Dream Journal (What else.)

[Berserk Exodus]

All that I can recollect from the latest dream is that I was some sort aged detective. I was meeting a man by a turbine that pumped toxic waste and apparently he said something I didn't like, so I pushed him in the turbine and he drowned.

I returned home and was ready to have relations with my wife. As I walked up the winding staircase, I saw my wife, with a magnum pointed at my chest. She fired and I fell to the ground dying.

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I was wandering through blackness when I saw lines upon lines of ladders. Atop these ladders were football players hazing naked young boys. General taunting, slapping, etc. I continued walking and met my father, near us was a vacuum. Inside the vacuum a gelatinous ooze of deadly nanomachines. I stuck it's plug in the ooze and killed most of them by electrocution. The ones that were left alive oozed out and entered my father's knee. I saw them rushing to his heart... I embraced him, knowing of his future death and wept. I then woke up.

[Anonymous]

All I remember today is waking up in the middle of the night and trying to OOBE when I went back to sleep, and the vibrations tickled too much so I fell back to sleep.

Wait, I remember more now.

My brother had this tobacco pipe I had found on the road a day earlier and he wouldn't give it back (I letting him borrow it right now.) so I told him I'd force it from him and he gave it back. We both agreed we wouldn't let each other borrow anything ever again.

[Anonymous]

Crap, I entered as a guest.

[icedawg]

Originally posted by Guest
Crap, I entered as a guest.
Crap, I forgot to disable that in this forum. I always forget to turn that off when I add new forums! :roll:

[ffx-dreamz]

lol!I don't have to worry about ice not turning that off, I have it log me in automatically.Yea for me!

:D :D :D :D :D :D

[theroguechemist]

your dreams r cool

[ShadowNightWing]

I do that sometimes too Ice. Don't feel bad...Haha!

[Berserk Exodus]

-f

[Berserk Exodus]

3/29/04 (My Birthday.)

I seemed to have projected off of some method someone recommended to me. Think of a melody and repeat it in your head just like you're falling asleep until you actually hear it, this will activate the reflex. But, the projection was confusing and I only remembered exiting and I couldn't see worth dog shit probably because it was night time. Maybe it was just a dream? It was way too blurry to be an OOBE.
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I had a dream... About going to six flags and losing something in a giant bathroom... Then I went into a Japanese hotel and sat on a table waiting with some people for something...

Grr.

[Berserk Exodus]

4/3/04

I had a dream about some ancient Egyptian place that seemed very sleek and advanced technological. Everything had a blue tint to it. I remember a room with pods and a bridge.
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I remember picking up a rubber tobacco pipe and going to a small class room, about 8 X 10 ft. I had two other classmates and a teacher. I couldn't see their face.
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I had another dream and remembered it when I woke up but then forgot it shortly after.

[Berserk Exodus]

4/5/04

Meditation and trance before sleep is great for dreams. Refreshes the mind before rest. Anyways, I had a dream about GIs following me trying to desperately catch me. For some reason they believed they could catch me by growing a giant alien thorn plant in my house which grew out of control and had little people growing inside of it. I was not in the dream at all, it was viewed like a movie.
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I was at a small party in contact with drugs of all sorts and was caught in the act.

[Berserk Exodus]

5/11/04

I had a dream last night where I was smoking cigarettes with hash in the center of them with someone and my brother out on the lawn. My mom saw us smoking but she didn't care and went back inside the house. We went inside the house and I started playing the violin. The music I played was on the spur of the moment and it sounded perfect. I like the violin. I remembered the song in the morning, but didn't write it down and forgot it, sadly.

I'm thinking I had another dream because I started flying above mountains with a billboard on top of one of the peaks with a woman's face on it. Soon, I was not flying but swimming in a river of hell. Somehow I knew it was hell, can't tell you why. I was racing a woman to get back and forth from the boueys in the center of the river. The river dried up and we were both walking on foot in the dry mud that had dead vines shooting up it.

I woke up.

[Berserk Exodus]

-f

[imported_Berserk_Exodus]

June 28 2004.

Had a dream that I was going to marry a very attractive woman but her father was Slim Pickin's from that movie 1941, you know, the fat hick. He told me that he'd give me a syringe of viagra as a wedding present but I had to shoot it in my bits n' pieces. (This is a wierd dream.) So I did, and CENSORED and they exploded. Then rematerialized (Thank god). For some reason Slim Pickin's the hick father was angry at me. He chased me all around my grandparents house trying to kill me and such until I woke up.

[Demerzel]

Two accounts?

[imported_Berserk_Exodus]

Same person.

[Demerzel]

Why not ask icedawg / seeker to change the password for your other account (if that's why you aren't using it).

Anyway, cool dreams.

[imported_Berserk_Exodus]

I had found that my old username didn't work so I got frustrated and created a new one.

It simply said that the username didn't exist.

[imported_Berserk_Exodus]

June 29th 2004:

I had part of a dream before this one but I can't remember it. Wait, I remember part of it now. I was snowboarding towards a border control area that was snowy and in the mountains. I reached it and it gets a bit foggy in my memory. I walked through the buildings and showed them my dog-tags and they let me pass then I noticed I had to pay money but I realized I had none, so I dropped down low and followed by the guy's feet who had paid just a second ago and got through.

There were a bunch of people lining up in front of my grandparent's house wanting to come in to eat or something and I got to decide who came in and who didn't. They weren't homeless or anything, some actually looked kind of rich. A man in a green suit came up to me and I told him that I liked his suit so he could come in. Then an angry looking man came up to me and I told him I didn't like his attitude so he left. I was getting bored so I let everyone in. My grandparents came soon after that and were perplexed but not angry.

[miketrix]

i have had a LD before. I'm not sure what it was about all i remember was that it was all dark like in space just without the stars or planets and i remember talking to some girl but i forget what it was about or what she looked like buti started to hair my dads voice but i coudnt see him then all off a suden i realized that i was dreaming it was kind of a waird feeling. I could fill myself laying in my bed but yet i was still in the dream shortly after i felt all of this (my dad still calling me) i knew my dad had been calling me cuz i was going to be late for school so i woke my self up......to this day i wish i hadnt done that cuz the felling was so incredible but if i didnt my dad would have waken me!

[imported_Berserk_Exodus]

This is my dream journal, remember?

Anyways, I remember yet another dream from last night.

There were brown recluses in my mom car and they bit me three times. Once on the arm, once on the stomach, and once on the leg. I ran into Walmart and for some reason they had a doctor there and I talked to him. He injected an anti-venom and said that the poison somehow was balanced out between the three spiders so I'd be fine... Wtf.

[imported_Berserk_Exodus]

July 08 2004

Jesus! I just had an extreme psychonautic trip, I had at least 20 dreams in one night!

First, I was walking around with my father in this one video game level of Natural Selection and I was a prince and was staying at my uncle's house. There was a huge audience cheering me and of course the lady fans too. My mind got naughty and soon a wierd pimp guy caught me doing crap with a girl and we fought but he beat me up with his wierd pimp gold knuckles. Damn. After that, I realized, "Hey, this is a f**kin' dream, he's not beating me up, I'm not even feeling pain!"

So I floated out and let me tell you, controlled dreams are a lot harder to maintain than uncontrolled ones. I spinned to try it out, it DID in fact make the dream more vivid. Oh, by the way, near the end, I thought of my house and I was there. I imagined myself moving out of it and it happened! But once I passed through the wall there was only blackness and I woke up. I fell back to sleep and kept going, I know there was more after that but I forgot. It must've been at least 20 minutes long and the whole time I was lucid. Sad thing is, I forgot a large portion of it, but I'm surprised how naturally this came to me. No reality checks, I just knew that it was fake.

[imported_Berserk_Exodus]

July 12, 2004

My first dream was about a pirate gang inside a canyon-like school fighting a new pirate gang. The other gang was full of brats and beat the old one but then the leader came up with a plan to trick them to fall into a water fall, I know it was much more detailed than that but I can't figure it out.

The second dream I had I saw a guy which I presume was Donnie Darko walking in the street and I took him by the shirt and told him, "It doesn't have to be this way! You can still save her!" He pushed me away, and I screamed, "Listen to me damn it!" Dream went into first person view from Donnie and I was sitting in this strange I.Q. testing place with my girlfriend. She did very well and left. I walked past the proffesor and went to a door behind him and entered what seemed to be the proffesor's private restroom. I found a vial of a drug that apparently was used all the time in this dream and stuck the needle deep into my wrist and shot it.

I found a strange bright yellow hat that injected a huge dose of the drug directly into the brain and fit the velcro onto my chin. I went into the shower and turned the valve letting the water pour over me. I reached up and pressed something which caused all the needles at once ( 8 ) to inject this drug into my brain. Woke up.

[imported_Berserk_Exodus]

August 18th, 2004

(Most vivid dream to date. Reading previous journals beforehand caused this dream I believe.)

I was sitting on my brother's computer per usual and believed it to be reality. (I'm on his computer a lot.) I realized that this was a dream and spun involuntarily out of control with gravity pulling me in circles, which woke me up.

[imported_Berserk_Exodus]

...It has been awhile since I updated this journal, due to stress and simply lack of motivation. But, I endeavor to persevere in retrospect to all my past experience and the progress that I made so long ago... So back on track.

This dream I recorded in my hard copy of my dream journal at some point during Late December:

Early parts of this dream involved room to room evasion of zombies by an unkown female form, in 2nd person.

The second setting is in a post-apocalyptic rural landscape, essentially a ghost town. Quite Eerie. A survivor that I meet talks of some sort of failure to stop an alien conquest of Earth. First Person.

The last scene is the shortest of all, with me listening to a NASA official recounting the history of a top secret colonization project in the event of Nuclear Armageddon. The scene now shifts to a cryogenic loading mechanism with strange rotating metal pods connected to a axled floating in space. Oddly enough, I am observing Jim Carrey being sent through a loading tube, unaware that an alien infestation is creeping its way into the chamber he is currently trapped in. My terror increases steadily as this being comes nearer and nearer climaxing when it nearly reaches him and I awake. Second Person.

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Another dream a day after had something to do with a redneck, an aerosol can, a fan, and an explosion. It was very vague.

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Something I notice, directly maintaining a dream journal and regularly reading it seems to stimulate the subconcious memories bringing them to the surface. State Association I suppose. More than anything I suppose a dream journal would stimulate the dream-memory connection.

[imported_Berserk_Exodus]

A few references to relationships with class mates. A giant castle with a football field atop it. Electric guitar, team sleep melody "live from the stage". Some small taste of what the joys of love might be like.

Vaguely remembered, written in early morning.

[imported_Berserk_Exodus]

February 10th, 2006: I vaguely remember being a soldier in a suburban town and run and gunning in a small car I commandeered... There were people with abnormally large brains that myself and another person, I presume a member of my squad, were fighting. I remember throwing him an M-16 and trying to shoot them, failing to do so. I then reached into the vehicle and pulled out a .45 pistol and tried to shoot, yet again no such luck. I told my companion to split as these people began massing towards us. Again, the dream was much bigger but as I woke up it slipped through my fingers...

[imported_Berserk_Exodus]

February 11 12:06 AM: One of the strangest and most realistic dreams yet... Merely half an hour after trying to fall asleep thinking about the troubles surrounding my social life I found myself talking to a girl, listening to her mumble something, the only think that I could make out was "kiss me" and sadly this slipped out of the grasp of my concious mind...

I rematerialized inside the bus that marked my everyday passage to and from school and I found myself questioning the reality of this almost perfect recreation down to the texture of the soft plastic of the seat on my fingers and the sun on my eyes...

The sound of myself saying "What if this isn't real...? What if this is just a dream...?" echoed and I found myself lifting out of my chair into a black abyss and regaining awareness of my physical body... My body began to buzz and vibrate, and I could feel my astral body trying to separate but was restrained by my head and my abdomen... I woke myself up, amazed at the realism and beauty of the occasion...

[imported_Berserk_Exodus]

April 2nd, 2006: From what I remember I was taking my family to this extremely tall French Tower restaurant for dinner which to get to you'd have to take this wooden lift that took you hundreds of feet above ground. Once I reached the top I handed the guy at the front desk my money and I was shocked to hear him tell me that my money was canadian, I don't remember the next part, but somehow I got my American money back and we entered this place. It was probably more medieval(sp?) than medieval times itself and I walked down this ring of square staircases to get to a long wooden dinner table and ordered some tasty soup, woke up. How mundane.

[icedawg]

huh. i was surprised to see a dream journal thread show up under my list of posts, but now i see i actually posted in this quite some time ago.

anyway, nice to see you're still around berserk_exodus!


btw, Canadian money isn't all that bad. :wink:

[imported_Berserk_Exodus]

Yeah, for quite some time I had lost track of my dream recall and various other esoteric exploits for one reason or another, but my computer is finally working, and I'm glad to be back. If it weren't for my DV hardcopy I would have lost everything, thanks coders and admins all around.

p.s. And I don't know man, apparently those French don't accept Canadian (name?)

Dreams can be very odd.

[imported_Berserk_Exodus]

The first dream I had involved my cats running about with huge boils all over their bodys sprouting those evil, evil gremlins, with them morphing into them as well.

The second involved me driving over the bridge near a local movie theater afraid of being able to control the car the way over.

In the third one I was repeatedly dunking someone I apparently disliked that was also a jock until he nearly drowned and passed out at which point I brought him to the side of the pool and found someone to perform CPR.

The final one had me swimming through an abysmal sea trying to find an island which my lost parents were one with these large skeleton like sea creatures with flashing lights all over their body where wandering about in the seas below. I dove deeper and saw at least twenty different types and as I looked at them my view switched to me sitting down in a couch. These sea creatures were now fragile spider-like creatures in my lap which I soon crushed in an almost malevolently play ful manner.

[imported_Berserk_Exodus]

My brother, myself, and two others were wandering around this old veterans house and the scene shifted to my house after apparently my brother had broken in and this ex-marine was confronting my brother with me between him and this guy.

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My local walmart turned into a silent hill-esque form and I was looking around to find various weapons and I found a power fist and a couple of revolvers and an uzi

[imported_Berserk_Exodus]

Dream 1: I remember going with classmates to some drawing store
to give the manager ideas about what to draw. I started drawing a
face, which turned into a skull, which turned into a rat skull. I also
somehow changed my perspective to trying to find my girlfriend in a
huge technologically advanced mall.

Dream 2:
I was driving with Emma's friends (Emma is my girlfriend) in oregon
passing many stores
until we reach a place with a oval table and for some reason
I am on a bungee cord spinning around looking for emma on the table
so I can flick her hair but I find that she is gone.

I leave to go find her and the hallway leads to the entrance to a
dance/bar she pops up and says "did you miss me?" and kisses me
passionately. Her friends, Emma, and I look at this poster on the wall
while people are dancing and I make this reference to Dante's Inferno
or something and some guy that looks like Dante from Devil May Cry
is dancing and everything progressively gets more dark and satanic
looking.

People start coming and we start dancing and somehow
ourselves and all the people dancing start turning into
figures and representations of hell itself.

People turn into classical demons that we imagine with bodies jutting
with spikes and fires burning all around us, and we are simply dancing.

So we continue dancing and apparently we dance so well that the true pit of hell opens up
and I fall in and am swallowed up by this gigantic gaping mouth
of tentacles that looks very much like a demonic womb. Somehow
I realize that I can escape this nightmare and crawl my way out, I
see Emma at the top but then she jumps in... I am horrified that she
may not be able to find her way out so I leap into the jaws of hell
itself after her...
I lose concious perspective and somehow I find myself dissociating from
this huge mass of cells within a womb of Evil. I swim through
this embryonic fluid all around me and grab her, forcing her face
and then her body to dissociate from these cells. We both travel up
the canal and are climbing up a sea of faces in the throat of this
terrible beast, both of us still in the form of a embryo, growing
progressively older as we struggle our way out of Hell. We escape.

[imported_Berserk_Exodus]

I had a dream where all of the students at my high school met for an assembly and we became unruly and when told that we were to be assigned serial numbers to be displayed on the outside of our shirts, we became even more unruly.

Also just remembered, worked some odd job at walmart painting some sort of wooden 10 ft tall contraption.

[imported_Berserk_Exodus]

I had a dream in which I woke up and went outside to randomly find my 25 year old cousin outside and it starts snowing. Later on in the dream there is a giant olympic swimming pool in which I do flips and leap in and out of the water like it is nothing.

[imported_Berserk_Exodus]

I had a dream about going down a slide trying to find some sort of item. Twas pretty fun. Something else having to do with otters or something

I had another dream located in my school where this man (I think he's the Big Lebowski) had an arrow that corrupted everyone but him who saw it with like pure evil or something. There was a feeling that there was some sort of prophecy that I did not know about that involved Lebowski getting the arrow from me and something would happen. Everyone in the school riots, converges on Lebowski, and shatters the arrow. Everyone is panicking and the power goes out. I wander around and somehow, without even looking for them, the shards of the arrow appear in my hand. I find a way to escape the school and Lebowski's dead body is leaning on a nearby wall. I sit the shattered arrow near his body. Suddenly the scene shifts into a doomesque landscape, considerably more gothic. For some odd reason I begin treasure hunting for large metal crosses trapped inside a cage which are released after I press a button.

[imported_Berserk_Exodus]

Yet another dream was set at my house, with everyone chinese and wielding swords or rifles. A few people fought off intruders but apparently someone wasn't on watch so some woman got raped by some Ganghis Khan like dude. Sonny Chiba comes by in a jet and drops napalm on them both... And the house is not destroyed?

[imported_Berserk_Exodus]

I remember being with a girl taking final exams in Math Models at a the top of this combination of a hill with a baseball game in front and behind it and a college rising classroom seating structure. When I first got there she laid beside me, we talked about things and connected as human beings, but then the baseball game started and she became distracted. I was left all alone. She was at the same time very much like my girlfriend and not like my girlfriend. I suppose I met my anima, how beautiful. The dream then shifted to myself and a gang of other highschoolers going to see the new rocky movie behind some inner city theater. Myself and a few others in the group went through the garbage and created weapons out of recently destroyed trash, with one of the students fearing and doubting the need for such.

As we turned the corner down the alley we saw two charter buses heading toward the theater and we realized that other schools would be there and that for some odd reason this would be some sort of intra-school shindig or competition. The perspective shifted with myself laying on the ground of marble with velvet rope between myself and other students and teachers from various schools placed in some sort of strange ranking order between the velvet ropes. On the wall there was also some sort of ranking system with our names sticking out white against the plastic black background... I noticed that I had an erection and, like in real life, I had my Tae Kwon Do Gi pants on, which made it quite apparent. I really did not care all that much. Soon after some lady of importance in the event urged all of those with erections to breathe and calm down so we could get on with the formalities. A fat girl in a red sweater urged me to rise (no pun intended) but I kept telling her that I was far too lazy and sleepy.

[imported_Berserk_Exodus]

I had a dream that my friend was "stealing" my girlfriend. For some odd reason I told her brother to kick the shit out of me. I wandered across the neighborhoods soon after and came to an enclosed pool inside an indian temple with high walls set with pillars and behind these pillars were arching walls made of ice. I meditated , picked a coin out of the tide of the pool, and ascended up the wall-mountain. I came to something that looked like a frozen hydra. I was confused, was I Hercules? Later, on a different dream-tangent, I had to catch a bus in the morning for I had some sort of job to do and two of my friends were urging me on, I had to go to the bathroom though... Woke up.

Commentary: Separation anxiety with loved one, acceptance with reality as I enter the temple. Apparently in this dream somehow I let her down or "hurt" her which caused her to turn to someone else. Fuck, scary. That is really not a good feeling...

[imported_Berserk_Exodus]

I had a dream in which this dude that I am annoyed by comes to my door and I'm about to tell him to go away when it turns out he's with this blonde girl (from that 70's show) with really deep blue eyes. I invite her in and that guy disappears for some reason. She is in my old room of my house and I am talking to her on my bed. She starts making the moves on me and I am indecisive. I ask her if she's doing what I think she's doing and she says yes. From here sex kind of becomes a rapid fast-forward in the dream to where she and I are lying together in the bed with myself wearing only briefs and with her completely naked. My parents come into my room and see us together and leave. The dream shifts to us walking across the street and we are talking about my girlfriend. I'm trying to convince myself that I did nothing wrong and it was a fluke, but this girl is so much like me and so nice and generous.

[imported_Berserk_Exodus]

It was kind of a recreation of Prince's superbowl concert but in the place of Prince was David Bowie. Later on Eric Clapton came out and they started playing duet. Scene shifted to some sort of clutter shopping mall/mansion and Mr. Bowie introduces me to some vampire dude.