Non lucid false awakening. My ass feels wet so I get out of bed. Glenn from works walks in the bathroom and laughs. He tells me I shit my pants. I take off my underwear and see I'm drenched wet with spatters of brown. I think I must have horrible diarrhea. I wake up on my left side. My ass was out of the covers and got cold. #182 - DEILD - 5:26AM - 2 of 4 The alarm goes off and my wife hits snooze. I hold still and concentrate on awareness. I feel someone stroking my hair next to me. I think it is my mom. The TV is on. I hear my dad on my right. I feel like a little child again. I am trying to get lucid. My left leg twitches and my mom laughs at me. She says something about me falling asleep. My dad just grunts a "huh". I twitch again letting my body do its natural falling asleep. I am aware. This time both legs twitch. My mom giggles. My mom? What the hell? I realize I am deeper that I thought and get out of bed. I go straight outside out the font door. It is chilly and I feel like I am just in my underwear. The wind picks up. I feel it swirl around me then lift me. I am suddenly sucked off the porch and land in the yard. When I roll over to my back I see the porch light has become super bright. The intense yellow hurts my eyes and I advert my gaze so that I don't become lost in it. I wonder around in the yard a bit, looking at the grass, feeling it and stabilizing. I see many stars but for some reason looking up is difficult. It's like my head wouldn't move up and my eyes kept darting back and forth. I wanted to focus on a star and fly there but I just couldn't hold it still. Then I remember my original task and proudly proclaim, "I'm the doctor!" I left the TARDIS right around the side of the house. I fully believe myself as I walk around. I can see my back yard and a street light and BAM! A dark silhouette of something like a tall box. Not quite what I had imagined in my MILD attempt earlier but it'll do. I run up to it and when I get next to it, I see its about half my height. It's dark but I can see the police call box sign and the blue doors. NO! Not good enough I reach inside it and pull it apart. It stretches out and becomes big enough to step into. Ah but its just a dark box! I am a little irritated that it's not bigger on the inside with that sweet center console but I'm just glad I finally found it. I decide not to close the door and just imagine that its going to work anyway. I see the scene outside morph and change. It looks snowy for a second then darkness. Then someplace bright and sunny, Then I am flying. I see treetops and stars. Then it gets all wobbly. I can't seem to control it so I decide to bail. I jump out and find myself face down in the grass. There is darkness and confusion. I am back in bed. I get up and try to open my eye but I feel like I open my real eyes. The snooze alarm goes off.
A bit out of time this week, an actually not so brief update: 13 May - Me and a group of 5 kids decide to create a business. We go to register it, and the start up costs are only 100. We talk to some lawyer who says its is excellent because we are all from different countries. - I become upset and leave the house of a friend wearing slippers. It is very hard to walk with these but I don't find this unusual. - In our old neighborhood, there are lots of new stores. I go in a supermarket where they are making fresh carrot juice, it is green in color, I wonder a bit about that, but conclude that green carrot juice is ok. 14 May - In our old place, my mom keeps talking, while I want to go to sleep. I tell her that her talking activates my brain and I cannot fall asleep. It is early morning, still dark outside and snowing. - I see Dr dre on the street, he is smoking and I want to join him. Before I do, he has finished with the stuff. A skater boy pushes him hard and I think how rude kids are nowadays. I follow Dre to a building, but the cops are all over the place. I have a micro second of lucidity, remembering I read a part of Xanos's dream from yesterday and know it this the cause for this one. I lose my lucidity a second later and try to leave the building. - I am in jail which looks like a normal house, my belongings are also there. A woman calls me and I think they are finally letting me go. She informs me that she allows me to go out, so that I can find a woman called Connie Flowers or something similar. A friend from school is also accompanying me. We look for the place where Connie lives, but cannot find her. I have another second brief moment of clarity and high awareness, when I am climbing a fence, while looking for her. I continue following the dream but get the brilliant idea to ask some old ladies to show me the way to Connie's house. They all point in one direction and that excites me a lot. I am absorbed back by the dream and we go to the place the women were pointing at. - A false awakening where I jot down key words from the previous dream. I write Connie Flowers on a piece of paper. Had it not been this FA, I probably would have forgotten the name. It was so realistic that I actually looked down and expected to see it written in my notebook, but nothing was there irl. - On a street, thinking about last night's dreams. I look at the sky, and decide to star gaze. I have my blanket with me. I get interrupted by a machine washing the streets. My slippers get washed away... Note: micro-lucids, not counting Pretty busy this week, I wish my sleep could condense, so that I still get some nice REM moments.
Updated 05-14-2013 at 03:59 PM by 61764
I had two or three beers last night. I had three cups of coffee yesterday which I think helped me become lucid last night. I woke up in the middle of the night and couldn't sleep for hours which happened somewhat recently as well. I checked in to DVirc last night. I was looking at a couple of red 4x4's and I knew that I was dreaming. I didn't even do an RC. I started flying straight up and I felt like a rocket. I even heard the jets. I went above the tree line and started thinking, "I hope I don't get heavy." I focused on the sound of the jets and tried to just ride it. Soon I saw stars, but I wasn't in space. It was more like here and there, there were spots of light, stars, hanging in our atmosphere. It was still awesome. Soon after I did get heavy. I didn't exactly fall back to Earth, but I did dream-skip to Earth. I was on a country road. This was a similar theme to a recent lucid also, but this time I didn't really see the road. I heard a noise and thought I'd go check it out. I followed the sound through some brush. It was really interesting to follow the sound. I was excited as I got closer and closer. I came upon a baby owl in a nest. I was afraid it would bite me if I wasn't lucid, but I was, so I picked it up. It was sweet, so I put it on my shoulder. Now I went back to the road. A car wizzed by. I tried to step in front of it. This was similar to jumping off a small cliff and into a river in a recent lucid. I find I like to court danger when I'm lucid. Why not? Then I heard a cop following this car. I was going to wait for it and step in front of it, but it never got there. Dream skip I'm in a metal pre-fab building. I forgot the junk that was in it, but I decided to leave and FAILED in my attempt to phase through the wall. I was pissed! I've been having trouble phasing which used to be a natural ability for me. I know the wall isn't there but I still cant pass. I ended up ripping the wall like cloth, but it took effort. This development really concerns me. I ended up in a room with E. I wasn't going to do anything with her, but decided that I'd had a pretty varied dream, and maybe it was time to enjoy some female activity. She left, and I ended up trying to explain to another girl whom I was not interested in, the difference between a 1964, '69, and 70 half dollar. The stupid DC wasn't listening to me. The dream started breaking up here.
Updated 04-13-2013 at 09:44 AM by 41873
I became lucid in total darkness, so I'm not sure what made me realize that I was dreaming. I was plummetting through the pitch black. It frightened me a little, even though I knew it was a dream. I reassured myself that I was safe and that I could change the setting if I wanted to, but I decided to continue the free fall anyway. Suddenly I broke through the darkness to a million points of light. I was falling past a vast, beautiful galaxy. Now the falling sensation felt more like flying, because I knew gravity had no claim to me here. It was breathtaking. Eventually it all faded and I found myself in a normal dream, where I lost my lucidity.
Feb 2nd 2013 < 5.15 am I remember a bit of a dream where I’m looking at this star-like planet and a couple of other stars in the sky. 5.15 – 5.30 am (WBTB) My usual routine. << 9.20 am I remember being down my Dad’s house. My eldest brother sort of goes behind my back (on purpose?) to sort some ******** documentation out (instead of me) which I’m not happy about. This makes me feel anxious afterwards. (I’m currently in the process of doing something IRL which relates to this, etc.) < 9.20 am I see the corner of this (bedroom?) wall in my house I think? The walls seem to be in a blue patterned wallpaper. In the corner near the ceiling is this small clump of brown dried grass or reeds in the form of an untidy nest. I think it is for a mouse, although originally I think it is a wasp’s nest, but it isn’t due to the construction/materials used. I look again (I think Mom or someone is nearby?) where there are like a couple of small cocoon/webs which are in the space of small triangles in the corner instead, both spaced apart. I wonder if there are (insect) eggs, or eggs that will turn into lots of maggots in them. I brush my hand through one and get rid of it as it feels like old cobwebs and dust. (I’m not sure if I go to put in the (kitchen) bin?) Next, I remember the (kitchen) cupboard unit where the (left) door panel is open and I (accidentally) drop the debris/dust in the corner edge by the door and the panel floor inside. I worry that the eggs or whatever might grow so I try and retrieve the debris with my fingers. I push/prise it out with my finger, where I end up pulling out these damp dark bits of orangy/brown wood/chipboard instead. I then end up pulling out a big chunk where it is all wet and starting to disintergrate. I think that there must be dampness or a water leak here coming from underneath. I then end up pulling this wood/old wood which is in this clump or pile in the middle of the kitchen cupboard which supports some sort of bowl which I think has a tap going through to it. I get rid of the pile so I can get rid of the dampness/leak, but the bowl (as in sink/toilet type?) thing isn’t supported properly now. Reflections: None, except I only wrote the odd keyword down earlier this morning in my notes. 0 . . . . 5 . . . . 10 LUCID-O-METER
I can only remember fragments from my dreams last night. I remember running and leaping across a vast chasm. It was as easy as jumping over a puddle. I remember thinking that leaping across great distances in that way couldn't be humanly possible, yet I had done it anyway. I often dream that I am in a reimagined version of the school grounds I spent time in as a child. I dreamt I was laying out under the stars near the edge of the rows of trees that lined the edge of the gravel field. Suddenly, clouds rolled in and the rain came down, wetting my skin and soaking into the soil around me.
In the dream (but not in real life), my brother is the guild manager for the computer game I am playing. My brother asks me what map I'm playing on the game. He thinks I am playing "the one with the stars", which apparently is the newbie level. He is about to ask me another question, which is upsetting for some reason, and wakes me up.A dog is drooling excessively. I/we are amazed at this animal's drool, that we even make a wikipedia page in the dream about "Animals that drool".I see Mom making a tube of Pillsbury biscuits. Mom is talking to me about the lamp on my desk. Apparently there is a button on the base of the lamp that turns on the lamp, but it is very small, and you have to turn it in order to get it to work. Mom complains that her fingers are having trouble getting around the small button, and would like to replace the button with a larger button. Real life: I just replaced and fixed some lamps in my apartment.
Sleep Time: 11:20 p.m - 5:52 a.m Night Drive and a Kitty I'm driving somewhere. It's dark out which I find odd because it is early in the afternoon. I notice the stars are very clear. Dream Jump: I'm adopting an 8 month old orange tabby named Freddie. Sleep Time: 7:30 a.m - 9:50 a.m Strange School I'm subbing at some random school. I'm not scheduled to work, I just walk into different classrooms..
7-29-08 I'm so behind now. LD1: I don't remember how I got lucid or what I was doing before. I was at the edge of this very high cliff. I wanted to fly out and really appreciate the fact that I was able to just jump off the edge of a cliff and fly. I suddenly got nervous and made myself hover before I went over the edge. I remember looking way down at the river below (it was a bit like the grand canyon). I was going very slow and felt a liitle frustrated about that. But then I remembered recently answering a post about getting to outer space. I decided to practice the technique that I shared. This was the "changing scenery to get to space" technique. So as I flew I just imagined myself flying through the stars. It didn't take long before I saw that I actually was flying through the stars. I watched the stars pass me (it felt more like they were passing me than I was passing them). I then remembered the DV task of visiting all the planets. I still hadn't been able to get to a planet. I started wishing for planets to show up so I could land on one. I didn't care what the planet looked like. I figured I could just call it what I wanted anyway. I wasn't really sure what each planet looked like up close anyway. The planet Neptune kept coming to mind, so I figured the planet that showed up would be my version of Neptune. I started seeing fuzzy object pass me. I figured they were planets. But I couldn't get them to slow down so I could find out for sure. I finally lost lucidity.
(I think I'm not recalling the real beginning of this dream, so I'll start from where I start remembering the dream) I was sitting in a bus and it was night, I think the bus was driving through some kind of tunnel. I was looking up and there was a hole or window in the bus there and at some spot we were driving through I could see the sky and the stars. It was just for about 2 seconds that I could see them and the first moment they looked normal but the next moment the amount of stars I could see started to heavly increase and they were forming a shape, a little like a magical seal. I was literally thinking "WTF?" and pinched my nose, and I could breathe perfectly, making me immediately lucid. I got up and looked around me (there seemed to be some random stuff in the bus) and told myself "all this is not real", resulting in some energy coming from me (I think) which dissolved everything to a more clear state, as well as helping me to stabilise. Like usually I teleported to another place, I was left in a rather empty room, pretty dark but with some blue and purple colors. Looking out of one of the windows I saw space, looked like a blue galaxy. I wanted to go there so I went closer to the window with the intent to pass through it, but when I came closer I saw a reflection in the window, caused by the lamp in the from, preventing me from going there. So I simply opened the window and jumped through which worked well, I told myself "there's no gravity in space" so I only fell a few meters down and then I started floating. The blue part looked a lot like it had been painted to a wall because I could see a cube like shape from the inside (like when you are in a room). I turned around and went to a more red part of space, there was a sun and a bunch of asteroids around it. I thought about a certain track called Nebula (EBF3) which I then heard playing. The details of the stellar objects were going down a lot though and I only saw them in polygons. I was lightly jumping from one asteroid to another and tried to raise the details but I woke up.
Updated 10-14-2012 at 08:39 AM by 48127
[Saturday, October 6th, 2012] Two Doctor/Professors/Scientists in orange?- faintly reminded me of Half-Life 1 and 2. There were scientists and professors like them in a lab setting that resembled my Mom's old house. I walked around watching them. There were grey figures walking around the room too- obviously robots or androids of some sort. The scientists were bustling around the room that I was in, programming the androids/cyborgs. "Why are you so glitchy? Why are you stuttering?" One stops a dark grey robot to fiddle with his CPU brain. <memory skips> Brent and I in a small but long room, Bowser is in it and we're trying to get to the other side. He pops up every now and then and we knock him away each time. At the end of the room, a giant arena sits. Giant MegaBowser falls from nowhere and starts jumping and crushing Brent, though he respawns. I wait until Bowser is distracted and I toss a green koopa shell at him and knock him for a loop. He's dazed for a moment; But he jumps again, and I watch his shadow carefully to avoid him. I warn Brent this time to watch his shadow, but he doesn't listen and gets hit a second time. I throw a giant koopa shell this time and it almost finishes Bowser off. <memory skips> Now, Brent and I are in the old house's living room. The scientists are gone. I'm interupt him from a phone call with something important, and he's enraged because he was trying to hear something talk so he could get numbers. At this point I get annoyed and annoy him further. He gets up to chase me or hit me. I get away unscathed and end up talking my Aunt about Brent. She seems to know exactly what Brent is up to. <dream changes> + Me and Alex stargazing. "Wow the sky is so pretty..." I amuse myself with our view of the night-sky. Alex says, "I wonder if there's anything else in THAT direction." or (I wonder if there's anything else that's not over there...) We were talking about galaxies and planetary life or something else important. She points a certain direction as she talks I say, "Nah, over there it's just the planets. And over there is another- and another there..." Alex points something out in the nightsky. "What's that then?" I look up. I giant explosion of stars and in the middle- a spiral of orange. The entire explosion resembles a phoenix, spray painted in MS PAINT. The star-phoenix glimmers and pulsates slowly, and has layers of orange spraypaint. It's absolutely breathtaking and tragically beautiful. We walk towards it and it starts to resemble a giant tree split in half, as if it were struck by lightning and on fire. It was a World Tree falling from a worldly hill. What looked like wings before, now seemed like split trunks on their way down. My Dad appeared next to us, and I noticed there was a giant iron overhang nearby with his truck underneath it. We ran to it as the tree began to fall in our direction. We made it under safely just in time. It crushed the area around us except for the overhang, but the overhang wouldn't stand much longer with the weight of the tree on it. "Don't worry, it's definitely gonna fall." We raced to his truck to save it from being crushed. "Oh, I'm worried." I spit out. <dream ends>
I am 14 now and This is a dream I had about 1 year ago and it's still clear as day in ly min. I think it might mean something... >>> In this dream I am about 15-16 years<<< - I was standing on the concrete slab in my backyard. My dogs weren't there, which was odd.it was a warm summers' night and I was looking at the stars. There was no moon on that night. I was staring at the empty space where the moon usually was. The next thing I know, there was a baby in my arms. I can't remember exactly what she looked like. Then there was a voice, it said "She is yours raise her. I will be back for her soon." I was scared and confused. I did't interprete what he was saying. The next thing I remember, I was at school, holding her, infront of my textiles classroom, on the school balconies, and people would pass me, asking 'who is that? is it yours? I don't remember you being pregnant!' I would answer "She's mine, but I'm still a virgin." and smile. I couldn't control what I did or said. I don't know how long this went for. But then I was in bed, with the baby girl next to my pillow. I was staring at her thinking `When I wake up, She'll still be there."- >ENDOFDREAM< At this point, I woke up and looked around, near my pillow, under the covers, near my bed. She wasn't there. The whole time, I had known it was a dream but didn't want to accept it. The whole day, I wondered if I'd see her again. That is a dream I had approximately slightly over a year ago, but I remember it as clear as day, I haven't forgotten anything since the moment I woke up. it was as if it was dream which had huge bits taken out. But it is exactly what I recalled the moment I woke up. Do mind, that I almost NEVER have dreams. But whenever I do, they will mean something. that I know, but i dont know what this one means... I do not remeber the baby girl's name or how she looks, or who's voice it was. but I REALLY need to know what it means!!
Walking home at night, possibly on holidays. Saw stars far more vividly than before, crystal clear. They were moving around the SCP, as if time were sped up. Suddenly became aware of fireworks, following the stars. Near home, getting phone out to take some photos when I heard rustling in long grass. It was Nikolas (4yo), playing with an empty Pringles can. Brought him in, why was he out in the middle of the night? Where did he get those glasses? Went outside again to see stars and fireworks. Saw some girls sitting around watching the show. Wife came out wanting me to hear the song on the radio, forgot the words while she was trying to sing along. We all laughed. Saw beautiful (and huge) temple, lit by fireworks. Phone out again to take photos. Not working too well in low light. Suddenly, a huge procession of oriental warriors poured towards temple. Dancing started, with enormous lion dragon dance. Low battery warning on device which is now an iPad. Can't turn it off for some reason. Show Rohan (for some reason it's now his iPad). Eventually close apps and turn off. Now Rohan, Imogen and I are leaving from a friend's house.
This is day 11 of LinkZelda's experiment. 10:00 PM - 4:27 AM 25 AUG 2012There is the sound and sight of broken tree branches; I hear the word "Fineland". Real life: it's not unusual this time of year to hear acorns and branches fall on the roof of my apartment -- I have a very old and weak roof. 4:27 AM - 5:49 AM I am trapped, emprisoned in North Carolina for what seems like days or weeks. I manage to break free and run for it -- it is nighttime. The fields are wet and I am disoriented, I am running for my life. I recognize the stars. I can feel the wet grass on my body. 5:49 AM - 6:10 AM Something about the game "Warcraft" and a man tells me "I love you".
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