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AP: We went to bed about 30 minutes early last night, about 9:30. So I tried a new technique of visualization. I laid down on my back keeping still, prayed, did a breathing exercise & used a protection of light all around my body. I changed the way I clear my chakra's by visualizing them spin & sent the negative energies away from my body w/ a stream of bright light, there's more to it than that but I'd have to use a diagram & I'm just not going to. I also added a visual walk through of a place that I would like to use in a lucid dream. I visualized the 9 & 3/4 challenge. I also asked in my head that I'd like to meet my spirit guides. Personally I think all of these things just prepare me for more lucid dreams..... With that being said I also did the mantra's like: I will have a lucid dream tonight. I will remember my lucid dreams tonight. I will astral project tonight. I will meet my spirit guides tonight. I will remember to ask for help from my spirit guide's in my dreams tonight. You get the idea. On week nights I usually stay up & read but my allergies were really bad last night & I felt a tingle on my lip & because I have an event soon, I took my meds to stave off any cold sores..... Ok, here's where things get weird. I frequently have my husband snore next to me when I'm trying to get into a state of paralysis & I'm always trying to telepathically tell him to stop before I actually bother him. I've been doing this for the last couple of months & also hoping maybe I can astral project w/ him even though he doesn't even practice lucid dreaming, because he gets about 4-5 hrs of sleep a night during the week. I have told him all of this so he won't be freaked out if this was to ever happen... It's just a quirky thing I do. But last night I was doing my meditation & it seemed like I irritated him, like he heard me twice in a row because he jumped & mumbled. After this I finished my routine & drifted into a dream, just a normal dream & woke up from it but my body started the vibrations & sound.I was in a state of sleep paralysis but I didn't realize I couldn't move yet, just that I wanted it to happen. My body started to vibrate w/ the normal hum & he started to snore again so I tried to telepathically tell him to stop twice & then I figured I might just be screwed because he wouldn't stop. So I reached over to touch him but it wasn't with my real hand but my astral hand. I reached over to find that I grabbed a cold small finger. It was above his stomach. It felt not wet exactly but like your hands feel when you get out the bathtub or pool kind of wet but really cold.... My brain reacted very fast, like my instincts & mind were trying to figure out what it was. It was like. Child, no, not child, definitely not my husband, alien, entity. I tried to yell his name twice but nothing came out. And then I was being pulled out of my bed & through my house by a force, not like hands or being grabbed. It pulled me through my bedroom, dining room & into my living room to the front door. My house is small so from my bed to the front door is about 40 feet.... Again my brain did the same thing as I can see I'm about to go through my glass front door. All at once I remembered my last astral experience & I knew if I put my hand on that door I would not go through it. So when I reached the door at a good speed, I put my hand on the glass & I felt it was cold & I put my feet down & whatever entity it was went through & away. I immediately was scared for my husband & I popped back in my body & sat up in bed. I was really pissed off. I had never thought about anything attacking my husband before but I sure did then & it pissed me off. I was gonna get back into that state & go looking for it! But my husband kept snoring again & I was too distracted. Finally, I got out my books & tried to find something similar to this but I haven't yet. But now I do understand it better. I don't think it was bothering him at all. It was just messing with me. And messing with me is okay. I can deal w/ that. And no I don't know what it looked like, I can only describe the finger. I also believe I was more vulnerable than usual. I don't drink or do drugs but I did take a medication that I don't take regularly which would make me very attractive to entities. It wasn't even a feel good med, lol.


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Lucid-Red
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Side Notes-Purple
Astral Projection/AP-Brown

working randomly here.

I started on the concrete dancing on the blacktop. i wanted to go below the ground to go to hell to meet the devil to have a "supernatural" experience and to rid myself of fear among other things. I craved for a hint of something demonic. I elbow dropped the black top and landed hard on the pavement. i tried again where there was red cajun sprinkled on the ground which to me was a portal to hell. i elbow dropped it again and fell through into the blackness. I used my arms to propel myself lower and lower and LOWER beyond the depths of hell. There was nothing but blackness for a minute. Soon enough, i was falling from space. The direction seemed to be pulling me towards earth, but i was in the earths atmosphere floating through the dancing clouds while beautiful classical music was being played. i contained my fear of free falling the whole time while i was suspended in the air on a chair. I just let the scene play and let it takes its course until roommates woke me up.

BACKTRACK

Some girl was trying to comfort a guy who seemed stressed. He was saying how she didn't feel his pain and complaining. Another guy told me that he was a war veteran. I approached the heavy set stressed bald dude and put a hand on his shoulder and said, "i don't feel your pain or know what you've been through, but I wish you the best my man". He gave me a head nod in acknowledgment and he gave me a one armed hug. I used a two arm hug and almost squeezed the tears out of him. He pulled out his wallet and i was like, "whoa....no money needed for empathy man". And he shook his head and said, "no, here is my card.....call me". After walking outside, one of my friends (Darryl) asked for the number on the card and i refused to give it to him...probably because i felt that he wasn't "worthy" or whatever and that he specifically gave it to me for a reason, but I wish i had at least looked at the piece of paper to see what was on it, but I didn't.

BACKTRACK

I was in third person and watching the top of a tower on a (cartoon?) TV channel. I think the label said CBS and had the tag of a song (Bizzy Bone). The view scrolled from the top of the tower to the bottom quickly and it felt like an uncomfortable wild rollercoaster ride. This happened on two different towers.

FAST FORWARD (HORROR MOVIE)

I AP'ed out of my bed and decided to explore my room. Roommate wasn't there, and the apartment was completely different. I laid back down in bed paralyzed and a pitbull was at my feet and the owner called him back. This was one of the many times when i was paralyzed in bed during this one session. I felt evil spirits around me but i warded them away with my courage. After that, I decided that I was a bad ass and even more evil than them telling them that they couldn't fuck with me. There was still nothing but blackness. Then "horror" words began popping up one by one...."EVIL" "HORROR" were the only ones i can remember. Then a movie came on the screen in third person. It started in some underground place and a few people were there. This is all i can remember.

I was lucid the WHOLE time and kept looking down at my hands to perform RC's and my pinky and ring finger were only stumps. I told Makyla to look at my freaky fingers.

background : naa lets forget that and go to the interesting part

interesting part (XD) : i woke up naturally at 3:20 and i was thinking about doing that (OBE/AP), but i was afraid so i thought to myself lets just get to the point where i have the illusion and quit, i laid down on on bed and kept myself awake, after a while i started to feel that there is heavy blanket on me so i knew im on the right way , and slowly i felt vibration like all my body chills at the same time and then it got stonger like my all bed have chills XD, so i got afraid (tip: normally... bed dont chills )
i moved my hands but it felt like i removed scotch (if you are 7 years old you suppose to know what i mean ) and then i pulled all my body out (if felt the same).
after 20 sec my alerm at 4 am started (i wanted to kill the bastard cellphone) i tooked some cloth and put on the phone (dont help when you astral XDD)
and i told to myself (nonphysical to physical ) "dont wake up you can ignore that.... you can..." and i woke up at 4:02 am

26.02.2011

What a WILD Night (WILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

So I woke up at about 6:30 and began to write down my dreams when about halfway through I stoped and lay own for a while. So after a bit I remembered how some people would RC in the morning to check for a FA so I did too. I pinched my nose and could still breeth. So I realized I had WILD'd and began to roll out of bed. I fell out and felt nothing when I hit the ground. So I got up and looked around. I was in my house, and nothing seemed to be different. I remembered not to look at myself in bed (whenever I do, I wake up instantly) and decided to see what I could do. I stuck my hand through a wall and phased through the whole thing. I began to wonder if this was a dream, or if I was Astral Projecting. I had heard that Astral Projecting was just a realistic WILD and I wanted to test that theory. I went to my sister's room and saw that there was another person there, someone I'd never seen before. When I turned around and looked back he was gone. So I thought, "Guess it is just a WILD." I decided to see if anyone would notice me and started to jump up and down infront of my sister, but she didn't notice. Then I woke up.

I am walking around the town where I live with my friends. Everything is exactly where it should be; I walked the same route home from the bus stop the day after the dream. It seemed that not even a tree or a house was out of place. But anyway, I was walking to the shops to get soembody a birthday present...i have no idea who that person is, but it was definately someone important; it was imperitive that I get the gift otherwise they'd get pissed off.

I entered Tesco, and the shelves were stacked full of various amounts of things that would make a good gift; chocolates, flowers and assorted bottles of expensive looking alcohol. I think the person was probably female. In retrospect I think it was probably my mum as I it wasn't my girlfriend (she works in Tesco and was therefore in the dream); it also wasn't my sister as I never buy her presents

Before entering the shop my girlfriend comes out and hands me a small-ish suitcase. There is an urgent look on her face. She says something to the effect of 'get out of here you dozy pillock'. This causes me to think that the suitcase might contain somethng valuable.

The next thing I know I'm in Tesco's and I'm looking at the various, assorted bottles of wine. My friend is standing beside me moaning about how long I'm taking. The other two friends who I came to the shop with have inexplicably disappeared.

I somehow arrive outside again. The suitcase is lying underneath the back bumper of someones car right outside the shop. I walk over to check if the seemingly valuable cargo has been damaged in any way. It hasn't been. I decide to open it (although I wans't told not to I feel that I shouldn't). There are three bottles of whiskey inside, held in place by a sort of purple velvetine covering. It certainly didn't look valuable. I thought these would make a good gift.

As I look up away from the case, all of my friends have now disappeared. I begin to walk away from the shop. As I walk I feel that something is approachin in the darkness behind me. I feel that it is not something threatening, rather it is something that I'd rather wait until later to deal with.

I begin to run, I start to run as fast as I can. I begin to pick up immense speeds, leaping and jumping over cars with my fantastically enhanced momentum. Every time that I feel that this speed is becoming harder and harder to maintain, I always find something within me that allows me to go that extra bit faster. I come out of the part of the town that is full of main roads and enter quieter suburban roads and eventually small pedestrian walkways that connect blocks of flats and small groups of houses and public gardens. Nothing is instantly recognisable as it was before. In spite of this, everything is crystal-clear and it all slightly resembles places in my town, although they weren't actual places in my town like they were on my journey to the shops.

The suitcase had disappeared at some point, I'm not quite sure when, but i suspect it was when I began to pick up speed. I then woke up gradually as the world around me began to fade, again, i cannot recall exactly when this was and it didn't feel strange when it did.

The whole experience felt super-real and seemed to connect with a recurring characteristic of my recent dreams that it was a hugely long and drawn-out narrative that always takes twists and turns. This isn't such a good example of that as it was really at the start of this period of enormous dreams that i currently find myself in. If anyone would like to share their views on what they thinnk this all means I would love to hear from you

Date: Sept.5
Time: 2:30pm-4:00pm

So I tried a WILD and succeeded!, I was laying there for a good 20 minutes. Then SP came on, it scared the hell out of me. Anyways, I couldn't move and was trying to enter the void. My alarm went off but I ignored it. I fell asleep, but I knew I was in the void. I started to rock my conscious so to speak back and forth, and I slipped out of my bed into a FA. Once each dream ended, I would repeat the rocking method and do a DEILD. I at least had 5-7 lucid dreams. Maybe I can classify these as Astral Projections, since I used my conscious to get me into each dream.

Description: I can only remember fragments of most of them, since I had so many. Except a couple I have a clear idea what I just experienced.

LD 1: So I am waking up in my old childhood bedroom, I can't see anything, but I open the door in my room, and then I finally am able to "open my eyes" I start to walk through my door but stop. I realize I have to stabilize my dream, so I grabbed onto the wall, and started rubbing my hands. The dream became super vivid. I look to my right down the hall and see my parents room, it looks normal, I look down the hall and see my living room, but it was really different, it was a lot bigger than what it is. The room was mostly empty except for a brown desk/table in the middle. And a few boxes, I walk farther into it and see the two dog statues that we have in my real living room, but they weren't statues, they were real dogs. So I petted them. I black out, and I am back into the void.

LD 2: Now I am waking up in my old bedroom again, it's like my conscious keeps going there, so I do the Roll technique and now I am standing with my eyes closed, I try to open them but I open my real eyes and wake up.

I go back to sleep and reenter the void.

Ld 3: So now I am redoing the roll to get out of my upstairs bedroom bed, so I don't wake my waking life body. I get out, as usual my sight is gone, but I can walk out the door, and I walk outside, the light outside in my backyard is enough for me to finally see everything, I rub my hands, and the dream gets super vivid, I look and see my sister Kim packing things into here old car. I walk towards the garage and here my sister say something, but I tell here I am dreaming, and I will be attempting to fly. She tells me I am crazy. So I step onto her car and make a dent and try jumping off of it, but I don't go anywhere as the dream begins to fade.

Now I am back in the void, this time I am tapping my fingers for some reason. Kind of like how you do it when attempting the FILD technique. I wake up one more time, and fall back into the void.

LD 4: I wake up in my old bedroom again, but I fall out of the bed. I go to open the door but decide to try the light switch RC, I start flipping the light switch, but it never turns on. I finally open the door but the dream fades.

LD 5: I do the roll technique again, I walk outside into my backyard, I am standing near my gate. I remember what Stephen Laberge did, when I asked for the secrets of the universe. So I did the same thing, I screamed out into my dream to show me the secret of the universe. Next thing I know I am rising through the sky rapidly, I am now in space, it is very dark, but I am being taking deep into space, I see stars, purple cosmos, but I don't see any planets except for the earth when I passed it. The flight it takes me on ends in some weird looking temple, there are spinning stones. Floors have designs of swirls on them, with purple, pink, red, and orange, all blending in. There are countless doorways, and it drops me off at the center. Behind me there is a portal looking thing, it has water running down it, and I look around and there is little water ways all around, almost like an irrigation of some sort. I decide to go through the portal. I barely fit and I am taken back to the void.

I remember waking up again at this point, but I decide to try to have some more. There are a couple but I don't remember anything but the attempts to get out of the bed, not my real bed, but the FA bed. And the following dream is the last one I had before I got to excited and woke up.

LD 6: I wake up on in the front of some bar/inn. The dream looks like a cartoon, think of Arthur if you ever saw it. That is what it looked like. I enter the building and see a waitress walking around the some tables. I notice a guy talking to himself, I can't describe the guy, but I have a picture in my head. Again think of the cartoon Arthur, he looks like he came from one of those shows. I don't even know if he was human. I talk to him about getting married, somehow I knew what his problem was. He says no, that the love isn't there anymore, so he called it off. I asked about the family that was going to attend it, but he makes a really funny joke, I can't remember what it was but it made me laugh quite hard. He says some other things, but I can't remember them.

I wake up for good, I rush upstairs and tell my mom about what just happened, she really doesn't care. So I started typing all of this.