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Alright, so I was having a dream that I was in school and screwing around, cut class because one friend said it'll be fun, but then almost got in trouble since a teacher who wasn't chill came to were we were hanging out so I went to math class in the middle of the class just telling the teacher "sorry I'm late", then I sat down next to friends and somehow the lucid thing clicked (finally, was worried I wouldn't get lucid today) and I immediately thought about trying to complete some of those goals for points.

First thing I do is eat some salty thing in front of the class right next to the teacher, don't remember why I was up there, but after that I made a machine in the back of the class with 4 switches, 2 green and 2 red, I had no plan on how it'd work when I was making it, I just wanted something simple so I just flicked all switches to one side, then flicked them all to the same side at the same time while looking away from the people in the classroom and believing with all my might that flicking 4 switches would freeze time.

I turned around and everyone was frozen in time, which was pretty cool except when I started to walk around the school it got a little gloomy with no one moving and for some reason it was darkly lit, so of course with creepy situations comes creepy thoughts, I started imagining grey people who'd scream and chase you in the frozen time place since you weren't supposed to be in here. That thought scared me too much and I woke up.

Ok so I believe I did a WILD to get into this dream but I'm not 100% sure since when I got into the dream initially I wasn't trying to stabilize it or anything.

The dream took place on a cruise ship where there was criminals that we had to find and kill.

The cruise ship was massive and either not moving at all, or moving very slowly, since I never felt the boat rocking and stuff. The boat was interesting because it had a beach on it, with real sand and palm trees and the sand went all the way under the ocean water so you could swim in the ream sea if you wanted to. There was a main area with a bar and stuff, then there was a slightly narrower place with tables near the walls that lead into a eating area with what I think was another bar, there was also a nightclub opposite the eating area, after that was alot of stairs and stuff that I didn't focus on sadly.

The whole mission I was on was pretty short lived, we basically got our guns, shot at some people and started a little fight in which we ended up ending and just talking to the guys. Then I lost my gun after that.

After the ship I somehow got teleported into a parking lot where I was walking with my friends uncle and he found a pearl ring which he then showed to me.
I lost lucidicity here since I couldn't determine what the pearl would look like and that took all of my thought.

Had Dream about a pen that never ran out of ink and some other stuff. Tried to recall some more, but I quickly forgot it.

Had a bit of a dry spell with recall, and since my dreams weren't that interesting, I forced myself to make a dream journal for today. It's pretty short...

Dream about trees and how done don't smell when they're cut down

Then there then I was on a cruise ship with a shit load of old people
Who also were like disgusting looking old

Playing on a minecraft server (dream) and we're doing stuff to make money
Then this one guy starts killing everyone else cause he's rich with money and I try to go after him with a sword to kill him but it turns out he can fly and I can not.

I feel like the last one could be symbolism for how the rich are so wealthy that they are untouchable by others. No matter what they do to you, you can't do anything to them. Also the minecraft world is symbolism for how everything was built from the ground up .

"Whoever fights monsters should see to it that in the process he does not become a monster. And if you gaze long enough into an abyss, the abyss will gaze back into you."

I get home from school and my dad brings out an old puppet that he says is decently creepy. This worries my sister a little bit but I am quite curious what he will bring out.
First he brings out the body which is in a blue puffy costume, like a clown outfit, and it starts to walk around on it's own a little and that makes me sister gasp in surprise, but I'm laughing at how awkward it looks while trying to walk around.

Then my dad finds the head of the puppet and right when he puts the head on the puppet changes completely and I have a feeling that the puppet is all wrong. My sister is already gone, and my dad disappeared somewhere but I hear my sister screaming. The puppet's body becomes very skinny and long and black, I don't know what it's face was like, or even the back of it's head for some reason, even in the dream I couldn't see it correctly.

Right when it gets it's head it changes it's movements as well and I keep forgetting that the puppet is actually a puppet and not a real human, and every time I remember that its a puppet I get very surprised. It starts talking but I have no idea what it was saying, I don't think it was even words, just the feeling of it talking and it's general calm composure. The screaming at this point gets higher pitched.

My dream ends when it's dancing around for some reason and I hug it to show that I accept it as a person and that I'm not afraid of it. But right when I do the live face of the puppet becomes dull and his hand that is hugging me and patting me on the back feels cold and dead, like a piece of porcelain being hit against my bones. That horrified me and woke me up for quite some time.

At the end I couldn't hear anything except for screaming and the knocking of the cold hand against me.

"You can't always get what you want" -Rolling Stones

At 8:30 I had a nightmare and used the structure of the dream to make me lucid. I was put on a roller coaster ride and I thought this would be a great time to try my dream goal of swimming with those whale things. So I went on the cart and went through the slightly creepy ride until I saw a giant pool of water in a giant cave. I tried to spawn a whale in the water but instead it spawned a T.Rex which wanted to eat me. It came out of the ground at the bottom of the huge pool and swam up to get to me. While it was coming for me some heavy metal rock started to play.
When it got to me I already grew tired of trying to erase it using my mind and started to tear apart its face with my hands. The flesh was a easy to rip texture but slightly slimy like raw chicken. The inside of its mouth was very shiny but pink like the inside of anyone's mouth.

It was interesting since while I was tearing it apart I kept adding more teeth to the dinosaur so at one point it had teeth on the inside of its cheeks.

"Somethin about those little pillz unreal the thrillz they yield until they kill a million brain cells." -Green Velvet

The dream was about a drug that we were supposed to monitor cause we were narcotics and astronauts (totally not related other than I kept having flashbacks about being in space). The drugs were hidden inside a rubber ball that didn't bounce, and the drug itself looked like a chewable tablet and had the name of the drug maker on it in big letters that were a different color from the tablet.
First one of the people on my team got excited since he recognized the drug makers name and took the drug and passed out, then I was curious and took the drug as well. The only effect it had was that my vision was blurry.I spit it out quickly since I was starting to pass out as well. When I spit it out it turned into some long red thing that looked almost like a plastic transformer (the toy).