dream fragment

FRAGMENTS:
I was Nancy Botwin (sp?) from the show Weeds. I know that the dream was super long but I cant remember much of it. I was driving around a lot in her car running errands. The rest of the cast was there. I was anxious for some reason.

I normally wouldn't post a dream as little as this but I really want to get back into the habit of posting my dreams every single day so I figured I would post this anyways. Smoking (which I never do) and lack of sleep with some other stuff definitely contributed to this lack of dream recall. Oh well. :/

Dream Fragment: Contribute to not enough hours of sleep.
Was moving out of a house with Allen. Apparently we needed to get everything out THAT NIGHT. I had finished most all of it but my closet was still full of clothes and some miscellaneous boxes. Once again I seem to be having a dream about moving and having a ghost in the closet. I was generally in a good mood and was very energetic. However, I was frightened of seeing that ghost that lived in closet and I was working as fast as I could to get everything our before it got dark out. My grandma Lou was there too, which provided me some comfort. I remember throwing things into the back of my car and getting upset at how messy it was making my car
*memory laps*
Me and allen are driving in my car late at night. We see a group of “gangsters” on a street corner. Loud rap music is bumping and it looks as if a fight between rival gangs is about to break out. Allen and I roll up our windows and turn on our dance music. We both laugh at ourselves

UGHHHH… Damn this not being able to get much sleep thing!! Hate how recent changes in my life are really messing up my dream recall. Oh well, I get to sleep in tomorrow for the first time in FOREVER and I am sure I will have lots of REM rebound. All I have from last night is fragments
-Was at the gorge or a place like the gorge again (this keep popping up in my dreams more recently).
-I kept freaking out about getting my nails painted for some reason and I went to a nail salon.
-Allen was with me in the dream but I feel like we didn’t talk much.
- I was really excited about something
-Lots of people were walking around.
-Everyone was excited and being loud.. concert?
-It was starting to get dark out and the sunset was causing the sky to look bright pink and purple, is a swirly style.
-Someone was drinking beer.

Unfortunately for me, a combination of moving =/ and having the typing on my cell phone die has caused me to no the able to record my dreams as well. I tried having a pen and paper next to the bed, but in my sleepy haze between the hours of 2 am and 7am, my hand writing becomes completely unreadable. Below are some brief excerpts to dreams I CAN still remember. I wanted to give justice and remembrances to them since lately my dreams have been incredibly vivid, adventurous, and long. I am hoping that my potential new method of dream recording will work until I get a new phone.

Was inside of a large house at night with Allen. The lighting was dim and it was pitch black outside. Allen and I were somehow stuck inside of the house until morning. I had picked up the horrible talent of being able to see ghost. Unfortunately, the appeared to me in the way that they had died so they looked incredibly terrifying. I don’t want to go into specific details about how they individually died because its really messed up and I would prefer to one day forget this part. Allen and I were going from room to room trying to find a place to lay low for the night. Allen cant see the frightening ghost and so he wraps his arms around me and guides me through the house so that I can cover my eyes. We find this really large, yet cozy in a way bedroom. Its fashioned in the country cottage style with red and yellow accents. When we first walk in we have to hide under a coffee table, I am not sure why but some man we needed to hid from walked in and we waited for him to leave before crawling out from under it. We both sat on the bed feeling a strange since of safety. Then once again a ghost presents itself to me. I burrow my face into Allen’s chest and armpit to not have to look at it. He wraps his arms around me yet again and I explain the horror that in unfolding before me. Allen was strangely comforting throughout this entire dream.


I decided to do some charity work for an organization that dealt with finding cures for people suffering from a blinding eye condition called coloboma. My little brother in waking life suffers from this so I felt a great amount of compassion for the organization. Allen told me that he thought doing charity work was a stupid waste of time and then he sort of just walked off and out of the dream. I was now walking to wherever I was supposed to meet the other people in the organization. I appeared to be in some sort of school soccer field. There were people in white cotton tee shirts standing behind a chain fence. My ex Zac was there. I walked up to him and asked him what he was doing there and he said he was there to help too. I was really excited that I knew someone there so I had an instant friend. Then the dream sort of turned into an adventure. We were going through a sort of obstacle coarse together and although the obstacles had nothing to do with an actual charity work, it was still all in the name of finding a cure for coloboma. We were crawling under low ropes, climbing trees, hopping logs. At one point were were rowing through a rapid river. It was kind of hilarious looking back because even though we were doing incredibly strenuous activities, we managed to hold a light pleasant conversation throughout the entire dream, as if were were just sitting there talking to each other.

FRAGMENT: Cant remember much, just remember that I was having some underwater escapade dream that was very long and exciting. Usually I am unbelievably scared to go underwater so I must have been the furthest from lucid that I could possibly be. The only details that really stick were swimming past a sperm whale, seeing an underwater city deep below me (Atlantis?), and being able to breath, speak, and swim really well under water.

FRAGMENT: I was in some sort of jungle, thick and dense like the Amazon. I was with a bunch of people but I cant remember who. I was wearing one of those funny hats that people wear on African safaris. I think I had a machete that I kept holding straight out ahead of me. I was the leader of the group, thusly I was walking ahead of everyone else and shouting orders back top them. There were jaguars in the trees and large pythons slithering on the ground, yet they were no danger to me…. Sucks because I know that this was a really good long one with a lot of adventure. I wish I would have written it down. =’(

I went to go visit Dustin for some reason. I had gotten a new job and I was super excited. We decided to sit at his place and smoke. We both got super baked. This is really funny because I don’t actually smoke in real life. I cant remember to much of this dream since I had it at like 330am and I didn’t record many notes of it. My last note says “newday”. I have no idea what I meant by that but I am assuming after the smoking the dream turns into a new day…? Lol

I had a huge lot of gold that I wanted to sell. I was going around to a ton of different coin shops and pawn shops trying to find the best price that I could get. It was really nice and sunny outside and I was wearing denim shorts and a tank top. I walked into an antique looking store and I saw Oprah there. She had a pet tarantula that was given to her by Barack Obama. She explains the story to me and I can actually see what she is saying to me play out like a video. Barack had surprised her on her show with his pet tarantula and scared the shit out of her. I talked with her for a long while about how I was incredibly scared of spiders and how I probably would have punched the president if he did something like that to me. She laughed and told me that she would be right back. She wanted me to watch the spider for her for a few minutes so she could go to the bathroom. I normally would have said no but it was oprah and obamas spider, and it was in a milk jug so I knew it wouldn’t get out. I agreed and she left. As I waited for her I noticed all the intricate novelties laying around the antique shop. My mind must have been really imaginative last night. Hundreds of different old dolls, chairs, clocks, and painting were everywhere. As I waited, Carla walked in. She was in a very mischievous mood. She quietly walked over the milk jug with the spider and started examining it. I told her to put it down because it belonged to Oprah and Obama. She didn’t respond to me.he slowly started to carry the spider jug towards me. I slowly started to step backwards and out the front door. I could see that she was unscrewing the top. She knows how bad my fear of spiders is and I knew that she was going to do something that I wouldn’t like. I started to now jog away from her. She started walking faster towards me with the top off. We were now in the paved driveway of the place. Now I was running. I turned around to look at her and she was pulling the spider out and letting it down on the ground. It started to run towards me but I was getting enough of a lead that I knew it wouldn’t catch up to me. I woke up a little sweaty and my skin felt that tingly itch I experience every time I encounter a spider in real life.

I was super tired and didn't do any formal wake back to beds. I also did a half ass meditation. =/ I did wake up at some point and I remember that I had a long dream but was so tired that I couldnt get myself to write any of it down. All I have is some tiny fragments now...
- I was in a car with allen.
- I felt tension or anxioty.
- I was dressed in some type of business attire.
- I went into a grey building and was nervous but it is not clear to me why this happened.
- Color's green and orange somewhere.
This is pretty pathetic considering last nights well recorded dream adventures. If anything, this makes me more motivated to not be so lazy tonight.

Much of this dream has been forgotten. I am thinking that this is a cross between dream and fragment.
- I was in a giant outdoor fair type thing. There were many restaurants but the strange thing about them was that they were all completely outside. There were many booths and chairs. There were fences to separate the different restaurants. It was super sunny out. I saw some people I knew from highschool at a booth. Alyssa was sitting next to Mandy and Alicia sat across from them. I walked up and could sense there was a secret being kept from me. I asked. Finally alyssa suggested that she was having sex for money. I was in shock.
- I am in a grocery store in line.
- the store is packed with people.
- I am wearing denim shorts and a red tank top.
- I was looking at my phone while holding a melon.
- I was thinking about Allen.
- there were flashes of red and bright yellow
- I had a plastic bag in hand.

Me, allen, and leo, and some made up dream characters were sitting in a white living room. We could see outside that their were christians going door to door singing and spreading the word of christ. We obviously wanted nothing to do with it. I ran to the door and tried to lock it. The christians got there before me. They put their hands in the door way and started to walk inside. I told them to leave and they started to sing about how I need to be a christian and I was super annoyed. I sat and talked to them for a bit, much of the conversation I forgot. Finally they agreed to leave. I told them to have a nice day spreading christ love and they laughed. I dead bolted the door as they left.

*memory laps* me and allen are in my car, im driving. The road is windy and there are huge green trees close to the road. The forest is dense on either side of me. I think allen and I are having a mild argument.

*memory laps* I am looking out the window at the shop. There is a tiny house across the street. Todd claims its his new house. I keep wanting a better look at it but my vision is slightly blurred. I decide to walk outside to get a closer look and I watch it get bulldozed down.

*memory laps* I am looking in the mirror at myself. I open my mouth. My teeth all look like black pearls. They are shiny and glowing slightly. I was really upset. Why had my teeth gone black? I though that I should bleach them asap and I wondered if other people would notice them

Its all such fragments last night. I had absolutely no recollection of what I dreamt last night when I woke up. Pieces have come back to me throughout the day.
-leo was there, I was annoyed with him
-i was driving in a car
-it was dark out at some point
-i was dressed professionally
-i was in a hurry.
That's it. Very very strange for me.

Okay, so this is all just fragments of my dream since it was blurry this morning even and I haven't gotten a chance to write it all down until now. I normally wouldn't post such little weird details but I have a goal to write down my dreams everyday for 30 days (hopefully forever) so I am going to list as much detail as I can.
- I was with a large group of russian men in some ice bar like thing. I was very anxious. They kept expecting me to speak in russian. I don't know every much russian at all so I kept speaking to them in french. They looked increasing angry at me. No matter how hard I try, I couldn't stop speaking in french
- I was wearing white fur hat, boots, and coat
- I had dyed my hair black and I loved the way it looked
- I was holding a cup of coffee
- I remember seeing a lot of the color blue and pale yellow
- The russian men all wore thick burly beards and brown coats
- I think I may have stuttered a lot.