darknightedlady

1/7/2012 full moon

On 1/7, I fell asleep in my recliner. My husband woke me up to go to bed; but when he woke me, I shook for 15 seconds and then said, "I need to save the people". Then, I went to bed. Unfortunately, I don't remember the dream. I asked him, if he ever saw me shake like that before and he said he hadn't. I think I freaked him out. But, we both figure it's was probably a sort of sleep walking (which I have done a few times when I was younger).

Snippets:

-There was a boy; he was special. He was sad. I tried to be there for him and he knew that, but he was still overcome with sadness. Finally, he became part of a living statue. He was the living part, trapped inside of the statue (like a pilot in a plane). When this happened, his tears became rain.

-I was with a group of people and we were trying to get somewhere. I was leading the group. We were a team. I ended up at the waters edge with big beautiful light green waves. I saw a male and female lion.

I have been having lots of dreams lately, but my recall has been minimal. Will keep trying.

1/4/2012 moon 79% full, waxing

I am not sure where I was, but I was eating a baked potato at an open cafe. My husband was there and we were talking about preparing for the unexpected. The waitress laughed and wrote a phone number on a piece of paper and told us that this person would help us with what we needed.

My husband had left to retrieve the car, I think. As I started to leave, the waitress began to cough. I looked around and noticed people all over starting to choke. Then, they were still...frozen in place. I noticed that I was fine. I reviewed quickly what I may have done differently and realized that I did not consume a beverage (water specifically, I think). I wandered around and there were a few people who remained walking around, but everyone of them appeared frightened.

I was looking for my husband and caught his eye. I motioned the cut sign and the drink sign (not actually sign language...just the general gyst). He shook his head, no. I was grateful.

Then there was a glipse at some guy that stood frozen in place, but when he saw someone who was not affected, smiled and pulled out a spray bottle and sprayed them in the face. His smile and the look in his eye just screamed crazy, wacko, villian...I just remember that he had a round face and a mustache.

From here this dream and another get blended. Something about ghosts and babies.

12/30/2011 moon: 35% full, waxing

I dreamed I was in someone's couch and he was in another room, on the verge of killing some people. I was watching TV, when the TV character's face said my maiden name (a very unusual name), then turned his head and fixed his eyes right on mine. They were projecting a light blue energy. I felt like it was a warning. The name Leame was mentioned (I am not sure in what context...I don't know the name).

I knew I was dreaming (but not really lucid). I looked around and saw the man carry this woman, like a sack of potatoes. I knew she was in danger, if not already dead. I decided to try and find help.

Dream within a dream: I ended up at a grocery store. The cashier was very friendly and for some reason I told him about my odd dream and the guy from the TV. When I paid with my credit card, he commented about the different name (not the one from my dream, but my married name). The guy behind me started talking about his dream and handed the cashier a personal contact card. The cashier told me that I should have one made, to hand out to people.

At some point I am concentrating on pictures of people...they were on this guys hit list. They had bothered him for some reason. Oh, and his mother had just died. The only face I recognized was the woman he had lugged around like a sack of potatoes. She had dark, wavy hair. The pictures were all shades of brown.

Finally, there seemed to be a tangent, but somehow related. Football team. Coaches. Wives. Gossip. One of the wives wanted to talk to someone (not sure who), she didn't want to continue with the things she had to say still weighing on her mind. She followed this person, while jogging. She bends down to tie her shoes (red laces) and as she is tying them we notice that the real laces lay still on the ground, even as she is tying ghostly ones. She is confused and looks at a dog, who sees her. But, the person she was speaking to did not hear anything she had said...as she was dead. I think she was killed, as well.

Notes: everything was blended together in my memory, so the order of things may be as well.

Listening to:

12/23/2011...around 3am

For some reason, I woke up at 3am. I layed in my bed and tried to relax my mind and go back to sleep.

Then, my husband starts making a growling type noise and moving his hands...I woke him up. I asked what he was dreaming about. He said he was laying on my side of the bed and I was nowhere to be seen. A women dressed completely in black with a very pale face was trying to attack him with her energy manipulation. He was trying to fight back, when I woke him. He said it was not me and that the energy was so dark, that he automatically knew what to do to fight it.

11/7/2011 moon: 93% full, waxing

I was wandering and somewhat lost. This man, riding by on his 10 speed, noticed me and smiled. He stopped his bike and asked if I needed help. I slowly approached and looked at him closely, trying to see if I recognized him. I asked who he was and he gently extended his hand. I touched his palm and all these images flashed in my minds eye...like a memory (but in the dream). I smiled as I realized that he has been beside me in several of my dreams.

appearance: average build, medium brown hair, taller than me, caucasian
essence: kind, caretaker, friend

I asked him to contact me and make me aware of his presence in future dreams...that would be cool if it happens...the dream changed after that, so I didn't get a response...

10/7/2011 (non) moon: 83% full, waxing

Last night's dream(s) were intense, emotional, and so intricate that much detail is lost. I have to record as much as I can remember...

First:

There is much to do with sea creatures, a young woman who wants to kill herself (she feels alone, even though I am right there for her), and a plan to stop something...something big. I was on a mission, and tried to help the young woman when she was hurt. I went for help and when I came back, she had hurt herself to the point of dying. I held her in my arms and cried. If I had a moment to reflect this morning, I might remember more...there is something just on the edge.

Second:

This part of the dream, I am in a scene where this old woman (70's?), was dying. She had chosen not to remarry after her husband died. I believe that either myself or her had children. They allowed us to be alone together. At this point, it was as if myself and her had been together for a long time. We kissed, with a love that was old. We kissed 3 times...dry, not passionate, but affectionate.

She said she was sorry and that I didn't need to stay with her all those years. Then she died. I cried and told her I would have chosen to be with her. She started having body convulsions; then she was still, but not yet gone.

Here is the intense part: I started seeing her visions. She went through a childhood park and a merry-go-round, and continued on her path to where her soul will leave the body and enter the spirit world. But, something had changed (I believe the mission I was supposed to abort in the earlier part of the dream). And she ended up making a severe grinding sound, like a saw cutting something (but more metallic and vibratory). Then she said, "The end of the world is near". Then she was gone. But, I don't think her soul made it...I think it was halted. I cried...sobbed.

I had recorded it, on a camera (because this had happened before...another person who had died, went through the same thing...but we had no evidence). I deleted this one because I didn't want to feel the pain. But, the inspector who was now with me told me that it was also recorded somewhere else (not all together deleted, as I had thought). He watched it. We had to find out what was happening.

*missing pieces*

So, now I am under the control of the bad guys and they are trying to force me to poison the world, by having various hallucinogenic goods being placed into everything that is consumed. I refuse. I started a revolt. I held up the packets of hallucinogenic packets and screamed that I will not do this. They held guns to me, as I said go ahead and shoot! I think I was an important piece of the puzzle...they didn't want to shoot me. In the end, I had several people with me, standing up to them.

I think I wanted them to shoot me, so I could go back and change the mission I had once failed...the one that led them to have control.

I woke up, with wet eyes.

10/5/2011 (non) moon: 66% full, waxing

DIMENSIONAL BRIDGE

Something came into this dimension, via a golden bridge. It was a dark entity. All the people that were supposedly friends were killing people off, one by one. They also killed me. We were being placed into these planter pots. My father, in the dream, came by to find out what happened. I was a ghost now and screamed at him to not ask questions and just shoot (the person he was questioning had killed me and pressed a red button when my father started asking questions, which would bring the others)! I began aiming at people and shooting them. They were all still coming.

After most of the people had been shot, there were 3 remaining (this is the theme of pieces, that is replayed in the next dream). They seemed to be back to normal, but still had the darkness inside of them. My father told them they needed to close the dimensional bridge. One of them kept a key and wasn't planning to close it. She went into the other dimension, and there was a little girl who promised to find the bullets the person was looking for, in exchange for letting her into our dimension. The deal was made.

Someone who had been killed, by the group earlier, told her she shouldn't strike the deal because the girl is not who she seems. That was when the girl turned into an ancient dragon. the man who had said this was also ancient, but not as old as the dragon. After some discussion, it was decided that the dragon truly did not mean any harm.

CLOWN:

In this dream, there is a clown mask that is in pieces. Everytime one of the people doing evil is killed, a piece of the clown maks comes out. Once all the evil people are killed, all the pieces will be found.

I am fighting. There is a woman with blond hair and a strange laugh. I realize too late that she is evil, as well. She takes her hand, as if you would hold a golf ball in the tips of your fingers and an electric white energy comes from her hand and starts killing people. I try to hide, but can't.

I see a way past her and find a clown mask. I figured that if I put it on, I will be able to fight them. However, another clown mask guy approaches. He says that if I put it on, I will be able to beat him (it is his mask I have been finding pieces of), but at what cost? He basically said, I would become evil as well. I realized the logic in this and that as we talked, he may have been in the same position as myself...making this choice.

10/3/2011 (lucid) moon: 45% full

I haven't forced myself to wake up from a dream, in a long time. This time, I did.

Myself and a few others were walking by these homes that were built near the water's edge. I liked this one home, but I started to think that it might fall into the water, if the land gave way. Then, the house did just that; part of it landed in the water and the other part was on land.

We go inside to take a peek. Right away, I see these chimes that are pastel in color (some crystals, and other items) and a mirror just in front of them. For some reason, I knew that I had seen these before in my childhood. It was as if this place brought some odd connection to my childhood (in waking life, I don't recall either of these items). I was excited and started to explore more; as I did, other items appeared in front of me that I felt a connection to, in my past (again, not in waking life).

I was witnessing the little girl (presumably me) and the house playing with her. There was an invisible spirit playing with a little dog and with the little girl. At one point, the little girl went into the same dimension as the spirit, because she was invisible to me but I could hear her laughing and running through the home. I called her name (I don't remember it).

Then, this one guy was sitting in a chair and he was trying to do research. He didn't want us to stay here. At this point, the house squeezed his chair in so much that I was supposed to believe he was killed. I then, realized that if anyone tried to leave they may be hurt. The spirit/house kept trying to bribe us. I was scared. Not because I thought the spirit was just being kind, but because I felt a very ulterior motive...like it was a trap for my spirit (my soul).

At this point, I became very scared. I started to hit my face with my palms and said, "wake up, wake up". It seemed to disturb the scene, but it didn't work. I knew I was dreaming at this point, but I just wanted out. I went to the front porch and jumped off the ledge, landing me on a lower deck. The house/spirit placed people sitting in chairs, laughing...trying to get me to stay. I decided to jump off the deck and over the cliff...trying to end the dream. It worked.

If I had more control over the dream, I may have tried to stay. But, I was honestly scared.

snippets:
-dreamed about a burned serial killer
-dining with others
-dreamed about being on a tv show, getting lost, and helping the less fortunate
-had a flash of my name on the news...startled me so much, that it woke me up
-3,4,9,12,21,24

10/1/2011 (semi-lucid) moon: 23% waxing

The dream begins with myself and a few others looking for something, in the former President Bush's closet! I noticed that the rug kept coming up and figured something was under the floor boards. Because it is dim, I try to find a light.

I see there is a small loft and catch a glimpse of a set of eyes. I walk closer and see a dog curled up in the corner, watching. I reach my hand out and he comes over. As I start petting him he starts morphing. He never stays the same animal. But also, when he changes he seems to be a humanoid mix. The one that really stood out and brought me to a lucid state was when he turned into a white owl/human. I remembered having success in the past, asking my name. So, I look at him and asked who I was; I really wanted to ask who he was...I had a distinct feeling that all of the animal/human characters he was presenting were all considered gods at one point in time...that was why I wrote guru...I couldn't really define him.
He looked at me and said that I was good and that I needed to just focus on that side of myself. I asked him what this was all for (the lucid state) and he said something about collaboration. I was fully aware of the closet behind me and my companions, but I didn't want to lose this connection.

Because I was aware of the dream continuing on, as I am having this lucid talk, I am not fully able to remain lucid. Some of what he says isn't reaching me and finally I turn around and tell my companions that I was just in a lucid state. Then, woke up.

Note: I have dreamed of morphing animals before. This is from my grandfathered journal, from 8/6/2008:

"Then I saw this black, gray and white speckled bird with a fluffy plume. It was morphing the whole time it was flying and walking. It seemed lost, but I had a feeling it was intelligent and asked if it needed help. It changed to a more human form and affirmed that it needed help. He told me his name, but I do not recall it. Then on his way out the sliding glass, he stated he was a friend of the fox and would let the fox know that I assisted. At this point, I realized I may have stepped into the middle of something (The fox vs. whom ever…). Cool dream."

Snippet: I dreamed of a huge birthday party and my gift was meeting Peter Bishop...lol! He had a small red box. I opened it up and there was a place for a ring, but no ring. I had just finished watching Fringe...so, I am pretty sure why that happened.

9/20/2011 (non) moon: 49% full

Part I, The Telegram:

I was at a get-together. Everyone was sitting down. My friend came in and gave me a telegram! I was surprised, because I thought why didn't someone just send me a text? Why a telegram?

So, I read it. It was my family, telling me of a great out of the way place, by the ocean, where my friend/husband and I could vacation. I showed my husband and and he seemed intrigued. I looked a little bit longer and an image appeared. It was a large house (like a bed and breakfast), sitting right near the ocean. As it turned out, we were there, already!

I looked out at the ocean and started jogging into the water. I stopped and noticed a clear glass, with red/purple/pinkish blended stripe going diagonal. I picked it up and it was shaped like a bowling pin/lamp base/vase. I admired it and then placed it back in it's spot.

When I looked up, there was a building that was on the ocean water, about 100 feet in front of me! It was surrounded by ocean waters and even seemed to be of the ocean. I went inside...no doors, just entryways and stairs and cupboards. There were people and they seemed bothered. I was looking around, very intrigued.

Part II, The Twist:

Then I see this girl run away, holding her pet (it's as if I am missing a very large piece...we had spent time together, she had been an ally). The girl has a tattoo of a beetle on her back. I had a feeling that I needed to memorize it. This one was red with black dots, but I knew that when the world changed the beetle would only be black patterns on her back. I think four black patterns.

Part III, Abort Button:

So, there is also a man who is our ally. He takes me to the abort master and tells him to abort the program. The abort master said, "The last time almost brought about the end of the world; we were lucky enough to salvage what we did." It took some convincing.

Basically, the program protected us, but was not finale. In the end, if we really wanted to be complete again, we needed to bring all the clues (Once the program had been aborted) together and remember. Then, the world would be whole again.

snippet:

There was a crash outside of my house. The car was completely crushed (it was blue) and a very tall man was the driver. The neighbors were all gathered in groups (admiring him, he was in town for an important get-together). He was waiting for a tow truck. I asked if he was okay and if he needed some water. He held up a paper cup and said that he was fine, but asked if I had any good coffee. I told him I had a press pot and he smiled. I asked if he liked really bold coffee and he said, yes. As I walk inside, he asks me if I know who he is (I guess he's an important man). I said no.

9/11/11 non (full moon)

Last night I dreamed that a man held a cup over my body (I was laying in a bed) and said that if I survived he would give me something. He poured a poisonous snake onto my body. It bit me (I always survive snake bites...one was at a colosseum, many years ago and another one in the sea). So, once I let it bite me, I held onto it to try to put it in a safe place. Instead, it didn't want me to control it so it began biting me everywhere. Even on my head! So, I let it go and it moved off of me and the bed.

Then I noticed, a couple other snakes. I thought they were in danger from this one so I opened the door and let them out. This snake was coiled and looked like it wanted to leave as well. I didn't want it to hurt anyone. So, I shut the door and went out into the building. I found the man again and told him his snake was in the bedroom and he should take care of it. I went back to the bedroom and he had put the snake away.

The man told me I was a regulator.

I see now, the dream was telling me that I try to exert too much control over things and I should let loose on the reins.

This led me too this older song Mr. Warren G...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mSmndYDdlv0

snippets from the past couple weeks:

-The Kraken, trying to grab people from within the ship. The ones he captures were being used for their energy.
-A lion-like face, but it was a disguise. The person wanted me to recognize them.
-A whale that tried to save my sister.

I forgot to write this, but it occurred during the last full moon.

I dreamed that I was in a lucid dimension. I was working with a group. We were tasked with trying to clean something up in the lucid dimension, so that people in waking life will have something better, the next day. I remember asking if this would really help or not and wanting to remember what it was we were fixing, so that when I woke up I could look to see if it was fixed. Of course, I didn't remember what it was when I awoke.

It seemed this was not unusual and I had done this before. The group I was with had worked together, before. I even had a sort of romance. We had our dream family's sit at tables, next to each other. We both wore these cool looking necklaces made out of these square handmade tile type beads, with designs we made on them.

8/21/2011 (non) moon: 53% full

I dreamed that several space ships of different shapes and sizes were coming toward Earth. I thought that maybe they weren't bad; but someone near me told me that if they meant no harm they would first send a small group...like 3 or 4.

So, it was decided we needed to stop them. Something had been designed to stop them. The switch was turned on and all the spaceships were halted, in space. But then they started falling toward Earth. They were going to crash and I wanted to turn the switch back, so in the off chance they meant no harm they wouldn't be angry and also, many innocent people would be killed by the falling ships.

That wasn't happening. Then, a couple of the larger ships, seemed to glide rather than fall. They were landing safely. I tried to find safety.

They were here, collecting specific people. One girl with blond hair. One boy (I think he was a twin) with brown hair. And several others. They seemed to have a list...systematic. They were collecting all the people they wanted and planned to leave. I believe they were protecting (saving) these people.

Description of landed ship: It was shaped like a boomarang, only less angled...almost straight. It was a couple stories high, gray/black in color, and a couple stories long.

snippet:

dreamed about telling somone I don't have kids and that I have a great pyrenees and 2 cats.

8/2/2011

There were two teams trying to configure a machine (that was supposed to alter time), using these objects of unknown power.

The objects were intelligent, in themselves; and contained knowledge. They appeared as metallic and stationary (not apparent that they were intelligent).

At some point, I was isolated from the group. I was told by this man, that I needed to remake the machine. I told him that I didn’t have the first clue. He insisted that I did.

I was in a room and looked outside. It was completely dark. I opened the door and yelled, “Is anyone out there”? Someone said, from the dark, “We’re here”.

I had wanted to take a sample with me, but was told that I could not. I touched it, anyway. I became kind of dizzy and it seemed that it may have hallucinogenic properties (this dream has similar attributes to the one I had not too long ago, about the machine that came back with the man wearing a pendant and the little girl touched it and became dizzy). I didn’t hold onto it for long.

I also noticed that there were two people that were working extremely close together. It was strange, though, when some of my other dream characters remarked about the oddity of the two working closely together.

They said, “Those two are not normal dreamers, they hear from the EF3”. I had written the dream in this journal on 8/2, but for some reason it didn’t stay here (must be operator error!). So, I had to rewrite from memory L. I don’t know what EF3 is, but the dream characters referenced it. I have never had dream characters tell me that other dream characters stood out. On top of that, I wasn’t even lucid!

Snippets from 7/31:

I dreamed of meeting with an angel, not sure what we talked about. Right afterward, I went to my car and a lizard crawled in. I opened the door further, so that it could get back out. Instead, a huge snake (about 5 times larger than the largest living snake) crawled out. It didn’t try to attack me.

I also looked through an open door and there was a green glow with someone looking back at me. She said, “We have been looking for you”. Then, the people I had been looking for (in the dream), who were behind her, but not in the green glow and said something similar to “run away” (like I was now in danger).

7/20/2011 (non) moon: 69% full, waning

Edit: In narrative form:

I walked into an arbor to see a huge willow tree, with ivy bushes below. There was a woman there. She was under the tree/part of the tree and was in a circle of organic objects. The person I was with (who I think was just a separate part of myself), pushed her out of the circle, as she appeared to be trapped. But, then I wondered if she was actually trapped or being protected.

There were several mirrors and many writings of different cultures, all meant to keep her where she was. I knew she was powerful. I wasn't sure if she had forgotten her power, and once she was free she would remember and be evil. Or if she was very good and needed protecting. Or if she was powerful and benevolent and would discover this again, once she was free.

She tried to put on a ring, which doubled her. She was now two people. I thought perhaps one would be good and the other evil ( I think a lot in my dreams!). Instead, she was the same energy. She seemed confused and was trying to understand; not evil at all. She had dark hair and the left side of her face was blurry (on both of them). The circle was now partially broken and creatures started coming in, which were actually a part of her ( a third part).

Then, I flash to another scene where miracles are occurring for many, but one person ends up dying as a result. But, it wasn't her doing it (although, I believe someone was using her power, perhaps that was why she was trapped). There were two little boys involved. One was mischievous and thought it was fun. I cornered him (he was about 10 years old, African-American, and wore one of those 1920's wool caps that look kind of like berets). He told me it was the other boy who was in charge.

Original:

I wrote last night's dream in the following quick reference form this morning. As I try to write it, I realize the following explains it better than my traditional long form. And so, I left it in the raw...

Willow tree woman
Ghostly
Pushed out of circle trap
Mirrors
Words of other languages
Several incantations to keep her trapped
Ring splits her in two
Both confused and trying to understand
Both not quite formed; blurred
Dark hair
Now the circle is slightly broken
Creatures come in
They are part of her
Feeling she is supposedly bad because she is powerful, but upon meeting she does not seem so
2 children use her power
Grant miracles and wondrous things, but at a cost of another’s life
I saw the same little boy (should have been a lucid clue)
Talked to him and he said it was another boy who was actually responsible (but this boy was a part of it, also...mischeivious little thing)