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I'm just playing catch-up here a little bit. These are the dreams I have recorded from the past couple of weeks that I haven't uploaded yet.

#1 - Hmm [Non-Lucid]

I was in a bed in a dark room with A, this girl that I know through some friends that one of them has a crush on, and T, a different friend's old roommate. T wasn't very involved, I could just hear him moving around. I was giving A a full-body massage. Afterwards we all got up and walked to a classroom, which was just down the hall from the room we were in. Hmm.

#2 - Kenny Dies [DILD]

Most of this dream is blurry in my memory now, but I remember it starting with me, my old friend D, and Kenny from South Park all being chased by someone. We were going through some obstacle course connected to a mall or something and we were trying to escape from a room that was filling up with water before it was too late. At one point D and I turned around and saw Kenny floating in the water, having drowned. D looked shocked and said "Oh my god, they killed Kenny!" I jumped up and said "You bastards!!" I tried to go after him but D pulled me away, and then my memory gets hazy again.... The next thing I remember is walking outside the mall in the parking lot and becoming lucid. There was some cool pattern in the clouds, but I can't remember what it was now. I decided to walk through the mall and gathered up a crowd of DCs around me all chanting a mantra of stability with me, something like "this dream is long, vivid, and solid". While we were walking around I was also picking up various pieces of furniture in the store effortlessly with one hand and hurling them across the store. I was really worked up and this girl next to me did part of the chant wrong, so I looked over and said "No!" and shoved her headfirst into a glass wall. It didn't break, she just hit it really hard and then fell over. When I saw that it was actually someone I know and like in waking life I felt bad, and I picked her up and sat her down on a chair to see if she was alright. After that I started getting kind of unfocused and the dream ended.

#3 - Too Much Energy [DILD]

The main thing I remember about this dream is that I was pissed when I realized it wasn't real, because it was going really well. I became lucid around the time I was doing all these crazy calculated flips around this huge auditorium that were really fun and impressive as hell, and then when I realized what was going on I just had endless amounts of energy. I got really unfocused and just started grabbing stuff and throwing it all over the place until I woke up.

#4 - Back Once Again [DILD]

I was back at my old middle school with O and we were visiting our old orchestra teacher Mr. L. Afterwards we somehow got lost in the crowd and became part of the student body there, so we started trying to find our English class that we were supposed to head to next. We realized that we needed to pick our schedules first, so we started walking to the office and on the way we saw an old friend of ours wearing this cute sweater that I own that looked totally weird on him. X) We were also on the second floor of the building and I could see a tower of people stacked on top of each other coming up and leaning in our direction from the first floor visible beyond the railing. >_> Around this time I became lucid, and I ran into the girl M in the hallway who I haven't seen at least since we graduated high school but who I knew since kindergarten. I walked up to her and said "Hey, girl." She came up to me and I grabbed her and ripped her shirt down and started groping her and kissing her neck, but I got a little too into it and the dream faded away.

I took 50 mg of zinc at dinner the night that this next dream happened. I like to think that it had an effect.

#5 - More Summoning And Possession Practice [DILD]

There was some weird school stuff going on this dream before my memory really cuts in. The first thing I really recall is becoming lucid while packing up my stuff in a dark room. I wasn't immediately lucid enough to break out of this action at first, so I started repeating a mantra "electricity works in dreams" while I kept trying to turn on the lights and use my cell phone light to help me find stuff. It worked to an extent, and some of the lights showed up or got brighter if they were already on. My cat was also in the room with me but walked out it and down the school hallway at some point. I decided to walk out to the hall myself and followed it down to a large open area in a very fancy hotel-type building. There was also a large window spanning several stores to the left of us that was visible because every floor ended in a balcony. I decided to fly forward and grabbed a sofa with people sitting on it with my right hand as I passed by it, and I phased us through the window. Outside I could see groups of people eating dinner at tables below us, and I chucked the couch at one of them and then just moved on without even really watching what happened. I flew higher up to where there was a rooftop balcony with no covering and saw a family eating dinner or something. I decided that I wanted to see if I could summon a whole group of people, so I flew a ways over to the next rooftop thinking that I wanted to see a small group of gossiping women. When I got there it worked perfectly, there were four women in classy dressed gossiping about something at a table, and they didn't seem to take notice of me. I decided to possess one of them but it didn't go completely smoothly, and the other women started looking at me (as her) and asking if I was alright, I was making weird faces trying to adjust the feeling. I finally started getting situated but then my libido started ramping up and it woke me up. Man, if I could just control that feeling without waking up more often....

That's it for now!

Jan 17th 2013

<< 8.00 am
I remember a snippet of a dream where I see different website/domain names in the form of words (typed out/in type) ending in ‘me’ whilst the odd one on the short list/group ends in ‘.me’ (which is an actual country code.)
I think to myself that some of these ones are for blogs, and I wonder about the one I have.


< 8.00 am
I’m sort of pulling big stones out of the loose soil and dirt. I put one or two of the stones in a big pit which is just behind me. (I think my Dad is nearby?)
This woman comes over also to where I am.
I get the impression that I’m on the M******** roundabout in W*********.
My Mom is here, but it seems the people (as in family) don’t help her (or can’t?) as such.
When I next look, I notice that Mom seems to be half buried, or lying partly in the soil on her back, sort of cocooned in layers of clear bubble wrap.
Mom is wearing a long blue and white dress. She looks younger, like in her mid or late Forties. She is sort of half-conscious, but still alive.
I worry that she cannot breathe properly and about her face getting hot in the (direct) sunlight. I cradle her near the back of the head I think, and I peel one or two layers of the bubble wrap off her face. (I don’t peel all the layers off.)
I can see that she is feels uncomfortable. I try to help her but I feel somewhat powerless. I feel there isn’t really anything I can do, although I stay with her.


<< 9.40 am
I remember being in this small square office room which has glass windows.
(The office walls are painted in a neutral light colour. This office room is inside some area.)
I have locked the door behind me.
I have ‘booked’ this room from a Spiritualist or Medium. The room is somehow to do with contacting the dead, etc.
There is a wooden (square) table in there and some sections by the wall where files, etc. are stored.
It is as though I’m searching round the front of the room crouched down slightly, etc. looking for information.
I then see this young woman through the glass panel of the door just outside, who then tries the door which I think rattles a bit.
I wonder if the room has been double-booked, or if I have misspent my time in here by looking around, although I’m not sure whether the woman should be here, etc.
The woman is in her late Teens or early Twenties, slim (about 5’ 6” tall) with blonde hair, in a ponytail, I think?
She is wearing a dark coloured vest type top, and she also has a small tattoo on her left arm.
I got the impression that she looked the ‘mouthy’ type, so I thought I’d better let her in which I do.
Standing with her, a little further back from the table is this small young girl with long brown hair, probably aged around 10 – 12 years of age.
The girl starts talking, but I have to get her to repeat the sentence she is saying 2 or 3 times as I cannot hear/understand her properly.
I hear her say, in a Scottish accent about something to do with ‘drink driving.’


< 9.40 am
I put my hand on the tap which is on the left of the stainless steel sink/draining board. (I fact the tap is near enough in the middle of the draining board area which is spotlessly clean – no odd tea stain, etc. like IRL.)
The tap is standard, except I push down on this grey coloured lever to operate it using my left hand. (I don’t recall any water coming out however, although I didn’t realise this at the time.)
I suddenly think, ‘WTF – this is a dream!’ (It was the tap lever operation which made me realise and become aware.)
This is confirmed as I look at the sink and notice there are 3 taps. (This includes two at the sink, and the one sticking out of the draining board where all the taps now look the same, quite modern looking, with the clear plastic tap head on top of a chromium finished tube/barrel which doesn’t have much of a spout.)
I wake up quite quickly before I could really take advantage of the dream itself. (@ 9.35 am)

Reflections:
I didn’t expect really anything today so I was a little surprised, as I had got up earlier this morning for a short toilet break where I noticed I had a bit of a headache and tension in my neck.
I then went back to bed for another hour or so.

0 . . . . 5 . . . . 10
LUCID-O-METER

Jan 10th 2013

> 10.37 am
I experience someone call my (first) name as I enter a light hypnagogic state, which makes me become alert (and a bit paranoid!)


5.15 am
I hear my (WBTB) alarm and I wake up intending to have a 5 minute snooze, but I fall back to sleep instead.


> 5.15 am
I have a false awakening as I dream that I have got up and it is dark.
As I enter through the doorway into my (Parent’s?) Front room, I do a nose-pinch RC check (to no avail.)
I remember peeking out of the middle of the Front room curtains where it is a bit dark and a touch foggy outside (as IRL,) where I can make out a bus and 2 or 3 commuters nearby.


My Girlfriend is in bed with me. We are both dressed in pyjamas, or some sort of clothing. It seems a bit dark too.
I end up taking my top off which is like a blue cardigan. My GF is sucking at my Willy, although I think that I’m wearing some trouser bottoms at the time.
(I got the impression there may a family member, or two in the room at the time?)
I feel a bit aroused where I can feel a little pressure down below, like the type of feeling when the pre-cum fluid wants to come out?
(I did need to go to the toilet IRL.)

The dream must follow on where it is like I’m at this antique place where I have this brown porcelain type pig in my hand. I end up picking these small black specks of dirt off it between the crevice(s) using something like a thin pick or straw (one off a WD40 can?)
There is some reference to drinking champagne/wee (coming) out of it. (@ 6.05 am)


6.05 – 6.40 am (WBTB)
My usual routine.

Banana x1
Vitamin B6 (10 mg) x1
Honey and Lemon Lockets x3 (Menthol = 29.1 mg)
Green Tea x1 (0.5 pt) cup

N.B: (It took me probably at least another half an hour or so to start dropping off to sleep, etc.)


> 7.05 am
I remember being in this church where there is a christening, or some type of ceremony taking place.
I end up going to the back of the church where I’m looking for the toilet.
I then go back to the main section inside, and open the door to where the (left) aisle or walkway is. I realise that I’m not dressed properly as I have my dark red pyjama top on (as IRL) showing under my jacket.
I think I go in (where the priest is conducting the ceremony/speaking) and pull my jacket/coat up a bit, hoping no one will notice, especially my Dad, as I think he is present too.
I stand in the pews inside the church where I notice my Sister’s (T’s) baby, (****?) who seems a bit younger incidentally, crawling on one of the top of the varnished wooden pew rails, dressed in a blue romper type suit.


I’m standing in my Parent’s front room. There are different types of dogs and cats in the house; some are on the small chairs in the Front room itself by the door. I find this a bit strange as they are all together. (I wondered why the animals were not fighting, etc.)

I notice after that I’m sitting by Dad on the main sofa, where he is on the RHS of me.
He says that he feels rough, whilst at the same time he rubs both hands down his legs and ankles.
I now realise this is a ‘dream.’
I ask him how he is. He says that his side still hurts him, whilst rubbing the side area near the left armpit with his right hand.
I feel the arm of his dark coloured (long sleeved) jumper with my fingers.
I ask him what it is like where he is. (Meaning the ‘other side.’) “Is it like what they (Christianity) say it is?” He says, “Sort of.”
I then asked, “Did he come and see us still?” He says, “I come and see you.”
I also ask him about Mom. Dad sort of mentioned or implied about her still being the same (with her ways/antics, etc.)
I go over and talk with Mom who is sitting or reclining in the far left of the Front room (where the unit is IRL.)
I say to my Mom, “We went to see that woman.” (Meaning a medium.) Mom says, “She was desperate, picking names out of the hat with a pick.” I say, “We were desperate.”
(Mom looked a lot younger, probably in her mid-Forties. She had almond shaped eyes/facial features, and is dressed in a shawl type costume.)
My Sister (C) is in the room, to the left of me. I’m sitting nearby where Mom is, and I feel the fabric at the edge so as to help me ground myself in the dream still.
There are other (immediate) family members in the room too.
I get up and tell everybody “It is a dream!” “Mom and Dad are here!”
I notice the palm of my hand is still sweaty from when I must have been feeling Dad’s back. I start to feel myself waking up. (@ 8.23 am)
…Cats - pick cats up. (???)


9.48 am
I get up for the day.

Reflections:
I did take a (natural) WBTB after drifting off to sleep again after my original alarm had woken me up earlier.
I did drink a cup of green tea, along with a Banana. I also took 10 mg of B6 with 3 (Menthol) cough drops.

I did feel at one stage that I had missed the boat when I woke up and I saw the alarm clock (7.05 am) early this morning.

DILD ‘rocks’ man!

0 . . . . 5 . . . . 10
LUCID-O-METER

Dec 31st 2012

5.00 – 5.38 am (WBTB)
My usual routine.

I ingest half a pack of Honey and Lemon lozenges.
Menthol (x5) = 48.5 mg
Vitamin B6 (x2) = 20 mg


5.38 – 6.00 am approx.
I basically rest on my back in bed for about 20 minutes, trying to relax, plus I do some (poor) visualisation and a bit of counting, etc.
I find myself too alert afterwards, so I decide to rest on my right side, before finally I switch over on to my left.
In the end I partly adopt a sort of lying flat position on my front/LHS.


<<< 8.25 am
My youngest Brother is driving a dark Volvo (estate like) car in **********, just after the main M******** roundabout. I’m talking with him in the car as he approaches this pedestrian crossing where there are a small group of young kids, or schoolchildren about to cross.
I think one of the children steps onto the crossing as we are going over it, as my Brother does not stop to give way.
I think ‘sh*t!’ I wonder if we have hit anybody as my Brother did not slow down either.
(I didn’t recall seeing anyone directly in front on the crossing, or hear a collision at the time, however I still felt worried there may have been an accident, although I’m unsure.)
We go past and we slowly stop just after, where I decide to look round where in the background by the roundabout I notice what appears to be a schoolgirl (in a dark blue uniform with a black skirt) that has been knocked down, and is lying on the path by the road.


<< 8.25 am
I vaguely remember being in my kitchen where it is a bit dark. I happen to notice that the (grey) bin which had been put out earlier (as IRL) had blown over on to its side, and one of the tied up bags of contents had fallen out. (It was very windy IRL.)
I crouch and scramble to put on my shoes intending to go outside. (I sort of end up tripping/fumbling around with my shoes.)


< 8.25 am
I have some sort of ‘weak’ dream where I imagine staying (lying) on my front (in bed.)
I can hear this running water noise where I start to see this vague bath (room) scene. (I also see this toothpaste tube in the foreground, slowly rotating.)
I start to sing to myself in the bath/bathroom, where I find myself able to remember the lyrics. (I think it was the song entitled ‘Sing,’ which is by the Scottish group Travis?)
I feel these vibrations (for several seconds) where it is like I’m (aware of myself) in bed on my front. The vibrations slowly subside where I hear a noise, and what sounds to me like a slightly detuned single-sideband radio transmission in my ears which slowly gets louder.
I still find myself on my front in the bed, sort of in real-time. (A bit OBE like?)
I decide to get up out of bed (thinking I might have had a FA.)
I find myself standing up in my bedroom, where I then decide to open my eyes.
I touch the wardrobe just in front of me.
I notice how things seem similar. (I think to myself, ‘FA.’) (I am dreaming.)
(I’m certain that I did a stabilisation at this point?)
I end up in my Front (living) room where it is like early morning/night as there is only weak light.
I look out the main window where the view is REALLY surreal. The green colours of the hedges, etc. are quite vivid and bright.
In the garden I happen to notice this giant grey pigeon which stood about 3 ft tall, slowly waddle and walk, to try and hide between part of the hedge on the right.
I see another giant pigeon, which then sort of changes into a grey cygnet with mauve specks of vivid colour in its plumage, lying down more in the front of the garden on the lawn.
I stabilise the dream by touching the carpet by the main window. I notice the carpet feels and looks like green cress.
I’m standing in the Front room, looking at the textured green carpet which is all undulated (like waves) in the middle of the actual room.
The dream is really vivid and stable at this point.
I now wondered what to do in the dream. I did think of going to Ibiza, or conjuring up a girl to have sex with, but I had second thoughts about this as it either meant going to the bedroom (where I was still sleeping,) or on the (weird) carpet living room floor. (The former seemed to be taboo to me, but on the other hand I simply did not fancy the latter option either.)
I put my hands out trying to emanate ‘energy’ from the fingers by thinking about it, however nothing happens. I then sort of bring both my hands together in front of me where I visualise and create a small translucent orangy-green orb bubble which is about 3 inches across in diameter. The orb bubble starts to float between my hands and glow more, where it goes a sort of green colour.
I know that I can do ‘anything’ in this dream. I think of going to see my (late) Mom and Dad, but I don’t put much conviction in my thoughts.
I decide that there is something really important I must do by getting on both my knees to pray instead.
As I do so then I close my eyes (as I would IRL) where it went dark.
I say out loud, sort of pleading, “God, please help P___!”
(I was thinking in my head just after I said that then I wanted to affirm the prayer properly by adding ‘my Brother’ to the prayer sentence.)
I worry also about having my eyes closed, where I could possibly pray with them open instead.
I decide to open my eyes which now causes a sort of FA, as I think I have awoken for real, although I did stay still just in case, etc.
I wake up for real just after. (@ 8.25 am)

Reflections:
I did take a soluble Codeine based painkiller (Kapake 30/500) about an hour before I went to bed as I did have an aching back, along with a sore throat/cold.
I found that it took me a while to drop off to sleep after I had retired to bed last night.

The lozenges did fulfil their intended purpose during the WBTB as I did have a really dry mouth/throat where I felt a little dehydrated.

The DILD was very stable and very vivid. I seemed to have a fair degree of control during it.
I’m glad that I was able to try the orb exercise as it is something that I have wanted to do for a while.

I do hope my prayer is not in vain.

I would like to take this opportunity to wish all you dreamers out there a Happy New Year!

Dec 24th 2012

> 12.00 am
I'm at my house where it is night. I look out into the front garden towards the boundary where I can see half a dozen or so swans/cygnets sleeping under by my hedges at the end of the lawn where it is dark.
I go out to see if the two (Mallard) ducks are at the back amongst them, when I notice there are a small group of people hanging round near my boundary fence. I then notice there are 2 or 3 people on my driveway, by my house, lurking around.


< 3.05 am
I'm in this room, at this table, sitting down. There is this man dressed in a dark suit in the room, slightly to my right, standing and talking away. (He reminded me of someone who had authority, like a CID officer, or policeman.)
He opens a letter, but I think he catches his finger, or hand, where he makes a bit of a noise, or commotion about it.
He starts getting a bit louder, probably a bit angry where he sort of nearly backs into where I'm sitting.
I raise my voice and sort of shout at him in the same way, as I know there will be no repercussions as I know it is a dream now.
I say so myself a couple of times over, "******, it's a dream!"
The bloke (who looks middle aged) sort of stares at me a bit funny.
The scene suddenly changes to where I find myself in my front room where the light is on, etc. I crouch down and touch the carpet (with my right hand) to stabilize the dream. I feel the coldness and texture of the carpet under my fingers which feels amazing. (The room looks similar as IRL.)
I look up at my green curtains which are closed. I see the embroidered detail on the material too.
I also notice this small orange/red stain spot (like from tomato juice or weak tomato sauce near the foot of the (left) curtain.)
I decide to walk straight through the (closed) curtains like a portal. The curtains swish around me as I do so. There is no brick or any front window behind them to impede me.
I find myself in this grey fog, or soup. I end up making this swimming motion with my two arms in front, by pushing them to the side, and then repeating the action like I'm in water.
I do not make much progress however, so I find myself trying to go upwards by making a triangle/apex shape with my arms and hands in front of me.
I start to see these obscure yellow and green colours, and then I find myself slowly waking up. (@ 3.05 am)


An Alsatian type dog jumps up and stands up at the side of me on its hind legs. It sort of knocks or nuzzles quite boisterously at the right side/back of my head. (I did wonder if it was going to bite me at first.)
I think I start to feel a bit uncomfortable at the dog doing this, as I think it does try and nip me, so I somehow grab the dog and spin it so it is facing upside down, as I hold it in the air. I notice that clear water starts to dribble out of its mouth, etc.

Reflections:
After retiring to bed quite early last night, I did notice a heck of a lot of HI and visual scenes whilst trying to drop off to sleep, whilst resting.
I find this a bit unusual for me, It may be due to either sleeping in a different location (currently I'm staying down my Parent's house over Christmas,) or maybe because I had a quite a large amount of (milk) chocolate about an hour before going to bed.
In fact, when I must have dropped off to sleep (probably after 11.50 pm - not long after I sent a text,) then I can only just remember some really strange dream, before the DILD, where I'm sure I felt some sensation of movement whilst lying in the bed; including where there was this sort of small person or face in my mind's eye, etc.
I also noticed that I did wake up quite a few times last night.

I did have some vague fragments early morning before I got up, which I have forgotten.

Dec 17th 2012

< 6.20 am
I’m at this open workplace area inside. I notice there are people sitting about in a group, etc.
I get this black chair from the other side of this place, and I bring it over.
An ex worker, L***** D****, (nee O***) is featured, or mentioned.


< 7.25 am
There is this village nearby, where I’m going to walk there or something like that.
There is this orange A4 sheet of paper with some of my doodles and drawings on it, on this table.
I put the sheet down and I look for my grey fleece jacket coat on the chair in the office. I notice A.G’s green coat on the back of her chair.
In there, my youngest Brother gets his ‘hair off’ (as in ‘lose his temper’) with the photocopier machine, as I go in. A.G. shows me a small thin LCD panel (12 – 14 inch?) which has a silvery bezel/chassis round it which is ‘faulty.’
I notice a white ‘dot’ mark on the bezel at the top, but she replies, “That’s not it.”
I check and look round it, where I mention about seeing it and comparing it in a frame.
I go to this building place to get a car part. The building/room is small inside with white walls and a sloping section at the back, for the stairway, I think?
I ask for a ***** ** plate.
I worry (whilst in the dream) about needing to write the dream(s) down.


> 7.30 am
Whilst resting in bed, feeling really relaxed, I notice some very strong bursts of synchronised hypnagogic images which flashed in rapid single frames in my mind’s eye for well over several seconds at a time.
I could make out the individual pictures this time, which reminded me of ‘still lifes’ (as in Art.)
They would stop, as my conscious level shifted, but I was able to start it all over again, sort of at will, or automatically at one stage. (Resting position – flat on my front, partly on stomach.)


<< 9.00 am
I look out the main front door where I notice that my metallic **** ***** car is missing from the driveway. I step out and look around. I think this is a bit odd? (Initially I thought it had been moved, or my Brother P. had driven it somewhere, but I knew he didn’t drive.)
I know immediately that this is a dream. I touch the light grey concrete driveway (brick paved IRL) to help stabilize the dream which is quite clear.
I see the main garage door is open, and the car isn’t in there either. (I think that I might be embarrassed thinking this is a dream if I’m wrong?) I feel this really nice ambient warmth on my (dream) body.
My Brother (P) is just across the road in the direction of the (old) park. I decide to go over, where I think that I can do anything like stand in the middle of the road, and not get run over, etc.
(I now tell myself that if I have an FA after, then I would recognise it and try to continue.)
I lift my arms out from my side horizontally. I think about flying. I decide to spin slowly, where I do one turn, where all of a sudden everything goes to a soupy grey background, and I can see this black angular line in the very left foreground of my vision. (It reminded me a bit like the shaft of an umbrella in silhouette.)
I see some vague (pastel like) colours, or small flowers. I slowly start to wake up, unexpectedly. I decide not to move whatsoever, or open my eyes (whilst conscious) in the hope of having a DEILD.
Although I try to daydream a little, and attempt to keep the previous DILD dream in my memory by reviewing it, then I must fall asleep naturally after waiting about 10 minutes. (Sleeping position – flat on my front, partly on stomach.)

Reflections:
I did feel really relaxed due to the efforts of yesterday evening, although I did go to bed slightly later than usual.
The HI seemed a lot stronger than normal. It is also interesting that I kept the same resting/sleeping position as the lucid dream which followed.

I put no real effort into attaining a DILD, as I just took a quick toilet break.
I had the conviction to put some stability into the dream, and to try to be aware of any impending FA, and at least remember to try for a DEILD also.

[This is a catch-up post. This dream took place on the night of December 5-6, 2012.]

Non-lucid, Semi-lucid, Lucid, [Commentary made while awake]

I'm at my university, and I have to fill out and turn in a form to get rid of a dorm room that I don't want or need, because I'm living in an apartment. I go into a computer lab to work on it, and the computers have floppy disk drives. When I remember a previous episode in this ongoing plot, I realize that I'm dreaming. [I don't remember that previous episode now, though. I think the lucid part of this dream continued on from this point, but I didn't write down what happened.]

I wake up, walk into the room where I work, and go to my work computer. As I'm walking across the room, I think, Hmm, am I still dreaming? This sure looks and feels real, and gravity feels normal, but I have a sneaking suspicion... When I get to my work computer, I see an instant-message conversation on the screen, and it's between two fictional characters. Yep. Still dreaming, I think. I start trying to type up a dream journal entry on my work computer, but I find it's very difficult to type in a dream. It's really slow going; it feels like my fingers don't know what to do. [Makes sense - that part of my brain that knows learned skills like typing must not be active when I'm asleep.] After just a few sentences, I lose interest in finishing my dream journal entry.

I start floating away from my desk. A friend gives me a push to help me along. I go into another area, where there are a bunch of people having some sort of gathering, possibly a picnic [I don't really remember now]. I decide I want to try making myself bigger. I crouch down on all fours, close my eyes, and concentrate on expanding the size of my body. At first, I don't think it's working because I don't feel any sensation, but when I open my eyes, I discover that it worked: I'm now huge compared to the DCs.

I wake up at somebody's house, having spent the night there after a party. I drive myself home, but get lost along the way. While I'm driving, my alarm clock wakes me up for real.

[This is a catch-up post. This dream took place on the night of November 20-21, 2012. The title of this dream is in Japanese, and is read "Sora ni Tondeiru Yumebito-Tai." It literally means "Flying in the Sky Dream Person Team (or Corps)." The dream felt a lot like being in an episode of an anime series, so I gave it a title that would be suitable for an anime series.]

Non-lucid, Lucid, [Commentary made while awake]

I'm outside somewhere, lying in the warm sun. The sun's rays are making me too hot in my flannel pajamas. I'm wearing dark-colored plaid pajama bottoms [the same ones I'm wearing in real life], and a white flannel pajama top with red roses on it [the same pattern as on a bedspread my mom has at her house].

I'm in a large department store, filled with racks of cold-weather accessories and other clothes. I'm wandering through the racks by hopping up off the floor, hovering above it for a few seconds as I float forward, and then sinking back down. After several repetitions of this, I think, Hmm, this is longer than I should be able to float like this. Oh - that's because I'm dreaming.

I fly out of the room with the clothes and winter accessories and into a larger room. It's still part of the same store, but it has a higher ceiling and has a skylight. I stop to ground myself in the dream by landing on the ground and touching things with my hands, including some packages of batteries that are hanging up on a rack. It works.

I join up with a a group of kid DCs that includes Merida from Brave and a curly-haired blond boy. We all set off from the department store together to battle some evil force. We run out of the store and come to a hilltop that overlooks an ocean bay. Some of us, including Merida and myself, jump off the top of the hill and start flying over the bay. I shout “Woohoo!” as I jump off. I notice that some of the others in the group are simply running down the hill, rather than flying. [For the first time, it seems perfectly natural to me that some DCs can fly, too, and I don't feel any need to hide the fact that I can fly, as I usually do when I'm around DCs.]

All of us, those who ran and those who flew, reassemble at our destination, which is a small house on the cliff overlooking the ocean. We realize we're being pursued by some kind of monster that will kill us and eat us. There is a newspaper article about the monster in the house. The kids all seem to be sure that the monsters have found us, that they're coming, and that we're all doomed. For a second, I'm genuinely afraid, but then I remember: Oh, yeah, this is a dream. I know what this most likely means. I roll my eyes and announce to the group: “They aren't really monsters, they're just tasks that I haven't done and that I feel bad about.” [Or words to that effect.] I think about it for a moment and come up with what that task must be - paying a bill [among other things that I don't remember now]. Everyone in the group seems to relax, and no monsters ever actually appear at the house.

One of the DCs in the group says to another, “See about adopting her [meaning me] into the practice.” They are both young men, about 17-19 years old. The second one looks at me and says, “You're [Emiko].... Roboto.” [He used my real-life first name.] I reply, “Yes, that's a name I've used here before. I don't really like it, though.” [Huh? That's definitely not my real-life last name, and I certainly don't remember using it in a dream before. It was a big part of my childhood, though.] I say something about how grateful I am to have been accepted into this group of people, even with my mismatched pajamas. I'm still wearing the same dark pajama pants and light pajama top from the very beginning of the dream, while most of the other people in the group are wearing neat, matching, school-uniform-like outfits. [This isn't surprising; I was an anime fan for a long time, and a lot of the characters in the shows I liked were high school students who wore school uniforms.]

The group of DCs and I all feel a general sense that that is the end of this adventure, but that there will be more in the future. We start flying off over the landscape, looking back at the buildings where we've just been: the big store with the skylight, and a motel [?]. There is an upbeat, exciting rock song playing in the background. It feels exactly like I'm experiencing the end credits of an anime show.

I'm now traveling along in some kind of vehicle with the two young men, watching the scenery pass by from a tree-lined road that runs along the crest of a ridge opposite those buildings. I say to them, “Also, your ending theme song kicks ass.” [I think the context for this was that they thanked me for sticking with them so long at the end of the adventure, and I replied that of course, I wanted to prolong the experience as long as possible and have as much fun as I could. I don't remember the beginning of the conversation very well, though. The song I heard reminded me a little bit of this one, except it was at a faster tempo.]

I have a false awakening in the bed I'm actually in [I was sleeping on a futon because I had family in town that week], where I can see my bare legs, before waking up for real.

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Side notes:
THIS DREAM WAS SO COOL!!!! I hadn't had a really long, fun, clear lucid like this in a while before I had this dream. I was so happy to have it!

First dream...either I'm watching a movie, in it or just the perspective keeps changing. This takes place like 20 years after DC gets decimated by some alien attack. These aliens basically look like us if we didn't have skin. They possessed this power to transform us into them, and I guess we were some of the last few remaining people. Some sort of way, the humans and aliens came to a truce, but right when the humans were least expecting it, the aliens started invading the last human town.


I get out of my bead and head to the living room. I plan on visiting Kaomea, so I decided to use my new teleport technique (taught by some crazy DC a while ago). I went up to a wall, and opened up a portal, and climbed through it. The weird part about it was I saw some guy on the other side, with like a dragon on his chest....and the guy looked like me.

Anyways, I get through to the other side, and I'm totally not where I wanted to be. I'm in an underground cavern...walls are red, floors are red....molten lava is everywhere. This is either hell or something similar. All these monsters started coming at me, and then the cavalry arrived. Thor, a valkarie, Conan, and the Green Lantern showed up. We started handing out ass whoopings throughout the dream. I don't know exactly how the fighting was (because this happened hours ago) but I do remember Thor tried a synergy attack and it backfired. Giant golems appeared, and started fighting some of the monsters, before the part of the cliff they were standing on gave way. We had even less room to fight, and I guess all of the monsters could fly like nothing. Eventually Thor used his magic on Conan's sword and it grew ten times it's size and he ended up killing everything.

#1 - Just Trying To Be Spontaneous [DILD]

I don't actually remember the part of this dream before I got lucid, I just know that as soon as I did I started stabilizing by rubbing my hands together and I didn't stop for basically the entire dream. The first thing I remember is being, I believe, in front of my house with J and N and trying to stop trucks and buses in the road by pointing at them and yelling "Stop!" as I have in a previous lucid, but it wasn't working at first. Once I adjusted my technique a little (hard to describe how exactly) it worked though, and I was satisfied. I can't remember if we did anything more with it, but the next thing I recall is deciding that the three of us should walk into this random nearby house and see what's going on. The house and the people inside seemed totally real and random, I can't recall where my mind might have created that house from. All of the DCs, of which I think there were three, were older Asian people, one man and two women if I'm not mistaken (though the memory is a little bit hazy). I can't remember if there was more in between that and this next part, but I'm pretty sure that when we walked back out of the house the door lead to a totally different environment. We were in some kind of fancy hallway and in part of it there were these two gigantic doors that I was sure would lead to somewhere amazing. I told them to believe that the doors were going to take us somewhere cool, but when I opened them it was just like a tiny empty closet space. ._. We walked in and shut the doors and decided the room was still pointless, so then we headed back out. Suddenly there was a view to the outside and as I stared into the sun I vaguely recall hearing Penny from The Big Bang Theory saying something about having a Jewish boyfriend in the sky, or something confusing like that.... When we turned around we were suddenly on the rooftop parking lot somewhere in the middle of the downtown area and there was someone standing near a black sports car with all of its doors open like they were waiting for people to get in. Around this time N became O and I turned to him and J and said "Come on guys, we're going for a drive." Or something like that lol. We get in with me in the driver's seat and I hit the gas. We end up driving forward over the side of the building and they're both freaking out, but I'm just trying to pull the steering wheel back until finally the car tilts up and I have control of it like a plane. It was a little rough, I had to focus a lot on stabilizing and controlling the car at the same time but I managed to pull it off. The guys were now thrilled but still shocked and I found it quite amusing. At some point I had the feeling that we were being chased by cops or something for presenting a hazard to the city, and somehow they knocked us out of the sky. We were at the edge of the city and facing a long stretch of road, and the car turned sideways and started bouncing off of it repeatedly, twirling for long distances with each time. During one of the bounces I stood up (technically sideways) out of one of the car windows and flipped off the city and whoever was chasing us with a big grin on my face. The last thing I remember about the dream was that O had turned back into N by this point, but then it ended.

Not bad if I do say so myself.

#2 - Definitely A New Look For Him.... [MILD]

I was back at my middle school as my current age and all I wanted was a day off (of what I don't know) and to talk to my... well, to keep it simple, let's just say my theater teacher. I had sneaked back into the school and was off to the side of the stage by the bathrooms while there was a play going on waiting to talk to her, when I was spotted by what I took to be Sylar from Heroes pretending to be reformed as a good guy and wearing a dress, and scaled up to be proportionally taller and bigger than normal. He was looking at me weirdly and I just pointed to my teacher and he told her that I was acting strangely but needed to talk. I said "Yeah, like you're any less suspicious." and glared at him while following her into the music hall, but as I walked past him through the door he gave me a sneaky signal like "see me later" or something. >.> I was becoming lucid and turned around to watch him peer around a corner just to have him turn into some creepy smiling old fat guy. I felt really weirded out and just turned around to talk to see my teacher, but she was gone. I went around the corner looking for her but the music hall had become the main hallway in my house I just saw someone who I forget now in my parents' bedroom. I was feeling freaked out and every direction I looked in felt surreal and distant or dissociated and like there were strange people there. And that's about the last thing that happened before I woke up.

This is from November 21st, I just didn't get around to typing it all up before.

Early in the night I originally fell asleep on the couch in the living room in front of my laptop, then I woke up a couple to a few hours later and shut down everything in the house and moved to bed. So that technically makes these with a WBTB.

#1 - Creeper Nightmare [Non-Lucid]

Throughout this dream, for some reason all of the windows in my house had open blinds and were larger than normal, making it very easy to see into the house from the outside at any point. It was really creeping me out because in the house next to mine which was visible through the windows there were these four guys that kept peering around corners or over fences to just stare at me in a really freaky way, and then they would start laughing when I got anxious. Even when I tried to go out front or out back I would see them watching me from somewhere. At one point I was even crawling around on the floor in the house and reaching strategically over and around objects to avoid being seen by them, knowing that they were just out of eyesight staring into the window. Eventually I just got pissed, and I went out front, walked over to their fence, and jumped up on it in one swift movement. This is not uncommon for me; my dream self seems to think that walking on fences is fairly normal, though still something to be considered significant. I ran along the top until the second floor balcony of the next door house (which doesn't actually exist, it's a one-story house) and leapt over to it. I went in through the door and walked up to one of the guys who said "Oh shit!" and looked shocked. I was ready to smack a ho, but then my memory of the dream gets really blurry and I just remember there being something about my old friend T, I saw him for a second... but then, I woke up. Ah, well.

#2 - Modeling Assignment [Non-Lucid]

I was at some big school function where they paired us up with different students and had us take tests and do modeling jobs and stuff. There was some girl there that I was just trying to be nice to for some reason, and I remember lending her a pencil, but then she still got totally pissed at me for something. However, AB, this girl I used to know since elementary school but barely ever talked to since then, got up and started defending my honor with some long speech. Oh, also, I think for most of this dream, or at least this part onward, I was JY, this guy I also knew since elementary school. No idea why, I haven't thought about him in ages.... Anyway, like I said, we were paired off and we were supposed to be doing a modeling gig. For ours they were expecting us to submit some comic we'd made, but my partner was the one who had it on him and he didn't show up. I tried doing the gig myself and they told me my image was nice but it needed more, it had to be both of us or neither. I decided to go walking around the mall/school looking for my partner and somehow ended up back at my house. (My real house, not JY's house.) I was in my parents' bedroom and I decided to just jump back on the bed and give the guy a phone call. I told him the situation and he said that he had to ditch to go to a dentist appointment. I just said that that was fine because the school was just pushing us into it anyway so I didn't really care that much.

#3 - Nothing Wrong With A Little Bondage [Non-Lucid]

I was at some kind of station waiting for transportation with my parents, and there were these two random girls standing not far from us. I turned to my parents and asked them if the train that just left was the one that we were supposed to be taking, and the girls startled giggling and said that it was actually a bus. I just responded that we call it a train where I come from. It was clearly based on a train from around here, so I wasn't wrong lol. Eventually a couple more arrive and we got on a different one from them and I get a third-person view (from outside and behind the train, though it may have become a bus considering what we did next) of the train swerving through traffic and over all these crazy highways that bend at impossible angles. It basically looked like a huge video game obstacle course set up all around some big city full of skyscrapers. The dream then transitions to when I'm already off the train and I'm at a mall restaurant of some kind meeting up with M, some random DC, O, ET (heh, not the extra terrestrial), S (5 hits, for self-reference), and maybe C and a few others. We were going to do something though I can't remember exactly what now, and this random guy walked up to me and kissed my hand. I just patted him on the back and said "Sorry, I'm taken." and moved on, and I saw a friend comforting him as he walked away. Then, ET just up and decides to grab me by the arms from behind, pick me up, and hold me locked in some bondage position to parade me around the mall for everyone to see. At this point many of the people in the crowd were suddenly in fetishy outfits, and everyone was just staring at me amused as we went by. And yes, it was awesome. >.> I could hear the whole gang talking about movies or something behind me, but I never got back into the conversation before the dream ended. I had a brief false awakening where I typed up most of the previous dream on my phone, almost letting it fade from memory. Luckily, I still remembered it well upon waking for real.

#4 - And Now The Creepers Can Fly ;-; [MILD]

In this dream I felt that I was visiting home for the holidays, though I'm not entirely sure where exactly I would've been visiting from. I was wandering around outside on the side of my house by the next door neighbors' fence and I saw some random girl followed by SC, this girl I knew in middle school, breaking into their yard through the fence. The girl was saying that it's just something she likes to do to mess with people so they have to take the time to clean their yards up. Now this next part I really have no memory of at all, though I really wish I did. Instead, I'll just have to quote it. "Then some old guy comes running by and uses me as an external pacemaker for a second." I go back inside my house through the garage and see the girls sitting out back and think that something must be up because they should still have been in the neighbors' yard. I approach our back door and think to myself "Alright, if I can fly right through it then this is a dream." I leapt off the ground and went right through the door and wall and flew into the sky. I was excited, but immediately after the happiness set in and I turned around slightly and saw some creepy guy flying right behind me. I had an adrenaline rush and the scene transitioned into my bedroom, and I was convinced that I'd ruined my shot. I almost lost this dream to a false awakening as well, but thankfully I woke up shortly afterward.

Nov 27th 2012

I hear the Go West song (cover) entitled, ‘The tracks of my tears’ which is being sung by someone else.
I chuckle to myself thinking this is the song lyric where I always think the word ‘masquerading’ sounds like ‘masturbating!’


I’m running around the malls of the T****** **** ****** with this girl doing R.C checks by pushing my hands against the walls which are like dark shiny black (granite like) stone. (I say to myself, ‘this would be a dream if my hands went through,’ etc.)
They don’t however.
I run down the steps and down the corridors. At the end of the corridor I open the small square doors. There are 2 or 3 of them recessed in the wall. These doors are also made of this black granite material like the walls previously.
The last door (which has a modern brushed aluminium handle on the RHS,) which is further in the recess space is shut, and it looks like it may be locked, so I don’t bother trying to open it.
The scene changes to where I’m in this classroom setting with this small group of students.
I mention about ‘The Doors of Perception.’ Nicolas Cage, who incidentally is our teacher goes, “Ah 'The Doors of Perception' by Aldous Huxley.” (@ 6.20 am)


6.40 – 7.24 am
I do a relaxation exercise on my back where I do see a little bit of vague hypnagogia and I have the odd thought before deciding to go on my RHS to sleep.


It is dark and I’m in my Front living room (near the middle) looking out of my main window. I notice where my front boundary hedging, trees and fence there appears to be this big panel of glass (like it is my front room window) which has these posters stuck on it. (On the RHS.)
I think there should only be one. (I must have been thinking of the one stuck up in the Kitchen window, as IRL.) It appears like someone has put a small red pamphlet (probably like a takeaway menu) next to my main one, plus another white poster stuck up, etc. I think this is a bit ‘odd?’ I think that I’m dreaming? I do a long nose-pinch RC. I think, ‘What am I doing this for? I know I’m dreaming already!’
My Sister C. is in the back room (where my main Bedroom is IRL) area somewhere, mentions about something.
I feel the carpet under my feet. (I crouch down and feel the carpet with my hands to stabilise.)
I wonder what to do when I suddenly feel this rush of energy and inertia and I start to feel like I’m flying upwards at speed.
I think about going to see Mom (on the other side) however I have second thoughts as it might be scary?
During this, all I can really see is a sort of greyness with the odd line or geometric (black) abstract shape? I also hear this deep male sounding voice but I try to make out what they are saying in case it is important, or if I can glean any information from it.
I start to feel strong vibrations and it is like I know I’m in bed, but it feels like my arms are partly outstretched in front of me in a sort of ‘praying mantis’ position, or pose whilst on my RHS (semi-foetal pos.)
I think if I have an FA then I will know about it and deal with it, rather than be fooled by it. The vibes stop and I slowly wake up. I stay completely still with my eyelids closed (for a DEILD) for about 3 minutes, but I become too alert. (@ 7.45 am)


< 8.30 am
I’m in this room where there are 2 PC’s (computers) that are partly stripped down in their black metal cases, as I can see the chassis and the main motherboard, plus some of the other boards and components, etc. They look new and quite powerful machines.
The price is £179 for Maxor. I think this is quite good. (Ok to repair as I think these 2 PC’s had some chips sent off to be replaced.)
I bang the back of my head on something but I look round and I cannot see how or what I banged my head on as there is nothing there.


I’m in this big canteen where there are people eating at various tables. There is some waste/litter left in the middle of the table next to ours.
I think of throwing my (empty) litter at the grey plastic waste bin which has a swinging door on the top of it which is by the wall nearest to me at the front.
I hope to do a ‘slam dunk!’ without missing the bin totally. (I used to do this trick at distance whilst at work with banana skins and apple cores, etc.)
I now think of chucking my litter right across the room (on the RHS) to the back bin where there is this group sitting, etc.
I go to throw, but I think that the litter in my (right) hand is too light and will not carry. I think I have a banana skin now.
However, I decide against throwing it as there is this girl who is sitting right next to the swinging bin itself.
I think if I badly miss then I will look a bit of a d*ck, plus I worry that I might hit the girl on the head with it. (@ 8.55 am)

Reflections:
This was my first LD in ages as I had been quite busy over the last few weeks. I had not been doing any WBTB or taking any type of supplement either.
Even with my dream journal and recall I had just kept it ‘ticking over’ by nonchalantly recording here and there, and remembering bits in my head, rather than putting it on paper, etc.

I had been more interested in HI and relaxation during this period as I didn’t need to devote as much time and energy in doing so, when compared with lucid dreaming.

Things seem to merge together. I know I've been sleeping a lot....like around 10 hours a day lot. I'm pretty sure most of it has been due to a combination of REM rebound, and blood loss. Anyways, here's what I remember.

Everything I fuzzy....super fuzzy. I'm not sure if I'm still just hallucinating or actually in the dream. I try to get up, but my body is so heavy. Everything resets, and I'm back in my bed. NREM? maybe.....I look down over my bed, and I see a black pair of shorts on the ground. I use TK to move them, but it's so fucked up looking. As my shorts slide across the floor, they skip frames of animation. There a monitor sitting on my chair....I decided to look at it.....nothing but porn.


Classic SP....complete blackness...can't move and that's it....I break out of it, and notice my heart rate speeds up. I go to sleep again, knowing it's going to hit me. Same thing....but I see a television turn on. Strange, because I don't watch TV that much. I feel something holding me back....I shake it.

(total unrelated)
I'm in bed with a woman, but my eyes are closed. I'm still feeling the effects of SP...I don't know if this is the dream or something else. She's laying right next to me...long flowing hair....like down to her feet. Fuck it....I grabbed her hand, and out fingers interlaced, and she grabbed my throat, and I woke up.

Don't even remember how I got lucid, but it's night time outside, and I'm flying looking for Kaomea. The area seems endless, so i decided to land and teleport. I started sinking into the ground, and these dogs came up and tried to bite me.

Either I'm playing a game, or just in some super weird world. Everyone is dying...people are getting killed left and right, and it's actually supposed to happen. I remember growing in size to fight some humanoid type monster, but lucidity didn't last long at all. I think the objective was to find all things...like rings or something, and the world would get restored. It happened before, but we never knew it.

Now I'm playing some game...it's pretty crazy. It's an over head beat-em-up, and it has like at least 100 characters to choose from. I'm playing it with my niece, brother, nephew, and some other people were watching. There was a weird sex scene in it....so I told the kids they'd have to get out. Then my sister tells me I have to go fill up the van for her (she doesn't own one) and pick someone up. On top of that, the van takes 110 octane. I'm really mad at her, and I'm trying to reason with her.

I'm at my house and I'm and I feel something wiggling around in my ear. I reach in a pull out a worm that's about five inches long. It's dead when it comes out, and I drop it on the ground. I feel another one coming out out the other side. This one is still alive and I bit it half to kill it. Oh that taste was the worst thing I've ever experienced. It was like a combination of dish washing liquid spoiled milk and death. I started heading to the internet to out more on the worm.

I was lucid last night, but the only thing I can remember is...oh wait....

I was in some weird city, and it was ran by this gang I was apart of. We all wore suits except for the women. They dressed like total sluts with different coloured hair. I think the gang was lead by a female which I hit on...but it was more over the top than what I would normally do. She was wearing short white shorts a bikini top and she had bright raid hair. I was really turned on by her, and I directed her attention to my penis. She looks at it makes a comment about the pre cum that was building up around the tip. She said I wouldn't be able to last a minute with her. I told her it's on, and she can bet whatever. She told me that if I didn't, she would have me killed. I agreed, and the rest of the gang escorted me to a limo. We were driving around to another spot to have sex at. We got to this one place, and it was just crazy. There was some class going on, but it was separated. On my left were all European girls, and to the left American girls. The class was about seduction...what to do to turn guys on, so they were just going through the motions of what movements to do. They were all either wearing either bra/panty/stockings combos or slutty school girl out fits......my mind was blown. The gang was telling me "it was nice knowing you". And I told them that they're not going to kill me, because I'm going to have to wake up soon.