25.12.2011 (WILD+DEILD) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID (Dream from earlier this morning): I was with my dad, my brother and my dog Tonka. We were at a hotel that had a huge pool, with many channels that went through every single area of the hotel, so that you could get to any point in the hotel by swimming. Dogs were not allowed, but we sneaked Tonka in. I was swimming with Tonka, and then a big lady walked by, for some reason Tonka didn't like her and he barked at her. She reported Tonka to the staff, and we got kicked out. We returned home, and I went out with some friends. I was chilling with my friends at a Tim Hortons (kinda like Dunkin Donuts) late at night. Suddenly a very creepy looking girl came in she had black gothic clothes, dirty, messed red hear, a lot of eye shadow, some of it ran down her face as if she had been crying. She walked towards me and told me that I would get a text message at exactly 12:00 at midnight, and that when I did, I had to go home. I was somewhat scared and creeped out, but mostly confused. I thought maybe I should do what she said, but bring my friends in case someone was trying to jump me. I woke up, I realized my earlier WILD attempt had failed, as it was before this dream. I remembered my WBTB was from 6 to 7, so maybe it was somewhere between 7:30 and 8:00 right now. I stayed still, maybe I would get a DEILD. 10 minutes passed, I guess that if I did manage to hit SP it would be more of a WILD rather than a DEILD. SP did set in, I held still, let it run through for a minute, I worried that the creepy girl from earlier would be in my dream. About a minute or two passed. I plugged my nose, and tried to breathe. I was in the dream, laying down in my bed. I stood up. I thought of flying through the window, but stopped myself. I had to stabilize first. I rubbed my hands, and thought of Mzzkc, I thought of how stabilizing worked, how I had to balance my attention between the dream and my waking body. I touched things in my bedroom, but it was dark. I put a lot mental energy into lighting up my room, since switches never work for me. I stared at the lamp in the ceiling and imagined as it lighted up, which it did. My room was now bright, and everything seemed neat. I thought of what I wanted to do. I hadn't seen Angel in a while, so I would probably look for her, or try to summon her. I opened my door, but I wasn't home, I was at a hotel. I saw three girls walking down the hallway, one of them had blonde hair, maybe it was Angel! I called her, and she turned around. She smiled and started walking towards me, the other two girls followed. Once they were at my door, I told Angel to come in, and the other two to leave. The other 2 girls started complaining, but I made them stop talking, then they turned around and left. I closed the door, and turned around. She was sitting in my bed, with a smile in her face. She looked different somehow, and then I realized two things: Angel (have only met in dreams) and Jamie (friend from University) look a lot alike. Some of the differences are their hair: they're both blonde, but Jamie's is darker, while Angel's is light. Angel is whiter, Jamie is a little tanned. Angel's nose is thinner, Jamie's is a little whider. But besides those things, they actually look a lot alike. I couldn't figure out if I was looking at Jamie or Angel, but I didn't mind. I walked towards her and she pulled me close. We started making out. I was on top of her, I hadn't done this in a while. I wondered if it was worth spend my lucid time in this, or if I should just go explore the dream world. But I was too into it to stop. Things were getting heated up, I didn't realize when my shirt came off. I took her shirt off but we kept making out, I started going down, and unzipped her jeans, I was pulling them down... A loud bang woke me up, it was my dog's tail hitting my door. I tried not to pay attention to it, I held still, SP hit me. I was back in the hotel room. Angel/Jamie was gone. She had left a note, it read something along the lines of "I had something important to do, see you soon" signed by Angel. That cleared things up a little bit. I looked out the window, and saw many tall buildings far away. The whole dreamscape looked weird, it seemed somewhat fake, but in a good way, hard to explain. I jumped out the window and flew towards the buildings, as I got closer, I started hearing louds noises, like explosions. There was a giant monster in the city. I thought it would be fun to fight it. I launched at it, and started punching it, my punches were actually puncturing its body. Purpled blood was coming out of the holes I had made. I flew away from it and pulled out my double helix sword. I flew as fast as I could towards it and sliced its head off with my sword. The head fell to the ground, followed by its body. People were clapping from the buldings and the street. I enjoyed my heroic moment, and started flying away from the city. I woke up again, this time it was because of my dad's loud voice, he was talking to my dogs I think.
22.12.2011 (DILD) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID It was the last day of university before christmas break. I arrived earlier than usual, the sky was still dark but the snow sitting on the ground and trees reflected the moon's light, making everything visible. I said bye to my brother as he headed towards his first class. I had two hours to spare and decided to go to the gym. I saw Silvana on my way there, and invited her to come with me. I lifted some weights and she stayed the whole time on the treadmill. After an hour or so I headed to the locker room. I took a shower and got dressed. I realized I had finished all my classes, so there was no point of going to the lectures. Instead I decided to hang out with some friends around campus. I was chilling with Jadyn, Jamie, Diego and Silvana. We went to an area of university I had never been to before. I saw my ex Luisa having lunch with some friends and I waved. Jamie seemed jealous and she grabbed my arm, pulled me towards her and kissed me. I was a little bit confused but I liked it. We entered a restaurant but ended up having a smoothie. I was now at the university stadium, there was a soccer match. A whole row was reserved for my Kines 201 class. I took a seat beside Emma. Able was sitting close by, he wanted to talk to someone who was sitting higher up, and instead of walking up the stairs, he walked up the seats and made a lot of noise, it was embarrassing. I talked to Emma about my plans for Christmas, and then noticed her boyfriend was staring at me. Dream setting changed drastically. I'm watching a commercial of a spiderman costume which actually gives you spiderman's powers and aiblities. Now I'm wearing it, and I'm swinging around the stadium, which is now elevated about 100 metres above the ground. I'm following a huge mutant spider. Now I'm home, and I'm scared the spider might be somewhere in my house. I hide behind a couch, and take a peek at the kitchen, I feel weird. It hits me, I must be dreaming! I plug my nose, just to make sure. And it's clear that I'm dreaming. I think to myself, I broke the dryspell! December will no longer be a no-LD month! I become too excited and my vision starts fading, I try as hard as I can to stay in this dream, but I then find myself in bed. I'm a little disappointed that I let myself get too excited, but it's understandable as it is the first time I become lucid in over a month. Then I actually woke up, it had been a false awakening. I do a RC, I'm awake. I wake up again
21.12.2011 (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I was part of the new season of Survivor. The other contestants and I had just arrived at the island where the game would take place. It was an isolated island with no connection to civilization, no phones or computers. Jeff was explaining what the rules of the game were, and it sounded like any other survivor. He then revealed that there would be a twist this time: the island would be infested with zombies in less than 5 hours. We had to build a fortress to protect ourselves before the invasion started. Some people were panicking, saying they didn't sign up for this. Other people, like myself were actually really excited about this whole thing, it did sound awesome! We went inside the jungle to gather up wood, vines, coconuts, palm tree leaves, anything we could use to build a shelter. We started working together and managed to build a decent fortess before sunset. The fortress was not too big. it was made mostly of wood and had tall walls, which made it impenetrable. inside, there was a main tower of 3 or 4 stories, with a ladder on the middle. The main tower's stories were connected to other tall towers, but these were only accessible through the main tower via bridges or ropes. It was now night time, soon zombies would arrive at the fortress. We had lighted about 10 torches and set them around and inside the camp, to have some visibility. We heard screams and people running coming from the dark jungle. Definitely zombies. About a minute later, the fortress was surrounded. We were scared, we had no idea whether the fortress would actually hold them outside, maybe we just had to survive until sunrise. We gathered everyone on the towers, and grabbed everything we could use as weapons. Zombies were now hitting the walls of the fortress, trying to get in. We started throwing anything we could get a hold of at them. We threw rocks, coconuts, wood, anything that would keep them away. I climbed the tallest tower and what I saw made my hear race. A huge Executioner (from RE5) With his axe, we would probably be able to take the walls down in less than a minute. I knew someone had to lure him away from the fortress or we would all die. I looked for a tall tree near by. I spotted one and jumped on it, I held on to the trunk and climbed all the way up. I grabbed a coconut and threw it at the executioner, he started looking around, wondering where it had come from. I yelled at it, and he spotted me. He started rushing towards me, but I was some 30 feet above him, he started hitting the tree with his axe, which made me lose my balance. I fell but was able to hold on to a leave. I swong back and forth and jumped to the next tree. I managed to drive him far away from the camp by doing this over and over. All the other zombies seemed to be gone, it was only the executioner and I now. I let myself fall to the ground, as I spotted the shore. I ran towards it, because I like open spaces. The executioner was following close, I could hear his heavy steps. Sunrise was near, as everything was brighter now. I made it to the shore and turned around. The executioner was rushing towards me. I started running towards it, and jumped over him, his axe barely missed me as I was in midair. I landed behind him kicked him in the back, he fell in the water and had trouble getting up. I decided to return to the fortess. I was able to find it thanks to the torches we had set up, because most of the jungle was completely dark. I yelled as I was approaching it, and someone threw me a rope. I climbed the wall using the rope, and was now inside the fortress. Everything inside looked destroyed. I learned from the guy who threw the rope that zombies had managed to take one of the walls down, and had killed most of the people, but they were able to drive them out of the fortress again, and put the wall back up. The sun came up, and a helicopter came. They lowered a ladder, and the few survivors climbed up. We were told that the game was cancelled due to the dangers of the game.
(Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I was on top of a building, looking down at Gotham City. I was batman of the future (aka batman beyond). It was late at night, and kinda chilly. I had decided I would go home now, but something stopped me. It was Poison Ivy, she looked hott. She told me my end was near, that a group of people, including her, knew my identity. I tried not to freak out, and told her she was probably wrong. I jumped off the building and flew over Gotham City, and arrived at my house. It was a big mansion on the seaside. I turned the TV on, and I learned that the police was about to arrest me. I escaped on my boat and planned to head towards the caribbean, to settle in an island for a couple of days.
(Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I was at the mall with some friends. We went to the movie theatre to watch Christmas Eve. The theatre was way smaller than usual. We finished watching the movie, and I recognized Jeanne sitting about 4 rows in front of us. I wanted to say hi, but we hadn't talked in a long time I was afraid she wouldn't recognize me. Suddenly a loud bang was heard, I looked towards the screen. A group of odd looking people had stormed in. They were pale, wore long black clothes and had an evil look. Someone screamed "VAMPIRES, RUN!" and then it was obvious, he was right. One of them jumped towards one of the exits to block it, the other ones started killing as many people as they could, I saw another exit and ran towards it. I kicked the door open and kept running. The mall was dark, it was night time and for some reason the power was off. I kept running, and at the same time I Was worried about the people I had left behind. I saw a washroom and decided to go in it, to hide. I went in, but less than a minute later someone came in. Then 2 more people came in. I recognized them, they were my friends, but now they were vampires too. Silvana told me she had to turn my into one, or else the other ones would try to kill me. I let her turn my into one, and felt my blood burning for a whole minute or so, afterwards, I was one as well.
(Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I was at my dance class for my Kines 201 Lab. We were about to perform a choreography but it wasn't for marks, since we were finished already. My group and I decided we would do the same one we did for our final presentation. Ty's group were doing something different, but apparently Ty was not going to participate because he had a cast, maybe he broke his foot or something. Megan and Christianne did a move that required a lot of upper body strength, I was impressed since not even I could do it. I asked them to teach me how to do it afterwards, but I wasn't able to do it.
(Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I was hanging out with my friends. I noticed that the skin around my shoulders had shedded. I could see my ligaments and muscles. I wondered whether there was something wrong (duh!). The next day it was worse, I could move my rib cage to the side and actually see my organs. I could also see my heart just by looking down, because all the skin had fallen out. I wasn't worried, I just thought it looked scary for others. I realized I was starting to look a lot like the cadavers in my anatomy class, who were dissected. They had no skin and you could see all their muscles, and organs in some of them. Silvana, who is in my anatomy class asked me to come over so that she could study for her anatomy exam, I found it kinda funny. I was scared my organs would get infected, since they were very exposed by now.
20.10.2011Where is my beach!? (WILD) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I woke up at 3:00 AM. I studied anatomy until 3:45, then went downstairs and had a glass of water and a glass of orange juice. I went back to my room, and went on the computer for 10 or 15 minutes. At about 4:00 in the morning I went back to bed. It was very easy to relax because I was really sleepy. I decided I would give Free Falling WILD a shot. I was determined to become aware right before falling asleep, and "catch" myself before falling asleep. I might have lost consciousness for a little while, but suddenly it hit me, I was on the verge of falling asleep. I noticed random thoughts in my head, and couldn't make any sense out of them. I started to really pay attention to my thoughts, as to not lose consciousness. Sleep paralysis then set in. I felt extremely relaxed, and felt a couple of vibrations through my body. I believe I felt my teeth chattering at some point. I had a hypnagogic hallucination about my dad laughing and entering my room, which I knew couldn't be true because my dad is out of town. I stayed still for a while, about 2 minutes. I then decided it was time to step into the dream, which I do by simply stepping out of bed, my dream bed. This time however as soon as I started moving to get out of my bed, it felt as if it was waking life, so I stayed still for a little longer, and eventually did a reality check to make sure I was dreaming. I stood out of bed, adrenaline rushing through my body, I wanted to fly, scream, do anything. I was extremely excited, I hadn't had a lucid dream in over 2 months, but the dry spell was over. Everything was dark, just like my room had been a couple of minutes ago when I was studying for anatomy. I looked out the window, it was night time. I jumped through the window, but then realized I should stabilize. I held on to the very edge of my window, and pulled myself back into my room. I sat on my bed and looked at my hands. I rubbed them together, and tried to turn the lights on. It didn't work, like usual, but I focused really hard on making the lights turn on, and they slowly did (as if I was using a dimmer). I looked around my room, everything looked normal. I thought about what I wanted to do, and then remembered my goal: I wanted to find a beach and try to find or summon Angel. I jumped out the window once again and started flying as fast as I could. It was now daytime, I saw a building far away, and was very curious about it. I went inside the building, and kept reminding myself it was a dream. The bulding was like a hotel, and there was some kind of convention going on. I looked at a clock, it marked 1:15, I looked away, and then back at the clock, it read 1:06. I found it funny how texts and the time changed constantly in dreams. I flew out of the bulding, and found myself in a mountain. I was flying, looking for ocean. I then saw water far behind some mountains. I started flying as fast as I could, but started losing lucidity. I arrived at a little beach, but when I got there it said it was my brother's property, and for some reason I thought it meant I had to leave. I was probably less than half lucid by now, when I heard music coming from the forest. I ran towards the music and found some kind of water park in the middle of the forest. I went on a water slide, which took me to a natural pothole. The water was chilly, I loved it.
12.09.2011Non Lucid WILD (WILD) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I woke up at 3:00 am, and stayed up until 4:00 am. During that hour, I decided what I would do in case I succeeded at WILDing, I listened to music and thought about random stuff. At 4:00 am I decided to go back to sleep and decided that I would "catch myself" right before falling asleep. I was so relaxed that I began falling asleep almost right away. I might have lost consciousness for a little while, but then it hit me. I had to WILD. At that same moment the heavy SP wave came in, and soon after I decided to make the transition. I stood up from bed, not sure whether I had succeeded, or if I was still awake. I plugged my nose, but it was hard to breathe. It felt extremely real, but I decided to walk to my room's door. Maybe if I explored the house I'd be able to tell whether it was real or a dream. As soon as I got to my door, I heard my mom waking my brother up. For some reason that convinced me that it was not a dream, so I walked back to my bed. Just as I was about to get into my bed, I looked at my window. I would have loved to jump through it if it was a dream, and fly away. Sadly, this was no dream... I went back to bed and fell asleep. When I woke up to go to University, I realized that I had in fact WILDed successfully, and that I had completely missed a lucid dream, which sucks cause I haven't really had a good lucid dream in the past months, in fact I think my last LD was over a month ago.
20.06.2011 (WILD) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I woke up from a dream. I looked at the time, it was 6 ish. I decided I would give Free-Falling WILD a shot. I started thinking of stuff, of how my parents had met Maria's parents, random stuff. Soon enough chaos set in, and I made sure to recognize the SP wave. It hit me. I was completely paralized. I had HI's about my brother asking me if it was 1:00 already, and pushing on my sholder as to wake me up. I couldn't move, and started panicking. I broke away from SP, but decided to hold still, SP set in again. I felt how I transitioned into the dream, and was able to stand up from bed. I did a RC just to make sure it was a dream. My brother was still in my bedroom. I tried to make him disapear, but I couldn't. Instead I just nicely asked him to let me enjoy my LD, and he left. Being the first lucid dream I've had in over a month, I forgot to stabilize, and to take my time. Istead I rushed downstairs, went outside, which to my surprise it was daytime, and started flying. I then found myself in a residence of nice white houses. I think at some point I decided to put glasses on, to see better x). I went inside a house and tried to make Angel come, I knew she was coming, but then a group of DC's came in and we started talking, eventually I lost lucidity.
25.05.2011 (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I was waiting for the bell to go. It was fourth period, and it was a friday. The bell finally went off, I rushed to my locker, and got my stuff. I went outside of my school and met with Sergio. A whole bunch of hot chicks walked by, and took their clothes off, they were wearing bikinis underneath. They invited us to go with them to the lake. We got on a bus with them, and went to the lake. We didn't know any of them, but they seemed nice. We spent the day at the lake, and came back to school at 8:00 pm.
25.05.2011 (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I was in a counter-strike map with a friend ("IRL"). We were being chased by zombies, and all I had was a lead pipe. I checked my radar. I told my friend we should go to the sewers, and we did. There were at least 5 zombies, and only two of us. I got stuck in the sewers, but was able to get loose just on time. We went outside of the sewers, it was night time and it was getting darker. We decided we would have to fight them. I started beating the shit out of the zombies with the lead pipe, and also used some karate and taekwondo, but they wouldn't die. One of them seemed to be knocked out, and I started hitting it with the lead pipe on its head. Eventually it stood up, even though his face was all messed up. My phone woke me up, it was my mom. I had overslept, and was late for school.
14.05.2011 (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I was at my aunt's house in Venezuela. I was with my cousin, playing xbox 360. We were playing COD. After a while we switched to a different game. I was supposed to escape a haunted house before I was killed. I was being chased by a huge zombie with an axe, and another one with a chainsaw. I jumped out a window and managed to climb a house. I beat the world record aparently. Dream skips, we are now at the beach. We are in a boat, parked beside another boat about 15 meters from the shore. I'm swimming around the boat when a boat speeds by and it's wake sends me underwater. I had to hold my breath until I found my way out of the bottom of the boat. I swam to the surface, and then noticed that the boat had headed towards a cave on the shore. I went with my brother to see what it was all about. Turned out that there were 2 cadavers, buried in the cave. I saw one of them, it just had sand over it to cover it. My brother and I went back to the boat.
14.05.2011 (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID It was early in the morning. I was with Lusho on our way to school. We got off the train and instead of walking to school (a 3 minutes walk), we walked to a bus stop about 5 minutes from the station. We got on the bus, and aparently had to pay 10 bucks to ride it, even if we had the public transit pass. We paid, and sat on the back. It took us to downtown. We got off and wondered what the fuck we were gonna do, we were really far from school. We walked for a while, and then sat under a bridge. Surprisingly, a lot of people we knew walked by. Lupe, a friend of us took a picture of us for some reason. We chilled for a while, and then I realized Lusho was gone. I realized that he was being taked away by some guys dressed in black. I ran towards him, but someone grabbed me. It was a girl. She told me that it would be dumnb to go after him, or they would take me too. I asked her what was happening. She told me they were going to use him for a mission or something. They went inside a car, but nothing happened. I walked towards the car and looked inside. They were just sitting in there, motionless, expressionless. I asked the girl what was all that about. She told me it was a time machine, and while they were there I couldn't do anything about it. I asked how long they would be gone, she told me it could take days, or years. I yelled in frustration, what would I do? what was Lusho doing right now, was he safe? Of course he was... after all this isn't real. Wait, what am I saying, why isn't this real? Ah, of course, dreams are not real. Which means, that I'm dreaming! I became fully lucid. I started waking up. I rubbed my hands. I looked up and jumped, started flying. I had trouble keeping my vision stable. I flew around for a while, and then went home. I wanted to find Angel. I heard my mom walk into my room. Damn she was gonna wake me up. I felt a hand on my cheek. It was my mom, she told me it was time to go to work. I got up, and went on the computer to record my dream. Then my mom actually woke me up.