Serene

I went to sleep thinking about dream recall and wished I could get enough sleep where I could start remembering more.
I was at work when I saw this door that I never saw before so I knew it was a dream but what could be behind the mystery door? Of course I go inside, it is a dark black room which you would expect to be scary but I walk inside and I see nothing but darkness. I stand in there and spin looking for a sign of something and wonder if there could be a message somewhere hidden? I start feeling around when I feel a presence in the room, I can hear breathing and yet I am not afraid, I ask who it is and he tells me not to be afraid, he is my "Mentor" and is there to help me find my dreams. Then he tells me to wish for the "Dream Remote". I open my hand and wish for the dream remote and I see a green glow in my hands, it is a square box, unlike a typical remote. It has glowing buttons and only the symbols for forward back pause and stop. I hit the back arrow button and I see images flying past my eyes like an old movie going in reverse. I stop and it starts playing where I stopped. It was me in my 30's and my kids when they were small, it wasn't a memory so I wondered if it was in fact a dream, then I went back further and saw one of my nightmares from when my son was a todder, I quickly went back more and saw when I was a teenager and I played it for a little bit, I had a white van (which I didn't) and I was drinking and left it somewhere and couldn't find it and the Voice I hear in my dream was telling me this will be what could happen if I don't stop drinking, this happened often where I had life conversations with the Voice, didn't remember that one, rewind more, I see a missile that says USSR on the side of it and it was guided and going up and down over the hills (yep that was a dream that scared my dad because I drew it and he said they really had those but they were new back then and something I drew he said I should not have known about) I often scared my parents with my dreams so I didn't tell them as I got older. I saw several more dreams that I never remembered, then I went to the beginning where it wouldn't go back any further, I saw an infinity symbol with what looked like a sparkler burning in the lines. I clearly remember being a baby drawing with my fingers the infinity sign on the smooth part of the headboard. I try to go back again....nothing. My Mentor tells me that if practice I could combine this remote with my Time Bending skills I could use this remote in my last dream and recall all of my previous dreams of the night in one dream? (Sure that made sense in the dream). I then told him I wanted to see if I could see the future which he seemed curious about so I hold the forward button and I see images going so fast I start to get really hot, it feels I am reliving my dreams in seconds. I get to the end and then go back a little. I see my granddaughter riding a two wheeler (she is only 2 right now) and she falls off the bike and scrapes her knee and I bring her in to clean it up but it isn't my house so it must be a dream, then I hesitantly want to see if I have any future dreams and I forward to the end and see my mom in a casket and immediately feel I should not have pushed to see the future, like I was doing something wrong and when I had that feeling I was sucked through a tan colored wormhole and I could feel the energy building inside of me to the point I thought I was going to blow up, it was so much pressure that I woke up.