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We were in the beach playing this game my mind made up.

So what you did in the game is you have a water balloon and there's hoops and a person stands under it.

The balloons are super fragile also and I remember recording part of it and texting my friend.

+ tennis with the (tennis) stars: I want to play them too but I end up collecting the balls for them, good deal for them they get to play and I end up chasing the balls. At first just a few, then a torrent of balls from out of their pockets.

We go to the corner (of TV park? by the bike rack) and eat: I rise off a bowl of tortilla chips and pour out the water and put it down for everyone to eat

The tennis is happening also in a room of a small house/cabin. A guy comes pounding on the door and gets upset when I don't answer it right away.

+ (maybe follow up scene of above dream) my son is talking to people outside of his bedroom window, he opens it widely and leans out. I want to see who he's talking to, so I climb up and lean out, too. There is a HUGE crowd of English-speaking tourists walking by, most college student age. They're sort of mulling around outside the window on the sidewalk and the street, about 100 people at least. I'm thinking I should offer them tourist suggestions, but I can't think of anything to say. My son is saying that the sports here is not worth watching but I say no that's crap, they should definitely go to a (tennis?) sports event.

+ I find myself (waking up?) lying with my head right on the edge of an extremely tall structure of some kind. My gaze looks out over the edge and down to sparkling water very far below. That fall would definitely kill you. I check back a few times and every time I get a very strong feeling of vertigo, I notice that where I am is far above even the mountains that surround the large body of water. I think I need to get down. I start sliding down, it's like a massive inflated kids' jumping palace. On the second slide down the structure begin deflating. I'm getting closer to the ground, but the maintenance guys who are deflating the structure say "too late, you should have gotten off earlier, now you'll have to wait until 4:30am in order to get off." I think I won't have to wait since I'm so close to the ground (water?).

We're getting on a train ride with little cars filled with wool on the bottom (live sheep?), we're heading to the ghost town.

+ in the airport, in a hurry, choosing which goggles to use. Outdoors watch the launch of an air-ship (it looks like an old-time ocean schooner). sabotage/line, ships plummets out of the sky and hits the ground in a second, all the people on board bounce up from the shock in to the air and back down onto the ship, many are killed.

The guy (young blonde boy?) who did the sabotage is then opening some (small plane?) with two young people lying down lengthwise in the tube, a guy and a girl? The bad guy (shoots a poison dart?) and one of the young people dies, looks very dead.

I'm in a house, I walk by a hallway table where I see a bunch of packages/papers addressed to me. I clearly recognize my mother's handwriting (in pink). They're frantically searching for me. They've left their phone number as "130", which I "recognize" as the local emergency number. Why would they do that and not be here? I have a sense of dread that I need to get out of here as soon as possible, this is not my house, maybe it's the poisoning boy. My work laptop is here and I want to get it, I'm not even fully dressed but I sense that I must get out right now.

Then the little blonde boy comes in and I'm dodging tiny little poison darts (that look like dental GUM sticks). I run for the front door, I go through one door then reach the front door, it's locked. The front wall of the house is a glass wall [DREAM SIGN]. There is a large force outside, many cars, here to take down the evil boy. I'm running along the glass wall to the right, trying to think of some way to break out. I think the people outside can easily break through with one of their cars. I see some people outside and I'm trying to sign/gesture communicate to them to break the glass. I write out the letters to "Break the glass" with my finger on the glass using backwards lettering so they can "read" it.

They do bring a car and break the glass but it's in an area that already had a few doors to the outside, I say "well I feel stupid" for not noticing them. Then I and my rescuers are in a little floral garden (with posters of watermelons?), they're critiquing the esthetics of the garden, saying it's typical of that boy.

later:

+ running to car in parking lot with laptop, convertible the top is down I'm evading some (bad guys?), throw the laptop in the back and think I'll raise the roof automatically. Can't get out of the parking lot because I must pay the attendant $41.50, trying to get change right with the attendant and the machine.

+ Some kind of intervention meeting. The subject is some wild hippy old guy who's approaching and singing some kind of nonsense song. girl with swirly pink birthmark skin all over. people slowly file out. I lie down next to the girl, my head next to hers, and I massage her scalp with my fingers, she says she likes that. There is a bed there and the girl is on it now, I check out to the hallway there is an older man there who heads down the stairs, leaving us along. I decide to have some fun with the girl who is still on the bed

Spoiler for kind of sexy-time:

She's wearing a skirt and sitting on the bed, I pick up her legs and spread them far apart, her skirt is out of the way and I have an awesome view of her panty-covered (ahem). I look away and back, she's still in that position, I look closer trying to see underneath the panties, see a little bit under the side, and think about going in for oral.

+ outside with a dark-skinned girl. She's swinging something around like a whip and I (help?) her. I'm walking with her and I'm feeling attracted to her. I'm standing close, should I move to kiss her? She tells me something and touches my arm with her hand while doing so. I should definitely kiss her! But she moves to return to where we came from and the moment is lost, and I follow her there.

At some sort of stadium. There is a fire burning in the distance and I watch it. Somehow then I'm with a group of young people and there is some sort of game going on, I can't remember much more than that.
Then I'm walking down the side of a football pitch inside the stadium and thinking what a long way the walk is, although actually it's not that far. i get to the other side, go through a door and then i'm in a garden. I'm setting up a tent, I don't like where it is so I pick it up and move it somewhere else then I'm happy with the position and think about starting to set up the inside of the tent so I can go to sleep.

I scribbled a few notes about another dream - something about having a meal in a pub but can't remember any more about it now.

First dream

It was on fields behind my house. We were playing football with random people. It was a PE lesson. I was unusually good and used some dirty tricks. People got suspicious, and started to use tricks themselves. With good enough teamwork, we managed to win the match 2:0 When it was over, we went to showers in a building close to the fields, and went to change our clothes to my barn.

Second dream

There was a strange conspiracy. I watched view from hidden camera in my toilet. There were politicians, discussing matters most important for the world. I switched the cameras a few times, to see what other people are doing. I can't recall what I seen, but in the end I went back to politicians. They agreed to form a union, but only if ask of them would wear sexy women underwear They did it and went away.

Third dream

I was in a shop. There was a pretty checkout assistant - a brunette woman. I bought some bread and mineral water, and she charged me for 220.25 I took money from my wallet and paid. Money had weird value, like 180, and there were strange crowns on them. The woman was a bit angry that I played with money, not using a credit card.

I had the most depressing dream ever last night and I just have to record it.

My sister committed suicide. I was torn up. I couldn't stop crying. I was SO devastated. My parents were devastated to but they didn't seem as upset as me. I was just.. I don't know how to describe it. The feeling was AWFUL. Crying, crying, and more crying. I woke up still feeling the sadness.

It felt SO real that when I woke up I still felt like something was wrong, so I got in touch with her(she seemed ok). This dream made me realize that I don't know what I'd do if she died, I'd just be torn to pieces.

Last night I had a dream that I was in a hotel visiting some freinds, after I made sure they were all settled in I headed to my own room. As I was in the hallway I saw him, next thing I know something is biting me. I then scurry to my room and pass out on the bed. Whenever I wakeup he's in the room, sitting on a chair. Understandably I begin to freak out and practically jump out of the bed. I'm extremely weak and covered in a cold sweat. He tries to calm me down but I pass out from fatigue. I wakeup again and I'm not in my room but some sort of master bedroom. He's in the room talking to what looks like a very old doctor. The doctor asks why he didn't speed up the process and he replies, "She begged me not to kill her, I couldn't bring myself to do it." The soctor shakes his head and leaves. He whispers in my ear," I'm sorry." An my body is engulfed in gut wrenching pain that feels as if every bone in my body is being broken at once. I see flashes of blue and purple. Then I wake up.

P.S. Dreaming of being bitten means there are secrets in my life. Pain means I could have physically been experiencing it in my sleep. Blue and purple mean healing and spiritual growth.

Ice cream + screen time @ 2200
Bed @ 2230 /w half melatonin
Fell asleep around 2300

jobn, leaves, mail, twitter, keyboard, annoyance with team over not understanding about configuration file
museum
trouble driving around airport

Being understood
I'm on a conference call with my team. As usual, I'm working while listening with one ear. I'm trying to configure a piece of software, but it's a bit of a trial-and-error process, and it takes a while to restart the software between each trial. I realize that the configuration file I'm looking at actually includes another file, and it's this second file that defines most of the unchanging configuration options. I can make a duplicate copy of the first file and run a second instance of the software with it, yet have both instances be configured mostly the same. No one has spoken for a while, so I start to tell the team about what I've found, but my scrum master starts talking just after I do. I stop, wondering if I'm on mute, but I'm not. Once she's done, I start trying to say it again, but again she starts to talk over me. This time I just keep going and she eventually relents. My team lead asks me a couple of questions about it, but it's clear he has no idea what I'm talking about. I'm annoyed with all of them - this is important, and they just don't get it!

Now I'm chatting with John. First, we commiserate about people not understanding us, then I describe the time saving configuration options I found.

Now I'm at his house, waist deep in leaves, typing as though the leaves in front of me are my keyboard. John is watching me, and I know he's good enough that he can figure out what I'm typing without any problem. He's one of a tiny handful that can; not only am I a fast typist, but since I used the Dvorak layout, even other fast typists wouldn't be able to make heads or tails of what I'm typing. I realize my hands dipped under the leaves for a moment, so I say the word he missed out loud, confident that he'll understand me.

Now it's time for him to go deliver the mail, so we're walking up the walkway to his house. He suggests that we communicate over Twitter while he's gone. I don't like the idea, but he says that last time we used <software> and he lost the chat log, and Twitter is a permanent record of the conversation. I relent, saying we'll give it a try.


Finding Pappaw
I'm downstairs with the kids. They ask where Pappaw is, and I say that I think he was going to take a shower. I shush them and listen closely, and I can hear water running. I point out the sound to them. Now I'm upstairs walking along the hallway. I'm struck by how clean it is - there's not a single thing on the floor. I intend to walk to the master bedroom at the end of the hallway, but as I pass my room I notice that the door is half-closed. I look inside to see two very large women packing my stuff. I know it'll be time to head home soon, but why are they helping? One of them, standing in my closet, says something to me.


Airport road
I'm with someone else, driving on the access roads at an airport. We're currently on a road that goes around a rather steep hill. My driver makes a left, going downhill to the next ring. Now we're out of the car, which has fallen between road rings. We weren't hurt, but we're getting away from it. Who knows how long it'll b e until it slips down and crashes into something.


Odd museum
I'm with my family at a museum of odd stuff. We're in the middle of a long drive, and we saw the museum in a traveler's guide and thought it would be a nice place to break the monotony. The guide described it as being small, but what it left out was that the first couple of rooms were free, and then you had to pay to see the rest. We don't want to stay for long, and we don't want to pay, so we just wander the free area looking at the oddball stuff. Now we're walking through the parking lot.

19/2/16:
Dream 1: I was at my house with some friends and we were playing around with a mini basketball. We had a little hoop set up on the wall and we were playing around lightheartedly 2v2. I got the ball and managed to jump up and dunk, brushing the roof as I did so. They all seemed pretty impressed with that. The game stopped as someone went off to get pizza so I went on a computer. A few ads for Samsung and stuff popped up and it looked suspiciously like a virus, so I went to my mum and asked her if she had downloaded anything recently. She seemed to be in denial but I thought she had.

Dream 2: The dream started with a film like showing of a ship travelling around to a small island evading destruction by an enemy ship. When they landed however the crew was only around a dozen and the inhabitants of the island killed them. It then zoomed forward to the present where my brother and I were going to be part of the replacement crew. We were waiting at the dockyards with a hundred or so other guys when the ship pulled up and all of these escorts came tumbling out. One of them wound her way over to my brother and I and started talking with us. She seemed to have a great sense of humour and connected with my brother well. They planned to go off together but I had an inkling, given what happened before, that the escorts would end up killing us all. I told this to my brother but he shrugged it off and explained he was willing to take the risk. They went off and I'm not sure what happened to them.

Fragment: I made some joke online and people from Beijing, which pissed off one of my friends who was from there until she realized it was a joke.

The dream started with me walking into a classroom knowing that I was late. There were maybe 5 students in the room with a teacher at the front, and they were all standing around a circular table. Suddenly Daredevil and Electra are fighting eachother while everyone else watched.

I'm skipping a chunk of the dream to the part that stood out to me the most. I was at a school made for unique people with special abilities. My cousin was present and had mentioned to me in the halls how she was somehow going to persuade a teacher to like her. I decided to leave her alone and walked around until I stumbled upon a lucid dreamer guy who was talking about how his lucid dreaming was way beyond others and how his schedule or something like that helped him.

I walked away from him because he was getting a bit over his head. Suddenly someone who I believed to have a past with walked up to me. I was telling them that they didn't have to cross paths with me again if that wasn't what they wanted. Than I was starting to doubt what I said. I realized it was wrong so I shook my head and told them to go on without me.

Afterwards creatures were released into the school. It became an emergency situation but one where our true abilities would show. Two small shadows were flying around and so I decided to change them. I put my hands in the air and called out "love burst!". Suddenly flowers/frilly stuff flew into the air.

It was working at first but than somehow my powers backfired and we were trapped in colorful taffy. The good creatures told me not to worry about it though.

I was dreaming that me and two woman were exploring an exoplanet with mostly water and we were climbing on some rock trying to find our way across. There was no life on the rock but in the water I spotted a lot of different sized fish. I became very excited and let her know. eventually we became aware of some other living thing that could potentially be a apex predator and then I woke up.

This was a fun non-lucid dream.

My recall begins as I am hosting a party in Las Vegas for some old friends. We've set up a private game of blackjack. After a while, someone gets upset and accuses the blackjack dealer of cheating. They look to me to resolve the issue. I say it shouldn't matter because no one was gambling with real money. But it turns out my friends were.

I restart the party. But now, it seems to be like a computer game, controlled through a screen interface. The object of the game is to host a successful party, which mostly means giving away free drinks from a beer keg. The first few game levels are short and each adds a new element. I finish the first few. Now, in addition to drinks, I can offer appetizers and set up attractions like a blackjack table.

But after a few levels, I get stuck. I realize that an important wrinkle to the game is to arrange the attractions around the venue so that people can move freely. If too many partygoers get stuck tying to get through a door or waiting for a drink, they lose interest and leave. Now learning this, I decide to start over from the beginning and plan the layout of each party better.

Everything restarts once again. But now, it seems I am hosting each party in person, not via a computer screen. It's still a game though, and I play through a few levels as before, but with better planning that leads to higher satisfaction for the guests. The levels jump around from Las Vegas, Los Angeles, San Diego, and San Francisco. For each level, I marvel at the outdoor views of the city. I appreciate the amount of detail that went into simulating each city. But after a few levels, I learn that this "game" is played in the real world. It's not a simulation. The cities are real; that's why the views look so accurate. The guests are real people and they choose to participate in the game mostly for the free drinks, but also to meet celebrities. That's a new element introduced in the later levels. You can invite celebrities, but they have more demanding needs to accommodate. And so, the game builds on its complexity.

The game is getting harder, but not more fun. It's increasingly about pleasing the celebrities. And since they are real, they have ulterior motives for participating in my game. They want women and drugs and easy money by cheating at the gambling games. And they'll ruin the party for others at the slightest slight. I start to regret getting involved in the first place.

2.18.16

5am-1pm shift yesterday. Nap most of the afternoon and night. Dream recalled just before 4am.

(This one was few days ago: I'm on some tour in North Korea. We walk around and have some meals. The tour guide is suspucious of me because apparently that is my second consecutive tour and they think I'm a spy)

Today:
DR 1:
I am living on a top floor of a scryscraper. Some residents are talking in a hallway about safety. Somehow we find out that they cut corners while building the structure and someone said they inspected the part that is still under construction and there are parts of walls and support structures missing. The building can crumble at any moment. I feel the urgency and me and my mom start packing.

We make it to the ground. I look up at the cloudy night sky and I can see the unfinished part of the building starts to shake and buckle. I yell "look it's coming down" and parts of it are starting to rain down. I see people holding on to it while falling. Now I am one of the falling ones. We ar really high up and I'm liking it. My stomach starts to feel like on a roller coaster and I'm enjoying the fall. I wonder if I will finally hit the ground, as I never do in any of my lucid falls (this was non-lucid).

There was lot more details in the building and on the ground before and after this, but they are all so vague.

I'm talking to someone, I think it's AURON. Looking at some readouts from my dream stats. There is one line of text in blue, looking like a URL link. I say "oh ok, it's blue, looks like I was lucid then, when I "went" to fall with others, because I love falling."

DR 2:

There is a body of water with some monster keeping hostages on some floating structure. The traffic is closed off nearby so police can take care of this.

I'm sitting in a huge orange/yellow construction truck and I aim it straight down an almost vertical slope heading for the water. Some of my friends does some magic and makes the slope slippery with snow and ice. I gun it and drive the truck in the water. I poke a tiny needle hole into the monster and he slowly deflates.

DR 3:

I'm at the airport carrying people in my cab. With another cabbie we decide to take some passenger and his luggage.

North Korea got tricked into making Kim Jong un not president and someone else became president and killed Kim jong un

We moved into the house next to ours and new people moved into our old house and it was dark outside and in the new house there was like a big black wall of blanket, I also remember standing on my road looking at my house from an angle