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    A Load Of Bullshit - But Need To Start Journalling Again...

    by , 09-14-2014 at 03:12 PM (611 Views)
    At least I read and printed out a MILD script from Dreamer - but I didn't do something, yet.
    Na well - printing is a first step. And journalling this...

    I went to a job with two friends from back in school - it was somehow shady and involved cigarette-smuggle and a guy, who ran a jeans-shop back at the time we were at school organizing it all.
    They got cards, which could be used to pay in shops for their work - and we went to a clothes shop.
    I forgot, that I had put on stuff and was wearing it, when we left - nobody noticed - so I stole an outfit, sort of, didn't go back in. It was in Munich and I wanted to show them the new flat, I was moving in soon, but lost them and lost the way.
    Landed in some beer-place, met a guy there I know, old acquaintance, almost forgot to pay again when I left.
    Then through the streets and erring about - finally I found the backyard towards which a window was going from that flat.
    There was a backgarden with nastily sick plants, huge rhubarb for example, but rotting away. Been thinking, one should cut it all down, also the sickly trees, so there would be more sun coming to the window.
    Then I was in the flat somehow and with a middle-aged not so attractive woman and a young nice guy, my flatmates to be.
    They told me there would be a new sort of internet coming up, and they planned to pull off a porn-project by that means.
    At the same time, one could look into another flat with broad non curtained windows, and there was another such project going on. Weird toys and guys in black leather masks - all very unattractive and not exactly appetising.
    I thought - what the heck, they're only going to be flatmates - but when they let me know, they expected me to take part - I thanked them friendlily and got the heck out of there and to search for a new place again.

    Hoping for better dreams and lucidity sooon!


    Ah - and in a prior dream it happened again that somebody from a dream the night before showed up, clearly the same guy, but I only met him in the elevator and was hoping he wasn't angry with me still.
    He was - but didn't say something - only gave me a mean look.
    Thing is - I remembered almost all that prior dream in that dream - I had the full context and it seemed like genuine memory. That's a funny thing, I find - dreams bleeding over into dreams in the following night, but stuff which has no equivalent irl.
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    Updated 09-14-2014 at 03:57 PM by 66050

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    1. Box77's Avatar
      "A load of bullshit" You couldn't say it better to describe how I feel about almost all of the things that I'm lately dreaming...
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    2. StephL's Avatar
      Hehe!
      Good I'm not the only one! But I'm happy with this dream in as far, as I could tell you tons of details more about it and it has sort of a continuous plot-line. The only jump, I lost was how I got from the garden into the flat. I think, I just teleported through that window.
      So the recall is nice - had I done journalling the two times I woke up - I'd have two to three proper dreams more.
      But they were just as stupid - that far I do remember.

      Ah - and of course I had planned on WBTB activities, which I was too lazy to go through with unfortunately...
    3. ThreeCat's Avatar
      Hey Steph, stay positive! You are a talented LDer and will be back in the game in no time. Looking forward to reading your "non-bullshit" dreams

      But your bullshit ones are pretty funny too--especially if they contain sexy cabinets
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    4. StephL's Avatar
      Aahm - nope. Not really funny.
      People were rather creepy, ugly and disgusting in their activities - the ones watchable in action through that window.
      Was relieved to get some distance from affairs.
      But thanks for the flowers - my problem is laziness mainly, probably from lack of self-belief. Comp did wonders, though.
      And going to bed too late, I'm hardly ever under covers before 1 am.
      I guess, I should invest a bit in WILD endeavours again - if I was able to do that, I'd be muuch more active.
      I'm unfortunately unable to nap in the day, then when I would be motivated and patient enough, I can't shut down.
      When joining here, in my very first attempt in WBTB I got nice optical HIs and strong vibrations after maybe 2 min., thought it's going to be a breeze, but that was it then, never again did I "get that far", not even with trying it for almost one hour. What a shame...
      Updated 09-14-2014 at 05:54 PM by StephL
    5. Box77's Avatar
      The good thing I found about paying more attention to what I dream is that, my awareness grows with it therefore my chances of becoming lucid more frequently too. Although I don't know if I'm killing my recall with my cup of coffee routine after waking up. I was so groggy before going to work today that I forgot to drink it and coincidentally I was able to recall a lot of details while I was in the night bus feeling those bubbles popping here and there if you know what I mean.
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    6. ~Dreamer~'s Avatar
      I can't wait to see if the MILD work makes a difference!
      Nice work getting the DJ done, I know that can be a real effort sometimes.
      I've been a bit slack with mine actually, you've inspired me to get back onto that! It's definitely helpful.
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    7. StephL's Avatar
      Me too!
      Buut - I started out very lazily with your DILD script and RCing and Dreamsign awareness and with your tips on recall and journalling.
      And tadaa - a very short lucid episode appeared almost as if in order to make me actually sit down and do the real thing today!!
      I also used your mantra in a short WBTB - including the "soon" aspect - I like the thinking behind that!
      Going to transfer a bit later from my notes. Nothing special - I fell, and noticed, that I didn't really hit the ground but hovered a bit over it.
      But when I tried to airswim away from there - I must have lost lucidity somehow.
      Quite excited!



      And yepp Box - I also believe it really important to know, what one dreams, how it all feels etc.
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      Updated 09-15-2014 at 11:57 AM by StephL
    8. ~Dreamer~'s Avatar
      Wooo, great sign!

      I have become lucid quite a few times from falling/tripping over. How interesting!

      Good luck!
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