OfficerFlake - Dream Journel

[OfficerFlake]

16.09.2009

First WID? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

My progress towards my first actual VILD is improving.

Last night, I managed to achecive a WID, or initiated dream... sortof.

My mind was asleep... but somehow, it was like i was awake, in the same real world...

except:

I couldn't move... at all. my arms were in the "Stop" position. they weren't IRL. I was also very fearful of some sort of alien type security system in my room... It was activated by myself muttering a command... but i didn't know how to stop it. I break the window with my piano to escape. My mind must've been just falling asleep because I was aware of all consequence and everything was remarkably realistic.

So. Yeah... Trippy.

Differences: Twas a hot night... made things different for a change. I had little insulation.

[OfficerFlake]

25.09.2009

Kyle XY? Sydney/Wendys/Greenhills (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

This dream was incredibly vivid. as vivid as real life if not more so.

Times are tough in sydney. The recession has bitten hard and we all need a job. Cameron is now a traffic lights operater on the streets, consistantly pushing traffic light buttons to let people across the street. I decide to do the same thing... but i need to go to a different set of lights. instead of going west, i decide to head north.

Going north, I enter a mall. I am at Wendys... They offer the menu and one item is interestinng "Satisfaction". I ask about this. It's a job. I ghetto jump the counter and get started right away. The employer says. "Okay so it looks like omlettes are selling well today." or something similar. I goto the grill and start cooking omlettes... which are actually bacon. Heh. I also ask which flavour omletttes we are making and I get a very indistinct hazy response. A friend of mine in the mall, is now going to escape or something. I have to stop them. I immediatly ditch the counter, and run like all hell. I come to the mall exit. This mall exit looks incredibly like greenhills supermarket... I am to the left of Woolworths too. I run outside. I try to scout the vehicle out but I cannot see it. I know I am looking for an ambulance though. I decide to get a better view from above. I decide to jump and float up.IMMEDIATLY, and without an RC. My logical working capacities kick in 100%. I realise I am dreaming, and become lucid. Next plan of action... Okay stabilise. I begin to, I am a bit excited. I notice a bright flash of white light in my left eye. I tell myself to relax, try and let my heart rate fall and breathing stabilize. I take a look at the world around me... I hit an invisible ceiling... I remind myself "This is a dream, there is no ceiling!" and do a palm RC straight away. More confident and relaxed, I begin to rise higher. I look onto the greenhills roof, it is blue corregated steel. I am aware that I am loosing my traget, but I am in control now, I don't give a shit! Rising over the top, I come to some step bush like terrain with hills and trees. Flying through the trees, I feel nothing but I get stuck on a few trees when I question "Wouldn't I normally get stuck on these?". I think I begin to lose it here... I can start hearing reality through my dream. I can hear my breathing... Eventually I wake up and immediatly notice my breathing was in sync with my dream. Also important was that my reality transition was immediate, and not a black curtain fade of concousness like normal. I was incredibly amazed at how detailed the dream was, right from word go. As soon as I woke up. I was impressed and decided to write this!

This was a DILD, but since I WAS fully aware, I should remind myself about DEILD and try to kick it back in again.

[OfficerFlake]

11.10.2009

Time Is Running Out (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

A VERY Favourite and well appreciated dream...

I am bumming around what seems to be an oval of some variety... (O.S.) Asks me to the school formal... I'm as shocked as you right now. I kind of had someone else in mind but i say that i wil consider it... I do think she is having me on because I'm sure she was with someone else... She gives me her number as well. starts "0419"...
I decide to start looking for what I REALLY want.

Someone asks out loud "Who wants to go out with this person" I immediatly respond and prove high. Then I see her... My heart takes over and I pound towards her, crossing the road recklessly, and kiss her multiple times... Heart pounding, I wake up.

[OfficerFlake]

24.10.2009

Carrier, GST, MWD, YSAS, Guitar Hero, Supernatural and Flight Levels. (MILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Mum and I rock up at a gas station, and start fueling the car. I suspect that there is a fuel leak, but I don't hit the Emergency Button just yet. I want to be very sure. From inside the Shell Shop, I look and see the fume waves of the fuel on the ground. I run and hit the Emergeny Stop Button. Alarms go off... And the Gas Station Changes to a Carrier. The Owner of the station says "Keep that attitude up and you'd make a great aircrafts safety officer" or something similar. I smile and think I'd rather be a pilot but thanks a bil.

I am at home now and the fire is still intensifying. I look outside and the fire is englufing the houses edges. I grab the fire extunguisher and oblititerate the fire near the house. Not enough to stop it but still. Mum says this is a real problem or something (Can't remember) I say something about "Yeah stuff like this usually only happens at night in a dream."

BAM. "Hey wait a minute!" I say. This IS A dream. I don't give a damn about stabilizing or getting the logic in full gear, I just go for what I want... And reading that Romance between Zuko and Mai that I found has got me wanting. (Google "Rise With The Sun at FanFiction site. Avatar fans of "Mai+Zuko" Will love this one.) Desires alight, I immediatlly Visualise what I want now. I won't go into details. Hehe. Unfortunately, I didn't get Mai because I didn't Stabilise and develop the logic center enough. . It's a risk though. Some Lucids can't be fully controlled. I know this because Whenever I have a full lucid, I almost immediatly wake. I try to get this to happen as much as possible. Reason: I'd rather wake and then have a full picture of my Lucid then have an F.A. anyway. (which happens a LOT.)

Some time I have an F.A.

I am on GST! I, and some of the 81WG guys (film developers of the raaf) are watching a reandom movie. Bored out of my mind, I look at a simple representation of the base. I have gotten on the two weeks of gst. Funny though, the dates say the second week is only 2 days. and it hovers around 16NOV09 -22NOV09. lol.
After some reminiscence and thinking about CWOFF Gardner and CPL(AAFC) Wren (Damn her. Detachment Warrent Officer. We all wanted to rip her head off!) I find myself at home at night time.

I am in albury! woo! I am working with a great deal of Military Working Dogs. Some are aggressive, some are gentle. I look out over the fence. I see the lights of albury pulsating with the wavular flow of Ampres down power lines. I comment to someone and acknowledge this.

I am now observing a YSFlight Map. Offut Airshow 2009. I am developing simple airshow texts and signs and placing them on the map, myself inside. The golden saints demo is going off without a hitch. I have an external camera view. The aircraft have STA problems though in the dnm. weird.

From here I am thrown into Guitar hero, when i visit an aviation store, and the stock is all guitar hero unlockables. I hear a song... That I haven't heard in YEARS. Weird. Also, Rise Against play a song called "Rage Against The Machine Now" which is actually "Know Your Enemy!" Flicking through, I have got nowhere near enough dough to buy any upgrades. I move of. Must be in a city right now and there are random GH shops. I go into another and I have internet access... or some shit. I Use the net somehow and come to a purple web page. No idea. :S

I drift to another scene one last time. I am that other guy from supernatural. And Dean (who is in the Co-Pilots Seat. lol) is flying. He looks at an air con vent and flicks it open. Will give us a boost, he says. I know damn well it won't but i don't bother saying. He moves the airplane onto a runway, and takes-off. We pass an airport security gaurd on centerpoint we run a bit off the runway and the plane is moved right. I tell Dean "VR" at 150KIAS and he lifts the nose up. We climb rapidly. Sometime soon, the aircraft is at 20'000 feet. I look down at the tiny world and see a boat track. back to YSF style, I add more boats to it!

My interaction causes me to end up on the jetty at the end of the course... Here I remember nothing.

Comments: I think my dream signs are changing. Barely seeing pine trees anymore.

Hey. I think this might be MILD. I didn't RC... but I did have a strong intention of LD last night. This could do!

TWO Milds.

Okay, All AAFC is a dream sign again. (12 -> 1 against Pine Trees.)

[OfficerFlake]

01.11.2009

Fergison, Cages and Old Enemies. (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I remember seeing a dark grey F-35C climbing, performing a slow roll right. The flaps and ailerons where a lighter grey.

On the lower wing, there are stencil font letters: "JWC"

The aim was to observe and to remake the aircraft for YS to have the crowd fall in love with it all the same.

My question. WHAT does JWC mean?

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I decided i was still tired and went back to sleep... I must've caught the final REM early!

That's good. I don't ever dream when I'm drunk so i guess it means i've sobered up since the weekend XD

Anyway...

I am near the bridge with milpool. He says that they have cage dancers tonight at the imperial and i should come with. I think i manage to get there because i remember a snapshot of one of the cages.

I am now at KFC, and Sanchez is ahead of the line... I jump in behind him. Perry grabs my shoulder, and we talk for a moment.

I return home, and in the garage is convicted pedophile Dennis Fergison. I yell from within the car "Fuck off Fergison!". I assumed he was upto something. The kids were in the house. I realise this isn't my house, and I'm told that the two houses are on top of each other, like a condo/thing. I settle and talk to some arab weirdos who must be affiliated with him. The guy says "Crack-A-Roo" like it's supposed to be funny or something.

I'm laugh and turn... As soon as I'm out of visual and hearing range, I say to myself softly "What a fucking RETARD!" XD

[OfficerFlake]

02.11.2009

My Lucky Day. (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Again, I didn't get Mai but this is still pretty good.

The dream starts where I am adolf hitler and I am supposed to be gang banging a german shepard at a football oval... Even i think that's just fucked up. XD

I decide to leave and I head for the public showers. Thing get interesting.

A girl with short blonde hair walks in, stark naked. I am already in the mood... So I go up and take control.

... Unfortunatly, Didn't go much past 3rd base :/

Eventually, some people walk in, and they see us and start laughing. I get dressed pronto and leave.


We are now at an old sydney road. I can tell. The plains around us are covered in yellow green grass, and there is a road with round abouts in the middle and the occasional storm water passage.

I am with josh. I forget what we were talking about. I think it was something along the lines.

I remember a fragment of heading up to a cafe type shop up in the city once we got there.

I am now at a childrens play ground. I know Blondey is around here somewhere. After some tricky monkey bar grappling, and quote "How did I manage that?" I get down and head towards where they are all located.

I see another cadet here. I am catching the bus now. CDT Moro is there with me. The bus stops near maccas and i get off. I'm not sure what food i grab, if any and I'm sure I'm heading to SDD. It's a rainy day.

Points To Acknowledge:
I BELEIVE I fell asleep WITH music in my ears for once.
HOWEVER, the headphones fell out during the night.

IF I CAN now fall asleep with music, this can be the start of my EILD journey! :0

[Loaf]

Talking to a DC is so amusing. Surprised you often keep to yourself.
Pity you lost control... I guess the dream wasn't interesting enough.
I prefer my dreams to be in a realistic environment. That way when I am lucid its like I am in reality but I can do what I want and spawn things.

[OfficerFlake]

Yeah I'm a typical nigel in my dreams... I don't speak to DC's in dreams... well because I don't speak to DC's anyways.

This months advanced task will be ineresting. I'll do it if i can get my other lucid goal acheived.

Which dream you reffering too exactly? The one at home?

[OfficerFlake]

Hmm... My avatar needs a change too.

[Loaf]

24.08.2009
Lucid Fragment: Home Sweet Detailed Home

[OfficerFlake]

I thought so. Had another LD last night so I hope this one is a bit interesting:

10.11.2009

SO CLOSE! - 3D, War, Mai, Out Of Time (MILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was in the cinima watchinng a 3D movie. I comment and acknowledge the 3D and how it makes the world more REALISTIC.

...I am at home. Mum and I are having an epic war unlike i've ever had.
In the wardrobe, is my old pc running some sort of intersect script. It is incredibly complex and I can scarcely understand. Mum is responsible, I'm sure.

She is going out of her fucking mind and I am loosing my mind, stabbing my door with my screwdriver. During the War, My logical capabilities start to take effect. I then realise that I am dreaming. I dissmiss the situation immediatly. I just Ignore mum and let her materialise into emptyness.
Worries aside, I focus on my task. I start to visualise Mai. I see her, but she doesn't quite appear. I hear my breathing almost exactly the same as in my other dream "Kyle XY". I tell myself "Catch The F.A."
I succeed. I see a random iimage that looks like a red space universe. Very random. I am lucid here, I F.A. again. I catch it and weird enough, the EXACT same image forms.I decide to let go a little in the back of my mind. I have another F.A. But i swear it was reality because the image looked real-er. I am no-longer lucid.

I am at my old house in George St. I am getting my SD uniform together for the rememberance day ceremony. Time is running out... And My SD's are still everywhere. I would've EASILY located all the parts and had the uniform in perfect shape if I had been at my current house... I am now over time. Panicing, I scrable to find my uniform parts... the dream ends soon after.

I woke at 0430 and this is an early REM. I am sure that If i were to make full use of my LD I would've had a much better, LONGER experience with Mai, but alas we don't always get what we want, do we?

Task: UNACCOMPLISHED.

My notes in mid-night could be better.

Another MILD due to consistant reminders over the last few days.

Cheers for reading Loaf!

[Dairyman]

I'm enjoying your dream journal here It's got me inspired to attempt a MILD.

But gee, 4:30 in the morning?

[OfficerFlake]

Yeah wasn't intentional. At 0430 I don't really care too much about keeping the details XD

... I have a great memory so it usually comes back after 5 or so minutes reflection in the morning. Most of the time i just remember anyways. Except the early REM cycles. They're hard. :/

Thanks for reading!

[OfficerFlake]

16.11.2009

Drawing/A Lost Dog/Combustion Man/Moving On. (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Some time in the night, I remember drawing many pictures of Mai. Early in the night and I can scarecly remember.

I am at a village town, looks like it is 16-17th Centuary england or something. A small-mid sized dog is following me. I need to get rid of him... The easy way or the hard way.

Things come to worse, and I end up trying to lock the dog in an underground bunker. He follows me down into the pitch black darkness, down a ladder. I reach the bottom, and then i climb back to the top. He somehow follows me and as I close the top, He gets his head stuck under the bubble lid. He should have died here but didn't, I think it dies soon after.

Back at the village Things start to become more modernised. Combustion man is coming to hunt us down. The plan is to deceive him into thinking he has entered a pub, and a Squadron Pack is behind the counter area, ready to explode and take him out.

I am in charge of the development and deployment of the weapon.
We need to get the parts of an actual bar though, so I send a team to go get some varnished wood and start to make the building more bar like. They need to do this in stealth because police are out and we can't be seen doing this.

At a later stage, There is a fire lit on a hexi stove, very aggresive and blue. In the squadron pack, many fire lighters, completely filled.

Ready, I am left to be the one who ignites the explosion.
... But I instead move of to plan B.

It seems we are hiding some girl. Looks a lot like Laura I assume because we need to disguise EVERYONE like her so that Combustion man cannot figure out who is the REAL target.

Now, out the back, Tents are set up with cadets inside. In one tent, most of the newbs. In another tent, LCDT Presker and CCPL Bone. Bone is making high pitch guitar sounds with his mouth by what I recall, and Presker out does him with high pitch artificial harmonics! (WTF!)

Now, Mum and I are driving away in the car. We are leaving maitland on a complex highway string. And after a few wrong turns and etc, we reach the correct turn off. After this turn, we need to slam on the brakes to miss a black 4WD right in front of us backed up at some traffic lights. We continue on our way and i see a sign directing us to "Sydney" overhead, and we are heading to albury (which is the right direction fyi.) After some time, We decide to get food at Maccas.

We go through the drive though, I see a FLTLT from 41WG RAAF there... in terrible state! The rank slides are upside down and off skew for a start! I am disgusted that an Officer could do anything like this. I poke out of the sun roof and let her know she says "Yeah I was just fixing that." Yeah sure you were, Bitch. If you are going to be an officer at least were the uniform correctly and have pride in it. :/

Okay yeah I am angry about that... heres why:
We decide that we should go into maccas. I pass the FLTLT again!
She says that "I hate this job, I don't even want to be an officer anymore!" Right next to an ACW! I was peeved because this negative attitude will sure fuck up the Morale of this ACW who looks like she has her head straight at least. After a bit, I meet with Shane who is actually just getting on shift here. I tell him about the FLTLT, walking past And I don't change my convo.
Damn I hate officers who don't even deserve to be in the defence forces... *grrrr*

[OfficerFlake]

17.11.2009

Lost/Tiny GST. (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

We are in a scenario much like "Lost" There is a cage which can teleport us to another location... one problem, we need to remove all metal items from our clothing, which for most of us means we need to take all our clothes off...

I am on GST again with Milhouse this time, We are sent up to our rooms and they are very very tiny. I am in milhouses room and I tell him "You gunna want to fix all this properly. You need to make a concious effort otherwise the CPL will kill you." Thank fully, this time i was much more prepared.

[OfficerFlake]

I think my lucid ration is going up...

18.11.2009

ATAR/String Theory/Half Life/Pokemon/Drinks (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Okay so early in the night I am at Milhouse's place. I decide I will jump on his WIFI for a bit and chack my HSC Assessment rank results.

Shortly after this, I am side tracked by a game where I need to develop tight rope pathways out of strings for cats to get between different places.

I am back in a reality like dream now. I am escaping from some sort of attacking machine and I need to destroy it. This reminds me much of half life.

I am now on an open field, With a pokeball in my hand (ahh old times...) It seems it belongs to James from TR. Iteresting this is that it is some variety of masterball, The top is gold and the edges around the seem are purple. Inside, is Mewtwo. I am remarkibly impressed by what James has acheived.

Me and the group head off. We see a PokeCenter with the words "Debug" on the door. We go visit, and inside is a layout that much resembles the House Of Representives. I DILD and become lucid.

I didn't take enough control and things get boring real fast. So again my main lucid goal is un-accomplished. But let's just say "I did some things man, and some stuff! I would probably reccomend it, actually."

I am out having drinks with OFFCDT Bialek and would seem CWOFF Adams right now. Adams is giving me all these lemondaes and I don't really mind. Not up for alcohol at the present time as is.