I was too out of it this morning to focus on remembering my dreams, but I know I had a few that I could've remember. All I remember was a false awakening involving my dog.
I was in the backseat of an SUV with my stepfather driving and my mother in the passenger seat and maybe my little brother next to me. We were on a sandy and rocky beach, the ocean immediately to our right. I told my stepdad that I felt afraid we were too close to the ocean and that I have dreams about him driving like this. Later: I had a gun. I was not me. I was going to go next door to a house and [kill???!! idk] 2 young girls. I felt hesitant and afraid and I didn't do it. But I kept thinking I had to go over there. Then I was on a train, maybe the same person, not me. I needed to go several cars ahead of me, but the train was moving and the sideboards that you were supposed to use were outside of the car, and I was afraid I would fall so I didn't go. Later: I was with an old friend whom Ive recently been wondering about in waking life. Some other people were there too. We might have been in a foreign country. We sat at a table at a convenience store/cafe. A man asked us if we wanted anything. At first we all declined, but I saw that I had a box with 3 donuts in it and I decided to order some coffee to go with them. My friend also ordered coffee. Soon after I saw my coffee on the counter near the register with a receipt under it and I walked over and picked it up.
So... I'm back. I haven't been dreaming much lately, as school projects keep me up late and stress keeps my mind blank. I have had three odd nightmares, though. Nightmares that I wish lucid dreaming could help me overcome... But I still can't manage to replicate my singular lucid from a few months ago. All of the nightmares have to do with a boy named Trent from my school trying to hurt me or scaring me. I'm hoping that I'll be able to defeat my nightmares and get this DC to leave me be. In the meantime, any help and advice would be much appreciated. I'm really hoping not to wake up crying or panicked another time this week.
D1 - needing to see a solicitor D2 - Walking through gardens in the baking heat, back garden is natural and covered with vines. At the front of the house my brother is standing on a well kept lawn. I talk to him about something to do with houses and gardens. D3 - I am with a survivor colony, we are somewhere very barren looking. The earth is blackened, maybe volcanic. I then go down into a cavern which is open wide the surface. We are all in rags and are discussing how to survive.
I was washing dishes, wearing a stupid yellow apron. I looked over my shoulder and saw this guy made completely of shadows looking at me. "Sid, you need to leave," He said. "They're gonna be here soon, to take you away!" He starts crying. "I don't want to lose you.." "For the thousandth time, I DON'T KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!" I turned around, smashing the dish on the floor. "LEAVE ME ALONE YOU FREAK!" He looked hurt and sad, then angry. "All these years I was only trying to protect you! AND THIS IS HOW YOU REPAY ME?" He stood up. "You'll regret staying here." "For all I know, you're not even real!" I shouted. "How do you know?" "They told me..." He got up and put a hand on my shoulder. "They L I E." and just like that he was gone. I heard loud banging on my front door, and my vision went black. When my vision returned, I was standing in front of my front door, which was leaking black mist around the edges and still being pounded on. I reached towards the door handle, and my vision faded out again. This time when it returned, armed cops were in my house, guns pointed at me. I put my hands up, they cuffed me, and they injected me with a sedative. When the sedative wore off, I was naked in a room with white walls, facing a girl with blonde hair that went down to her feet who was also naked. Someone tapped me on the shoulder and I turned around. "You should have listened to me," the shadow said, before leaving once again. "NO! NO! WAIT, I'M SORRY! I BELIEVE YOU NOW!!" I banged on the walls and cried, eventually turning around to face the naked girl. she walked closer to me, and once she touched me, she turned into a tiger and mauled me to death. Then I woke up. That was a couple years ago. I have now actually been to that white room before, at least now. That room was the quiet room (Modern version of the rubber room) of the second mental hospital I was admitted to. I guess that dream was a warning to do something about the people at my school before they pushed me off the edge. I still have no idea who that shadow guy was supposed to be, but I named him Andrew for some reason.
I was walking through the woods near my house and then I heard really loud chanting. I was curious, so I walked towards it. Michal Jackson was wearing a priest outfit and leading this cult ritual where they were trying to save the jellyfish, and they forced me to help. I didn't want to help, so I shot down a bird and put it one the ground and said that the bird would watch over the jellyfish so I could leave. Michal Jackson was totally cool with this and he invited me to sing for their cult choir sometime, and left. So I went to my old bus stop, and waited for the bus to come. When I got to school, it wasn't actually school it was prison, and eventually we broke out by rolling up a giant ball of mud. (?) Once everyone left, I went into the cafeteria to find Peridot (From steven Universe) Making macaroni and cheese. I ate one bite of it, so she got mad and chased me out of the school. I got in a car and drove to the cult's meeting place in the woods, and all the cult members were super happy to see me and they let me play piano for their play. I don't know how to play piano, so I messed up, and the cult got mad at me and called the police. when the police got there, I jumped in my car again and drove to this research lab place that is close to my old friend's house, where the scientists put me on a rocket and made me watch a youtuber speedpaint a political map of the USA. the rocket failed and blew up a lot of stuff, but I was taken underground to this cavern full of undertale charecters. This demon guy showed up and introduced himself as the "other devil" and showed me around, only to figure out that I ate Peridots macaroni and turn on me, gathering up random people to beat me up. Then I woke up. I promise that this isn't a random = funny joke, this was a legitimate dream. It made a lot more sense while I was asleep.
These were both long dreams, but I can't really remember them well. In the first one I was I was outside on some sort of walkway looking up a payment hill. I was with a group of younger kids, and I myself was a lot younger. Then these grown ups started climbing the hill, and we all knew they were up to something bad. When they came back down the hill they got into this pickup truck, and either had something that wasn't there's, or wanted to take us (I can't remember). So a fight breaks out, and the grown ups try grabbing us. We all punch and kick back. There's this one really big and strong guy in the back of the truck who try's to grab me. Since I'm lower to the ground than him. I swing my first up really hard and hit in the face. He lets go, and I call him an ugly fat steeoids addict or something. Then I can't remember anything. The second dream, there's two very expensive cars being tested for their speed. I'm in one car, and there's someone else telling me about the cars speed, and what it can do. The other car has someone in it as well, and we're going to race. We start driving really fast, and the person sitting next to me says the maxspeed is 600mph. I want to get to this, so I go off this ramp. The car dose t land anywhere, and we're both launched into mid air. When we land backs not the track, the guy says we were at 400mph. Eventually we reach the end, and I can't remember who wins or loses.
Ehh...I fell asleep at 2am because of anxious thoughts. I don't really remember what I dreamt about other than my dad annoying me and me hugging my dead dog Max who was alive in the dream. :3 I woke up early so no more dreams to write but it was nice hugging him.
Morning of July 25, 2016. Monday. I have befriended, as a coworker, Terry O'Quinn (as John Locke on “Lost”). We are volcanologists working in an apparently isolated area, though there is no impending threat at first. Eventually however, I develop some sort of insight into seeing what is to come, though this is more as a typical pretense in somehow subliminally directing my dream (which happens a lot in non-lucid dreams). There are about six or seven in total working in this setting. I inform them that they all died - though speaking of events about three days from now. They seem a bit wary of my advice that they should leave. They do not want to scrap the study, but I somehow convince them. Suddenly, at one point as we are walking, we are all in the Cubitis living room. I gaze cautiously at a small bright orange circle (like a shallow hole possibly revealing orange rather than red lava inside) on the knotty pine wall to the right of the hidden door that was there in real life, somehow linked to a light switch in this otherwise dark room. (This is a sunrise metaphor and waking precursor and seemingly symbolizes a desire to somehow see my deceased parents prior to the new day as both my mother and father used that room during different time periods.) There is a sense of electrical energy rather than volcanic and there is no threat, just a sense of awe and curiosity. The others follow my lead willingly. There is an interesting scene of an earthquake but I inform them that there is still time to escape. There is a scene where Michael Dawson shows up to drive us to the airport. He looks as if he has been badly burned by being close to the eruption, though it is more like an unrealistic type of “burn” where he is more like a shadow made of ash. It is an unusual effect but he seems perfectly fine and is even cheerful. At a later point I am looking at Terry O'Quinn through the window of a commercial jet airliner that is flying high in the sky (and it seems I somehow phased through the wall of the aircraft I had just been in to do this). He notices me and there is the idea that I am his guardian angel or even his idea of God. He is aware of me and acknowledges my presence in a somewhat cautious but respectful manner. Finally, there is a bizarre scene where I am looking at the front halves of the heads of all the volcanologists as they are lying on the surface of a table in a medical laboratory. They are slid around almost like dinner plates a couple times. I am trying to work out where the rest of their bodies are though they seem fairly alert and are answering questions and getting examined somehow. There seems to be a question over how I knew they would have otherwise died. I reveal my ability, which supposedly came from some sort of injection in this same laboratory. A female medical worker seeks to give me another injection to undo my abilities but I cause her to fly backward across the room and against the wall with telekinesis. I am able to fly away as well as to help the volcanologists escape their second possible fate of being lab rats.
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I had a micro wakening to change my position or for some reason. I reached my phone and it was 4:04 am. I said well, what a blessing, a natural WBTB. I tried to notice when I start to dream while repeating mantras. Next thing I remember, I'm lying on my back, opening my eyes and looking at the center of my room. a young male child (age 4 - 5 y) wearing blue shirt is coming towards me! That's when I know I was dreaming! I couldn't really see his face because I was too drowsy and some what dizzy, but I'm sure that I never seen him before. And I don't have any younger siblings. I just lied there watching him reaching my bed, lied above me and slept on my chest. He was so warm just like a real person. I just liked what he did and hugged him back *^^*. He then raised his head for few seconds and put it back on my chest. I stayed there closing my eyes with a kid on my chest until i could not feel him any more. I open my eyes again, the kid is gone, and i see a white parrot above resting on the chandelier. I saw him and raised my arm while laying down so he can come and sit on my arm, and he did! After that he sat next to me in bed and start shaking his head and playing. then laid and put his head on the right side of my neck. I then woke up from phones alarm.
I was in school, at the main hall at first floor. It was a sunny and warm day. With whole class we were waiting for our lesson to begin, it was after the bell rang. Suddenly new head director appeared and started shouting at us and told that lesson should begin soon. With group of few people we escaped to teacher's room, I took a seat while others started turning on computers. After a while a brown haired woman in yellow blouse and jeans appeared. Her hair were arms long and curly, she looked like she was in late twenties. She started lesson with us, but she was paying attention only to one dude who had big troubles in school.
+ [long, vivid] mansion epic Driving/moving with friends. We're going by some large mansions on our right. I pretend to be a real estate agent showing off the mansions as for sale even though they are not. Some of them are in severely deteriorated conditions with peeling paint. In a car stopping on the side of the street, limosine, the rich guys in the back seat talk to 2 guys standing on the sidewalk, they exchange a few words about the house and we go on. Near the house I remark that it has a custom-built church tower. Then me and one of the rich guys and someone else are up in the cramped tower. We're lying down on the ground on one level. It's like a multi-level children's play house, very small. I'm pointing out where the trap door is to the level above, where (an animal?) is hiding. The guy opens the trap door and an eaten ear of corn falls down. An animal races down and is trapped on the next level below, the guy says we can push down on the floor and squish it, I say "NO, don't kill it!" Inside the living room of the rich house (which is not ours) I'm still showing it to the rich guys as if it were for sale. At one point I start playing a video game being projected on one of the walls of the living room. My face is right up against the wall. It's a space game and the little ships that I need to maneuver around are hard to see because there is a lot of light and glare coming from the room. I say for people to turn down the lights so there's less glare. The light comes down and I notice the screen with the game has moved to another wall (monitor?) and I decide it's OK to stop playing. We're talking about this (these) mansion houses. I'm trying to get in a word but people keep talking over me and not listening. I'm trying to say that I remember that I've sample some of the sumptuous bath tubs in the house and they're amazing. At one point another buyer guy comes in to the living room and says why don't we split the cost of the house. The original guy says no, he is not interested in joint ownership. Outside, we're talking about the cost of the house. One guy is saying that he can't afford maintenance on this place, that he'd have to cut down the size of it because he can't afford 5,000 (50,000?) gallons of paint to cover it. One guy is asking another guy how he managed to afford his place. "You have 'Man's Dream 1' will you use it to finance 'Man's Dream 2'?" + opel/chess/sleeping bag There is a white Opel parked on the street, I have a hovering view about 15 feet away, I recognize it as potentially our old family car when I was growing up. There is a man sleeping in it, he has pulled a "blanket" over himself consisting of heavy construction paper/material rolled out going from the dashboard to the back of the hatchback, to cover the sun so he can sleep. I'm in my car, I'm cold, I'm pulling my green down mummy bag sleeping back on top of me like a blanket and I'm thinking about down as an insulating material. I visualize a chess board (flat, as if on a computer screen) and I'm planning my move. Black is my opponent. His king is exposed still in an uncastled position. I'm looking for check double attacks that I can use to win material. I think I see a black knight on the right side of the board around f/g 3/4 that I can win with a check. I also note my a-file rook is pinning a black pawn that has moved to the black a-file rook and I can take his rook if that pawn moves. I continue looking at central attacking possibilities due to black's exposed and centralized king. + scouts in park at night I'm with a boy scout troop camping in a large city park at night. I'm walking and talking with one scout and looking up at the night sky. There are stars visible there, but they're faint. I explain this by saying there are some clouds, and the lights from the city are preventing a clearer night sky. We're talking about sleeping locations, it's not hard to find good spots because of all the flat places on the ground. A tree branch is poking directly into my eye. I'm trying to move backwards and away from it but it continues to poke my eye. Eventually I get away from it. I look up and pluck a ripe walnut from the tree. I open it easily and I pick out the meat and start eating it. I look up at the tree it is covered by dark pod hanging down, others come to pick the walnuts. + lego / mom A young scout patrol member is being praised for stepping up to the role of patrol leader. He is reading the rules of lego / D&D, there is a little miniature rule book. There is a table full of lego, lego is organized into generations of different kinds of pieces. The pieces on the table in front of us are fairly early, of the Star Wars type. I start playing with it, picking up one plane and flying around making "Boy Noise" (Vroooom! ). I notice out in the hallway (this is in my CH bedroom) that my mother walks by the door. I want to play but feel compelled to go spend time with my mom. I walk behind her as she goes down the stairs to the first floor. I hear my dad say "I don't which I should ask you about: if your knee still hurts or if you need to pee?" I now want to ask if her knee still hurts. She turns to show me the apparatus attached to her feet. She's sitting in a wheel chair. My left foot gets caught in the fabric wrapped around her right leg and I hop on my right foot as her chair continues to roll backwards. She's talking about the pins in her feet? I see that each foot is in a sort of medical metallic cage, the bottom platform is covered with little pins, head up. + tennis training DO, overhead (about 20 feet up and a bit to the back) looking down on a tennis training session. About a dozen students are lined up in a row, each one with an instructor (or two) in front of them. They are all performing the same drill: the instructor bounces a tennis ball really hard off of the ground, and the students must do a two-handed grip on their racquet, and smash the ball back down into the ground right in front of them. I think what's the point of that since they'd lose the point. Then I realize they must be practicing for overhead smashes at the net. + ice/bomb I see a white tube going down into the ground. Then I see another one, but it is almost completely filled with water, and it has a funnel top about 1-2 feet in diameter. I'm walking along the ground and I notice things under the ground. One place has buried huge ice cubes about 1-2 meters on a side under the ground. There is another building with a control center in it and guys working the controls, there is talk of a rebellion and setting off a bomb, but there is a poster on the wall about how the authorities (some name) know about them. I climb down the outside of this bunker, lowering myself to the ground and breaking my fall by holding on to the edge of the bunkers as I go down. BTS + train/Jack/weird ties (maneuvering and driving in cars, backing up, police cars? vague). There is a train stopped at a crossing. We're waiting for another train. I wonder if the other train is really small to be able to fit on the small side tracks nearby. No the other train is 80 cars and coming on a parallel track. Are we going to be unloading from our train to theirs? The other train arrives I get on to a car with some others. "Jack" is managing this entire thing and the other train will be going to Florida. There is a lot of equipment strapped to holding pockets on the wall, we need to unpack it and set it up. It is really confusing. Do we set up these strapped hooks on the inside or the outside of the train car? Will they be used to hold firewood for feeding the fires while we go? I put some a hook apparatus tentatively in one of the pockets in the wall. I'm shirtless in the car, there are some girls there, the car is moving/bouncing and I'm flexing my abs and wonder if they'd find me attractive even though I"m older. The train car starts moving and I'm concerned that Jack may not be able to find us, I move through the inter-car doors ahead to see why we're moving. I glance down and see a children's picture book.
Updated 07-25-2016 at 11:47 AM by 65364
I was in a barn (?) with some other people, hiding from zombies outside. I had a pistol, and I think I was planning on making a run for a nearby building where I had more ammunition stashed. At some point I somehow "damaged" the ammo I had, deformed the bullets so they would no longer fit into the gun. Some of the rounds looked like chess pieces or toy soldiers?
I'm in a RV camper. It's supposed to be my student home, which I share with some others. There's at least 1 girl and then there's the Turkish guy I used to live with in reality. I don't see them, but I have the knowledge that they also live here. I rummage around in the kitchen for a tiny bit, discovering a stash of guitar picks. Are these my friend's? He used to live here. At firs I think the girl has stolen them or something. Then I consider the option that she is also just a guitar player. I start rummaging around in the glove compartment, which is somewhere off to the left side, instead of in the front. My stuff is in here, mostly toiletries. I then notice another person's toothbrush and what not. Damnit. This is my compartment. First I think that it is the Turkish guy. Then I consider that I live on the 1st floor and he lives on the 2nd floor. Why would he stash his stuff down here? Then I consider that it's the new tenant's stuff, who needs to learn who has which space. I get out my toothbrush and my toothpaste (there's about 3 tubes in there now). I have to get an ant off my toothbrush. The camper is driving autonomously. I consider that I should just park it somewhere. I'm not going anywhere specific, so by just driving around it's wasting gas. Mere seconds later, on its own, the camper pulls up to an outdoor rest area where I can shower and brush my teeth. No way! It knew it had to do that? It can do that? I consider that I might be in a dream. I quickly try to insert a finger on my right hand into my left palm. It doesn't go through. Hmm.. This is the first time in quite a long time that this check has failed me.
Dream 1 non-lucid: I found myself in a non-lucid dream in my hometown. They seemed to be under a form of martial law. I had to help deliver a baby which was odd. And the fact that a childhood friend I haven't talked to in quite some time was by my side all along the way. None of the places were actual places in my tiny small hometown, lol. The soldiers were invading an event at the high school & I was being ushered around like I had been beckoned to help everyone. Apparently I got there in time & we ran them off. There were celebrations at this point. Dream 2-Non-lucid: Oh & this was the dream I couldn't remember yesterday but did recall today. Non-lucid but very bright & vivid. I was in this city with hotels, casinos, eccentric themed shows. Anyway, I was being approached by different kinds of people who wanted me to move there & work. It had a connection to a glamorous casino/hotel I dreamed about before. So I was walking & talking quite a bit in this dream, in restaurants & those other places I mentioned. I noticed a theme going though & didn't want to move there to work. There were many con artists in this dream who were working with other people to make me just another "mark" for these jobs. See, if you took the job you'd have to move there & it was just a vicious cycle of the landlords wanting people who lived basically hand to mouth in the end. You'd make just enough to pay for rent & do your job with a little extra after that but basically you could never move away & are surrounded by people you don't know & can't rely on. That first dream I think came from listening to stuff about the elections. Someone had mentioned martial law being a possibility if the "elite powers that be" don't think Hillary will win they could invoke martial law after they create something that would allow them to do so. The second was about my husbands job. They sent out legal documents to all employees by law because they are going to do a mass firing of at least 100 people starting very soon. Just FYI, I used to work there too so I know a lot about how government likes their private businesses run. They make the batteries that goes into the space shuttle, all kinds of weapons, including TOP SECRET ones. The list is extensive & the new buyout was unprecedented. Some one bought all of the plants, not just 1 which happens sometimes. They have already fired a crazy amount of ppl including very smart people. It's a scary scenario. Non-Lucid-Green Lucid-Red Side Notes-Purple Astral Projection/AP-Brown
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