Mah Journal

I was supposedly around my neighbourhood, though there was little resemblance. I was walking down to the QU, and I think I was with someone. We passed this whole other strange neighbourhood. It was quaint, but at the same time really shabby, and it had a really unpleasant vibe. There was a fork in the road that went up a hill, and on all the properties were rickety white wooden townhouses. They were like giant shacks. The paint was torn and peeled away on most of the houses, and the white made it look dirtier than it should have been. The town looked so grungy.

I kept walking south along a sidewalk. Eventually we were walking by massive fields covered with bright green grass. Most of the landscape was empty, save for the few wires and poles here and there. It was like a rural highway, but somehow this was just by my urban neighbourhood.

I eventually ditched whoever my accompanist was, and decided to return from my pointless journey to the QU. I walked back up to the fork in the road. I passed some people along the way, and they had a horribly negative vibe. I walked as quickly as I could. Though it was bright daylight, I was in fear of this odd town. I noticed that all the people were completely silent, which seemed really strange to me.

I decided to make my way down a narrow alleyway between two grungy white townhouses. Apparently this was a shortcut, though I have no idea where it could have led. Then there were two people at the entrance, and I pushed past then, bumping one of their shoulders. They were all girls, maybe 2 or 3 of them. I looked back and said,

"Sorry! I didn't mean to bump you like that!"

All of the sudden they took an aggressive stance. They seemed like they were going to pounce on me. Then I realized that it must have been because I had talked; perhaps that's why the rest of the people in the town were silent.

"Sorry! I didn't mean to talk either!"

At this point I just turned and ran as fast as I could. I was struggling to run, as in all dreams. But then, as I came to a barrier, I realized I had some strange other powers.

I had come to a wire fence. I ran up to it and threw myself against it, knowing my pursuers were close behind. As I was looking through it, the wire vanished from my vision because it was so close to my eyes. Then, with some odd sort of telekinetic willpower, I managed to "push" my body right through the fence. I looked back, and they were still after me. I had no idea how they would get over that fence; I felt that they didn't have those same powers, but at the same time, I knew they would somehow overcome it and still yet chase me down.

I was running all across this dreamland, trying to escape. I wasn't so fearful now with my new powers; it was almost fun. I remember running across giant fields, massive deserts, at one point I was at some icy tundra near a frozen pond and some frozen cattails emerging from it.

The last of the adventure was when I reached a little cottage-like house in the middle of nowhere. I went right up to the door and pressed my face against it. It was a little harder to phase into the other side. Unlike the fence, this was a solid object. As I pressed my face forward, I projected my eyes' focus forward, hoping it would somehow penetrate the thick wooden door. I felt a sort of pushing motion in my head, and suddenly I could see through to the other side. I willed my whole body through, and felt the door sort of warp as I fell through.

I ran up the wooden stairs. The whole house was just wooden, a polished dark brown. Here yet was another door to get out again, and I phased through it too. Then the dream ended.

I was at some random place with ST. He was trying to convince me to hang out with him for some reason. I told him fine. Nothing else happened, but I wondered why he would care to ask me.

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I was in some dungeon/cathedral-like stone building, in the corner of a stairwell. I had brought this random dun colored horse there, and it was hitched to the wall. I was trying to do something to it, but the dream faded.

I was at school. I had walked into class late. I knew somehow that I had just been in a meeting with the guidance councillor. I then realized I had walked into class without the guidance slip. I told the teacher I had forgotten to get one but I could go get it. I think the teacher was Mr. C.; he nodded and let me go get the slip.

I was outside at some random park with a bunch of people. We were all smoking in a circle. At one point I was trying to light something with a clear orange lighter, but I was so dazed and confused that I had no idea if I was doing it right. I kept checking if I was trying to press down on the correct side of the lighter and if I was pointing it in the proper direction. I eventually threw that lighter away and grabbed for another, until someone offered to help me.

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I was at some sort of camp thing. I was at a table in a large windowed room with CL and some others from my class. The room was small and completely lit as everything including the ceilings was a window and it was sunny outside.

We seemed to have just finished eating. We all got up and walked out the back of the building down some wooden stairs and into a forest. Then it ended.

I was looking at a table. There were packs of mushrooms, presumably magic mushrooms, in blister packs as if they'd been bought from the dollar store. I picked one up and started trying to open it. I knew that they had been bought for me by my mom for some reason.

I was lucid. I was in some random park outside in the daytime. I immediately thought of some of the dream goals I had. One of them was to create a Katamari Damacy dream, and I decided to try it. I ran over the woodchips to some random pieces of the playground. I grabbed a piece out of the ground and started rolling it around. I went over some of the smaller pieces and they collected. It was starting to get big when all of the sudden the pieces, to my disappointment, stopped sticking together. I tried pushing them back together but they wouldn't merge.

At some point I had given up and decided to try something else. I think I flew away at one point. I then decided I should try to make an epic battle, and I tried to throw fireballs at some random guy. Unfortunately, it failed, and my dream faded.

Can't remember what I was dreaming about, but I know that I woke up from a dream into another dream. At some point I became lucid and was flying around.

I was in a dream, and I randomly became lucid. I was standing in the middle of a random open area with a few trees. It was snowy, and the sky was grey. I scream "CLAIRTY!" a few times and rubbed and clapped my hands together. When I looked around, I was just stunned. Everything seemed so real and vivid. I touched a few objects, and it felt so strangely sensual.

I had totally forgotten about any dream goals I had, but I was trying to remember them. I decided I should start by getting away from this area. I tried to jump up and fly but it didn't work. Then I spotted a giant fallen over tree. I decided I could use it as a broomstick like in Harry Potter. I hopped on to it, and then I was flying on a giant dead tree.

Steering the thing was quite a task. It was really hard to balance on it. Eventually my dream faded.

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I was at summer camp like I used to go to when I was younger. We were lined up against the wall of that gym and the counsellors were doing something. We were all wearing the orange uniform shirt and waiting for something to happen. I looked around and saw ZA and JU among all the orange shirts. I was really confused as I thought they were too old to go to camp by now. I wanted to go talk to JU but something was holding me back.

Suddenly I turned around, and this gorgeous guy was standing in front of me and smiling down at me. He had tanned skin (really tanned, the only thing I objected) and brown hair that swooped over his brown eyes. He randomly took hold of my hand, and I went right along with it.

Then we were randomly in some forest area on some sort of trail. We were climbing a huge wooden staircase that went up this cliff. The random guy was still with me the whole way. At some point I started making out with him, and he grabbed me and carried me up the stairs. Then the dream ended.

I was outside the back door of the school, sitting with AD. I had my plastic water bottle out, and AD was just sitting beside me. Then Mr. C. was standing at the door, and I felt that I should hide the water bottle. I put it beside me out of his view. Then AD grabbed it and shoved it under some towel or something that she had. Then all of the sudden she randomly whipped it out and tried to find somewhere else to hide it. Mr. C. then saw it and grabbed it. He didn't really realize what it was till he actually looked closely at it. I was thinking "shit shit shit shit shit!", but all he did was look at it and laugh, and then throw it away. I sighed with relief. I knew he probably wouldn't really care.

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I was at some party, with NE. We randomly started making out at some point. He wanted to touch my boobs, and he said something like "Oh god I'm such a pervert," but I said, "it's alright, just do it, it feels good!".

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I was going to my first class of the morning, which was apparently gym. I was in some old shack-like building. The whole room was wooden and had a dim glowing lighted atmosphere. I saw down at some desk (even though it was gym) and realized I had forgotten to change.

At some point we were then outside, and I was trying to decide if I should run back and quickly change or not.

Apparently me and my family had once again moved houses. This time it was some random apartment building near my old area. I was really sad; I hated the pain of moving, and I didn't feel at home at this new place. I had thought that we would stay in my old place for a long time.

At some point I was in what was apparently my room. There was a giant window that let in the daylight, and I saw other houses and trees and streets. AM was there. Apparently there was some sort of party, and I started getting ready to go to it.

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I was texting DO something. Apparently she had brought her phone to some camp she was going to, but I had expected she wouldn't, though I tried texting her anyways. We talked about ST and some other random stuff.

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I had some sort of job or something, and was at some random street corner with a tall glass building. There was some promiscuous girl there. We were flirting for a while and I traded numbers with her.

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I was at some party, seemingly DO's party, but it was ending and my mom and DO's mom were there, along with some other random people. I think DO wanted to watch a movie or something.

I eventually went into this other room, seemingly someone's bedroom. I was looking around, and I noticed that there were two blue chickens walking around. One of them was bigger and missing a beak. A smaller one was there, with beak and all. I knew that the smaller one was some sort of form of the bigger one, which is why the bigger one didn't have its beak.

I was hanging out with DO. We were apparently doing a school course together for some reason. We kept getting these massive piles of papers that had the assignments printed out on them. Her mom kept giving them to us. I kept seeing the assignments highlighted whenever we finished them.

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I was with SA and she was apparently my girlfriend.

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I was in this weird hospital like thing. I remember seeing this tan-skinned woman with black hair that was apparently a nurse. She had the greyish turquoise uniform on.

I walked over across the massive wooden room. There were random walls, almost like to create stalls, around the room. I walked to the farthest one. There, I proceeded to somehow apparently separate myself from that dimension.

The result was very strange. There was a table near me, along with a glass and a pitcher of water. When I shifted to the other "dimension", the table was lower, and the glass disappeared. I felt around me; I could still feel the table higher than I saw it. I could essentially feel the table from the other universe, but it was invisible; it was just something blocking me in mid-air. I then took the pitcher, and felt for the glass with my hand. I found it and grabbed it, and poured water into it. Next thing I knew I had a cylinder of water just floating in my hand, as if the glass was there but totally invisible.

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I was at some random street downtown in the middle of the day. There was a road that like like 5 lanes across and went in a circle around this statue. A bunch of roads branched off from it. I ran across the street because apparently I had to meet KE at BL. St. and some other street.

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I was at what was apparently school, however the place kind of resembled TR a bit. The property was massive; it was more like a camp than being at school. There was the building, and all around were people (essentially at a camp of some sort) and large lakes and green pastures and sandy beaches.

At some point I was playing some sort of game or something, and I had to get into the school. I had found this secret passageway that was a random hole in the grass but led through the roof of the school (because apparently part of it was underground, I guess).

As I discovered this passageway, I used it multiple times for my adventures around that island.

At some point there was this older bald male guy that kept following me around and staring at me. I think he had blue eyes, and he was pale skinned and fit. He worse some sort of dark green trench coat and hiking boots. He looked like some dude from an action movie who was ready to whip out a gun or something if some monsters came around.

He kept following me and attempting to flirt with me, and it was weirding me out. Somehow I ended up on this couch sitting beside TE and KY. KY was on my left, and I started flirting with him. Next thing I knew our legs were touching and he was holding my hand. He commented on something, and I decided I didn't want him anymore. Then I noticed that TE was on my left. I noticed that her eyes were a strange dark purple. She looked me flirtatiously in the eye. Next thing I knew I was making out with her. Something about it had to do with an art trade but I can't remember.

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I was in math class with Mr. CO in this random concrete room on top of a building downtown. It was a hot summer day, and everyone just wanted to chill. He wanted us to watch a movie about cars or something, but a bunch of us agreed we'd rather go outside. He wouldn't agree to going outside. Then I noticed when I looked outside that there were people playing soccer on stilts. "Look," I cried, "what the hell are they doing?!" Next thing I knew the rest of the class was looking out the nonexistent windows, as our classroom randomly didn't have a wall. Then it ended.

I was with KE. We were at ZE. We were trying to buy chips and cream soda, but we couldn't for some reason.

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I was at some winter camp thing, apparently with my class. I had brought a viola with me. There were tons of other people there; it was literally crowded. At one point I was worried about the viola being left in the middle of the winter outside, so I asked someone about it. They brought me to an area where they were being stored. I switched it out for a school viola so I could keep that one safe

I was near QW. I was trying to get home via the streetcars and busses that ran along down there, but I couldn't figure out which ones to take. They always said they were going to a destination, but it always ended up being in the wrong direction or something.

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I was apparently at my house, though it was totally different. It was much more spacious, and all the walls were a deep purply-blue. SL was there. She had wanted me to show her this dance that I had a long time ago to the CA song. I laughed, wondering why she would care to see that, but decided I would try to remember the dance.

I searched for the music, but couldn't find it. When I used Youtube it would just randomly change to other songs. My itunes library somehow didn't have the song, and nor did the CD I had used for the CD player or my mp3. I sighed and told her that I gave up on finding the song.

I did, however, show her a random makeshift flamenco dancer costume. Lying on the floor was a red corset with black lace trim (not part of a dancer's costume, I know, but it was there >.> ), a red and black flamenco skirt, flamenco heels, and fishnet stockings. I showed them to her and told her that I had made the corset. Then it ended.

I was at my place, with KE. Apparently I was supposed to have a lot of my friends over, but only she had come so far. She wanted to use the computer. I was surprised she still didn't know how to turn it on; I turned on the computer, monitor, and speaker for her and walked off to my room.

Suddenly I looked into my moms room, and KE was there. The room was totally different. The walls were yellow, the trim pristine white, and there was a strong daytime atmosphere inside.

Then I looked at my phone. I kept getting these weird texts. They all had to do with smoking. For some reason the font was always in blue. I got three separate texts; they were all inviting me to smoke with someone or something.

I told KE, and somehow this made us embark on a random journey. Next thing I knew I was entering this coliseum-like building. There were these security guards we had to bypass without being seen, and we had to get to the other side of this big outdoor clearing.

Suddenly we were on a playground that resembled the one at RA Park. There were the swinging monkey bars and the rest of the other types of monkey bars. I was playing grounders with some random people, and I climbed up to the top so they couldn't reach me.

Then I was randomly in some street that was flooded with water. It seemed like an old town; everything was a little wooden shack. This town was strange; the people were very strange. At one point I was swimming around, and there was this older japanese geisha woman walking around. She kept saying about how she was a healer woman and owned a healing store. She said something about she always knew who swam in the street waters without a tampon because she always put the name of the person in very small writing on the tampon. Then it occurred to me that I had my period, and that this woman might be mad since I wasn't wearing a tampon.

I went up to her and asked if I could have one. She led me inside her medicine shop. An old lady with greying hair sat quietly at a table sipping some tea. I think there was a man too. The geisha, who I now noticed was wearing a pink kimono, handed me a bag of tampons. I thought my name would be written on one because of her earlier threat, but to my surprise it wasn't. I grabbed one and went to the bathroom, and then woke up.

I was on a bus. I think I was with someone else, maybe Mrs. M? We were trying to get to this theme park, but we couldn't figure out which bus was the right one. After we had hopped on the AN bus, we decided to get off at JA St.

Don't really remember what happened after that, but we ended up at the theme park, which happened to be a massive water park. I remember everything being painted blue.

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I was helping out at some ranch. MA was there, and she was instructing me. First we had to carry piles of hay to the barn. We were carrying them down a path off of KE St. and into HP.

When we got to the barn, we went inside and put them down. We had to divide each bale in half. I ripped mine apart messily, but MA had a nice clean cut one. She looked at mine and then decided she should show me how she did it. The bales were wrapped odd so that they had ropes going down the middle of each face. She took it and cut it with the rope (but the rope was more like a piece of long grass) and it made a perfect clean cut.

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I was in some random log cabin. There was a nice fireplace, and all the furniture was wood. I was dressed up like I was going to a funeral; I had a long black dress on, black gloves, and a black hat. I was picking out scraps of material from somewhere. Next thing I knew I had a rainbow of scraps the were stuck to my hat, almost like a veil. For some reason I was cutting them down the middle with scissors.

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I was outside of my apartment complex. Apparently new tenants had moved in. There was a fairly scruffy looking man who was lean, middle aged, and with greying hair, and a guy around my age with brown hair.

I went inside, and me and the guy were in the stairwell. I think we had conversed or something; I had evidently done something to impress him. Next thing I knew I was making out with him. At first it seemed kind of wrong for some reason, but I settled into it.

Then we went upstairs to their apartment. The older man was inviting me to sleep over. Apparently he wanted to talk about philosophy or something. As I looked around, I realized the room had white walls, navy blue carpet, and was littered with random beds and sleeping bags. There was a brown sleeping bag lain out for me. I looked at the guy, but he showed no emotion. I didn't think it was the best idea, so I backed out of it. Then it ended.