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After I roll out my vision seems to be sorta impaired like there is something in the way. I wake up. Then I DEILD again but this time instead of waiting for the vibes to stop completely I just roll while I'm still vibrating. It works and I am in the dream. I ignore the vision problem and it fixes its self. I touch the walls and stuff to ground myself. I then wanted to do something interesting so I get into the mind set of a ghoul to see if I could change. It kinda works. I think I grew claws and sharp teeth..maybe?? Anyway I go into that bathroom and slice a DC neck. Some blood got into my mouth and it taste like...strawberry? (No wonder zombies like eating people). I then look myself in the mirror and I am completely normal looking. I got the same bushy hair, the same brown skin, nothing changed. I then decided to just be normal. I go into my living room.

The lights are already on. On both sides there are two couches which are used by beds by me. To my left is the entrance to the kitchen, near the entrance is a yellow chair and a table. At the back of the living room are two windows, an air conditioner is taking the place of the window. And the T.V. I have this strange feeling that the ghoul version of myself is coming after me. I look at the bathroom and the bathroom door which I have left opened when I exited is all of a sudden closed. I have a feeling that this evil me is in there. I hear growls. I decided that I should just get this over with so I walk in there and let the thing 'kill' me. After I 'die' my consciousness merges with this other part of me, then I become normal. When I exit the bathroom for the second time I see a head on the floor that can talk. It is covered in a mask. The entrance to the apartment is open. I kick the head out and close the door.

I go into the kitchen. I feel myself leaving the dream. Quickly, I ground myself by looking down at my body and touching it, this works as I feel my presence return. I then say "Hmm what did I wanted to do...oh yeah psi!" I then sit down, close my eyes and tried to make a psi ball but I quickly lost lucidity and the dream changes drastically.

I am now a simple observer. I am in space and I say to myself " I want to colonize my own planet" I find a planet and 'drag' it over somewhere. I see space cars flying by. I then rotate the planet around. I see a yellow node on the planet that has the name of a location on the planet. I ping myself over there. Now I am observing an anachronox style fight. (Anachronox is a fun game btw). So I see Sly Boots, Grampos and some 3rd character I don't know that's in the game. Boots dies. So I, as the observer playing the game somehow uses a mindtear (that revives dead characters) on boots. He comes back but for some reason he is still on the ground. Grampos kills boots again. The scene changes. Now I am playing sphinx and the cursed mummy, or just observing it. (If you like Zelda you will like this game). I see the main character Sphinx get trapped in a room and attacked by a wolf spirit head. Another character says "Blood is now in your lungs, it now longs for more, you will feel like you are aging.."

Another scene change. Now I am watching Ethan Mars from Heavy rain (Another interesting game lol). Ethan looks out the window and he has a shocked look on his face. I get a view of the window, there is nothing but an abyss. Then a grown up Shaun appears and closes the window. Then the scene changes to Ethan jumping off of these platforms hanging from the abyss, unfortunately Ethan messes up a jump and he falls into darkness.

Another scene change. I am in the bathroom and all of a sudden these aliens appear and say "We have accumulated billions of dollars take us to your leaders" Then I wake up.

Okay. With the dreams I had two days ago, I was able to remember them so well all up until the afternoon. For some reason now, my dreams are a bit hazier so I'll actually write some dream notes down in the morning, right when I wake up.

I also seem to automatically wake up around 4:34AM every night. I love how the body and mind works together. It's like, my body knows I want to try out the WILD technique, so it wakes up so that I don't have to be alarmed in order to do it. (The alarm usually causes me to forget my dreams immediately)

I also realized that my first close to successful WILD was actually when I was sleeping on the couch for about an hour, woke up, went to the washroom, chatted with my mom, and then went to my bed to sleep.
Strangely, I wasn't even really trying to WILD at first, but the strange sensations reminded me that this would be a good time to try it. And I got so close!

I think I'll try having myself wake up every time I sleep for the first hour, and try the WILD at that time. Waking up in the middle of the night trying to WILD is a bit of a hassle anyway... Plus I'm sometimes scared of the dark in the middle of the night

I think it will be more successful the next time I try. Wish me luck!

30.08.2011

Kicked off the Team (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

My dream starts with me playing a video game that has space travel, sword combat and looking for different species of life in my logbook(a little like the game Metroid Prime). After i play for a while the game transitions to the basement under my dad's store. I find a girl wearing a towel talking to her friends. They were talking about her finding the right guy for her. When I came in the group started teasing her about me and her going out. A friend of her said "look who's here," in a sarcastic tone. I wave at the girl but the setting changes again. I now am at a athletic center similar to the one at my old college. One of my teammates tells me we have to change for practice so i grab my gym bag and change on the spot. One guy warns me not to change in front of entrance. I turned around and saw the coach's daughters and other girls watching us, so i walk to the other side of the place near alot of seats. I change into my karate gi and saw that a friend of mine from high school was there too (He doesn't go to my college, I didn't think anything of it though). Later my coach tells us to run somewhere and not to bring our bags with us. The next thing I know is that i taking my bag with me, i get thrown off the team immediately for that reason. I leave my bag(i forgot about it) and went outside to take a walk. While walking my vision gets distorted for a moment and I lose my balance for that moment in time. The setting gets really clear and i notice something is weird, so i did a nose RC and it failed I get confusedand surprised for a second but I realized i was dreaming. I stabilize by feeling out the enviornment i felt the wind go past me, the sounds of people talking and walking around me, etc. I'm standing on a sidewalk looking at my surroundings. The houses in front me were in really good detail. I also can see some mountains in the background. i talk to a couple DCs and we decide to go on a road trip to a amusement park. my lucidity drops a little but i still feel like i have control. We get into a car which appears like in 90s Honda civic. One guy looks annoyed because I joined their group but i didn't pay much mind. Then we go through a palce that sells car merchandise. Being nice i tell the driver that I could give him all the stuff for free, he thanks me. We never get to the amusement park.

DEILD/WBTB- Exited a dream because I had to go to the bathroom so I did my usual routine and then went back to sleep. 2 minutes later I was in a lucid dream.

I remember waking up and telling myself that I wanted to have clarity in this dream. So I kept using the word resolve to increase clarity, I was screaming it in the dream and it really worked. Everything would amplify once I said it. I first performed a nose plug to make sure I was dreaming, it came out positive so I started by trying to fly. I could never get myself to fly in my dreams so the first thing I did was jump in the air, I floated and came back down slowly. I then got into the superman position to try to fly and it worked but it didn't feel real at all, and I couldn't look around. I then had a false awakening, I suddenly just woke up in my bed from the dream and my parents were yelling at me. I did another nose plug and I was STILL in a dream, so I just kept going and ignored the stupid DC's. Next, I warped through the wall. I Always heard of people doing this and it seemed awsome.. It was
I just walk straight through it and de atomize the door in the process, I could literally de construct things this time. But the wall or door was still intact once I moved through it. I looked at a desk I was walking by and said "resolve" out loud again everything grew vibrant and colorful. I remember there being a golden tulip and some red roses, along with a few pictures of people sitting on this desk. I had nothing left to practice on, so I tried summoning again. I can't quite just imagine it there and it'll be there but going into a closet and coming back out worked perfectly. It even surprised me in the dream when the DC was there... My parents came down while I was talking to a DC and were all pissed because I was smoking moldy weed apparently, they thought it could kill you. I never said a word to them but they just kept going on, I need to learn how to kill my DC's. A bunch of other stuff happened but I can't really remember, I've only been practicing dream control in lucids lately. If anyone has any tips or fun things to do please leave a comment or message me

Practicing for Success:
I was in a hotel room with my brother. We were on a queen size white bed which was near the door and it was nightime. The room was pretty small but organized. Across from the bed was a TV and to the right of that, there was a window. Moonlight was coming through the window giving the entire scene a serene look. We were practicing LD. It seems that my brother has LD'd in the past. We were trying to go into some picture. I remembered a past experience of it working which was the reason we were trying it and I think I was teleported into a dark place, kinda like being in downtown in the middle of the night

Thoughts: Seems I'm getting much closer to a LD since I'm practicing even in my dreams