Eos, don't you be sorry! This is a forum, its main purpose is to post! A lot if you wish!
You have some very interesting experiences so far, it is fun to read. As for your queen ant dream, it reminds me of a dream I once had before as well. Mine had to do with soem sort of prison, but it was the same concept. I interpreted it as what civilization is. From an outside perspective, such as being free in the forest, civilization seems to be exactly what you describe, a bunch of workers trapped, working for the queen.
Do you sometimes get visions of what is to come when you're in nature? Like one time I laid down on the rock and fell into a trance (its something I just like to do when I'm in nature), and had a dream about the whole forest. About the water ripples, and flowers. It was all peaceful until this storm came. Lightning was striking and rain was pouring really hard. I wake up and my friends and I look around. We see all kinds of flowers, just like in the dream that I had. Later I actually started to see rain and hear thunder in my head. Few minutes later it all happens. The sound and the feeling of the real rain pouring and thunder roaring was the same as in the vision and dream.
This is very interesting! In nature, it feels like we are free of many stresses and worries that linger in our minds when we are within the city's walls. Without those barriers, your potential's limits are a lot broader. I feel like the energy in one's body is so at peace, that it is capable of picking up on certain vibes and such, that we are normally unable to feel. It seems like once you got into that trance, your inner energy was so strong and receptive, that the oncoming storm's presence was felt before you could see it coming. I believe every tree, rock, body of water, and even many animals, in the forest can predict a storm WAY before it even shows any signs of being present.
Once upon a time, I was up in the beautiful sierra nevadas with a friend of mine. We were walking in the mountains and came across a beautiful waterfall. We decided to lay down for a minute to replenish our energy. I was laying on a rock, right under the 60 foot waterfall. The falling water would hit the corner of the rock, and splash onto my face once in a while, which was extremely refreshing. The throbbing of the waterfall and the sound of the wind through the trees was so entrancing, that I quickly fell into a WILD. There were very intense vibrations all around me before I actually started dreaming. All I remember though, is asking myself what kind of animal would best describe me. I then suddenly woke up with no particular answer. So after some time we continued our journey up the mountain. About 15 minutes later, a STRONG feeling overpowered me, about the question I had previously asked myself in the trance. Then ethe forest suddenly became completely quiet, the wind died, leaves feel to the ground, the trees became silent. Then bam, a beautiful Wolf came out of the distance and walked RIGHT past us. He never seemed to be scared of us whatsoever. We just stood there in awe and silence. The Wolf's feet did not make a single sound either. When he vanished into the woods, I swear the wind picked back up and the forest's usual noises came back to be. It was so intense for me to see that, that I did not even tell my buddy anything about it!
Well, look what you made me do now, I wrote a whole bunch too
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