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First Dream in my Dream Journal

- Tiffani (from college) sitting down on floor

- Motorcycles

I did WILD, stabilized and flew around a bit looking for Hogwarts before teleporting successfully to just outside the Great Hall.
I went in with a small group of other first years and went to sit on the stool to get sorted first. Just as the hat fell over my eyes I saw the crest of Slytherin in the blackness and the hat said, "Slytherin!" but I'm not sure if it was out loud. I wanted to make sure so I asked it, "Slytherin, are you sure?" because I know it comes with a bad rep. It told me that that was its choice but it was ultimately up to me. I didn't really know so I was happy with Slytherin.
I took the hat off and went over to my table. Hogwarts was different now though, after the revolution with Voldemort and everything. The houses weren't as set against each other and people could sit at other tables if they wanted to. Fred and George came over to sit with me.
Across the hall I could see a group of first years who hadn't been sorted and someone told me that Hogwarts was now taking squibs and teaching them stuff too.

Whenever I am playing a video game in a dream:

If it is a computer game, I am almost completely immersed in the game reality that I forget about anything else around me (unless I'm talking to someone before I started playing and while playing). Aion and Sims 3 has always been a complete immersion/seperate dream since I can remember.

If it is a console video game (on TV) I am usually a little less immersed in it's reality. The visuals of the dream are only the game reality (in 3D and peripheral vision etc), but I think I still acknowledge the living room if I want to. I hear voices around me as well if anyone is speaking. If the dream is hazier that usual, the game completely turns into another dream, no matter the kind of game.

Perhaps this could indicate how the brain works when playing games or watching television?


Also I've noticed that I seem to associate a type of a kind of comfortable (not sure how to describe) wealth with the colour red, and the material of wood or marble, as I have many mansion or wealthy building dreams with red carpet or people with red outfits and dark wooden walls etc.

10/19/11

I decided to take a small nap at around 11:48 AM to wake at 12:50 PM. I do wake up at the time, but I forgot to GET UP TO GO TO MY BIOLOGY AND MY PSYCHOLOGY CLASS. I end up waking at like 3:40ish PM.

Good thing there wasn’t anything useful to learn for those classes, and they don’t take attendance most of the time in college

Anyway, I’m in Cypress Lakes High School. I’m sitting near the door to go to the gym locker. Apparently I was thinking about some girl that said to “hug me” before when I was a sophomore or junior in that school. Then I see the AP English teacher I had for that school with a clipboard.



I wasn’t aware, but that felt weird. I think she was writing a report to that same girl who was near the boys and girls locker room. She took her inside one of the locker rooms and disappeared.



Then I go walk to get to my other class. I felt kinda of slow walking, but I eventually walked like normal. Then out of Nowhere pops BEYONCE! (She had her hair tied back)



I can only recall her wearing some white top with probably a black dress. She says something about “I can’t believe your back!” And smiles like this

She offers her hand to do a handshake, and I’m still feeling weird about this.



But she grabs it and we go upstairs in the some section of the school. People were looking at us, and she was bragging on how much of friends we were, and I was convincing these people that we weren’t because I was still worried about this event.

Anyway, we were doing random things, like running around the top floor of the building and stuff. Then I realized I had to get back to my class in the dream, but not the class in waking life. I started panicking, but I figured I could ask her to write me a pass. A desk appeared and she was like sure, and asked the class name and teacher. I couldn’t remember, I was stuttering, after that I woke up. Now to get to my other class.

Fragments:
I was in my little town walking through the streets. I went into a white 80's style house and walked into a bedroom. Inside I found a crouching A^Roxxor. The dreams skips and I find myself in my mom's room saying I am not aloud to talk or hang out with A^Roxxor anymore. "He is 18, and you're 14! You cannot talk to that bad person anymore!" I stomp into my room and A^Roxxor magically pop out of the bedroom doorway, saying, "It's okay.. I understand.."

Then:
I get a text message from a person saying, "IT'S OVER!"

Somehow I only remembered just now what these dreams were. I've forgotten them earlier and was convinced that they were probably hazy, but I guess before I was just a little stressed (I was at school) to remember clearly. Today's dreams and yesterday's dreams were actually pretty vivid, as vivid as they usually are for moi. I'm only going to post today's dreams though. Two dreams had to do with pets and animals.

I am in my parents' bedroom, on the top floor of my house. The window is open, and the window net thing is also open. Both cats are in the room - Leeroy especially is very curious about the window. I recall the window being completely open before (in real life) and I am not afraid that the cats will run away onto the (flat) rooftop because they didn't last time. I simply watch them in humour. Then a small finch kind of bird flies in through the window and flies around in circles in the bedroom, disoriented. Suddenly my mom appears in the room with me, and I think to myself that we should let the cats eat this bird (since we have a pet bird that the cats keep trying to hunt). Then the thought comes into mind that maybe once they eat this bird, they'll want to eat Jerry (my pet bird) even more! My mom agrees (even though I was only thinking that, not speaking it aloud, but I didn't question it). My mom is silent and motionless, as if all decisions fall on me. I decide to just let the cats run around the room trying to catch the bird - because it is fun to watch and because they would definitely enjoy eating it (I thought that in almost those exact words). Then I have a short worried thought that the bird will lure the cats to go chase it outside the window, but I let those worries drift away from my optimistic mind. I continue to enjoy watching my cats chase, or now rather watch the bird fly around the room.

--- Side note: I noticed that having a thought inside a dream is much more vivid than having a thought in real life. In real life, the physical is obviously as vivid and realistic as it gets, and thoughts that you have also do bring images and scenarios to be imagined and sort of partly experienced by and through your mind, but don't feel as vivid as they may in a dream. When you have a thought in a dream, I notice that the images and scenarios that are imagined because of the thought are much more vivid in dream reality than real reality... sometimes just as vivid as the physical reality of the dream, that objects appear/disappear/shape-shift/change and that you jump in the dream to another fragment of the dream. After some thinking and theorizing, I have come to the conclusion that because a dream occurs in the mind and not in real physical reality, and because everything in the dream, including the dreamscape, objects, people, and thoughts, are all created by your mind in close frequencies, it makes it seem like the thoughts/imaginations you have in the dream are more vivid than in real life because you compare them with the physicality of the dream that is also created by your mind... If that makes sense. In real life, the frequency of real physical objects are very different from the frequency of your thoughts.

I also theorize that in a vivid lucid dream, by utilizing more of your conscious mind, you are able to convince your mind that the physicality of the dream is or can be just as real as the physicality of real life, and thus make it so. This second theory is not yet concluded on since I have not experienced enough lucid dreams to observe and learn enough to create a theory.

Yes, I do create a lot of theories about everything. This means I also over-analyze things in real life, however all of this analyzing and theorizing simply causes me to have a better understanding of how the mind and psychology of people works. (I don't theorize about scientific laws or whatever, only that which I can personally experience... Like dreams and thought and actions/reactions of other human beings! ) Okay well back to the dreams now.

---->The next dream was possibly the strangest one I have had in a long long while. It has to do with sexual themes, so just a warning, don't read this if you do not want to know.

I am at my old school, Fielding Drive P.S. There is a lot of the dream that is on the edge of my mind right now, but I can't pin it down, so I will just write down the fragment of the dream that I can remember clearly. I am in the junior computer lab. There is a bald teacher there, and I have just walked into the room, having a question to ask him which I either wasn't sure what the question was in the dream or just forgot it now. I am holding some school stuff, like maybe a binder or some paper, in my hand. I am at the door furthest from the exit of the junior hallway of the school. The teacher doesn't seem to acknowledge me walking in. He is not asking me what I am doing here, just continuing to sit at his computer playing card computer games or something. I realize that he is waiting for me to talk, even though he is not making eye contact with me or anything like that. I am hesitant to say anything because this is really strange. I don't think I say anything. After a while of standing there, I have the dirty thought that maybe he was watching porn before I came in, and quickly switched to playing computer games when he heard the door open. I ponder this thought, thinking if it's really realistic, and here is another proof of my theory by the way, the dream hazily sort of jumps between me walking back out the door, and then walking back in through the other door, the door closest to the exit door of the school and the teacher, walking in on the teacher that has become a cat but not really a cat licking it's erection. And then I start fapping as if I was watching cat porn really... odd.

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The other dream that I remember felt like it had to do with zip-lining or running some sort of course... It's a very hazy memory that I have of this. I'm with a group of people, some I recognize as friends, and some I just don't know at all, or are guides or other participants in this course. My brother is there too, and he is with some of his friends. We walk into the indoor part of the course. It is a mansion. With red carpet, and everything looks very rich. There are rich business people in the room mingling. At this point I think we all forget somehow that this was a zip-lining course. We enjoy the refreshments, and there is a bonfire somewhere, and an area of the room with the continued zip-lining course. I mingle with some of the rich business people. There was a problem and I was discussing possible solutions with them and I forget completely what this problem or solution was, but it had to do with business probably. Then I move onto the course. There is a complication with the next zip-line, where the pulley that is already on the wire doesn't go back unless the person on the other side of the zip-line sends it back to you or something. It is above a fire or something really dangerous that will kill you if you let go, and there are no harnesses in this zip-line. It is still in the mansion, and you can still see the room from here. The rich business people are upset that we will break something. I use the zip-line, get to the other side, and so does my brother. Some people die for unknown reasons. I think I kill someone, or maybe just feel like I killed someone. The blame goes on me anyway. I don't feel guilty, I accept the deaths as the reality of life and the dream and I think other people do too. The corpses immediately and unnoticeably vanish upon this acceptance. There's some more legal complications or whatever, but I was unaffected. Then more stuff happened that is on the brink of my mind.

Oh yes. Before we are at the part of the dream above, we are at my house, in the living room. My brother and I are talking, and I have two blankets laid out downstairs for me to sleep on because I sometimes sleep in the living room. Two of my brother's friends take to the couch, cover themselves with the blankets and go to sleep. It is not nighttime. I get angry that they are using my blankets, and express this anger slightly at my brother. Mostly, I am thinking if they will notice the possible smell of the blankets (?). They don't seem to notice anything. Then I go hang out downstairs with my brother, then his friends wake up, suddenly the dream seamlessly shifts to being at Mark's Work Wearhouse and then shifts to being back at home, chatting in the small walk-in hallway place of my house, and then playing a video game that combines Spyro, another game I played only in another dream I had a while ago, and Final Fantasy XII, in the mine cave area near the start of the game. My dream is immersed into this game, I am inside the game reality while hearing the roaring voices of my brother and his friends, and my quieter voice chatting back with them. More stuff happened that I can only feel the feeling/frequency of rather than exactly pinpoint what happened. I think at one point I was in danger of dying possibly because my brothers' friends' stupid mistake and my brother gets mad at them or something I don't know.

Yes, odd dreams today I know.

I remember having a dream last night about something I had to do, and was pretty anxious about it. Now that I'm awake I can't remember what the thing I needed to do was, only that it was important and I was spending a great deal of mental energy trying to get it done.

Then, just as I was surfacing from the dream, something really strange happened. I had a hypnopompic hallucination, but I was fully aware of what it was while it was happening. The other weird thing is I think my eyes were open at the time it happened. I tried to turn the hallucination into a LD but it was so abstract. I kept seeing what looked like an old LCD screen with a grey backdrop in front of my eyes, with the faces of pixelized bears. Once I realized I was having a dream/hallucination, I tried to change what was happening. All I could manage was to make small black ripples appear in the LCD-like surface with my mind. Finally, after being essentially paralyzed but not scared, I woke up.

i was in some football field. my german teacher was there making a kids stand up trees. but these trees you could shoot massive arrows from them. i watched the arrows and wanted to shoot one. but i walked away from all that and was now floating down a ricer. i was in a little canoe and this other girl was on a float thing. we were going down the river fast but the river was on a highway. it seemed the highway flooded or something. we floated for a while untill it started getting fast and i was pretty scared since i hate rivers lol i jumped out of the boat and swam to the side. i then noticed that girl was gone so i swam back and couldnt find her then i looked under water. there she was stuck in a red car. i knew i had to save her so i dove under water and pulled out some keys i tryed to unlock the door but i ran out of breath so i swam back towards the surface i then dove back down. i saw her face and hoe scared she look. i carefully put the key int the lock and turned it. i then woke up.....i guess i will never know if i ever saved her

Much the same as last night, I stayed up too late, and so I fell asleep too quickly to effectively MILD. I was just starting on the re-envision step when I fell asleep...never getting to the reinforce step. As such I didn't lucid dream or have great recall.

1) I was in Israel, with some random people. That's all I can remember for sure.

Dream Signs: being around people, being somewhere without remembering how I got there

In one dream I was sitting at the computer on youtube and it began to show things I got on often. A bunch of porn popped up and I automatically new it had to be my sister's. I left the computer.

In this one the farthest back I can remember is I was sitting on a bus seat and my sister pulled my phone out of my pocket. I took it back. Then I remember Somehow ending up in some place that looked like the back of a school. It was kinda like an alley and a backyard at the same time, it was night time. All the kids ( and i mean all the kids) there were wearing a jacket that I owned. So I put that jacket on Because it apparently was cool now. I ended up in a kfc. That had a teleporter to someones living room I think I might've used a few times. Then someguy parked his green truck in the restaurant and asked if he could get insurance for his ruined vehicle. I dont remember anything after that.
I feel like I remembered quite alot.:D

I remember small peices...I think I saw my niece. Took too long to DJ so I forgot whatever I dreamed about.

I found myself in the passenger seat of someone I know at my school. He was about my age. We were driving somewhere and we talked about strange things such as chemtrails and UFOS "I swear, those UFOS are legit!" he said. Eventually we got out of the car, there was a chemtrail in the sky I pointed to it and said "See! thats not normal smoke! Smoke would just vanish!" Then all of a sudden I heard what sounded like fireworks. We witnesses a bunch of smoke like bombs being launched into the air and as the smoke vanished I said "See! Just like that!" Then all of a sudden the dream seemed to have shifted but the plot did not change. Somehow we were in a mall, and it seems like those bombs earlier came from some sort of movie by Disney. It was apparently on a giant screen.

I was with the same guy and everything. We went closer to the screen and saw there was a game based off this Disney movie that was playing right now. (I don't remember if this Disney movie in my dream was a actually a real one or just something unique that was in my dream). The game however was played on an arcade machine, but the graphics of the game did not look arcade like at all, they were next gen so to speak.

The game was in first person, I do not know who we controlled but the character in the game was on some sort of pirate ship. And I remember there being a giant yellow worm like creature. All of a sudden my mom appeared out of nowhere behind us. She said hello to me and all that. She notices that the person I am with has cigarets. She says "Why are you hanging out with someone like this" And I said "I didn't even notice he had cigarets because I was focused on the game" She believed me. (At this point this guy I am with seems to have vanished). My mom then tells me to follow her. She takes me to this office place. She goes to a certain part of the office. She goes through a door. I did not follow her through for some reason.


There was this lady at the desk on the left side on the other side of the door. She sees my mom walking by. Then she looks behind her and sees me on the other side of the door. She picks up the phone and I hear her say "We got a problem here" scared, I went to look at the other part of the office. (This is when things get weird or stupid) Now I take what appears to be some sort of chap stick for lips and try to put it on but it was not in any container to hold it(Just the substance alone) so I tried to apply this to my lips but for some odd reason I end up eating it somehow.

It was stuck in my mouth. It was very sticky and I found it very hard to spit it out. I tried spitting it out in a trash can but not much came out. Then after a few minutes of trying to spit this nasty stuff out. This guy who I assume is the person that lady on the other side of that door my mom walked through called. The man started to follow me menacing like. The funny thing is that he looks like a taller version of somebody ELSE I know at my school. (Other words. There were two people that I knew from real life that appeared in my dream) I heard somebody say that I could get help by imagining a girl and then spit and she would appear (strange right?).

The problem was is I could barely spit because of this sticky stuff in my mouth. So as this man was trying to get to me I was trying to follow the advice of summoning this girl. The man following me walked slowly towards me. I managed to spit some of the red stuff out but this mysterious girl I was supposed to summon didn't appear. Then...BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP (Alarm clock) and I woke up to go to school.

This dream started out as a random search on a website. I was just browsing it at first, but then I spotted someone who was related to someone that I was looking for. I observed what they did and said, and became quite jealous. I ended up finding the person I was looking for, but never being able to actually talk to them (basically what goes on irl). Anyway, at some point, the "website" aspect of it went away (though it was more like floating around images and such, kind of cool), and I ended up in what looked to be a mix between my brother and sister's rooms at my dad's house. They (the person I was looking for) was there as well, and we had a long chat (which is rare) about things. I learned about their crappy past with others that I'd been jealous of, and while I know it wasn't real, it was nice to finally get something out of them (even in a dream). Then an odd thing happened where they left for a moment and some guy comes in and starts attacking me. Except I suddenly gain monstrous strength and beat the crap out of them. And then my dad makes a cameo appearance as I toss said guy into his room where he sits on an armchair and watches TV, and that was the end of that.

Prior to sleeping I did hours of RC's and stretching/reading. I fell asleep almost immediately, squeezing in a few more RC's before I lost consciousness.

I remember only one dream and it's hard to tell exactly when it occurred, but it seemed early on. I immediately performed an RC (holding my nose) and discovered I was dreaming. I must have gotten too excited, because I half-awoke immediately, but managed to stay relatively still, perform a quick RC, and slid back into my dream.

After my second failed RC I tried to anchor myself. I thought to hold my hands in front of my face, but my arms were heavy and my hands barely resembled themselves, shifting/melting into darkness. I yelled at them to "stay", but my visual slipped into darkness and control/memory was quickly lost.

I awoke and attempted WILD's a few times in the morning, but did not have any success.

The first dream: I was standing in my room although, it didn't look familiar to me I knew it was mine. Skylar was there in front of me(she's my ex.) We were talking she reached down a picked up a laptop from her bag, and I grabbed mine from my nightstand. We lay down on the bed together and she said "I can't believe my dad didn't mind me sleeping in the same bed as you while I stay here". I said " Yeah, I know right?" I couldn't help but smile the whole time. soon we were just talking and browsing the internet, and I hugged her. She pretended not to notice but instead just smiled. That was fine with me. She wasn't rejecting me as I would have expected(She's dating someone). This dream went on for what I feel like was hours. Eventually somebody had called me and it woke me up. I didn't wake up till the ringing was almost done and I didn't have time to answer it. I fell back asleep and I was right back in the same dream. There was a certain awareness about it then. I knew it was a dream but, I had no reason to change anything. I was perfectly happy with the way it was. Sadly my phone rang again a few minutes later and completely woke me up. This dream really made me remember just how much I loved her.

The second dream: Karissa (my older sister), Sam, and I were at Vortex Springs and we were swimming when an announcement came on saying that there would be a race soon for some reason I was chosen to race Karissa's car but, I wasn't actually driving I instead had a remote control. So we were out on the road and the race had just started. We were riding on the top of a truck where I could see the car but, didn't have to be inside it. We stayed just close enough to the car to see. We started the race the near the back pack of the cars but, after awhile we were near the front. I lost control of the car and it got stuck in some mud. We got it out and continued forward a little farther where I again went off the side of the road and the car rolled down a small cliff side and was totaled. We walked up to the car and were watching it burn when Karissa decided that we needed to get stuff out of it. She gave us several orders on what we should pick out of the car when we heard several popping sounds and then part of the car had a small explosion. After that she decided we should just leave.
And that was the end of the dream session. It was an interesting night. ^.^