WarriorTiger's Visions of Misconceptions

So it has been a while since I updated this. Dreaming kind of took a back seat to life, but I am hoping to get back into the swing of things!

Dream:

I have just fallen asleep. My medication allows for quick falling asleep and vivid dreams. It is overly dark. I keep getting flashes of people, and colors, and images, like pictures. It is hard to make sense of it. Everytime I try to focus on something it flashes away. I can hear voices. I think I'm in a sort of void, where nothing exists but me. Its hard to make sense of anything. The voices continue, compounded on each other and getting louder.

I am suddenly in a room with Kathryn Janeway. Her overshirt is off, and she is in just her pants and grey long sleeve shirt. She is sitting on a bench, with a light focused on her. She looks up at me. "Embrace the Dream." That was an odd thing to say.

I look up, Hermione Granger is laughing with me. I must have said something funny. We are in the Great Hall. She leans in close to me, whsipering in my ear. "Embrace the Dream." Huh. Didn't Janeway just say that. She shoves me back and I am falling, through the void.

I can see light, but I am moving away from it. It feels like I am falling back into something. I land with a thud and the light comes rushing at me. "Easy, easy now." I can hear Janet Fraiser saying. I carefully open my eyes. A pen light flashes across them. I am in biodome medical bay. I try to sit up. "Careful." I see Wasau there too. She helps me sit up. "Welcome back." She says then leaves. "Back?" Janet looks at me, scans me with a tricorder. "Yeah, its been a while." I think. "I thought I was back before, a few months ago?" Jaet pulls me into a hug. I kiss her. "Yeah, about that. A lot has changed here since then."

I look up at her questioningly. "What? Why? Were we attacked?" I know the biodome is a place for all dreamers to meet. "We weren't attacked." "What then?" I ask. "I think its better if I show you." We step out of the med bay and into a deserted hall. Its grey sleak walls seem a dull comfort, and unnerving at the same time. "Janet, what happened here?" No one is around. "Well, when you, and the others stopped coming... more like stopped dreaming, it all just fell to shit." I looked around again. We had made it all the way to the end of a hall. Janet was starting to put on a space suit. "You should do the same." I look at her. "If this is a dream I don't need to." She smiled at me. "Very good, but I still need to." I help her put it on.

We have to wait for the room to depressurize before opening the other door. There is no power and I equip myself with a flashlight. I change my clothes. I am wearing miltary style pants, a thigh holster with a gun, and plain shirt. I check the weapon. "How much time?" "2 hours, what's that?" Janet asks. "This?" I hold up the gun and she nods. "Its a plasma gun. Got it from... well I forget. You still didn't tell me what happened."

We are walking toward the emergency beacon. "When you stopped dreaming, more off on your own quest for things, people stopped coming." "Yeah, but the biodome was for anyone." "True, but without you, and Raven, well things went down hill. Stuff started breaking. You're the heart of this place Commander." I look at her startled. Only one other time has the biodome called me that, and I have never heard Janet call me that. "If I'm the heart that makes Raven the soul. But what about Nomad, and MoSh?" She looks at me and sighs. "They just helped build the thing, just like anyone else can. Really it's been linked mostly to you.."

I take a good look around. This place looks bad. I guess it makes sense. I have't been feeling the greatest about things, and apparently subconciously translated into the dream state. "Did you ever find your answer?" Janet asked me. "Well I claimed her, in a dream, if it wasn't a DC (dream character), and nothing happened in the waking world. That I can tell. But it sure does look like something happened here," I draw my gun. I feel like we are being watched. I tell Janet this. She smiles at me. "It's your dream, you make it what you want." I tell myself that there is nothing there. No enemy. Its the biodome anyway!

Finally we come to a long set of stairs down. In the middle of a circle is a large machine going down into the Moon. I look at it. "Well, I guess we better start down." After the fifth story down Janet asks who built this. I tell her I did. She just looks at me. I suddenly understand her point. I close my eyes and will the machine to be smaller, and suddenly we are on the ground floor. I see the control pannel. I rip it off and start messing with the electric cords there. I am trying to get power back to the emergency beacon. "Shouldn't we have gotten the generators back up first?" Janet asks. "No, this is supposed to have an backup systen.Why its not working..." I shrug. I ask Janet for some tool and she get it for me. I stand up. "Thanks." She looks at me and shoves me. I fall down a long hole. "Embrace the Dream."

What the fuck? Is all I can think as I'm falling. I land with a thud, her words echoing in my mind. Embrace the Dream. Seems to be a pattern going on. I look up at the light, just a tiny pin prick. I hate wells, and why I think I'm in a well is beyond me. I will for a set of stairs to apppear. It does, on the side, but is more like a ladder. I climb out, and the hole vanishes. "What the hell? You have dream control?" I ask Janet. I'm not really mad at her. She is trying to teach me something. She smiles at me. "Only beacuse you let me. Lets finish up." I ask her how much time we have left for her oxygen. She says 1 hour. We finish working on the beacon, a bright white light shoots out of it and stays on. "Well, anyone that sees that should know we are in trouble. Now lets get the generators back on."

As we head up Janet says she doesn't have much time left. I tell her to go back to the waiting room. I can do this myself. She leaves and I head to the generators. Once there, its more like an engine room, I start my work. The main generator looks like the engine from Serenity, off of Firefly. I start messing around with it, trying to get it spinning again. I can hear Janet in my ear piece. Something went wrong, the room can't be pressurized back. And she can't get out of her suit. This makes me work faster. I can hear her laboured breathing. "How much time?" I ask. "Thirty mintues." Her suit beeps. "But only because you lowered the levels you're taking in?" Its less of a question as it is a statement. "Not the point." She replies. I see her slding the the wall before I am brought back to the engine room.

I start to work faster. Flipping switches. The engine begins to turn the stop. I take a large wrench and start banging on it. Dirt and rust and grime fall off. I flip the switches again. Again it starts then stops. I can hear Janet beginning to breath really heavy, like she is suffocating. I start kicking the engine. "Work damn it! Spin! Do something!" I leave the switch flipped up, and keep kicking the machine. Soon a large boom, happens and I fly back 20 feet. I am covered in dirt and grime. The engine kicks to life, and with it, the biodome begins to live again. No people, but its a start.

I walk to where I left Janet. Wasau is there, and is helping her. Janet has her helmet off. "I see you did it." I nod, still covered in dirt. "What happened?" "Exhuast port was jammed. Got it cleaned out." She laughs, "Looks like it did it kind of on its own." I smile and nod.

We head to the gardens. They look sad, and withered. I call out for Raven knowing she can help bring them back. "I hope she gets the message." I smile at Janet. "You did good. Just remember," everything is starting to fade. "Embrace the Dream." Everything goes to black.

Non Lucid Dream

I am watching the Price is Right from the audience. There is a guy with numbers on his back. When the wheel spins if it matches his numbers he moves onto the next round. I touch his black fuzzy pants to wish him good luck; apparently that was against the rules and I get into trouble and he can't win anymore. It's not like the numbers on his shirt can change. I get all pissed off and start throwing rock hard candy at people. Mostly because they are booing me and treating me like I'm a loser. I step out of the studio because of my temper. Sitting there is a heavy cart. I wheel it into the studio and slam it into people. That'll teach them to make fun of me! It hurts several people and I "run" away. I was wearing gloves so I didn't leave my finger prints on the cart. I zig and zag to make sure they can't find me. I am still very angry. It is overly dark (No RC) but I am confident I have lost them when I get woken up by my alarm.

Been undergoing on again - off again dreams, but I am going to try and keep this truly updated now. Oh, and all my dream control/recall is shot to shit so I have to start from the beginning again... Mostly.

I am playing basketball, but the ball is one used for dodge ball. I think nothing of this because it still bounces and can be used to toss into a net. Mr. C is playing on my team. There are way too many people playing. We almost always have the ball, rather, I almost always have the ball. It seems to be deflating, and sticking to my hand! It is getting annoying. I am about to toss the ball to Mr. C when I wake up.

SilverWolf is at my house. We have decided that we are going to go to the desert to go looking for Indian artifacts. We have planned to go near the Mexican border. My dad says to look near his boss, Rachel, house. Apparently she has found artifacts there before. We say that it's a great idea and finish getting ready to leave. He says to be careful because we could cross over to Mexico without realizing it.

We are then in the desert. The sun is beating down and its a little hot. I wipe the sweat from my brow. I see something shinny on the ground. It is a pottery shard. I yell for Silver to come over. She walks over and says now we just need to find an arrowhead. I look up and see train tracks. I hear the train and see it coming. It starts to go by when I hear my dad say, "Allison its a quarter til 7, time to get up." I mumble something as I wake up.

In a building with zombies, and Raven. The grey brick walls looked almost like a castle. I had a shot in my hands. Raven had one too. We were going around shooting the zombies in the head. It was all quite enjoyable. Then it turned almost nightmarish when we got cornered by a pack of zombies. I closed my eyes, and pulled the trigger time and time again. The zombies started to thin out, and I pulled a sort of candle stick like apparatus. It appears as if some people had taken refuge in the castle's secret walls. For some strange reason they needed to go to store. So we head over to the store, via magical teleportation. Their cart was instantly filled too. All we had to do was check out. It was filled with stuff that seemed to be appropriate for a Thanksgiving feast. I leaned in to one of the boys we had saved, and I tried to kiss him. I hear Raven shout and then open my eyes and blow a zombie head off. Did I fall asleep? I shake my head and continue hunting zombies. I turn to look at Raven and she's gone. I wonder where she went to when I wake up.

I was Mr. Darcy. Well sort of. Really I was a woman, impersonating Mr. Darcy. For some strange reason, my goal was to get to Jane. To make her love me. I was going to show her that I was a woman, make her realize that sort of love was okay. I was at a bar, drinking with the rest of the guys. It was actually quite enjoyable. I was tired, so then went to sleep. The next day I was at Jane's house. We were kissing under a tree. Something happened and we needed to run quickly. It was as if we had been discovered. I grabbed her hand and took to the air. I told her it was faster to travel this way. I figured we would just head to the moon when I heard this meow... and my cat licked my ear, waking me up.

So after a short break with my Rizzoli and Isles dreams, and most dreams for that matter, I finally had another one. I guess the 9 hours of watching the show helped.

Six Months passed in the flash of an eye.

I was in a Tibetan monastery. I had spent the last six months cut off from everyone, learning their ways, their fighting style, and even how to control myself. I was ready to go home. I hadn't hardly spoken to anyone, they were a quiet bunch. I was meditating, before I left. One last time in the gardens I had told myself. I sat listening, moving through time like I had been taught. It was then that I entered the vision.

I watched as Maura walked down the street. It was dark out and she had a brown coat on. I saw someone jump her from behind and shoot her in the side.

I was disturbed by this, but kept trying to hold onto it. It faded and I stood up. I knew it was time to leave. The head monk smiled at me and we bowed to each other. I turned to leave, "Before you go, we need you to take this staff." I turned back around. He was holding a golden staff. "It will protect you, and with it you can defeat death itself. Go in peace young one." He handed me the staff and turned around. I headed home.

-Rizzoli POV-

"So, Allison is coming back. Are you excited?" Maura asked Jane. "Or course I am." "You know," Maura looked down at her hands, "I have been wondering, have you guys had sex yet?"

Jane almost choked on her beer. "No." "Well, why not?" Maura tilted her head. "Well when we first met she had been raped I wanted to give her some space." "And after that?" Maura seemed a little to curious. "Well after that... well... she's gone a lot."

"Do you want to?" "Okay Maura, what's going on?" "Well you seem hesitant to, so I was just wondering." "Yes I want to... I just want to let her decide when that is."

-My POV-

Sometime later.

I stepped into the precinct with out much of a word. I had learned to stay soft spoken. I didn't seem like I was the same. It was Maura who had seen me first. I smiled at her. "Hey Allison!" she shouted. She ran over and gave me a hug. My skin was nice shade of tan and I had lost quite a bit of weight. The weight I lost was all fat, and now I was very muscular. Jane stood up. "Wow, you look..." she didn't know what to say. I smiled at her.

"Oh, I have gifts." I took out the gifts from my bag. I gave Korsak a trinket, Frost some a mini Buddha, and Maura I gave a dress. "Allison, this is a 5,000 dollar dress." "I know," I looked over to Jane. I smiled and leaned in close to her. "I have a surprise for you at home." She smiled at me.

I went home. (Stuff happened that I want to keep to myself )

Again... here we are.

Part Eight

I was on my plane flying home. I was in a rush and I had to tell the department what had happened. I don't know when I landed in Boston, or when I got to the PD, but I remember walking in as if I owned the place. "Allison what are you doing here?" I heard Maura ask. "Aren't you supposed to be in China?" I looked over at her. "Hey, Jane's not in yet. I don't know where she is... this is unusual for her." Korsak looked at me as he spoke those words. "I know. She's not coming in today. Hey Frost, can you help hook me up the the projector?"

Frost did as I asked and soon I was showing them the video. "This was taken three days ago. I have tried making contact with each of you since, but to no avail. I figured the least I could do was come down and show you myself." Maura looked horrified. "God, all this time I thought Jane was just busy catching up with you. And sleep." "Well whoever they are... we should expect a ransom..." Before Korsak could finish a chime came, indicating I had a new email.

"We have her. Don't play games. $1,000,000 USD." There was also a website and a location for drop off. I quickly loaded the website and there was Jane. They had set up cameras and we were watching her. The screen went dark and a button appeared that said 'Press to see Jane'. I don't know which one of us pressed it, but a blinding light came on and Jane became very startled. "I can get the money."

-Note: Lost time...-

I was standing with a gun to a guys back. "You give me the girl and the money, and let's say I don't blow your head off." He set the suitcase of money down and motioned for his men to give up Jane. "Now go before I change my mind and shoot you anyway." He took off to his van, slamming the door shut and squealing out of the warehouse. I walked over to Jane and unbound her wrists. She pulled the gag out of her mouth and removed the blindfold from her eyes. She looked at me and I went to hug her.

I was surprised when her hand made contact with my face. "What the hell?" was all I could ask. "What do you think you were doing? You could have been killed? Did you know if they even had weapons? Have you ever fired a gun before?" She shot her questions out at me before I could regain my bearings. "I was thinking about rescuing you.. maybe that was a bad idea. I know I could have been killed. I was hoping that they didn't have weapons, and I love to go shooting."

She looked at me, both pain and passion in her eyes. "That still doesn't give you the right to come in and.. and.. God." She screamed at me. "I'm sorry, what gives you the right to dictate what I do with my money and if I can come and save you." "They used me Allison. Do you know what that feels like?" We were screaming at each other. She was obviously pissed at something I did. Pretty soon she was screaming about the fact that she hadn't had this many problems since she met me, and that maybe she should leave. "Fine if you want to go, go. It's not like I am holding a gun to your head saying that you need to..." "GUYS!" I heard Maura shout into my ear. I paused my yelling.

"You are still live." I shut my eyes and sighed. I pulled the wire out of my shirt and slammed it onto a table. "You were wearing a wire?" Jane asked. "Who all heard that?" She got close to me. I thought she was going to push me. "Maura, that's all." I still wanted to hug and kiss Jane, tell her that everything was okay, but at the same time I was still very angry. "If you are leaving, then leave. I have a plane to catch. Back to China. And a deal to finish. I expect to start working on the project soon, so that means I will be gone for at least three months." I picked up the suitcase and walked outside.

-Note: More lost time...-

I was sitting on my private jet waiting to go back to China. Jane had not called me or even spoken to be for the last couple of days. I had to get her off my mind and get back to work. A song came on, Godsmack's "What If." I listened to it and realized I couldn't be with out her, so decided to go to the PD and tell her.

Meanwhile... *Jane POV*

"I don't know Maura. I can't just do that." Jane was saying. "Jane, I have never seen you happier in the entire time I have known you. Trust me." "Maybe you're right..." "Right about what?" Korsak asked. "Right about being in love with Allison." Maura told him. Jane sighed. She had no clue that I was leaving that day. "Jane, if you think you even might love her, you need to tell her. Stop being so stubborn." "Fine, fine. I'll call her."

My son answered the phone and told Jane that I was flying out, back to China. Korsak offered to drive her to the airport.

*Back to me...*

I was riding a motorcycle I had just bought way too fast, and way to dangerously. I was risking my life, my being, maybe my soul to get to Jane and tell her how I felt. I could not afford to lose another love of my life. I nearly ran into the side of the PD skidding my bike to a stop. I shut off the engine and ran into the building. No one was at their desk, so I hoped that they were in Maura's lab. I ran down the stairs and hall, bursting the door open. "Where's Jane?" I asked, slightly out of breath. Startled both Maura and Frost turned around. "She went to the airport..." Frost started. "To look for you. Allison what are you doing here?" Maura asked me.

"I need to tell Jane I love her."

*Jane's POV*

They had to arrived in excellent time, but also in poor timing. Jane asked the manager at the nearest office if my plane had taken off yet. He told her no and directed her on where to go. She sprinted down the terminal and hurried outside to see my plane taking off. "Hey Jane, its okay don't worry. She said she'd be back. Give her some time." "No Korsak. I don't think she'll come back to me."

*My POV*

Maura, Frost and myself sat near Jane's desk waiting for her to come back. I was a bit antsy. Jane and Korsak walked through the doors and I stood up. I wanted to run to her, but I didn't know how she would react. "She's gone Maura," Jane said. I had kept myself well hidden. "Jane, I think that..." "No Maura, its over with her. Damnit, I can't believe I let her get away." "You didn't," I said as I stepped out. "What?" I pulled her into a deep kiss. At about the same time her parents walked through the door.

"See Angela, I told you she was gay. You never believe me anymore." Jane broke off her the kiss, a flash of sadness washed over her face. I held her hand tightly. She turned around to face them. I had been there before and I knew it was going to be hard. "Mom," she started. "Janie, you don't need to explain anything to me," her mom said. Her dad looked right at her. I thought he was going to disown her. Then he looked past her at me. "I swear, if you break her heart, I'm going to kill you." "Dad, come on! You can't say something like that in a police station." "Oh come on Jane," Korsak said, "I'd help him."

"What?" Jane said. I could see nods and hear agreements from other people. Maura just smiled at me. "I'm sure you'll be okay. I can tell you care very much about her." She gave me a tight hug.

-Okay, so this is where the Rizzoli Files currently end. They have occurred over several nights, and I hope that they continue. I also hope that you have enjoyed reading them, as I have enjoyed dreaming them. It would be a great dishonor to my dreamscape if they were to end here, so wish me luck in dreaming more of Jane Rizzoli and the Rizzoli and Isles team.-

So here it continues...

Part Six

I couldn't tell you how much time had passed. Not exactly. I just knew that I was up and walking around. True it was with the help of crutches, but hey, at least I was moving. It had been hard not to run in the race that both Jane and Maura were running in, but a week in the hospital, and a severely damaged leg had kept me busy. Between therapy three times a week, and the longer hours I was putting in at the office, I was not even going to make it to cheer them on.

I was surprised when I received a phone call from Maura late in the afternoon. My mind wondered if they had already finished the race. "So, get good times?" I asked her. "No actually. There were two murders and we wont be finishing until late tonight. I won't tell Jane if you come down here." I replied that I would see what I could do. 'Man, it must have been one hell of a race.' I thought to myself.

It wasn't to long before I found myself standing, mostly, slightly away from Jane's mother and father. I watched as both Jane and Maura ran up and crossed what appeared to be police tape. The two of them cheered and hugged each other. I whistled and clapped my hands together, making sure I was steady on my feet. All of them looked over to me. Jane ran over and I rebalanced myself. She rubbed my torso in an intimate action. :Hey, I thought you couldn't make it." "Hey," I wanted to kiss her. "I thought it would be day when you finished." She flashed a smile at me.

-Note: Maura's POV.-

"Who is that?" Jane's mom asked. "That's our friend, Allison." Maura replied. "Oh, that gay chick that Jane saved?" Jane's dad asked. "Well I wouldn't say she saved her, but she did find Allison's rapist." Maura explained. "Well I don't like her." "That's not a nice thing to say Frank." Jane's mom started in.

"Is Jane dating her?" he asked Maura. "I really should walk around, I don't want to get cramps." Maura excused herself from the situation.

-Note: My POV.-

Jane was close to me. She whispered something in my ear and I laughed a little. I hobbled over to where her parents were. "Look, you guys must be tired. Why don't we go out to dinner. I'll pay." I asked. They agreed and I grabbed my cell phone. "Bring the car around." A limo came to pick us up. We then went to a restaurant and ate some food, talked a little. The entire time I felt like I was being scrutinized by the father. I paid the bill like I said I would and dropped Jane's mother and father off at their house. I told my driver that he should also take Dr. Isles home. I asked Jane where she wanted to go. "I want to go home," she said.

We headed toward Maura's house, but before we could reach there both her and Jane had fallen asleep. Maura had fallen asleep on the chair, and Jane on my shoulder. I brushed a hair out of her face and she reached up and cuddled with me. I was in heaven.

Part Seven

I was in China. A meeting in China to be exact. My leg had mostly healed, Jane and I had been dating for a little while. I made her a care package before I left. Set her up with a web cam so that we could talk while I was on the other side of the world from her. The metting we going well. I had asked the Chinese government for permission to take photos of Hong Kong for a game we wanted to make. They told me anywhere but Hong Kong. Though it was odd I agreed to the terms and they stepped out of the room to discuss the rest of the details.

My computer chirped. I walked over to it. A small notification told me it was Jane.

Note: For some strange reason I became lucid..."

I was going to say hi when I heard her scream. I stepped out of the visual range of my own web cam and watched as a horrific scene played out. One guy grabbed her from behind. She kicked and screamed, and even bit the guy's hand. He threw her to the floor. Another guy pressed his knee painfully into her back. The first guy turned around and must have seen the light on the camera. He picked it up and dropped it on the floor. The camera rolled and aligned perfectly with Jane's face. I could see the fear in her eyes. She mouthed something to me, I think it was no, and then the camera was smashed. Static played across my screen and I quickly typed in a command that made the video chat save.

I pulled my cell phone out. I was going to call Korsak, or Frost, or Maura. I had to call someone... anyone. My financial adviser looked at me. I could just teleport there and kick someone's ass. I shut my phone and the world faded to black.

And on it goes...

Part Five

I opened my eyes. Bright florescent lights blinded me. and I wanted to shut them. It felt like I had been run over by a truck. I had no idea that I had in fact been hit my a truck. I did a quick survey of my body and found everything to be in working condition, if not quite sore, or inflamed with pain. I wasn't going to let the pain get to me however. I knew that pain meant I was alive, and alive was good, for the moment. I turned to look at the sleeping brunette next to me. Sitting in the chair was none other than Det. Rizzoli. I smiled at the uncomfortable position of her body and the fact that her blanket was half off of her.

I leaned over and pulled the blanket up. I then slid my own covers off and decided to try and stand. I saw the condition of my left leg, but went for it anyway. I slid to the ground landing with a soft thud before collapsing in a heap. I pulled over the tray of hospital food that it looked like Jane had tried to eat. It landed on the floor with a loud metal clanking. Jane shot up in her chair and looked at the bed. She didn't see me in it so walked around the side of it to see if everything was okay.

"What the hell are you doing?" she asked as she squatted down to help me. "I thought I'd try to go to the bathroom. It didn't work." I mumbled. She helped me back onto the bed. "You know," I started, "You didn't have to spend the night with me. I'm okay." Something flashed across Jane's eyes. I could tell I had hit a hard spot. Something was off. I knew suddenly that it hadn't just been over night. "Yeah," was all she said back to me. "I'm going to go get a doctor okay?" She walked out of the room.

A few moments later Maura walked in. "Hey, Jane said you were awake." I nodded. "How are you feeling?" I mumbled something about being in pain. Maura nodded and said she would get someone to help with that. A few minutes later a nurse came in and gave me some pain medication. Maura and I talked. "So do you what day it is?" she asked me. "Well, I know its not the day after the accident." Maura seemed surprised that I knew this. "How did you..." I smiled at her.

"I could tell by the look in Jane's eyes. How long as she been here? What is going on with her?" I asked. "Its been about seven days. You were in a coma. I shouldn't be the one to tell you what's going on with her..." Maura looked down at her hands. The conversation seemed to make her uncomfortable. I was going to say that everything was going to be okay when my eyes rolled into the back of my head and my body began to spasm. Maura jumped up and yelled for help. Jane was standing nearby and came running. "What the hell happened?" she asked.

"She was awake and fine a minute ago." "I know," Maura said. "We were talking and the nurse brought pain medication. Then this happened." "Wait, what kind of pain meds?" Micheal (my son) asked. "I gave her codeine," the nurse said. "What!? She's allergic to codeine." A crash team shoved the three of them out of the way. Another nurse came in with some allergy medication, and something to stop the convulsions. My body relaxed and my heart rate normalized.

The next day seemed to start the same as the one before. I opened my eyes to the bright florescent lights of the hospital room I was in. Sleeping in a bed chair, unlike last time, was Jane. It must have been there that I figured out she liked me. Some strange part of her felt torn though, and I could tell. I looked down and saw the bright red band around my wrist. In dark bold letters it read CODEINE. I understood that they had given me some, not knowing I was allergic to it. This did not please me.

I looked at all the connecting wires and determined I was done. I was going to be leaving the hospital that day. I gently pulled the tape, holding my IV in place, off my arm. The area was red and allergic hives were present. 'Stupid people.' I thought to myself. I pulled at the IV, pain shooting through my arm. I was to upset to let it bother me. I pulled it all the way out and the alarm started going off. I looked at Jane. She stirred and opened her eyes. She sat up, "What are you doing?" "I'm getting the hell out of here." I replied back to her. I took one of the heart monitors off my chest and the beeping went erratic.

A crash team was in before I had the chance to rip out the catheter. I ignored Jane's complaining and attempts to get me to stop. It wasn't until a doctor came in that I was forced to stop. "I'll let you go tomorrow, if you promise me that you will behave for one more day." I grumbled my okay and laid back down. Jane received a phone call and looked at me. "I have to go," she simply said. She left without saying much more. I could tell she was concerned about me, and upset that I was trying to leave on my own.

The series continues...

Part Four

The days past, Jane called me a few times to make sure that I was doing okay. Some days she sounded more concerned, and other days she just called to let me know that they were still working hard on the case. I didn't except them to get any solid leads yet, but I was kinda hoping. I had been working a late night, spending extra time in the office. I had made it a habit a bit to often lately, and did feel bad that I was neglecting my kids. They didn't seem to mind the pay checks though, and the trips to foreign countries, so they didn't complain.

-Note: Rizzoli POV.-

Rizzoli sat in a booth at the bar she frequented. Maura sat across from her, sipping on her wine. "You know, you never did tell me everything that had happened," Maura started. Jane gave her a look. "I really don't want to talk about it. I'm still a bit concerned though." "Well Jane, you have every right to be. Her rapist is still out there. But honey, I'm more concerned with you right now. You seem to have distanced yourself from everyone, even me."

Rizzoli picked up the bottle of beer she was drinking and took a long swig. She looked out the window, an angry expression crossed her face. "Hey, what ever it is. I can help you get through it." Maura told her. "Not this Maura, not this." "Is it about Allison?" Maura asked. Jane nodded. "Well, did you at least have fun?" Jane looked to Maura and a smile played across her face. "Yeah, I had a great time. It was exhilarating. I have never felt this good in a while." Jane played with her hands, continuing on talking about Allison. Before it got to intense Maura did an ahem style cough and Jane looked up. Standing behind her was Korsak.

"Hey Korsak, what's up?" Jane asked. He looked serious, too serious, for Jane's liking. "It's Allison, she's been hit by a car. An Escalade to be exact." Jane looked worried. "I'm going." She grabbed her jacket and stood up. Maura followed suit.

A little while later they were there at the hospital. I was laying in a bed, an oxygen mask covering my face. I was unconscious. "What happened?" Jane asked, a little forcefully. "We don't quite know who is at fault," a doctor said. "What are her injuries?" Maura asked. "Well the only damage really done was to her left leg. She needs a few pins in her knee, and a metal support to help the shattered tibia. She also has a few broken ribs, but mainly she's going to bruised." Maura nodded. "Can we see her?" Jane asked. The doctor nodded. "She is unconscious, but I am not concerned. Her brain scans look good." Once again Maura nodded.

Jane stepped into my room. Machines were beeping, making sure my heart rate was monitored. Jane sat down in the chair next to my bed. She sighed. She quickly stood up and left to room. Maura, who had been looking on, watched as her friend struggled with her emotions. Jane walked down the hall to the bathroom, tears in her eyes.

Maura sat down in the waiting room, and picked up a magazine. "You know, you really have a lot of explaining to do Jane," she said quietly when Jane appeared from the bathroom. "I know... It's just really complicated for me. I..." she began. Her phone rang. "Rizzoli!" she barked into the phone, trying to hide the fact that she was upset. "Hey partner. We got a report that someone spotted our rapist at the local Walmart." Frost said. He then gave her the location of where the Walmart was.

I came back into consciousness, and began taking rapid breaths. The pain in my leg as excruciating. Tears filled my eyes. A run came to my side and calmed me down. She said she was giving me something for the pain. I slipped back unconscious as she gave me the pain killer. A few moments later my body was in spasms and my heart rate was erratic. Maura jumped up and turned around. "What's happening?" she asked. The doctor shook his head that he didn't know and wheeled me out of the room and into a critical care unit.

-Note: Jane POV.-

Jane was pacing back and forth at the entrance of Walmart. She wanted to catch this guy. The guy that had hurt her friend.. her girlfriend.. lover... no- her friend. She played with the words in her head. Still trying to make some sense of how she felt. When she saw him coming out she yelled at him. "Hey!" He took off running and she followed suit, tackling him to the ground. Korsak was right there and told Jane that he was going to arrest him. "I got it Jane." Jane let go and said that he could have him. "Get this monster out of here," she practically screamed. She was still furious at the man. Her cell phone rang and she answered it. It was Maura. "Jane, you really need to get down here." Jane turned and told Korsak that she was going back t the hospital, something had happened.

Jane was in the waiting room. Maura looked at her. Frost stood next to some vending machines. "Jane I think you need to sit down for this." Maura said. Jane looked to where my room had been. "Oh god Maura. No. No. NO. Come on." She had her hands on her head and she walked back and forth. "Jane, please. I need you sit down." "Please tell me it isn't what I think it is." "I will tell you when you what happened when you sit down." Jane sat down, head in her hands.

"Allison has been moved to a critical care unit. As far as they can tell she is doing okay. Something happened and she slipped into a coma. They don't know what yet, but they are working on it." Maura explained. "Now will you tell me what is going on?" Maura asked. Jane sat back and looked at Maura. "She kissed me." Maura nodded. "And I kissed her back." "Okay, so you kissed her back, that doesn't mean..." Jane interrupted her. "I kissed her back and I liked it. God Maura. I don't know what is going on with me." She stood back up.

"Jane, I think that..." Maura paused. She stood up and held Jane's hands. "I am here for you no matter what. Gay or not, if there is anything I can do for you, let me know." Maura pulled Jane into a hug. "You are my best friend, don't let anyone get in the way of that." Jane smiled and hugged Maura back.

Please read The Rizzoli Files before reading this. This continues the dream episodes.

Part Three

I was at home on the couch. I had passed out. There was a beer in my hand, but it had not split. I was groggy and set the beer on the coffee table and rubbed my eyes. I remembered what had happened last night. I felt both horrible and invigorated. I got up, still dressed in what I had been wearing. I walked over to the bar that I had in my kitchen. I heard my son walk down the stairs. "How was your date?" he asked. I mumbled something and he laughed. "A little hungover?" "Yeah, a little." I replied. "I'm going out for a jog. I need some fresh air." My son looked at me. "So you need time to think huh?" I nodded. I changed my clothes and headed out.

-Note: View change to Rizzoli.-

Rizzoli walked into the Boston PD Homicide department. Waiting with her coffee was Maura. She smiled at Jane. "So how was your date last night?" she asked. "Maura, don't call it a date, and I don't want to talk about it." Jane said as she took the coffee from Maura. "Mmm, that well?" "Maura, I said I didn't want to talk about it." Jane repeated. "What don't you want to talk about?" Korsak asked. "Her date," Maura answered. Korsak made a noise and Jane smacked him.

-Note: My POV.-

I was jogging along a street. I heard a noise behind me. There was a guy standing in an alley. I thought he looked a little sick, so went over to see if he was okay. I was grabbed from behind. The guy that had appeared sick stood up and turned to me. He had evil in his eyes. This was going to be a hard fight. He hit me in the face and my head flew sideways. Blood came out of my mouth. I reached for my cell phone, while kicking at my attacker. The cell phone was difficult to get to because I was in a bear hug lock from behind. "Ah, feisty one are we? I have the cure for that," the man said. I hit the send button on my phone twice, calling who ever was the last person to call me.

-Note: Rizzoli POV.-

Rizzoli's phone rang. "Rizzoli." she stated clearly. Nothing could be heard from the other side. After a few seconds she could hear screaming and a mans voice telling the caller to shut up. "Hel-" was the last thing she heard before the phone went dead. She looked at her phone and tried to see who had called. It was marked in the clear letters that cell phones come in Allison. "Hey Frost, I want you to run a trace on this cell phone right now." she barked. "Yeah sure, what for?" Frost asked. "Don't ask, just do it."

"Jane, what's going on? Is everything okay?" Maura asked. "Yeah, that call was from Allison, she sounded like she was in trouble," Jane replied. "Okay, I got it..."

-Note: My POV.-

I was huddled in the corner. One of my attackers was dead. He was laying face up with a huge shard of glass in his throat. I had a pipe in my hand and my head was down. My clothes were in rags, but still I sat there. It was as if time itself had frozen. Jane and Korsak came around the corner, guns drawn. There was no one there but me. Jane walked very carefully to me. She touched my arm and I stood up and started to swing the pipe I was holding. She took a few steps back, "Hey, its Jane. Its Jane." She put her gun back in her holster.

I looked up at her, tears filling my eyes. "I didn't know..." I started to say. "Shh, shh. Come here." She pulled me into a hug. I dropped the pipe and it made a loud clang. "Let's get you to a hospital okay?" She asked me. I nodded. Jane looked at Korsak, "Get Dr. Isles down here. I'm going to make sure she gets to the hospital okay." Korsak nodded.

Later that day...

-Note: Rizzoli POV.-

Rizzoli was in the medical examiner's office. She paced back and forth, wanting to know more. "You know, if you keep that up you will distract me." Maura (Dr. Isles) told her. "I'm sorry," Jane said as she stopped and leaned against a table. "I just wish I had been there to protect her." "I know, you're a cop. Of course you do." Maura said. "No Maura, this is different." She threw the ball she had been holding back in forth in her hands. "I feel different about her... it's hard to explain." Maura looked over to Jane. "Hey, what's going on?" she asked. Jane looked at her, "I'll let you know when I find out."

Maura's computer chimed. She walked over to it. "Allison's crime photos are in." Jane went to check them. "Jane, I don't think you want to see these." "Maura, I really want to. Please, just on the over head." Maura replied and punched a few buttons. There I was, covered in bruises. There was a file on the the slides. In small print it stated that they had discovered two different sperm donors. "God Maura, she was raped. In broad daylight." Jane sighed.

"Jane, I think you should leave." Maura stated. Jane looked like she was going to protest. "Jane, don't argue with me." Jane just nodded and walked out of the office.

-Note: My POV.-

I was sitting at the station. Korsak had come down to the hospital to pick me up. My son burst through the front door. "Mom, hey! Oh my god. Are you okay?" I hugged him. "Yeah Micheal, I'm okay." Korsak motioned for me to go to an interrogation room. Sitting there was one of those people that took descriptions and made pictures of suspects. I described what the other rapist had looked at. Jane was standing near the stairs to the medical examiner's office.

Korsak walked over to her. "She has a son?" Jane asked. "It seems that way." "How old is he? He looks eighteen." I stepped out of the room and was greeted by SVU. Both of them were men. One of them put his hand on me. I asked him to take it off and shoved it off of me. He did this two more times until I was yelling at him, "I told you not to touch me!" I shoved him away. The SVU officer looked like he was going to touch me again.

"Hey!" Jane yelled and they looked at her. "What are you doing to my victim?" She walked over to us. "Rizzoli, you work homicide, your victims are dead. We work in SVU, where our victims are raped, we have jurisdiction here," one of them said with a snotty attitude. "I don't care where you work, she called my cell phone, so it makes it my case. Now get the hell out of here." The two of them took off and she looked at me. "You okay?" I nodded.

We sat at her desk and she went over some of the things that had happened. After a while she said I could go, and that if I needed anything I should just call her. I smiled. "I don't have your number anymore. It was in my phone and that's not only smashed, but also in evidence." She smiled at me. "That's right." She pulled a card out. "Anything at all, you let me know." I smiled and said okay. I walked outside with Micheal.

So I am really into the show Rizzoli and Isles. I am fascinated with the story lines and the plot twists, and have become somewhat... fixated.. (yes, obsessed). So naturally I am dreaming of it quite often, putting myself into the story. These dreams are a set of them.. yes I dream episodically... I can't remember exactly when they started, so I am just going to write them out. And not all of them are lucid.

Part One

I watched as the cute brunette sat speaking with woman after woman. I knew she was a cop. She had that air to her. And the blond that kept bringing her drinks... she was something too. I watched from my booth in the corner as the blond took every cup off the brunette's table and placed it in a small bag. I could tell that they were a team. A smoking hot team, sure, but still a team. What I couldn't figure out was what they were after. 'Hell,' I thought to myself, 'if I was a bit braver, I would go over there and talk to her.'

I had no idea who they were looking for, or what the case was even about. All I knew was I thought the brunette was hot. Someone must have said something, because before I knew it, she had seated herself across from me. I looked into her brown eyes and smiled.

"Hi." I almost whispered. "Hi," she replied. "Nice book you got." I closed the book I had been reading and set my hands on top of it. "I noticed you have been watching me, thought I'd come over and introduce myself. I'm Jane." I smiled at her. "Hi Jane, I'm Allison." I saw the blond in the background look up from whatever she had been doing to look for her friend.

"You're friend is looking for you." I said. Jane waved her hand, like that didn't matter. She looked down at my hands. I could almost see her wince. "Oh, don't mind the ring," I started, "my wife died 3 years ago, I just haven't found it in me to take it off." She looked up at me. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to.." I cut her off. "You aren't. I promised her I would come every Friday after she died, and I have. So, tell me, what is an undercover cop doing at a place like this?"

She looked shocked. A sort of, how did I know kind of way. I smiled at her. "It's all rather interesting, and exciting. So who are you after?" Jane looked at me, "Well to be honest, I'm just here..." she stopped, "About that girl that was murdered. Trying to find who did it. How did you make me as a cop?" I smiled and pointed. She turned around and saw that I had a clear view of the back of the bar, where the blond had stored the glasses. She smiled at me.

"If you ask me, the bartender did it. She seems kinda ruthless. Anyway, I bet you need to get going, here is my card if you need to get a hold of me." I slid my card across the table to her. "Thanks, I'll keep you in mind." She stood up, smiling again, and walked away. I watched her ass, nothing better to do since I lost my page in my book. This was a far better thing to be looking at anyway. I stood up and walked away. I figured she wouldn't call, I also assumed that nothing would happen between the two of us.

Part Two

I was sitting a a desk. A rather small cubical desk. I enjoyed it though. I knew the large company was mine, but I didn't mind sitting with the other programmers. It helped me keep things in perspective. I heard my cell phone ring. 'Who the hell would be calling my cell?' I asked myself. Everyone I knew would have called my work number. I shoved my pencil in my mouth and answered the phone. " 'Ello.' I mumbled into the phone. "Hi, Allison? Its Jane." I heard her sigh. I took the pencil out of my mouth. I shoved it behind my ear and stood up. I was a little nervous, and walking around would help.

"Hey, is there something I could help you with?" I didn't want to show her that I was nervous.

-Note: This is where my dream view shifted to her.-

I saw her run her hand through her hair. "God, I don't even know why I am doing this." I watched her as she paced back and forth. She seemed nervous too. "I was wondering, um.. you know... Shit."

-Note: View change back to me.-

I was just listening. I listened as she nervously tried to ask me something. "Hey, is everything okay?" I asked. "Yeah, everything is fine. I was wondering ifyouwantedtogotodinnerwithme." She spat it out all in one short breath. "Um... sure. When?" I asked. I swear I could almost hear her swear because she hadn't thought it all through. "How about tomorrow, at say 7. We can meet at the bar we first met at?" I asked. She sighed a breath of relief. "Sure," She replied.

Time passed quickly and I soon found myself outside the bar looking at an amazing woman. Rizzoli was wearing a pair of slacks and a blazer. I felt underdressed in just my jeans an a tee shirt. Though I had made sure to pick my tightest jeans, and a medium sized shirt. "Hey," I said and offered my hand. "Hey," she replied. I shook her hand, electricity running through me. I wanted the other woman.

"I hope you're hungry because I have the perfect restaurant." She took me by the hand and walked me to her car. I thought that was a little weird, but hey, I wasn't going to complain. She drove us to a nearby place and she parked the car. I hopped out of the car, and held the door open for her. I thought it was a nice gesture, but I couldn't tell what she thought. She motioned that she needed a place for two. I wanted to watch her ass as she walked by, but she motioned for me to go first. The hostess motioned for a table and I sat down. Jane sat down across from me. She mumbled a thank you and grabbed a menu. I didn't quite know what to make of it. She seemed to be hot one minute then cold. I couldn't read her reactions.

She ordered a beer, and I followed suit. We ordered some food, she ordered some sort of pasta, and I ordered some sort hamburger. We chatted, about nothing in specific. Sometimes her work, sometimes mine. The evening was going well. I finished off my third beer. I was more tipsy than I thought because of my medication. I mumbled something. She laughed and smiled at me. "Hey, we should get out her here huh?" She paid in cash and we stepped out of the restaurant.

"We shouldn't drive home." I told her. "Oh, god no. I would think about it. I don't live to far from here if you want to just walk." I smiled. I would be getting to go to her place. She made a joke and I shoved at her. I missed, but she playfully shoved back. She managed to get me, and I almost fell over. She grabbed me and pulled me back to her. She landed against a wall and pulled me into her, to make sure I didn't fall over. I leaned into her, and placed my hand on neck. I kissed her passionately. She kissed me back. After a few seconds I broke it off. She looked at me and I backed up. "I'm sorry. I shouldn't have kissed you. This was supposed to be something for fun. I should go." I turned around and hailed a cab.

"Wait," she started, but I never gave her the chance. I stepped into the cab and left her standing watching me leave.

This dream was from a nap that I had.

I was a Sim. The feeling itself was quite odd. I zoomed out on my house and took a good look. It was a nice house with three bedrooms and two bathrooms. I zoomed back in and decided to start picking up seeds from around town. I didn't get very far when this giant rat came out. It had been created in the science lab. It could talk too.

This was not odd for me. I laughed when he asked to be taught. I agreed then my cell phone rang.

I woke up to shut off my alarm. I feel back asleep.

I was in bed. I knew I was asleep though. I tried to open my eyes and found that I couldn't. I heard my mom tell me it was time to get up. My dad agreed, but neither one was really home. I tried to get up and couldn't. Okay, this is weird. I pinched my nose and yes I could still breathe. I knew that I would be okay, but I really needed to get up and get to class. I started to panic, but knew that it was a dream. I let myself get worked up. My heart started racing, and I could feel it. I took a deep breath in and... woke up.