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    One big test?! (LD #141)

    by , 11-24-2014 at 01:33 PM (626 Views)
    I was laying in bed and I eventually let my mind go. For some reason the first thing that I thought of was my college bathroom. I am in my college dorm bathroom but everything is backwards, along the wrong wall. A nose pinch just to confirm it. Oh, yeah, I just dropped. I've only done this twice before. It's basically like a WILD but it happens right when you go to bed.
    I thought for a moment about my lucidity. Feels nice and strong.
    I can't recall exactly what happened, but I was messing around with my dream appearance. For some reason my eyes were changing colors and drifting into comedic positions on my face; like my cheeks and the top of my forehead. I eventually used a voice command to stop my eyes from doing this. I spent a long time staring at my reflection in the mirror.
    I was thinking about how I look so odd in dreams. I was thinking about how I wound up looking like this in my dreams, with eyes that don't match. For some reason my orange eye was hazel.
    I was able to play around a little bit with the length of my hair too. I made it really short and really long. My hair was also black, rather than brown like it is IWL.
    I played around with my face a little more. I for some reason managed to change into an Asian boy who looked a little like me, and then an Asian girl with a ponytail. For some reason I thought it would be funny to run around the dream-world like this.
    I recall at least twice I almost lost the dream, and tired to save it by throwing on the faucet and drinking cold water.
    I went to the door to leave, and told me that it would take me somewhere that I wanted to go. I opened it and found myself in a park in a beautiful tropical destination. It was surrounded by stucco condos on all sides, save for some gaps. There were a couple of yellow concrete high-rises in the distance, and a huge ringed planet in the sky.
    "Man, I am on a roll tonight!"
    I explored the area for a little bit, and didn't really find anything all that interesting. There were some flowers in the park area and some exotic plantlike, but nothing too memorable. I wanted to see if I could find Manei or Marcus anywhere. I just couldn't. My mom and dad appeared and asked me if I wanted to watch the rocket launch.
    I tried to fly at one point, but I couldn't get the flying to catch. I felt too heavy. I decided it wasn't worth my energy and gave up rather quickly.
    Just then I saw a bunch of men pulling on ropes and they raised a long, thin, white rocket with a single man sitting in a chair on top. The rocket narrowed slightly as it went up and had at least a dozen stages. I questioned how a rocket like that would function. I decided not to focus too much on the thought and laid down some stabilization, reminding myself that I was lucid dreaming.
    I decided to focus on what I had come here to do, get answers with Manei, help her if possible. I saw a beautiful beach-side manor with a glass wall showing the front room and decided that would be Manei's house. I went up and knocked on the door.
    A middle aged man and two identical women came to the door. I asked for Manei. He said that she was in the back, sleeping. One of the women reminded him that if I came, it was okay to wake her up. They led me into her bedroom in the back. It was a total dump.
    I jumped up onto the end of her bed and perched on like a ninja on one of the posts.
    "Well this is just a little ironic"
    "Zzzzz! Huh? What? *sees me* Oh, I know why you're here! What happen last night. (That was two nights ago, but I know what you're talking about.) That was not mistake! I not sick or sad or anything. I test you right, but you fail. You take many test, pass all but that one!"
    "Wait, you only formally told me that you tested me one time..."
    "Yes, that was lucid test, that was first test. I test you many times between then and now, just not tell because it part of test, all pass, looks very good, yeah."
    (You're not going to be passing an English test anytime soon. That or maybe she was speaking this way to get to the point faster. In that case you are a genius, Manei. )
    "What was that test on, anyway? Emotions? Judgement? Compassion?"
    "No, but it was in that category."
    "What is the purpose of all these tests anyway?"
    -A long ramble that I didn't bother to remember, the dream faded despite me banging my hand on the base of her bed trying to stay in the dream. I was more focused on hanging on to the dream than listening to what she was saying. Something to do with 'higher ups' and these dream tests that we have been participating in.
    "...These tests very hard, most people no pass first time. The reason they hard is dream guide and dreamer must work together. Some time problem with dream guide; some dream guide mean. No appear for dreamer, no want to work hard for them, or think dreamer too stupid, not worth their time. They dream guide; if dreamer stupid, their job to make them wise. Job as teacher look easy, not easy if done correctly. Have to work as hard as student, sometimes harder.
    Sometimes dreamer, too violent, always want fights, or, sometimes sex, sex, sex, all they want. Even if dream guide try and teach, no pay attention; dreamer have thick head. Most of the time; problem with both dreamer and guide. In order for us to pass through together we have to trust each other completely and give all our effort"
    I was in a black void by the time she finished that last sentence. I paused for a moment and could see a rectangular white light in the upper right hand corner of my vision.
    "I want to wake up right now!"


    I false awoke into my college dorm. I did a nose pinch, but it didn't work for some reason. I started shuffling around in the dark looking for my laptop to log onto DV. Somebody had left the door open. Around the time I was booting up my computer I woke up for real.

    Well... wow. There are really two ways of looking at this. One obviously just being my subc trying to explain the weird stuff that Manei has been doing in recent weeks or the other that I really am being tested by some 'higher ups'.
    Both the spiritual and scientific interpretation of this are equally terrifying.

    My biggest question is 'What happens now?' This storyline is obviously gonna play through one way or another. am I going to take the same test again? Or another one? Or have to start over? Or maybe I'll just pass anyway because I'm that awesome.

    Another question is, the lucid barrier. That was put there to train/test me, but I managed to damage it. Is that cheating? Well if it is; too bad, so sad. I'm f*cked. I should probably admit that I did that.

    I managed to get back to sleep after this. The dreams it yielded were not lucid, though. I recall reading something that was chiseled into boulders that were thrown into the lake behind my house. There were hundreds of them, filling the lake
    I was then talking with some girl on a bike about song lyrics by Infected Mushroom.

    There was also something to do with my Taekwondo studio.
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    Updated 11-24-2014 at 06:09 PM by 53527

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    Comments

    1. DawnEye11's Avatar
      : D Lol The way Manei spoke was hilarious but it was awesome to read. Well at least you passed many of your tests. This dream really shows how wise Manei is which is great.Very memorable. The way you changed your form was funny too. XD I bet you were very beautiful. Oh, and you forgot to put lucid in the tag.
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    2. NyxCC's Avatar
      Cool dream! So you have already been tested? Is this in another DJ entry?

      Sometimes dreamer, too violent, always want fights, or, sometimes sex, sex, sex, all they want. Even if dream guide try and teach, no pay attention; dreamer have thick head.
      Lol! That's so true!
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    3. JadeGreen's Avatar
      This dream really shows how wise Manei is which is great.
      I thought she was losing it. Glad she's back firing on all cylinders. Stupid DG tests.
      Cool dream! So you have already been tested? Is this in another DJ entry?
      Being tested by dream guide. LD #107,108,109 (sort of) - Dream Journals - Lucid Dreaming - Dream Views

      To properly explain what's going on here by reading every DJ entry between this and today would take far too long. I'll give you the short version.

      So apparently Manei decided that we should be entered in this DG-Dreamer test of some sort held by these 'Higher Ups' as she calls them. I think last night she told me about what we get if we are to pass through together, but I can't recall her entire ramble.
      So the first test was just a lucidity test. Almost went 3 for 3... But that was the only one she told me about until now. Apparently there have been other tests. I'm not exactly sure what they are but I can put my finger on two dreams in particular. And apparently two nights ago, (see DJ entry) I failed one of the tests. I don't see how I was supposed to pass though, the 'test' didn't make any sense.

      So I guess now that I failed I get to know about all this. And this made me realize that I might have been 'cheating' all this time. Manei put in place a barrier to make lucid dreaming more difficult, like weighted belt training, because that was part of the test. (She told me it was because someone didn't trust me.)
      Yeah, I went and smashed that barrier so I could get lucid more often.
      I think that might have been 'cheating' so it's time to confess. Figure if im going to screw myself over, I might as well do it honestly. (But on my own defense, I didn't know for sure that I was being tested until now...)
      Pass, fail, get disowned by my DG. Whatever happens in these next few nights, it's bound to be interesting.
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      Updated 11-24-2014 at 06:28 PM by JadeGreen
    4. NyxCC's Avatar
      Thanks for the summary and the journal link. This is really fascinating stuff! Wish you to pass the next test with flying colors. Looking forward to your next entries.