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I was at home, my mother was going out with many relatives, to a theatre and i was expected to come. I told her that i would not be coming, she accepted this, but i knew deep down in my heart that i was making life worse by saying this. As the day arrived, and she and her sister had already left to go there, I felt really bad and decided, Okay i'm going to make a big effort to get there. The trouble was that it would cost me all of my savings $300 - $500. I thought ok, thats no problem, its got to be worth it. At the theatre it totally sucked and after i felt as though i had wasted my money, that i was money-less and i would never be able to get that money back. That all my freedom had been taken from me because i had no money left. I felt lost, i didn't know what to do or how i was going to get that money back, i know for sure that i never wanted to earn it by working. It turned out that after that theatre, 2 relatives were falling in love.