GestaltAlteration
10-30-2003, 05:59 PM
Thats what I called it, No idea why.
Anyways the Mei network is a story line that I've continued in my head every night for the last 8 years basically I lay in bed close my eyes and in my head I play first person as someone else I want to be (like rigth now i play anderson from hellsing, My avatar) It's been a continual story line and over the years I've become skiled with controlling many people without thinking, So basically my subconcious takes care of the other characters while I only controll myself... almost seems real sometimes.
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Heres somthing that happend recently in my mind... Mei network preformance is increased with music to set the mood. (thats right I write it down sometimes)
Looking at my feet I said nothing. At this point in time absolutely nothing I said would change their minds. Maria was a little more shy, if not terrified to step forward. Hesitantly she slid her feet against the sandy roads and became even with Meagan and Charm.
“ You have no right to live, Bastard!”,
At this I took a step back still staring at them. My glasses shined in the moonlight along with the silver cross that I always had around my neck. Still hiding my blades I just stood there await their next move. Inside I was being torn apart, I used to be possessed by a demon, my spirit was overthrown by a much greater entity and I could only watch as everyone I loved got hurt by my own hands.
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Anyone else do this? it sometimes makes me excited to go to sleep and I believe may help your Dream control. Try it out =)
Anyways the Mei network is a story line that I've continued in my head every night for the last 8 years basically I lay in bed close my eyes and in my head I play first person as someone else I want to be (like rigth now i play anderson from hellsing, My avatar) It's been a continual story line and over the years I've become skiled with controlling many people without thinking, So basically my subconcious takes care of the other characters while I only controll myself... almost seems real sometimes.
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Heres somthing that happend recently in my mind... Mei network preformance is increased with music to set the mood. (thats right I write it down sometimes)
Looking at my feet I said nothing. At this point in time absolutely nothing I said would change their minds. Maria was a little more shy, if not terrified to step forward. Hesitantly she slid her feet against the sandy roads and became even with Meagan and Charm.
“ You have no right to live, Bastard!”,
At this I took a step back still staring at them. My glasses shined in the moonlight along with the silver cross that I always had around my neck. Still hiding my blades I just stood there await their next move. Inside I was being torn apart, I used to be possessed by a demon, my spirit was overthrown by a much greater entity and I could only watch as everyone I loved got hurt by my own hands.
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Anyone else do this? it sometimes makes me excited to go to sleep and I believe may help your Dream control. Try it out =)