Cities in the Astral

12/19/14 A couple decades ago I had a dream goal about finding a woman I had a huge crush on. I spent over 20 LDs actively attempting this. I never did it. Somehow my mind must have felt it was a violation of some sort. I one time got close enough to interact and she kept her eyes down and walked away from me with out speaking.

Last night I think the new Dream Guide took her form for some reason. We spent a lot of time together with her in that role. It was just a pleasant date with lots of arm in arm strolling and one small little kiss. I mean the kind of kiss that would be harmless if you saw your 10 year old kiss that way (a innocent peck). In the dream she was often going over and talking to an older man with out me briefly. She said he was her ex. He was always in the background. I know my first DG had a bodygaurd she ended up marrying, and this relationship looked sort of the same. He also seemed to have a smoldering animosity towards me (as did the one I just reffered too.)

At one point she entered an area surrounded by people and I was held back. A couple men appeared like bikers and seemed hostile. I told them I was waiting harmlessly and implied that if they tried to embarress me I would fight back. They backed off a bit but kept in the way.

I am now forced to wonder if this "new" DG is somehow the same woman as my first DG. Nothing in her mannerisms suggest it, but now I am not sure. The first one and me parted ways after her marriage feast, because she often stirred up conflict between me and her bodygaurd. This new(?) DJ is very soft in manner and affectionate. The first was often terrifying when teaching and forceful when affection entered the equation (as if I was a pet).