lucid

Today's dream was totally weird. I WILDed this one because it seems like WILDing works better for me. I tend to not become conscious of my dreams that happen at night which really frustrates me. Anyways, today I became I think semi-lucid and woke up in my dorm room in my dream. Immediately, I got out of bed and then saw one of my ex-girlfriends and her best friend laying in my bed. It was weird because I can't stand my ex-girlfriend AND her best friend. After moments of awkward silence my first crush appeared. She is the one girl I've always wanted to have sex with and date but she moved away. Every now and then we talk about getting together but it never happens. Anyways, she was right there in front of me. I remember I was lucid because my whole body felt like I had taken ecstasy or something, which always happens when I become lucid. I faced her and she giggled and then I began to kiss her. I was SO happy I can't even describe the feeling. I am kissing her and I close my eyes and then open them back up and my current girlfriend had replaced her and it scared the shit out of me. I began to push her away and ask where Taylor was and she was reaching out trying to pull me back in. I then ran out into the hallway and started to fly like Superman away as fast as I could. I've been thinking about cheating for a while but maybe that a sign to not..