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Friday, July 8th

I. Music Dream Fragment

I dreamt of playing music again, it may have been another theater type thing. All I remember about the performance is the act of playing itself. I am backstage and changing clothes for some reason. My nudity feels weird and somebody comes in the door behind me causing me to cover myself with some large medieval looking fur. A.J.R comes in and congratulates E.G. Either part or all of the dream took place in a castle or mansion of some kind, I remember large and decorated hallways.

I need to get my recall back up.

Came across a cool article a couple months back about how to go from a ld to obe. I have done this indirectly but have been pursuing ld's full time im going to try a few of these methods and post if i turn up any thing. The writter presents three methods in which the practioner can achieve a obe from ld Link is Below. namaste.



Out of Body Experiences, Astral Projection Travel from Lucid Dreams

This attempt is better, but i once again, jerked after trying to not move at all.

So, I'm trying to MILD using Steven Laberge's method. Every day I am doing excercises to improve my prospective memory. When possible with scedule I try to wake up in the night first, then use a mantra of "the next time I'm dreaming I want to remember its a dream" or something like that. Really understanding the meaning though, not just an empty mantra. Then Visualizing myself becoming lucid using dreamsigns from the previous dream. I plan to record my progress on here. Tried doing it twice last night but fell asleep first at 3 am, and couldnt get back to sleep at 930.

DREAM
I am at my old elementary school and am walking outside the doors to the soccer field with the entire highschool rugby team. We're going to a tournament. Its winter, and the snow is very deep, and we are all wearing heavy warm clothing. My snowpants are orange and I have some sort of parka on. Its like were a military unit in arctic exercise. Its difficult to walk but I have my legs kindof spread out and Im moving without really doing anything. Suddenly its not winter anymore and there is grass that has been cut with patches left behind from not overlapping the lawn mower, and its about a meter high. Jesse from middleschool jumps out of the tall grass and tries to run away, but our coach runs him down and catches him. I am walking with him now at the front of the group, and more people from middle/highschool are behind us. We are talking about something that I can't remember, but I remember he pulls a gun on me. Its a toy gun, but I still disarm him and am about to flip him but decide not to because its obviously fake. He talks about bullying Jaime, and how he kicked him in the face. He kicks high in the air to demonstrate. We get to a school and we are on the side of it on some grass. There are other teams wearing soccer jerseys waiting there on the grass. We do a chant like the Hakka. Left leg forward and place it out on an angle. Same with right leg. Same with Left leg. Scoop up your guts from the ground and try to sell them for a decent price. Something about defeating your enemy? Or was it scoop up your guts and keep going? I wish I remembered for sure it was pretty messed up hahaha.

I am talking to James about how I haven't played rugby in two years. I say that I don't have my mouthguard and don't know what to do and he replies "I don't know man." Hes not likely to play rugby so its odd that he is here. I am very nervous to play and don't have my mouthguard but I line up anyway because a big part of me wants to do it, and I think it will be a great time if I don't lose any teeth or anything.

Wake up
At the same time at 930 I tried doing a WILD with the MILD but gave up because I often go for 45 mins without noticing any sleep paralysis or anything at all. I usually can't sleep after trying WILD so probably reduced my chances of MILD because you need to sleep for that! No lucids, but interesting dream at least.

I was walking around the school trying to find my shoes, a typical o crap I went to school in my underwear dream to me. I was walking past people wondering why they didnt question me on the matter. I realized wait this is one of my dream signs and common dream themes. I stabalized the dream. I then wanted to go to space, so I flew through the ceiling to another sceanery. I was in a big watery cave with a hole in the ground leading to another section of the cave, the was a place i was in two dreams ago I thought. I jumped through the hole and into the water below know that if I landed in the wrong spot I would get impaled, feel very realistic pain and wake up. I landed just fine face to fave with the under water spikes attached to a machine. I saw a machine that was as tall as watery cave chamber. It was clear with orange ont he sides as if a big futuristic super computer. The dream ended.

7/8/2011

Talking Non-Lucid Lucid

I was in school yet again. A few students and I were waiting for the rest of the class to finish their exam. They decided to put it off until now while we finished it very early. After everyone was done, we were going somewhere. I had trouble walking, but I don’t know if I was lucid or not.

I was walking in a crossed-legged way, and decided that a simple solution would be to walk backwards. After walking backwards for a while, I walk properly and turn around to continue to my destination. I saw another dream character that I know in real life. In middle school, he was a big fan of Michael Jackson and liked to sing, but he was just labeled as a poser.

Maybe that’s why he was manifested, because when I was walking backwards for a while, my mind probably thought of the Moonwalk lol.

Then I’m in the cafeteria, I believe it’s like the one at Mayde Creek High School, but I was hanging out with my friends I used to sit at for lunch in a round table. The most prominent DC’s I saw at this table was an Asian girl I knew named Jennifer and Rebecca. (These girls were in the top ten of Morton Ranch High School). I believe I was eating some chicken nuggets with BBQ sauce, and I was just alone with Rebecca, and she was telling me a few things, but I couldn’t remember.

Then I think Jenny and the rest of these characters I didn’t know came in. Then suddenly, a friend that I haven’t talked to that much named Kevin sitting next to me. He was talking to these girls at the same roundtable and was greeting himself I believe. I decided to tell him that he’s got some suave, but he didn’t reply. He was wearing braces I think and had his goatee as well.

Then I’m in this other scene where it is night at school and everyone is leaving from some event. Then as I’m walking towards the vehicle to wait for my parents, I see Michael Jackson. Some girl I knew in my AP Human Geography class and Spanish 3 Pre-AP class was holding his left arm.

I didn’t really think about it, but I realized that manifestation was just portraying people’s limited scope of who Michael Jackson really was. I guess it was just my mind creating him to be one taking girls 17-18 years old.

They were going into a gray and shiny Ford truck I believe and there was a skull with a yellow-ish tint on it and was in flames. It was like a decoration for the truck. The truck was backing up, and I heard some man whose voice was very recognizable to me was screaming at his children to watch out for the truck backing up. His name was Ellsworth, and he’s one of my father’s friends.

His son that had a twin was disproportionate. He looked a little bit on the huge side and was moving towards the truck. Then it disappear, and he did the expression where he bobbed his head forward and arms backwards, as if he was going to say, “What what, I ain’t afraid of you” expression.

That’s all I remember, I thought I didn’t have any dreams when someone woke me up. But after just relaxing and listening to some music, I recollected what I could.

This dream was short (I need to work on my recall), and frustrating --I accomplished the beginner TOTM but it was non-lucid.

I was in my house, sitting on the couch, when my cousins dropped by. Given that they live roughly 90 minutes away, this was a little odd. One of my youngest cousins proclaimed that he needed to do a trick--pen spinning, and promptly searched the house for suitable pen, long and heavy. After finally settling on a black pen from the local UPS store, he showcased a repertoire of tricks which was quite impressive.

Not to be outdone, an older cousin started spinning ten objects at once. His props looked somewhat like 6-inch tapered cylinders, about 1/2 inch thick, of shiny dark metal. After failing, this older cousin decided to try his hand at cup-stacking, and produced a mind-boggling display with about 20 cups (and no table to set the cups on ).

Going down to the basement, which houses my piano, I decided to try to learn by ear some wedding music of a friend who is getting married. The music turned out to be an odd compilation of Audio Adrenaline, but in the punk-rock style. I played it on my piano, and, being a musician, it sounded like a normal piano--nothing out of the ordinary (except that it was in tune). This was the beginning TOTM, but I wasn't lucid.

The dream skipped to the wedding, where apparently I was supposed to play, and did not have any music (I had forgotten it at home). After getting extremely worried, and talking to the groom, who was lounging about with no apparent concern, I woke up.

Tonight I had two long dreams. I woke up after the first one, wrote down some key words to make sure I remember it, and went back to sleep. It's been crazy hot lately, with temperatures in my apartment going up to 27-28 in the evenings, so I'm sleeping without covers on nowdays. It's just too hot.

Anyway, the first dream was essentially my brain creating a new episode of Dr House. I was taken to a prison where I was set to step in for a drug abusing ego-centric doctor who was currently in rehab. I remember making snide remarks about this to someone, but there wasn't anyone there whom I recognize. I don't even remember seeing any faces, just that there were actually people there. Apparently, I was to take care of two patients whom had been making the life of the previous doctor a living hell. I decided to give them some of their own medicine and put my desk outside of their cells and started making constant, annoying noises in order to frustrate them. Eventually we ended up in a shouting match, which I seem to recall winning. Either that, or someone walked in and told us to stop. Not sure of which. I woke up after that.

The second dream started with me arriving somewhere with a bag of alcohol. There was a bottle of bacardi in there, 4 of my favourite ciders and I think there was something to mix the bacardi with aswell, but I'm not sure of that. I'm certain about the ciders and the bacardi, though. Then the dream suddenly transitioned into me being a lion. I don't remember much after that, but I remember that something happened, and that I had to go back somewhere, and passed by the bag of alcohol from before that I had apparently dropped.

Weird, I've been dreaming a lot of dreams lately where I am different things. This is probably the first similarity I've noticed between dreams. Interesting!

Tonight I had terrible recall but here goes nothing. I remember very little of one dream only. I was with my friend Brendan and we went to a weird version of holiday market where I bought something and accidentally bought cigarettes even though I'm too young. After that we ran up a hill made of broken plastic and we were trying to get back to my house and one direction there was a trampoline slide into my neighbors house and I don't know the other way. ):

I'm in my middle school again. I'm in gym class. We are in our lines. This girl behind me is whispering something to me. She says "float on the clouds". I can't hear her well. I thought she was saying she liked me or something.
-Don't remember-
I'm at this concert. The concert is on a huge TV. I hear some music I like. I'm walking around trying to find someone I know. There is a couple rows of seats and cars filled with people circle around the seats. The cars were old cars. People are crowded into their cars. I don't see anyone I know. I try to find a seat to watch the concert. Every time I ask someone they say the seat is taken. I'm not talking about trying to get in someone's car but in the row of seats. Then this one guy says to me " You need a seat?" "yeah" I replied. He showed me to an empty seat. The guy sat next to me. We started talking. He asked what school I go to. I told him I go to a k-8 which is odd because I'm actually a high schooler. Then i heard an announcer say that this is a pay per view. And told everyone to thank my mom. I turn my head and finally found her.
-dr-
Now I'm at the middle school again. I'm volunteering.I hear the bell ring and I panic I thought I was late for German class. I ran to the attendance office where. Actually had to go to volunteer. I got a name tag. And then I went to help out at the gym. I see my high school principle there. She has longer hair. I go on a computer go on dv forums and see someone posted "Float on the clouds". Was it her?
-dr-

i woke up about half 8 and went bk to bed about half 9, i started using WILD technique and ended up falling straight into a dream that i was going along with, i can remember running away from some sort of flying robots and then i was up on top of a very high roof and had to climb down, i started to get the fear of hights at this point but before i knew it i was on the ground. just as i turned around there was a DC i did not recognise and he was pissed. at this point i started walking backwards and tried to do a RC but my finger did not go through my hand, and the closer he got the more i wanted my RC to work. just as he got to me i stopped the RC and he threw a punch, i stepped out the way of the punch and hut him with a left jab followed by a straight right which sent him spinning into the air. at this point i was very lucid and then i was suddenly out the back of my primary school where i saw a tree and ran straight towards it, as i took three big running steps up the tree i jumped and flew straight up but as i got to the top of the tree i grabbed the branches and let them spring me back down, i was now out the front of the school and decided to fly to the other side of the playground where there was a big ballard type thing on top of the wall and thought to myself im going to kick that right off the wall, and just as i got to it i kicked it right off the top and it landed halfway down the road.

note: this has been the first time i have flew properly but it was like i was picturing myself ahead of where i was and then i was suddenly there looking back at myself catching up to where i was.

this has been the most i have managed to do in a LUCID dream so far

07-07-11 I am at a bridge somewhere, it is raining heavilly and I am with a couple of people. One of them is a black man who apparently likes to play football. At the bridge he is greeted by the coach of one of the teams, it comes to my attention that one of his personality traits is ”luck” (like the sims) and for that he is prone to fortuitious events occuring to him. In the rain and darkness he slowly turns his head to one side. I am expecting to find a tatoo that will indicate that he has been in the same army unit as the coach greeting us. I don't find it, but due to his personality trait the coach påerceives it and asks him to join the game, not as in watching it but actually playing it. We somehow communicate with one of our white mates (Not that skincolour is important to the plot of the dream, though I am trying to identify if I have any colturally inherited biases from my parrents, who would be described as borderline racists, hence I try and pay attention to these clues when I can) who is a mixture of happy and pissed off that this particular guy always get these opportunities.
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I am in Hornslet, in the street where the baker and old bar is. I am with my parrents and agin it is raining. We are packing up tents. I have a silent battle with my dad about who is better at this particular task, though I sense no hostility.

Notes: Though I don't remember how I turn lucid in the latter dream it is possible that it is a further development from one of the above. They all share the dark rainy atmosphere, though I don't remember which occured first. I do however remember a period of wakefulness in the morning, where I think about how long I have to sleep before I have to wake up to go traveling. It is possible that I have done a DEILD without really trying it, though I did repeat my MILD mantra in the morning wqhile awake. I also did this prior to falling asleep, though not with much ferocity.

08-07-11 I am lying in the bed, much as I am in waking life. I am moving slightly closer to ida until she starts laughing at me. The reason she starts laughing is because I apparently am making hand movements playing with my erect penis. It take me a while to wake up from this seing as I have dreamt about her and I tell her this and the fact that I haven't actually know I have been doing it. She laughs a bit more. And tells me I am doing it again. I have no idea and asks her if she is sure. She is. She decides that it is better to just come closer to me and lie in a spoon, which I am really happy about, I start stroking her body all over and notice that she is really soft, also I wonder why she isn't wearing a top, cause I am sure she weant to bed without one. I am happy cause I dared not ask this, due to ilness and was not sure I would be coming on too strong.
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I am in the same room and there is a brunette next to me, I believe it is ida, though as soon as we precede with the rather rough intercourse I believe it to be Anna from my study.
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I am with a blonde in a bed, she doesn't really wanna fool around, but end up wanting to give me a blowjob. She does so while the door to the room is open. I am not really feeling anything and wonder if I can get time to ”help her out” while she is not around. She ends up goong over to the door to close it a bit or at least look out and see if there is any immediate danger of us getting noticed. She thinks not. I notice it is Per Engholm standing outside and he is discussing with my granddad on the mothers side, who appears to be the hotel manager. I see him later fully dressed in a referee's outfit and he is gonna brandish out a couple of yellow cards to my gran as he has done something super illegal. This gives me time to get my blow job resumed, though as it turns out I aint all that up for it anymore.

I remember proving that I could fly by proving that I was in a dream. The dream characters looked at me funny and then I wasn't me at all anymore.

Some kid waiting for a bus on campus. Bus arrives, kid gets on and seeing his dad, goes and sits next to him. The father has killed three neighborhood rabbits, and the ten-year-old boy is trying to justify their deaths. He can't.

I always used to imagine fighting. I never won, as a kid i culden't even control my imagination. No power in my imaginary fists.


last hour of sleep

I'm sitting at some kid i used to hang around with 4 years ago. I'm playing playstation. Really enjoying it 2. Thinking of getting one of these myself. A tad later i'm trying to get to sleep. I had a blanket and i'm sleeping right in front of the door. Some guy thomas was also there nd he started fighting me. I fight back a little but there's something wrong. He's blocking off all my kicks like a trained boxers and my fists have absolutely no power. I get annoyed.

Earlier a dream involved DV forums. I'm pretty sure it was a dream because some avatars where missing..

This dream happened in October 2010.

I realised that I was dreaming but it wasn't lucid.

I was walking with my friend down the street around the park when I saw this girl who went to Saint Angela's Secondary and she was hot.

I tried a move and she rejected me. meh.

Then me and my friend walked around to a bank when 3 guys stole my hat and started throwing it around like it was piggie in the middle.

I got angry and started beating them up. There was a fat kid laughing and my mate that I was with choked him out, he was choking on his blood. LOL that fat kid made me laugh.

The other guys ran away and said they wanted to fight at 1am. So me and my mate got two more guys to make it 4 on 4.

We lined up against the other guys and ran at them I got one in a full mount,one of my other mates threw one through a window, and bin was used by my droogy and the friend I was with the first time went Muay Thai and kneed them into submission.

They ran away. It was awesome I knew I had to got to school so I woke up.

I think I had that dream becuase I wanted to have a street fight it remined me of A Clockwork Orange.