In the Beginning
by, 12-19-2013 at 03:40 AM (86 Views)
For anyone interested in following me as I relearn a lot of what I have learned over the years (Mostly due to the foundation I built it upon being pretty bad), welcome.
I have many goals to achieve and this DJ entry is exactly a dream, if you couldn't tell already.
I will first copy down my dreams in my RL Dream Journal, then here.
I have a couple of goals to achieve in the upcoming weeks, and a break from school is the best time to try.
If you guys haven't looked up persistent realms, I would suggest doing so, as it is going to be one of my main goals.
I would also like to experiment with time dilation, and other boundary breaking abilities.
As a random first topic, I want to talk about emotions and dream characters (Together, and apart).
I find that it is too easy to get attached to things in dreams, and has always been a fear of mine that one day I will end up getting too attached to someone in the dream world. It has almost happened before, but I killed her before I couldn't control myself.
Ah, since this is a dream journal, why not write down a dream I had when I was somewhere around 3rd or 4th grade. Perhaps even 2nd. We're talking a good 8-9 years ago. I still remember it vividly. It wasn't lucid, but I was completely aware of the objective and what I was after. As I person, I really enjoy being in a relationship. I love being happy, and this has always been a very large part of my life, even in the early ages. Even as I child, I never felt like a child. I felt like my ideas and problems were just like adult ideas and problems, and just as important. Now, into the dream.
I was stranded on a deserted island, with nothing but a graveyard in the bottom right portion of the island. The graveyard was very... attractive? Haha, it had some kind of force that was gravitating me towards it. If any of you have experienced or at least know what Ego Death is, pay attention. At the time I didn't know, but back to the topic. Unlike in most dreams, when I died, the dreamscape went dark, void, but I would wake up in the island again. I had no idea what I was after, but I was willing to fight for it. Whenever I would get near the graveyard, Death himself would confront me and ask what I was doing, but before I could answer he would touch me and I would feel detached, empty, lifeless. This dream seemed to last for hours. I felt no escape, I couldn't wake up. The time was about twilight, and I decided to give it one more shot. Death asked me once more, "What is your purpose? Why are you here?". To this day, I don't remember what I said, but I was able to answer this time. Whatever I had said, it was enough to persuade him to let me pass. I felt fullfilled, like I had accomplished something great, something no one has done before, but the time to rejoice would have to wait. I find a stone, similar to the stone from World of Warcraft's hearthstone. It had a glowing blue engraving upon it, and I was intrigued. I somehow consciously knew that this stone held the answer to who I would marry..... Many I shouldn't look for my own good? To keep my insanity? What if I figure out and screw it up?... I can't control myself from looking though. The stone's engraving read, "N+K"...... The dreamscape slowly crumples, like a cookie being crushed before my eyes. I am left in the void, and feel a wind in my face until I wake up, heart racing.
To this day, the majority of the girls I have had feelings for all have started with the letter K.....
And so many others.
Really makes me wonder. I have only ever told one person of this dream, and very doubtful they remember, since it was 2nd grade and I haven't talked to him for around 4 or 5 years. He lives in Cali now, so doubtful I will ever even seen him again. I am so very grateful that I found this site filled with people who have the same passion for dreaming that I do. I think this is a good base for the start of my DJ, night everyone, and may all your dreams be lucid.
*My name is Nathan, just encase you were wondering. This only really explains the "N+"