lucid

Running from the cops!

Lucid - 9
Clarity - 8

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Lucid - Blue
Non-lucid - Black
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I got dropped off by my friends dad at Mc Donald's and I had some weed in my hands. It was a school day and I saw Mr Brown (School teacher, head of Behaviour Management) I gripped the weed tightly and walked into Maccas. He was following after me so I started speed walking and he started speed walking after me. I put the weed in my mouth and started running around avoiding him trying to swallow it. I then run off into a field where there are cops just scattered around everywhere, so they where after me aswell. After alot of running around I came to realise I was dreaming!

I stopped in my tracks and turned around while dropping the weed on the floor. I said "shoot me" and looked scared and hesitated, I started walking towards her and said "SHOOT ME!". She pointed the gun towards me and said no, I said "FUCKING SHOOT ME CUNT!" so she said "NO!" Then shot me, all I could see was a flash come out of the gun and nothing hit me. I walked towards her and tackled her to the ground. I stripped her naked, shoved my fingers in her ass then woke up, hahaha In that LD I felt the urge to exert pure domination over anything in my way.

Type: DILD.
Lucidity: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10
Vividness: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10

This was a long dream; I know other things happened, but I honestly can't recall what necessarily happened! And it's too bad I can't remember some of the smaller details, such as exactly what the names on the computer screen said.

I was in the laundry room, located in my basement. You know. It's that back room that has the washing machine and dryer, as well as other crap from around the house. The room was about fourteen feet wide by twenty feet long, and had cold concrete flooring that was painted pale, pale blue. Some of it was chipping off. There were large random segments of cut, flat Berber carpet (blue in color) around the floor, supposedly just for comfort as one would walk into the room. On the right was the washing machine, and right next to it was the dryer. They were both white and shiny. In the back half of the room, past the washing machine and dryer, was a wall dividing up the room. On the left, once you'd get to the wall, was a door. To the right of the wall, on the back end of the right side of the room, was a large white horizontal freezer.

I was looking to get someone to see my laboratory. No one was following me, but I was acting as if someone was. It's fairly difficult to explain. I went to the left side and opened the door, expecting a laboratory to be behind it. There was a small room with single squares of toilet paper neatly placed all over the walls. I laughed because of this and became lucid.

I looked around the lab and saw a long, all-steel desk against the wall with a black widescreen computer on it. There was no chair in front of it, so I was standing. I was lucid so, just for laughs, I decided to turn the computer on.

I imagined it was simply in "sleep" mode, and then pressed a round silver button in the lower right-hand part of the monitor, like many computers have. To the left of it were smaller, black buttons. The screen turned on almost immediately and I felt almost enlightened by it. Maybe it's because I've never used a computer in lucid dreams before, but I just happened to have easy access to one this time. I was very lucid, probably at 8/10 lucidity, but I didn't think of what my dream goals were or what else I could do. After turning the computer on, the first thing that appeared was the windows login screen.

There were four or five different names on the right side of the Windows logo, like a regular computer would have. However, the text of the account names was a bit larger, and in yellow. The names were also longer, at least ten characters each, some with underscores and random uppercase letters or numbers. I laughed once again, because most of them made no sense, and also because the computer actually worked properly. At least, from what I did with it so far. It was pretty awesome.

Hello I had last night a very short lucid. The way I went lucid is quite a bit funny xD

Hours of sleep: 9h
Vividness: 5/5
Recall: 2/5 --> Just remember a fragment

I'm standing in a street of my neighbour-town. I'm waiting for the bus. Everything is so clear and looks perfectly normal. Every little thing looks so real, that I don't even wonder if it's reality or not. The bus comes but it's full: at least 200 people were standing in it, it looked so overcrowded that I had the impression that the people were standing on each-other . So the bus doesn't even stops. A friend shows up. He asks me: "Did you missed your bus?". I answered no I didn't.
Suddenly a car drives with excessive speed on the road and stops in front of us. A bunch of really ugly women came out. Another friend, who is in the army, run towards us, he was in panic and screamed:"You have to run away from these ladies! They are so ugly that you will die when they catch you!"xD. The women start running towards us and yeah, they were so damn ugly! We ran away but they were quite fast. While running around the streets, a few buses drive past. I want to stop one of them, starts waving, but I see that it isn't the right bus. The driver breaks but I make signs that he had better to drive past. He looked at me a bit confused, than he sees the women and drives as fast as he can. The women run behind him.
I'm quite happy that they had finally gone. My friend from the bus station asks me: "Do want to go to this awesome outdoor party? It's not far away from here." I agree. We walk through a huge gate. I meet some DC's, they look really drunk. we go to a bar. The barkeeper asks me what we wanted to drink. At the same-time a female friend shows up. She orders soda, my friend orders Guinness. I don't know what to order, because I'm a bit confused by the fact that she was here, because she really hats the places were drunk people are. The barkeeper serves Guinness, but it takes really long. I watch at my clock, but without paying attention. I say to the barkeeper he should hurry up, that I'm gonna miss my bus. He finally serves. I don't pay attention and take the Guinness and drink it in one stroke. It tastes really, really awesome! I say: That's the best Guinness I ever drank!" The barkeeper: "Guinness is always a win, just like bacon!" I agree. xD
My friend is a bit angry that I drank his Guinness. I excuse my self and give him the money back. I start running towards the gate to get my bus. In the meantime I met some DC, they are vomiting because they are to drunk . I'm a bit shocked and I get for a moment sick. I ignore them and keep on running from this weird place.
I run through the gate. And I meet The Queen! I don't realize it, I wave my hand in this special royal way and say with a Oxford-accent: "God save the Queen!" She looks really confused and awkward but I don't give a damn on it! I finally get to my station. I wonder when I did for the last time some kind of RC. I look around me. I have the feeling that everything is frozen. Than suddenly I remember this meeting with The Queen. I asked my self if it really was The Queen. I tried to find some logic explanation (first I thought that she went to a costume party..) I finally plugged my nose, but I didn't do it right. So I do it again...AND I'm able to breath! OMG I'm dreaming! I ask my self what I'm going to do next, but I get a feeling of over-excitement. Everything goes instantly dark. I rub my hand as fast as I can, I feel the heat, but it's still dark and I awake.

Damn it! Why didn't I realize it earlier than it was a dream? And what the hell is the Queen doing there????

Note: This dream is much more fragmented than the first one of the night, I'm not sure why that is, I'm not even sure how I became lucid in it. So while it isn't entirely connected in my mind, here are the parts I remember… from what I remember it seemed that I was having problems focusing my energy…

I was in a place I didn't recognize very well, somehow I was lucid, though I felt quite disoriented considering the fact I was lucid… I looked around to see if I could identify the place and I saw I wasn't alone there, there was a woman there with me, she looked familiar, was it Asuka? What was Asuka doing out here on her own? Of course I didn't know exactly where 'here' was, so for I could be certain of I was in MoSh's inner world… or MoSh might be in the area, Asuka might be out with MoSh… or maybe she was infected… So I did a scan of Asuka's energy to see if she might be infected, just to be sure she was ok, and I found out it wasn't Asuka, but before I could recognize who she was, I felt disoriented from looking at her so I pulled back out. I didn't sense any hostility from her, so I thought she might have a connection to why I was there. I went over closer to her to find out what was going on, it seemed the closer I got to her, the more disoriented I felt. I resisted that, tried to stabilize the dream, and it seemed to work some… so I asked the woman what was going on. I wasn't hearing her very clearly, either, it sounded like her voice was coming from a long way away. She said something about a demon attacking a friend of hers, ok, so there was a demon who needed his or her ass kicked. No problem there, or it shouldn't be. I asked here where the demon was, but before she answered my memory faded out and I am missing time there…

When my memory resumes I was in a different place, I could tell the surroundings were different, but once again I was having problems focusing on anything. I still felt disoriented, and I saw the woman was there with me, but the two of us weren't alone. There was a demon right near me, and that seemed to be an immediate problem, as he was attacking me. Witchblade formed into armor and a sword, so I was able to block his attack, which came in the form of him trying to slice me vertically in half with a massive sword… I blocked it with my Witchblade sword. The demon was about twice as tall as me and much more muscular, but Witchblade compensated by adding to my strength. My feet were digging into the ground as the demon tried to force the sword down through my Witchblade sword, epic fail. I focused on Battery to strike him from above with a bolt of lightning powered by light energy, also an epic fail. Wtf? Why hadn't the spell worked? That didn't make any sense… but what did make sense was that even though Witchblade would not break and my strength would not give out, I was about halfway underground by now… the ground wasn't as strong as I was… I used the strength of Witchblade and the tendrils of Witchblade to flip the demon over my head onto his back, allowing me to get out of the hole I was in.

Now that I was standing on solid ground again, I was wanting to know why my song spell hadn't worked, it is one of the spells I use most frequently, so could the demon have been prepared for it? Been prepared to block it? Maybe… I was about to move in and attack the demon again when a second demon passed between the first demon and me, slamming into the ground hard enough to make a crater… the woman I had seen earlier followed close behind the demon, seeming to be enjoying herself… which was another sign that she wasn't Asuka, since I have never seen Asuka actually enjoy a fight… She seemed to have that demon well in hand, so I turned my attention back to the demon I was fighting, but I found that again I was getting disoriented, and my memory faded for a bit…

Next I was being pinned to the ground by the demon I had been fighting, he was trying to run his sword through me, trying to impale me to the ground, but thanks to my Witchblade, his attempt was an epic fail. So now I had the perfect chance to turn the tables, he seemed really frustrated about the shell that had formed around me that seemed to be impenetrable… so I moved my arm so it was pointing at the demon's chest and extended the Witchblade into a sword, which ended up working a lot like a really long and big hidden blade, in that the demon now found himself impaled on my sword rather than the other way around. He had a really shocked look on his face, I don't think he had been expecting any kind of a response from me let alone that sword from nowhere. The demon spat up blood all over me, which was extremely disgusting, I cut Witchblade from the left side of his chest through to his right shoulder, nearly severing his head, and soaking myself with even more blood… gross… then I shoved him off of me and got up. On the ground, the demon twitched a couple more times and then was still.

The woman I had seen earlier came over towards me, she called me Raven, indicating she knew me, and asked if I was ok. I said after a shower I would be fine, a really long shower… I looked at the grossness dripping off of me and I was wondering how people in games and movies seem to stay so clean most of the time… The woman came closer to me, and I identified that it seemed to be her that was making me disoriented, because as she approached, I once again became disoriented. I heard her voice as if from a long distance, saying someone was ok, but might need healing, she was saying something else that I couldn't understand… And then she changed form into something, I tried to focus on what she had changed into, but I couldn't focus clearly…

She had said someone needed healing, so I asked who needed healing, and where they were. The woman… in an alternate form that I couldn't clearly see… led me a short distance to where there was another young woman. I could sense some dark energy in her, she didn't seem to really badly infected, but I was wondering if my song spells would work now. I focused on using Touch My Heart on her, and I found that this spell was also an epic fail. What the hell? I used Witchblade to draw dark energy out of the woman and I replaced it with light energy using the white shard on my Witchblade. It looked like that should do the trick since she wasn't really badly infected. I still didn't like the fact my spells were becoming epic fails… I found that to be some cause for alarm, but I didn't have time to consider it before waking up.

Note: As I fell asleep tonight, I hadn't intended to have any major plans. I was just about to go to bed when my cell phone rang, and it was Nomad. He said he had a friend who was having some troubles, it seemed like he was going nuts, but knowing him it was likely that he was on a bad trip or something like that… but the point was that we were going to go there and try to help him get past the episode as quickly as he could. I had this intention in mind when I fell asleep, using my light / sound machine, and entered a WILD…

I was in the biodome, I was near the koi pond where I normally appear, but there was something strange about the place. There were people there, a bunch of them, and I didn't recognize any of them, I wondered who they might all be. I was going to go over to one of them and see if I could find out when someone I did recognize approached me, it was Nomad. He said his friend needed help, at which point he opened a portal and pulled me through, not even waiting to find out if I was lucid or not… As we were going through the portal it seemed that things split off in several directions at the same time, leading to the same strange feeling I have had in the past when visiting many worlds simultaneously on the times I have had divergent dreams or visited don Juan… I was in many places at once… now if I could just master that technique IWL!

Nomad and I were in a forest, it was a dark and creepy place with many of the trees gnarled and dead looking. There was a mist on the ground and in the air that obscured everything around us, making it even harder to see than the darkness would explain. In fact, the light color of the mist gave a false illusion of light while keeping things just as obscure as total darkness would have. Nomad said something about his friend having a fractured psyche, but we could help him by bringing the parts back together. I thought my song spell, My Last Breath by Evanescence, would also help, so I stayed close to Nomad, as I figured he would be more likely find his friend before I could. We finally found someone I didn't recognize at all, but Nomad clearly identified it as his friend, so I used my song spell on him as Nomad was doing what he had to do… then Nomad opened a portal and we all went through it…

Nomad and I were in a strange place, we were on what seemed like an endless barren landscape that stretched as far as the eye could see in all directions. There was no break from the bleak colors of the place, the sky was gray, the ground was gray, it was hard to tell where one stopped and the other began. In spite of the vast emptiness, and the fact I could see into what looked like infinity, I still couldn't very easily make out what was closest to me, it was really hard to see very far. That contradiction confused me a bit, that I could see forever and not at all, but it didn't seem to bother Nomad, so I stayed close to him. After we searched a bit, Nomad found his friend, and I used My Last Breath on him, Nomad did what he had to do, then opened a portal that all three of us went through…

Nomad and I were in a tiny room, a black room that couldn't have been more than ten feet cubic, and it was total darkness there. I could sense the walls, I couldn't see them, I wasn't sure if the walls were black or if there was just absolutely no light there. Nomad paused, I could feel him searching the area, and finally he moved to one corner of the room where he found his friend there, apparently hiding from something horrible, huddled in the corner. I used my song spell, he did his thing, we went through a portal together…

I was with Nomad in a vast desert, it looked a little like the desert around where I live, but it was a lot hotter than that. I could actually see waves of heat coming from the ground around us, the trees were withered and dead, cactuses weren't even able to survive the heat. Some areas of the desert were actually smoking as if they had just been on fire or if they were about to catch on fire. There was no shelter from the sweltering heat, but Nomad's friend was crouched under one of the withered trees trying to get at least a little shade, so that was when Nomad did his thing and I used my song, then we went through the portal together…

There was another scene where Nomad and I were in a really creepy place that looked like Silent Hill, it was an abandoned town with a lot of things moving around in the shadows and a lot of creepy sounds out there. There was a scene where Nomad and I found his friend in what looked like paradise, but there was something wrong, and upon closer inspection, everything was only an illusion of beauty, the grass was razor sharp, the fruit was covered in acid, the water burned… There was a scene of being lost in a maze of underground caves, the maze seemed to be constantly changing around us, it took a little longer to find Nomad's friend there…

Then there was our final destination, which I was having trouble seeing very clearly since I had been in so many places just before, it was like all the different me's had just been forced back into one, so I was disoriented. Nomad didn't seem to have noticed that, or at least it didn't look to me like he was bothered by it… There was also only one of Nomad's friend, and his friend also looked disoriented. I didn't get a chance to see what the results might have been, if Nomad's friend felt any better, before I woke.

14.10.2010

Flight to the Astral Plane. (MILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID ASTRAL

Hi Readers!!

I have been a big while without recording dreams. Well, I did, but on paper journal. My business has been keeping me super busy and I could not work as much on dreams, but I had daily recalls and 4 lucids. I do not have time to add them all... but from today, I will be adding them again. I started with "Mastering Astral Projection" workbook. Sorry to the skeptics. I am going to work on this book for 90 days and I will be fully focused on Astral Projection only. Dreams will be somehow in the background, but at the same time, it goes tied to Astral Projection. I will use ALL my lucids to project from now on. I completed several goals with lucid dreaming, I will only complete the following ToTMs in order to keep my wings, but that's it.

Four dreams tonight, two of them lucid, from one of the lucids, I did a successful Astral Projection.

Fourth:

I woke up and felt that my body was ready for another lucid. I told my self I was going to turn lucid and I did.

I was in a kitchen. The kitchen itself was huge, like a restaurant's kitchen. The building was as big as the kitchen, there was nothing around, just the kitchen. I saw a couple more dream characters and we were cooking something. One of the DC trowed some liquid over the stove and it stopped working (it was gas)

I had some papers and i soaked up the water. I had a lighter so I tried to light up the kitchen. The fire would not start. I realized that the stove was wet and would not light just yet. In addition, some of the appliances at this kitchen were not used by a long time.

I turned lucid with no specific reason. Nothing odd I can recall triggered my lucidity. I was happy, the dream was vivid and I felt I was in deep sleep. I wanted to do my flight ritual before attempting anything. I started to levitate and I flew through a window. The window shattered. It was very sunny and I felt the wind in my face. I felt good within the dream.

I spotted a big city underneath me. There were a few small buildings and several DC. I keep flying without doing any specific task. I asked to my self what could I do. I did not feel like doing any lucid tasks and my mayor goals have been met. I remember than one of my waking psychic friends likes to do her Astral Projects from a lucid dream. I also recalled in a couple of books that in order to Astral Project from a lucid dream, all you needed to do is to wish it.

I landed and I closed my eyes knowing the high risk of awakening that had, but I knew I was going to Astral Project, so it would not be a big deal.

I closed my eyes and within one second I was floating on my bed. I definitely knew I was not in a dream. I am very experience in how do I feel during a lucid dream. I also projected a couple of times in the past, and it felt VERY different. This time I felt it again. I was floating over my bed and I saw my body laying in bed. My wife and both of my cats were sleeping as well. I was surprised how easy was to Astral Project within a lucid dream. I looked at my surroundings and nothing was dream-alike. I could stare at stuff without waking up and I was able to read. The letters did not switch. I remained in the physical plane for a while until I felt a small tinkle in my back and I was back in my body.
I did not wake up astonished like I do when I wake up from a lucid. I did not either had the same awakening from a regular dream. I was happy because I successfully Astral Projected. I am sure skeptics will not believe this... well... I am a natural lucid dreamer and I know very well I was not lucid dreaming but Astral Projecting. More of these will come in the following days!

Missed dream signs:
- None.

Spotted dream signs:
- None.

Reality Check Performed:
- None. Lucidity triggered alone.

14.10.2010

Back to high school! (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Hi Readers!!

I have been a big while without recording dreams. Well, I did, but on paper journal. My business has been keeping me super busy and I could not work as much on dreams, but I had daily recalls and 4 lucids. I do not have time to add them all... but from today, I will be adding them again. I started with "Mastering Astral Projection" workbook. Sorry to the skeptics. I am going to work on this book for 90 days and I will be fully focused on Astral Projection only. Dreams will be somehow in the background, but at the same time, it goes tied to Astral Projection. I will use ALL my lucids to project from now on. I completed several goals with lucid dreaming, I will only complete the following ToTMs in order to keep my wings, but that's it.

Four dreams tonight, two of them lucid, from one of the lucids, I did a successful Astral Projection.

Third:

I traveled to my old high school. It was also an live-in high school. I was with my wife and I told her that when we went to sleep, I was going to Astral Project. I told her I wanted to see how the rooms look like after 10 years, and the only way, was with my Astral Body.

We entered an elevator to go to a different floor of the school. We were looking for someone. I decided to do a Reality Check, as I rarely ride elevators. I looked at my hands and they looked weird. I realized I was dreaming. My dream was not stable at all, so I needed to fly. Thankfully, the elevator worked fine this time and opened. The door opened in the wilderness, but it was OK.

I started to fly to make my dream stable. My level of lucidity was not great, as I did not have many waking memories. I followed the dream as I remembered to do nothing, however, I remained lucid.

I saw a few friends and I had a chat with them. I told them we were in a dream and more stuff. We went to a kitchen, we were about to eat something. Suddenly, I had double conscious and felt briefly my body in bed, the dream faded.

I had a FA in my room. I explained my wife my dream and she got mad at me for a reason I cannot recall. The dream ended.

Missed Dream Signs:
- I was at this school, it is thousands mile from San Diego.
- The FA (after the lucid)

Spotted Dream Signs:
- Riding an elevator.

Reality Check Performed:
- Hand Check, failed and turned lucid.

i was very suprised while dreaming when i realized that i was dreaming.

I started my dream sitting at my computer looking at something, probably youtube. i got up to go to the bathroom. i went into the bathroom and noticed everything was different. it was in a different room and just looked completely different. i walked up to my parents and asked them what was going on. they looked at me questionably. i asked myself if i was dreaming. i wasnt sure, i needed something else to prove it. i go back into my room and there is a little girl sitting at my computer like i was(ive never met this girl before except in my dreams-this is the 3rd time she has been in my dreams). she turns and looks at me and says nothing. i instantly know that im dreaming now. i yell "Holy S**T im dreaming!" the girl doesnt react in anyway. i walk out of the room and my parents say "your dreaming?". i start to laugh and get excited because this is the first time its ever happened and i wasnt even trying to have a lucid dream. i walk out infront of my house and see an attractive korean-american women. i test my ability to control her and kiss her, we kiss, but she shows no emotion, so I leave her and look around outside. I walk to my friends house but the dream world is different from my home town and i get lost. i stop at the corner of a street and see an escalade parked. i open the back door and see 4 girls sitting inside. i dont know 3 of them but the 4th is my ex girlfriend. we talked about something for a short while until i see more girls on the other side of the street. i go over and talk to them. i try kissing one of them, but it wasn't that interesting so I quit. after that everything goes black. i have a false awakening in my bedroom. my brother is in my room looking threw some of my games. i talk to him a little and then i remember the dream i just had. i question the dream again. i ask my brother a math problem(6x7) i couldnt think of the answer because i was still full of excitement. he couldnt answer. i ask him what 2+2 is and i think of the answer, 4. he says 4. i ask him what 1+2 is and i think of 4 again. he says 4 and thats when i realize im dreaming again. i tell him to throw the cd in his hand into the wall. he does so without question. now im sure that im dreaming. unfortunately i wake up before i get to leave my house.


side notes:
my dream sign might be the little girl at my computer.
i had 2 lucid dreams
1 false awakening

I'm not sure if what I dreamed was lucid or not.
I was in a room, my friend JC and someone else was there, possibly Laura. Things were pretty vivid and I was just talking to them while I was "lucid", eventually, things started to get shaky and I started to spin, so I tried spinning around some, and I vividly remember this part where I was spinning, and JC said something like "trying to spin to re-stabilize the dream?" or something. It wasn't working and it ended up destabilizing and I fell out of it.
I didn't wake up though, I don't think. I might have ended up in the same place, because I think I remember saying "I fell out of it", and JC saying something regarding that.

I suspect this is probably just a dream about lucid dreaming, because I feel like I would have done more to accomplish something than just talking if I was actually lucid, and I imagine I would have actually woken up.

Yay! Two lucid dreams in one week thus far...looks like my VERY long dry spell might actually be ending? I hope so.

Anyway, I'm not exactly sure what I was doing when the dream began, but eventually I noticed that as I walked through the dreamworld, the faster I went, the higher I'd lift off the ground. Well, that was a dead giveaway and I instantly recognized myself to be in a dream.

First thing I did was just see how high I could go with this weird walking/levitating thing. It was very different than flying, because my forward motion was the same speed and orientation as walking...I just vertically would move up or down based on how fast I moved my feet.

And of course, in my delight over succeeding to lucid dream again, it was extremely enjoyable to go super high, let myself fall, and shout: "I'm lucid dreaming!" on my way down, just because I was doing something impossible that proved such a statement to be true. I do that a lot in my LDs

After a couple such landings, however, I found myself to have teleported to the middle of some sort of gathering. It was rather dark inside, but not so much that it was hard to see details. I found a couple familiar faces who greeted me and I would reply with something that hid the truth (i.e. that it was all just a dream) from my friends (who may or may not have really been present there).

But then I got stopped by someone different. I didn't recognize this man, but he certainly recognized me.

"Care for a drink?" He asked, handing me one of two glasses filled with glowing green liquid, which he had carried with him.

"Sure." I replied, taking the glass as if I weren't suspicious.

Of course, in reality, I was highly suspicious. This was a DC, after all...a creation of my mind. I could know him better than he knew himself. And I knew something was up with him.

At first he talked nice, telling me how impressed he had been with my work in the film and gaming industries, but eventually he got around to his real purpose for being there, and it was not just to compliment me on my achievements.

"What I have here," he said, pulling out a small stack of papers from a shoulder bag, "is some material my boys picked up from various sources."

"Materials?" I asked. "Like what?"

"Scripts, mostly. We have the chance to produce the most popular media before the authors ever get the chance. Oh, but fame is not all that there is to it. There's always money involved, eh? Let's say...two million in earnest now for your help producing these films and games, and more by the hour you work with us. How does that sound?"

"Sounds to me like you're crazy!" I shouted.

All heads turned to look at this man and me. The attention scared him, since he was still holding the stolen scripts, so he turned and ran for the nearest exit. I ran after him, but lost track of where he was for a short while, giving him just enough of an advantage to jump in one of his gang's two cars and drive off, the other criminal car shortly behind him.

Me, I just kept running, staying close behind the two criminal cars, and slowly gaining on them. I didn't think about the speed at the time; it was as easy for me to run at 100mph as 10. Unfortunately, it was only a two-lane road (and reversed from real life), so while the criminals advanced on the left side, I had to run against oncoming traffic on the right, jumping over each car that drove towards me.

Eventually the oncoming traffic grew more heavy, and I slowly began to fall back from the criminals. That was NOT going to happen. All in one moment, I completely stopped running, stepped to the side, and grabbed hold of the next car that drove towards me. I spun around from the momentum of the car and then released it into the air. It flew right into the criminal cars and caused all three to explode. Of course the force of the explosion threw other cars into the air, even in my direction, but they bounced off of me like toys, leaving me completely unharmed.

Mission accomplished, I flew off as I had before, descended, and when I landed...woke up.

If that car scene hasn't been done in a movie...it should be

Method: DILD
Recall: great
Lucid Ability:6
Vividness: Average
Dream Length:Long

I find myself walking the halls of some unknown building. Everything is dark, bland, mundane. There's a fat lady who's super pale. I can see the blueish green veins all throughout her face. "Maybe everyone works the night shift here", I think to myself. I head to a bathroom. Two people are talking about me, and one guy is suspicious of what I'm doing there. One lady says "he's not going to do anything to you, he's a miracle christ child". I don't want to start any trouble so I let it slide. She says it again though, and heads into the bathroom stall. Some guy goes in after her....does whatever he has to do, and then another guy heads in. The guy sitting asks if I'm going next. Disgusted at the whole ordeal, I tell him no.

I stood up, and headed to this huge black sink. The bathroom attendant was there watching me wash my hands. Theres another guy handing out free Gillette razors for the people that are in there. The attendant looks at me and says "is there something wrong?". I'm fighting gum thats stuck to the upper right section of my molars. My hands are clean so I dig in there. Finally I get it out and toss the gum into the black sink and tell him "Nah, I'm good". I head outside, not knowing that troubles would ensue.

My teeth feel funny. As I brushed my tongue across my molars, I noticed several were loose. I noticed the wisdom tooth was about to come out. In fact, it was split in half. I wiggled them, and tried to evenly get both loose. Then I finally spit it out. I felt other teeth become loose. I started spitting them out. I spit out some sort of white flat square that had a sand dollar pattern on it. I picked it up, and some of my teeth. WTF....maybe I can get a doc to fix this. My cousin shows up.

He's dressed nicely, and is with some random DC. He starts saying he hasn't seen me in forever, and wants me to get back into music. We're walking and talking, and a girl catches my eye. I continue on, and apparently he turned around and started talking to her. Theres two of them, so I'm thinking wingman mode. I actually recognize one girl, and she's trying to set him up with the original girl I saw. I could hear her saying something about "black guys".

Something happened.....either something in the conversation, or the way we saw those people twice, but I'm not really sure. I just know I knew I was dreaming.

I walked up to girl, grabbed her and flew up in the air with her, and landed. (I was really thinking about doing an inverted spinning suplex on her her at first, but she seemed cool) I tried it again, and noticed when we reached a certain height it felt like we were just standing because I had pressure on my feet. Some random DC flew up to where we were, and tried to take her, and I flew back down with her. Never saw that DC again. I tried something different. I laid down on my back, and asked her to get on top of me. She straddled me and smiled. We flew up and down several times, and I noticed I didn't feel the pressure anywhere. Then she started getting freaky. I guess plan B we on her mind, and just when I started to give into what she was doing, I woke up.

Note: Tonight I pulled a Walms! FA, get out of bed, RC… continues to have a nice lucid dream… *does the happy dance* I just wish I could make myself do a RC every time I wake up in the night or in the morning, I would catch a lot more FA's… Yay for FA's!

I woke up in bed, got up to use the bathroom, and for once I thought to do a RC right away… and it turned out I was dreaming! Awesome! I was in the middle of a real FA!

For some reason this idea seriously excited me at that point in time, almost as if I had never had a FA before, and I had to focus to calm myself down a bit before focusing on remembering what my goals for the night were. I remembered that one of my goals had been to go meet Erik's guide with MoSh, but that was already done. So what was my next goal? I didn't have any other goals for the night, so that meant I was free to figure out what I wanted to do. I thought I could check out the house in Oblivion, the one in Skingrad, and even though I hadn't been in contact with Tigress I could still do something there on my own. Hmmm… instead, maybe I would try to just try to open a portal to get somewhere I was needed. I focused on Through the Never and on opening a portal, then I went through that portal…

I found myself back in MoSh's inner world, which took me by surprise since I had already completed the goal I had with MoSh. So maybe there was something else I had to do with MoSh tonight, which was fine, but first I had to find him. I looked around MoSh's inner world for a bit, taking real notice of it for the first time, and realizing things there were far from normal. Things were quite dark and creepy, like used to happen quite often, but it hasn't happened much recently, so what might have happened to create this problem? Since I thought that might be why I was there, to clean up the place, I started focusing on cleaning up the dark energy and replacing it with light energy. I went into MoSh's house and started cleaning up in there, I saw Asuka in there as well. She was clearly not well, she was cackling like some kind of a mad woman, and her eyes were solid black. She was throwing some kind of strange energy bolts at me, they seemed to be made of solidified dark energy. I could tell she needed serious healing, so I focused on the song Silver and Cold to pull dark energy out of her and Touch My Heart to replace it with light… and she disappeared.

I didn't know where Asuka had gone, but I figured I would find her again soon, as long as she hadn't left MoSh's inner world… and if she had left MoSh's inner world, I would track her down then. I continued through the house, absorbing dark energy from the place and replacing it with light, then I went back outside and continued doing that. I walked around for a bit absorbing dark energy, I wondered where MoSh might be, and where were the kinds, Data, the EMH he recently installed? Was this really MoSh's inner world? Or could I be in the wrong place? Well, no matter where I was, Asuka had been there and she had been seriously infected. Maybe I should find Asuka next, then check to see if I was really in MoSh's inner world or if I might be in the wrong place somehow… after all, I hadn't focused on reaching MoSh's inner world, I had just focused on going somewhere I was needed.

As I was about to open a portal to track Asuka down I saw that I wasn't alone, there was someone else there standing not too far from me. I went over to investigate and see who it was, it looked like he was surrounded by an aura of dark energy, but it looked stable and I didn't sense hostility… So I went over to investigate the person closer, to see what he was doing there, and when I got closer to him I recognized him… it was Walms! I went over and said hello to him, I asked if he was here to clean up some of this dark energy, after all it would be just a midnight snack for him… He didn't answer me, instead he looked at me with a puzzled look on his face, if it wasn't for the fact that he is lucid in 99.9% of his dreams, I would have thought he wasn't lucid there. But then he does have a few non-lucid dreams… occasionally. I told him he was dreaming, maybe he should do a RC, check out the gravity of the area or whatever it is he does for a RC. He looked at me strangely, making me have serious doubts that I had identified him correctly, I was having serious doubts that it was Walms at all…

I felt I needed to clean the place up, so I continued absorbing dark energy, and I saw that Walms, or the person I had first thought was Walms, was doing the same. I continued cleaning up dark energy, Walms and I got separated while I was cleaning the place up, and I ended up wandering into the garden area out behind MoSh's house, where I found Asuka. She looked just as nuts as she had before, she attacked me with dark energy bolts again, I dodged the attacks and jumped up into the air, sending a couple of tendrils of Witchblade to hold her and keep her from disappearing again. I looked around, and the area that might or might not be MoSh's inner world was much cleaner than it had been, it looked a lot brighter and was clear of dark energy, so now I had to get Asuka healed. I focused on the songs I had tried to use before, Silver and Cold to draw dark energy out and Touch My Heart to put light energy in, and this time it seemed effective. After the song spells had completed, Asuka looked like her normal self and seemed quite confused at the fact she was tied up, so I let her loose.

The first thing Asuka was wanting to know about was MoSh, she said she didn't know where MoSh was, she might have done something to MoSh, she said she should have known something like this would happen, she knew she would never be able to keep control if she tried to fight, why had everyone insisted she try to fight when we all knew she would lose control again? Why? I told her I thought Vegeta and Tuvok had helped her with that, but she said there's no way either of them would ever understand the force inside her, that there is no way she could control it… I saw she was crying, saying she was sure she'd done something horrible, and it was MoSh she had done it to, so what now? I told her MoSh can't be seriously hurt in a dream, but let's find him. I opened a portal, focusing on finding MoSh, and then I led Asuka through the portal.

On the other side of the portal I found MoSh was there, and he was there with Kaomea, he looked quite worried about something. He seemed glad to see me, he said Kaomea needed healing, he said he had tried to heal her as best as he could, but she really needed to be taken to the healing glen for healing there. I said Asuka could probably use the extra positive energy, too, as she had been really badly infected somehow. I focused on opening a portal to the healing glen, and then all of us went through it, MoSh, Asuka, Kaomea, and me. I telepathically contacted Basara even as we were going through the portal, so when we exited into the healing glen, Basara showed up there soon after. The Crystal Golem was there, and we did a group healing spell, Basara, MoSh, and I did healing spells along with the Crystal Golem, the entire area was filled with golden energy. The golden energy was very relaxing, and it is here that I woke.

Method: DEILD
Recall: great
Lucid Ability:not tested
Vividness: perfect
Dream Length:short

I go back in for another attempt... everything spinning, and suddenly stops. It's still black, and I know all I need to do is get up and RC. I relax a bit, get up and RC. Everything's all good. I clasp my hands for a couple of seconds to make sure the dream is stabilized. So far so good, it's time to head out the door.

I'm blown away by what I saw! I'm in the cave in Destiny Island. All the drawings Sora and Kari made are etched on the walls, along with some of the colourings Naminé made in the white room. I really didn't expect to see this. I tried to take it all in as I was amazed by all of the detail. And then in a moment, everything turned into an infinite outer space. It was like I was in some glass pod looking at the universe......then I woke up.

Method: WILD
Recall: great
Lucid Ability:5
Vividness: perfect
Dream Length:short

I start out in my room like always, and then I head towards the living room. I see my pops is listening to the game on the radio. It's time to got down to business. I headed back down the hallway and started focusing on a black hole portal. Theres electricity pulsing from my hands, and the hole is forming. I look down at it, and I'm pretty amazed at how realistic it's looking....like too realistic. I lose a little focus, and just when I'm about to trow it against the wall, it turns into a ball.

The ball flies into the wall, and sticks temporarily, and falls on the ground. The ball melts into a black puddle that I'm familiar with. "Not what I was expecting, but it'll do". I hopped into the hole, and focused on reaching my DG, and I started thinking about what I was going to ask her. I turn up back in my room.

I head out, and tell myself she's going to be at the door, and when I started going for the door....FA I didn't RC and was bombarded by wondering why a string of events were happening with various DC's until I woke up.

Note: I fell asleep tonight with a couple plans with MoSh, though I didn't have any actual plans with Tigress since I wasn't able to talk with her today for some unknown reason… I fell asleep with my light / sound machine as usual, and I was once again successful in slipping into a WILD. Each time I do this it is amazing, since I went for so long being unable to do it or even have a lucid dream or even remember many non-lucids!

As I entered my WILD, I found I was in MoSh's inner world as I often am, I looked around but I didn't really have enough time to really see anything before MoSh was beside me saying he knew where to find Erik's guide. He said he really wanted to see what EG had to say, so he hoped at least one of us would remember, and by one of us he meant me… I said he should at least try to have a positive attitude, but didn't go any farther than that. MoSh opened a portal and the two of use went through into a wide green field, there was a stage at one end of the field, it looked like an outdoor concert venue. There were people on the stage setting up musical equipment, getting things ready, but they didn't seem to be in any kind of a rush. I saw the man I have come to recognize as Erik's guide not far off, he came over to us and said he had been expecting us. With that the scene around us changed, apparently EG had teleported us somewhere else, I now saw we were in a small but comfortable room, I couldn't tell much about it other than there were seats for everyone and a small fridge from which EG took three beers and tossed one to MoSh and one to me.

EG sat down and took a drink from his beer, then said he also knew why we had come here, that surprised me a bit, but it didn't seem surprising to MoSh at all. I figured it was normal for EG to answer questions before they had even been asked? Was he reading our minds right now? Puppies lift their legs so they can fly from the force created when they take a piss… that was what I thought… no reaction from anyone, so either that wasn't as weird as I thought it was or no one was reading my mind. Instead of acknowledging my thought in any way, EG started talking on a different subject, he was talking about what we had come to ask him. He was talking about MoSh getting together with Kaomea, he was saying that of course it was a possibility, anything is possible, but that doesn't make it easy. He said anything worth having is worth fighting for, and if it works out like it should, this would definitely be worth it.

MoSh wanted to know why this would have to be so difficult, why couldn't something be easy for a change, hadn't he earned it? EG said a life of ease isn't something you earn, it's something you create… and it is also almost always considerably less rewarding than the lives of those who choose the more difficult paths. EG said that MoSh was wondering why there would be resistance to him getting with Kaomea, but he had already noticed the reason even though he hadn't acknowledged it as such. He said that MoSh is not really supposed to be in this world, this was not where he had been intended to go, something had sent him here anyway. He asked MoSh if he hadn't sensed this at numerous points in his life, that he was an outsider in his own world… before MoSh could answer, EG said of course MoSh had felt that way, this is also one of the signs that a person is likely to be a nagual.

My mind wandered a bit, making me wonder if MoSh was an outsider like I am an outsider, maybe there was still a chance to find someone out there that would want to be with me? Or maybe my one chance was gone, having turned out to be with a complete asshole. Now I found out that EG could read my thoughts. He said that yes, an outsider can indeed find a soul mate in a world that wasn't meant to be their home, it just doesn't work easily. He said he knew of the events I was talking about, with the one I call James (my ex boyfriend), and when it had started it had the potential to work out fine. The main problem was that negative energies poisoned us, created problems between us, then eventually consumed the weaker of us, which was James. That made James into an asshole, trying for quite a while to push me away as I was still fighting the forces to stay together… until it finally worked, until he had finally done so much hurt to me that there was no way I would… or should… stay with him. He said it might not seem like it, but I was actually the one to come out on top in that situation, I was currently much better off than James.

MoSh wanted the topic back on him and Koamea, he said he wanted to know what he had to do in order to make things work out with her. EG gestured towards me, he said that meeting me might just have given MoSh the added knowledge he would need in order to make this relationship work, to overcome the forces that would seek to force them apart. He said when I had been trying to hold on, and even when James had wanted to hold on as well, neither of us knew much about dark and negative energies, when James acted like an ass I would get angry and send his negativity back, multiplied, then James would send it back to me multiplied again, until it reached a breaking point and we separated for a while, both of us both furious and depressed, wanting to both punch the other one in the face and cry at the same time… it usually ended up with me crying and James punching the nearest wall. Towards the beginning, it seemed James had accepted and understood that negative energies were frequently the cause of our problems… but over time he stopped accepting that as a reason and placed the blame fully on me, or sometimes on himself, but usually on me.

EG said this wouldn't have to happen with MoSh and Kaomea, because MoSh knows about negative and dark energies, and Kaomea would also seem to know about it. With both of them knowing what dark energy is and the effect it has, they would know better than to just multiply it and send it back when their partner got negative. Each of them would be able to understand that the other one was acting out of reaction to dark energy infection instead of just being an ass. So instead of having the dark energy and negativity escalate until it exploded, they would seek healing for each other, a way to get rid of the intruding dark energy, to set the other one free of it. This would rob the forces seeking to separate them of the most dangerous weapon they had. He said as long as MoSh and Kaomea couldn't be turned against each other, no force in the universe could separate them against their wills.

MoSh wanted to know who was seeking to separate him and Kaomea, and why were they seeking to do that. EG said he knows the nature of the forces, though not the exact identity, because the identity of those opposing MoSh and Kaomea would change… The nature of it was that which seeks to keep everything on a perfectly ordered path, the different timelines themselves seem to have a will of their own, and they don't like being interfered with. He said that is why it takes a significant event to alter any timeline, significant as when someone from outside the dimension interferes and makes considerable changes. That will inevitably create a ripple in the timeline. One of the inhabitants of the timeline changing their own timeline is very difficult, usually this just gets done from outside the dimension. So when an outsider such as MoSh or me enters a dimension and tries to find a companion or even just tries to find a place for themselves, that creates a ripple, which the timeline will fight. He said I already knew that, and for a while James had known, too, but then James had somehow forgotten that as he got consumed with negative energies.

MoSh seemed to be lost in thought about something, I wondered what he was thinking, EG waited for a few minutes while MoSh seemed to be muttering to himself incoherently. EG finally said that MoSh and I are more alike than we know, that saying we are like brother and sister isn't by any means incorrect. He said we had both gone through hard times that had left us fractured, but not broken, he said neither of us would be broken by any force in this world no matter how unsure of that we ourselves might be, he looked at me when he said that. EG looked back at MoSh and said MoSh and Kaomea have a very good chance of making things work, a very good chance of avoiding the fatal errors that James and I had made, although most of the errors were James' mistakes, and to keep the negativity from pulling them apart. He looked directly at MoSh, and told him that as long as both he and Kaomea are willing to hold on, they cannot be pulled apart… as long as BOTH of them hold on. This is where my memories end.