Roguetta

August 21, 2am-1pm
1. Making tamalas at grandmas house
Eggplant in big pan in empty garage, tomatoes, meat, and cheese.

2. People in a world, separated onto a big mountain if rich and left down below if poor, the water below has dangerous chemicals in it. Makes people giants or destroys their bodies slowly.

August 20 3am-10am
Old home, talking with a guy who is trying to catch a bunch of thieves. The poor guy, who had some sort of white armour on and a short dark brown hair cut ruffled off to the side as though he just woke up, had been working at trying to catch these people for a while. The story he said was that the come out to thieve at night and then a dawn they manage to rush into this forested area and just disappear. It seemed to stump him how they could just be gone that fast, it amazed me that he only had around two people guarding the forest stretch that lead up a mountain. Anyway, I manage to slip past him and head into the forest where I saw an owl flying toward; after a brief bout of walking around aimlessly, I get a feeling that they are shapeshifters that turn into owls to hide in the woods. After this unique thought I see a brief owl and return home. At home I eat with my mom and the guy trying to catch the thieves, but something happens and I run outside into the night. Run toward the forest and as I jump up to fly, I do fly but slowly and with my arms flapping as wings. He chases after me and I fly up more until I turn into an owl and fly around in circles. Then as I glide around his attempts to catch me, I finally swoop down low and head to the forest. Once safe in the trees I understood now what the thieves did. They stole and then changed into owls to fly into the forest, only active at night so it wouldn't be seen as suspicious and only going out a few at a time. After realizing this I flew down to see the guard noticing a house, which I also thought odd. But it was a small one, a hut at best. He went inside and I gently nudged the door closed before flying off to my home.

　Back at my old home? at night and getting ready for bed with a little dwarf friend. It's a single bed with light sheets but a dark blanket and at the bedside that's near the wall, sits a crib with a fake baby tucked into the white sheets. I mention somethibg about not having a baby but the fake one would do just as well, my emotions or rather expressions of emotioms are more akin to a child and my friend seems not to notice or maybe it's a welcoming relief for him to see me in such a carefree mood; because mostly in waking life, I'm just fine and really nothing more. After my friend leaves I pick up a small book and read a story about The Goblin King, in this story it is referenced that he uses fangs and I quickly shut the book as I verbally deny he's a vampire or even related to that. With that out of the way, I get settled into bed more and lay on my left side to face the crib; there is also a window above the crib that gives a view of my old home, my room, window view.
　Out side of old home, just basking in the sunlight, I then gain a bit of control over my actions and jump up to fly. I flap my arms for wings and lift off the ground slowly as usual, then I realize I'm dreaming and I decide I want to reach the sky faster so I change to a superman style. This doesn't really go that past but it was fun to try, I end up on a roof.

1am-8:11am
Somewhere near current home forest, two guys and mom and dave. They had guns, I took one and shot it. They were like ha that went far and then they didn't like it, so I ran behind mom and she moved and I ran behind D but he moved. I ran back to the house and went upstairs to sit on my bed, C was on his computer when I passed him. I kept saving somehow on my phone and more than once I was close to being shot at, nobody seemed to be defending me as usual. So finally after reloading and trying to shrug it off, I realized they wanted me dead. This time I told D to tell them I'd kill myself, this seemed acceptable and they tossed a gun up to me and left. I was scared and wanted nothing more than to run away, but I decided this was what they wanted. But after actually trying once more to shoot it, by aiming at on of them when he had his back turned. I found that it wasn't loaded and they knew it. The other guy tried aiming at me with a rifle and I backed up, I was afraid. As I said I just had to message my best friend first to say hi and then bye, I found that I could only get on youtube. A first person video showed some sweets and I longingly reached for what I'd miss, as I did I understood I wasn't afraid of dying but rather losing my memories. Strangely though as my finger touched the screen, they touched the sweets and almost tipped the small dish into my world through the phone. I grabbed one and was so amazed that this was happening, I opened a bag of what was supposed to be chips and found a toy frog, and two toy geckos. I lifted the frog out of the bag and it came alive, I was so amazed that I had C come over here to look. He was less amazed but still realised how cool it was, then I put it back in the bag and it turned fake again. I did it with the geckos but they never turned back and I had to roll up the bag. This newfound power sparked something in me though, I figured if I could do this then I could go through the screen to the other side. So I called out my idea to the guys wanting to kill me and they seemed to figure it was alright. I said I'd be an entirely new person, but what I actually was thinking of was living with my best friend. So then I had to message her and get a picture, she had already sent one of three girls and a setting. I knew I just needed the setting, so I then saw she linked a photo of her in youtube comments but I couldn't see it. I didn't even know if it would work but I knew I had to set some rules straight, first of all I told my brother my phone had to be unused after my departure and actually that you should give it mom and let her destroy it with a hammer. One of the guys came in and asked if that was really necessary, greedy fuck, he wanted to keep the phone. But I insisted, saying it was like a way of trapping the soul and I guess I didn't want to walk back out again somehow. So then he gets up here and starts sifting through my stuff, looking at stuff in my drawing notebooks. I want to say I stopped drawing cause I wasn't very good at it, but at glance to the drawings and I decided that was bullshit. I saw drawings I'd never done before in real life and at that moment I only slightly noticed it. So the dream ends with me waiting on a message from my best friend and feeling glad I'll be able to be nearer to her.

DREAM DETAILS:
　At the start, mom is making popcorn in a dim kitchen and it's very early morning. She has candy as well and we're going to watch a movie, but we never get to start it because outside catches our attention and we come across he men in the forest nearby.
　The men wore dark clothes that complimented their short dark hair and broad shoulders. All three were male and tall, though only two came after me.
　The first person view for the youtube video with sweets had the view of a woman sitting down, she was light skinned and crossing one leg over the other. By the look of her her legs she seemed thin but her thighs looked big under her pencil skirt. She wore heels and the room around her looked like a child inhabited it, pink walls and lush fluffy rugs. Shelves around the middle of the wall and all around the room filled with toys, panning to the right, I see a lady leaning down to look at the viewer and then we look down and see the candies looking like red drops, in a glass dish on a table to our right.
　In the youtube comments, my best friend says "look at a picture of me an sax". I wrongly interpreted it for a minute and then saw the the border above her comment which should have contained an image did not have anything except a slightly grey fuzziness like a tv.

1Am-7am
　Don't remember dreams
9am-1:30pm
　Insulted mage by making poop horse sculpture
　Taking care of fake baby that speaks in deep voice
　old home
　going through and under water tunnel
　taking a walk, old home burned down and people rushing to get out and away from burners. I take bike

August 15, 11am-1:40pm
It was a bright sunny day and for some reason I can hardly recall the beginning of the dream. But I shall write the end and so
it starts. I need a chest, or one of them and they are all near the docks leading to the ocean. Two people behind me, I manage to find a chest but in my clumsiness I knock it into the ocean. I rush after it but it's already gone, luckily I see a chest sticking out under the water and slightly trapped in the sand. I grab this one, but slip and almost fall into the ocean which is just one deep drop down. There isn't a wading place to start from, it just starts at the deep end of the pool basically and gives off the look the the dock is a cliff leading down into the dark blue depths of water. I hang onto something, I'm fairly certain it's a wooden piece of the dock and as I'm dangling I grab the side handle of the chest and fling it up and behind me like it weighed nothing. Someone behind me scatters to move away from the falling chest and then they come help me, grabbing at my hands and pulling me up just as easily as I'd tossed the chest. So why did we need the chest, well to put something inside of course. Something special, but once it's been put inside by me I don't recall what it is. I don't have time anyway, out of the water crawls something looking like a child's K'NEX toy. It latches onto my head and I rush around like mad trying to get it off, it slowly takes control of me and soon me movements are from itself and not myself. It takes me near the dock, but then a friend swoops down in a helicopter of sorts and destroys it. I hop into the helicopter and strap in, the person is Lunif or a gaming partner and nice friend in my real life. Here she wears purple and another dark colour, she takes us above earth and then back down into a city area that's being attacked by something. It seems an alien invasion is at hand, to our right we see my brother's helicopter smoking. Lunif tells him to move and asks how he's taking so many hits, he says he's waiting for the last one but instead takes her advice and starts moving out of the way. But something goes wrong and he flys lower instead of higher, we see him spinning and slowly his tailpiece comes smashing into our helicopter's bottom. It rips and shreds, we scream and the whole bottom is take off and it's truly amazing our legs aren't gone with but we pulled them up in time. The shaking of the helicopter combined with my fear and the explosions wake me up. But atleast I did feel it that time, it felt very real.

August 15, 12am-3am
At my current home, really early and it was foggy. I felt like heading out for a walk and one of my cats came with me, my big grey fluffy one I call Jeester. Walking along I saw the blue sky and wispy clouds looking like someone was breaking them apart, it felt good out though and although chilly it wasn't too cold. I wasn't actually checking the mail, I was just going out for a walk. You could still see things but the fog was like a hazy mist infront of the eyes and much to the effect of blurry just waking up vision. I went as far out as the Cul-de-sac and the fog was thicker at the end of the road, you almost couldn't see anything.

Which is why I had to look twice when I thought I saw a figure down there near the stop sign, I squinted and did see someone approaching. It felt weird though, a slightly fearful vibe came sailing toward me and once I saw my cat start running I did the same without hesitation. Didn't know who it was or if it was a male or female, but I did know the fear increased and raised my heartbeat as I neared the front door of my current home. I rushed inside and closed the screen door carefully so I knew it closed and then kinda slammed the actual door closed and locked it. I didn't see my cat inside so I assume he hid, everything inside seemed to be normal as I took a brief glance around as though whoever it was might have followed me in.

When I saw it wasn't so, I calmed a bit but still felt wary and less protected on the lower level; I went upstairs and immediately woke mom up, actually she was already partly awake and did look sleepy even in the dim light. I tried calming down and telling hear but everything came out so jumbled because I was out of breath, I guess that running really did me in. Luckily I was able to get out, through choppy and gasping sentences, that it was foggy outside and I saw someone and ran back here with Jeester.

Mom seemed slightly in disbelief, but went downstairs anyway because she had to use the bathroom. I took a seat downstairs in the living room and noticed the curtain closest to me was open but not the other one further away. I guess someone had already but up and about before me, or maybe we didn't close them.

Anyway when mom came back she mentioned how I was right, it was foggy and felt weird outside. I nodded in agreement and looked to her for what to do but she simply sat down at her desk and although my fear had subsided at this point, I had no doubt whatever was out there was still there. At this moment C had awoken and came downstairs, mom had started writing and C went to the refrigerator to grab a donut.

I wasn't aware we actually had any donuts in there, but wasn't in the mood for food anyway. I just listened as mom said we should be saving them and then she wondered if they would deliver donuts directly to the house, I think the number she had in mind was 365. I guess her plan was to stay in the house until the evil outside was gone? Despite her repeating that we should save the donuts, C still took one.

It started raining very suddenly and then D woke up, he kind of got a half explanation about what was going on when he got downstairs. But he needed to use the bathroom so he took an umbrella and went outside in the rain and I stupidly stood near the door inside and shouted at the forest that "You better not touch him! Don't you dare hurt him!" I only just realised when D came back inside that the door and walls connecting the door had turned into walls of a ten and door of a tent.

Instead of thinking on that, I focused on hurriedly zipping the now circle tent flap closed while the rain sprinkled. It actually got jammed and I almost gave up but pulled one zipper up and one zipper down, that worked but now there was a gap at the bottom where the walls should connect the floor. The pieces tying them had come undone and nobody else in the house noticed the change, so I kneeled down and started tying them together while the wall caved in slightly like the tent walls do.

Outside my cat saw and hopped on my back, further making the task difficult and further bending the tent wall in on me. One might think this would make me aggravated or annoyed but no, I simply adjusted my position and got back to work. I suppose I was feeling much more secure and confident now that everyone was awake, even if they weren't helping or seemed to care. So when I saw someone's legs and looked under the gap to see a slightly chubby lady striding toward me with a word on her shirt, I immediately didn't run but instead thought she was Athena.

She wore a skirt that went to her knees and flowed out a bit, it looked plaid but wasn't and was actually more grey. Her t-shirt was a pink colour and as she came nearer the word Athena came into view on it, I immediately felt more confident even though it looked like the A on the end was blurry as though I had put the words there. Her rounded face complimented her apple shaped body and chubby thighs did not hinder her back straight walking. Her hair was brown and not super dark but slightly dark brown, it was just past her shoulders.

When she stopped near the house, I gently pushed my cat off my back and crawled under the wall through the gap I'd been working on, to approach her. I said what my min had been running through about three or four times by now, "You're Athena aren't you?" She didn't smile because she already was but she did throw a kick my way, which surprised me and I jumped back. I might also note the rain had stopped at her appearance. I came closer and said if she wanted to fight we should do it away from the house, here or where I pointed my finger which happened to be the path leading to the shed.

She walked there and I started bouncing on my feet and put my arms up like a boxer knowing I looked quite ridiculous but really not caring at this point. Then, when I thought she was going to make a move I stopped her and said I needed to use the bathroom first. Pointing infront of the car that was pulled up near the front of the house, I said she could wait there and then we'd fight. She walked over there and then I spun back around and repeated for her to stay there until I come back, I'd be fast. I suppose I felt a little like she wasn't there and my disbelief made me think she might be gone when I come back, so after my repetition I went to the bathroom and used it very quickly.

When I came back to spot, I saw she wasn’t there and doubt came to my mind for a fleeting moment until some little ways off I saw her. Sitting down on what appeared to be a bunch of garbage, but as I came nearer I realized it must have been something like clothes, it really looked like pressed together shirts. Anyway she had a fire going, lit all around her but a small opening left open for a metal place where meat was cooking. To her right there were a many dead corpses, animals rotting in the sun and waiting for their flesh to be ripped from the bone and cooked to perfection. They mostly looked like lizards of various shapes and sizes, mainly small; though one did look like a baliwog from Oblivion’s Shivering Isles.

After a while of me admiring or rather studying the dead creatures beside her curiously, she got up and pulled a piece of the cooked meat toward herself; cutting off the top greyish part which looked to be fat, she skewed it on a knife and started eating; I saw a knife near mine and decided to copy her actions, except I also had a fork come out of nowhere so I used it. Amazed at the flavour of fish with chicken, I ate more until I had finished about a quarter of it, not much considering it was atleast larger than two of my hands side by side.

I never got to eat the rest because a noise interrupted us and we both turned our attention to the clomping sounds coming from the end of the road out of the cul-de-sac. In the distance it looked like just a blur but Athena said it was Hades, I didn’t let that worry me so much sense she was so nice I imagined he couldn’t be too bad.

But just then I also closed my eyes and saw what looked to be the top of a fanfiction story, the tags in it had Hades, OC, and The Goblin King; it was then that I started freaking out a bit and stated outloud that, that was impossible and he shouldn’t be here.

Athena started running toward the cul-de-sac and I followed after her, the whole mess around us had vanished as though it was never there to begin with and I assumed we were running from The Goblin King behind us but we were also running toward Hades which to me didn’t seem that great but Athena split off to the left anyway and in no time, I found myself trapped between two taller men. It was actually terrifying for me and as I listened to them confront each other, I realized I was the object of their raising tones and that they were arguing over who I was claimed by.

Which in any other case might have seemed funny to me, but in the position of sitting between them with my legs at the side and looking up to them I felt small and powerless. Looking up, my view was limited to their crotch which wasn’t helpful when I wanted to get up and shout in their faces. I did try to say stop but my voice seemed to be drowned out in the whirlwind of their shouting match, which sounded quite unique and almost funny considering their different voices.

However it still wasn’t pleasing to hear that I had become an object to be disputed over in terms of ownerships; my emotions here were a mix of feeling kind of safe near The Goblin King and feeling kind of frightened of what they might do especially if it turned into a physical match.

After some time of them pretty much spouting the same stuff back and forth and me just hunkering down between the small space they left and they tried to walk closer and get up in each other’s faces, I found myself briefly tied around the legs of Hades and I struggled to escape the rope bindings that had come out of nowhere to ensure my futile attempts of escape would lead to nothing.

But I found I didn’t need to struggle, for I was soon released of them; however as I crawled away I found myself bound again in the same form except to The Goblin King’s legs. It was making me feel claustrophobic, luckily it didn’t stay that way for long and once again I was released; although this time I found myself gasping slightly, I needn’t have worried what would happen if things got physical though for in the brief seconds I was released I awoke and heard their bickering no longer.

Note, The Goblin King wore grey lower garments and white shirt, brown cape, Hades wore black pants and t-shirt and he had this short curly hair that was slicked back behind his ears.

4am-6Am-7am=3+ hours of sleep
　trouble sleeping, old home and going to cave area to fight lizard lady and grab something. Hide it with D, say can't sleep and went to bed at 6am and recall walking around lady's house to policeman and him saying go home.
　walking around area with flowers with a friend, we see a woman and man walk up and I start freaking out so my friend goes to get my pills. The man is kind of a jerk, atleast he speaks of not caring or thinking me less than him. But in the end he picked me up bridal style and I was happy, saying I'd wanting this for a while. He wore black suit and had a black hat, bowler hat or short top hat. Looked like Rufus Sewell, lady wore blue dress and plain at that and dull. But the area around us was dull, the colours were dulled as soon as they approached or maybe it was my blurry vision that made it so?

August 13, 6am-10am
Somewhere in a buggy marshlands, the sun is coming up and I sit on a boat. Yeah I'm on a boat, but what's more is that the boat appears to be a miniature when moving across the water. I don't know the man directing the movements by the wheel, but I know I asked to join him on his trip and he let me. We don't talk much, I'm not too surprised his motorboat can plow through the marsh waters like the plants are nothing, I don't even know where we're going. But we stop, a little ways from a house and I'm instructed to stay in the boat. I do so and wait, waiting, waiting a while and waiting for quite some time until the sun seems to be near setting. He comes back, nothing new and no conversations. I do wonder why the boat is so large if there is only the top deck and no indication of a door to a bottom one or a storage area. But the boat starts up again and I pay no mind and we swerve left and right, there are alot of curves. We finally end back at a graveyard, the stones and white and the grass is grayed. He docks the boat near the graves and then we part and I awaken.

August 12, 6am-9am-4pm:
Was running out of money and willing to take another job, so I grabbed all my notebooks and got my phone, left through my old room window because last night I'd heard someone tapping on it. I found some weird papers scattered and figured I could figure out what they meant in a better area. So I jogged out to the road and a kind family, mother, father and son let me take a ride with them. They had no problem dropping me off at a coffee shop. Conveniently I met a girl there that pretty said I could come home with her, she had been looking to see her dad anyway. She didn't give her name but she was a teen who looked tomboyish. So I was like okay and we all bundling into that car, the parents drove us and we finally came across the girl's home. It was huge, slowly driving down the road to it we saw a bunch of red farm sheds on the opposite lot. The manor or mansion, was reddish brown and was one of those place with two long sides to it and the middle being taller than the rest. Infront of the plain fence were beautiful flowers of pink and purple clinging on by the vines they grew from. The girl said the parents could take the car around, the three of us teens got out and walked to the probably better suited word would be estate. Along the way she made it known that her family was rich and British, which I didn't think twice about but atleast for her case it seemed like they'd done a great job getting that american dream or fitting in. It even had a fountain in the middle with a path going around it to the house. However grand it seemed outside though, it lacked inside because the inside looked almost exactly like my grandma's small home. We entered into the living room and had a look around as the daughter introduced us to people there, the only one that stuck before her father was her uncle whom I saw looking like a giant melted rock on a sofa and watching tv in what would be my grandmother's guest bedroom. After that brief hello, someone else walked into the room and it happened to be her father. He happened to look like Aurelio Voltaire, which I did mention by saying he seemed like a British Voltaire. His medium length ponytail was dark and his skin an unhumanly pale pale colour that shined like in oblivion when white skin gets any light upon it, it just appears to glow. His tilted top hat was grey and his suit also along the same grey colour scheme, pulling it off lighter or darker here and there. Like the sims 3 vampire formal suit, coming from the collar and heading in an upside down V shape to create coat tails and expose the shirt underneath. The thing that amazed me as the uncle watching grumbled at us to salute and bow in greeting, was that his height was tall. Much taller than me and I would have been more frightened had the daughter not already said her family was nice, which of course why would I have any reason to doubt her? A man being handsome and standing at a height of over 6ft, while dressed very well for his lean muscle body, was really no reason for doubt. However it was a reason to be wary, the son of the family we got the ride from currently stood infront of the man of the home, as we shall call him, and faltered quite suddenly as the eyes were turned on him when he attempted a salute to the handsome giant. It was quickly returned and the daughter said this was her father, once again easily finding away around giving information you need but not the information you want like names. Honestly I was with the son, who actually looked like he was about to faint and probably for good reason considering he looked like a younger and more human version of the father, it was like he met his idol and was melting into a pile of fanboy mess. I wasn't faring any better next to him, I completely forgot the uncle's order and turned into a strange touchy, my-brain-was-replaced-with-fluttering-hearts, kind of girl. I awkwardly bumped into him and then felt excited but also shameful when I mumbled a sorry for poking at his clothes. He was actually really pleasant though, I guess he'd dealt with his fair share of girls and maybe boys becoming blubbering imbeciles when confronted with his looks. However the mood was quickly ruined when the uncle said now we just had to meet the mother, which I immediately felt worse about and I'm fairly certain our little quivering fanboy had just gone into shock upon hearing such news. What was strangest though was the daughter's outburst of "what!?" she seemed truly shocked and outraged that her father had a wife, which in his defense would seem criminal to let such good looks go to waste on petty fans who'd much rather drool on him than listen to him speak. I might add that he seemed the quiet intelligent one whose looks more often than not obstruct the view to his brain. He didn't look sternly at her, but instead he seemed content to smile as he crossed his arms over his chest and turned to leave as though he'd gotten a wife to spite her. I couldn't help myself it seems and sort of hopped infront of his path to say that he really shouldn't use such white makeup on his skin, and that he'd look much better with a dulled greyer look instead of luminescent white. I guess I spoke out of turn because he gave me an annoyed look and walked off to the kitchen. The three of us went into the living room and crowded around one chair that the daughter had taken to sit and think in. I said I didn't want her to take it badly but her dad was kind of handsome in my eyes, she didn't respond though so I just left and went toward the kitchen. Coming over to the area, I overheard a conversation between the father and someone else. He was saying how the other one should stop changing his form and that he didn't want to frighten his guests or increase the reputation of being pretty much a rapist. I was amazed at this new information and saw that indeed his friend had changed into a green blob monster thing, but they saw me and I walked away as he told the other one to change back. I didn't really know what to do, it seemed nobody here was human I guess? Which made me wonder briefly about what happened to fanboy's parents because I hadn't seen them. With this new knowledge, I decided to head into the kitchen and figure out anything I could about this guy's wife. I did so when they left of course, then I casually made my way over to the lit area to find pots boiling away and nobody watching over them. I looked in the freezer and saw bread, I wasn't sure what was in my pot but something triggered a thought in my head. That her father was the wife, that he took on a female form every so often in order to make people believe such stuff. It actually made sense to me but I also had a thought that fanboy's had probably been eaten. Then as I was crossing over to the living room to tell my friends, I noted the father coming our way and then I awoke.

6am-10am:
Current home, not exactly morning but it's dark like clouded sky and mom and C are leaving. So I'd guess around 8am? just with massive clouds. Mom is the last one out the door and she sees D eatibg cookies, I specifically put some in a two bags to be saved for mom and C but D was being a jerk and eating them. So after mom lightly scolds him and I make a remark of how he eats everything, I then go and put the remaining cookies in mom's pack and suggest she take them with her. Then mom leaves and D and I are alone, eventually we hear something outside so I go to check on it and find nothing. We hear more noises and find it strange, pretty much the entire time before mom comes home is feeled with weird noises. Then when she comes home I see message written in sand on our porch, mom denies they say anything and I pretty much am the opposite. Yet when I tried to read them I couldn't, it just seemed like a jumble of letters. So I ruled that out, but then a new neighbor came over and said hi. He gave off a weird vibe, not much happened after that and I woke up.

August 9th
1. 9am-12Pm
Acting, movie, finished and then red bike and the body change and then now guy on red bike is dad. The other actors leave and I stay, old home, outside they left two animals to drown so I get them out. Mom, not mom comes and says I shouldn't be riding them. See something moving, run with animals and it's a bomb. Animals die, we're in the middle of a war on front current home running from russians and she tosses me a gun. I say aim high so we do a good job of picking them off from a building on our front lot. They guys behind us are like, viva la whatever cause we need their help and they shoots back. Then all is quiet for a while and then I die and then body changes to his brother, who narroration says supports everything and refuses to say he's one gender but we assume he's male. He has a fuck ton of musical instruments, lots of flutes in rainbow colours. So then he's like, don't touch that flute! Grabs it, and tosses it. I don't really need it anyway. Shoot down copter with bombs, they make a huge hole in the earth and then we steal a van and drive to a home. We check the refrigerator and in the cheese drawer are four solid blocks of different stones, Gold, Silver, a purple one, and a blue one. Then others that look like erasers but I say they're currency. These purple ones are for witches, this blue one with a trident id for Poseidon and then a green and pink and blue one. We only take the real ones. End.

2. One day turned on heel in the middle street and dissapeared into a circle, flames lit around it. Then back in bed coughing and with a disease. Mom pays witch lady to help, I get brought back but not as myself. Phone helps me remember. Eating at grandmas kitchen, in bed at old home.

Painting a thing gold, cooking up family meal at someone elses house.

1:00am-9:40am
My dream was about me being lonely again, and I chatted with a guy and cuddled and stuff when my parents weren't home. We exchanged letters, under the codename Midnight Sun. He had a wife, she found out and one morning I saw some nasty stuff written on our mailbox about me being a slut. Everyone around me disliked me, my brother refused to let me go outside and I felt like shit until I woke up.

August 6, 1:00am-5:00amI entered a room filled with doors in a circle, a lady was kind enough to clue me in to this careful arrangement into new lands. She said my Love had been trapped inside one of these planes of Oblivion, I was to take my time and choose which one based on how well I knew her. After this I would have a set amount of time to find her or get to the end, if at the end I didn't get her then I chose the wrong door and she was trapped forever. I was allowed to keep all loot I got from the area upon completion. However if I died, I was allowed to keep nothing and would be transported back home while my Love would be trapped forever in the Oblivion Plane. Seemed hard enough, the lady left and I was in a quiet dark room with the only dim light from the doors. I went around to each one and read what showed up, I tried to guess which one she might have gone into but it was hard and I narrowed it down to four choices out of maybe eight or twelve doors. Then I realised I had my phone and quickly used it to my advantage, scrolling through our chats to find one expressing her enthusiasm and joy for a gorgeous flower setting. I used this and chose the door that best said that, there was a door with the word flower in the three word description so I chose it. As soon as I had loaded in I turned back around and was joyed to find I could see the door and go back through it. I saved on my phone just in case and then took the time to look about.
It was late day and although bright, the jungle area hid some of the sun. It was pretty much my old home infested with a jungle. I looked for clues on where to start walking and I saw a black thing out of the corner of my right eye. It was a person and a heavy one at that, with medium length black hair and a big black T-shirt. I shouted out to him and said hello, but he just stared and turned to go. I made a move to head towards him but he ran, I figured I could catch up but I really couldn't. He was running faster than any fit person I'd ever seen. In fact, I was beginning to doubt his existence at all when I turned a corner and he had disappeared. This irked me but I made no sign of showing it and instead walked further until I saw another man. This man was more friendly and I gladly told him of my situation. He seemed to know that people did this little run every once in a while, he even mentioned he decided to stay. But the only advice he could give was to climb the mountain behind him and look out to see if I find her. I wasn't keen on the idea but agreed just so I'd have a starting point. He gave a great big smile of approval which made me feel like I knew what I was doing and then he called over a woman I had not seen behind me. She was all like, "another one wanting to climb the mountain!" This made me reconsider my decision and instead I walked with them back to the house behind us, it seemed a safer bet. We stopped on the way to look to my right where a little girl was curled, like a cat, up in a big carved out part of a stone wall. She said other before me had taken their chances at this quest or task or adventure and they either failed mainly, or decided to stay. She said she decided to stay, like my other two friends behind me. Happy to make another acquaintance not wanting to run from me, I smiled and she smiled back. She smiled with a wide purple grin and in shock to me from what I did see, he face was now a cat. A Cheshire cat or rather thee Cheshire cat, the purple one you know from Alice in Wonderland. I thought it creepy but her face faded back to that of a girl quickly and I dismissed it. Instead of asking more questions we all headed into the house we had been headed toward, except now we had one more follower and a weird one at that.
In my old home now at night, it was dark so we had the lights on and everyone was in the living room. To which I mean my three friends and myself, we actually had the curtains up so you could see the darkness outside which was weird. I was remembering the person I saw before and saw fit to bring it up now, "Are there any other people here?" I asked in genuine interest and with a slightly puzzled look. The woman who had offered to help me climb up the mountain nodded and quickly responded that there must be atleast fifteen or so. People who had gotten trapped or just chose to stay here, like they chose to stay. She seemed to wonder why I asked, so I was forced to explain when I first came I saw a person but they ran so fast I couldn't catch up and they disappeared. I think I actually attempted to say it was someone spying, but they denied it very hastily.
About that time I got a noise from my phone and it lit up some light blue colour on the screen. I checked it instantly, well I tried to but the phone screen kept shutting off. I would later have this problem with saving as well. Anyway, it was from my love and she was telling me she'd find someone else. A guy, with blue eyes, scamp skin and long hair. I think it was meant to make me jealous but it just made me suspicious. Not because of the choice, her choice isn't the matter because she goes for both genders and I'm fairly certain she'd choose personality over looks. It wasn't that, but it was the fact that she chose someone new at all and especially in her situation. I brought this up to my friends and they seemed to believe the message and felt sorry for me, I was fast at assuring them that it must have been fake. But I was beginning to doubt even my "friends" because they seemed to go along with things too easily, I didn't understand how they couldn't see it but I didn't get the chance to. Around the time I was going to explain further, we heard something outside and went to investigate.
Outside it was a bit chilly, or perhaps it was just me because I shivered a bit. The darkness made it hard to pick out anything, but above us we heard sounds of planes. Looking up into the sky, which seemed devoid of all stars, we saw two big planes swooping closer and closer and then in a circle and back up again as though to scare us. This time it was easier to convince my friends that it was clearly sent to our location to frighten us, I realise when I looked about it had gotten lighter and you could see more of the green jungle. In fact you could even see fire shooting up from the ground, I looked back up and the planes flew off. So I guessed someone was firing at us, this made us run and at a good pace too. We darted through the jungle followed by a few people and fire balls landing as near to our feet as they could get. We did manage to get away but as I darted into a an area with a little pond, I saw the Orc chasing me die to my right. I looted her body without a second thought, taking two books on dreams and leaving the rest which would be too much for me to carry. Two of my friends were fighting the rest off and failing, I dragged one with me out to a clearing and then realised my mistake when I saw a big Troll clambering toward us. I also didn't think twice when I looted me friend for food and ran, the Troll was busy enough with my friend to not notice my running away and behind a car that was just left nearby. Here I crouched and took some time to save using my phone. By that time the Troll was done with his meal and coming my way, he didn't seem to have knowledge of my being there so I waited. Once he came around though, I panicked a bit and did what I assumed might help. Yelling out a name I can't remember, pointing to the lake, seeing him follow my pointing like lightning and then being confused. Thankfully it was enough time for me to run, but I saw another person near the trees where my friend died and this guy was also a bit heavy but wearing white. I wonder where they got all the food from? This guy though, had attracted the attention of some short alligator species that looked harmless but hungry. The poor guy ran to me for help but I just jumped on a tree and start working my way up. The Troll chased away the Gators and fed on his new meal, while I hopped from tree to tree to get away.
I found myself now in a store, I'm sure I fought my way into it. Everything has been a fighting and struggling, I'd be happy to have my reward now. I actually don't remember that girl dying so perhaps she escaped? Funny enough my guess will by answered quite soon. For inside this place was a back door and beyond that was a flower area, I do believe it was a flower shop. On the table I saw a box of seeds and I walked past it until it talked. I forget the words but it said what I had hoped to hear from my other friends, so perhaps something along the lines of nothing here is a coincidence and everything deserves to die. I asked if I could hug her, it sounded like a female, she agreed and I did so with much happiness for I felt here I had found a true friend. Such a true friend she was that she showed me a place near the table that I saw my cat, the one I pushed under the car when wounded to save before. He was dead and sprawled flat out on his stomach. I went to touch him and behind us appeared some sort of ninja warriors in black. Before I could register the attack, the box of seeds had disappeared and before my eyes was a young girl with a fierce look and wielding a katanna. She did somewhat look like the Cheshire cat girl from before, but this never entered my mind until after the dream. Anyway she took care of both of the attackers and I helped a bit of course, but my main blow was a slash from my knife that I have no idea where I got it from. I slashed a lady that looked like the eyepatch lady from Kill Bill, she even mentioned her eye but I didn't notice and cut her cheek as she ran away. I would have gone after her, but I was exhausted and instead took the time to praise my new partner for her killing skills.
Once again without knowledge of how I got there, I found myself at a church atleast I think it was a church because it had priests. My new friend and I didn't hesitate to kill them of course. Because why would we question a few murders for no reason? Anyway I went upstairs, I was still using my knife and killed the last guy there. Then to my left I saw a tall woman perched, if I remember correctly she looked like a harpy but more human like. She said she almost mistook me for a vampire, Dracula, by the way I had been mercilessly killing things. I did look down to think that over but it seemed like she was going to fight me. So I guess I'd gotten sick of the game at this point, trying to find someone in a massive jungle based around your old neighborhood can be fun when pointed in the right direction. But I was now becoming like everyone else here, straying from the task so much so that it is forgotten and I just want to stay. So I pulled up an Oblivion command menu and killed her, then I used movetoqt to teleport myself to my Love. Who was in a cleared out part of the jungle, on a stand like she was a trophy. The lady who gave me this task was near and she pointed to a chest after congratulating me. I guess it doesn't matter if I cheat. I was able to choose a reward and I chose one that I thought suited us, myself and my Love, gloves named "Fingers of The Deep...or was it Deep Fingers?" Well I thought it was funny and It was one of the two anyway. After that the dream ended.

2:20am-9:21am
1. Behind our old home, is a huge water way or ocean. I am getting ready to swim it to the sandy isles I see far out there, nobody wants me here. But mom makes me want to stay, I do stay and then wake up.
2. I work with mom doing tasks, don't remember what tasks but it had ladders. Inside people pick on me and say I'm stupid, to leave. So I pack my things again and decide this time I'll go. But I wake up.
3. So I help mom and then finish putting the ladder up, then I run and swim and run. I see these shark people that live on these sandy areas and suddenly I want to go home.
4. Was getting darker as I walked with a lady to her home. Inside her sister wondered why she had a child that she'd taken from another home and was going to take care of for a few hours. She said she needed a rest, but I was there to set up her appointment. But I said it as Opinion-ment, her sister next to me seemed to like it that way. The house was small and old, had a wooden table in the centre with few chairs and a little fireplace behind use to the right. It was like we were in another time period and I actually thought of Dracula for a minute, but dismissed it once I heard her say set it for 3:00. I assumed she meant PM and asked which day, she said one of the weekend days, I can't remember if was Saturday or Sunday. I think it was Sunday though, anyway I said I'd write it in now and walk there because I walk everywhere. I did walk there, it was only a short ways away because our community is very close together. Inside I asked a tall but thin young black guy if we were still accepting appointments. He said we were and told me to write it in under the new system. I nodded my understanding and was about to walk over there when thunder shook the place, it was crazy and came on so fast. The rain poured down and the people panicked once they felt it on them, it was raining through the roof! Everyone in the waiting room was exclaiming this and point their hands up like they were sims and their room caught on fire. We ushered them to the front down and heard a siren type bell noise, also the walls and area here was very plain and further makes me believe it was another time because the women wore bustle dresses. I went ahead and grabbed another set of pants on the floor and put them on, knowing later I'd need the extra clothing if we had a chance to stop and rest. Then just as I was walking to the front door I saw that black guy, also another note is everyone else was white, he got electrocuted and I jumped up from the water to try and save myself and reach the door, I saw the words PURE flash in white across my face like a flashlight after affect in your eyes. Then for a brief second I felt a bit of pain and my heart sped up, I knew at this moment I was being electrocuted. Each time a bolt hit the house and hit me, I saw words like the first one infront of my eyes for a moment telling me stuff like the after effects of this one or tips I should use next time not to get shocked. I think they were my thoughts, I knew behind me my friend had fallen and he was probably dead. After all we were standing or atleast I was left standing, in a high amount of water that was in the building. As I was walking out the door I got electrocuted about four more times I think? With the same style of text but different words appearing. I finally got out of the building and ran away from it, after a strange trek and using a jetpack to get my way up a huge mountain that we lived on. I saw that "Lord...couldn't read his name's" Estate had been completely destroyed. I think the name said Drad actually. I walking further into a wooded area and saw D in a tan shirt and some pants. He was holding something. I said hey and ran over to him, we walked a little further and saw mom. I asked where C was and they said he died, so I told them I got electrocuted around 5 times and they looked around at my body. I actually said I didn't remember what happened much, I just know I got electrocuted and found D. (So maybe that jetpack thing was a weird mind trip?) I also remember that I didn't feel much after that first little shock and didn't even feel like I'd have scars on myself, actually mom said I looked younger or rejuvenated. So I must not have had scars, I think I thought about vampirism. (But I'm not sure it happens that way, unless I blacked out and someone turned me before I died? Which would explain memory loss a bit and the young comment. But doesn't explain no scars, which seems implies.) End.

NOTES:
I got kinda scared when I woke up when mom said today was going to be storm. It's Saturday and the weather predicts storms through the weekend. So Saturday and Sunday, or the dates the lady set for her appointment. Anyway, I know it's just a dream so I'm good now. I did read about Vampires before bed and don't regret it, I learned a bit more and today I'm going to focus on researching more lucid dreaming.

12:00am-5:00am August 4th
Current neighborhood and home, for some reason I was running from C at night. I guessed it was because I did something harmful in the house to him, so I ran outside and meant to get help from a neighbor. I saw that the neighbor's car wasn't there so I just ran behind their house. C came out and shouted that I could come back and we'd talk it out, he said he already knew where I was. I felt a bit predictable and less safe, but he seemed to be in a good mood. He asked me what I had intended to do and I responded that I'd get help from the neighbors some how. Oh, I also remember C was limping so I must have kicked him or something but I still can't remember why. Come to think of it, the neighbors light was on so they might have been home but because their car wasn't there I didn't bother. In real life they always leave their lights on anyway.



Dream Notes: I actually have no idea if I ever went to sleep last night or not, but if I did even if for a few minutes then this was the dream result. I actually told myself to stay awake because I wanted to see how it affected my lucid dreaming attempts in afternoon naps. As for the dream, I think it's a jab at my dream habits, because my family in my dream is more harmful than helpful I always end up running to the neighbors for help. Perhaps it's because in real life they are strangers and I'm not sure if they'd help me or not because of that. But they would be more likely to help me because I am apart of the community and I'm young, most of them are older adults with children so they would be willing to help in the sense that they have already know how to be protective for their own children.