non-lucid

There was a skinny teenage boy that lived with his mother in a big house in the country. Sometimes I was this boy. The mother and son both had some extreme mental conditions that made them do crazy things for strange reasons. They were constantly seeing things that weren't there, but it was so real to them that they never knew what was real and what was in their heads. The boy (Me) took a nature walk through a beautiful landscape on his property. The whole time, the top roof of my mouth was throbbing and burning, as if someone had taken a razor blade to it. I could feel it completely. during the walk, my "brother" was occasionally beside me, however I did not have a real brother. I/He lived a crazy life at home. There were always new "visitors" or a "new Mom", all of which sought to harm the boy. The mom experienced the same situations. Sometimes when the mother was having a spell, she would feel the need to kill her own son, and it was always justified in her head in some way. Other times, she was a normal, caring and lovable mother. one day, the mom spotted a hooded figure walk swiftly past the sliding doors that led to their patio. The mother, son, and "friends" all searched outside, but never found any trace of the scary man who they knew posed a threat. Later, the boy found another boy that looked identical to him in a spare bedroom. System of a Down was playing in the background, and we fought for a long time. We wanted each other dead for some reason. I had always had the upper hand (which is weird since they both were 'me' (the boy).) I was on him, throwing punches like mad and trying to stab him with a wire. Somehow, the fight ended but was never resolved, but it got me thinking differently and set the entire dream in a different tone. "I'm going to escape. Mom wont even notice." I quietly crawled out the front door, and once i was outside, I immediately began to sprint to my car. However like most dreams where you are trying to escape something dreadful, it was like i was treading through cement. I was yelling "We're going to be fine, Mom! We are going to make it just fine!" Unfortunately, my mother was trapped in this sort of bizarre fantasy land of terrible and strange things, and she was in too deep to escape. In fact, the visions only got worse when she tried. However i decided i did not want this to stop me from living a normal life, because i knew i would have a chance at it if i escaped and she didnt come after me. I finally made it into my car. I turn the key and I wake up in a sweat.

There were random drug test going on at my high school. They chose me and about 4 other people, including my boyfriend. We were all sitting in a white waiting room on wood benches, and i say "Quick, chug a coke!" because i had heard that was a way to cheat a urine test. I picked up an opened, half drank coke and chugged it down. It was flat and disgusting. I saw my friend Dustin do the same. A girl i know said "eww, that is gross."
A doctor came in, i was the first to be tested. The test was very unusual, and did not require peeing in a cup. Instead, i had to make food for someone, and feed it to them by hand. Then part 2 of the test required me to be the one being fed. The doctor opened up a white cabinet, where my boyfriend's face appeared. I could only use what was on the table in front of me, so i put a hot dog on a piece of bread and stuck it in his face. He was very cooperative. We worked quickly, because it was unsure if we were being timed. When i was finished, i asked to use the restroom. Instead, i went out to my car. I noticed a little yellow lab puppy running around, sniffing and barking, and i knew it was a drug dog. I had a decision to make. I took out a little glass pipe (named Ursula) from my glove box, and after intense contemplation, threw it down a hill. I decided to come back for it when everything was over with. I went back to the waiting room for my second portion of the test. I ran into Dakota(boyfrd) and i told him what happened. He said he had to do the same thing with his, except he threw it down a hole.

~My house was completely underwater. I still lived in it. One day, me and my sister swam for what seemed like hours, and everything was colorful and beautiful. There were big tubes of all different colors in certain locations that you could swim through to get to another room, or outside. Our entire property was underwater: about seven acres. I remember becoming a little nervous, because I had the feeling we were both going to be late for school, and I was afraid we were going to forget to come up for air every once and a while. I went off on my own for a while, and when I swam back into my living room, I find my sister sleeping on the couch. I woke her up so she could go outside and get some air at the surface. The entire dream was very realistic and beautiful.


~It started off as a nightmare, where I was a baby and my mom was playing these 'games' with me and the guests in our house. The games mostly consisted of me being thrown from one end of the room to the other. I was completely helpless, so it was actually pretty scary. After a while of this, I decided just to stand up. When I did, I was back in my 17 year old body. I walked up to my mother and told her "You can't do this to me anymore, I am 17." She stared at me for a moment, then she went and got a little machine that looked like a mini guitar amp and pressed it against my chest. It beeped and showed a number, i think it was 42. THis apparently was some sort of baby detector, because she said plainly, "You're a baby." Horribly enough, I suggested she would just play these games with my little brother or sister to take the pressure off of myself. We were walking upstairs, i think for her to decide who she wants to choose, and I was wishing i could just escape. Then, without a reality check, I simply just remembered I was dreaming and ran upstairs for a window. Mom opens the window for me, not sure why, and i try to climb out. I got a little stuck, and got a terrible feeling that my mom was holding me back. Then, I remembered this feeling is just my own subconscious, and pushed through. I soared through the clear sky for a while, It was exhilarating and wonderful, as flying would be. I closed my eyes and counted to ten, and decided when I woke up, I would be someplace else. When I opened, I was in the dark bedroom of a guy I used to be in love with (i dont use that term lightly) . He was sleeping. I crawled on the floor and into his bed... which is when I experienced a false awakening :/ I woke up in my own bed, sitting up straight. I layed back down and closed my eyes, which is where I actually woke up.

-There was a man in a white shirt walking down a road. I got the sense that everyone was mad at him for something he did. I find out that he had kidnapped a girl. As he was walking, destination unclear, a car pulls up and asks him if he would help them move, so the man gives them his number.
--Woke up at 3:30 am

-I was investigating a closet that everyone else was too afraid to look into, because there were supposedly some really creepy and satanic things in there. I walked inside, and it was sort of basement looking. There were no lights, so i had to feel around where i was walking. Then i notice beams of light on only certain spots of the room. I take a closer look at all these areas. There were masks of all different colors, each one equally as terrifying and disturbing as the one before. I also find a few creepy-ass dolls that made me want to get the hell out of there. I felt a strong demonic presence. When I left the closet, i told everyone to never go near it ever again. I put a lock on the door and threw the key in a lake. Some unknown time later, I found that the closet door was completely gone, and it looked like someone had blasted the whole wall off. I was angered by this, and everyone was terrified to go near it because they were forced to see what was in the 'closet'. I built a fence, about four and a half feet tall. After i built the fence, i notice a chihuahua inside it. The dog was clearly from hell itself, because it was attacking everyone through the fence (idk how to explain). I had finally had enough of this little brown demon, so i grabbed it by the throat and made my way to the lake. I said "I know you were sent here from the devil." The dog spoke, but it was jumbled and hard to hear. I threw the dog into the lake to drown. When i turn around and see a random lady, I remember I am dreaming and remember basic task i. I ask this lady "Can I have a present?" And the lady says "A present?! You have pissed me off. Here's your present." This is where she proceeds to strangle me. I kick her to the ground, and lose some lucidity. I learn that she is the owner of the closet with the masks, and also a mother of a psychopathic little boy. I was definitely freaked out, so i allowed the scene to change to walking towards yet another lake. (I don't know why these are coming up so often) The walk to the lake was incredibly beautiful. It looked like i was walking into the sky because the clouds had such a clear reflection on the water. On the left and right sides of the lake, there were walls about a hundred feet tall, that were made from dirt and had grass growing on them. Once I get to the lake, I find my little brother and sister trying to walk on the water, because they wanted to get to a mansion on the other side. I didnt like them doing this because it looked too dangerous, so i try it. It was easy, so we all three made our way to the opposite side of the lake.

Woke up here- 6:00 am

Lately my dream recall has went to crap, which is strange because it has never been an issue in my life. Anyway, I didnt remember any dreams I had when i woke up this morning. Then about an hour later, something had reminded me of a strange non-lucid dream fragment:

My entire vision was cats . Just all kinds of different cats and kittens. There must have been about a million different cats all packed together with no space in between them, with no movement or anything, just chillin in this giant nebulous of kitties. I was just watching as if i was watching a TV, like i wasn't actually there. Suddenly in the lower right corner of my vision, i see some of the cats move as if something was coming through. Then i saw my history teacher, a tall dark haired lady, swim through the cats as if she was fully submerged in water. She swam all the way from the right bottom corner to the top right corner of my sight. This is as far as i can remember