Serene

This dream was sooooo long and much of it was not lucid. I was on this very long adventure or journey to deliver my minds eye and I knew it had a deadline of a year. I didn't know where the end point was only that it had to happen and I would know when I got there. I remember traveling on planes, freighter ship, walking through a desert a very long walk in sand, then I was in a big city that for some reason I think was Dubai. I was with my mom in a van and she was in an electric wheelchair that looked like a childs it was so small. I had the dc sitting next to me who was the same guy I met at a baseball game a few months ago. I think he was part of this long journey and he was helping me to find my way. My step father was in the front passenger seat then wheelchair was in front of me on the right side. DC to my left, we were still on my adventure but I was lucid at this point wondering when I saw my mom in the wheelchair. She is fragile and small and that is the only way she can be part of my journey I guess. We end up at this cluster of tall skyscrapers and I look UP and tell them I want to see the world from at the top of that building, it looked like beautiful architecture, everyone looked confused at me since I am terrified of heights, but I wanted to go up. "UP" seems to be a symbol lately in my dreams. We were walking toward the building when the dc guy tells me no, this is not part of your journey, that is way too easy, you have to work for it. I am thinking of my mom and the struggle that going around will be for her. Sometimes she is walking in my dream and no wheelchair others she is in the wheelchair. We walk and walk again, then we get to a beautiful lake that didn't appear it should be in this location, it was in the middle of the city but looked pretty. We had to go down a steep slope to get to the edge of the lake and that was a challenge with my mom, yet when we are there we couldn't get to the place we wanted to go because there wasn't a bridge. I looked back in the distance and could see the skyscraper I wanted to go up and thought that would have been so much easier.
I just accepted that this was going to be the way..Then from under the water appears a bridge, I wonder if I caused this bridge to appear even though I was trying not to. I struggled with going over this bridge because I feel I must have manipulated this dream to make it easier and would not go over it...I suggested we go around the long way...when the bridge evaporated. I was relieved I made the right choice, then poof we are back in the van everyone was in there seats but the wheelchair was empty. My heart sank! Where was my mom and what happened to her? I looked at everyone and they were all in a trance. I grabbed the hand of the dc guy and he looked at me with loving eyes and poof we were back in a place that looked like Little House on the Prairie with a little girl running toward us in her long dress in the tall grass, my hand in his looking so proud at our daughter who called out mama and papa? I woke up feeling I had really traveled all around the world in one night from now to future back to past. I never got to deliver my minds eye even though I got to experience it.

1. I was at work and saw such grumpy people everywhere so I decided I was going to start something fun and called it "Hugs to Make the World a Happier Place". I walked up to random people and asked if I could give them a hug but the only catch if they said yes was they had to do it at least once to someone else. They all said yes and before you knew it everyone at work was laughing and having fun hugging each other. Hmmmm I am going to try this today lol.

2. I woke up to let dogs out and was trying to get back to sleep when I heard a computerized voice say "UP" very sternly.

3. I then continued to try to get back to sleep when I saw the cloudy white light moving like a large flying bird flapping gently then gliding, it kept replaying over and over like a movie clip, but once again it looked like my eagle I keep seeing in real life.

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Rules are...Through January 1..You are to walk up to at least one person a day and ask them if you can give them a hug and explain the terms that it is "Hugs to Make the World a Happier Place"...They have to do the same through January 1...I am doing this starting today!!!!

I was in a dream that felt very unstable and decided that I would ask my dream to tell me something important that would help my life. Next thing I know I am in my guest bathroom when I felt this pain in my stomach and standing there naked in front of the mirror I see the clear jelly substance hanging down between my legs so I pull it and it felt like my insides were coming out as I kept pulling I instinctively knew this was my message. I wanted to see what it was, was this an embryo? Not possible lol...so by now it felt I pulled out 5 feet of jelly and then it got painful and out came a clear bag with a black blob the size of my fist, I analyzed the hell out of it, no embryo as it wasn't solid at all I squished it lol, but it was ugly and on the end of the sack was an eagle foot that was attached and was moving as to let me know it removed something horrible from me. I wanted to keep this to analyze it further but I had a strong message telling me to flush it. I knew to flush this meant I had to flush the foot with it which bothered me, however I followed the order and tried to flush it but it was so large it wouldn't go down so I had to get a bucket of water to flush it and immediately I had a feeling something important just happened.

I thought it was an alien claw but after googling feet with claws I saw the eagle foot...that was clearly it. Made sense being I have seen an eagle every weekend for the past three weeks. I have some kind of connection with him. Very inspiring.

1. It was long long ago and far far away lol best I can describe it. People were wearing animal furs over their bodies to keep them warm, they had furs tied to their feet and legs exposed? They were dark skinned and caveman appearance. There were furs piled up and one guy actually spoke and said that is an interesting Donk. He was referring to the fur and he was the only one there who could communicate so I asked him where he was from and he just stared at me and looked confused that I too could speak.
2. I was talking to my husband and getting into a deep conversation about my dreams and the meanings of them lately when he looked at me and said, "The important question here is whats for dinner?" Yep that's him haha.
3. I had to travel for work and there were 6 guys with me who I work with. We got to the hotel and we went in and they took us to our room, ummm yes room... one room with beds lined up down each side of the walls like and old hospital or orphanage. They were all excited and started stripping down to their underwear and I knew I was dreaming. They started laying across the beds and acting like small children jumping around. I looked around and saw a door, I opened it and it was a closet and had a big yellow mop bucket with wheels on it and a nasty utility sink. I called all the guys over and I said look in here...this is where I am sleeping tonight and they were shocked that I would rather stay in a closet than sleep on a bed... I said ohh you know that isn't the case, watch this....I knew when I opened that door I was going to have a big bed inside...it was going to be a nice comfy bed just for me...so I opened the door and sure enough there was my large king size bed and no more stinky sink and mops. The guys looked at me spooked and left me alone haha. I went in and locked the door and went to bed. Ahhh
4. I was at work and I was in my office, (definitely dream totally NOT my office) I was sitting facing opposite of normal and I had a real office with a window to my right, and I loved my window, I was drinking my coffee and I was watching the butterfly in the garden. I loved my peaceful office, nice and quiet...with a door. Dang I really wish that was my view.....How beautiful

I was at my grandsons grave when suddenly the ground trembled a bit and very slowly and peacefully a little tree started sprouting out at top portion of the grave, leaves grew, I literally watched the birth of this tree in front of me until it was at its full size and I was standing under its branches. I knew it was a special dream. Then my grandson says, "Look up! I am not down there. I am all around.....EVERYWHERE...tell mommy"

This was very symbolic in so many ways. My daughter ever has a non profit that involves tree in his name. This is why I am an observer when lucid. I don't want to miss out on these.

1. I was glueing what appeared to be wood the width of toothpicks together on ends and had pretty large piece in my hand when I realized I created this and I was impressed but as I looked up and saw where my hand was going to place this little cool piece I created I saw the most beautiful huge structure made out of little pieces of wood. It had to be the size of my house. I stood back and just admired it and then I realized it had to be a dream so that made it even more special to me, as I studied the structure closely trying to see what it could be..I was in a covered building that looked like a hangar of some type. The structure had inside pieces as well as outside, 3D. I knew the only way to get a good look was to see it from a distance so I floated above in awe. It was just as beautiful from above but I couldn't figure it out and it didn't much matter because I knew I created this lol. Just a good feeling.

This is not a dream but something memorable that I wanted to note in here. This morning I told my friend I was on my way to go run and "soar like and eagle". My husband leaves 20 minutes before me to walk and I try to catch him. I caught up to him and walked with him for a little bit and for some reason I decided he can keep walking and I was going to run around this big baseball field and try to catch him again. He went straight and I turned left. As I was running around this field I noticed an eagles nest with an eagle in it and I was watching it and then turned right to make my way around the field, as I was running down that street something occurred to me to look to my right and as I looked to my right up in the air only about 20 feet came a huge soaring eagle with tree branches in his talons and flew right toward me. I felt a connection to it and immediately rememberer my comment that I was going to "soar like and eagle" as I watched him go over me he dropped one branch that fell right in front of me, and carried the rest up and over to the nest. It felt so dream like AMAZING!!! I feel so charged right now!

There seems to be a fine line between dreams and reality. I am really noticing a lot of similarities in my dream/real life. I look forward to what is next.

1. We had some kind of party for work and it was at a lake in the early evening and it was already starting to get dark. I was was wandering around looking for where I was supposed to go to my party and I was alone and in heels walking with my heels sinking in the grass wishing I had sandals when I looked down at the ground sandals appeared and I slid my feet into them and they fit perfectly, and they were cute :-). I heard someone screaming and crying on the other side of the lake and looked over and saw an ambulance lights. A man walked by me and saw me looking and told me a little boy had just drowned over there...my heart sank and being I lost my grandson to drowning I just felt this horrible sensation and wanted to leave when I realized this is a dream and I needed to continue, this would be moving past this nightmare.... I continued on and found my party. I am shy and not big into parties and I am there alone. Not sure why I am there so I asked why am I here? I didn't get an answer but a guy who retired from my work a year ago who I barely knew walked up to me and asked if I needed someone to hang out with because I looked so uncomfortable. I looked closely at his face and it was him but his eyes were not his eyes. These eyes were familiar to me and suddenly this sense of peace came over me. I could feel the love pouring out of him and I got all tingly. Then when we were standing along the lake watching fireworks the man was standing in front of me and he was now my size and I could only see the back of his head, I pulled myself up close to him and just wrapped my arms around him and held him from behind. Great moment.
2. I had this short clip where I had this long electrical cord and I was untangling all of the knots. I was giggling saying story of my life lol.

This felt like an extremely long dream of almost reality. It is like I step through a door when I go to sleep and start living another life. I am trying to relinquish using so much control because I miss finding messages and still trying to learn more about my dreams. My dreams are becoming so real life like and long. I have fun while in my dream being a detective of my dream and looking for the inconsistencies which are much less. I always thought I became lucid by seeing the inconsistencies but this dream I was lucid while looking for them. I didn't find a lot. I was alone which is a sign, I was in a hotel room where the room looked somewhat like the inside of my house but off a little and when I opened a cabinet I saw a rubbermaid over half full of iced tea, which I don't drink and it would never be in my cabinet lol. Then I saw the cleaning lady was the janitor from my work, but other than that it was a long dream of walking on the beach, walking down the street, going to a restaurant. I slept great though. I was getting too excited and putting too much pressure on myself with the challenges that I felt I was taking a step back in my dream quality. Once my insomnia is gone I may get back to it. For now...I am "Detective of my Dreams". I hope it will pay off for me.
I feel the tea was a message and it feels positive it was 3/4 full.

1. My friend had cancer and just found out he is all clear. He was in the car with me and I knew it was a dream because he lives in GA. He handed me this box and I said NO. I cannot take that. He said it just means he is grateful for my support during his rough time. He opened it up and one side was a praying child angel on her knees and the other was a grown up angel and both had a little chocolate diamond in the middle. I was aware that he did this because he was very thoughtful and could not say no, but I felt guilty taking it from him. I still loved the symbol inside the dream.
2. I was at a house with lots of people when I saw a shadow of a man smoking a cigarette behind the curtains that were blowing. I was very aware I was dreaming because I knew noone in this room. I pointed at the window and walked into the room. I waved everyone inside, when the man came crashing in with a gun. I had everyone hiding behind the bed and I tried to act like I wanted him, and he put down the gun and I walked him out the door and locked it. We walked down the hall and the man evaporated. YAY!!!!!

I was in San Diego for the GIS event when I seemed to be walking all over, I wished I had had a skateboard because that would be much easier to get to and from the hotel, when a knee walker appeared. I didn't think I was lucid but just wishing but after it appeared I realized I must have been lol. The knee walker was what I used last year when I had my foot in a boot. I decided to keep that and roll on down the streets. It was very convenient lol.

This is probably the first Non-Lucid dream I know was non lucid in a while. Most of mine I know I am dreaming at some point. This one gave me no clues, probably because it happened so fast. I was in my house and I was folding towels, my husband was in the kitchen chopping carrots and I hear every chop then I hear a different sound and my heart sank, then I hear him say "I cut it good this time", I said hold pressure on it and immediately sprang into action and grabbed some wash cloths and ran over held it against it. I was looking on the cutting board for a finger because it sounded horrible. Nothing, no blood anywhere. I asked him to show it to me and when he took off the wash cloth there was no blood and (I was thinking he was just teasing me) then all of a sudden it squirted at me so I quickly put pressure again. Just the tip was gone but I definitely did not know that was a dream. I was starting to wonder if I had any NL's. I am sure if I could have better recall I would have many more NL's.

When I was in 3rd grade I had what I call a dream lesson about jail. The Voice was telling me what will happen to people that don't follow the rules and I was teleported inside a jail and I was flying down the isle between the cells as if floating on the ceiling and I saw the men in prison screaming and yelling from their cells at the guards. They were wearing orange and yet back then in my mind people in jail wore black and white stripes. I saw the face of a man that had sores all over his face and looked like a skeleton monster to me. He looked right at me up close and I woke up. I knew I never ever wanted to go to jail. Last night I had the same dream....but it was my little brother as the man I saw. I asked if this was the same dream I had as a child? I didn't hear an answer, I just knew it was. I didn't really need to ask. My little brother has been in jail most of his adult life and was in and out of detention at 14 years old. Last I heard he was an indigent in Miami somewhere. I looked up his latest mugshot 1/2016 and he looks like the monster I saw in jail. Now I am curious if he is in jail again or even still alive.

I was at work and I was running all around telling everyone to see their reaction of what happened to me. (This was practice for something that really did happen in RL I had this big mole on top of my left shoulder close to the center of my neck, I have always had it, but within the past 3 months it got huge and filled with fluid and started bleeding, it kept getting caught on my clothes and my nail when I put my hair in a ponytail. I have a history of skin cancer so made an appointment with my Dermatologist because this was black and brown speckled with red in it SCARY. He can't get me in Till Dec.) In my dream I was telling people the story about how I had this dream of me having this energy ball and I was goofing around with my husband and said I am a healer so I will hold my hand on this when I sleep and make it go away. Yesterday I realized the mole is totally gone... I mean all you can see is a little light pink mark of where it was! Some people were really excited but the majority didn't look like they believed a word I said. My running around work was funny because it was not my work at all and some of the people I was telling I had no idea who they were. I think I will keep that exciting story to myself but YOU heard it here lol. It really happened. I may even have a picture of how ugly it was before. If you believe you are a healer I guess you can be !
I saw a black board with very detailed moving symbols and images in purple led looking lights, I need to google a couple of them to see whether it was dna or what it was. Something scientific with bars swirling with cells or something? It was very extensive and I wished I could have recorded it.
I took a melatonin because last night I only slept 2 hours yet I still couldn't fall asleep easily. When I did fall asleep my dreams were not as vivid as usual. I don't think I was as aware as I normally am.
I just googled what I saw and it was the double helix in DNA. The symbol to the left is the symbol of mankind with arms out to the side

I first look out the window and I am really high up so must be a skyscraper. It is all dark and dreary when I realize it is dark because the entire sky is filled with a UFO. It covers the entire view. I get the impression it has been there for a while. It looks super high tech and it is not smooth but has a lot of texture to it. It is dark and I don't see any lights at all, it is just there and extremely close. I had a long gap in between that I don't remember, yet I know a lot happened. The next thing I remember was we were gathering a lot of people together because we wanted to figure out a plan to defeat them when we were encased in a clear dome. A couple of people tried to get out and couldn't so I figured I would try to picture myself outside of it. Nothing happened. Then the thought of the TOTM popped into my head.. OK dream good thinking, now the only way out is through the ground haha I chuckled probably out loud because it got a little unstable for a second. I was hoping noone would watch me try this so I walked over to a spot where people weren't talking and I bent over and thought this is not going to be bad because it is my only way out, plus I am going to go visit Candyland and I hoped that was where I was going, I stick my head to the ground as if I was going to do a headstand and can feel it squishy so it gave me confidence and it felt like it was only a couple inches thick because my head slid through the top of a cave!!!???!!! (Why can I NOT get to Candyland?) As my head and arms slide through fairly easy I am seeing cavemen turning to look at me with fear in their eyes. (Oh great I leave the end of the world and go to the beginning haha funny how the mind works) I think I got hesitant at this point and it feels like I am sealed in concrete and I am struggling to get through. My arms moving about is causing these cave people to panic. So I have to imagine it is smooth as butter and I drop to the ground and it feels very real. Ummm I am naked? OMG. They are staring at me and coming close and I freeze. They are sniffing my blond wavy hair and playing with it. They are all dark haired and hairy all over. They back up and I notice a younger one painting on the wall as he is looking at me, it is brown paint and it has my hair and body with lines like the sun around me, and then there are big circles on the chest lol, he is pointing at my crotch...I think because I am not hairy? I don't know..I am extremely uncomfortable. Am I glowing? Why did he make lines around me like I am shining? I see a woman holding a baby and the baby looks sick, it is not moving. I walk over and squat next to her and she backs to the wall and I hold my arms out and rock them and hold my hand as to say can I hold the baby? There is no communication because they only grunt. The woman surprisingly hands the baby to me. I do see my body is glowing as I am holding the baby. I put my hand over the baby and feel the heat in my hands and try to pass my energy to the baby. I want to make this baby healthy, when the baby opens his eyes and looks at me. He has beautiful eyes. Not dark like you would expect but a greenish brown. The baby reaches up to me and I kiss its hand and I have such a great feeling like I did something good. Then as I handed the baby back to the woman I noticed everyone was on their hands and knees with their heads to the ground. Oh nooooo.... I am not God. I needed these people to see me as one of them and didn't want them to think I was a God. So I made a hopscotch on the ground with my fingers in the dirt and I started playing with the children. As I hopped I woke up.