Dreamer95

Nondream - Lucid - Nonlucid

I still have alot of work to do with my recall.. Its still been wayyyy too long since I had an LD..
Its also becoming increasingly more and more obvious that schools are definitely one of my dream signs.

We are at my highschool, I go downstairs and find some of my friends playing football, I go down to join them. When I get down they are now playing basketball, I play anyways.

We then for some reason decide to walk to another local highschool. We start walking, and somehow the two schools are connected.

As we are walking the school looks very different, there are many more buildings. As we are still walking I also go inside some of the rooms to check out what's inside.

We finally get to the other school and it is huge. There is a huge walkway at the entrance lined by trees on both sides. It looks very fancy. We also see a sign that says lunch is only 75 cents.. We can't believe how cheap it is. We are all messing around, but I get nervous me might get into trouble with their football team.

As we keep walking we run into another friend of ours. He's skating, and wearing a really fancy suit under a jacket. We're all excited to see him, and we ask him what it's like being a student here, and he says it's awesome.

I wake up around here

Nondream - Lucid - Nonlucid

So, I've just recently gotten back into lucid dreaming, I've been overwhelmed with school and sports the past months.
And it seems like I have to start all over again, my recalls gone down the drain. Sadly.
I'm starting with my dream journal again, hopefully my recall gets good enough to lucid dream with soon!

I had this dream last night, it was pretty funny, so here it is!

So we're in LA, and I forget why, but we are given guns, lots and lots of guns. Not regular ones, but kind've alien futuristic ones.

I'm playing with them. I am on the rooftop of a building. The building is on a LA street, it looks like the streets filled with hotels and resorts. It's a beautiful day to test these bad boys out.

I remember having a bow, a sniper, and some kind of machine gun. I remember using the sniper the most. I was pretty much shooting anyone that was unlucky enough to be walking on the street.

And then, my ex shows up, and we start shooting. I think I'm with one other person. Unfortunately I wasn't able to get a clean shot on her and she realizes where we are. She starts in our direction, looking for me.

There is now a background change in the dream, we're in some sort of fort now, it looks like a map you'd find in a video game like call of duty or something. I have two teammates, and somehow some guy joins her side, I believe it is my cousin, very random. She's still looking for me, I think she was saying she just wanted to talk. I was getting pissed. I do not like this person.

I don't run in shooting though, I try using stealth along with my sniper instead. She is on the ground floor, and me and my other teammate are hiding on the rooftops, she can't find us. I realize we can't hide here forever, and I take out my machine gun, and head down.

We have a series of me shooting, and her trying to escape. She runs into some building and closes the door, it's a trap, but there's no other way.

We're just outside the door and I'm with my other teammate now, I don't remember if it was a boy or girl, but I remember them being very short, about half my height. He/she gives me a new machine gun, the machine gun has a special upgrade that gave it a chance to shoot out some kind of little creature, which would result in a quick assassination, this was our best chance.

Me and my teammate begin approaching the door. And just as we thought she tries ambushing us. I start firing my machine gun at her, I'm trying my best not to miss. About 10 bullets hit the target, but she's still alive, we all need the guns assassination perk to happen, ASAP. And eventually, it does! A small alien like creature shoots itself at my ex, and well, it did its job!

We all burst out in celebration! We all feel very very happy
Then, all of a sudden I'm teleported right in front of a huuuuuuge alien, very menacing.

This alien is where we got the guns from, and they were expensive, I think the number was in the millions. The alien let's out a long groan, "Wherrreees myyy moneyyy??" I wake up laughing

Nondream - Lucid - Nonlucid

WILD!
I actually wasnt planning on doing a WILD, It wasnt even a WBTB, it just randomly happened while I was just trying to get to sleep.
So I went straight to bed at around 11 like I usually do, not even thinking about lucid dreaming.
and somehow, as soon as I hit SP, my mind just 'woke up' and I knew what was happening.
Sweet, I just took all the hard work out of WILDing

It was SP but I wasnt just hearing random stuff this time,
I was listening to my dad lecture me, cool stuff.
I reminded myself to stay as calm as possible, and ofcourse..
My heartbeat starts going Nuts.

My heart starts beating extremely fast, i mean like machine gun fast. Its never even beat this fast in real life.
Crap. I was gonna wake up for sure.
Wellllllll, I DIDNT wake up, I guess it was just some prank,
Good game subconscious, good game.

I finally felt the dream coming, and that familiar buzzing feeling of finally entering it.

Im standing in my room, funny how most of my lucids always start in here.
I remember to stabilize, and stabilize I did.
I made sure to use all my senses, I looked around at my room, I rubbed my hands together,
I sniffed the air a few times, though I did forget about sound, but there wasnt anything to really listen to anyways.
I let myself become more aware of my surroundings.
It worked, amazingly. I actually felt the dreams stability, and even my vision was decent.
Then it hit me, how should I say this, I really really really wanted to try um, Lucid.. 'Love making'
Im not a perv I swear, I was just curious yknow :)

I stepped through my window, it felt natural by now,
And found myself flying through the side of a hotel, there were a bunch of balconys,
but I ofcourse was dodging them all like a boss.
I was flying pretty fast too, or at least faster then I usually do, but I wasnt really thinking much of it.
It was a nice sunny day, there were some interesting figures standing on each of the balconys I passed,
unfortunately I cant remember any details.

I made my way to an opening, It was a big area overlooking the ocean,
It was full of tables and chairs, like some restaurant had just set up near it.
There were plenty of people, this is perfect I thought, and landed from my flight.

My eyes were busy sweeping back and forth around the crowds, a smirk clearly stamped on my face,
I saw a girl my age, I knew her, I used to go to school with her, this was it.
The thing was though, she was surrounded by a group of guys, who I knew to be kids from their school, I walked up anyways.
I went straight to her, she looked up at me and smiled, I knew what had to be done.
I took her by the hand and carried her, and looked for a more private place, I didnt wanna do it out in the open..

Though looking back I guess I shouldve just done that, It was a dream after all.
I started walking away from the scene, carrying my prize in my arms,
and ofcourse, the guys she was with werent too happy I was walking away with their girl, and immediately started chasing after me.
Great. Well, I started running, why I didnt just blast them with some cool energy attack, or even just fly away, I will never know.

Up ahead I saw a bathroom, cool I'll hide in there..
I sprinted to the mens section, then realizing they could still follow me in here, I corrected myself and ran into the girls section,
And sure enough they stopped right outside the door, which was wide open by the way,
and started moaning and whining about how they couldnt follow me in, yay dream logic

The bathroom though was just Tiny.. And I was just some two inches from the open door,
where the douches were being held back by some invisible force field, but I knew my shield wouldnt last forever.
In front of me was a stall, this was the only way to get deeper into the bathroom, and finally get away from the guys chasing us,
And to finally 'get to know' this girl I'd been carrying the whole time.
I reached for the door handle, It was my time to shine

...

Locked.
SHIT. Why??!?!?!?!?!?! HOW could somebody be taking a piss at a time like This?!
The guys behind us had woken up and viciously grabbed and PULLED me out of the bathroom,
I fell backwards.. Falling, and landing on my bed, still mourning the loss of my prize..



Well, at least I had a lucid dream

Nondream - Lucid - Nonlucid

Well goodnews is, after Weeks of no lucids, I finally got one.
Badnews is, it was about 5 seconds long.
But since it was a lucid, I just thought I'd write it down.

Another WILD, also, I did actually feel SP this time, it wasn't anywhere near the more intense SPs i've read about.
My body went numb, and i got sortve a falling feeling, it sounded something like a small fan, also felt some very light vibrations.
The fan sound got slower and slower until I got into the dream.

Im in a parking lot, some police scene is happening.
The police have surrounded a car.
I hear one of them say

"EVERYONE, Take OFF your hats and RELAX!"

Random.
I try walking around, and for some reason i limp, I look like a zombie.
I think about stabilizing, but sadly.. I fade out

Nondream - Lucid - Nonlucid

I sadly didnt get lucid this time, was hoping for three nights in a row..
Oh well, I actually went to sleep alot later than usual.
I was pretty tired,
I even woke up at 5 like usual, but I fell right back asleep.
I had a bunch of dreams, but I only remember this last one,
darn recall.

Im inside a house, surrounded by family and some friends(who I dont know in RL, but I guess i do in the dream).
We're all getting ready to go somewhere.
My mom seems pretty stressed,
she's making sure all of us have everything we need packed.

We all have everything and start leaving the house,
Im one of the last ones to get out,
Im helping my grandma who has a hard time walking.
She gets through so I leave,
as I walk out there's some chick sitting near the doorway,
she's one of the friends who're going with us(dont actually know her)

She's wearing a really creepy black and white mask,
she's also playing a ukulele, just sitting there.
I freak out for a second seeing her mask,
I dont want to show her I got scared,
so I just motion for her to come get in the car with all of us.

She shakes her head,
she takes off her mask and says "Its okay"
She's around the same age as me, but alrighhhht then.
I walk towards the car,
take one last look at her,
"Your mask scared the Hell out of me!!"
She just laughs and says "Did it?"
Or something like that, im not sure if I replied or not,
She seemed kinda different from the regular DCs, wonder who she was.

We're now all going to the place we're supposed to go,
(I dont actually know where that is..)
We're all in some kind of tour car, kinda like this:


Except there was no roof, well, there was a roof, but only over the back half of the car,
oh and it was alot longer.
Actually there wasnt any driver in front either, actually I was in front,
I guess the car was just moving on its own.

We're driving down a beach,
there's a tour guide standing on the car's roof,
telling us about special offers we should go for ASAP. Please.
We keep driving down, its really sunny,
the beach is right next to us on our left.
And to our right is a bunch of buildings, probably stores and hotels, the scene looks pretty sweet.

The guides telling us about activities we can do,
and well they're not something I'd do..
One of them is where you go on some kind of speed boat,
it goes as fast as it can, and you DIVE off the back of the boat.
While its speeding. I'll pass.

We actually see some people doing this "activity"
And all the guys on the tour car start getting pumped, yelling "I WANNA DO THAT"

Oh yeah, the people in the car have completely changed,
I dont know them anymore, my families not in there either.

Suddenly, the car, and all of us, are inside a mall.
Its pretty busy, I see a bunch of people everywhere,
but they dont seem to notice the packed tour car driving around.

The tour guides gone, and its just us,
we're all sortve in control of the car now.
We go around the mall, and we get to this Huge glass wall,
The guys in the back of the car thought it would be fun to smoosh the people in the front of the car against the glass wall,
Wait.. Im in the front.
They start pushing us against the glass wall,
we all laugh, even i laugh at first

They do it a few times and stop,
then our group just disperses.
Everyone starts leaving, and even the car disappears.

Then some guy shows up,
he's pretty big, but not buff big, but fatass big.
He's white btw, but he has some kind of afro mixed with dreadlocks.
He looks like he's looking for a fight.

I dont remember how exactly, but he starts messing with me..
And I get PISSED.
He keeps messing with me, but I dont wanna get in trouble for a fight.
I hate this guy.
At one point he turns around and gives me this dumb look,
I yell at him to turn around again, he does
.. And I freaking wake up. PISSED.
My hearts racing.. If only I went lucid.. Hate dreams like that

Nondream - Lucid - Nonlucid

How I pulled off Another LD, I will never know. This is the second LD in a row.
Somehow.. It was another WILD + 2DEILD Chain(another 3 dreams).. Same as last night(which I do recommend you read :D),
Although I did use the same technique as last night, even at the exact same time.
I'm very surprised I remembered about ToTM in this dream,
Not that it went so well..

I'm starting to get why everyone says recall is so important for LDing,
I've been kinda unfocused on it lately,
which is why I forgot tons of this dream.

I wake up at 5am as usual(note i do not use an alarm, I always naturally wake up at this time)
I couldn't remember if I had any dreams at all.
My stupid recall sucks.
I try to do the same thing I did last night(which you can read about in my first DJ post :D)
But without the counting and straight to the visualization.
I was on my side, but my nose was really really bothering me,
After a bit I rolled over on my back,
WAM. LD.

I enter the dream lucid,
but I dont really remember this part of my dream..
This part was actually pretty long,
All I remember is the very end of it.
I'm at some house, possibly my house,
I remember wondering about what I'll do in this dream
I run out of my garage onto the street, its pretty sunny.
"DREAM GUIDE!!" (I've been very very interested in finding my DG)

I get too excited, the dream fades out,
Everything is blank, I feel my bed,
though my vision is engulfed in white.
I try holding onto the feeling of flying,
I can feel it in my stomach, as if im still flying through the air.
At one point I see myself in third person,
but I dont remember if I was flying or just lying down.
The backround of my vision remains white the whole time.
I feel a dream coming, and i re-enter(DEILD#1)

I zoom into a darker scene,
I'm in some broken down basement, its pretty dark.
I see broken down furnace in front of me(the kind with open slits in front, where you have to shovel charcoal into it)
There are broken pipes everywhere,
the floors pretty nasty too.
I immediately make myself float through the ceiling,
I don't want to stay in the basement.
It takes a while to float up, I still haven't even mastered flying yet,
It takes a while to get my whole body to ground level.

It looks like the house wasnt even completed yet,
Like it was either still being constructed, or it was broken down pretty bad.
It had no walls, only the wooden pillars that hold a house up,
but you could see completely outside.
I float above the house for a little, looking around,
its night, the landscape's very hilly,
Its covered in some kind of pink/reddish flower.

I land and start walking around.
I see some kind of village,
It was made up of wooden huts, and I think there was a fire in the middle.
I approached it.
As i got closer I see the village is inhabited by some kind of monster,
They're each probably around 10 feet tall.
They have arms, legs and a body,
but their bodies were super buff.
I think they were grayish, might've had fur,
And I think I remember stripes on them too, red i think.
They have huge horns on their heads,
the horns grow out, and then curve up.
I dont remember what their faces looked like.

One of them sees me, and charges at me,
Shiz. I start running as fast as i can.
I yell "DREAM GUIDE!!"
"Im here" Its a woman's voice
I can hear her but I cant see her.
Luckily it looks like I lost that monster thing,
I yell out again "Where are you??!"
"Im right here" she says
I still cant see her, but i follow the voice.

I come up to another village,
its setup's the same as the monster village,
But no monsters. Phew.
I find the source of the voice.

Its an old lady. Sigh. (I was expecting someone.. Hotter..)
She has that short puffy grandma hair,
she's pretty short too, a little below my chest,
and she was just a litttttle on the chubby side, she had a deep tan to her.
Well.. I guess she did sortve have a shaman kinda look to her,
So you know thats cool too,
"YOUR my dream guide??"
"Yes" she says casually.

She starts saying something about the monsters attacking(Im not good with remembering dialogue by the way)
And sure enough a monster pops out behind one of the hills and runs toward us.
Theres another man with us, standing right next her,
I didnt really get a good look at him though,
but he's short too, the same height as she was.
He's the first one to charge at the attacker, he wields a sword.
My DG(I should have asked for her name) tells me to attack, but im not sure how(until here I've never fought in a dream)
The guy with the sword keeps the monster busy.
I want to try an energy attack,
I hold both my arms up, palms pointed at the monster.
SHOOT I tell myself.
A ball of energy launches from my hands,
Its green, and about the size of a bowling ball.
Direct hit! It lands right on the monsters chest, it flies backwards.
Sweet!

I dont really remember what happened after,
but I think me and my DG talked a little bit more, nothing important, I hope.
The dream fades around here,
and in the exact same way as last time, I again re-enter the dream(DEILD#2)

Im in a huge house, I live here.
I see my parents and sister, I talk with them a little, cant remember exact conversations.
The house looks really nice, there are huge glass windows everywhere,
The rooms are really big too,
I see a balcony.
I walk towards it,
Its pretty sunny now.

"Now what am I gonna do?"
Then, im not sure how, but it comes to mind,
"How crazy would it be if I pulled of the Task of the Month in only my SECOND Lucid??"
I decide to try it,
I hop off the balcony, and right in front of me is a harbor/port, and its suddenly cloudy

There are two big cargo ships in the port, I think about a shipwreck,
one of the ships just sinks. Perfect!
I jump right into the water, the harbor turns into a huge swimming pool.. Weird.
There are a bunch of people swimming everywhere,
but there are still cargo ships and boats in the water,
must be a big pool.

I swim to the side of the ship,
Annd I DIVE.. Wait what?
I cant dive.. Wtf.
I try again.
Its like the water wont let me go under..

I start asking people.

I ask another swimmer
"How do I dive????"
He looks at me and says
"..Just dive"
I CANT. I ask about 2 other people, and they tell me the same thing.
Im getting annoyed.

I see two guys in a small boat, I ask them the same thing.
I think they gave me endless "Wait"s, but they never answer,
And then they just drive their boat away,
I yell "CMON YOUR MY SUBCONSCIOUS!!"
Whatever. Stupid DC-__-

I still cant dive, so I give up and decide to just explore the pool.

Its pretty big, there are even a bunch pulleys and platforms everywhere.
In the dream I knew how they worked, but now I dont remember,
I did a bunch of stuff and talked to a bunch of people, cant remember details though.

The pool had a downstairs, don't ask how.
But there I was, it looks pretty cool,
It kinda looked like a wooden cabin,
cause you know, it was made outa wood.
The inside was pretty big, the light were dimmed.
I think there was a party going on, there were a bunch of people, just talking/chillin.

I remembered about stabilizing the dream and trying to make it more vivid,
I looked down at my hand, I had about eight fingers,
I tried to focus and move only my real five fingers, and my hand went back to five fingers,
But it turned to eight again when I looked away.

I tried making my dream more vivid,
I looked at my hand again, this time trying to focus on the little details,
It worked!!
I've never had a dream this vivid(It was actually still a little bit blurry, but I've never had it this vivid)
I could see all the details of my hand, there was even a little of a glow on it from the lights.
Even my usual tunnel vision had opened up pretty far(i think it was like that the whole dream, but i only noticed it here)
I rubbed my hands together trying to stabilize.

Then I tried smell,
I took a deep breath through my nose,
I didnt smell anything, but this is the first time I've consciously breathed in a dream,
or used my nose.

I run my hand along the wall,
Unfortunately, I wake up. I try another DEILD, but this time I dont feel any more dreams coming,
I get up and immediately write down the dream!
(This is the same way I woke up in my first LD, always when I try to stabilize>_>)


The dream was again, AMAZING. That had to be my Longest lucid yet! It felt like it was around 15 minutes, maybe longer :)
I think its pretty good for only my second LD too :)
Hopefully I can work on my recall so I can remember more of it next time!

Note: Night of June 13/14, AFTER site crash, this is not a repost

Nondream - Lucid - Nonlucid

Just a little background info on my dreams in general.
My dreams aren't really vivid, at all.
Actually they're pretty blurry, and I usually have tunnel vision in them. Im still working on it,
and I still have alot of practice to do with my recall, just so you know.
Onto my FIRST Lucid Dream!

I wake up around 5am, which i usually do everynight, usually after a dream.
After waking up in the middle of the night, I almost always try a WILD(and it usually Never works)
Ive been doing this for every night since about a week ago, which is when I really started getting into lucid dreaming

I lie down on my back and try to WILD, I lie there for what seems like Forever.
But I continue hold the position, and try not to move through all of it.
I am a little uncomfortable.
I count my breaths, and I get all the way to 600, where I finally just give up.
I'm exhausted and just try to get back to sleep normally, which by the way is usually on my side.
But I do something a little different, I just start visualizing,
I keep visualizing, just letting my mind go crazy, letting it flow.
At first I just see blobs in my vision, but they get more and more realistic, and i start hearing the dream,
It takes over.

I'm in a pool, swimming with a bunch of friends, I didnt get a good enough look at them to find out who they were though.
The pool looks just like my highschools pool.
Im swimming across the center.. And I guess my shorts were just a little too big,
They start falling off while I swim, I can actually feel them falling off,
(I actually dont know if I entered the dream already lucid, or if This made me lucid.. So im not sure if it was some kind of visualization WILD or just a DILD)
Well either way, I am forsure lucid at this point!!
I think I actually yelled out

"Im Dreaming!!"

I dont actually remember how(darn recall), but now Im in my parents room.
I get that feeling that something else is in the room.
In the past, this feeling Always manages to scare me out of a dream, I always try to force myself out of it.
I start fading out of the dream, actually trying to wake up.
I do end up leaving the dream, I feel myself in my bed again.
Im so stupid, I've read tons of DJs, posts, threads, etc. on Dreamviews about overcoming this stuff.

Still not moving, I calm myself, and I manage to re-enter the dream(DEILD?)
I am in my parents room again, but I'm not scared this time, and im still lucid! Thank God.
So whats the first thing I do? FLY.
I find a window to jump out of, and sure enough, I go right through it!
Its a nice sunny day, I'm out on(or should i say above) my neighborhood street.
See, this is my first experience flying, I didnt really know how,
Just imagine someone swimming in a pool, but imagine that person two stories high above a street, thats me!
It was Amazing, I felt weightless, just floating, ofcourse i had to keep kicking my legs.

I fly for some distance and end up at some kind of construction plant.
Everything is rust colored.
There are a bunch of buildings and construction stuff everywhere.
I see this thing, it looks someone took pipes and just twisted them around, kindve in a square shape.
I remember about dream control.
I want to try and turn it into a black cube,
I put all on my focus on it and try to transform it, i try visualizing what it'll look like.
Instead of turning into a cube, it just grows, the pipes grow out more and form more intricate patterns, but its not a cube.
I try again, and it does the same thing.

Around here the dream fades, and i end up doing Another DEILD!(Not bad for my first lucid eh?)
I am now standing in my room, I really want to make the dream more vivid, I still have tunnel vision + its pretty blurry
Somehow Im now holding some kind of glasses(dont wear glasses in RL), I know them to be "Dream Glasses"
I put them on and for a second my vision become much more clearer!(I got this from a technique I read somewhere on the site)

Like a maniac, I again jump out of my window.
I fly for a little bit, and then I decide to try and teleport, I again didnt really know how,
I try putting my right hand right over my eyes and thinking about where I want to go.
I think, "Mall"

I open my eyes and sure enough Im at a mall,
And ofcourse it looks just like my local mall.
I look down at my hand, I have two index fingers.
My vision is again blurry, I try using the glasses again, I reach in my pocket and find them.
I put them on, but it doesnt help as much as the first time,
I try yelling for vividness, it works a little, but its still blurry.
Then try looking at the details of my hand,
At first I could see all of the details of my fingers very clearly, but as soon as i put my hand back down,
It is unfortunately, blurry(and still somewhat in tunnel vision)
But im used to it, all of my dreams are like this, so I dont see why it would suddenly change.

I walk around a little bit, I dont really see any people,
but then again I wasnt focusing at all on trying to find other people.
Instead I ran my hand along the wall, to try and stabilize the dream.
I could feel all the details of the wall along my fingers.

Around here, the dream just ends, and I'm back in my bed.
I again try not moving and try to enter another dream,
but it doesnt work this time, I dont feel any more dreams coming.
I woke up with a big smile knowing I finally went lucid, and immediately wrote down what I remembered,

If you count the DEILDS, Those were my First THREE Lucids!
(Only about 5/10 minutes in all, lol)