... I haven't been giving time to listen to music for a few years now ... So I did this on the spur of the moment and am surprised I enjoyed it sooo much - I listened before sleep in my dark lucid dream room - alone and ready for my Sunday morning lay in ritual of being who I am - a lucid dreamer

      Woke up at 3 am and listened to the music compilation again - allowing my mind to drift ( awake ) with images of myself in my lucid dreams ...flying and other such enjoyable stuff...flying into the brightly lit night without a care in the world✨

      This went on for about an hour and a half - so a decent wbtb - " I remain with myself I stay still on waking and watch in silence my next dream form agin and again" are my mantra's

      Two Lucid dreams which could have gone into 3 ✨

      Suddenly I find myself in the dream world - first I am within the imagining I mention above ...my music stopped some time ago...then the thought enters my head that I could be dreaming for real✨
      It's dark so I play with the darkness- I remember to look for something ...a ladder - I see it coming into vision through the darkness ...I start to move my arm and take hold of the step - then the next, then the next. The scene becomes clearer as I pull myself up the ladder very easily now.
      I am in a very clear scene flying through the sky and enjoying it! It's twilight - not too dark but not blazing sun either. I call out to the/my awareness behind the dream
      " Show me something significant. Something I can learn from - show me however you want"
      Next I am running through a jungle like environment - it's day time. I find myself at a train station - a train is waiting on the track. I run on to this train that's waiting at the station - it's the very first carriage where the driver would sit and drives the train - it is clear the driver is me. The doors close behind me and I go up to the control desk at the front- looking confidently ahead I press the red button in the middle and the train begins to move forwards. I notice that there are some people on the carriage sitting behind me, but I concentrate on the track because we seem tobe getting a good speed up - we are going too fast in fact- before we know it the track had split Into 2 at a junction and it seems we were going to fast to stay on the track and another train is in the way of us ...as we swerve to the left ... We come off the track ...I manage to press another red button and we are going forward again back on the track once again ( magic ) This happens again a couple of times but we always end up back on track ...but then this last time it's off the track for good...we stop

      I can't believe the LD is lasting so long and there seems to be a plot - I am really enjoying myself

      The train stops and some guards rush on - my god this is exiting - they seem tobe coming for me! I go up the 2 ladies and very vivid looking man on the train just to the side of me and l say
      " You know this is a dream right?"
      ". No ...really ! This is a dream?" The guy says to me happily but shocked as well.
      " Yes - say this it to your self again and again - This is a dream - This is a dream- Just keep repeating it. It will help you to remember - ok?"
      " Yeah ok - I will do that" he says to me

      The guards come up to me and begin to take my arm as if he is arresting me - wow - I feel exited to be going through this plot with a DC who wants to arrest me this is not my usual experience up to now in my lucid dreams and I am very exited to be here! So I allow him to take me away
      " Ok " I say " I will come " and I follow him
      As I walked by the people I just spoke to I could feel myself coming back to my WL body. I looked him very straight in the face and said
      " The dream is fading now... I am waking."
      " Ahh " he says " The fun is over " and he smiles at me ...
      " Yes..."
      But I stayed still and remember to watch the darkness behind my eyes...and I am back in the dream again✨

      I see some ladies swimming in a glistening pool of very refreshing looking water - I walk into the pool and emerge myself in water - it's lovely. I stay a while in the there ✨

      I wake and need the loo - another Deild otherwise would have come
      I feel very grateful and happy and know I must stay with my present LD work and reminders - I am lucid - I am dreaming

      3rd Lucid I wake around 7am to record
      M was so unwell - her whole body I'd skinny and contorted ...she try's to bully me into working harder. I am very straight with her
      " This is a dream - you have no power over me"
      " you always have the perks and I don't like it" she says
      " Well yes I enjoy the perks - so what - you don't look well. How are you?"
      " I am not well " she says
      " Try to heal your self " I say to her and I feel the dream fading
      Before it faded fully I am in another scene on a bed with a baby who is very unwell
      I am the one taking care of him ...he keeps rolling about and almost falling off the bed ...
      I wake but fall asleep quickly once more...


      Lucid again but I think Semi at first then becomes more lucid after the healing
      I am running through a corridor with a group - there is a row of lights coming towards us - it's unclear where they come from but they shine towards us from the space infront - I know instinctively that I need to align myself with them so that they can enter my body properly...I shout out to those behind me to do the same. The lights come and I made lots of little adjustments to get the flow coming straight in to me. First at my head I hold it for a while ...then by heart - I hold and take in the light - then my base chakra or entrance - I let the light run through me from this point of entrance for a while - it feels good and strong and healing - it feels amazing✨
      Then we, as a group,are running outside in the fresh air and I am shouting
      " This is a dream -This is a dream" I am laughing as a speak
      " Haven't you ever had lucid dreams?" I ask them
      " No not really ...maybe a few " one girl answers me and the others offer similar responses.

      I am looking after a child again and a baddie keeps coming to try and take/posses the child but I blow an almighty wave of fire breath on him - haha - seems todo the trick and each time he disintegrates away ( next time I will confront him straight on and ask him what exactly is going on with this scene!)
      I feel I am receiving some inner guidance as I move through corridors and rooms and up stairs ... We met with the obstacle thing again and I use my fire breath again to shoot him back into oblivion.

      Some lucid moments followed later
      - I am on campus with a group of friends - dancing, drinking, smoking, competitions ...I excel in everything
      - We are in a ritual like situation at one point and I play an instrument - the energy is high.
      - Another lucid moment I am asked to drive a big car backwards down a very steep slope and keep the car in and exact straight and I manage
      - Wow what a cool mornings work

      https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=M54POmo1zi4

      Updated 05-14-2016 at 09:24 AM by 87274

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    14. Waves glistening across the sea 🌅

      by , 05-08-2016 at 01:09 PM
      Yesterday morning I had some beautiful moments before waking with being able to watch the dreams forming behind my closed eyes - waves glistened reminding me of Clarity and wisdom with so much space - the description I heard stays with me and this picture was it. As I watched I am filled with wonder

      I almost joined it fully ✨
    15. The Circus

      by , 05-08-2016 at 12:03 PM
      I was special- there was emptiness in me and I needed to fill that emptiness. I had material/ethereal sky-blue glowing cluster of crystal where spirits of my victims(women) were absorbed when my emptiness called for filling, leaving only short time living empty husks behind...I had forces over light and dark. I could use instant transportation from place to place. Healing and telepathy. Matter manipulation, creation and destruction... I was able to see energy flow in things, i was able to see souls...

      I worked in circus. The Director of circus was collector of special people. He made as to make performances... He wasn't good man. He was dark with greed. He knew what I'm able to do, what I do to women from time to time, yet he was OK with it. As far as I was staying in circus. Yet I didn't care about that. I didn't care for anything. It was like everything is far below me. I wasn't bad... I was simply unable to care. Everything seemed to be so insignificant... Like we don't care about atoms or molecules... I didn't care about anything... I felt to be above that. The time flew around myself. Things changed, yet my attitude remained the same. Only from time to time I felt the need to fill the emptiness inside of me... the process was simple... I got close to woman when I felt the need and she released her soul, painlessly... then that soul flew to me, but never was able to fill the emptiness, instead it crystallized as another crystal on that cluster of crystals I had.
      There were other special people, with some talents... nothing like me. One older woman bleed from eyes every time someone lied nearby... An older man able to levitate himself, was making crazy shows on the rope...

      I was in my room changing my clothes- clothes materialized and dematerialized directly on me. I didn't care whether I was naked or not but I knew that it was required for performance. I felt something significant will happen. I saw flashes of visions of radiant soul... glowing... its filaments reaching to me... There was black haired mute woman with me in my room. She was guarding me and especially the glowing cluster of crystals, even if that cluster couldn't be touched or moved by anyone but me. The Director feared to lose me. His circus would be devastated financially without me. How many women was absorbed to crystal to fill my emptiness? It didn't help, I was empty.

      I took cluster of crystals and teleported to circus directly onto podium. And I felt her. My emptiness was calling to be filled. My soul reached with its glowing filaments across the void between us. She was young regal woman in white dress visiting circus- she was the right person to fill my emptiness. My emptiness was calling to be filled with her soul light... The director saw the change in me... My glow... My disregard to the performance I had to do. And I knew that he saw, I knew it instantly... director wanted to kill her, fearing I will be lost for him.

      I wasn't about to confront the director when he called me, I lied to him to protect that woman special for me. And that older woman working in circus bled from her eyes through the whole time... and she held her hands trying to hide it... ineffectually. The director saw that. I read his thoughts. I needed to save that woman in white. I vanished, and reappeared by her. We were forced to kiss, like two magnets pulled together. Our souls intertwined in glorious harmony... our bodies were connected and controlled by our souls only by thin filaments, but our souls weren't located in our bodies anymore. We became one and yet remained two distinct souls... there was constant interaction making it look like constant movement of light filaments. The cluster of crystals vanished in blinding light show, making trapped spirits free. Director was crazy with hate. I see into your soul director... No more circus for me... no more matter bonds... I vanished together with my soulmate away from material world, to higher plane of existence.

      Remarks
      Very strange dream... I had to write it, it was pushing my consciousness to do that

      Updated 05-09-2016 at 08:08 AM by 66278

      Categories
      non-lucid , memorable
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