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    Spellbee's Spooky comp night 4

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    Elaineylane
    , 10-19-2016 at 05:55 AM (486 Views)
    10 pts- First WILD of the Night
    5 pts- Subsequent WILDs
    2 pts- Chain a lucid
    2 pts- wbtb
    2 pts- interact w/ a dream character
    10 pts- teleport

    =31 pts & total (31+73=104 Total Contest so far)


    I had trouble w/ my first 2 wbtb's & the dream recall so I won't count them.

    D3 I was on this big slide & the first guy I ever had sex was w/ me. We were both back in time as young as we were then. Both way too young to be having sex but we did off & on for a few yrs in real life. Did RC but didn't need to because I realize how absurd it is that we are both young & I know I'm married to Mike. It makes me lucid & I am having sex w/ this guy which I know is a dream so I just go w/ it. We had sex behind this green house which was the actual place I lost my virginity in real life so it was all youthful fun. We were trying to do it everywhere, just like back then. I then jump forward in time & I'm w/ Gail which is my ex-girlfriend. I'm so excited to see her. I'm telling her that I just came from the past. Then my alarm goes off for my wbtb.
    D4: She is still there in my WILD, now I'm chaining a WILD. But we start walking. It's all hard to describe. I'm still talking to her about jumping forward this time in time & how I came from the past. She starts to kiss me & I know it's a dream so I just go w/ it. We are making out & talking about how we have missed each other & our friendship. (We were best friends before we were girlfriends & lost our relationship in the end. It was really sad because she's battled cancer, yet she was a toxic relationship for me to be in IRL.) The scene starts to destabilize. So I jump back in time to where the guy is & we have more sex, breaking a fence in the process. When this happened, the dream tried to destabilize & I jumped forward in time to be w/ her again. I kept jumping back in forth in time & lost track of how many times I did it on purpose so I'll use the low end scale of 4 times for point purposes. Eventually my alarm went off again for another wbtb w/ no success.

    Important note: I have an ethical dilemma w/ sex in dreams because I'm always lucid in such scenario because I immediately remember that I'm married. I talk to my husband about my dreams & he doesn't read my journals as an act of privacy. But, today I lied & feel like shit. I told him it wasn't lucid because he knows how real they feel & didn't want to hurt his feelings. I think I did the right thing because I had already blurted out the time jumping, the first guy thing & her & he immediately asked me if I was lucid. Hence I said no. I had a sense he was gonna freak out if I told him I kept jumping back & forth for sex while lucid. Oh the dilemma.


    3 Step Goal:
    Fly
    Element Manipulation
    Practice a Waking Life Hobby

    Personal New Goals:
    Voyage through a crack I make in the earth
    Find my dream house
    Take a magical train to another country

    Week 1 task for Team Vampires
    Fully transform into your team's creature (Vampire)

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    1. Nebulus's Avatar
      ethics are rules placed upon us from outside. If you know what you are doing is right then its ok.
      Can you erase the past, nope so its all ok.

      btw why exactly did you tell me to be in the intermediate group Oo
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    2. Elaineylane's Avatar
      I talked to my husband about the ethics & my dreams & we made our set of ethics. And I know you can do the comp playing in the intermediate. You just needed more faith in yourself. Believe in yourself & study. But I won't push you in the future because I don't want you to feel pressured. Maybe that was wrong of me & I apologize if you felt pushed into it. I just believe in you.
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    3. Elaineylane's Avatar
      Stupid thing tried to repeat my comment & won't let me delete this second one so I'm gonna just write this, lol.
      Updated 10-20-2016 at 02:16 AM by Elaineylane
    4. oneironautics's Avatar
      I can feel that dilemma, everytime i fool around with some guy in dream i feel guilty and haven't even been lucid :-( ,, I guess the difference is if you are truly seeking out some new guy or experimenting with your spirit body,, Sweet dreams anyway
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    5. RelaxAndDream's Avatar
      wow very interesting dream you had there.
      for me i have no problem or guilt with approaching girls in my dreams lucid or not. i think a lot of our dreaming (even tho it has some meaning and reasons) is white noise and as long there is no reoccurring theme it has not too much meaning. in the end we are stil animals with instincts and impulses.
      i often tried halfhearted to have decent sex in lucids but it was never a primary goal and so far i had no really good experiences with it. i think i go to fast and dont appreciate it and think "just a dream gimme some" dont work this way...
      i still remember one non lucid where i had some awesome foreplay and sex with a girl. the dream was soooo vivid and it felt incredibly good... (i closed my eyes for several seconds in dream to enjoy the moment) i woke up and was sad it was a dream and i couldnt go back there :/

      cool thing with the travelling in time. do you have a specific approach or method how you do it?
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    6. Elaineylane's Avatar
      I have a great husband so no person for sure, lol. It was just something I was able to do so I did it. In dreams it seems like because you know it's not real it won't matter & in a lucid it feels like being on some kind of drug where sex is concerned. I don't have many sex dreams. I felt so much better when I talked to my husband about it. We talk about things most ppl don't talk about w/ there spouses or significant others. I often have dreams which make me make decisions concerning ethics. I think it's a good place to experience things & open up new diologues w/ my husband & other ppl. I had no guilt about the young version of me w/ the boy, it was like visiting a different time in my life. The woman who was not only my girlfriend but my best friend & I miss that part. All we did was kiss in that dream & talk about stuff. I feel sad that she will die & I can never see her again. It's complicated but my husband sorted it out for me which was actually better than I could've worked out on my own. I only lied to him because I didn't know how to handle the situation at the time & he knows that. Good communication is a great strength that we have. I love him so much for it. He knows how hard my life has been & has become my best friend as well as my husband, as it should be.....
    7. Elaineylane's Avatar
      cool thing with the travelling in time. do you have a specific approach or method how you do it?
      I just thought of the scene again coupled w/ the feelings. For me strong feelings can help ground me. It's never exact but this was really close. I'd say the most accurate I've had where time is concerned. I'm used to working by use of feelings in my real life. Kind of a psychic thing. I'm some what of an emotional empath.
    8. oneironautics's Avatar
      if i dream about an old bf its usually because i am missing that time in my life my youth and no responsibilities, my younger body .... :-) if i dream about hubby suddenly all the kids will appear haha