Turquoise Dreams

Tuesday 4/3/12 5-HTP 10:10pm Bed 11:15pm
DR 2:30? about LDing
3:38 woke up from DILD 7min long (CAT - cycle adjustment technique) - my usual WBTB time
First time - saying 'show me something important for me to see'
DILD
During some HH swirls, I thought I heard something and opened one eye. The amazing thing was, that I continued seeing the HH with eye opened.
I don't remember, where did I become lucid.
I'm so happy to be making loops over my backyard RD10. It's at night. I think what to do and decide to try for the moon again. As I start to ascend, I realize I'm loosing details from the height and decide to abort, so I don't wake up.

I visit someplace in professional capacity. More things happened here, which I don't remember. I'm supposed to be shown something. Older lady is hooked up to a machine wirelessly by her female master. Something about DV academy.

Towards the end, I'm over my yard again, hovering and thinking, what should I do. I shout out 'show me something important for me to see'. Immediately, a small point of white lite starts to shine high up in the sky, at about 70 degree angle. I know it only looks small because it's far away. I feel it to be a portal. I become so overcome with joy that it worked, I start jumping up and down while hovering in the air, clapping my hands and squealing like a little girl. Of course, this wakes me up.

Saturday 3/31/12 5-HTP at 10:15pm, bed at 11:50pm didn't practice awareness
DR 3:47
WBTB 3:47 - 4:21 didn't fall asleep till 5:20 (cat going potty)
Woke up at 7:15 from DILD + 5 DEILDs Each about 5min long
For WBTB WILD I visualize being at beer pub with mom, dad, and two others. I recall the tables, people, green leaves on a tree, glasses with beer.
Then I fall asleep and have a DILD.
DILD
At home on RD10. I'm hugging and kissing my parents. My dad's cheek has a 5o'clock shadow. We are in a hallway, light are on. Then I'm on front balcony looking out (or maybe through my brothers room window). It's at night and everything is shining under moonlight, as if it was covered by ice. (EDIT: I thught for long time what it reminds me of, and I figured it out today - it has colors, beauty and misticism of Hyu's avatar pic.) I trick my mind into making everything more focused by saying 'Look how is everything so detailed', although it wasn't. In that moment it gets very vivid and focused in shades of black, grey and blue, shiny with ice surface. beautiful.
I'm on my balcony. It's daytime. So crisp and focused, I think it's WL. I do a bunch of RCs. First time I do 'nose plug' RC, although I have never practiced it. I can breathe. But I'm not 100% sure. Doesn't stop me from jumping off the balcony to fly.
Not sure if this is the same LD or a separate one. - I'm on balcony to a street. I know that in my previous LD was daytime and I wonder, why is it night. I say it and in little while the sun is coming up. I'm trying to go to the moon from the backyard. I find it on the skies and take aim. I think I wake up.
DEILD 1
I'm on a sidewalk of a major city. I see tall modern buildings on the left. Bunch of DCs. I ask two of them, one man and then one woman 'Excuse me mam, sir, what is this town, err, city?' I'm so nervous talking, I fumble with words. One of them says Philadelphia.
A bus pulls up to the sidewalk. I'm so scared as it's turning towards us, because its huge, like 3 buses on top of each other. Menacing, white metal, heavy looking. I walk on a sidewalk among lots of DCs. From the left is an exit from a bus depot? Big machines are coming out of there from behind big black rubber flaps, so you don't see something is coming until you are close to it. I'm scared to walk by, so I don't get run over.
Note sure if this is the same LD or another one. >> I'm in a building. Me and another person or two plus our guide are hovering on top of some very tall furniture - couple of stories high. He is shoving us this so we can decide, what kind of a tour we want. I see a window, open it, pull away the screen and fly out. I feel so free. Not sure if it was here, but at one point I jumped off a tall building although I was not sure, that I can fly. Just inches from sidewalk my fall changed to a glide above ground.
***I wake up, (was I sleeping on my back and right shoulder) and remember not to move. I wait to enter another LD.
DEILD 2
I'm on a river bank. Decide to swim across. Water is yellowish. Someone else is in the water. I get out on other side. There is a area fenced off by chain link fence. Some bikers are watching two of them fight, as if in a rink. I decide to try my powers and take the place of one guy to fight the bigger one. The ground is slippery from spilled beer. I think they are pouring beer at each other. I ask where is my beer. One of them brings two big, classical beer glasses filled with what looks like lager. But he takes a drink from them so I say to forget it. I don't know how to fight this guy. >> I'm in a building/shack next to this fight field. I ask a cute biker if he wants to have sx. He says sure and we start to undress. We are almost there, but I wake up.
DEILD 3
I'm back with the biker. He doesn't want to go on, because he doesn't want to wake up again. I walk over to a group of 2-3 bikers, one is a cop in blue uniform and tell them I just broke up with my boyfriend, if they want to continue where he left off. Things start to happen, but I wake up again.
DEILD 4
I'm flying inside the museum. Lots of rooms and people. I realized a few moments past by and suddenly everything is focused. I realize, this is what people mean about dream getting focused after a minute or two. Looking for a window to get out, but can't find any. I realize, I can get out by getting lucid by looking at something moving towards me. I find a boy sitting on a floor playing with a train. I sit down and we pass the train between us, while I stare at it when it's coming towards me.
DEILD 5
I'm hovering over a street with other DCs. I ask out loud to see my grandma. One DC separates from others and flies to me. She is smiling, but her face is changing from a mummy to a girl of maybe 20 years of age. I ask her if it's really her and she assures me yes. But I'm pretty sure it's not.

***In one of the LDs I was able to only whisper. Rest of them I was shouting***
***In one of the LDs I signed my full name without any problem and then was able to read it***
***In most of them, I kept saying to myself loud 'I'm dreaming' to keep myself aware***
***First time 'nose plug' RC. Feels great to breathe through pinched nose.***

Each transition - when woke up from LD - was the most awesome part of the whole thing. I realized, I can get a headrush by looking at something moving towards me and then tilting my head forward or back. (This head tilt is recurring thing from couple weeks ago, when I realized in regular dream, that I can get lucid this way.)
So I looked at the street hoping for a car to come by - and it did, looking at a toy train when playing with a boy, looking at starfield in hyperspace on TV. When this field was going sideways, I made it change direction so it flies at me. Also was able to recall smell from previous LD to help induce another one.

Lots of dreams
DR morning
I'm snake from MGS3 (played last couple of days)
I'm on a very high wall with ladder and ropes. There is a tiled ground (like at the indoors swimming pool) on the left, tiled channel with some water underneath and water on the right. The crocodile is coming after me. I kick him in the snout. he keeps comming. I let go of the latter (built in rungs in the wall) and hang on by only arms so I can kick him with both feet. >> I'm swimming through lots of water. Finally come to the shore. Pretty good dream.

Sunday, 3/25/12 Bed 11:40
DR 2 am - LDing
DR 3 am -
WBTB 3:20 - 3:50 didn't fall asleep till 4:2O because of strong vibrations, I wanted to go OBE and fly in the rain so badly
*** I was saying thank you for my dreams, can I please have a long and stable one***
*** Day 3 of awareness*** in this LD, counted my fingers again after long time

DILD 5:40 am from FA 10 min.long
Started as a regular dream. Not sure about the sequence of events.
Neighbors kid Ivan is at our place. My mom is giving him and my brother a bath. They are both about 9 yrs. old. They made a huge mess in the bathroom, 1 inch of water on floor, as they are splashing and having incredible fun. My mom sends him home. From my room I hear his dad yelling at him & Ivan is begging him not to get punished. Then he yells either at his wife or my mom for not cleaning up fast enough. I think, here I lay down to sleep for LD, or just lean my head down and going into headrush. I wake up lucid. I'm standing on my balcony, my brother, who is about 7 now (not IWL) is next to me. I'm trying to decide, what to do in a lucid. I decide to shoot some fireballs, since everybody seems to have this down and I didn't have any better ideas. So i fling my hands and out flies these fireballs, that leave a smoke trail (kinda like you can watch the path of a fireworks, before they explode). There is a lots of them, but they are tiny, more like fireflies. There are some explosions. I'm kinda satisfied. Now I decide to fly to the moon (I think I try to do this 95% of time when lucid). As I fly up, I realize, that there are 2 moons. One, with features we recognize, is above neighbors house in NNW direction, the other one, without any features, just a bright ball, is in NNE direction. >>

Now I'm in a restaurant on top of the hill. There are 2 kids I interact with. Memory of this is foggy. We all walk outside and there are some pomello trees. We all love them. The fruit is beautiful and huge. But there is also a lot of tiny, not yet ripe fruit. I move some kind of a pipe that runs by the tree and down come a lot of cherry size, not ripe fruit. The waiter told me not to, he has some fruit ready to eat. He is upset by the mess I made. I ask for a bucket to clean it up. He gives me wooden crate and some rugs. I clean up the mess. (before bed, I thought about changing my job and becoming something else. I believe, this fruit I took down that wasn't ripe yet is a reference to me not being ready for my new job yet.)>>

Then I'm walking with this young waiter. I ask him if he noticed 2 moons. He says yes and then I realize that I recognize him to be the person who wrote about it in the magazine. At some point he tells me to look at the ground (I remember from tutorials this to be one method of stabilizing). I'm surprised he said that, but I do it. Then there is something about a waitress, she just learned, that the other moon will crash to the Earth in our area, but she is not exactly worried.
I continue walking with this waiter, who is now morphed into a little older guy and I feel there is more to him than meets the eye.
WBTB 5:40 - 6:05 remembered the dream for a while, but didn't write it down.

Saturday, 3/24/12 ***day 2 of awareness***
5-HTP 11:40 pm, bed 12:43am
DR 2:39 LDing, DV site, posts
DR 5:19 LDing, DV, members
WBTB 5:19 - 6am
DR
RD10 - The end of the world came sooner than dec.2012, by 4-6 month. Either mayans miscalculated, or Earth rotation slowed down.
I'm outside of a store on street where my high school is. I see 3-4 huge black boulders falling to the earth. They are covered in fire and smoke, huge smoke tails trailing them. I tell another pedestrian to look at that. >> I'm home on RD10. I look outside the hall entrance and there is a lion on he street. I quickly close the door, as he is coming closer. There are lions other places too, I guess the ZOO must have gotten hit. We send some kids to hide in the cellar. Everybody else is at my aunts apartment. I'm going to get the kids back now. More boulders are falling. One of them is flying overhead, slows down and changes direction straight for us. But it flies over and lands at other part of town.
DR 9:45
Aliens are bombarding the Earth. After bombing stopped, I go outside. I have to go to pet store to get food for my kitten. People are moving their wounded and some are going away. I make it to the pet store. It's opened. They have the food. I give the guy $11.46. But he says, it costs 17.46. I get upset and he doesn't want to sell me the food. Then I remembered, that i took some extra money and have $18 on me.
>>I'm in some kind of apartment building, where rooms are in a row, separated only by doors. The aliens are going door to door and checking something, taking some people away. I realize, we can destroy them with salt. So everybody gets a salt shaker and pour, throw and spit salt at the aliens.
>> My chakras on my palms are opening. There are wounds in shape of lotus petals and the flowers are opening and closing. It looks nasty and you can see the inside of my hands. Somebody shows me something inside by touching it and it hurts.

Thursday, 3/22/12 5-HTP 10:50pm, bed 12am
DR 1:50
I'm telling someone how to LD. Instead of squishing a spider black widow, I put him on my arm and want to squish him there. But I miss and now I expect him to bite me.
DR 3:51
WBTB 5 - 6am
Tried to WILD but kept loosing images because of lots of thoughts. I thought about what would I do, if my current job offered to relocate me close to my hometown where my family lives, but it's thousands of miles from where I live now and I like it here.
***NEW*** first time red and blue HI
DILD 7:50 am 5min. long
I'm talking to a friend of mine in SK, if she would room with me, if I relocated to work to B. in SK.
I'm in college. I'm sitting outdoors, at a picnic table with a guidance counselor, talking about relocating to another college. She tells me about this school in Texas, that has excellent programs.
Another person sits next to us and she is telling me about some other schools. As I listen to them, I decide to have an OBE. I lean my head back, so I don't slip off the chair, and I hope, the counselors don't wake me up thinking I had passed out. I have headrush & I'm in a dream awake, somewhere over street next to old poliklinik. I'm hovering. It's night and everything is black and grey. I say 'clarity' and some patches of color appear on trees and grass underneath them. I yell it 2 more times and everything blossoms in brilliant, warm colors. I decide to see my family. Start to fly over rooftops in their direction. I think about stabilizing and slow down, touching the roof tiles. Tiles are nice terracotta colors. There is one part, that's metallic. I can distinctly feel the sheet metal under my fingers. Then I hear helicopters. I turn and there are two police helicopters, circling and shining at something in the middle on the ground. I hear gunfire. At first I think it's one helo shooting at another and I'm worried I won't be able to help now. As I get closer, I see that they are getting shot at from the ground. The area is well lit and I say 'find me some bad guys' and I see them running around. I want to stop and help the helos, but having little trouble controlling my flight. >> Next, I'm on the ground in police infirmary. A police dog, german shepard is wounded. I think he got shot, but they tell me, he got bit by a snake. I put my hand on him and try to heal him. I keep saying 'snake bite'. He stirs. A tech walks up to irrigate his wound. To his surprise, he says, the wound has shrunk and swelling is down

Wednesday, 3/21/12
DR 3:35
It's an post apocalyptic world. People live underground in old buildings, industrial like, big elevators. We finally find them. They clothes are torn and worn out. We joke, that everybody will want to be our friend now. I feel like we just came back from a successful mision. And really, they are offering us their coats - it's cold. But we don't take them. Someone gives us pieces of foam and strips of cloth and shows us a box with more. We are suppose to make shoes out of it.
DR
Outside of RD10. We look at the moon obscured by some kind of wapors, chem trails and we compare it with pictures. They match, but they are both wrong. I can tell, that what we see as face of the moon is something completely different. We remember, the moon used to look differently.
WBTB 3:35 - 4:20
Just reg. dreams, no recall

Tuesday, 3/20/12 bed at 12am, couldn't fall asleep for 1 ½ hrs.
DR 6am

WBTB 6 - 6:05 am ( I just read about CAT and WILD CAT on http://www.neurosoup.com/lucid_dreaming_main.htm, so I wanted to try it.

DILD/OBE? 9am
I'm in a class (looks like english class in Hotelka) with desks arranged in the rectangle. My friend Marcela Ch. is sitting next to me. I'm sleepy and as I realize I'm falling asleep, I tell her not to wake me up, I'll be dreaming (I remember slightly waking up to this and actually mouthing the words IWL).
I fall asleep and immediatelly starting to feel some motion sensations. I add rotating to it (axis is my torso) and I'm spinning quite fast. To this I say "I'm out" and I quickly rise up. I realize I'm dreaming and out. But I also notice that i didn't go far enough and get pulled right back. I wake up.

Wednesday, 3/21/12
DR 3:35
It's an post apocalyptic world. People live underground in old buildings, industrial like, big elevators. We finally find them. They close are torn and worn out. We joke, that everybody will want to be our friend now. I feel like we just came back from a successful mision. And really, they are offering us their coats - it's cold. But we don't take them. Someone gives us pieces of foam and strips of cloth and shows us a box with more. We are suppose to make shoes out of it.
DR
Outside of RD10. We look at the moon obscured by some kind of wapors, chem trails and we compare it with pictures. They match, but they are both wrong. I can tell, that what we see as face of the moon is something completely different. We remember, the moon used to look differently.
WBTB 3:35 - 4:20
Just reg. dreams, no recall

Saturday, 3/17/12

DR 4am
MTV, Jersey Shore (watched it before bed)

WBTB 4:58 - 5:55 GM4+Ch300 5:45 watched WBTB, visualization and OBE videos on youtube/WBTB
9am WILD (10-15min long)
I visualize my town and my moms kitchen - the destination. I start to see swirls and colors - yellow-green ice moon. Then I'm flying over street C. towards my house. The movement stops and I see the towns church in the distance. I say I...am...there..., but nothing happens. I know why - I don't like to land there.
Then my flight over street continues and I see the apartment building right next to my house. This time when I say I...am...there, I mean it and I materialize in moms living room. The apartment buildings are awash in soft light of afternoon sun and they are brilliantly vivid, detailed, colorful and beautiful.
Little A. spots me first and runs to the grownups in the kitchen. I follow him. I'm not sure they can see me. So I touch my moms knee and my aunts knee, as they are sitting at the table. Now they can see me and they are ok with that.
There is so many cakes and sweet stuff, I immediately start stuffing my face. First with something my mom made - cookies made from pecans with some jam layer. Then laskonky from store. There are also kremese, and some pineapple upside down cake and some green cake with chocolate. I'm starting to get a stomach ache from all the sweet stuff, so I just cut off a piece from all of them.
I also eat some ham. Lots of ham. As I partially wake up, I'm still chewing and swallowing.
There are some guests in the living room. They brought the lemon chocolate and pineapple cakes. We are talking. I turn down the volume on the TV.
I'm reading some newspaper, looking for my name in it for some reason.
I know they had some beer when I arrived, but now there is none. I'm upset.

DR at 11:44am
I'm suppose to meat an indian guide on a hill for a lesson. When I get there, I see someone approaching. She is gliding on the air, like Tibetan lamas. When she stops in front of me, I see she is a pretty young indian woman, long black hair, dressed in traditional indian attire.
Then we are in a building. She is suppose to teach me how to levitate/glide through air in waking life. I tell her I used to do that, when I was a child. I show her how. I jump in the air and flap my arms really hard. To my surprise, I don't fall back down. It's a great feeling to by flying.

***sometime during transition, I heard music. So I thought, if I put on some LD inducing music, it will help me get lucid. I put on my laptop (not IWL, still in the transition part) and immediately feel strong headrush and acceleration. I got lucid. For a moment I worried, how will I turn the music off now, so it doesn't wake me up. But it stops by itself. ***

Friday, 3/16/12 bed time 12:30 am

DR 4:43am
I'm a member of NCIS team, with Gibbs and DiNozzo. We have a training exercise. Me and another person are suppose to hide and team is suppose to find us. We are in woods in some shelter and on the river. Finally we hide in a multi-story apartment building. I'm running down the stairs. I see a side corridor ending with big glass wall. I decide that's a good spot to hide. I open the glass and walk behind it. There is already a person hiding. I stand on the other side. This person leans towards me to talk, but now she is visible through the glass and they see her. While they deal with her, I run away. Trying to find an apartment that has a cable box, because through the hole for the box I can escape, while holding on to cables.
WBTB 4:43 - 5:26 - nothing

Thursday, 3/15/12 5-HTP 11:15pm

I slept from 12-4:55 without waking up.
WBTB 4:55 - 5:34
DILD 1 at 6:56am
I'm at home in NZ. Getting ready to sleep in a bed in living room, where my parents are still watching TV. I realize I'm sleepy and should go to sleep. I'm reading a book about LDing. As I'm closing the book, I see, that the last pages (30) are all drawings and pictures of dreams and how to draw dreams. There is a picture of an old fashion sail ship (like pirate ship) in different stages of drawing - I guess it shows you in steps how to draw it.
Then my dad pokes his head in the door and yells at me for reading by insufficient light. I look at my lamp and seems fine to me. He is putting on a coat and so he can go to help a neighbor. I ask him, when was the last time, he had something nice to tell me.
I fall asleep and dreaming of being in the kitchen by the glass door to the balcony, talking to dad. I decide to walk through the glass door and I do so. Here I realize, I'm dreaming. I jump up on the railing and yell at my dad, who followed me outside. I yell: 'Look at me'. He looks, but I yell again. This time I can tell by his expression, that he sees me as a spirit in a lucid dream. I fly off. There are some tall trees and I decide to stabilize by looking at their leaves. Having little trouble with controlling my flight, trying to grab on the branches, but give up. Building right behind the trees is a church. I see a smoke rising as if from a cigarette through the open window. I decide to not go there. I turn around and float through the street. In panic I realize, I don't know what to do. I decide to fly higher and see where I'm. I see the city below me, at night, with streetlights on and also some windows are lit. In the distance, I think I recognize the Big Ben. London it is

Tuesday, 3/13/12 Bcomplex 100 at 1;44pm, 100mg 5-HTP at 11:13pm.

DR 3:12am - big fight, naciz

DR around 8am - VIVID
I'm in India on a busy street, that has a gentle slope. I'm watching and taking pictures of festivities in honor of Lord Vishnu. At one point I'm in an area in the middle of the sidewalk, that has sofas in the square shape and handle bars around it. I'm kneeling on the sofa looking backwards towards some ultra modern, tall, glass and metal buildings. I see the backrest of the sofa is blue and grey and I'm thinking, how clean it is. I inhale and smell the air.
I'm taking pictures of an airplane taking off in very steep climb towards the tall buildings. The airplane is dwarfed by the size of them. It looks like it will clear the building, but then in slow motion, I see yellow sparks from the bottom of the airplane, where it clipped the front edge of the roof. I see it smoking and I can feel it crashing on the other side of the building. Person next to me shows me video on his camera. There I see, that before it clipped the roof, it clipped some smaller tower that was part of this building and that's why it didn't gain enough altitude. Then I hear, that it crashed into a small town of Spiske.... in High Tatras area of SK. I realize, that to do that, it had to take off from Poland, thus I have to be in Poland, but I'm in India.

Monday, 3/12/12
DR
I'm having surgery. I perceive it from my second body, that's at home not having surgery.

DR
I'm in school with my best friend. We are learning from excel spread sheets. The spreadsheets have colored columns in yellow, freen, pink. There is lots of info there. It was about the history of the subject we are going to be taught that year.

Friday, March 9, 2012
WBTB 5:54 - 6:27 GM4mg+300Choline
WILD
I'm looking at the inside of the bus. Lots of passengers, some are standing. One of them is Sean Connery. I say, OK, I could have this LD. I am there - and I'm standing on a busy street. Then my cat shifts position and wakes me up.

Sunday, March 12,2012

It's at night. I'm accross the street from my house in NZ. There is 2 more people with me. I look up at the sky and there is 4-5 small suns and also moons. The landscape of the Moon has shifted.

We decide to better go home, when we hear some heavy trucks turning corner at H. street. So we can't run accross the street. We hide, untill they pass. But the last 2 wehicles stop right by us. There are some tanks and troop transport trucks. We run by them and hope we make it before they disembark. Our heavy backpack are slowing us down. But the military are getting out of their trucks as we run by.

We still make it to my house. Close the entry door to the hallway and I'm locking it. But I already see one female alien in pink sweater approaching the door. I prop it with my foot. Someone else is running towards the house. We open the door to let him in. He trips and drops some groceries and jug of milk. No time to pick it up, because the alien is just rounding the corner. I feel like we should get the groceries, because we could be under siege for a while.

Then I'm in a gov. research facility. I have a feeling, our gov. is cooperating with aliens. I'm part of some underground movement. I see a full color flier with info, how something is making people sick on purpose. It's very detailed with pictures. Then an alien female researcher stands behind me and I have an uneasy feeling about it. I wake up.