Recent DJ Posts

I was working with some toolkit that allowed me to create levels. I placed a small fence on grassy terrain.

Such good recall the last few nights. This morning could remember almost nothing.

1) looking at some patient notes and I noticed that someone had been abroad recently. That's it...

I often have a dream where I have a problem with dealing with my new class. Last time I used my powers

This time....I had a class at the end of the day, I bugged the supply teacher for tips on handling them. She has glasses and short curly hair. Entering the class room they were chatting and tall. I reprimanded a couple and moved them then used roleplay to demonstrate why not to exhibit certain behaviours in the classroom. It worked as they saw the ridiculousness of it. I then left them doing some discussion and drawing ideas on a rainforest topic.
I felt calm and confident by the end.

Bed around 10pm - read some stuff on DV
Listened to audio book on dream yoga before sleep - drifted off thinking about good things todo in Lucid Dream like going through walls and testing out ridged views of our usual 'fixed' reality...⚡️

Woke around 3/4am with some dream fragments and put them on my audio recorder. Main scene that stuck in my mind is me coming out to sit with a big group of people on the grass ...a festival like setting - very friendly. I wonder if they know me and might ask me to speak. I am relieved when I can sit down unnoticed - someone comes out with some food and the person next to me says its for me - I say thanks but I haven't ordered yet..they don't seem to care and want me to have the bowl with a Cardamon Pancake folded at the bottom. It looks delicious so I am happy to take it - just the smell warms me up - it's a lovely setting 🌈

I get up for wbtb around 4.40 and lay back down around 5.10am.
I am glad I managed to stay up and sit with a clear mind and set intentions nicely for lucid dreaming this day - great! I lay for a while relaxing - fan on for coolness and sound, earplugs in - I am in my world - I will lucid dream tonight💫

Felt the onset of fantom limbs a few times but haven't managed to manoeuvre my way out or through this stage yet - so I fall a sleep and Dild later on.

I am with G we are in a tunnel/underground caves - it's dimly lit. It feels dangerous - I spontaneously know I am dreaming. No RC but ongoing presence is clearly with me - the dream feels significant - I start to catch glimpses of shadows walking through tunnels that lead out or off directions we walk in... We seem tobe lost but not panicked - just moving with care and slight anticipation. The shadows I see start to become very clearly visible - they are huge prehistoric creatures! They walk as if stalking...us or anything that moves. ⚡️⚡️⚡️I know we cannot be caught by these creatures and that they are about 10 times our height and width etc. It seems they walk past tunnel exits I see and they never seem to look in our direction which I am very relieved about...but I know it could happen in a jot of a second so I feel we have been intensely lucky with our speed/direction and choice of movement etc

We see an exit and move quickly towards it - it's in the form of escalator/stairs - we move quickly up them. I look back and catch the eye of one of these huge creatures ...it turns and charges us at full speed head seriously gunning for us! I know it could reach us before we get up and out of this place and being lucid in my dream I call out a spell ✨

" ✨Invisible wall there now - nothing can pass it!" ✨I point my arm/hand at the area directly in the area between us and the predictor heading for us...

It seems the spell didn't work as the next instant I see the beast flying throughout the sky towards us and about to land on us ...fine I call out to the Dream as my witness in this intense situation

" This is a dream!" - 😜I call out - So then The dream body of this heavy creature passes through or I should say glides though my dream self and G's - it feels magical ✨

I wake feeling relieved and happy after my lucid adventure! 😎

I lay still and wait for the next dream opportunity - it comes🌅

I am lucid again in the dream ( Deild/dild I think ) I am talking with a beautiful woman with lots of make up and thick blond hair - dressed colourfully and luxuriously. She ooses attractive warmness and I am drawn to converse with her. We have a nice connection and sit closely - I ask her some important questions about my life situations at his time - things I have been wanting to ask recently - about a house and area we may go to live. She says its a no brainier - it will be good for us and our name is on that house - I am happy. We talk more and play around in an open fun way🌹🌠🌹 I think I am waking quiet a few times while we sit speaking ~ each time I use her face to bring the dream back into focus and feel stronger in the lucidity of the dream. I home in on her intensely makeup' face and it looks so very very clear ...like I can see every pore - I love doing this and hope to remember to do this more and more as it helps stableize fading lucidity - I think

Thanks whoever you are ( part of me right 😊 )wherever you are - I hope to meet you again soon🌺🌺

Last night bed 8pm - 3:45am

2x300mg Alpha GPC 3:56am
2x4mg Galantamine (pure) 4:25am

I wanted to do the Tail and TV TOTM.

Little over 1 hr long lucid

Sofa, first on my back, then left side.

Notes:
Got very relaxed and was on verge of falling asleep lucidly, when my cat decided to poop at 5am. Got up to clean it, used the restroom too, then back on sofa, this time on my right side.

Fell asleep almost immediatelly. I don't remember standing up or how it started at all. I just remember walking in the dark, thinking about why it's dark from latest post I read on DV.

Hands and stabilizing:
I remembered something about wanting to see your hands. So I lifted them up, still invisible and said "I want to see my hands". The showed, but quickly started to melt. They looked like made from energy mixed with normal hands. They melted like when flat paper burns, there were sparks and all. I did this few more times and they stayed visible. I was so happy, clapped them and felt them and thought that it was great for stabilizing. They felt kinda fat, tbh.

I looked and felt my hands few times throughout the LD. I also wanted to see my body and saw my left arm, then I forgot what I was doing, haha.

Let there be light:
It was still dark but I yelled "let there be light" and I realized I had not done that since my first LDs and it kinda felt funny. Then I said "oh look it's getting bright" and a small light from a side appeared. But was still dark. I walked around and next thing I know I said "Oh wow sun is coming up" because it looked like early morning brighness just before sunrise.

I did bunch of things which I don't remember atm. Next thing I know I remembered the "grow a tail" and "watch TV" TOTM.

TOTM Tail:
I rejoiced and I remembered post about summoning things by putting hands behind my back and just feeling for the item until it's there. That was right up my alley. I put my hand behind and almost immediately I grabed a hold of a skinny tail. About foot long, very skinny, black, like a rat's tail. For the heck of it, I made the same in the front. When falling asleep thinking about this task, I didn't imagine any tail, maybe just this skinny rat tail. Thinking I will let my mind surprise me with some awesome tail.

Wasn't happy with the back tail, so I squeezed it like you squeezing a sausage out of the casing and it started to grow. It turned out kinda gross, all bumpy and alien looking. But it got much thicker and longer.

Uhm#1:
What happened next is not suitable for even a disclaimer. Let's just say there were some girls and it was FUN.

FA:
After that I thought I woke up, sat down on the same hill where all that previous happened, with same girls that all that happened, and I started to type up my lucid on my laptop, while one of the girls scooted closer and was looking over my shoulder. Pretty much immediatelly realized I am still dreaming.

Happy flying:
I think I jumped off either of that hill or some other high place which I didn't see what it was. But I ended up flying over some very busy asian city at night. I thought maybe Hong Kong or Shanghai. But there were futuristic asian looking tour buses rushing through narrow streets and tight corners. I got SO inredibly happy from flying again, I was giggling like a madman and the happy feeling was so incredibly intense, it was almost unbearable.

TOTM TV:
I flew second time in this lucid, but I think that was before this one. I got same happy and giddy and the feeling is just out of this world indescribable intense happiness. I think it was before or after I heard a sound of TV and remembered the TOTM. I was in the courtyard of some 7? story, older apartment building. I heard TV from few apartments. Went to investigate only to get lost a few times. Once I found a TV but it was off. So no TV task.

Few times I thought "wow, this is pretty long and I feel so stable" and I knew I will not wake up.

Uhm #2:
Towards the end of a lucid, I was walking along and peeking into parked trailer trucks. Trying to see how big of a sleeping compartment they have. One guy woke up, looked at me and since he was kinda cute, I asked him if he wants me to get in. Then I saw he had another person with him. She lifted her head too and I realized it's his wife. So I'm gesturing to him, "no, no, it's ok" and I start to walk away, when he lets me know that his wife is ok with it. I ask her and she nods. So I got in. And this part also belongs only to my personal DJ. All I'm gonna say I got "happy" second time in this dream. Not counting the "flying happy". And maaan, it was long.

I was losing lucidity here, but still had some memory. I was saving some dogs and puppies stuck on the bottom of very steep foresty hill at night during very heavy rain.

We took them up, put them in crates and I was wondering why do these people have so many dogs and they should take better care of them.

Then they asked me to give a lecture on lucid dreaming, in Hungarian. I'm like ok, if you guys are ok with me not knowing the word for lucid, only for dreams.

Final notes:
The whole experience was fast paced, very detailed, tons of fun and pretty good memory. Except I know there were maybe 2 more episodes with lots of people that I can't recall. maybe it will come to me later.

The thing is, that I didn't have any "void" or transition periods as I used to have. I used them to retell my previous DEILDs so I remembered them when I woke up. But this, same as many previous LDs was just one longass event. Ok with one FA and one "oh I lost it, wait, I didn't" thing.

My body still feels like jello.

Not sure when this was:
We are talking in IRC and we say something or mention a name of some authority on LDing. An automated message shows up saying that "so and so is not online right now". We are all like whoa!