Enigmatik

6:15 am ish
This is following a past life regression session fail. My son kept rolling over onto me when I was relaxing. Turned it off and thought about Stonehenge. Fell asleep. I remember a guy cutting a tree down. I was in a SMALL area of trees and he gave me his hatchet. I began to hack away at a tree that had been previously notched. I remember being very unskilled with the hatchet. Then I realized how old and brittle the tree was. Now I am pushing it over. I take notice to the rest of the trees and they look like they are decaying, brittle, falling apart and dying. I push a bunch of them over. They are all pretty small. Now I see two pretty and healthy ash. In my mind I don't want to cut them down at all. Instead I end up walking over to the trees to look at them and admiring. A girl on a patio chair cusses me out and tells me to leave them alone. I agree and walk away and circle back around. Half way through this I see a group of people playing what looks to be dodgeball or something. Some girl talks to me and I keep going. I end back where the trees were. The guy who had me cut them is now saying how he has claim to a bunch more on someones property and he wants to cut them down without anyone even knowing. This is NOT something I want to partake in. I jump over the fence into an alley.

Dream continues? I am walking down a dirt path next to a wooded hill on one side and a river on the other. I am coming up to a parked van and I see a beautiful little green or red parrot flying around. As I approach the van it flies right up to me. I sort of cover my head and close my eyes and then this parakeet sized parrot talons onto my hand. It didn't hurt, but I could feel it. I enjoy this and he gets into my hair like its a nest or something. This is very pleasurable. The bird is so cute and VERY I think green! I yell at my friend Nate to come back and look. He does but doesn't think much of it. Now I keep walking and he is with me. I see a VERY tall wooden fence and I 3 point jump it. When I get to the other side I look back to see if Nate makes it. I see that he maybe kicked up about 1 time onto the fence but when he goes to grab the top he misses and falls back to the ground. OMG! I now see a grizzly appearing right where he was. It is standing up and is taller than the fence noticing me on the other side. HE IS HUGE! I see him lunge down at Nate. I push the bottom of the fence panel back and his head is looking right at me. I panic! Now I am running and feel like I am in a compound of fenced in areas and doors. I make it to a door, look back, see the grizzly coming for me 100%, then open and slam the door closed behind me. Now I am inside and there is an area with two doors. I run to one and turn back to the other. When I'm opening that door the grizzly is coming in the previous. I can feel my blood pumping. I go through and slam the door shut. Now I remember doing this one more time without the grizzly and the fear is gone. Now I am in a room and there are a few people around. I relax a bit and a young girl comes out looking at me like she has something to say. She then says something on the line of thank you or something and I sense it's for my service I did in the Marine Corps. I think I was like.. "oh... not a big deal." Then parents seem to come in and I think I recognize them from yoga. Again I feel like I'm back at the beginning of that maze area where the grizzly is now AGAIN coming at me. I went through the same process. Fear.. doors don't seem to latch. I get away anyhow and now am in a room where I feel like I'm in monk robes and I can see the girl and her family plus some people outside of some LARGE windows in this room. Now I am leaving this room and am outside somewhere. I see some people on a skidloader and one guy is being unsafe and almost gets hurt. I hesitate to say anything then I tell him that I have been doing this for 10 years and that he needs a hardhat on. The young kid half ass listens to me. Then the operator agrees and said that he almost lost his arm. Now the kid complies. I fade off into dreamland at this point.

cut trees/brittle dying trees/new ash/didn't want to cut/girl yells at me/I circle around/ppl playing??volleyball??dodgeball?? girl talks to me/I keep going/jump fence/claima
miniature green or red parrot in my hair/van/nate/jumped fence/nate didn't make/grizzly maul/run/doors/got away/talk to little girl/thank for marine/maze again/grizzly/monk clothes/window w ppl/wrong exit? skidloader kids no hardhat/talk to them/I say 10 years experience/fade away