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    Spellbee's Spooky comp night 11

    by , 10-26-2016 at 11:45 PM (471 Views)
    1 pt non lucid
    2 pts wbtb
    =3 pts 3+ 111.5= 114.5

    Step Goal:
    Fly
    Element Manipulation
    Practice a Waking Life Hobby

    Personal New Goals:
    Voyage through a crack I make in the earth
    Find my dream house
    Take a magical train to another country

    Week 2 task Intermediate:
    Put on a halloween costume and gain the powers/abilities of the costume.



    I was in this group home but I'm an adult. There are lots of women there but I only recongnize one of the staff as a real staff member I had in my IRL group home as a kid. It looked kind of like a library. We all were gathering in this great big room, like unusually big. The ceiling began to crack. I was telling ppl to get out & dragged one of the girls out but it still fell and crushed a lot of ppl. But the staff just all acted like we just need to move forward & get back to normal immediately. The woman staff member I knew IRL as a kid told me I had to get more new clothes & didn't understand why I hadn't done so the last time the money was allotted for them. My alarm went off.
    wbtb
    I lost my recall because my husband called me.

    I only had about 2 hrs of sleep last night. I am so exhausted. I kept having flash backs triggered by my friends mom dying & me contemplating going back to my home town for the funeral. Today wasn't much better. I get to my doctors appt & they say I've been dropped & I have to make them call billing to get it fixed, which I had already did yesterday. Only to have them tell me I was going to have to have a full blown drug test which is way more than the usual because they said I had, wait for it, METHADONE come up in my pee test last time. I'm freaking out at this point because I even quit drinking 2 1/2 yrs ago which I'm really proud of. After I get really crazy mad to the point I'm about to cry & they tell my husband he has to pay a crazy $350 on top of my usual payment plan & copay. He's freaking out cuz he's about to rip them a new one & knows I am already going off. The receptionist says, oh, I'm sorry, forget all about that, it was for someone else!!!!! These are ppl who know me & know good fucking well I don't anything like that so I'm still pissed but relieved. So I get my meds & Mike needs these shots in his neck & he says as long as he can go back to work, but that soooooo didn't happen. He went pale as a sheet & almost passed out. He then was all fucked up & I had to take the keys & eventually make him call work cuz he would have went into a meeting w/ an asshole like this & been fired. Bad bad bad fucking last 24 hrs! I just want sleep!
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    Tags: ceiling
    Categories
    non-lucid , side notes

    Comments

    1. Nebulus's Avatar
      OMG! I am praying for some normality for you two and hope you get to rest up.
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    2. Elaineylane's Avatar
      I know. My whole life is like this. It's like living in bazarro world.
    3. Serene's Avatar
      Poor ElaineyLane! I feel for you. Life is one big challenge. Big hugs and hope today is a better day for you.